A rapidbrake, appearsin the peacefulnightespeciallyear-piercing. Howeveralsowill actually be lost in thoughtLin Qingxuedrawing, looked at the out of the windowstrangeandfamiliarpicture, Lin Qingxueknows,oneselfarrivedhome.
一阵急促的刹车,在安静的夜里就显得格外的刺耳。但是却也将陷入沉思中的林清雪给拉了出来,看了看窗外陌生又熟悉的景象,林清雪知道,自己到家了。
After has paid the faresilently, dragging the suitcase, Lin Qingxueto walktowardown. The nightcool breezeispassesheartto be coolas before, is blowingherwhiteskirt, the appearance that dancesfloatinglyis very beautiful. Sincethattimeafter the Su Linfronthas worn the whiteskirt, Lin Qingxueagaindid not hateto take off, theseprofessionalattires of pastwere lockedbyherin the cabinet. Only has the skirt, is a womanshouldput on!
默默无言地付过车费之后,拖着行李箱,林清雪往自己家走去。夜里的凉风依旧是透心凉,吹着她的白裙,飘飘起舞的样子很美。自从那一次在苏林的面前穿了白裙之后,林清雪就再也舍不得脱下来了,以往的那些职业装都被她锁在了柜子里。只有裙子,才是一个女人应该穿的嘛!Lin Qingxuethoughtoneselfput onwhiteskirtverybeautiful, beautifulwas excitedincludingoneself. Butnow, the jet blacknight, nobodyappreciatesradically. Walkstoward the staircase, gradually, Lin Qingxuerememberedthatto be called the Su Linman, washesaid that Teacher Linwore the whiteskirtto be really beautiful, thereforeLin Qingxuealsothought so. Yes, so long ashesaidbeautifully, thatcertainlywas beautiful.林清雪觉得自己穿着白裙很美,美得连自己都心动了。可是现在,漆黑的夜里,根本没有人欣赏。往楼梯走去,一步一步,林清雪想起了那个叫做苏林的男人,是他说的,林老师穿白裙真美,所以林清雪也是这么觉得的。是的,只要他说美了,那就一定是美的。Butnow, Lin Qingxueremembersis waiting forownparentsat home, shecomesto think, howmustexplainwithownparents.
可是现在,林清雪想起正在家里等着自己的父母,她一路而来都在想着,要如何和自己的父母解释了。Puts out the key, opens the door, turns on the light, Lin Qingxuepassed through the gateas far as possiblesoftly, parents that butfallen asleepawakening by noise.
拿出钥匙,打开门,开灯,林清雪已经尽量轻手轻脚进门了,可是还是将已经睡着的父母给吵醒了。„Qingxue, howsuchlatecomes backnot to giveyour fatherto telephone, makingyour fathermeetyou! The motheralsothinks that youwantto come backtomorrow!”
“清雪,怎么这么晚回来也不给你爸打个电话,让你爸去接你呀!妈还以为你要明天才回来的呢!”Puts onLin MuWu Qiaoying of pajamasto have a coat, comes outfrom the bedroom, seesowndaughterLin Qingxuetiredappearance, loves dearly. Prepared the gooda lot ofinterrogation the words, at this timecompletelychanged tooneto sigh woefully.
穿着睡衣的林母吴巧英披着一件外衣,从卧室里面出来,看到自己的女儿林清雪一脸疲惫的样子,又十分心疼。本来准备好的一肚子质问的话,这个时候又全部化作一声哀叹。„Mother, sorry...... I...... IunitedSu Linto deceiveyou, Su Linactually...... It is not myboyfriend, is onlymystudent, Imakehimhelpmeact in a play.”
“妈,对不起……我……我联合苏林骗了你,苏林其实……不是我的男朋友,只是我的学生,我让他来帮我演戏的。”Lin Qingxue is also same, somereasonsandexcuses that bellyinsideprepares, but after seeingownmother, anyliecould not say, tears. Justbutsuppressedinheartinsidefeeling. Thesecould not hold inreallyagain, threw down the baggageto throwtowardownmother'sarms: „Mother! I...... Ido not wantto deceivereallyyour, at that timehad no recourse. But...... Butnow...... Idiscovered...... Discovered that IlikedSu Lin , mother...... What to do did yousayme should? What to do can I?”林清雪也是一样,肚子里面准备的一些理由和借口,但是看到了自己的母亲以后,又什么谎话都说不出来了,眼泪哗哗的。刚刚一路而来憋在心里面的感受。这一下真的是再也憋不住了,丢下行李就朝着自己母亲的怀里扑了过去:“妈!我……我是真的不想骗你的,当时是迫不得已的。可是……可是现在……我发现……发现我自己真的喜欢上了苏林,妈……你说我该怎么办?我要怎么办啊?”„Ai...... Sillychild. Actually mother alreadylooked atyourfriendshipto the Su Lin. From infancy to maturity. Has yourwhereusefulthatvisionlooked atguy? ActuallyseesSu Linfirststartfrom mother. Sinceyoulook athislook, mother knows,inyourhearthadhisshadow. Youlikedthisyoungster . The motherhas not thought,Su Linunexpectedlyis the student on yourclass.”
“哎……傻孩子。其实妈早就看出来你对苏林的情义了。从小到大。你哪里有用那种眼光去看过一个男生的?其实从妈见到苏林第一眼开始。从你看他的眼神,妈就知道,你的心里面有他的影子了。你是真的喜欢上了这个小伙子。只是妈没有想到,苏林竟然是你班上的学生。”Lin Muwasoneblamesoneselfdaughter'sthoughtsnot to havenow, shehas sighed woefully, „daughter! Yourlifesois how bitter! Had a person of likingwith great difficulty, unexpectedlyis the student on yourclass.”林母现在是一点责怪自己女儿的心思都没有了,她又哀叹了一声,“女儿啊!你的命怎么就这么苦呢!好不容易有了一个喜欢的人,居然是你自己班级上的学生。”„Mother! Nowwhat to do do yousayme should? Su Linhe...... Hemustgo to collegeimmediately. After Ipossibly, could not seehimagain.”
“妈!你说我现在应该怎么办?苏林他……他马上就要去上大学了。我可能以后,再也见不到他了。”Eventually, Lin Qingxuethinksoneselfcanaccept with pleasuredeparture of Su Lin, actually the discovery, oneselfeventuallycannot put down.
终究,林清雪本来以为自己可以欣然接受苏林的离开,却发现,自己终究还是放不下。„Clever...... Qingxue, didn't wethinkhimgood? You twodisparities were really toobig, wasimpossiblein the same place. Has forgottenhim, these daysyouinFuFuzhou, mother give the young man who youaskto progresswell, is on intimate termsseveraltimes, can definitely findto makeyouadmire.”
“乖……清雪,咱不想他了行不行?你们两个的差距实在是太大了,是不可能在一起的。忘了他,这段时间你就在福榕市,妈给你好好找找上进的后生,多相亲几次,肯定能够找到让你心仪的。”Althoughloves dearlyowndaughter, butLin Muknows that gap between Su Lin and Lin Qingxuewas too big, beforeLin Qingxuemade a false report that Su Linis onlyheruniversitystudyyounger brotherquicklyhas letLin Muunable to endure! Now, will accept the high-school student who Su Linsuchtalentcollege entrance examends?
虽然心疼自己的女儿,可是林母还是知道的,苏林和林清雪之间的鸿沟太大了,之前林清雪谎称苏林只是她的大学学弟就已经快让林母受不了啦!如今,又怎么会接受苏林这么一个才高考完的高中生呢?„Doesn't mother, youapprovemeandSu Linin the same place?”
“妈,你也不赞成我和苏林在一起么?”Raised the head, the tearful eyes, Lin Qingxuethinks,mothermany a pointwill encourageandcomforttoher. Butnow, motheractuallysocategoricalforgotSu Linbyoneself.
抬起头,泪眼哗哗的,林清雪本来以为,母亲多少会给她一点鼓励和安慰。可是现在,母亲却如此斩钉截铁的让自己忘记苏林。„Qingxue, mother knows that youlike a personnot being easy. Moreover, throwsSu Linis the reason of yourstudent, soleSu Lincanput out1 millionto come, thisyoungsterdispositionconduct, mother thinkswell. But, Qingxue, you yourself should also know that amongyouoneisteacher, oneis a student. Moreover, isn't Su Lin must go to college? The universityat leastneedsfouryears, ourfamily/homedid not get up, youcelebrated the new yearto be possiblethis year25 years old.”
“清雪,妈知道你喜欢上一个人不容易。而且,抛去苏林是你学生的原因,单单苏林能够拿出1000000来,还有这个小伙子的性格品行,妈觉得还是不错的。可是,清雪,你自己也应该知道的,你们之间一个是老师,一个是学生。而且,苏林不是还要去上大学么?大学至少要四年,咱们家等不起了,你今年过了年可就25岁了。”Althoughin the heartfeels sorry forowndaughter, butLin Muwants, fordaughter'sfuturewill make the plan. The malefeared that into the wrongline, femalefearedmarries the wrongcourt attendant. Youthaltogethersuchseveralyears of woman, to27 or 28-year-oldshouldworry.
虽然心里面可怜自己的女儿,但是林母还是要为了自己女儿的未来做打算的。男怕入错行,女怕嫁错郎。女人的青春一共就那么几年了,到了二十七八岁就应该着急了。Ownfamily/homedaughterssuchattractively, the workis also good, ifnotwhilethese two yearsoryouthbeautiful springtimetimedecides the wedding, looks for a household of wealthy family. Waitsto crosstwoyears of wordsagain, feared that was is quite difficult.
自己家女儿长得这么漂亮,工作也好,要是不趁着这两年还是青春韶华的时候将婚事定下来,找一户好人家。等再过两年的话,怕是就比较困难了。„Celebrated the new year, I...... I am 25 years old?”
“过了年,我就……我就25岁了?”Hears the worry of oneselfmother, Lin Qingxuealsostares. Yes! Oneself25 years old, with great difficultylived for 25years, meetssuchoneby the person who oneselflike. Thisis the person who like! It is not the crossroadhaspossibilityto cometaxianytimeagain, can oneselfsuchmissreally? Perhaps, has missedthistime, oneselfagaindid not have the opportunity, meetingwill not havesuchheartbeatrhythmpersonbyoneself.
听到自己母亲的顾虑,林清雪也是一愣。是啊!自己都已经25岁了,好不容易活了25年,才遇上这么一个让自己喜欢的人。这可是自己喜欢的人呀!不是路口随时都有可能再来一趟的出租车,自己真的要这么错过么?也许,错过了这一次,自己就再也没有机会了,再也不会遇到让自己有这样心跳节奏的人了。„Lost heart! Qingxue, your fatherknewthismatter. Youalsoknow that this antique, todayadded that youcame backto be betterto sayyouone. Ai...... Early, youdid not ride such earlytrain, hurriesto washto rest! Hasanymatter, tomorrowwill sayagain, mother goesto put the taking a bathwatertoyou, firsttakes a bath......”
“死了这条心吧!清雪,你爸都已经知道这件事了。你也知道他这个老古董,今天白天还说等你回来要好好说你一顿的。哎……不早了,你坐了这么早的火车来,赶紧去洗洗睡吧!有什么事,明天再说,妈去给你放洗澡水,先洗个澡……”SeesdaughterLin Qingxueappearance, Lin Muknows,in the Lin Qingxuehearthas not put downcompletely. Shook the head, givesLin Qingxueto put the taking a bathwaterto the bathroom.
看到女儿林清雪愣愣的样子,林母就知道,林清雪心里面还没有完全放下。摇了摇头,就到卫生间去给林清雪放洗澡水。Put down the baggage, Lin Qingxuetook the clothes of changing and washing, took off a whiteskirt, in the bathroom, looks in the mirror the bright and cleanbody, wassuchjasperdoes not have the flaw. Extends the jadefoot, steps into the bathtubgently, the water temperaturewas just good, warm/temperaturewarm/temperature, makingLin Qingxuefeel a verycomfortablepeace.
放下行李,林清雪拿了换洗的衣服,脱下一袭白裙,在卫生间里面,看着镜子里面自己光洁的身子,是那么的碧玉无瑕。伸起玉足,轻轻地踏入浴缸里面,水温刚刚好,温温的,让林清雪感觉到一股很舒适的安宁。Lies downin the bathtub, the bathingfrothwill make that everywhereis, Lin Qingxuerubsownbodygently, in the brainhas actually been rememberingthatseveralnight that andSu Linrestedtogether, bySu Linwas holdingfeeling, probablylay downin the middle ofthiswarmbathtub. But. Hugging of Su Linthattight. Probablyisfearedreallyoneselfwill vanishto be the same suddenly.
躺在浴缸内,将沐浴泡泡弄得到处都是,林清雪轻轻揉着自己的身体,脑子里却想起了和苏林一起睡的那几次夜晚,被苏林抱着的感觉,就好像是躺在这温暖的浴缸当中。可是。苏林的抱是那么地紧。好像真的是怕自己会突然消失掉一样。„Su Lin, you...... Toteacher...... Whatfeeling is also?”
“苏林,你……对老师……又是什么样的感觉呢?”Althoughon that day, Lin QingxuealsofeltSu Linregardingownliking. But, Lin Qingxueis very unwilling. Su Lintoownvision. It is not unique. Hislook. HastoQin Yanran, hastohisElder Sister Zhu.
虽然那一天,林清雪也感受到了苏林对于自己的喜欢。可是,林清雪很不甘。苏林对自己的目光。却不是独一无二的。他的这种眼神。对秦嫣然有过,对他那个竹姐姐也有过。Su Lin! Is a bigbastard, bigpervert! A unfaithfulbigradish!苏林!是一个大坏蛋,一个大色狼!一个花心大萝卜!Felt strange. Lin Qingxuealwaysmostdisliketheseunfaithfulsentimentalmen. In the university, saw that theseanticipateseveralgirls'guyto pursue itself, Lin Qingxuethought that is disgusting, considered that did not considerhas rejected, no matterhehowoutstanding, an opportunitywill not give.
真的是奇怪了。林清雪自己一向最讨厌那些花心多情的男人。在大学的时候,看到那些追过好几个女孩的男生来追求自己,林清雪都觉得恶心得要命,考虑都不考虑一下就拒绝了,不管他多么地优秀,一点机会也不会给。Butnow, Lin QingxueknowsobviouslySu Linandseveralgirlshave the ambiguousrelations, actuallyin any event, does not have the meansto loatheSu Linin the heart.
可是现在,林清雪明明知道苏林和好几个女孩都有暧昧的关系,却无论如何,也没有办法在心里面厌恶苏林。„Su Lin, why? Why can't Idislikeyou? IfIcanhateyou, that would be nice! Thus, youevery daywill not hideinmyat heart, hidesinmybrain, once for a whileflashes in myat present, butIfix the eyes on, actuallyvanishesto disappear.”
“苏林,为什么?为什么我讨厌不起来你?我要是能够恨你,该多好啊!这样,你就不会每天躲在我的心里,躲在我的脑子里,时不时闪现在我的眼前,可是我一定睛,却又消失不见了。”
The water vapor of bathroomdim, Lin Qingxueat presentalsograduallydim, shepartlycloses one's eyes, let the imagination run wild, at presentblurs, graduallyandoutlinedleftthatform, wasSu Lin, heat the back of a book bag, ran overpantingly, very anxiousappearance, sawoneselfactuallyresembled the mouseto see the catto be the same, finallyreallycould not circle, a faceembarrassedfelt the back of the headto arrive at itselfin front, raisedownhandto pledge: „Teacher Lin, I ensure the nexttime, is not late.”
浴室的水汽朦胧了起来,林清雪的眼前也渐渐朦胧了起来,她半闭着眼睛,又胡思乱想了,眼前模糊,渐渐地又勾勒了出了那个身影,是苏林,他背着一个书包,气喘吁吁地跑过来,很急的样子,看到自己却好像老鼠见了猫一样,最后实在绕不过去,才一脸不好意思地摸着后脑勺走到自己面前,举起自己的手发誓道:“林老师,我保证下一次,再也不迟到了。”Suchscene, for threeyears, Lin Qingxuedoes not know that had experiencedmanytimes. Howevernow, did not havesuchopportunityagain, Su Lin, is notthatfearis lateby the student doing poorly who oneselfseized.
这样的镜头,三年来,林清雪不知道已经经历过多少次了。但是现在,再也没有这样的机会了,苏林,已经不是那个害怕迟到被自己逮住的差等生了。Blows the one breath, at presentSu Linthatfuzzyformactuallydisappears. Lin Qingxuehas extendedownarmfrom the waterhurriedly, wantsto detainit, but was actually oneconfuses the illusion. Blinked, Lin Qingxueknows that thisisownillusion and conjecture, Su Lin may appearhere? Perhaps, Su Linabsolutelydoes not haveto think itselfnow!
吹一口气,眼前苏林那模糊的身影却又消失了。林清雪急忙从水里将自己的手臂伸了出来,想要留住它,可是却更是一下将幻象搅乱了。眨了眨眼,林清雪知道这是自己的幻觉和臆想,苏林怎么可能会出现在这里呢?也许,苏林现在根本就没有在想自己吧!
The taking a bathwaterstartedslowlychangescool, probablylikeson a heart of person. From the beginningis frantic, butbehindslowlywill becomewill actually slight. Lin Qingxuefeelsownchest, shewas asking herself, reallylikesSu Lin, were reallynon-Su Linmay not? Does Su Linhave the multiplestatusinownheart?
洗澡水已经开始慢慢变凉了,就好像是喜欢上一个人的心。一开始都是狂热的,但是后面却会慢慢地变得冷淡了。林清雪摸着自己的胸口,她在问自己,到底自己是不是真的喜欢苏林,到底自己是不是真的非苏林不可?到底苏林在自己的心里面有多重的地位呢?„It is not good! Icannotsuchgive up, Icannotappointedsuchheleaves. From infancy to maturity, Ido not havesuchfeelingtoanything and person. Even if cloth doll that the childhoodmostliked, Idid not have to competelike thisintensely**. Whyis I have been making concessions, whyIcannotbe wantedmyself? The time of resembling, how manytaxi are the same, even ifIdid not struggle, givesotherpeoplethem, canbe what kind of? Except thathas provenownweakness, other? Universitytime, theysaid that mydispositionis not good, did not understand that strives for itselfto want the thing that. Like this, will suffer a lossvery much, but alsocracks a jokeasked after me, bumps intoman who likeswhat to do? Issnatchesordoes not snatch? At that timeItreated as the joke, is the present? Su Lin, teacherdecided. No matter what, Iwant...... You...... Takes!”
“不行!我不能就这么放弃了,我不能就这么任他离开。从小到大,我对任何事物和人都没有过这样的感觉。就算是小时候最喜欢的布娃娃,我也没有这样强烈想要争夺的**。为什么一直是我在退让,为什么我就不能够得到自己想要的呢?就好像来的时候,那几辆出租车一样,就算我一直不去争,将它们让给其他人,又能够怎么样呢?除了证明了自己的软弱,其他的呢?大学的时候,她们就说我的性格不好,不懂得争取自己想要的东西。这样以后会很吃亏,还开玩笑的问我以后碰到喜欢的男人了怎么办?是抢还是不抢?当时我只是当做笑谈,可是现在呢?苏林,老师决定了。不管怎么样,我要……把你……抢到手!”
The visionis so rigidandaffirmative, after heartinsidehas made the decision, the Lin Qingxueeyeflashrestored the appearance. In the middle ofherlookis full ofonesharefighting spirit, has stoodfrom the bathtuball of a sudden, has arrived in front of the mirror of bathroom, scratchedby the mirror surface that the mistblurred, Lin Qingxuelooks in the mirror the happybody, abovealsohad the waterdropto fallfrom the bodyfreely.
目光如此执着和肯定,心里面做了决定之后,林清雪的眼睛一瞬间就恢复了神采。她的眼神当中充满着一股子斗志,从浴缸中一下子站了起来,又走到了浴室的镜子面前,擦了擦被水雾弄模糊的镜面,林清雪看着镜子里面自己美好的身体,上面还有水滴不住地从身体上滑落。*** The skin, fullchest, longbeautiful hair and waist, Lin Qingxuefeels attached tois touchingownface, heldownchest, shedoes not believe,shewill lose tootherwoman.
***的皮肤,饱满的胸脯,长长的秀发及腰,林清雪爱怜着摸了摸自己的脸,又托了托自己的胸,她就不相信,自己会输给别的女人。Dries the body, wears the pajamas, Lin Qingxue the heartdid not have the distracting thoughts, shehas completed the decision. Now the bodywas very tired, lies downon the bed of ownlong separation, wearyraidsimmediately, sheneeded the sleep. Herheart, was too tired. Sheneeded the sleep, shewanted, for the followingplanandcompetedto be ready.
擦干身体,穿上睡衣,林清雪已经心无杂念,她做好了决定。现在身体已经很累了,躺到自己久别的床上,一股疲倦立马袭来,她太需要睡眠了。她的心,实在太累了。她太需要睡眠了,她要为了接下来的计划和争夺做好准备。
The dreamis very long! The dreamis very fragrant!
梦很长!梦很香!In the dream, Lin Qingxuereturned toJian'anone, returned for threeyears ago, returning tothatjustto seeSu Linfirst.
在梦里,林清雪回到了建安一中,回到了三年之前,回到了那个刚刚见到苏林的第一面。„Su Lin, teachercertainmeeting, takesyou.”In the sleep, Lin Qingxuemumbledin a soft voice.
“苏林,老师一定会,把你抢到手的。”睡梦里,林清雪轻声地嘟囔道。ps: Thankto approach/insultHuchong the ≮bloodwolfheartlessmonthly ticket, to approach/insultHuchonghittingenjoyed!
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