TOTMG :: Volume #11

#136: The story of Saint white lotus

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All promising laws, such as the dream bubble, such as the reveal also like the electricity, should do such as is the view. 一切有为法,如梦幻泡影,如露亦如电,应作如是观。 The Saint white lotus holds their palms together, is reading the Buddhist literature in a low voice, temporarily forgot in the heart dry lonesome the heart that if must die momentarily, is hanging down the double pupil lifts slowly, looks like dies out, pressed all ripples that the Buddhist said under the heart, opened the mouth slowly. 圣白莲双手合十,低声念着佛经,暂时遗忘了心中枯寂的仿若随时要死去的心,低垂着的双眸缓缓抬起,就像是佛家所言的寂灭般,将一切涟漪都压在心下,才是缓缓开口。 „Since leaving Heian-kyo, I separated with the life lotus, turns toward the different directions to walk respectively, looks like the teacher you have spoken ascetic person such, the hope is being walked to feel the Buddhist doctrine the true meaning.” “自从离开平安京后,我与命莲就分开了,各自向着不同的方向行走,就像是老师您所讲过的苦行僧那样,希望在行走中感受到佛法的真谛。” Her complexion looks at Qin heart temperately, said: „I bring Qin heart is walking randomly in big and in the mountains, occasionally will run into some monsters, but has not met is too powerful.” 她脸色温和的看着秦心,道:“我就带着秦心游走在大和的山川之中,偶尔会遇到些妖怪,但也没遇见过太强大的。” Two meters fall nod slowly, that time big monster was almost all entrained the moon/month by him, the lord who the big monsters who the ground leaves behind are these front doors, wants to run into them is not easy. 两仪落缓缓的点点头,那时候的大妖怪几乎全被他拽去了月都,地上留下的大妖怪都是那些大门不出的主,想要遇到他们也不容易。 „At that time I was believing the Buddhist doctrine, continuously diligently self-torture, although natural talent dull-witted does not have any big achievements, but some supernatural powers are also maintaining the young stance reluctantly.” “当时我坚信着佛法,一直努力苦修,虽天资愚钝没有什么大建树,但也勉强有些法力保持着年轻的姿态。” „Crossed a period of time like this, that time age according to the algorithm of human is the old age, because has the reason of supernatural power, I to have not felt to the fear of death. Until one day, assigns/life the lotus to spread the news to me suddenly, said that he practices, became aware to pass some Buddha principles, thinks that wandered again everywhere to oneself affects not in a big way, then said that must place that returned to us born, completed the past desire, the reconstruction temple.” “就这样过了一段时日,那时的年纪按照人类的算法已经是老年了吧,但是因为持有法力的缘故,我到没有感觉到对死亡的害怕。直到有一天,命莲突然给我传来消息,说他修行有成,悟通了一些佛理,认为再四处云游对自己作用不大,便说要回到我们出生的地方,完成当年的愿望,重建寺庙。” „I thought it over at that time, so many years inquired the news of teacher also not obtained, the decision also returns to here to meet with the life lotus. Assigning the lotus is the talent is truly peerless, he has oneself sensibility to the Buddhist doctrine, after this Shigisan top reconstructed the temple, the person of contact worship is also continuous. Assigns the lotus, although cultivates is the Buddhist doctrine, perhaps but is receives the teacher the influence of your Yin way of yang, is different from these true Buddhist Grandmasters, was not a person of clear cultivates, but was the thorough common custom, has achieved several great accomplishments with the magic arts, by here people's love, was adding on teacher your descendant Tsuchimikado's lending a hand deeply, assigning/life the lotus temple was the incense and candle is also unceasing.” “我当时思来想去,那么多年一路打听老师的消息也无所得,就决定也回到这里与命莲相见。命莲确实是天赋绝伦,他对佛法已经有了自己的感悟,在这信贵山顶重建了寺庙后,往来朝拜的人也是络绎不绝。命莲虽然修的是佛法,但是或许是受到老师您阴阳道的影响,和那些真正的佛家大师不同,并不是一人清修,而是深入世俗,也用法术做过几件大事,深受这里的人民爱戴,在加上老师您的后代土御门的帮衬,命莲寺也是香火不断了。” Imitates if thought of the younger brother, the tone of white lotus delicate has the recollection and happy expression. 仿若是想到了弟弟,白莲的语气柔弱中带着回忆与笑意。 „I did not have him to think at that time, thought on like this protects the place that oneself were born while clear cultivates, was returns home with riches and honors. However......” “我当时也无他想,觉得就这样一边守护自己出生的地一边清修,也算是衣锦还乡了。不过……” At this point, the expression of white lotus is somewhat painful, but also somewhat self-ridiculed. 说到这里,白莲的表情有些痛苦,还有些自嘲。 „The life span of human has the limit after all, has compared the common big monster to be powerful on the strength of telling fortunes lotus, he also arrived at the necessity of death, in the life lotus at age 197, he had felt shortly after oneself assigned/life, told ahead of time I was also ready that passed away, departed like this.” “人类的寿命终归是有极限的,就算命莲的力量已经比之一般的大妖怪还要强大,他也抵不过死亡的必然,在命莲197岁时,他已经感觉到了自己命不久矣,提前吩咐我也做好圆寂的准备,就这样离去了。” The Saint white lotus tells, oneself this life, the life most important that choice worked as the surface that two meters are falling to say particularly. 圣白莲娓娓道来,把自己这一生,尤其是人生最重要的那个选择当着两仪落的面讲了出来。 „Then I also felt that oncoming of death, after seeing departure of life lotus, I had the fear to the life and to the life, insane leafed through the innumerable Buddhist doctrines to be concise, wants the method that looks to be able the eternal life to exist forever, but the desperate discovery, the Buddha strength is unable to achieve finally, the best result is also only the samsara reincarnation, however after the reincarnation, I also no longer was I.” “当时的我也感觉到了死亡的来临,在见到命莲的离去后,我对人生、对生命产生了恐惧,疯了般的翻遍了无数佛法精要,想要寻找到能够永生长存的方法,但是最后绝望的发现,佛力根本无法达成,最好的结果也只是轮回转生,但是当转生之后,我也就不再是我了吧。” The white lotus, on the face somewhat is at this point ashamed, seems has not undergone the seduction, same stole food the forbidden fruit to be the same like Eve. 白莲说到这里,脸上有些羞愧,仿佛是自己没有经受住诱惑,如同夏娃一样偷吃了禁果一般。 „I not like opening that the life lotus looks, without his boundary, in me thinks at that time oneself is going to pass away, the fear to the death, to could not see the sorrow of teacher again, let me like the method of being bewitched looking for is not dying, saw until some day me is still maintaining the young appearance, after Qin heart who does not seem to changed, finally thinks the teacher you have taught my monster technique.” “我不像命莲那样看的开,没有他那种境界,在当时我想到自己就将要离开人世,对死亡的恐惧,对再也见不到老师的悲哀,让我像着了魔一样寻找着不死的方法,直到有一天我看到了依然保持着年轻面貌,仿佛没有变化的秦心后,终于想到了老师您教导过我的妖术。” She raised the head, stares at two meters to fall by the sandalwood, the look is complex, „...... won't the teacher you 400 years ago, have expected this result?” 她抬起头,透过檀香凝望着两仪落,眼神复杂,“……老师您不会在四百年前,就已经预料到这个结果了吧？” She cannot believe that but the innermost feelings told her, this was the answer. 她不敢相信,但是内心告诉她,这就是答案。 Two meters fall smile have not spoken, but like the reassuring medicine, let the mood somewhat excited white lotus tranquil. 两仪落笑笑没有说话,但是却像定心丸一样,让心情有些激动的白莲平静了下来。 Her deep shouted the tone , to continue saying: „...... After profoundly is studying the monster technique that the teacher you taught, finally is to make me discover, the monster technique can let the desire that I achieve do not die, I then started to abandon the Buddhist doctrine to study the monster technique, with thorough of practicing, I discovered pleasantly surprised own life span started to be similar to the monster to lengthen, but, I and monster also had the causes and effects that is unable to give up, obtained the strength of not dying with great difficulty, I the unusual fear lost it at that time. The teacher you have taught me, no matter the gods or the monster, exist because of the cognition of people, when if the monster died, the monster technique also vanished, that time I, is dying.” 她深深的呼了口气,继续道:“……在深入的研究了老师您教导的妖术后,终于是让我发现,妖术能够让我达成不死的愿望,我便开始抛弃了佛法修习妖术,随着修行的深入,我惊喜的发现自己的寿命开始如同妖怪般延长,但同时,我与妖怪也结下了无法割舍的因果,好不容易获得了不死的力量,我当时异常的恐惧失去它。老师您教导过我,不管是神明还是妖怪,都是因为人们的认知而存在,若是当妖怪死亡了,妖术也就消失了吧,那时候的我,也就要死了吧。” „Therefore, I accepts people to draw back governs monster's request , helping the monster not make the monster perish secretly, I thought that this is the most correct path, say/way of harmonious the balance like this nature. Slowly, the monster of help were many, they also start to follow me to live in the life lotus temple, but this matter has the exposition after all time, human discovered finally I and monster have an affair, start to become estranged am afraid me, although I want the monster and human diligently am together harmoniously, but actually complete being able to achieve.” “所以,我一面接受着人们退治妖怪的请求,一面暗自的帮助妖怪不让妖怪灭亡,我觉得这就是最正确的道路,是像这个自然一样和谐的平衡之道。慢慢的,帮助的妖怪多了,她们也开始追随我住在命莲寺中,但是这件事终归有暴露的时候,人类最后发现了我和妖怪有染,开始疏远害怕我,我虽努力的想要妖怪与人类和谐相处,但是却完全的做不到。” The tone of white lotus is gradually low and deep, „......, but most dreadful, is with the lapse of time, in my heart dry lonesome is getting more and more rich, is also living obviously, but actually died probably was the same, although diligently lived is also fearing the death, but the mind was similar to was isolated the small lake, inside water passing slowly could also not obtain to fill, slowly thought that lived is also being senseless, died like this well also......, although knows that this has the idea of issue, but definitely is unable to prevent its cropping up.” 白莲的语气渐渐低沉下去,“……而最让人害怕的,是随着时间的推移,我心中的枯寂就越来越浓郁,明明还活着,但却像是死了一样,虽然努力的活着也惧怕着死亡,但是心灵就如同被孤立了的小湖,里面的水缓缓的流逝又得不到填补,慢慢的就觉得活着也是无趣,就这样死了也好……虽然知道这是有问题的想法,但是完全无法阻止它的冒头。” She hopes for looks that two meters fall, wants to get the answer from his here, obtains by the method that oneself go on living, she has been believing two meters fall, is believing own teacher is omnipotent, looked like saves her to be the same to the life lotus in 400 years ago Asagosonshidera, she is believing, the teacher will certainly save her again. 她希冀的看着两仪落,想从他这里得到答案,得到让自己活下去的方法,她一直相信着两仪落,相信着自己的老师无所不能,就像是在四百年前的朝护孙子寺中救了她与命莲一样,她坚信着,老师一定会再次拯救她。 „The exhausted influence of gradually mind the body, the body became worse and worse, looked like lived the serious illness patient, at this time I remembered the Buddhist doctrine, again static self-torture, although some functions, but also can only delay own body condition...... the teacher, you said that now what to do should I?” “心灵的疲惫渐渐的影响到了身体,身体每况愈下,就像是生了重病的病人,这个时候我又想起了佛法,再次静静的苦修,虽然有些作用,但也只能延缓自己的身体状态……老师啊,您说,我现在应该怎么办呢？”
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