When he returns to the hospital ward, accidentally saw had a person to sit here, is saying anything with his paternal grandmother He Xiaomei. 当他回到病房的时候,意外地看到了有一个人已经坐在了这里,正和他的奶奶何小妹说着什么。 „...... You come back.” “哦……你回来啦。” That sits the person here, impressively is Sir Ma. Ma Houde this little while turned the head to look at one, smiled saying with a smile: „I a little do not feel relieved Grandma what, therefore came to look.” 那坐在这里的人,赫然就是马sir。马厚德这会儿转头看了一眼,笑了笑道:“我有点不放心何奶奶,所以又过来看了一下。” He Xiaomei at this time nods, gentle said/tunnel: „Jiahui, this Mr.Ma is really a good person, had a mind.” 何小妹这时候点了点头,慈祥地道:“家辉啊,这位马先生真是一个好人,有心了。” „Is...... ” He nods, „paternal grandmother, you first rests, I and his a little matter chatted.” “是……是吗。”他点了点头,“奶奶,你先休息一下,我和他有点事情聊一聊。” Saying, his hint is making Ma Houde come out. 说着,他就示意让马厚德出来。 Two people walked in far away from the corridor of this hospital ward on, he opened the mouth saying: „police officer, I have not meant, making me calm down a bit? You...... do not come to be tired of me again.” 两人走在了远离这间病房的走廊上,他开口就道:“警官,我不是说过了,让我静一静吗？你……你不要再来烦我了。” Sir Ma said: „I also care about the body of elderly, like this no?” 马sir却道:“我也只是关心一下老人家的身体而已,这样不行吗？” He stamps the foot, deep breath said angrily: „Officer Ma, you, if is really only visiting the sick, I welcome you. The words that but if you...... the matter of that woman come for my mother, please return.” 他一顿足,深呼吸一口气道:“马警官,你如果真的只是探病的话,我欢迎你。但如果你是为了我妈……那个女人的事情才来的话,请回吧。” Ma Houde narrowed the eye immediately, nods saying: „Good, I, was not this persuasive speaker temporarily. You take care of your paternal grandmother well, goes back.” 马厚德顿时眯起了眼睛,点了点头道:“好吧,我呢,暂时也不做这个说客了。你好好照顾你奶奶,回去吧。” He implored the tone, nods, turns around to leave. 他才吁了口气,点了点头,转身离开。 „wait, your thing fell.” Ma Houde this shouts suddenly. “等下,你东西掉了。”马厚德这回忽然喊道。 He gawked staring, turns around. Sees only Ma Houde to pick medicine bottle from the ground, extended the hand saying: „Your medicine fell.” 他愣了愣,转过身来。只见马厚德从地上捡着一个药瓶子,伸过了手来道:“你的药掉了。” „It is not my.” He looked at one at will, then did not have the attention, along with tastes: „Perhaps is the nurse falls.” “不是我的。”他只是随意地看了一眼,便没有了注意,随口道:“或许是护士掉的吧。” „Really isn't your?” Ma Houde repeated to ask suddenly one time. “真的不是你的吗？”马厚德忽然重复问了一次。 He seems like patiently is not same: „I am very good, has not had the pain, does not need to take a drug, ok?” 他却像是不耐烦一样:“我很好,没有并没有痛,不需要吃药,行了吗？” Ma Houde this little while pats own forehead, probably said suddenly generally: „I think, this truly is not your medicine. I......, but, you who borrows from doctor there knows whose this medicine opens for?” 马厚德这会儿一拍自己的额头,像是恍然一般道:“我想起来,这确实不是你的药。只是我从医生那里借过来的……不过,你知道这药是开给谁的吗？” „How would I know so many?” “我哪知道那么多？” „This was prescribes the Liu Jiahui medicine......” Ma Houde to narrow the eye, „opened to your own medicine, will you forget unexpectedly? Really strange? Is right?” “这是开个刘家辉的药……”马厚德眯起了眼睛,“开给你自己的药,你居然会忘记了？真是很奇怪啊？对不对？” He seems like thinks all of a sudden anything seemed like, the complexion drastic change, was busy at lowering the head saying: „I do not know that you said anything...... you, do not look for me again!” 他像是一下子想起来了什么似乎的,脸色剧变了起来,忙低着头道:“我不知道你说什么……你,你不要再来找我了！” Saying, him is turning around to leave quickly. 说着,他快步地转身离开。 Ma Houde this time does not pursue, but shouted loudly exports: „Gu Jiajie, you are Gu Jiajie, is right? On that day jumped down from your family building, was Liu Jiahui...... your Elder Brother, is right?” 马厚德这次就不追了,只是大声地喊出了口来:“顾家杰,你是顾家杰,对不对？那天从你家楼上跳下来的,是刘家辉……你的哥哥,对不对？” He turns around suddenly! 他猛然转身！ Is hard to conceal shocking and flustered on face. 难以掩饰脸上的震惊与慌张。 Ma Houde this little while sees the opposite party to stop, a face feels helpless, experience too rich his in the heart sighed secretly, walked slowly, „before you came back, I have asked a here doctor. The Liu Jiahui condition I have known...... the present science and technology are very developed, so long as we examine lie down in medical examiner there body now, knows that he was sick......, but you, only needed to make an inspection, knows that you were sick.” 马厚德这会儿见对方停住,一脸不知所措,经验实在太丰富的他心中暗叹了口气,缓缓地走来,“在你回来之前,我已经问过这里的一位医生。刘家辉的病情我已经知道了……现在的科学技术是很发达的,我们只要验一验现在躺在法医那里的尸体,就知道他生前有没有病……而你,也只需要做个检查,也就知道你有没有病了。” He step by step imminent, is retroceding step by step. 他被步步地迫近,一步步地后退着。 Ma Houde calm sound, and is fast typical: „Why Liu Jiahui will die downstairs your family, why can you here? What have you two made? Said! Liu Jiahui death, because of you!” 马厚德沉着声,并且飞快地道:“为什么刘家辉会死在你家楼下,为什么你会在这里？你们两个到底做过了什么？说！刘家辉的死,是不是因为你！” „No, is not! Do not come...... not to come...... to leave!” “不,不是！别过来……别过来……别！” „You did not say, I must ask your paternal grandmother, looked that she also knows this matter.” Ma Houde still the calm face...... used some Sirs makes this child submit despicable. “你不说,那我就要去问一问你奶奶,看她是不是也知道这件事情。”马厚德依然沉着脸……用了一些大人的卑鄙来让这孩子屈服起来。 He did not plan that really thinks He Xiaomei asked anything, planned to beat this child's psychological defense line merely. 他并不打算真的想何小妹问些什么,仅仅只是打算击垮这孩子的心理防线。 Although dirty, actually is also the matter that has no alternative. 尽管肮脏,却也是无可奈何的事情。 „No! Do not say this matter with the paternal grandmother! Asked you, did not want!” He entreated immediately: „If made the paternal grandmother know the matter that...... the Elder Brother handled, wasted.” “别！千万不要和奶奶说这件事情！求求你,千万不要！”他顿时哀求道:“要是让奶奶知道了……哥哥做的事情,就白费了啊。” „What did you...... you make?” Ma Houde frowns. “你们……你们到底做了什么？”马厚德皱下眉头。 He...... Gu Jiajie took a deep breath, the forced smile said: „I do not know that...... I do not know why will comply at that time, now wants to regret, without enough time.” 他……顾家杰深呼吸了一口气,苦笑道:“我也不知道……我也不知道为什么当时就会答应了下来,现在想要后悔,也来不及了。” Gu Jiajie looks at Sir Ma, opens the mouth to say difficultly: „Two months ago, during I came to here to see a doctor, have no intention to bump into one same person with me.” 顾家杰看着马sir,艰难地开口道:“两个月前,我来这里看病,无意之中碰到了一个和我长得一样的人。” „He is Liu Jiahui, your Elder Brother?” “他就是刘家辉,你的哥哥？” Gu Jiajie nods: „My didn't expect, I will have a day that unexpectedly sees my brother. Because, I remember that I listened to my mother saying that my brother was drown to death in childhood...... afterward, I and my brother recognized each other, I know that in the past has had what matter.” 顾家杰点点头:“我没想到,我居然还会有见到我哥的一天。因为,我记得我听我妈说过,我哥哥小时候就溺死了……后来,我和我哥相认了,我才知道当年发生过什么事情。” Like this sat on the stool of hospital corridor, Gu Jiajie both hands are covering oneself face, since bit by bit said these two months have had the matter. 就这样坐在了医院走廊的凳子上,顾家杰双手掩着自己的脸,一点一点地说出来这两个月以来所发生过的事情。 „police officer, you should know, my father will hit me frequently in secret, right?” “警官,你应该知道,我爸会经常私底下打我,对吧？” „Un, Gu Feng has certainly acknowledged this matter.” “嗯,顾峰确实承认过了这件事情。” The Gu Jiajie forced smile said: „Why does not know, I am not willing to tell my mother this matter...... my father...... Gu Feng to hit me in secret, is in my eyes, my mother and he also has no distinction. She has also been compelling me......” 顾家杰苦笑道:“不知道为什么,我一直不愿意告诉我妈这件事情……我爸……顾峰一直会私底下打我,可是在我眼中,我妈和他也没有什么分别。她也一直在逼着我……” He held oneself collar, the pain said: „Sometimes sometimes, I even felt oneself cannot breathe. I want to leave the home, I wanted to leave these two people...... I and my brother chat separated the later matter. He knows that my situation, he told me suddenly, might as well make him replace me, in any case we seem like, no different place.” 他抓住了自己的衣领,痛苦道:“有时候,有时候我甚至感觉自己喘不过气来。我想要离开这个家,我想要离开这两个人……我和我哥聊了很多分开之后的事情。他知道我的处境,他就忽然跟我说,不如让他代替我,反正我们看起来,没有什么不一样的地方。” „You were said that...... you and Liu Jiahui have exchanged the status?” Ma Houde surprised say/way. “你是说……你和刘家辉早就调换了身份了？”马厚德惊讶道。 „Not frequently.” Gu Jiajie shakes the head saying: „So long as generally the day of my father will come back, we will exchange.” “不经常。”顾家杰摇摇头道:“一般只要我爸那天会回来,我们才会调换过来的。” Ma Houde nods: „No wonder Gu Feng said that previous time hits your time, you revolted suddenly gets up...... the resistance is actually your Elder Brother?” 马厚德点点头:“难怪顾峰说,上次打你的时候,你突然就反抗了起来……反抗的其实是你哥哥吧？” Gu Jiajie nods, he long implored the tone, the wall of head pillow on chair, „I actually am a very spiritless person. Although that time I do not have to experience personally, but after I saw my brother's wound,...... I suddenly, am not really willing to go back that family/home again. At this time, my brother look at me, he said suddenly......” 顾家杰点了点头,他长长地吁了口气,脑袋枕在了椅子后的墙壁上,“我其实是一个很懦弱的人。虽然那次我没有亲自经历过,不过我看见到了我哥的伤口之后……我忽然间,真的不愿意再回去那个家。这个时候,我哥忽然看着我,他说……” „What did he say?” “他说了什么？” Gu Jiajie looks at the ceiling light dull, said in a soft voice: „He said that...... might as well make him replace me, died.” 顾家杰呆呆地看着天花板的灯光,轻声道:“他说……不如让他代替我,死了吧。” „Did you...... you agree?” “你……你同意了？” Gu Jiajie closed the eye, nods, „I to the present, does not know why will agree. I have been thinking...... perhaps , because wants to retaliate my mother and my father, perhaps I really want to leave, is not willing to live this life again...... perhaps, I am not cruel enough Brother look at me such pain. Knows? I had personally seen my brother outbreak time, falls on by me, that painful appearance.” 顾家杰闭上了眼睛,点了点头,“我到现在,也不知道为什么自己会同意下来的。我一直都在想……或许,是因为想要报复一下我妈妈和我爸爸,或许我真的想要离开,不愿意再过这种生活……又或许,我不忍心看着我哥这样的痛苦。知道吗？我曾经亲眼看见过我哥发病的时候,就倒在我旁边,那种痛苦的模样。” Gu Jiajie shakes the head: „My brother this whole life, does not have is too many and my memory, does not have the memory about mother too much. From infancy to maturity, is the paternal grandmother is taking care of him. Regarding Elder Brother, only then the paternal grandmother is most important, only family member. He did not want first paternal grandmother one step to walk, abandoned her to stay in this world alone. Therefore, if death is Gu Jiajie, rather than Liu Jiahui, some paternal grandmother people looked, but......, but I can also be free.” 顾家杰摇摇头:“我哥这辈子,没有太多和我的记忆,也没有太多关于妈妈的记忆。从小到大,都是奶奶在照顾他。对于哥哥来说,只有奶奶是最重要的,唯一的亲人。他不愿意自己先奶奶一步走了,扔下她一个人孤零零地留在这个世界上。所以,假如死的了是顾家杰,而不是刘家辉的话,奶奶就有人照顾了,而……而我也就能自由。” Ma Houde wiped the face, cannot believe how these two children will find out this means that said solemnly: „Laughable! It is not cruel enough to let your paternal grandmother sadness, you are willing to notice that your mother was sad? This days, have you also followed she? You had not noticed that she does have sadly how?” 马厚德抹了把脸,不敢相信这两个孩子到底怎么会想出这种办法来,不禁沉声道:“可笑！不忍心让你奶奶一个伤心,难道你就愿意看到你母亲伤心了？这段日子,你也一直跟着她吧？你难道没有看到她到底有多么的难过？” „I know! What means but do I have? I was do not even know, but the day of my brother jumped! He died on that day! We have not reached an agreement this matter, he had made the decision. He has not even obtained me to agree that does not have the means on...... me!” “我知道！可是我有什么办法？我是事前甚至不知道,可我哥那天就跳下去了！他那天就死了！我们根本还没有谈好这件事情,他就已经自己做了决定。他甚至没有得到我同意就……我没办法啊！” Gu Jiajie also became excited: „Many times...... many time I want, told her...... mother, I was Jiajie. But......, but I cannot achieve! I cannot achieve...... me not to dare to tell her, I...... I deceived her like this. I...... I should not promise my brother. He said that paternal grandmother after the arithmetic was good, without many days......, so long as these days can accompany her well, several years good, waited for her to pass this final day to be good serenely. When the time comes, no matter I appear by his status before mother, or says the truth, Ok.” 顾家杰也变得激动了一些:“多少次……多少次我想要走上去,告诉她……妈,我是家杰。可是……可是我做不到！我做不到……我不敢告诉她,我……我这样子来骗了她。我……我不应该答应我哥的。他说,奶奶就算术后好了,也没多少日子……只要这段时间能好好地陪着她,几年就好,等她安详地过了这最后的日子就好了。到时候,不管我是以他的身份出现在妈妈面前,或者是说出真相,都可以。” „But on that day...... that day, when I in downstairs noticed that one group of people gather round, seeing my mother unable to cry aloud, pour, when the underground appearance...... saw that covers , on my brother that plain white cloth...... I......” Gu Jiajie was shivering the say/way: „I...... I regretted.” “但那天……那天当我在楼下看到一群人围着,看见我妈哭不出声,倒在地下的样子的时候……看到盖在了我哥身上的那块白布的时候……我……”顾家杰颤抖着道:“我……我后悔了。” The Ma Houde hear, shakes the head, all of a sudden silent. 马厚德听完,摇了摇头,一下子沉默了下来。 Handles a case so many years, the strange case has to experience, but this case...... Sir Ma does not know own at this time should say anything. 办案这么多年,古怪的案子不是没有经历过,不过这种案子……马sir不知道自己这时候应该说些什么。 He cannot see at present this child this time sorrow , the fear and regret. 他不是看不见眼前这个孩子此时的悲痛,害怕以及后悔。 „I...... I am not hiding the truth from you intentionally, Officer Ma.” “我……我不是故意瞒着你的,马警官。” „I knew.” Ma Houde nods, he patted the shoulder of Gu Jiajie, the forced smile said: „But at least...... this matter, is not really the bad matter. However, you believe, this has gotten down, really?” “我知道了。”马厚德点了点头,他拍了拍顾家杰的肩膀,苦笑道:“但最起码……这件事情,并不是真的坏的事情。但是,你认为,这样一直下去,就真的好吗？” „I do not know, I do not know how I should do.” “我不知道,我不知道我应该怎么做。” Ma Houde shakes the head, asked suddenly: „Right, a matter I was not clear. Why on your cell phone, will present several strange messages?” 马厚德摇摇头,却忽然问道:“对了,还有一件事情我是不明白的。为什么在你的手机上,会出现几条奇怪的短信？” Gu Jiajie said: „Did you say that matter about teacher?” 顾家杰道:“你是说关于老师的那件事情？” Sir Ma nods. 马sir点了点头。 Gu Jiajie said: „My brother said, this matter should better not makes one discover. Just before had remedial class matter, he is thinking, even if the police had anything to suspect, was still good to mislead you. remedial class has had the hearsay of this strange teacher, therefore we left behind such information on the cell phone......” 顾家杰道:“我哥说,这件事情最好不要让人发现。刚好之前发生了补习班的事情,他就想着,就算是警方有什么怀疑了,也好误导你们。补习班一直都有这个奇怪的老师的传闻,所以我们就在手机上留下了这样的信息……” Ma Houde opened the opens the mouth, suddenly is shocked. 马厚德张了张口,一时间愣住。 He did not say that questioned the speech of Gu Jiajie, he in curious...... curious that dead Liu Jiahui, he...... this child, experienced anything. 他不是说质疑顾家杰的这种说话,他只是在好奇……好奇那个已经死去的刘家辉,他……这孩子,到底经历了什么。 Proposed that this idea, this request...... merely is only because, he hopes after he dies, there is a person to replace him, how many years considers He Xiaomei's final, then lets take younger brother's Gu Jiajie while convenient, can be separated from that family/home temporarily? 提出这种想法,这种要求……仅仅只是因为,他希望在他死后,有个人能够代替他,照顾好何小妹最后的几年,然后顺带地让作为弟弟的顾家杰,能够暂时脱离那个家吗？ „Right, Officer Ma, I......” “对了,马警官,我……” Gu Jiajie stopped own mouth all of a sudden- he wanted saying that he saw his Elder Brother, still seemed like the living person same matter. 顾家杰一下子止住了自己的口-他想要说,他看见了他哥哥,依然还像是活人一样的事情。 However the words arrived at the mouth, he actually endured. 然而话才到了嘴边,他却忍了下来。 „What's wrong, what but also there is to leave out?” “怎么,还有什么漏掉的吗？” „...... I, I do not want to say that you can first not tell my mother this matter?” “没……我,我只是想说,你能不能先别告诉我妈妈这件事情？” Ma Houde sighed said angrily: „This matter do you plan to conceal the truth? Spoke the sentence words not of pleasant to hear, even if you play the role of your elder brother to take care of your paternal grandmother, but your paternal grandmother was your Elder Brother lives for more than ten years...... she really not to recognize after all, couldn't feel?” 马厚德叹了口气道:“这件事情你打算一直瞒下去吗？说句不好听的话,就算你扮着你哥去照顾你奶奶,可是你奶奶毕竟是和你哥哥生活了十几年……她难道真的认不出,感觉不出吗？” „I do not know, I can only see one step to walk one step.” Gu Jiajie shakes the head. “我不知道,我只能见一步走一步。”顾家杰摇了摇头。 „Good, this matter, I treat as temporarily do not know......, but, hopes that you can confess to your mother.” “好吧,这件事情,我暂时当作不知道……不过,希望你能自己向你妈妈坦白。” Brought a disconsolateness, Ma Houde to leave the hospital. 带着一丝惆怅,马厚德离开了医院。 ...... …… On the road, looks at the person and car(riage) that back up, Sir Ma thinks suddenly, Liu Jiahui this child, suffered so many, isn't in the heart uncomfortable? 路上,看着倒退的人和车,马sir忽然想到,刘家辉这孩子,遭受了这么多,心中不难受吗？ The twin, the almost same time arrived in this world. 双胞胎,前后几乎一样的时间来到了这个世界上。 The respective life path is completely different. 各自的人生轨迹却完全不一样。 „He......” “他……” On the road, stopped the footsteps, Ma Houde realized suddenly, „his in the heart had resentful, was very deep, very deep resentment!” 路上,停下了脚步,马厚德忽然意识到,“他心中有怨,很深,很深的怨！” ...... …… ...... …… He re-visited the former home grounds once again, starts from riverside park, when then, does not turn head, walks the road, until returned to the initial place finally. 他又一次重游了故地,从河滨公园开始,一路回头,不回头,走过来时的路,直到最后还是回到了最初的这个地方。 This recreational center. 这家游乐中心。 Has not been the time of closing, the recreational center gate is opening. Selling coin in onstage actually looks down the mobile video, has not noticed to have anyone to walk into. 还没有到关门的时间,游乐中心的门是开着的。只是前台的售币员却低着头看着手机视频,并没有注意到有什么人走入。 He does not need to pay attention-, because he cannot see anything. 他根本无需要去注意-因为他根本看不见什么。 The entire recreational center is also holding the musical sound of loom, he cannot hear, because he brings the ear plug......, therefore he cannot hear, a loom opened. 整个游乐中心还开着的机子的音乐声,他也听不见,因为他带着耳塞……所以他听不见,其中一台机子又开启了。 Loom that hits the turtle. 那台打乌龟的机子。 „Was similar.” “差不多了。” Visits him to grasp that hammer silently, is striking one by one appearance, Luo Qiu closed the eye slowly. 默默地看着他抓起那锤子,一下一下地敲打着的模样,洛邱缓缓地闭上了眼睛。 This good corpse truly does not have the soul...... from the beginning not. 这句行尸确实没有灵魂……一开始并没有。 But left leeway something in this body, lingering, but these things actually seem like a seed to be the same, finally in this moment, break out from the ground. 但却留有了一些东西在这具身体之中,经久不散,而这些东西却像是一颗种子一样,终于在这一刻,破土而出。 Is born from the attachment of surviving, new student/life soul. 一个从残存的眷恋之中诞生出来的,新生的灵魂。 The first time, looks at a birth of new soul, regarding Luo Qiu, could not have attended to other matter. 第一次,看着一个新的灵魂的诞生,对于洛邱来说,已经顾不上别的事情了。 It looks like waits for that moment that the midnight canna flower is in full bloom, Luo Qiu calmly is listening, is hearing...... the sound of soul new student/life first motion. 就像是等待着半夜昙花盛开的那一刻般,洛邱静静地听着,听着……灵魂新生的初动的声音。 But Boss Luo actually opened the eye in this time, said in a soft voice: „I think, you will not take care this matter again...... Miss Black Water.” 可洛老板却在此时睁开了眼睛,轻声道:“我以为,你不会再管这件事情的……黑水小姐。” What behind him is Black Water. 他后面的是黑水。 But what behind Black Water is, Shen Meihuan.( To be continued.) 而黑水后面的是,沈美缓。(未完待续。)