From Lin Qingxue comes out after the community, Surin probably was as if in a trance to be the same. He naturally has not noted losing and moved of Qin Yanran, Surin does not know how in one went home finally, naturally does not know when Qin Yanran walks. 从林清雪家在小区出来以后,苏林就好像是丢了魂一样。他自然也没有注意到秦嫣然的失落和伤感,苏林都不知道自己最后是怎么回到家里的,自然也更不知道秦嫣然是什么时候走的了。 Person Ah ! 人呀！ Is this! 都是这样！ In person, is good to you truly truly in the side the person, often cannot see. Will actually have never forgotten to the person who these cannot obtain, Surin at this time is such condition, he only noted departure of Lin Qingxue, had not actually discovered that accompanied in desolate of own side Qin Yanran. 真正在身边的人,真正在身边对你好的人,往往都看不到。却一直会对那些得不到的人念念不忘,苏林此时就是这样的状态,他只注意到了林清雪的离开,却没有发现陪在自己身边秦嫣然的落寞。 „Perhaps! Leaves me, is the Teacher Lin most correct choice!” “也许！离开我,才是林老师最正确的选择吧！” Sits on own sofa, Surin put out that to publish that issue of «Chengdu Daily» of college entrance exam foremost person in the field news, above had Lin Qingxue and and the others the group photos, he looks at the above Lin Qingxue smiling face, was staring at her eye, actually from her then look, saw indecisive and puzzled. 坐在自己家的沙发上,苏林拿出了那张刊登着高考状元消息的那一期《榕城日报》,上面有林清雪和自己等人的合影,他看着上面林清雪的笑容,盯着她的眼睛,却又从她当时的眼神当中,看出了一丝犹豫不决和纠结来。 „Teacher Lin and I in the same place, not necessarily is joyful! Now she sets firm resolve to leave me, cuts off the relations with me. Also good, she can also open a new life.” “林老师和我在一起的时候,也不见得是快乐的吧！现在她下定决心要离开我,和我断绝关系。也好,她也能够开启一段新的人生。” Picks up the phone once more, has dialed a Lin Qingxue telephone number, as before is the prompt sound of close-down. Surin knew, Lin Qingxue these time set firm resolve, does not want to look for in the relation by oneself again she. 再次拿起电话,拨打了一遍林清雪的电话号码,依旧是关机的提示音。苏林就已经知道了,林清雪这一次是下定了决心,不想让自己再找联系上她了。 Lin Qingxue is own teacher! 林清雪是自己的老师！ One are the Lin Qingxue student! 自己是林清雪的学生！ Originally such two people, if had the sentiment to come, was not accepted by the common people. Before Surin, has to consider such issue, but disguises as boyfriend girlfriend is a turning point. Through this turning point, through the name of this disguising as, Surin probably is the Lin Qingxue boyfriend is really same, is together with her, was being pulled own arm by her, can call her „Xue`Er”, but is not Teacher Lin. 本来这样的两个人,如果真的有了感情来,是被世人所不接受了。苏林之前也不是没有考虑过这样的问题,而假扮男女朋友就是一个契机。通过这个契机,通过这个假扮的名义,苏林真的就好像是林清雪的男朋友一样,和她一起相处,被她挽着自己的手臂,可以叫她“雪儿”而不是林老师。 That feeling, is very marvelous. 那种感觉,很奇妙。 Obviously is not boyfriend girlfriend! 明明不是男女朋友！ Disguises as boyfriend girlfriend obviously! 明明只是假扮男女朋友！ Actually can live so the nature, Surin recalled that the tips in Lin Qingxue family|home comes. 却可以生活得如此自然,苏林回想起在林清雪家里的点点滴滴来。 Flirts with one another with Teacher Lin, eats Teacher Lin tofu. Even was away from the frosted glass gate of bathroom to teach Teacher Lin to use the hand, in room. In order to avoid being suspected by Lin Mu. One press on the body of Teacher Lin, the Teacher Lin in pretend screaming sound. 和林老师打情骂俏,吃林老师的豆腐。甚至是隔着卫生间的磨砂玻璃门教会了林老师自己用手来,还有在屋子里面。为了避免被林母怀疑。自己压在林老师的身上,林老师假装地叫出声音来。 That condom, Surin a little wanted to smile, the first condom that in the middle of oneself life wore. Is Teacher Lin wears unexpectedly for oneself. Moreover the Teacher Lin small hand has stroked own time gently. That curious and shy expression. Surin forever can recall in first time. 那个避孕套,苏林有点想要笑了,自己人生当中戴的第一个避孕套。竟然是林老师替自己戴上去的。而且林老师的小手轻轻抚摸过自己的时候。那一份好奇和害羞的表情。苏林永远都能够在第一时间回想起来。 Too many were too many! 太多太多了！ memories is such a strange thing. 回忆就是这么一种奇怪的东西。 Usually you do not think time, simple can summarize with a few words. 平时你不想的时候,简单的可以用一句话来概括了。 But, when that tide same memories surging forward wells up, in your brain. Your at present, complete is she, can hardly be removed radically. Missing there, unceasingly was telling you in your ear, the so pretty adorable girls were called Lin Qingxue, missing there, in your is showing unceasingly at present, that warm and happy past fragment. 可是真的当那潮水一样的回忆汹涌澎湃地涌过来的时候,你的脑子里。你的眼前,完完全全都是她,根本就挥之不去。思念就在那里,不断地在你的耳边告诉着你,有一个如此漂亮可爱的女孩叫做林清雪,思念就在那里,不断地在你的眼前放映着,那一幕幕温馨而又甜蜜的过去片段。 dīng líng líng! 叮铃铃！ Also is ringtone, broke Surin has been similar to the tide same train of thought that Surin subconscious answered the telephone, called out directly: „Teacher Lin, you are willing to return the call to me finally.” 又是一阵电话铃声,打断了苏林如同潮水一样的思绪,苏林下意识的就接起了电话,直接就叫道:“林老师,你终于肯给我回电话了。” „Any Teacher Lin Eh ? Surin, is I. Before wasn't telephoning has made you come? You also at home? Hee hee...... I have completed the sumptuous lunch, is waiting for you at home!” “什么林老师啊？苏林,是我。之前不是已经打电话让你过来了么？你怎么还在家里呀？嘻嘻……我都已经做好了丰盛的午餐,在家里等着你呢！” What telephone that head is Superstar Yun Yiyi, therefore Surin somewhat loses, is not Lin Qingxue. 电话那头的是大明星云依依,所以苏林有些失落,不是林清雪。 Although Surin does not have what mood to see Yun Yiyi now, but before , had complied with Yun Yiyi, therefore he complied with one, listless going out, has hit Taxi, in the suburbs of the old house toward Yun Yiyi. 虽然苏林现在没有什么心情去见云依依,但是之前已经答应过云依依的了,所以他答应了一声,就无精打采的出门,打了个出租车,就往云依依郊区的老房子去了。 It is not first time comes to the Yun Yiyi home, regarding this in the suburb alone log cabin, Surin actually very much has the favorable impression, not because its in the deflection thought that the impression is gloomy. On the contrary, because before this log cabin gate, warm small garden, as well as warm ornaments of Yun Yiyi in room, instead makes Surin think that words here, completely relaxed, the mood can also improve instantaneously. 已经不是第一次来云依依的家了,对于这一座在郊区孤零零的木屋,苏林其实还是很有好感的,并不会因为它的地处偏避就觉得印象阴森。相反,因为这个木屋门前温馨的小花园,以及云依依在屋子里面温馨的摆设,反而让苏林觉得住在这里的话,心旷神怡,心情也会瞬间变好很多的。 Surin at this moment, is in mood low time. However, when his Taxi, saw the familiar small garden, in the garden that swing, the mood suddenly saw the light. 此刻的苏林,正是处于心情低落的时候。不过,等他一下出租车,看到了熟悉的小花园,还有花园里面那个秋千,心情就豁然开朗了很多。 Still remembers one and Yun Yiyi , in this small courtyard chatted, said about the life and sentimental issue. 还记得自己和云依依在这小院子里面聊天的时候,就说了很多关于人生和感情的问题。 Indeed, regarding this vast universe, the strength of our entire humanity extremely was tiny, say nothing of sole human individual. Therefore, in this world, is indeed many matters, is we have no alternative. Moreover, we simply do not have means to let each matter, everyone defers to own wish to go to the behavior. The life always has a disappointment, the imperfect life, meets is perfect. 的确,对于这个浩瀚的宇宙来说,我们整个人类的力量都太过于渺小了,更不用说单一的人类个体了。所以,在这个世界上,是的确有许多事情,是我们无可奈何的。而且,我们也根本没有办法让每一件事,每一个人都按照自己的意愿去行为。生活总是有所缺憾的,只有不完美的人生,才会是完美的。 „Surin, how do you come such slowly?” “苏林,你怎么来得这么慢？” Surin just got out, had discovered that Yun Yiyi patiently was already not waiting in the entrance. 苏林才刚刚下车走过来,就已经发现,云依依早就不耐烦地在门口等着了。 Superstar Yun Yiyi that originally very much could have calmed down, somewhat impatiently is waiting for the arrival of Surin today unexpectedly, but Surin today on the contrary was to play the major suit, the non- important person telephoned again and again, urged, but also long in coming. 原来一直都很沉得住气的大明星云依依,今天居然有些迫不及待地等待着苏林的到来,可是偏偏苏林今天反倒是玩起了大牌了,非要人三番两次打电话,才催来,还姗姗来迟了。 „Sorry! clouds Elder Sister Yiyi, I just had gotten the admission notice of clear Peking University study to the school. Therefore has delayed time.” “对不起！云依依学姐,我刚刚是到学校去领了一下清北大学的录取通知书了。所以才耽搁了一下时间。” The Surin sound answered very much gently. 苏林的声音很平缓地解释道。 „Admission notice of clear Peking University study? Such quickly arrived at Eh ? hee hee...... Initially I also received such an admission notice, what kind of? Has Surin, had for oneself felt that very proud Eh ? that is the admission notice of clear Peking University study oh!” “清北大学的录取通知书？这么快就到了啊？嘻嘻……当初我可是也收到了这么一封录取通知书的,怎么样？苏林,有没有为自己感到很骄傲啊？那可是清北大学的录取通知书噢！” Welcomed Surin, the clothes that Yun Yiyi wears today live at very much, is the ordinary loose leisure attire. However she may almost not show with such clothing in public places, but Surin is not first time saw that she has dressed up like this, the previous time when Yun Yiyi eats meal, is this clothes. 将苏林迎了进来,云依依今天穿的衣服很家居,就是普通的宽松的休闲装。不过她可几乎从来没有用这样的着装在公众场合示人,但是苏林可不是第一次见到她这样的打扮了,上一次在云依依家吃饭的时候,就是这一身衣服。 Said eats meal, the belly that Surin cluck called, smelled inside Yun Yiyi already to cook the good meal. Searched head toward inside dining table on, Surin sees today's meal also is really sumptuous, with previous time is the same, the luxurious feasting has, this where was their share meal Ah ! can eat a person of big table simply. Thus it can be seen, Yun Yiyi started to prepare this sumptuous evening banquet in couple of days ago. 说道吃饭,苏林咕咕直叫的肚子,就又闻到了里面云依依早就已经烧好的饭菜了。往里面的饭桌上探了探脑袋,苏林看到今天的饭菜还真的是丰盛,和上一次一样,鸡鸭鱼肉都有,这哪里是两人份的饭菜啊！简直是可以吃上一大桌子的人了。由此可见,云依依早在前两天就已经开始准备这一场丰盛的晚宴了。 „clouds that Elder Sister Yiyi such mysterious looks for me, and has prepared such sumptuous evening banquet, looks for me is makes any Eh ?” “云依依学姐这么神秘兮兮的找我,而且还准备了这么丰盛的晚宴,到底找我是做什么啊？” Such strange way, making Surin somewhat curious, he looked at Yun Yiyi, asked with a smile, „clouds Elder Sister Yiyi, you ask me to come today, had any matter Eh ? to be also mysterious, was the feast serves...... Others are the safe do not ascend Buddhist temples, now my this was welcome to the Buddhist temples, actually does not know that was what matter?” 这么奇怪的方式,让苏林都有些好奇了起来,他看了看云依依,笑着问道,“云依依学姐,你今天找我过来,到底有什么事情啊？又是神秘兮兮的,又是大餐伺候……别人都是无事不登三宝殿,现在我这可是被请到了三宝殿上,却不知道是什么事情了？” „Surin, this did not say first. Hee hee, keeps secret first! You sit first, we eat meal first. Moreover, I discovered that Ah ! your today's condition has some to be not quite good probably, has any worrying matter Eh ?” “苏林,这个先不说。嘻嘻,先保密！你先坐下来,我们先吃饭。而且,我发现呀！你今天的状态好像有一些不太好,是不是有什么烦心事啊？” Actually from the beginning Surin enters in the courtyard time, Yun Yiyi noted Surin was unusual. Usual Surin, arrives at own main house gate, will jump like the rabbit, pair of glaring the eye of lewd, already wandered on own body many spreads. 其实从一开始苏林走进院子里的时候,云依依就已经注意到了苏林的异常了。平时的苏林,一到自己家门口,就会像兔子一样蹦了进来,一双贼溜溜又色迷迷的眼睛,早就在自己的身上转悠多少遍了。 Moreover, Surin most always does not save the oil the lamp, colored intestines were many. So is but honest today, sexually harassed own words not saying that therefore Yun Yiyi knows that Surin definitely has the matter today, moreover matter that very worried. 而且,苏林的最一向都是不省油的灯,花花肠子多了去了。可是今天却这么地老实起来,一句调戏自己的话都没有说,所以云依依知道苏林今天肯定是有事情了,而且还是挺烦心的事。 But can make the matter that Surin this mindless person worries, Yun Yiyi unable to find out anything. Today just the lead(er) settled the Peking University study the admission notice, Yun Yiyi is thinking that Surin should not be because does not want to go to school to feel that worried? 而能让苏林这种没心没肺的人都烦心的事儿,云依依还真的想不出什么来。今天才刚刚领了清北大学的录取通知书,云依依在想,苏林该不会是因为不想去上学而感到烦心了吧？ „Does not have...... Nothing.” “没……没什么。” Surin did not plan that told Yun Yiyi the Lin Qingxue matter, but turned round asks, „clouds Elder Sister Yiyi, if you liked a person, actually because of all kinds of objective causes, can't with that person in the same place, you choose? You will choose departure quietly, then shuts off with that person's all relations, from now, forever forgets that person?” 苏林并不打算将林清雪的事情告诉云依依,只是拐了个弯儿地问道,“云依依学姐,如果你喜欢上了一个人,却偏偏因为各种各样的客观原因,不能够和那个人在一起,你会怎么选择呢？你会选择悄悄的离开,然后切断和那个人的一切联系,从此以后,永远地忘记那个人么？” „Leaves quietly? Cuts off the relation?” “悄悄离开？断绝联系？” Yun Yiyi looks at Surin strangely, „wasn't Younger sister Yanran will pay no attention to you? Surin!” 云依依奇怪地看着苏林,“不会是嫣然妹妹不理你了吧？苏林！” „clouds Elder Sister Yiyi, you leave alone these, you said first you will do? Will you do such?” Surin asked. He wants to know urgently, if Yun Yiyi has bumped into this situation, what choice will make? “云依依学姐,你先别管这些,你就说说你会怎么做的呢？你会这么做么？”苏林问道。他迫切的想要知道,如果云依依碰上了这种情况,会做出什么样的选择呢？ „, I like this, own happiness naturally will not want to strive. Surin, you have forgotten, this is you give me! If not you, I do not dare completely and family cut off the relations, strives for own freedom. If I bump into such love, I reckless pursues to strive for one time, no matter result how, absolutely not like one loser who will attempt and one is not diligently dingy departure quietly......” “如果是我的话,我才不会这样,自己的幸福当然要自己去争取了。苏林,你忘了,这还是你交给我的呢！如果不是你的话,我也不敢完全和家族断绝关系,争取自己的自由的。所以如果我碰到这样的爱情,我会不顾一切的去追求去争取一次的,不管结果如何,也绝对不会像一个连尝试和努力一下都不做的失败者那样灰溜溜悄悄的离开的……” Yun Yiyi said is very earnest, moreover more said more earnest that. She said this saying time, looks at the eye of Surin, but she more said the time, in the eye looks at Surin, has flustered at heart actually, as if now really must make the choice is she is the same, she asked herself in the heart of hearts, if were one, such will do really?( To be continued 云依依说的很认真,而且是越说越认真的那种。她说这话的时候,是看着苏林的眼睛的,可是她越说下去的时候,眼睛里看着苏林,心里却慌了起来,仿佛现在真的要做选择的就是她一样,她不禁在内心深处问自己,如果是自己,真的会这么做么？(未完待续 ps: Before down! Today's before down completes ps:第五更！今天的五更完成