TQBCS :: Volume #3

#263: The Lin Qingxue struggle with does not struggle

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Such night, the Su Family men and women have been divided into two groups. Su Lin and father Su Guorong just like became the buddy, but Mother Su actually and Han Lingling Han Xiaoxiao two also said the delight. 这样的夜里,苏家的男人和女人们分成了两拨。苏林和父亲苏国荣俨然已经成为了好哥们,而苏母却和韩灵灵韩笑笑两个也说得不亦乐乎。 With the conversation of father Su Guorong, Su Lin regarding own father, own mother, oneself this family/home had a deeper understanding. Also from father's instruction, knew a sentiment of man is also similarly prudent, a man most important is on the shoulder „responsibility” two characters. 在和父亲苏国荣的交谈中,苏林对于自己的父亲,自己的母亲,自己这个家有了更深的了解。也从父亲的传授当中,知道了一个男人的感情同样也要慎重,一个男人最重要的就是肩膀上的“责任”二字。 But in another side, Han Xiaoxiao actually and Han Lingling same place, is laughing and playing in narration of Mother Su mindless, was smiling Su Lin childhood's these dirty business. Especially something, Han Lingling is also knows that was dances with joy has repeated to Han Xiaoxiao with highly colored details. 而在另一边,韩笑笑却和韩灵灵一起,没心没肺地在苏母的讲述中嬉笑着,都是在笑苏林小时候的那些糗事。尤其是有些事情,韩灵灵也是知道的,便更是手舞足蹈添油加醋地给韩笑笑重演了一遍。 Night, already deeply. 夜,已经深了。 However at this time, in Fu Fuzhou Train station more than 300 kilometers away, Lin Qingxue was dragging the exhausted and restless body, was carrying not a big suitcase, took taxi in the train station exit|to speak anxiously. 但是这个时候,在300多公里以外的福榕市火车站,林清雪拖着疲惫又不安的身体,拎着一个不大的行李箱,焦急地在火车站出口打车。 Today after receiving oneself parents call, Lin Qingxue knows oneself and Su Lin matter were revealed by mother. Subscribed earliest one class to return to Fu Fuzhou train, actually was also 67 : 00 pm trains, after more than four childhood trains, Lin Qingxue was returns to this to live her to raise her native land. 今天在接到自己父母的电话之后,林清雪就知道自己和苏林的事情被母亲揭穿了。订了最早一班回福榕市的火车,却也是下午67点的火车了,经过四个多小时候的火车,林清雪算是回到了这个生她养她的故土。 Now is early morning, although is the summer hot midsummer, the cool breeze that but such evening breeze comes, let only put on Lin Qingxue of white skirt cannot help but to shrink the body, has hidden toward nearby public transportation station sign behind. 现在已经是凌晨了,虽然是夏日炎炎的盛夏,但是这么晚吹来的凉风,让只穿着一袭白裙的林清雪还是不由得缩了缩身子,往旁边公交车站牌后面躲了去。 First even/including several taxi roll by, but Lin Qingxue cannot get. Just had arrived several trains, was waiting for hitting the passenger who were many. Therefore the arrivals of these taxi, have caused a dispute without doubt, finally by several manner quite strong passengers rushing ahead. 一连好几辆出租车驶过,可是林清雪都没能够打上。刚刚到站了好几趟的火车,等着打的的乘客非常多。所以这几辆出租车的到来,无疑引起了一场争执,最后是被几个态度比较强硬的乘客给抢上了。 Sees this, why does not know, in Lin Qingxue own heart wells up a dismal feeling. The lonely and cold and still night, always makes people so sentimental. Lin Qingxue felt that dismal, is not pure, because hit the reason that does not board. 看到这一幕,不知道为什么,林清雪自己的心里面涌上来一股悲凉的感觉。孤单又冷寂的夜晚,总是让人这么多愁善感。林清雪感到一阵悲凉,并不是单纯因为自己打不上车的缘故。 But because from the dispute of this taxi, Lin Qingxue saw the miniature of oneself life. From infancy to maturity, Lin Qingxue is a quite gentle girl. Lots. She muddles along. Even if likes, will not persist errors to pursue to strive. 而是因为从这出租车的争执当中,林清雪看到了自己人生的缩影。从小到大,林清雪都算是一个比较温婉的女孩。很多东西。她都是得过且过。就算是自己喜欢的,也不会太执迷去追求争取。 For example a cloth doll that likes and cannot afford, or is the concert that have wanted, although likes very much. However Lin Qingxue will not demand. In almost all situations. Lin Qingxue always puts in great inconvenience itself. Then helps and satisfies others. 比如说自己喜欢又买不起的一个布娃娃,或者是自己一直想要去的演唱会,虽然很喜欢。但是林清雪并不会太强求。在几乎所有情况下。林清雪总是委屈自己。然后去成全和满足别人。 Does not struggle! 不争！ This is Lin Qingxue own manner getting along with people manner, first completes itself, does not have the dispute with others. Where has, rather gives up what one treasures, does not go to reluctantly others. Saw that at present by others are struggling taxi, the cold wind is blown, Lin Qingxue can only two hold the shoulder, is shrinking the body, hides behind the public transportation station sign. Nobody can care about her, at this time , can only close right up against itself to warm up. 这就是林清雪自己的为人处世态度,首先做好自己,不与别人发生争执。有什么地方,宁愿自己割爱,也不去勉强别人。看到眼前一辆辆被别人争着上去的出租车,冷风吹来,林清雪只能够两手抱肩,缩着身子,躲在公交车站牌后面。没有人会来关心她,在这种时候,也只能够靠着自己来取暖。 „Was so late, have father and mother possibly rested?” “这么晚了,爸妈可能都已经睡了吧？” Put out the cell phone to look, is more than 0.4 ten divides. Usually this time the point, Lin Qingxue knows own parents had already fallen asleep. Therefore she did not plan to telephone to oneself parents, family's key she also had in any case. Moreover, this o'clock goes home, makes in the Lin Qingxue heart relax: „Father and mother have rested also well, like this they will not ask me and Su Lin matter at the same night. Drags next day, I can also think carefully how must tell father and mother.” 拿出手机看了看,已经是0.4十多分了。通常这个时间点,林清雪知道自己的父母早就已经睡着了。所以她也不打算打电话给自己的父母了,反正家里的钥匙她也有。而且,这个点钟回家,也让林清雪心里面松了一口气:“爸妈睡了也好,这样他们也不会连夜问我和苏林的事儿。拖到第二天,我也可以仔细想想,要怎么跟爸妈说。” The bitter fruit that oneself plant, this bitter and astringent wants to taste eventually finally. However Lin Qingxue had not regretted that makes Su Lin pretend to be own boyfriend, this time she, looks at Fu Fuzhou under this curtain of night, the heart actually as if is still called in that Jian'an City of Chicago paces back and forth. Both hands hold the shoulder, Lin Qingxue were actually recalling Su Lin is hugging own time, that warmth, warms from the body to the heart. 自己种下的苦果,终究这一份苦涩是要自己最后去品尝的。不过林清雪并没有后悔让苏林来冒充自己的男朋友,此时的她,看着这一座夜幕下的福榕市,心却似乎还在那一座被称作芝城的建安市徘徊。双手抱着肩,林清雪却回想起苏林拥抱着自己的时候,那一份温暖,是从身体暖到心里面去的。 „If at this time, Su Lin can, that would be nice!” “要是这个时候,苏林能够在,该多好啊！” People in miserable, always unavoidably remembers some warm pictures. However such recollection, will often make the person form the striking contrast of reality and memories, the reality often is such is unfair. 人在凄凉的时候,总是难免想起一些温馨的画面。但是这样的回想,往往更会让人形成现实和回忆的强烈对比,现实往往就是如此的不公平。 „Why now am I a person? Why a lot and person, I did not understand that strives?” “为什么现在我是一个人？为什么很多事情和人,我就不懂得去争取？” The first time, Lin Qingxue is reconsidering in own mind. She imagines Su Lin to give own these warm memories, while struggles is struggling with the ideological struggle that during does not struggle. 第一次,林清雪在自己的脑海中反思着。她一边想象着苏林给予自己的那些温暖记忆,一边又挣扎着争与不争的思想斗争当中。 The night is very static, but in front of the train station made noise. Also came taxi, Lin Qingxue has let 34 times to other passengers, but this time, she has not made concessions, is carrying the suitcase, rushes goes, blocks the car(riage), opens the door, puts the box, sits, forms a coherent whole. 夜很静,但是火车站前面却十分喧嚣。又来了一辆出租车,林清雪已经让了34次给其他乘客了,但是这一次,她没有退让,拎着行李箱,就冲上前去,拦车,开门,把箱子放进去,坐进去,一气呵成。 Struggle! 争！ Why everywhere can exercise forbearance? 为什么处处都要忍让呢？ Should be own, this must strive, spells to try to struggle! 该是自己的,该要去争取的时候,就拼尽全力去争一把！ Sat taxi, Lin Qingxue felt that the body had warm feeling. In said after the driver the address of oneself family/home, Lin Qingxue is not at heart tranquil. This perhaps is her first time, decided to strive like this, even if this is just a small taxi riding opportunity. However in society's matter, to slightly see in a big way, although many events look are different, but the truth is in fact same. 坐上了出租车,林清雪才感觉到身体有了一丝暖意。在和司机说了自己家的地址之后,林清雪的心里却又不平静了起来。这恐怕是她第一次,下了决心去这样争取,即便这只不过是一次小小的出租车的乘车机会而已。但是世间的事情,都是以小见大,许多事件虽然看是不同,但是实际上道理却是一样的。 Through a response result of minor matter, often finally to the entire disposition and behavior of person had the profound influence and change. 通过一件小事的反应结果,往往最后会对人的整个性格和行为有了深刻的影响和改变。 Night Fu Fuzhou is not lively, the big gear and night market also quit work. Alone sits on the taxi back seat, from the train station to own family/home, almost crossed the entire Fu Fuzhou urban district. Lin Qingxue looks to put on outside street, bustling streets that daytime made noise, at this time unexpectedly probably was the black and white world same peace. Without the pedestrian, heavy traffic, does not have city inherent noise. 夜里的福榕市并不热闹,很多大排档和夜市也都已经收摊了。独自坐在出租车后座上,从火车站到自己的家,几乎是横穿了整个福榕市的市区。林清雪看着穿外的街道,白日里喧嚣的闹市,此时居然好像是黑白世界一样的安静。没有行人,没有车水马龙,更没有城市固有的喧闹。 Peaceful! 安静！ Trace that only then taxi rolls by, driver is a middle-aged uncle of getting old, is very peaceful, is not some taxi drivers so is likely talkative, from beginning to end has not spoken several words with Lin Qingxue, but calmly drives, is staring at the front path steadily. 只有出租车驶过的痕迹,司机是一个上了年纪的中年大叔,很安静,不像是一些出租车司机那样健谈,从头到尾也没有和林清雪说过几句话,只是静静地开车,目不转睛地盯着前面的道路。 Very deep, is bringing a sadness of years. The conclusion that after this is Lin Qingxue observes driver uncle, draws, from this she has thought of herself, does not know if after oneself to this age, can be what kind of? What person can oneself in the same place? 很深沉,带着一丝岁月的哀伤。这是林清雪观察司机大叔之后得出的结论,由此她又想到了自己,不知道自己如果到了这个年纪以后,又会是怎么样的呢？自己会和什么样的人在一起呢？ Since Lin Qingxue did not have time to consider own issue. Or is she desirably in evading this issue, but now, as if arrived at her to go to face, has to consider time. 一直以来,林清雪都没有时间去考虑自己的问题。或者说是她自己刻意在逃避着这个问题,但是现在,似乎已经到了她不得不去面对,不得不去考虑的时候了。 In the future will always push matter without the courage person, does not dare to go to face, has been then unresolved.( To be continued..) 没有勇气的人总是把事情往后推,不敢去面对,便一直是悬而未决的。(未完待续。。) ps: The third chapter delivers! Thank passed by the 100 beginning coins of world to hit to enjoy, as well as hope love ultra monthly ticket! I believe, you will certainly obtain your love drop! ps:第三章送上！感谢路过了天地的100起点币打赏,以及渴望爱情的超超的月票！我相信,超超你一定会得到自己的爱情滴！
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