TOTMG :: Volume #11

#135: Exhausts the lifetime waiting

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Assigns the innermost in lotus temple is a monk's room, several cushions, a wooden table, in this not big room, only then these things, the table is somewhat worn-out, the wall is somewhat motley, is telling here history and white lotus she as the incorruptibility of real Buddhist cultivator. 命莲寺的最里面是一间禅房,几张坐垫,一张木桌,这不大的房间里只有这么些东西,桌子有些破旧,墙壁有些斑驳,诉说着这里的历史和白莲她作为真正佛家修行者的清廉。 Nearby case on several is burning the sandalwood, lets person and peaceful smell flutters in the monk's room, on that flavor and white lotus looks like very much, the mist of curling made here many an ideal condition, must say that anything let the person surprise the place, that was in the monk's room does not have an image of Buddha, whom also did not know the cultivator in worshipping. 一旁的案几上燃着檀香,让人宁和安静的气味飘荡在禅房内,那味道和白莲身上的很像,袅袅的雾气让这里多了一层意境,要说有什么让人诧异的地方,那就是禅房中没有一尊佛像,也不知道修行者到底在朝拜着谁。 The side Saint white lotus of wooden table sits cross-legged on the chair cushion, beforehand some does not see shyly, finally is calms down, 400 years of life makes her grow maturely, did that not come across the matter somewhat to be flustered in the childhood. 木桌的一边圣白莲盘坐在椅垫上,之前的些许羞涩已经不见,终于是冷静下来,四百年的人生让她成熟成长,不在似小时候那样遇到事情就有些慌张了。 She pale frail complexion, is seems delicate under the mist of this sandalwood. 只是她苍白脆弱的脸色,在这檀香的雾气下更是显得娇弱。 The when appearance of white lotus with 400 years and two meters fall the distinction is no different, maturity that but once the shy shyness changed, she had to concave-convex on tender body, lent a holy aura, looks like child who a mother looks at the growth, is considering child's that attachment feeling that made one wallow. 白莲的样子与四百年和两仪落分别时没有什么不同,只是曾经青涩的羞怯变的成熟,她凹凸有致的娇躯上,散发出了一种圣洁的气息,就像是一位母亲看着成长的孩子,照顾着孩子的那种让人沉迷的眷恋感。 Like the present, Qin Xinkao on the side that two meters fell, is sideways slightly, is relying on his arm lightly, head mask did not have gentle of oversized at heart fluctuation, the pink double pupil as if must tell that the sentiment of innermost feelings, temperate smooth, seems infiltrating the water mark. 就像现在,秦心靠在两仪落的身边,微微侧着身,轻倚着他的手臂,头上的面具是没有过大心里波动的平和,粉色的双瞳仿佛是要诉说内心的感情,温和柔润,仿佛渗透着水迹。 When Qin heart turned into the monster from the mask, first seeing was two meters falls, all her knowledge, fell there learned from two meters, that looked like family's education to be the same, is affecting Qin heart the life, but that time Qin heart is unable to tell the sentiment of oneself innermost feelings, is unable to make the sentiment of rushing erupt, can only suppress to constrain is following on the side that two meters fell, closed one's eyes to enjoy that warmth. 在秦心从面具化成妖怪之时,第一个见到的就是两仪落,她所有的知识,都是从两仪落那里学会的,那就像是家庭的教育一样,影响着秦心的一生,只是那时的秦心无法将自己内心的感情诉说,无法让澎湃的感情爆发,只能强忍压抑着跟随在两仪落的身边,闭着眼享受着那股温馨。 The petite surface spiritual energy, long ago fell two meters regards father same regarding. 娇小的面灵气,在很久以前就把两仪落当成父亲一样的看待。 After two meters fall leaves, after family's education ended, leads her to the society, leading her to look at the mountains sea, contacted the person of human is the white lotus, in 400 years, the white lotus will never feel irritable taught her devotedly, taught that her sentiment true meaning, the monster who letting can operate the mood, understood own mood finally, but Qin heart, has regarded mother such regarding of the white lotus. 而在两仪落离开后,家庭的教育结束后,将她带到社会,带她看遍山川大海,接触了人类的人则是白莲,在400年的时间里,白莲从不会感到急躁的悉心教导她,教导她感情的真谛,让能够操纵情绪的妖怪,终于懂得了自己的情绪,而秦心,也早已把白莲当成自己母亲那样的看待。 She is not human, mental even can say that had stopped the growth, even crosses again on for a long time, can still bring some childish, in her life, the most important two people was two meters falls with the white lotus. 她不是人类,心智甚至可以说已经停止了成长,即使再过上许久,依然会带着些许的孩子气,在她的人生中,最重要的两个人就是两仪落与白莲了。 Now, two people who oneself most like here, regarding little Qin heart, this were the happiness. 如今,自己最喜欢的两个人就在这里,对于小秦心而言,这就是幸福。 „Waits a bit, the teacher......” “稍等一下,老师……” When looking like the same white lotus facing two meters fell was still respectful in the past, she discovered the tea leaves from nearby small jar, the water that was just boiling brewed up pot tea for him personally. 就像是当年一样白莲面对两仪落时依然恭恭敬敬,她从一旁的小罐子里找出茶叶,就着刚刚烧开的水为他亲自泡上了一壶茶。 „Salutes three...... not to know that the taste of teacher changed.” “南无三……不知道老师的口味变了没有。” The teacup end on the front that two meters fall, the white lotus smiles, she gathers together a chest front wisp of hair after the brain, the recollection of whole face. 将茶杯端在两仪落的面前,白莲笑了笑,她将胸前的一缕头发拢在脑后,满脸的回忆。 „Bailian understands the heart of teacher.” “白莲还是这么懂老师的心呢。” Carries the teacup, is blowing the above tea leaves froth, gently a lightly seasoned sound said. 端起茶杯,吹着上面的茶叶沫,轻轻的品了一口轻声道。 „Teacher likes well......” “老师喜欢就好……” The white lotus felt relieved, she uses both hands to hold the teacup, the look is somewhat absent-minded. 白莲放下了心,她用双手捧着茶杯,眼神有些恍惚。 Passed the long time, she moves the lip, having the forced smile to make noise: „...... , since leaving Heian-kyo, my several day life, I have gone to Heian-kyo to seek the teacher on just right ten years of that day, but that two meter dwellings had actually been reminded of dear ones who have left, I think that the teacher had the matter to delay the time, then waited in that dwelling for ten years, finally from the mouth of monster heard that you went to the country of night, left Capital.” 过了半晌,她动了动嘴唇,带着苦笑出声:“……自从离开平安京后,我一直数着日子生活,在正好十年的那一天我去平安京寻老师,但是那间两仪宅却已经人去楼空了,我以为老师只是有事耽搁了时间,便在那间宅院中又等了十年,最后从妖怪的嘴中听说您去了夜之国,才是离开了京都。” The white lotus is saying calmly, in the tone had not complained, but two meters fall are actually the hand tremble, almost sprinkled the tea in cup. 白莲平平静静的说着,口气中没有埋怨,但是两仪落却是手一哆嗦,差点将杯中的茶洒了出去。 Simplicity that the white lotus said that but thinks carefully, the white lotus leaves the Heian-kyo fashion less than the first time 20 -year-old, when she is close to 30 returning to Heian-kyo quickly, after quick 40 radical giving up. 白莲说的简单,但是仔细想想,白莲第一次离开平安京时尚不到二十岁,她在快接近三十时回到平安京,直到快四十后才彻底的放弃。 That time she does not know oneself exactly so will be long, in this age, 20 years to a female, can say that was own life, the white lotus waited for two meters to fall with own life, only two meters fell pitifully actually not to her any response. 那时候的她可不知道自己会活这么久,在这个年代,二十年对一个女性而言,可以说就是自己的一生了,白莲拿自己的一生等着两仪落,只可惜两仪落却没有给她任何的回应。 Looks up front is also maintaining the Saint white lotus of young girl appearance, her Saint white lotus, but was not that Saint white lotus, looked like with the purple meet again, millennium hundred years of time, no matter who, is unable to be able tranquil pass. 抬起头来看着面前还保持着少女面貌的圣白莲,她还是那个圣白莲,但也不是那个圣白莲了,就像是与紫的再次相遇,千年百年的时光,不管是谁,都无法能平静的度过。 Perhaps the Saint white lotus also falls to two meters has to honor the sentiment of adore/admire, when has to him is young deeply hides the continuous sentiment in heart, however the present Saint white lotus, she does not have the courage to say these, makes these, perhaps on many years, she has been able the complete going out shackles, thorough after letting loose own heart, will say these words bravely. 圣白莲或许还对两仪落有着崇慕之情,还对他有着年轻时就深藏在心中的绵绵感情,但是现在的圣白莲,她已经没有勇气将这些说出,将这些做出,或许在过上许多年,她能完全的走出桎梏,彻底的放开自己的心后,才会勇敢将那些话说出吧。 Two meters fall understand this pain, because he walks, but is brings the gold/metal finger to cheat inborn, in the shortest time completes the matter that others are not possibly able to complete for a lifetime. 两仪落懂得这种痛苦,因为他就是这么走过来的,只不过是天生带着金手指作弊,才在最短的时间内就完成他人一辈子可能都无法完成的事。 Therefore, he will not force the white lotus, will not force her deeply to bury that in the heart thing says. 所以,他不会逼迫白莲,不会逼迫她将那深埋在心底的东西说出口。 „But, can later the present 400 years, see you in this with the teacher's first meeting place again, was really good...... to salute three......” “不过,能在四百年后的现在,在这个与老师第一次见面的地方再次见到您,真是太好了……南无三……” The white lotus holds their palms together, on the face is moved, is proclaiming Buddha in a low voice. 白莲双手合十,脸上都是感动,低声宣着佛号。 „If assigns/life the lotus also, he will also certainly smile.” “若是命莲还在的话,他也一定会笑出来吧。” On the face of white lotus reveals to recall, has been suppressing strong collapses finally, if not for many years of clear cultivated/repaired, perhaps will unable to bear flow out the tears. 白莲的脸上露出追忆,一直强忍着的坚强终于坍塌,若不是多年的清修,恐怕会忍不住流出泪来。 She in the front of Toramaru magnitude person, the elder concern they, these monster deep love she, has also been following her probably, but Toramaru star they, are unable to understand that after all the white lotus innermost feelings the pain, is unable to save her. 她一直在寅丸星等人的面前,像是个长辈般关怀着她们,那些妖怪也深深的爱戴着她,追随着她,但是寅丸星她们,终归无法理解白莲内心的痛苦,无法将她拯救出来。 „Bailian in sad......” “白莲在难过……” little Qin heart stood, she that unemotional appearance, but the mask on face does not know when turned sadly, is gradually influencing this sad atmosphere, she arrives at the white lotus behind, is patting her back, seems is comforting her. 小秦心站了起来,她还是那副面无表情的样子,但是脸上的面具不知何时变成了悲伤,熏染着这悲戚的气氛,她走到白莲的身后,拍着她的背,好似是在安慰着她。 „Saluted three...... to make you be laughed at the teacher, so many years, I had not actually grown.” “南无三……让您见笑了老师,这么多年了,我却还没有成长。” „No, the white lotus has grown up, became a good Sir, had a look at these monsters in this temple, they were not the evidences that you grew up.” “不,白莲已经长大了,成为一个不错的大人了,看看住在这个寺庙的那些妖怪们,她们不就是你长大的佐证吗。” Two meters fall shaking the head of gently, the vision temperate looks at the white lotus. 两仪落轻轻的摇了摇头,目光温和的看着白莲。 „little Qin heart came quickly, even in sad, the white lotus does not need to comfort.” “小秦心快过来,即使在悲伤,白莲也不需要安慰的。” Two meters fell search to act to Qin Xinzhao the move, always a surface spiritual energy of poker face looked at the white lotus, stopped own behavior, then arrived in the both arms that two meters fell to be hugged by him. 两仪落探出手对着秦心招了招,总是一副扑克脸的面灵气看了看白莲,停止了自己的行为,然后走到两仪落的双臂间被他抱着。 „Even separated so many years, the teacher your looks through the will of the people the skill still to be somewhat afraid.” “即使隔了这么多年,老师您这看破人心的本事依然让人有些害怕呢。” Bailian quick returned to normal moving restlessly of mood, somewhat delicate smiling. 白莲很快的就平复了心情的躁动,有些柔弱的笑了笑。 „But, the teacher you are willing to listen, matter that these for 400 years have?” “不过,老师您愿意听听,这四百年来发生的事吗？”
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