TTC :: Volume #2

#80: Looking for the heart is not easy


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side Jiping had habit that ran late...... naturally starting from six months. 方季平有晚跑的习惯……当然是从半年前开始。 Naturally, exercising merely is only a excuse, what are more is in order to and that likes the girl, chatted some time unrestrained. 当然,锻炼身体仅仅只是一个借口,更多的是为了能够和那个自己所喜欢的女孩,无拘无束地多聊一些时间。 Thought that many wealthy families dress up the packing oneself daughter, then marries into a better family is a very laughable behavior. 觉得不少的富人家庭把自己的女儿打扮包装,然后嫁入更好的家庭是一种很可笑的行为啊。 But side Jiping knows, actually applies mechanically on oneself is also suitable. 但方季平知道,其实套用在自己身上也是适用。 Very early time, he knows that oneself father side as usual is the person who ten points are greedy for money. side Ruchang has been molding own name...... the present name to have in these years, does not have enough many advantages. 很早的时候,他就知道自己的父亲方如常是一个十分贪财的人。方如常这几十年来一直都在塑造自己的名……如今名已经拥有了,却没有足够多的利。 Now plans as usual builds to become the famous violinist as son's him, can harvest a good marriage for the future probably. 如今方如常打算把作为儿子的他打造成为出名的小提琴家,大概也是为了将来能够收获一桩好的婚姻。 A how snobbish fellow. 多么势利的一个家伙。 side Jiping also had long ago said to oneself...... he as if no qualifications to comment side as usual anything. 只是,方季平好久之前也对自己说过……他似乎也没有资格却评论方如常什么。 He are always finding various excuses to oneself, never has the courage to introduce that the girl of that effort knew to the family member. 他总是自己给自己找着各种的借口,也从来没有过勇气把那个努力的女孩介绍给家人认识。 Un, carefully, working should not be tired.” “嗯,你小心点,工作别太累了。” Hung up after girlfriend's telephone conversation, side Jiping a person walked on the road in community. He self-ridicules smiles, but actually sets firm resolve secretly. 挂断了与女友的通话之后,方季平一个人走在了小区的路上。他自嘲地笑了笑,但却暗暗地下定决心。 When his to become Li on later, must lead into own family...... not to continue the girl of this effort to pull the line puppet to be the same probably. 等他名成利就之后,一定要把这个努力的女孩带入自己的家庭……已经不想继续像是扯线木偶一样。 Thump thump, thump thump. 咚咚,咚咚。 Suddenly, side Jiping heard some sounds. 忽然之间,方季平听到了一些声音。 These sounds so familiar. He stopped the footsteps all of a sudden, tracked down this burying to go in the voice of memory deep place. 这些声音如此的熟悉。他一下子停下了脚步,追寻着这种埋藏在了记忆深处的声音而去。 He not far the place before oneself main house gate, found the source of this sound. 他就在自己家门前不远的地方,找到了这种声音的源头。 Under the street light, has a rickets form, should be an aunt, probably the junkman is the same. These thump thump the sound, conveys from this aunt hand small rattle-drum. 街灯之下,有着一个佝偻的身影,应该是一位大娘,像是拾荒者一样。那些咚咚的声音,就是从这位大娘手上的一个小小的拨浪鼓传来。 The sound that the rattle-drum of shaking makes, making side Jiping subconsciously walk going forward. Under the street light, his attention was almost captured the past by this rattle-drum. 摇动的拨浪鼓发出的声音,让方季平下意识地走了上前。在街灯之下,他的目光几乎都被这个拨浪鼓吸引了过去。 In the memory, he had also once had such a rattle-drum. 记忆之中,他也曾拥有过这样的一个拨浪鼓。 side Jiping gets back one's composure from the ponder, discovered the aunt who this takes the rattle-drum the vision is winking at this time looks at itself. The gonorrhea eye is somewhat scary under the night street light, on the face as if can hide to live in the shadow the wrinkle, his subconsciously retroceded one step. 方季平从沉思之中回神过来,发现这个拿着拨浪鼓的大娘此时目光正一眨不眨地看着自己。白浊的眼睛在夜里的街灯之下有些吓人,脸上是仿佛能够藏住阴影的皱纹,他下意识地后退了一步。 Only heard this aunt to call one at this time cautiously: Tiger kid.” 只听到这位大娘此时小心翼翼地叫了一句:“虎娃。” side Jiping the complexion changes, cannot help but blurted out: How do you know this name?” 方季平脸色微变,不由得脱口而出道:“你怎么知道这个名字?” Tiger kid!” Before the aunt walks suddenly excitedly, one step, hand that grasped side Jiping, sand sound said: Tiger kid, is I! I am your mother!” “虎娃!”大娘猛然间就激动地走前了一步,一把抓起了方季平的手,沙着声道:“虎娃,是我呀!我是你娘啊!” Mother...... 娘…… side Jiping quickly grasps the meaning of something suddenly, he catches the palm on oneself arm to turn down the aunt suddenly, anxious and said quickly: I do not know that you are saying anything.” 方季平忽然一个激灵,他猛然地把大娘抓在自己手臂上的手掌推掉,既急且快道:“我不知道你在说什么。” Tiger kid! I really am your mother! Did you forget? In childhood, you most liked the icicle that ate the village shop to sell, shouted to the summer must eat...... to you, once again you quarrelled are rolling on the ground, the back of the head also bumped into the stone, kept a scar! The back of the head, you trace! The tiger kid, mother looked for your many years, was found you finally!” “虎娃!我真得是你的娘啊!你忘记了吗?小时候,你最喜欢吃村口小店卖的冰棍儿,一到了夏天就就嚷着要吃……对你,又一次你吵着滚在地上,后脑勺还碰到了石头,留了一块疤!后脑勺,你摸摸!虎娃,娘找了你好多年,总算是找到你了啊!” side Jiping suddenly took a deep breath, retroceded one step: I do not know that you said anything, I did not call the tiger the kid, I did not know that you...... you must look for son's words, went to other place.” 方季平忽然深呼吸了一口气,又后退了一步:“我不知道你说什么,我不叫虎娃,我也不认识你……你要找儿子的话,去别的地方。” Saying, side Jiping the turning around half step gets out of the way. 说着,方季平转身快步地走开。 The aunt seems tense, worries, the half step follows hastily. Her old illness is encumbered, walks radically not quickly, less than several steps then staggered to tumble on the ground. 身后的大娘似乎很是紧张,又是着急,连忙快步地跟着上来。只是她旧病缠身,根本走不快,不到几步便一个踉跄跌倒了在地上。 Heard the pain snort/hum sound, side Jiping subconsciously looks back...... he this to sit in the aunt of ground is the same, clenches teeth, the half step walked, pulls out the wallet, took inside all cash, placed in aunt's hand, you walk, I really am not your son.” 听到了痛哼的声音,方季平下意识地回过头来……他看了这坐在地上的大娘一样,咬了咬牙,快步地走了过去,掏出钱包,把里面所有的现金都取了出来,放在了大娘的手上,“你走吧,我真的不是你的儿子。” Without the aunts could speak, side Jiping then turning around half step leaves. 没等大娘说得上话,方季平便转身快步地离开。 Tiger kid! Tiger kid! Tiger kid......” “虎娃!虎娃!虎娃……” Has not stopped, the chilly street light accompanies her, probably in the twenty years, sat on the road once again wretchedly no use. The aunt lowers the head, is holding the rattle-drum on hand, is sobbing in a low voice. 没有停下,只有清冷的路灯陪伴这她,像是这二十年来般,又一次孤苦无助地坐在了路上。大娘低着头,把手上的拨浪鼓抱着,低声地抽噎着。 ...... …… Drinks water? Thinks that your evening only ate a soup, has not drunk water.” “喝水吗?想起来你一晚上只喝了点汤,也没有喝过一口水。” Under the street light, Luo Qiu twisted off the jar for the aunt, delivered to the small jar aunt's hand. 街灯下面,洛邱为大娘拧开了瓶子,把小瓶子送到了大娘的手上。 The aunt shivers takes the thermo, did not speak, calmly sits like this, later, aunt's mood seemed for a long time moderate, she raised the head, on the sorrow face actually showed an ugly smile: Big brothers, thank you, I really found my son! He is really the tiger kid, he has not recognized, I am I know, was he.” 大娘颤抖着把水瓶拿着,也不说话,就这样静静地坐着,许久之后,大娘的情绪似乎缓和了一些,她抬起头来,悲苦的脸上却露出了一丝难看的笑容:“大兄弟,谢谢你,我真的找到我的儿子了!他真的是虎娃,他没有认,我是我知道,就是他了。” He has not planned to recognize you.” “他没打算认你。” Is observing in side Luo Qiu, the nature 11 has looked at side Jiping the response in the eye. 一直在旁观察着的洛邱,自然把方季平的反应一一看在眼中。 The aunt smiles bitterly saying: Big brothers, for these years, I have been thinking, if one day made me find my son, I should say anything to him. I every night am thinking every day, eats the thing time is thinking, the heavy rain got a high fever is also thinking, having a dream time can also think...... the fellows of these turning people by thousand blades, what damn is I.” 大娘苦笑道:“大兄弟,这么多年来,我一直想着,假如有一天让我找到我儿子的话,我应该对他说些什么。我每日每夜在想,吃东西的时候在想,淋雨了发高烧了也在想,做梦的时候也会想……那些拐人的家伙是挨千刀,可是更该死的是我呀。” The aunt tears said: Tiger kid he hated certainly me...... that year, I to like to gamble, what to gamble not to remember, how also to give to lose him? On the day of I still remember, my went into the outdoor shop, thinks that in own village does not have the matter, the considering too small child to trouble throws him outside words......” 大娘老泪纵横道:“虎娃他一定恨我……那年,要不是我好赌,一赌钱起来就什么都不记得,又怎么会把他给弄丢?我还记得那一天,我一头就扎进了摊子上,以为就在自己的村子没事情,嫌小孩子麻烦就把他扔在外头的话……” I know, he hates certainly me...... that little child to be turned......” aunt to weep bitterly saying: I damn! My these years damn! Day-by-day my heart, looks like by the knife is sheared is the same. He...... he , if not recognize me, how I and I can blame him!” “我知道,他一定恨我……那么小的孩子被人拐走……”大娘痛哭道:“我该死啊!我这些年该死啊!我的心,一天天就像是被刀子割的一样。他……他要是不认我,我、我怎能怪他呀!” The Luo Qiu vision looked at a minor arts (Little Daoist) corner position, has the person's shadow one to flash through. 洛邱目光看了一眼小道转角的位置,有人影一下闪过。 He knows that side Jiping has not walked away, but hid. 他知道方季平还没有走远,只是躲了起来。 Luo Qiu that does not plan to expose, this little while held from the ground the aunt, tonight first how about this, Aunt, I find a place to rest to you.” 并不打算点破的洛邱,这会儿把大娘从地上扶了起来,“今晚先这样吧,大娘,我给你找个地方休息。” The aunt said startled: Big brothers, how you also help me, had found my son.” 大娘愕然道:“大兄弟,你怎么还帮我,都已经找到了我儿子了。” Luo Qiu said indifferently: Person found, the heart had not found, our work are are not completed.” 洛邱淡然道:“人找到了,心没找到,我们的工作不算完成。” ...... …… ...... …… Subeditor Ren is carrying two boxes of cow's haslet gluten and radishes, several bottles of beer, mounted the staircase in old building to say. 任大副主编拎着两盒的牛杂面筋和萝卜,还有几瓶的啤酒,登上了旧楼的楼梯道。 Soon, she is pressing doorbell before a door: Ye Yan, Ye Yan! Small leaf! Is I, opens the door quickly, please have a night-time snack!” 不久之后,她按着一扇门前的门铃:“叶言,叶言!小叶子!是我,快开门啊,请你吃夜宵啦!” After this is gets off work, suddenly remembers Ye Yan also here to squat G is monitoring. Although said that complied not to meddle......, but is thinking this was delivers the midnight snack, this was the consolation the consolation! 这是下班之后,突然想起了叶言还在这里蹲着对g进行监视。虽然说答应了不会在插手……但是想着这是过来送夜宵嘛,这是慰劳啊慰劳! After pressing the gate of a while, had not responded, Ren Ziling cannot help but said: „Did this fellow, go out?” 只是按了一会儿的门之后,都没有反应,任紫玲不由得愣道:“这家伙,出去了?” Ren Ziling takes the make a move machine. 任紫玲出手机。 Felt oneself went in vain completely, wastes the sentimental Subeditor Ren somewhat to wonder to depend simply on the shutter, plans to make one dozen of Ye Yan phone call. 感觉自己完全是白走了一趟,简直浪费感情的任大副主编有些纳闷靠在门板上,打算打一打叶言的电话。 Actually without thinking, this depends, the gate actually opened suddenly, handles against Ren Ziling to throw all of a sudden. 却没有想到,这一靠下去,门却突然之间打开,措不及防的任紫玲一下子就扑了进去。 The call that you have closed down. 您所拨打的电话已关机。 Listens the sound that the cell phone is resounding indistinctly, Ren Ziling to crawl to set out, is rubbing the place that falls the pain, feels near the gate switch, turned on the lamp. 听着手机隐约响起的声音,任紫玲爬起身来,揉着跌痛的地方,摸着门边的开关,打开了灯。 „Did this...... go to war?” “这……打仗了啊?” Actually sees in this, at this time actually rummages through chests and cupboards, is chaotic, is used to monitor the equipment that as for these, vanishes entirely does not see. 却见这室内,此时却是翻箱倒柜,混乱不堪,至于那些用来监视的器材,也统统消失不见。 Ren Ziling stares, subconsciously put out a hand to draw drew the door lock, the spring lock the loosen from the gate falls all of a sudden under. 任紫玲一愣,下意识地伸手拉了一拉门锁,弹子锁一下子就从门上松落而下。 Was destroyed!( To be continued.) 是被人破坏的!(未完待续。)
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