In particular, Mu Enlidoes not thinkoneselfreallyhave the qualifications of being a captain-, even ifwereoncenavy, and is also hanging a reputation of engineer, but was extremely after all young.
确切地说,沐恩礼并不认为自己真的有着当好一名船长的资格-哪怕是曾经的海军,并且还挂着一个工程师的名头,但毕竟太过年轻。Hedoes not even know how shouldmanageonthisshipmanystaff-, althoughalready the motherland that returns tothisnot to meet, although the sideworks together as colleaguesisthesewithhesameskin colorrace.
他甚至不知道应该怎么管理好这船上众多的员工-尽管已经回到了这个未曾谋面的祖国,尽管身边共事的都是那些和他一样肤色的人种。ButMu Enlihas toacknowledge a matter, thatisculturalsurprise between twodifferentsocieties too is big.
但沐恩礼不得不承认一件事情,那就是两个不同社会之间的文化诧异实在太大。
The sea gulllowlyinplaceto fly past of steam whistle, someyears the evening of summer, Mu Enlistayson the cruisesomewhere, took off the hat, the abnormalexhaustedly by railings, a personis drinking the alcohol to drown one's sorrowssecretly.
海鸥低矮地在汽笛的地方飞过,某年的夏日的傍晚,沐恩礼独自一人呆在了游轮上的某处,脱下了帽子,感觉异常疲累地靠在了栏杆上,一个人偷偷地喝着闷酒。Soon , the formclimbed uptogetherveryagilely, wears the clothing of ordinarycrew, lowers the head, walkstowardMu Enli.
不久之后,一道身影十分敏捷地攀爬了上来,穿着普通船员的服装,低着头,朝着沐恩礼走来。„Mu Enli, howthisrouterepetition? Weshouldas far as possiblemanywalks the differentroutes, thiscansurveymoreregions.”
“沐恩礼,怎么这次的航线重复了?我们应该尽可能多的走不同的航线,这样才能够探测更多的区域。”Alsocame...... to come.
又来了……又来了。Mu Enlilookssilentlythistoward...... the observer who oneselfwalk, hedoes not thinkclearly, isn't thiswomanwhy clear?沐恩礼默默地看着这个朝着自己走来的……监视者,他想不明白,这个女人为什么还是不明白?Orshepretends to be sleeping......, but don't have the meansto awakenoneto pretend to be sleeping the personforever?
或者说,她只是在装睡……而自己永远没有办法叫醒一个装睡的人?Mu Enliwas not clear that thisobservertrulyshouldbe the person in whatcountry, quiteclearonly thensheobviouslyis a person of Asian descent, name...... codename: Yona.沐恩礼并不清楚这个监视者确实来说到底应该算是什么国家的人,比较清楚的就只有她明显是黄种人,名字……代号:尤娜。codename...... do have temporarycodenameto be calledKingis not? Mu Enliself-ridiculedsuddenly.代号呢……自己也有个临时的代号叫做King不是?沐恩礼忽然自嘲了一下。Yonabrings the hatis bindingherhair very well, looksfrom afarlooks like a quiteemaciatedcrewprobably. ButMu Enliknows,perhaps the person on thisshipbesideshim, no onecanshoutherto be calledwhatname.尤娜带着的帽子很好地裹着了她的头发,远远远看大概就像是一个比较瘦弱的船员。但沐恩礼知道,这船上的人恐怕除了他之外,就没有人能够喊得出来她叫做什么名字。Becauseshehas wrested awayoneselfbedroom- naturally, in order, theyarelive together.
因为她一直都霸占了自己的卧室-当然,为了方便,他二人算是同住的。Yona in a day that and other dutiescompleted, initiallytheseincitedhismysteriouspersonto requestto need at leasttwoyears of data...... soononeyearto passnow.尤娜在等任务完成的一天,当初那些指使他的神秘人要求需要至少两年的数据……如今快要一年过去了。Properly speaking, perhapsMu Enlicrossed for a year to extricateagain, withouthavingwhataccident/surprise......, ifnothingaccident/surprise.
按理说,沐恩礼或许再过一年就要解脱了,如果没有出什么意外的话……是的,如果没有什么意外的话。However, recentlythreemonths, Yonadid not contact withonthatgroup of mysteriousfellowsagain, butshealsostartsgradually becomes not normal.
但是,最近三个月的时间,尤娜再没有联系上那伙神秘的家伙了,而她也渐渐开始变得不正常起来。„Routeisarranges, evenI, cannotchangecasually.”Mu Enlilooks at the eye of Yona, wrinkledfrowns saying: „Idid not mean,makingyoudo not come outrandomly? What to doifwere discovered?”
“航线都是安排好的,就算是我,也不能够随便变动的。”沐恩礼看着尤娜的眼睛,皱了皱眉头道:“我不是说,让你别要乱出来的吗?万一被发现了怎么办?”„Youfeared that Ido make the spiritagain the legend?” The Yonacomplexionis tranquil, „felt relieved,Ihave adjustedto get back, will not makethatfoolish matter. Because, Irelatedon the headquartersyesterday. Mu Enli, wecancontinue the character.”
“你怕我再弄出来幽灵的传说吗?”尤娜脸色平静,“放心,我已经调整恢复过来,再也不会做出那种蠢事。因为,昨天我又联系上了总部了。沐恩礼,我们可以继续人物了。”Yesterday...... youthought aloudyesterday a evening.
昨天……昨天你只是自言自语了一晚上而已。Normal? Perhapswas intense?
正常?恐怕是变本加厉了吧?Thesepeopletoyourbrainwashingreallysuchterrifying?
那些人对你的洗脑就真的这样恐怖吗?Mu Enlievensomewhatpitieslooks that thislivesduringoneselfconjectured the woman, hedoes not understandsignificancewhat exactly is it that thiswomansurvives.沐恩礼甚至有些怜悯地看着这个活在了自己臆想之中的女人,他不明白这个女人生存的意义到底是什么。„Yona, to you, the most important thing iswhat?”Mu Enlilooks atincarnadine the sea, askedsuddenly.
“尤娜,对你来说,最重要的是什么?”沐恩礼看着被染红了的大海,忽然问道。Yonawithout delay, incomparablysaidfirmly: „Completes the task.”尤娜二话不说,无比坚定道:“完成任务。”Mu Enlisomewhatis suddenly agitated, perhapsis the influence of alcohol, oris the first half of one's lifelivescomestoward the reason of squaresociety, heheld the both arms of Yonasuddenly, kissedtowardherlipruthlessly.沐恩礼突然有些烦躁,兴许是酒精的影响,又或者是前半辈子都生活在直来直往的四方社会的原因,他猛然抓住了尤娜的双臂,狠狠地朝着她的嘴唇强吻了下来。Yonabroke by bitingangrily the lip of Mu Enli, shoved openhim, the complexionis cold, „Iamassistyou, is notseducesyourperson, Mu Enli, youdareagainto the words that Iharass, do not blamemenot being impolite!”尤娜愤怒地咬破了沐恩礼的嘴唇,推开了他,脸色寒冷,“我是来协助你,并不是来诱惑你的人,沐恩礼,你敢再对我骚扰的话,别怪我不客气!”Mu Enliwiped an ownlip, laughs saying: „It is not a woman! hahaha!!”沐恩礼擦了一下自己的嘴唇,大笑道:“不也是个女人!哈哈哈!!”Yonacoldly snorted, turned aroundto go.尤娜冷哼了一声,转身而去。Mu Enlishakes the head, lay downin the deckdirectly, coveredownfacewith the hat, carelesslysnort/humfolk song.沐恩礼摇了摇头,直接躺在了甲板上,用帽子盖住了自己的脸,吊儿郎当地哼起了小调。Probably......, even ifcame back, did not haveformerlyunrestrainedlike that.
好像……就算回来了,也没有从前那般的无拘无束。Wherecame back...... the significance?
回来了……意义何在?
......
……Mu Enlithinks during means that letsYona the method that canconjectureto soberfromoneself.沐恩礼又想了一个办法,一个让尤娜能够从自己臆想之中清醒过来的方法。„Youlook! Thisis the shipyardcompanyroundhouse document, inthishas statedon the shipnot to have‚buried treasure’! Moreover, thesepersonanythingpull stringsnot to have!”
“你看吧!这是船厂公司发过来的内部文件,这里面已经声明了船上没有‘宝藏’!另外,那些人还是什么指使也没有!”„Youwere insane! Do youmakethismatterunexpectedly? What to doifexposed?”Yonalooks atMu Enli, like the enragedfemalecat, tore into shredsthisdocumentunexpectedlydirectly.
“你疯了!你居然做出这种事情来?万一暴露了怎么办?”尤娜看着沐恩礼,如同被激怒的母猫,竟是直接撕碎了这份文件。„Youalsoreallylose heart, has the words of skill, younowonrelation your so-calledheadquarters.”Mu Enlishakes the head.
“你还真是死心不息,有本事的话,你现在就联系一下你那所谓的总部吧。”沐恩礼摇了摇头。Yonadoes not utter a word, took out a leather suitcasefromunder of bed, after opening, insidehasoneset of communication facility. Yonatook outseparation formulacommunication, placedon the face, „call, numbersShG10, Yona...... is, IamYona, aboutthisevent, Imustreport...... is, thismatter......”尤娜一声不吭,就从床的下方取出了一个皮箱,打开了之后,里面有一套的通信设备。尤娜取出了分离式的通信器,放在了脸上,“呼叫,编号ShG10,尤娜……是,我是尤娜,关于这次事件,我要报告……是,这件事情……”Mu Enliactuallythisleather suitcase, withheld the instrument, gets angry: „Does not have the electricity, whoyouandsaid!”沐恩礼却是把这皮箱一番,扣出了仪器,怒道:“早就没电了,你和谁说!”Yonalooked atMu Enlionebitterly, thenflurriedlyscattering the thingdrew in ownside, was sayingtocommunicationagain: „Headquarters, heard, myheresignalis not good, pleasewait a bit...... is good...... is, Icontinueto report......”尤娜只是恨恨地看了沐恩礼一眼,便慌乱地把散落的东西都收拢在了自己的身边,然后对着通信器再次说道:“总部,听见了,我这边信号不好,请稍等……已经好了吗……是,我继续汇报……”„Was insane, reallyinsane......”
“疯了,真的疯了……”„Was...... Mu Enlirevolts...... knew, Iwill eliminateimmediately......”
“是……沐恩礼叛变了……知道了,我会马上清除……”„You...... what do you want to do?”
“你……你想做什么?”Yonastands up, throwssuddenlytowardMu Enli.尤娜站起身来,猛然朝着沐恩礼扑来。Hespentmanytimes, evenon after the armwas delimited a wound of deepobviousbone, reluctantlyoverpoweringgot down...... this observerisbenefitsfromhemanyyears of joining the armyexperiences.
他花费了好多的功夫,甚至手臂上被划出了一道深可见骨的伤口之后,才勉强地把这个监视者给制服了下来……这还是得益于他多年的从军经验。
......
……Bedroomwashesin the bathroomalone, the mouthwas lockedgot up......, butherepasted onlarge number ofsponges, thispreventsgoing crazy of Yona.
卧室的单独洗浴室之中,嘴巴被锁了起来……而这里更加是贴上了大量的海绵,这是防止尤娜的发狂。Even so, the body of Yonais scarred...... Mu Enlito play a musiconownroomevery nightloudly the words, the soundfeared that isby the outsidepersondiscovery.
但即便如此,尤娜的身上还是伤痕累累……要不是每天晚上沐恩礼都会在自己的房间大声地放点音乐的话,动静怕是会被外边的人发现。„Thiswas the most recentcalmmedicine...... eats.”
“这是最新发布的镇定药……吃了吧。”Mu Enlipressed firmly between the fingers the chin of Yona, squeezed in the pillfrom the crevicehermouth- hadtwoweeks of time? Toher the peacefulmedicine that uses to buymuch, butbesideslettingherwholetimemurky, does not seem to seewhateffect.沐恩礼捏住了尤娜的下巴,从空隙之中把药丸塞入了她的嘴巴之中-有两周的时间了吧?给她用了不少能够买到的安静的药物,但除了让她大部分时间都昏昏沉沉之外,似乎不见什么效果。„Mu Enli, putme, wecontinuedto complete the taskto be good, theywill not blameyour...... Mu Enli......”
“沐恩礼,放了我吧,我们继续完成任务好了,他们不会责怪你的……沐恩礼……”Yonavisionabsent-minded, lay downon the ice-coldfloor.尤娜目光失神,躺在了冰冷的地板上。Mu Enliclosesagitatedlayer on layer/heavily, oneselfsaton the bed, both handscoveredoneselfface, hecould not have enduredYona to be crazy.沐恩礼烦躁地重重地关上了门,自个儿地坐在了床上,双手捂住了自己的脸,他已经忍受不了尤娜的这种疯狂了。Hestartedto grasponebottle of strong liquor, poured into gulps, thentwisted open the sound of room, enlarged the biggestsound...... onlyto havethis, hecango to sleepreluctantly.
他开始抓来了一瓶烈酒,大口大口地灌入,然后扭开了房间的音响,放大了最大的声音……唯有这样,他才能够勉强入睡。Day-by-day, regardless in the environment how to clamor, heas ifcanhearYonatohisspeech. Finally...... alcoholis unable to preventthiswindingin the sound that in the braincan hardly be removed.
一天一天,无论在怎样喧哗的环境之中,他都仿佛能够听见尤娜对他的说话。终于……酒精也无法阻挡这种缠绕在脑中挥之不去的声音了。One night, Mu Enlisamepouredjust like the mudunderownbed, have a splitting headachecrawled the body, long timelosing sleepas well aslethisbe nervousto arrive at the extremeexhaustedly.
某一天晚上,沐恩礼宛如烂泥一样地倒在了自己的床下,头痛欲裂地爬起了身来,多日的失眠以及疲累让他的精神紧张到了极点。Hetruncated the knife that the fruitusesfromroom that is carryingbeverage bottlesingle-handedly, fillsoneruthlessly, thendrags the bodyto seem like, close to...... opened the door of bathroomstep by step.
他从房间那起了削水果用的刀子,一手拎着酒瓶子,又狠狠地灌上一口,便拖着身子似乎的,一步一步地靠近……打开了浴室的门。Lookswoman who in this half-asleeppartlyawakes, a facewas numb, lowers the headto reveal the knife on handsimultaneously, the sleep talking: „Igave you opportunity...... Ito giveyoumanymanyopportunities. I, Ieventried to findmanysolutions, but why don't youwake up? Why? Why...... why!!”
看着这里面半睡半醒的女人,一脸麻木,低着头同时亮出了手上的刀子,梦呓道:“我给过你机会了……我给你好多好多机会了。我啊,我甚至想了好多办法了,可是你为什么就是不醒来?为什么呢?为什么呢……为什么啊!!”Heroaredsuddenly, on the one hand grasped the hair of Yona, pulledher, invadedInYonaherupper part the water of bathtubheadcompletely under water, then the instinctis strugglingpainfully.
他猛然咆哮了一声,一手抓起了尤娜的头发,把她拉扯了起来,把她的上半身都侵入了浴缸的水中-尤娜的脑袋完全在水底之下,便本能痛苦地挣扎着。„Youawake! Youawake!!”
“你醒醒啊!你醒醒啊!!”Heraised the head of Yonaagain, the wethairpastedcompletelyinone, Yonawas coughingpainfully, is gasping for breath, the visionactuallylooksindifferentlyindifferently.
他再次提起了尤娜的头,湿漉漉的头发完全贴在了一块,尤娜痛苦地咳嗽着,喘着气,目光冷漠却冷漠地看着。„Has a look atyou! Do youseem likeindividual? Younotlike! A puppet!!”
“看看你!你还像是个人吗?你不像!只是一个傀儡!!”„To you......, the most important thing iswhat?”Yonasaidsuddenly.
“对你来说……最,最重要的是什么?”尤娜忽然说道。„Ihavemynewlife, Iwill havemynewfuture! Ihavemylife! Myanythinghas!! What do youhave?!”
“我有我新的生活,我有我新的未来!我有我的人生!我什么都有!!你有什么?!”„Ihave the significance that Isurvive...... younot to have......”
“我有我生存的意义……你没有……”Mu Enliroared angrily, the knife on handpuncturedtowardYonaruthlessly!沐恩礼怒叫了一声,手上的刀子狠狠地朝着尤娜刺了下去!
The sharpknifeflashcut open the skin on Yonaarm, the bloodwas incarnadineimmediately the water in bathtub, Mu Enlistaredin a big way the eye, a facewas fierce, „deceivedme is also good! Saidyouwellnormally!! Yona! Be not thinking the matter of duty! Yourfree!! Livedownlife! Do not compelmeto killyou!”
锋利的刀子一瞬间割开了尤娜手臂上的皮肤,鲜血顿时染红了浴缸之内的水,沐恩礼瞪大了眼睛,一脸狰狞,“骗我也好!说你正常就好!!尤娜啊!别想着任务的事情了!你自由的了!!重新过自己的生活了吧!不要逼我杀了你!”„Coward......”
“懦夫……”Finally, hisnervewas stimulated the extreme.
终于,他的神经被刺激到了极点。Inthisbathroom, thatmeanestmatterhad...... this White Jade Shipyoungcaptainuglilyevilly, ***similarlyyoungYona.
就在这个浴室之中,那最丑陋最邪恶最卑鄙的事情发生了……这位白玉号的年轻船长,***了同样年轻的尤娜。Hecoveredhermouth, pricksinherbodytime and time again, heandhervisionevenfrom beginning to endnotovertencentimetersdistance.
他捂住了她的嘴巴,一次又一次地刺入她的身体之中,他和她的目光甚至由始至终都没有超过十厘米的距离。Impacttime and time again, helooks likeoneto snatchto eat the hungry wolf of rottencorpse, sheseems like a body that loses the soul.
一次又一次的冲击,他就像是一个头正在抢食着腐烂尸体的饿狼,她像是一具失去灵魂的躯壳。Hereprobablyquietsilentevilmirrorhell.
这里像是静谧无声的孽镜地狱。Thisevilmirrorhellhas even continued...... himto degeneratethoroughlybecomessatanically, ofteneveningwill drinkis dead drunk, thenopenedthisplace that was full of the evil, ventedinthesebodiesis hiding the uglinesstime and time again.
这个孽镜般的地狱甚至一直地延续着……他已经彻底堕落成为了恶魔般,每每的晚上都会喝得酩酊大醉,然后打开了这个充满了罪恶的地方,一次一次地发泄着那些身体之中潜藏着的丑陋。Thislooks like a nightmare, never-ending, buriesindeep in one's heart...... the ugliestnightmare.
这就像是一个噩梦,一个永无休止的,埋藏在内心深处……最丑陋的噩梦。Theyonehad been baredlayer upon layer, then the timesplacedeep cuts...... inthesememoriesagain the desalinatedthing.
它们已经被一层层地剥开,然后再一次次地深挖出来……这些记忆之中已经被淡化的东西。Finally, an oldpalmcatchesthoroughlybrokenthem.
终于,一只苍老的手掌把它们彻底抓碎。
......
……Just likefrom a breaking through of latitudetoanotherlatitudes, thisoldpalmmade an effortto tear to pieces the world in thismemory.
宛如从一个纬度到另外一个纬度之间的冲破,这只苍老的手掌用力地撕破了这个记忆之中的世界。Mixing, is continue tear , to continue to mix, as ifwished one couldto rubonegroupthemthoroughly.
搅动着,继续撕裂着,继续搅动着,似乎恨不得把它们彻底揉成了一团。Howeverfinallytheylaunchedagain, formed the ring, keptrevolving- thisevilmirrorhell.
但是最终它们再一次展开,形成了圆环,不停地旋转着-这个孽镜般的地狱。Here...... what exactly is itplace?
这里……到底是什么地方?„Youremember the place of mostdeep place.”
“你记忆最深处的地方。”„Mylifehas come to the end, whyalsoto wantmeto facethismatter...... myshame is not enoughagain?”
“我的生命已经走到尽头了,何必还要我再面对这件事情……难道我的惭愧还不足够吗?”„What did yousee?”
“你看到什么了?”„UgliestI.”
“最丑陋的我。”„Also?”
“还有呢?”„HatesmyYona.”
“痛恨我的尤娜。”
The memoryfragmentrotatesagain, the evilmirrorhellopensinhisfrontagain. Heis unable to bearthispain, unavoidablilyunderboth handscoveredoneselfear.
记忆的碎片再一次转动,孽镜般的地狱再一次在他的面前开启。他无法忍受这种痛苦,不得已之下双手捂住了自己的耳朵。Until the newbornweeping soundresoundstogether.
直到一道初生的哭声响起。Heraised the headagain, thisgrowing out of nothing, by the memoryfragmentyearpiecing togetherworld, hesaw...... thatboss that finallygrantedhim the finaltime.
他再次抬起头来,这个从无到有,由记忆碎片岁拼凑的世界之中,他终于看见了……那个赐予了他最后时间的老板。bossputs out a hand, captured a fragmentto come out...... in the spherememoryfragmentfrom the innumerablefragments, arrived atthisworld, has not opened the child of eye, made his firstsound.老板伸手,从无数的碎片之中抓取了一道碎片出来……圆球般的记忆碎片之中,一个才来到了这个世界,尚未睁开眼睛的孩子,发出了他第一道的声音。bossdelivered to the Mu Enlifrontthisfragment, „, what do youseenow?”老板将这个碎片送到了沐恩礼的面前,“那么,你现在又看见了什么?”Hisboth handsare trembling, the traveler who probablyin the desertbecomes lost, waits for the whereaboutsdevotionallyinoneselffronttimely rain, „I...... my child.”
他双手微颤着,像是沙漠中迷路的旅人,虔诚地等待着落在自己面前的甘霖,“我……我的孩子。”„YouandYonachild.”
“你和尤娜的孩子。”„Yes, Iandherchild.”
“是的,我和她的孩子。”„Captain, again, has a look at your memories.”Luo Qiusaidin a soft voice: „Presentyou, lookyourlifeagain, shouldbe ableto feel.”
“船长,再一次,看看你的这些记忆吧。”洛邱轻声说道:“现在的你,再回望您的一生,应该能够感受到的了。”Mu Enlisubconsciouslylooks attheseto be full of the memory of sin.沐恩礼下意识地看着那些充满罪孽的记忆。Yonais sittingbefore the window, both handsplaceabove the belly that oneselfverydrew out, silent. Herside, the youngcaptainis speaking.尤娜正坐在了窗前,双手放在了自己挺起的肚子之上,沉默不语。她的旁边,年轻的船长正在不停地说着话。„At this time, Yonahad not struggled, butalsoneverspokea few wordswithme, what kind ofmeansno matterIuse...... Ionlywantsto make up for itselfto make the mistake.”
“这个时候,尤娜没有挣扎了,但也从不和我说一句话,不管我用怎么样的办法……我只想要弥补自己犯过的错误。”Onanotherfragment, the womanlowers the head, is stroking the child in bellygently, had a happy expressionrarely, the sideyoungcaptain is lookingcrazily.
另一碎片上,女人低着头,轻轻地抚摸着肚子之中的孩子,难得有了一丝的笑意,旁边年轻的船长正在痴痴地看着。„Sheis not willingto speakwithme, Iknow that shehas not forgivenme......, butIsaw the maternalbrilliancefromherface. Toosacred, beforeher, Ilooks like the basest and lowestcriminal.”
“她还是不肯和我说话,我知道她从来没有原谅我……但我从她的脸上看到了母性的光辉。太神圣了,在她面前,我就像是最卑微的罪人。”Anotherfragment.
又一块的碎片。„Shestartsto start the clothes that quietly the childused......, so long asIcome back, shewill hide the thing.”
“她开始悄悄地做起了孩子用的衣服……但是只要我一回来,她就会把东西藏好。”
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一块块的。Hestartscarefully, bit by bitis facing up tothisalready the most despicablematter that buries.
他开始去仔细的,一点一点地正视着这已经埋葬的最卑劣的事情。„Prematurely delivered the matter that...... Imostwas worried aboutto happen finally! Iplannedto run risks, in any eventmustsend to the hospitalher! Ihave even arranged, butprematurely deliveredfinallyfinally!”
“早产了……我最担心的事情终于发生了!我本来打算冒着风险,无论如何都要把她送去医院的!我甚至已经安排好了,可是结果最终还是早产了!”Yonaexhausted the finalstrength, gave birth to the child of thissin, the youngcaptainresponded the time of...... the lifedies.尤娜用尽了自己最后的力气,生下了这个罪孽的孩子,年轻的船长反应过来的时候……一生一死。Finallyoldold personwatchesthisblood and crime and freshmemorycrazily.
终于苍老的老人痴痴地看着这血和罪和生的记忆。Younghehugged the newbornchildto kneel downsorrowfullyin the bedside, but the womanclosed the eyeforever.
年轻的他悲痛地抱着初生的孩子跪倒在了床边,而女人则是永远地闭上了眼睛。„WhyYona...... will showthissmile. Did sheat that time, have?”old personat a losslooks liketowardboss.
“尤娜……为什么会露出这种笑容。她当时,有吗?”老人茫然地朝着老板看来。„Captain, thisisyourmemory, anymistake. Thereforenaturallyisexists.”Luo Qiusaid indifferently: „Whatnow...... do yousee?”
“船长,这是您的记忆,不出任何的差错。所以自然是存在的。”洛邱淡然道:“现在……你又看到了什么?”old personsupported into allmemoryfragmentsownbosomfinally, suddenly the forced smilesaid: „WasIgaveherfreshreason. WhenImove for the first time killed the heart, sheevenhopes that Ireallycankillher...... sheeventuallyamtoopainful.”老人最终把所有的记忆碎片都拥入了自己的怀中,忽然苦笑道:“是我给了她生的理由。在我第一次动了杀心的时候,她甚至希望我真的能杀了她……她终究还是太痛苦了。”„Yousaidright, only then looksagain, canunderstand.” The oldcaptainvisionreturns tograduallynormal, „is only I do not dareto face up tothem.”
“你说的没错,只有回头再看的时候,才能懂。”苍老的船长目光渐渐恢复平静,“只是我一直没敢去正视它们。”„But the sin has no wayto eliminate.”
“但是罪孽是没法清除的。”„Yes, Ihave not thoughtmustcleanownsin...... alsoto obtainoneto get over an emotionin the end.”
“是的,我从来没有想过要清洗过自己的罪孽……到头来也不过得到了一个释怀。”„Butgood?”
“可好?”„Was enough, is enough.”Oldheflowed offtwolines of cleartears, saidin a soft voice: „Imissedhersmile...... to seeagain, is enough.”
“足够了,已经足够了。”苍老的他流下了两行清泪,轻声道:“我原来错过了她的这道笑容……能够再次看见,就已经足够了。”„Satisfactionis good.”
“满意就好。”
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山洞之中。Boss Luoloosenedbeginning the palmimprisonmentsuddenly, makingthisthoroughgloomyball of lighthaveopportunity of being separated- itwas only a spiritbody.洛老板忽然松开了掌心初的禁锢,让这个彻底灰暗的光球拥有了脱离的机会-它只是一个灵体。Gloomysankslowlybefore the tomb, thenhadShapeOld Captainby the appearance of spiritbody, arrived atthistomb , before finallyagain.
灰暗的缓缓地沉落在了坟墓之前,然后有了形态-老船长以灵体的模样,终于再次来到了这个坟墓之前。Thatgreydarkmaterialstartsto draw back the powdergradually.
那灰暗色的物质渐渐开始退散。bosstook out the handkerchief, wrappedonebunch of hairto buryinsidebeforethatsimpletombstone.老板取出了手帕,把里面包裹好了的一束头发埋在了那简单的墓碑之前。Itfinallyrestored the pure whiteappearanceonce again, the sparklingfreshsplendor.
它终于又一次恢复了纯白的模样,闪闪生辉。miss maidis raisingoldleather suitcasefromLuo Qiu'sbehind, putside, returned to the side of oneselfmaster.女仆小姐从洛邱的身后提着老旧的皮箱子,也放到了旁边,才又回到了自己主人的身边。InthisboxnotGold and Silverjewelry, butissomesimpleoldthings.
这箱子里面的并非什么金银珠宝,不过是一些简单的老物件。
The clothing of somebabies, to the childnurseswith the milk bottle, smalltoy, somesmallshelland so onsmallthing...... regardingoneasfather'sperson, trulypreciousthing.
一些婴儿的衣物,给孩子喂奶用的奶瓶,小小的玩具,一些小贝壳之类的小物件……一些对于一个作为父亲的人来说,真正贵重的东西。„Venerable, thisisyourtreasure, Ialsodeliveredhere.”
“老先生,这是您的宝物,我也送回来这里了。”Luo Qiusaidin a soft voice: „Youhave said that hopesoneselfcanburyhere...... the finaldesire, completed.”洛邱轻声说道:“您说过,希望自己能够葬在这里……最后的愿望,也完成了。”Pure whiteball of lightraisesfrom the groundslowly, probablywas flushed the millenniumsto have no timeby the running water, finallyfell into the palm of boss.
洁白的光球从地上缓缓升起,像是被流水冲洗了千年般的无暇,最终落入了老板的掌心之中。
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……„Willthink that Icompletelydo handlesomeboredthings?”
“会不会觉得我尽做一些无聊的事情啊?”Satbefore the sand beach in seashellisland, the sea wateralsoalmost can reachsideLuo Qiu's, howeverin the moistsand, miss maidactuallybarefootedto welcomesea breezeblowingBuddhahere.
坐在了海贝小岛的沙滩前,海水还差一点儿才能够够得着洛邱的身边,但是湿润的沙子上,女仆小姐却赤脚地在这里迎着海风的吹佛。Heard the words of master, the You Yespinpassed away, the smilesaid: „Mainlyis the wish of master, does not have the boredmatter.”
听到了主人的话,优夜旋过身来,微笑道:“主要是主人的意愿,就没有无聊的事情。”Luo Qiuthinksa whilesaid: „Oldshop owner, how longusingto disappearoneselfallsentiments?”洛邱想了一会儿道:“老店主,用了多久才泯灭了自己所有的感情?”„You Yedoes not know.”miss maidsaidin a soft voice: „Sincethat moment that Iwake up, Predecessorbossisthis.”
“优夜不知道。”女仆小姐轻声道:“不过自从我醒来的那一刻开始,上一任的老板已经是这样了。”Boss LuorememberedBlack Soulto saysuddenly on the 9 th somewords, thenlooks atYou Yesaid indifferently: „Idiscovered that...... itstartedto be exhaustedly motionlessprobablyI.”洛老板忽然想起了黑魂九号说过的一些话,便看着优夜淡然道:“我发现……它好像开始剥不动我了。”„Altar?”miss maidis astonishedslightly.
“祭坛吗?”女仆小姐微微一讶。Luo Qiushakes the head, nods, the complexdegree does not seem ableto understandmiss maidthispuppetwith a history of more than 300 yearsthoroughly.洛邱摇了摇头,又点了点头,复杂的程度似乎连女仆小姐这位有着300多年历史的人偶也无法彻底理解。Boss Luofinallylooking pensivesaid/tunnel: „Orpossiblyis only the misconception......, butIat leastfeelmydirectionwrongnot. So long asconforms to the rule......”洛老板最后若有所思般地道:“又或者可能只是错觉……但我至少感觉自己的方向没有错。只要符合规则的话……”„Did master, whatyoujustsay?”miss maidcast the vision of doubtsat this time, „You Yeas ifcould not hear.”
“主人,您刚刚说了什么?”女仆小姐此时投来了疑惑的目光,“优夜似乎听不见。”Luo Qiustares, by the You Yeability, hissoundwas impossible saying that is unable to hear...... thatonlyto have a possibility.洛邱一愣,以优夜的能力,他的声音不可能说无法听见……那唯有一种可能了。
Doesn't You Ye...... have the qualificationsto listen attentively tomeand‚you’ between dialogue?
就连优夜……也没有资格倾听我和‘你’之间的对话吗?Luo Qiuis looking out the horizonedge.洛邱遥望着天际的边缘。
A strongalonefeelingquietlyonslowhisheart, hisconsciousnessas ifflashthenpulled out , the presentislandstartsrapidlybecomestiny.
一种强烈的孤寂的感觉静悄悄地慢上了他的心头,他的意识仿佛一瞬间便抽离了出来,眼前的小岛开始迅速地变得细小起来。
The sea, the land, the sky...... all, startto reduce.
大海,大地,天空……一切一切,都开始缩小着。Finally, henatureis only rotatingat present the world, at this time, heas ifcansneak a peek in thisworldsimultaneously the innumerablelives.
最终,他眼前唯有一个自然转动着的世界,这个时候,他仿佛同时能够窥见这世界之中无数的生灵。Even, in the world of thisself-rotation, the place of thismanydistortion...... they are twining the rotation of the world , is rotatingrespectively.
甚至,在这自我转动的世界之中,还有这众多的扭曲的地方……它们缠绕着世界的转动,也各自转动着。Read, coveredall these.
一念,笼罩了这一切。
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……Meanwhile, inremoteJerusalemrock cave on a mountain peak, a ruggedwhite hairold mangoes outslowly, hehas not gone outonestep, thenmustpress outlife that does itselfto be not much leftprobably, appears the incomparabledifficulty.
与此同时,遥远的耶路撒冷的一处山峰上的岩洞之中,一名嶙峋的白发老者缓缓走出,他没走出一步,便像是要榨干自己所剩无几的生命似的,显得无比的艰辛。
The old menbefore the rock cave, after staring at the skylong time, slowlysighs, probably the sighmuttered: „Tooquick...... youtooquick...... alsogood, good, good.”
老者在岩洞之前,凝视着天空良久之后,才缓缓地叹了口气,像是叹息般喃喃自语:“太快了……你太快了……不过也好,也好,也好啊。”
The old menreturned to the holeagain, hereis simplenothing at all, onlyhadbefore the stonebedlaid aside an ancientmusic box. The old menopenedit, is hearingthatclearsound, the sleep talking: „I, if can also takethisroadinitiallywell...... thatthis/should......”
老者再次回到了洞中,这里简单得什么都没有,唯有在石床前放置了一个古旧的八音盒。老者打开了它,听着那清脆的声音,梦呓般:“我如果当初也能走这条路的话……那该多好……”
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Before the beach, the You Yesoundspread to the Luo Qiu'searagain, makinghisconsciousnessflashdrop the innumerablelevels, finallyreturned to the body.
海滩前,优夜的声音再一次传入了洛邱的耳中,让他的意识一瞬间跌落了无数的层面,最终回到了身体之中。
The sound of sea waterwashout, the sound of wind, allagainbecomevisible.
海水冲刷的声音,风儿的声音,一切再次变得有形起来。„Master, what happened?”You Yebringsto look atLuo Qiuslightlypanic-stricken.
“主人,发生了什么事情?”优夜略微带着惊恐地看着洛邱。Saw onlyLuo Qiuto shake the head, stood up the body, smiling faintlysaid: „it's nothing, butthinks something, are somewhat distracted.”
只见洛邱摇了摇头,站起了身来,微微一笑道:“没什么,只是想了些事情,有些走神罢了。”miss maidcast the vision of doubtsagain.女仆小姐再次投来了疑惑的目光。Luo Qiuwas only the chuckleone, „Ithinkagain,handled a boredmatteragain......”洛邱只是轻笑了一声,“我再想,再做一件无聊的事情吧……”Saying, Luo Qiuis turning around, is staring at the grove of island, hisbodythensoars...... the body of miss maidalsoto be picked upbyanythinginthis time, followsLuo Qiuto go.
说着,洛邱转过身来,凝视着小岛的林子,他的身体便在此时腾空而起……女仆小姐的身体也被什么托起,跟随着洛邱而去。
The sky, a giantcloud layerstartedto form, blocked the range of entireisland.
天空,一道巨大的云层开始形成,挡住了整个小岛的范围。
The hundredmetersplace of sea level, Luo Qiuputs out a handtoward this islandgentlypressure, the smallsoil bankplace that in the islandsforestthatseveralold treesare is the central point, about 200 meters in diameterrange, startsto sinkat this time.
海平面的百米处,洛邱伸手朝着这小岛轻轻一压,岛屿林中那几颗老树所在的小土坡处为中心点,大约直径200米左右的范围,此时开始沉落。
The earth's crustvibration that triggers, makingislandall aroundsea watersurgecrazily...... afterthisplacesank to the landfinally, the sea water outside islandfrom the four directionschanged to the giantwater column, injectedin the space after thissubmersion.
引发起来的地壳震动,让海岛四周的海水疯狂地涌动起来……直到这一块地方最终沉入了大地之中后,海岛外的海水才自四方化作了巨大的水柱,注入了这沉没后的空间之中。For a long time after for a long time, the sea waterhas filled upthisplace, changed to islandssmall‚lake’.
许久许久之后,海水已经填满了这个地方,化作了一个岛屿之内的小小‘湖泊’。„Regardless ofyourwants anything, so long asyoucanpayourenoughthings, then, for better or for worse, no matteryoubefore deathare the good personorbad guy, weforyouwill realize.”
“无论您想要什么,只要您能够支付我们足够的东西,那么,不管好坏,不管您生前是好人还是坏人,我们都将会为了您实现。”Looks in thisisland the lake, Luo Qiusaid indifferently: „Towithwrong, sinceyouchoseremained silent, thengaveyouthisfinalgrave.”
看着这岛中湖,洛邱淡然道:“对与错,您既然选择了保持缄默,便给您这最后的坟。”Violates the indeliblesin, has a White Jade Shipeveryone'srespect.
犯下过不可磨灭的罪孽,也有着一艘白玉号所有人的尊敬。Uglyandhonorable in.
丑陋和光荣同在。„Yoursecret, burieshere...... guestforever.”
“您的秘密,就永远埋藏在这里吧……客人。”Saying, Luo Qiuis taking outthatoldpocket watch, in the small laketowardthisislandthrew.
说着,洛邱把那块老旧的怀表取出,朝着这岛中小湖抛了下去。As if there is sound of slightfalling in the water, the instance in crashwater, the hugeeffortbroke the buckle of pocket watch, the openedpocket watchis sinkingin the waterslowly.
似乎有轻微的落水的声音,坠落水中的瞬间,庞大力度冲开了怀表的卡扣,打开的怀表在水中缓缓地沉落着。Itssideis mounting a picture of oldyellowingdiscoloration.
它一边是镶嵌着一张老旧泛黄褪色的照片。Butat the same timeis the time, stoppedtime: On October 2 , 1987, 19points, 23, 47seconds.
而一边则是时间,停住了的时间:1987年十月 2 日,十九点,二十三分,四十七秒。AboutMu Enliall, thensubmergedsilentinthisdeep sea.
关于沐恩礼的一切,便沉默地沉没在了这深海里。
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