TOTMG :: Volume #13

#126: Hope that is unable to suppress


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...... shouts...... shouts......” “呼……呼……呼……” The Mia's fierce opening eye, on the bright and clean forehead flowed off the cold sweat, breathing heavily of chest cavity rapidly fluctuating, that bright red heart the speed beats by has never had crazily, seems will jump momentarily general from the mouth. 露米娅猛的睁开眼睛,光洁的脑门上流下了冷汗,胸腔急速起伏的喘着粗气,那颗鲜红的心脏以从未有过的速度疯狂跳动,好似随时会从口中蹦出一般。 Good...... was really false.” “太好了……果然是假的。” Mia collapses looks at the sky, although here is also woods, but is actually not the darkness in that illusion, a sunlight sprinkles from the branches and leaves, according to the Mia's body, but that gentle sunlight will not make Mia have any warm feeling, in the mind is reverberating, before is , happened in a that false illusion all. 露米娅虚脱的看着天空,这里虽然也是树林,但是却不是那个幻境中的黑暗,点点阳光从枝叶间洒下,照在露米娅的身体上,但是那温柔的阳光却不会让露米娅有任何的暖意,脑海中回荡着的,一直都是之前在那个虚假的幻境中所发生的一切。 „Is here......?” “这里是……哪?” Confused looks at the sky, Mia remembers oneself before losing the consciousness should in abundant beautiful Shrine, however after experiencing a false illusion, oneself appeared in the unknown place unexpectedly. 迷茫的看着天空,露米娅记得自己在失去意识前应该是在博丽神社中的,但是在经历了一个虚假的幻境后,自己竟然出现在了未知的地方。 The chill in the air raises from the heart again, Mia turns head to look hastily to all around, after paying attention periphery not to have imagined these skulls, is relaxes. 寒意再次从心中升起,露米娅连忙扭头看向四周,在注意到周围并没有想象中的那些头骨后,才算是松了口气。 Under face upwards lying down in the body soil, Mia smiled bitterly, although all in illusion have not happened in the reality, but she also knows, reason that oneself appeared here, lost the reason and consciousness, went into abundant beautiful Shrine under the instruction of instinct. 仰躺在身下的泥土中,露米娅苦笑了一声,虽然幻境中的一切并没有在现实中发生,但是她也知道,自己之所以出现在这里,就是失去了理智与意识,才在本能的指示下跑到了博丽神社的。 Traces own belly with the hand, an intermittent hungry pain rushes to the mind from the nerve ending, cluck the cry told others her to be very hungry, these human food that for a long time she ate, are unable to satisfy her belly. 用手摸了摸自己的肚子,一阵阵饥饿的痛苦从神经末梢冲上脑海,‘咕咕’的叫声告诉着别人她已经十分的饿了,这么长时间来她所吃的那些人类食物,根本无法满足她的肚子。 Really...... as he said that I have reached the limit.” “果然……就像他所说,我已经到极限了吗。” Struggling sits up from the ground, on the Mia the soil of pretty foreign skirt by the dirtiness that makes, she bites oneself lower lip to cover mouth with the hand, has not wept bitterly to make noise reluctantly. 挣扎的从地上坐起,露米娅身上漂亮的洋裙被泥土弄的肮脏,她咬着自己的下唇用手捂着嘴,才勉强没有痛哭出声。 Yes, has reached the limit, if in disregards like this, that in all that in the illusion has, might reappear in the reality. 是啊,已经到极限了,如果在这样不管不顾下去,那么在幻境中所发生的一切,就有可能重现在现实了。 Words such being the case, that can only......” “既然如此的话,那就只能……” Sat on the ground slightly rested a meeting, Mia felt that oneself body felt better, she is muttering low and deep, the reason tells her to only have a choice now- 略微坐在地上休息了一会,露米娅感觉到自己的身体好受了许多,她低沉的喃喃着,理智告诉她现在只有一个选择- That is thorough leaves the spirit dream and Bo beautiful, when oneself remain sanely, forever leaves them, goes to one no one to know the corner that to roll up, waits for the night of innermost feelings to swallow itself secretly, perhaps oneself because of going crazy dead, may die in the hand that in eight cloud Zi or two meters will fall, to Mia, this perhaps is the best result. 那就是彻底的离开灵梦和博丽,在自己理智尚存时,永远的离开她们,前往一个没有人知道的角落蜷缩着,等着自己内心的宵暗吞噬掉自己,或许自己会因为发狂而死,或许会死在八云紫或者两仪落的手上,对露米娅而言,这或许已经是最好的结局了。 Only can live? Ha, where needs to choose!” “只能活下来一个吗?哈,那哪里需要选择啊!” Smiling of Mia self-ridicules, thinks the spirit dream, thinks Bo beautiful, the smile of her corners of the mouth is gradually gentle, this is the significance that survive, the delicate fragrance among the winds said, the person is also good, monster, so long as lives is being meaningful, the significance that if even survives did not have, what does that live also has to distinguish with the good-for-nothing? 露米娅自嘲的笑了笑,想到了灵梦,想到了博丽,她嘴角的笑容渐渐温柔下来,这就是自己生存的意义,就像风间幽香所说,人也好,妖怪也罢,只要活着就要有意义,如果连生存的意义都没有了,那活着就和行尸走肉又有什么区别? Bo beautiful and spirit dream saved themselves, as the monster of food person, do oneself have something to expect? 博丽以及灵梦拯救了自己,身为食人的妖怪,自己还有什么可奢望的? Is thinking when Mia like this, setting firm resolve gradually, not far away heard the vague scream suddenly. 就在露米娅这样想着,渐渐的下定了决心时,不远处突然传来了若有若无的喊叫声。 Mia...... Mia?” “露米娅……露米娅?” The sound is slender, the time of although with the master of this sound living, compares the long life is not long, however in the Mia's heart, with this short 1-2 years of spirit dream together life, actually compares the millenniums the lives to be important. 声音纤细幼小,虽然和这个声音的主人一起生活的时间,相比于自己悠长的生命而言并不长,但是在露米娅的心中,与灵梦共同生活的这短短1-2的时间,却比之自己千年的生命还要重要。 Saw spirit dream that small form by the slit of branches and leaves, wants to eat her desire to jump from the bottom of the heart, Mia covers to be quiet hastily, stared in a big way the eye diligently is constraining the hope in heart, she wanted to yell loudly made the spirit dream leave, but she actually did not dare, was afraid own behavior instead to let the desire proliferation. 透过枝叶的缝隙看到了灵梦那小小的身影,一股想要吃掉她的欲望从心底蹦出,露米娅连忙捂住嘴,瞪大了眼睛努力的压抑着心中的渴望,她想要放声大叫让灵梦离开,但是她却又不敢,害怕自己的行为反而让欲望增生。 Yeah?” “哎?” Spirit dream vacant is loafing in the woods back and forth, when passed by side each time the Mia is not far, makes the food person monster feel a fear, is afraid the spirit dream to discover oneself walk, if really such, she does not know oneself will do to have an accident. 灵梦茫然的在树林中来回游荡着,每次路过露米娅身边不远时,都让食人妖怪感到一阵害怕,害怕着灵梦发现自己走过来,如果真的那样的话,她不知道自己会做出什么事来。 Hateful, do not come!!” “可恶,不要过来啊!!” Brings the eye of blood threads to gaze at the spirit dream to run toward oneself here, Mia does not have the unnecessary strength to yell to her, she complete strength and will are resisting the heart eating person desire, in the mind are often reverberating in that illusion all, she does not permit, does not allow itself to have any injury to the spirit dream! 带着血丝的眼睛注视着灵梦往自己这里跑来,露米娅却没有多余的力气冲她喊叫,她将全部的力量与意志都在抵抗着心底的吃人欲望,脑海中不时回荡着在那个幻境中发生的一切,她决不允许,决不允许自己对灵梦有任何的伤害! „!” “咔嚓!” Beyond control is flowing under mouth biting of ruthlessly saliva, Mia bites actually not to the spirit dream that oneself walk, but was one gnaws on the tender and delicate fair arm. 无法控制的流着口涎的嘴狠狠的咬下,露米娅咬的却不是冲着自己走来的灵梦,而是一口啃在了自己娇嫩白皙的手臂上。 Eats person monster sharp tooth biting of ruthlessly in own meat, the blood flows out, mouth in fishy smell swallows sweetly, the ache and blood made Mia resume some consciousness reluctantly. 食人妖怪尖锐的牙齿狠狠的咬进自己的肉中,血液汩汩流出,将口中的腥甜咽下,疼痛与血液才勉强让露米娅恢复了一些意识。 Issues in the Mia heart coldly, by the slit of branches and leaves looks when the spirit dream walks, the form that a stature selects high suddenly appears, she grasped the spirit dream, the gentle opens the mouth said: „...... Good spirit dream, Mia not here, do not call again.” 就在露米娅心下发寒,透过枝叶的缝隙看着灵梦走过来时,一个身材高挑的身影突然出现,她一把抱住了灵梦,温柔的开口道:“……好了灵梦,露米娅不在这里,不要再叫了。” But......” “可是……” By spirit dream complexion that Bo beautiful holds hesitant, her attractive big eye flows out the tears, saying of sobbing: Where...... did Mia go to? She had not left without saying good-bye before, is it possible that doesn't the Mia repugnant spirit dream, come back?” 被博丽抱起的灵梦脸色犹豫了起来,她漂亮的大眼睛流出泪水,哽咽的说道:“……露米娅去哪里了?她以前从没有不告而别过,莫非露米娅讨厌灵梦,再也不回来了吗?” Is hearing the spirit dream to not far Mia the weeping sound, her heart trembles wants to open the mouth to make noise, but the reason told her, at this time made beautiful carry off her is the most correct choice. 离着不远的露米娅听到灵梦的哭声,她心底一颤就想要开口出声,但是理智告诉她,这个时候让博丽将她带走才是最正确的选择。 How possibly, spirit dream such clever Mia how may dislike you, she had the matter temporarily to leave, will soon run.” “怎么可能,灵梦这么乖露米娅怎么可能会讨厌你,她只是有事暂时离开了,用不了多久就会自己跑回来。” Bo beautiful sighing gently, comforts the spirit dream to say. 博丽轻轻的叹了口气,安慰着灵梦道。 Really?” “真的?” Naturally, when has mother deceived you?” “当然了,阿妈什么时候骗过你?” „...... The mother has not deceived my many times......” “唔……阿妈骗过我好多次……” Is listening to the words of spirit dream, sits in Mia of ground reluctantly almost smiles to make noise, her gentle looks at the spirit dream, the tooth has bit own arm not to dare to relax. 听着灵梦的话,勉强坐在地上的露米娅差点笑出声,她温柔的看着灵梦,牙齿一直咬着自己的胳膊不敢放松。 Bo beautiful ill-humored shaking the head, she uses to handle gently is caressing the small head of spirit dream, said in a soft voice: „...... Felt relieved that spirit dream, Mia will certainly come back, because, she most liked the spirit dream.” 博丽没好气的摇了摇头,她用手轻抚着灵梦的小脑袋,轻声道:“……放心吧灵梦,露米娅一定会回来的,因为啊,她最喜欢灵梦了啊。” Slowly has turned head, Bo beautiful and Mia's looking in the eyes, in that moment, Mia as if saw in Bo Liyan renouncing and dead intent! 慢慢的扭过头去,博丽与露米娅的四目相对,在那一刻,露米娅仿佛看到了博丽眼中的决绝与死意!
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