„I...... am making anything.” “我……到底在做什么。” Paces back and forth on the night city street, Zhuge lost the goal all of a sudden. Goes back? Doesn't go back? This issue has twined in his mind. 徘徊在夜晚的城市街道上,诸葛一下子失去了目标。回去？还是不回去？这个问题一直缠绕在他的脑海之中。 Arrived in nearby business street aimless, Zhuge sits on bench that in the customer rested, the habit nature twists the make a move machine. 漫无目的地走到了附近商业街之中,诸葛坐在了顾客休息的长凳上,习惯性地拧出手机。 The after APP previous time of game worked together deleted, he does not have to download- he thought that is not weak. 游戏的APP上次被同事删除了之后,他就没有在下载回来-他觉得已经不虚弱。 But now, is agitated. 而现在,更是烦躁。 You have logged in the account number. 你已登录帐号。 Although the game deleted, but plays the software of discussion platform to arrive also. Inside floods the death of this game to be loyal. Originally, he himself is also one of the discussion platform. 游戏虽然删除了,但是游戏本身的讨论平台的软件到还在。里面充斥这这款游戏的死忠。原本,他自己也是这个讨论平台的一员。 The game and next week conduct the new edition renewal maintenance, asking fellow players to prepare data preservation and ahead of schedule the winding, this renewal content will increase new role- the demon mother pinches the system...... 游戏与下周进行新版本更新维护,请各位玩家做好数据保存准备和提早下线,本次更新内容将会添加新角色-魔物娘捏制…… What top mounted is one about the content that the game updates, below is an all various professions exciting incomparable reply. 顶置的是一份关于游戏更新的内容,下面则是一行行兴奋无比的跟帖。 Demon mother??!! I am dying! 魔物娘？？啊啊啊啊！！我要死了啊！ I must pinch a Slime mother!!! 我要捏一个史莱姆娘啊啊啊啊！！！ After Zhuge Bahua strip drew several downward next, lost the interest suddenly, suddenly somewhat loathes, „sound beautiful...... demon mother, if really appears in...... after all the reality is at present realistic, how to sprout/moe again, after two-dimensional turns three dimensional, was frightened.” 诸葛把滑条往下拉了几下之后,就突然之间失去了兴趣,突然有些厌恶起来,“说得好听……魔物娘,要是真的出现在眼前的话……毕竟现实还是现实,再怎么萌化,当二维变成三维之后,就是惊悚了。” However...... perhaps, if before today, oneself can also be this reveals happy expression one? 但是……如果是在今天之前,或许自己也会是这露出高兴表情的一员吧？ Zhuge self-ridicules smiles, such a person, is in a daze sitting, sat the business street became complete lonely, besides the convenience store of 24 hours of business, could not see other also to have the business store again. 诸葛自嘲地笑了笑,就这样一个人,发呆似的坐着,坐到了商业街变得完完全全冷清,除了二十四小时营业的便利店之外,再也看不见其余还有营业的商店。 Really, in the world not free lunch. 果然,天底下没有免费的午餐。 Zhuge shakes the head, hesitating, is hurrying to after the family/home in finally...... he goes home at noon comes out too sharply, the body anything has not brought besides the cell phone, even to stay outside, does not have the ID card to register. 诸葛摇了摇头,踌躇着,最终还是往家里赶去……他中午回家后出来得太急,身上除了手机之外什么也没有带,就算想要在外边住宿,也没有身份证可以登记。 Also only has to brace oneself. 也唯有硬着头皮回去。 Is thinking Nai Naizi, although......, but, will not at least harm own. 想着奈奈子虽然……但至少,不会害自己的。 He returned to downstairs in rented room silently, arrives at the floor time, discovered that the gate of his apartment was only unlatched the past. 他默默地回到了出租屋的楼下,走到自己楼层的时候,发现他的单元房的门只是虚掩了过去。 Zhuge gawked staring, opened door cautiously- inside even/including lantern has not even opened. 诸葛愣了愣,小心翼翼地推开了门-里面甚至连灯也没有开。 Zhuge swallowed a saliva, place opened the light of room- this unit room is very small, basically can see clearly all of a sudden completely. 诸葛吞了口口水,啪一声地打开了房间的灯光-这种单元房间很小,基本上一下子就能够看清楚全部。 However...... Nai Naizi not here. 但是……奈奈子不在这里。 Also not in shower room, not in small balcony, not in Kitchenette Nai Naizi already not here. 也不在淋浴间,也不在小阳台,也没有在小厨房-奈奈子已经不在这里。 Zhuge Muran sat on the floor, lowered the head, in the heart not happy, has not lost, but felt a blank. He was recalling diligently pat one of the Nai Naizi palm...... one that leaves from her line of sight. 诸葛木然地坐在了地板上,低着头,心中没有高兴,也没有失落,只是感觉到一片的空白。他努力地回想着自己拍开奈奈子手掌的一幕……自己从她视线离开的一幕。 Zhuge Kankan this, has a look at that has a look at the entrance, looks, suddenly put out a hand to wipe an own face, then continued to have a look at this, had a look at that had a look at the entrance, the wooden expression twitched suddenly. 诸葛看看这,看看那,看看门口,看着看着,忽然间伸手抹了一下自己的脸庞,然后继续看看这,看看那,看看门口,木然的表情忽然之间就抽动了起来。 The shoulders are shivering slightly, why does not know, he feels, Nai Naizi as if must vanish from his life on this was the same. 双肩微微地颤抖着,不知为何,他感觉到,奈奈子似乎就这要从他的生命之中消失了一样。 Perhaps this better...... not to have means demonstration from the beginning such, such regarding Nai Naizi. 或许这样更好……自己已经没有办法显示一开始那样,那样的看待奈奈子。 Perhaps this better...... Nai Naizi, certainly also already because of own action, but became sad? 或许这样更好……奈奈子,一定也已经因为自己的举动,而变得难过了吧？ Recalls, when he runs down the staircase, the shouts of that name hears, is clearly anxious, paces back and forth, panic-stricken...... 回想起来,当他跑下楼梯的时候,所听见的那一声自己名字的呼唤声,分明是焦急,彷徨,惊恐…… ...... …… ...... …… Drops the drop, drops the drop, drops the drop. 滴滴,滴滴,滴滴。 Zhuge Toutong opened oneself eyes, subconsciously switched off the alarm of cell phone. His head is murky, and whole body sore uncomfortable, originally he rested on the floor, unknowingly passed a evening. 诸葛头痛地睁开了自己眼睛,下意识地关掉了手机的闹铃。他的脑袋昏昏沉沉,并且全身都酸痛难受,原来他就那么睡在了地板上,不知不觉地过去了一个晚上。 Zhuge subconsciously looks toward the entrance, discovered is still also staying the unlatched condition, somewhat is slightly disappointed. 诸葛下意识地朝着门口看去,发现依然还保持着虚掩的状态,略微有些失望起来。 He does not know oneself are anticipating anything. 他不知道自己在期待些什么。 Perhaps, the dream awoke, can go back in the reality again? 或许,梦醒了,又要再一次回去现实之中了吧？ After on that day, Zhuge in has not seen Nai Naizi. He like, crawled to set out in the past in the morning hurry, cannot catch the first class of public transportation, can only to rush to the office to hasty last promptly. 那天之后,诸葛就在没有见到过奈奈子。他如同往常般,早上慌慌忙忙地爬起身来,没能够赶上第一班的公交车,只能够冲冲忙忙地最后一个及时赶到办公室之中。 ...... …… ...... …… „Pig Ge! The ink of copy did not have, you go to the warehouse to take one!” “猪葛！复印件的墨盒没有了,你去仓库取一个吧！” Every day is repeating the same work, busy, oneself do not know oneself are making anything. 每日重复着相同的工作,忙忙碌碌,自己也不知道自己到底在做什么。 „Pig Ge, delivers to inside this sample the factory, next month can begin the production.” “猪葛,把这份样品送到厂里头去吧,下个月可以投入生产了。” But is in the office is most common one to run about, without dream, without future, does not have the friend. 只不过是办公室里面最普通不过的一个跑腿,没有梦想,没有前途,也没有朋友。 „Told you! I special participated in the diamond 120 seconds of television station to be accepted, for two days had come up the performance! You remember that watches the television to me keep it up! Doesn't such fiery program, look is a person?!, Here also has the ticket that the relatives and friends roll!” “告诉你们！我特么的参加了电视台的钻石一百二十秒入围了,过两天就上去表演！你们记得看电视给我加油啊！这么火爆的节目,不看是人？！来来来,我这里还有亲友团的票！” Listens man who that...... that was once erasing itself to play in complacently, feels ‚, this’ and so on. Does not have any is worth happily, does not have any is not worth happily, in any case is not own matter. 听着那个……那个曾经删掉了自己游戏的男人在得意洋洋,也只是感觉到‘哦,这样啊’之类。没有什么值得高兴的,也没有什么值得不高兴的,反正也不是自己的事情。 This matter will not happen on oneself in any case. 反正这种事情也不会发生在自己身上。 „Pig Ge, you are almost the time lose weight! Again words that continues to get down fat, our positions also insufficiently sit.” “猪葛,你差不多是时候减肥啦！再继续胖下去的话,我们的位置也不够坐啦。” Always teased object, is the past was this, from now on probably also this...... in any case already being accustomed to, isn't that so? 一直以来还是被取笑的对象,从前是这样,今后大概也是这样……反正都已经习惯了,不是吗？ In any case, already being accustomed to. 反正,已经习惯了。 „Here did not sit down, you insist to sit, is plans to profit at the expense of the state? Disgusting!” “这里坐不下了,你硬要坐下来,是打算揩油吗？恶心！” Only can stand, pushes is pushing, when does not know, the ignorance walked to go out of the subway, in nearby convenience store, what bought some were simple was the food. 还是只能够站着,挤着挤着,不知道什么时候,浑浑噩噩就走走出了地铁,在附近的便利店,买了些简单的即食。 In any case, a dinner person, eats anything casually. 反正,晚饭一个人,随便吃点什么。 „Zhuge, your Boss was big, almost considered a next future? When comes back, I give you to arrange. Me know own matter, I have no request, can manage a household, can live can also make to put up with.” “诸葛,你老大不小了,差不多考虑一下将来了吧？什么时候回来,我给你安排一下。咱家自己知道自己事情,我也没有什么要求,能持家的,能过日子的也就能够将就了。” Will receive the call of native place every month one time, is listening to these already already talking incessantly that can carry. 还是每月一次会接到老家的电话,听着那些早就已经能够背下来的唠叨。 Next month such talking incessantly. 下个月还是这样的唠唠叨叨。 „I must become the men of navigation X king!”, „This is my...... said!!”, „This smile origin I protect!” “我是要成为航X王的男人！”、“这就是我的……道！！”、“这个笑容由来我守护！” Returned formerly, turns off a light, is shining the display monitor, thought that such time becomes quickly, felt fellow very cool that this brings the straw hat, thought that this made to endure life is really long and smelly actually wait goes unknowingly. 回到去从前,关着灯,亮着显示屏,觉得这样时间就会变得更快,觉得这个带着草帽的家伙很帅,觉得这个做忍着的人生真的是又长又臭却还是不知不觉地等下去。 Logs in the account number, from CF to LOL to OW, from night to dawn. 登录帐号,从CF到LOL到OW,从深夜到天亮。 „Day!! Are the teammates mental handicap?” Is pounding own mouse ruthlessly, to bump into the pig teammate shouted abuse. “日！！队友都是智障吗？”狠狠地砸着自己的鼠标,为碰到猪队友而破口大骂。 However...... 但是…… „! Can you hit only? People? Did your family explode?” Ten points that scolded vigorously. “靠！中单你会不会打？人呢？你家炸了吗？”骂的十分的起劲。 However. 但是。 „damn! Hangs B!! Reporting! Reporting!” Will be angry for these. “尼玛！挂B！！举报！举报！”会为了这些而愤怒。 However. However. 但是。但是。 „Dragon! Swallows my enemy!!” Exciting time will unable to bear yell excitedly. “龙啊！吞噬我的敌人吧！！”兴奋的时候甚至会忍不住激动地大叫起来。 However. 但是。 However. 但是。 Why however, cannot feel the least bit the happiness. 但是为什么,感觉不到半点的开心。 Why however...... felt that the time was longer than the past. 但是……为什么感觉时间比从前更加漫长。 Why, day also not bright. 为什么,天还没有亮。 Could not have remembered how long time hasn't looked in a mirror...... for two days? Three days? Four days? 已经记不得有多长的时间没有照镜子……两天？三天？四天？ Day-by-day. 一天一天。 Day-by-day, is longing for day by day can go out hears ‚on road careful.’ 一天一天,一天比一天渴望着能够出门的时候听见‘路上小心。’ Day-by-day, is longing for day by day can come back, heard ‚today's fortunately’ 一天一天,一天比一天渴望着能够回来的时候,听见‘今天幸苦了’ But actually day-by-day, mounts the gloomy staircase, walks into the rented room of nobody left? 但却一天一天,登上暗淡的楼梯,走入空无一人的出租屋？ Even...... now, even is no longer willing to go back, once goes back, how not to have the means...... to be cheered up by oneself. 甚至……如今,甚至不再愿意回去,一旦回去,就怎样也没有办法让自己……高兴起来。 Although short. 虽然短暂。 Although short. 虽然短暂。 „Although short......” Zhuge detected oneself completely lost the strength in crawling staircase. “虽然短暂……”诸葛发觉自己完全失去了爬楼梯的力气。 Completely. 完完全全地。 „I...... too bad...... too disappointing...... ” “我……太糟糕……太差劲……了啊。” Finally, he sat in the corridor staircase, is covering the face, sobbed alone. 终于,他坐在了走廊楼梯上,捂着了脸,独自地抽噎了起来。 ...... …… Also has not known long time, Zhuge detected that some people are patting his shoulder, his subconsciously raised the head, in the hazy pus saw the person's shadow, blurted out: „Nai Naizi!” 也不知道过了多长的时间,诸葛发觉有人拍着他的肩膀,他下意识地抬起头来,朦脓之中看见了人影,脱口而出道:“奈奈子！” „What ghost?” However truly a hoarse man voice: „You said that your grown man, what's the matter is not good, can squat sheds tears here? Frightens?” “奈什么鬼？”然而确实一把沙哑的男人声音:“你说你一个大男人的,有什么事情不行,要蹲在这里流眼泪啊？吓？” „Landlord......” Zhuge gawked, puts out a hand to wipe own face, „I...... I should hand over rented.” “房东……”诸葛一愣,伸手抹了抹自己的脸,“我……我应该交了租的。” Landlord uncle extremely impatient said/tunnel: „I do not look your! Over the two days downstairs has been suing! Said that midnight frequently can see the person's shadow nearby this stealthy, said that anything can also hear the sound that the woman cries! Labor this open and aboveboard, where has what demons and monsters! Now in the evening I must investigate thoroughly.” 房东大叔极不耐烦地道:“我不是找你的！这两天楼下的一直在投诉！说半夜经常能够看到有人影在这附近鬼鬼祟祟,说什么还能够听到女人哭的声音！劳资这堂堂正正,哪有什么妖魔鬼怪！今晚上我非得查个清楚。” „What did you and you say?” “你、你说什么？” „Are you deaf?” The landlords shoved open Zhuge: „Be not standing! The master of wait installment monitoring must come up! Gets out of the way!” “你耳朵聋啊？”房东推开了诸葛:“别站着！等下安装监控的师傅要上来！走开走开！” „You said anything!! Said to me again one time! Midnight, what?” “你说什么！！再给我说一次！半夜,什么？” Unexpectedly the number comes the tenant of fraught with uncertainty, at this moment actually seems like the violent anger wild animal, place held own clothes, was brought to the verge of corner. The landlord uncle was scared all of a sudden, „said that...... said midnight has the demoness to loaf...... cries again......” 不料数来畏首畏尾的房客,这一刻却像是暴怒的野兽般,一把地抓住了自己的衣服,推到了墙角的边缘。房东大叔一下子被吓着,“说……说半夜有女鬼在游荡……再哭……” Zhuge actually place let loose the landlord uncle, lowers the head, mutters: „Is Nai Naizi...... is Nai Naizi......” 诸葛却一把地放开了房东大叔,低着头,喃喃自语道:“是奈奈子……是奈奈子……” She is crying. 她在哭。 On that day...... patted her hand, used to look the monster same vision looks at her time...... 那天……拍开了她的手,用着看怪物一样的目光看着她的时候…… She...... she will be uncomfortable...... she to be sad...... she...... she...... she to have the thought. 她……她会难受……她会伤心……她……她……她有思想。 Even such...... still in my side...... silently...... 即使是那样……也还在我的身边……默默地…… „I must look for her! I must look for her! I must ask her...... I...... I to look for her!” “我要去找她！我要去找她！我要去找她……我……我要去找她！” ...... …… Looks at Zhuge flustered underground the staircase, the landlord uncle patted oneself shoulder, then the bitter dried melons same peak is drawing own head. 看着诸葛慌慌张张地下了楼梯,房东大叔拍了拍自己的肩膀,然后苦瓜干一样地耸拉着自己的脑袋。 The black smoke flashes past, turned into the Tai Yinzi appearance from the landlord uncle. 黑烟一闪而过,从房东大叔变成了太阴子的模样。 „Tai Yinzi, you said that must continue to make a bet, can Zhuge find Nai Naizi?” “太阴子,你说要不要继续打个赌,诸葛能不能找到奈奈子？” „Master...... I......” the Tai Yinzi complexion became is very immediately ugly...... to look at this little while by the railing, looks to run down the staircase, ran in Zhuge who on the main road searched high and low flustered...... club boss. “主人……我……”太阴子的脸色顿时变得十分的难看起来……看着这会儿靠在了围栏上,看着跑下了楼梯,跑在了大路上慌慌张张四处寻找的诸葛的……俱乐部老板。 „Bet time, I added some regulations afterward, to guarantee fairly, how I said is coming?” Luo Qiu this little while turns the head, looks at Tai Yinzi to say. “打赌的时候,我后来加了一些细则,为了保证公平,我是怎么说的来着？”洛邱这会儿转过头来,看着太阴子说道。 „All can only observe, cannot in secret make a move.” “一切都只能够观察,不许暗中出手。” „This......” Luo Qiu said: „Your make a move one time, my make a move one time, is ties, how?” “这样……”洛邱道:“那你出手一次,我出手一次,算是打平,如何？” „According to and according to master.” “依、依主人的。” ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥ ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥ PS: Plans to renew ( 3 / 3)(.) PS:计划更新)(。)