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Www. し wxs520. com in basin that in this type can see everywhere, was filled with the hot water. 浴室里面摆着的,是那种很大又很矮的一个红色的塑胶盆子。`www.しwxs520.com在这种随处可以见的盆子之中,盛满了热水。 Dazhe walks, can see the heat that curls to be neat. 大哲走进来的时候,就能够看见那袅袅的热整齐了。 He looks at the ground is putting the big basin, takes a hot bath in this cold weather without a doubt attractively how. 他看着地上放着的这个大盆子,毫无疑问在这种寒冷的天气洗一个热水澡是多么的诱人。 Dazhe looks at this basin hot water, is lost. 大哲看着这盆子热水,怔怔出神。 Is filling in steam washbasin, suddenly rippled...... from the place of middle, small ripple dispersing, seemed on the tranquil water surface sprinkled the appearance of rainwater time. 弥漫着热气的水盆子之中,忽然荡漾了一圈……自中间之处,一小小的波纹散开,仿佛是平静的水面上洒落了雨水时候的模样。 One after another, the water in washbasin starts becomes surges, they are blazing, now actually seems like boils again general! 一圈一圈,水盆之中的水开始变得激荡起来,它们本来已经炽热,如今却像是再次沸腾一般！ Surges, surges, surges, the water splash of surging splutters from the washbasin suddenly, a water splash instantaneous sputtering on the body of Dazhe. 激荡,激荡,激荡,激荡的水花猛然之间从水盆之中溅射而出,一点水花瞬间溅射在了大哲的身上。 It looks like sparks/Mars in burnt fuel hits a target, a heating burningly painful feeling, making Dazhe one shrink own arm fiercely. His whole person pasted in the wall of bathroom, the cold season, the forehead actually seeped out wiped the moist perspiration. 就像是被燃烧的柴火之中的火星所射中般,一种烫热的灼痛感,让大哲猛地一下缩着了自己的手臂。他整个人贴在了浴室的墙壁之中,大冷天的,额头却是渗出了一抹湿润的汗。 Thump thump. 咚咚。 Broadcast the sound of knocking on a door suddenly, the Dazhe body trembled the water that...... boiled to return to instantaneously at this time normal, these turbulent the water splash that but the ejection came out does not seem to existed, only had the hot fog of curling. 猛然之间传来了敲门的声音,大哲身子瞬间一颤……沸腾的水此时已经恢复了平静,那些汹涌而弹射出来的水花仿佛也不曾存在,唯有袅袅的热雾。 It looks like an illusion. 就像是一场的幻觉。 At this time, bathroom outside resounded the Luo Qiu's sound, „in perhaps dirty, has not come to clean up, was embarrassed. Then I found the new towel, naturally also put for many years, does not calculate that is new, but should be useless, makes to put up with is first using.” 此时,浴室外边响起了洛邱的声音,“里面或许脏了点,没来得清理,不好意思了。然后我找到了新的毛巾,当然也放了好些年了,也不算是新的,但应该是没用过的,将就着先用吧。” „, Has not been all right......” old man of Dazhe in the bathroom the sound to respond to one. “没、没事……”大哲在浴室里面翁着声音回应了一句。 His took a deep breath, making own sound be able to be calm, is responding fast: „I am casual.” 他深呼吸了一口气,让自己的声音能够镇定下来,飞快地回应着:“我随便。” Saying, Dazhe is pasting the wall, forgave the past from the big basin like this. 说着,大哲贴着墙壁,就这样从大盆子旁边饶了过去。 After he took off the clothes fast, brought the towel, has not bumped into the hot water, but twisted off the faucet, the cold water, is starting to clean own body rapidly. 他飞快地脱了衣服之后,取来了毛巾,并没有碰上热水,只是拧开了水龙头,就着冷水,开始急速地擦拭着自己的身体。 Cold season the cold water, the breath of Dazhe must look like the person who is drowned rapidly, making him be hard to pant for breath. 冷天冷水,大哲的呼吸急速得就像是溺水的人,让他难以喘息。 ...... …… When Dazhe comes out from the bathroom, the towel built at will on the shoulder. In his hand also took to twist one group of clothes, but oneself wore a small vest, a coat. 当大哲从浴室出来的时候,毛巾随意地搭在了肩上。他的手上还拿着拧成了一团的衣服,而自己只是穿着一件小背心,一件外套。 He discovered that Luo Qiu is cleaning up in the living room, something turned from the old cabinet, at this time is placed on the tea table. 他发现洛邱正在客厅里面打扫着卫生,有些东西从老旧的柜子里面翻了出来,此时正摆在了茶几上。 Luo Qiu looks at Dazhe at this time, smiled saying with a smile: „In the courtyard four seasons flower should bloom recently, I picked the point to make some hot tea, drank.” 洛邱此时看着大哲,笑了笑道:“院子里面的四季花应该是最近开了,我摘了点泡了些热茶,喝点吧。” „Is impolite.” Dazhe subconsciously nods. “不客气。”大哲下意识地点了点头。 Very strange feeling, this fellow, although a little relates with him, but before is also he and ex-wife divorces, has the relations. But is relations does not have now- in fact, Dazhe also listens to the ex-wife family/home to have such a relative, but rarely communicated. 很奇怪的感觉,这个家伙虽说和他有点儿关系,但也是他和前妻离婚之前才有关系。可现在却是一点关系也没有-事实上,大哲也就听过前妻家有个这样的亲戚,但却很少来往。 Dazhe even also touches does not permit him to have with the present young man initially has met...... or a Xu new year's celebration visited relatives the time has everyone to eat meal, perhaps even did not have. 大哲甚至也摸不准当初他到底有没有和眼前的这个后生见过面……或许某一次过年探亲的时候有过大伙吃饭的时候,甚至或许没有。 The years are so long, his a lot are not clear, let alone is this present even/including relative also the relations that is hard to be counted. 年月那么长,他很多事情已经记不清楚了,更何况是这种现在连亲戚也难以算上的关系。 „Are you all right?” Luo Qiu looks Dazhe that is in a daze asked. “你没事吧？”洛邱看着发愣的大哲问道。 „...... it's nothing.” Dazhe shakes the head, having the share impulsion is to drink this hot tea. “哦……没什么。”大哲摇了摇头,有股子冲动就是想要去喝这一口热茶。 In not the passing hot water scatters sweet-scented osmanthus this that picks freshly to play regarding Dazhe, cannot feel the matter of boundary. He always felt that this is the woman should have the appeal that. 不过往热水里面撒点新鲜采来的桂花这玩儿对于大哲来说,是摸不着边际的事情。他总感觉这是女人才应该有的情趣。 However, this flavor was very good...... is very really good, this was Dazhe drank most direct-viewing feeling after a. 但是,这味道原来很好……真的很好,这是大哲喝了一口之后的最直观的感觉。 His both hands hold very ordinary glass cup, the heat degree was just even good, seems like the warm current to spread from the palm, scatters the cold air of cold water he washed, „this tea......” 他双手捧着很普通的玻璃杯子,热度甚至刚刚好,从手掌似乎有一股暖流一直蔓延到身上,驱散了他洗的冷水的寒气,“这茶……” „I put a sugar, found in the kitchen.” Luo Qiu along with tastes: „Doesn't like the sweet taste?” “我放了点糖,在厨房找到的。”洛邱随口道:“不喜欢甜味？” „...... It is not.” Dazhe shakes the head, „good...... good, thanks.” “不不……不是。”大哲摇了摇头,“挺好的……挺好,谢谢。” „Doesn't meet comfortably?” Luo Qiu asked at this time suddenly. “会不舒服吗？”洛邱此时忽然问道。 Dazhe stares, actually saw Luo Qiu this little while to put out a hand to direct position that selected his own neck. 大哲一愣,却见洛邱这会儿伸着手指点了点他自己脖子的位置。 Dazhe then subconsciously also puts out a hand to trace own neck, on the rough skin has the meat that some are raised- that is the scar of the chest revealing. 大哲这才下意识地也伸手摸了摸自己的脖子,粗糙的皮肤上有一些凸起来的肉-那是一条从胸膛里面露出来的疤痕。 Dazhe shakes the head: „All right, very long beforehand matter.” 大哲摇了摇头:“没事的,很久之前的事情了。” „That is good.” Luo Qiu nods, then took up the feather duster to start to sweep the corner/horn of television cabinet. “那就好。”洛邱点了点头,便拿起了鸡毛掸子开始扫着电视柜子的一角。 The wholly-absorbed appearance even makes Dazhe feel oneself seemed to be same on nonexistence, he cannot bear ask: „That......” 专心的模样甚至让大哲感觉自己仿佛就不存在了一样,他忍不住问道:“那个……” „Called me Luo Qiu on the line.” “叫我洛邱就行。” Dazhe said scruple: „You...... do not want to know, how my wound makes?” 大哲迟疑道:“你……不想知道,我这伤是怎么弄出来的吗？” Luo Qiu asked back: „Do you want to say?” 洛邱反问道:“你想说吗？” Dazhe opened the opens the mouth, drank in a hand carefully the sweet-scented osmanthus hot tea of cup, the light sweet taste does not seem like the honey, he did not know in this room also to find any good sugar, this taste a little made him be infatuated with. 大哲张了张口,细细地喝了口手中杯子的桂花热茶,清淡的甜味好像不是蜜糖,他也不知道这屋子里面还能够找到什么好的糖,这滋味有点儿让他迷恋。 Dazhe opens the mouth eventually, „young time is innocent, making one cutting. Gets down from the neck, to belly......” 大哲终究还是开了口,“年轻的时候不懂事,让人给砍的。从脖子上一路下来,到肚子……” Dazhe shakes the head, long implored the tone, by varnishing stool that in the long litchi cladoxylon makes, looks at Luo Qiu, the forced smile said: „At that time had a scare, really thinks oneself will die like this. Should that little while...... be only 17 years old? Sometimes now thinks, originally is so long, but oneself...... is afraid more and more.” 大哲摇了摇头,长长地吁了口气,靠在长长的荔枝木做的刷漆凳子上,看着洛邱,苦笑道:“当时吓了一大跳,真的以为自己就会这样死掉。那会儿……应该才十七岁吧？现在有时候想想,原来过这么久了,而自己……自己是越来越害怕了。” „That also is really very dangerous.” Luo Qiu nods, stopped the hand, added a new hot water to Dazhe. “那还真是挺危险的。”洛邱点了点头,停下了手来,又给大哲添了点新的热水。 Dazhe always felt that such entertainment is extremely to him luxurious. 大哲总感觉这样的招待对他来说太过奢侈。 Is luxurious makes him...... make him not know how should go to face. He can only both hands make an effort to hold this cup, he will for fear that glide from oneself hand suddenly. 奢侈得让他……让他并不知道应该怎么去面对。他只能双手用力地捧着这个杯子,生怕他会忽然之间从自己的手上滑走。 Dazhe remembered a matter suddenly, „I remember, your father does seem like in the police who the big city is?” 大哲忽然想起了一件事情,“我记得,你爸爸好像是在大城市当的警察？” „He not.” Before Luo Qiu looks in the living room corner to hang a black and white picture...... that is being he had not been born, his father in childhood and his grandparent an only group photo. “他不在了。”洛邱看着客厅墙角上挂着的一张黑白的照片……那是他还没有出生之前,他父亲小时候和他爷爷奶奶唯一的一张合照了。 „I had also heard probably......” Dazhe nods, „you are not easy.” “我好像也听说过……”大哲点了点头,“你也不容易。” Luo Qiu said indifferently: „Also ok, the day must.” 洛邱淡然道:“还行,日子总得过。” Dazhe starts to speak but hesitates, suddenly asked: „Like you, the son of police, won't have what view to my prison suspect?” 大哲欲言又止,忽然问道:“像你这样,警察的儿子,难道不会对我这种监狱犯有什么看法吗？” Luo Qiu along with tastes: „But don't you come out now?” 洛邱随口道:“可你现在不是出来了吗？” You had come out, that was not the prison violates. 你已经出来了,那就不是监狱犯了。 You have come out...... 你已经出来了…… In the Dazhe brain is reverberating repeatedly these words, making his in the heart suffocated. 大哲脑子之中反复地回荡着这句话,让他心中堵得慌。 „I...... I was tired.” “我……我累了。” Dazhe stood up hastily the body, flashed through the Luo Qiu's vision, the anxious hasty walked going upstairs, „you could rest assured that I will walk early tomorrow morning, will not disturb the person...... finally, tea thank you.” 大哲连忙站起了身来,闪过了洛邱的目光,急忙忙地走了上楼,“你放心,我明天一早就会走的,不会打扰到人……最后,谢谢你的茶。” Dazhe subconscious also takes the teacup of departure together, such placed on the stair of staircase. 大哲把下意识也一同拿着离开的茶杯,就那样放在了楼梯的台阶上。 Luo Qiu looked at ceiling probably is the position of junks room, said one in a soft voice: Good night. 洛邱看了一眼天花板大概是杂物房的位置,轻声说了一句:晚安。 This later Luo Qiu then hold had dust of stack, walks toward the kitchen- in kitchen also has the gate, arrives at the following courtyard, puts trash anything, probably was such structure. 这之后洛邱便盛起了一堆子的尘埃,朝着厨房走去-厨房里面还有门,到后面的院子,放点垃圾什么的,大概就是这样的结构了。 After bathroom time, Luo Qiu looked at one...... full basin hot water not to move. 经过浴室的时候,洛邱看了一眼……满满的一盆子热水并没有动过。 „Un......” “嗯……” ...... …… ...... …… Time that the sky has not shone, Dazhe went out from the kitchen quietly, crossed the low wall of courtyard, walked silently. 天还没有亮起来的时候,大哲就悄悄地从厨房走出,翻过了院子的矮墙,无声无息地走了。 He his all things one and carry away- is used to be regarded as cardboard of mat including that. 他把他所有的东西都一并带走-包括那用来当作是席子的纸皮。 However he kept a paper: Hopes Luo Qiu can do not tell others he had come the matter , ensure will not turn into his family/home. 但是他却留下来了一张纸条:希望洛邱能够不要告诉别人他曾经来过的事情,也保证再也不会翻入他家里面。 In the early morning time, Luo Qiu opened the door of family/home village elder room. 天刚亮的时候,洛邱打开了家乡老屋的门。 He remembers in childhood summer vacation came back one time, very early in the morning words that looks at from here, can see a front paddy field directly. 他记得小时候有一次暑假回来的时候,大清早从这里看去的话,直接可以看见前方的一片水稻田。 That little while is earlier than the person who wakes up to be the case everywhere him, that little while does not have now opposite village road that side row of newly-built house. 那会儿比他早醒来的人比比皆是,那会儿也没有如今对面村公路那边一排新建的房子。 That little while with this little while same morning, before that little while each and every family gate, opens the door, can always see the person. 那会儿和这会儿一样的早,那会儿家家户户门前都开了门,总能够看到人。 He walked toward Grandma Xiaochun room, knocked several doors, what opened the door to him was father's younger paternal cousin's wife. 他朝着小春奶奶的屋子走去,敲了几下门,给他开门的是堂叔的妻子。 This aunt little while complexion is somewhat startled, probably was scared was the same. 这位婶娘这会儿脸色有些惊慌,像是被吓着了一样。 „What's wrong?” “怎么了？” „Luo Qiu......” aunt starts to speak but hesitates, another is intense, finally opens the door directly, „how I did not know said, you yourself looked.” “洛邱……”婶娘欲言又止,又一下紧张起来,最后还是直接开了门,“我也不知道怎么说,你自己看吧。” The aunt led Luo Qiu to enter in the room, father's younger paternal cousin little while pace back and forth in dining hall, a face anxious...... the room has pulled out the smoke flavor. 婶娘领着洛邱走进了屋子之中,堂叔这会儿就在厅子之中来来回地踱步,一脸的不安……满屋子都是抽过了烟的味道。 In the meantime, walked a diminutive form from the kitchen- was the Xiaochun wet nurse. 就在此时,从厨房里面走出来了一道矮小的身影-是小春奶娘。 Grandma Xiaochun the complexion is not pale, instead an indistinct ruddiness, the spirit seems like quite good. 小春奶奶脸色并不怎么苍白,反而有一种隐约的红润,精神看起来相当的不错。 Grandma Xiaochun both hands hold a bowl that is printing the big chicken Duke design, the whole face happy expression, „comes, I made the noodles, has the breakfast.” 小春奶奶的双手捧着一个印着大鸡公图案的碗,满脸笑意,“来来来,我做了面条,吃早饭啦。”