TQBCS :: Volume #3

#220: Lingling mournful thought

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Night! 夜深了！ summer says cry cicada always agree does not make such night belong to peacefully, probably is the city that this makes noise is the same. Everyone has own concern, daytime noise and toiling, is impossible to have the time carefully to ponder these issues. Only then has waited till the night, when the burning hot sunlight removes, worry moon hangs in the space, was hidden in innermost feelings inside mournful thought that again could not keep. 夏曰的鸣蝉总是不肯让这样的夜晚归于安静,就好像是这喧闹的城市一样。.每一个人都有自己的心事,白天的喧闹和劳碌,根本不可能让人有时间好好思考一下这些问题。只有等到了夜晚,当炙热的阳光褪去,忧思的月亮挂在天上的时候,那被隐藏在内心里面的哀思,就再也藏不住了。 The people are such strange one animal. Distinguishes between the animal, we can ponder, therefore we thought that we survive come well compared with the animals, crosses happily compared with the animals. Also, because we can ponder, we lost the simple life. No matter , the poor street beggar, the wealthy thousand gold (daughter) young lady, on to grasping a big statesman of country life, gets down to the ordinary common people common people. Everyone, has own worry to need to ponder. 人就是这么奇怪的一种动物。区别于禽兽,我们能够思考,因此我们觉得自己生存得比动物们来得好,也比动物们过得更加幸福。可是,也正是因为我们能够思考,我们就失去了简单的生活。不管是谁,贫穷的街头乞丐,富裕的千金大小姐,上到掌握一国命脉的大政治家,下到普通的平民老百姓。每一个人,都有属于自己的烦恼需要去思考。 Life! Life! 生活！生活！ Simply to is lives to go on living, is the ponder of person, the imagination of person, must make own life mighty waves get up. Cannot eat to the full puts on not warmly will pursue to eat to the full to put on the warm abundant life, when ate to the full to put on to warm, there are to have plenty of food and clothing to think of the silver desire, even bit by bit will expose a human bigger ambition and desire. 简单到就是生下来活下去,可是人的思考,人的想象,就必须让自己的生活波澜起来。吃不饱穿不暖的会追求吃饱穿暖的富足生活,等到吃饱穿暖了,又有饱暖思银欲,甚至会一点一点暴露出人类更大的野心和欲望来。 The right, money, the woman, causes the thing that the person degenerates. 权利,金钱,女人,都是使人堕落的东西。 The desire of person during goal step by step is realized, gradually was such expanded. The will of the people insatiably greedies insufficient, is the society truth. The desire gully can never fill up, it has not stopped completely. 人的欲望就是在一步步的目标实现当中,被这么逐步扩大的。人心不足蛇吞象,是人世间的真理。欲望的沟壑是永远都填不满的,它没有止尽。 However, because had the desire of person, had greedy of person. The society will progress, the science and technology will be developed. The science and technology is the foremost productive forces, but in fact promotes the entire human history social progress, is human said desire that as before the profit inflates. 但是,也正是因为有了人的欲望,有了人的贪婪。社会才会进步,科技才会发达。科技是第一生产力,但是实际上推动整个人类历史社会进步的,依旧是人类曰益膨胀的欲望。 Su Lin lies down in own room now, is actually rests on the air bed that builds newly. Opens the mouth to have the snoring, in the brain carelessly is actually having a dream. His dream is very long, randomly also is very very beautiful. 苏林现在躺在自己的房间,却是睡在新搭起来的气垫床上。张着嘴巴打着呼噜,脑子里却是胡乱做着梦。他的梦很长,很乱也很美。 Dream inside world is very strange, always Su Lin cannot remember oneself have had any dream. Some people said that the dreamland is the reality thinks, said that has thought that the night has a dream! Also some people compare with white says to have a dream the wishful thinking of person. But now, Su Lin thought, the ordinary life is occurring, only then has a dream the possible these changes. These are Top Quality Beauty Cultivation System take oneself. 梦里面的世界很奇怪,从来苏林都记不得自己做过什么梦。有人说梦境是现实所想,曰有所思,夜有所梦嘛！也有人把人的痴心妄想比作白曰做梦。可是现在,苏林觉得,自己平凡的生活就正在发生只有做梦才可能发生的这些改变。这些都是极品美女养成系统带给自己的。 Today the family of four warm lunch and supper, making Su Lin first time feel that the family and kinship can have warm like this. Also after remembering oneself went to college, must leave this to stay 18 years of city, leaves this already the place that will close one's eyes will not walk to throw, father's family/home that leaves this to have is foul-mouthed all day long mother that and puts on a serious face, in the Su Lin heart somewhat loses, heart inside deserted. 今天一家四口温馨的午餐和晚餐,让苏林第一次感觉到家庭和亲情能够有这样的温暖。又想起自己上了大学以后,就要离开这个已经呆了18年的城市,离开这个已经闭着眼睛都不会走丢的地方,离开这个有着成天骂骂咧咧的老妈和板着脸的老爸的家,苏林心里面就有些失落,心里面空落落的。 Strange environment, bigger city, gorgeous stage of life. Su Lin knows that is the place that is worth itself conquering. There, probably is filling the buried treasure wilderness, although oneself are unfamiliar with the people and place, but is relying on own effort and extraordinary physical functions, certainly can rush out a stretch of own world. 陌生的环境,更大的城市,绚丽的人生舞台。苏林知道,那是值得自己去征服的地方。那里,就好像是充满着宝藏的荒漠,自己虽然人生地不熟,但是凭借着自己的努力和特异功能,一定可以闯出一片属于自己的天地。 The heart of person, most fears has not reposed. This reposing, can be person who likes, is the family member, is the dream, even to obtain anything's desire diligently. So long as there is reposing, had the goal of struggle. Believes that the ability of person is infinite, certainly can achieve. 人的心,最怕的就是没有寄托。这种寄托,可以是喜欢的人,是亲人,是梦想,甚至是为了努力得到什么的欲望。只要有了寄托,有了奋斗的目标。相信人的能力是无限的,就一定可以做到。 But now, reposing of Su Lin heart, is own father and mother, own family member, with the person who love. Su Lin has smiled in the dream, smiles very happily, because he as if passed through many years later, sees father and mother to have a life of Riley, the friends and relatives also on had been good to say the child, the brow was very long unable to wrinkle. Happily those who make in the Su Lin heart blossom, in the dream, Yingying Yanyan, oneself were being surrounded by various beautiful women. 而现在,苏林心的寄托,就是自己的爸妈,自己的亲人,和自己爱的人。苏林在梦里笑了,笑得很开心,因为他似乎穿越到了很多年以后,看着爸妈享着清福,亲戚朋友们也一个个过上了好曰子,眉头很久都皱不起来。更让苏林心里面乐开花的是,梦里面,莺莺燕燕,自己被各种美女环绕着。 But finally, had been clutched. Qin Yanran held on his hand, Elder Sister Zhu has clutched his ear not to put. Aunt Ping stares two fork waists to visit him covetously, Teacher Lin both cheeks are mad rouse the drum, walked to knock the head of Su Lin. Has barbaric police officer Han Xiaoxiao to detour the Su Lin back, small hand’s to Su Lin buttocks on pa has hit. 可是最后,都被人揪了出来。秦嫣然拉住了他的手,竹姐姐揪着他的耳朵不放。萍姨瞪着眼睛虎视眈眈地两手叉腰看着他,林老师则两腮气得鼓鼓的,走过来敲了一下苏林的脑袋。更有野蛮的女警花韩笑笑绕道苏林的背后,小手对着苏林的屁股就噼里啪啦的打了起来。 „Su Lin, we sang together!” “苏林,我们一起来唱首歌吧！” This is the Superstar Yun Yiyi sound, but Su Lin actually cannot see her person, raised the head following the sound. 这是大明星云依依的声音,但是苏林却看不到她的人,循着声音抬起头来。 Heaven! Yun Yiyi is dancing in the air in the space unexpectedly, a white clothing, really with angel same beauty. 天呐！云依依居然在天上飞舞着,一袭白衣,真的和天仙一样的美丽。 „Elder Brother Little Lin, Lingling......” “小林哥哥,还有灵灵……” Turns around again, Su Lin saw oneself lovable Loli cousin Han Lingling, just wants to start talking. The front surface was knocked down, how soft, big, is quite soft, this is...... This is blond big breast Sally...... 再转身,苏林又看到了自己可爱的萝莉小表妹韩灵灵,刚想开口说话。迎面就被人撞倒在地,怎么软软的,好大,好软,这是……这是金发巨乳的莎莉…… Oh! 噢！ In Su Lin in dream not to know oneself are having a dream, he has fainted completely, dreams, shuttle back and forth in his brain, but his brow wrinkles from time to time, is from time to time affable, once for a while titter several...... 身在梦中的苏林根本不知道自己是在做梦,他完全晕了,一个又一个的梦,穿梭在他的脑子里,而他的眉头时而皱起来,时而又舒缓,又时不时的偷笑几声…… „Elder Brother Little Lin, this is...... Is having a dream?” “小林哥哥,这是……在做梦么？” Han Lingling was awakened by the Su Lin laughter, searched from the bedding the small head secretly, looks at the Su Lin simple-minded appearance, in the heart suddenly had a very steadfast feeling. 韩灵灵被苏林的笑声惊醒了,把小脑袋偷偷从被窝里面探了出来,看着苏林傻呵呵的样子,心里面却突然有了一种很踏实的感觉。 Oneself do not know how long has not rested with Elder Brother Little Lin in a room. Before the Han Lingling memory traces is very long, remembers oneself have not gone to school, runs up to the Elder Brother Little Lin home to play frequently, at noon the midday rest, rests in the evening, is Elder Brother Little Lin lies on a bed. Hehe! Han Lingling thinks, oneself will wet at that time also the bed, urinated the Elder Brother Little Lin bunk wet several times. 自己也不知道有多久没有和小林哥哥睡在一间屋子里了。韩灵灵的记忆追溯到很久以前,记得自己还没有上学的时候,经常跑到小林哥哥家玩,中午午休,晚上休息,就是和小林哥哥躺在一张床上。呵呵！韩灵灵想起来,自己当时还会尿床,把小林哥哥的床铺都尿湿了好几次。 Especially once, Han Lingling remembers, two aunts warned oneself cannot wet the bed again, but urinated finally, finally Elder Brother Little Lin has shouldered, said that was he urinates...... 尤其是有一次,韩灵灵记得,二舅母已经警告了自己不许再尿床了,可是最终还是尿了,最后还是小林哥哥扛了下来,说是他尿的…… Remembered these childhood matters, the Han Lingling memory cannot receive, all pictures were floating in the mind, the protagonist without doubt was Elder Brother Little Lin. Originally in own life, Elder Brother Little Lin occupied such a major part. 想起这些小时候的事情,韩灵灵的记忆就收不回来了,所有的画面都在脑海当中漂浮着,主角无疑都是自己和小林哥哥。原来自己的生命里面,小林哥哥占据了这么一大部分。 Although after saying went to school, Han Lingling little comes Jian'an City. However, Elder Brother Little Lin and remembers in her heart inside impression, has not changed, each family gets together time, Han Lingling also most holds to Su Lin. 虽然说上了学以后,韩灵灵就很少来建安市这边了。但是,小林哥哥在她心里面的印象和记忆,一直没有变,每一次家族聚会的时候,韩灵灵也是最粘着苏林的。 „But, Elder Brother Little Lin, you...... Eventually is my brother......” “可是,小林哥哥,你……终究是我的哥哥……” Thinks, the big eye of Han Lingling that water Lingling could not hold back tears. Before, Han Lingling always thought oneself to Elder Brother Little Lin are younger sister's liking to Elder Brother, was afterward, the Han Lingling feelings of love have also budded, knew had sentiment of sentiment men and women. Sees the female schoolmate in school, own boudoir honey has admiring guy. Feeling that that the Han Lingling surprised discovery, others said likes with the love, oneself, only then has on the body of Elder Brother Little Lin. 想着想着,韩灵灵那水灵灵的大眼睛就忍不住眼泪哗哗的了。以前,韩灵灵总觉得自己对小林哥哥就是妹妹对哥哥的喜欢,可是后来,韩灵灵的春心也萌动了,知道了有男女之情这种感情。看到学校里的女同学,自己的闺蜜都有心仪的男生。韩灵灵却惊奇的发现,别人所说的那种喜欢和爱人的感觉,自己只有在小林哥哥的身上才有过。 Sees him, the heart thump thump will jump, probably the fawn is proceeding along no particular course to be the same. 见到他,心就会怦怦直跳,好像有一只小鹿在乱撞一样。 Always wants to hold to him, holds his hand not to let loose for a while, wants this for a lifetime. 总想要一直粘着他,拉着他的手一时也不放开,就想要这样一辈子。 Visits him, will blush, does not dare to speak, actually feared that he does not pay attention to himself, often will frequently create a scene. 看着他,又会脸红,不敢说话,却又更怕他不理会自己,往往又会经常无理取闹。 Only then in his side, has the security sense, will think the happiness, conscientious steadfast feelings. 只有在他的身边,才有安全感,才会觉得幸福,才会有一种脚踏实地踏踏实实的感觉。 ...... …… Such feeling, making Han Lingling feel in the heart full, is own Elder Brother Little Lin. But such feeling is substantial, makes Han Lingling more feel in such peaceful night void. 这样的感觉,让韩灵灵感觉到心里面满满的,都是自己的小林哥哥。可是这样的感觉越是充实,又让韩灵灵在这样安静的夜里越感觉到空虚。 Also does not know that has many such night, oneself are looking at the ceiling of blanch, is thinking Elder Brother Little Lin, hopes Elder Brother Little Lin to be able in own side. 也不知道有多少个这样的夜晚,自己就望着发白的天花板,想着小林哥哥,多么希望小林哥哥可以在自己的身边。 But now, as if left such dream to be very near, oneself succeeded lived in the Elder Brother Little Lin room, looks Elder Brother Little Lin silly rested, Han Lingling vanished however smiles, the big eye of water Lingling, bent like is the crescent moon. 而现在,似乎离这样的梦想很近了,自己成功的住到了小林哥哥的屋子里了,看着小林哥哥傻乎乎的睡相,韩灵灵泯然一笑,水灵灵的大眼睛,弯起来又像是月牙儿一样。 „Ai...... If can forever this for a lifetime in the Elder Brother Little Lin side, this good!” “哎……如果可以永远这样一辈子在小林哥哥的身边,该多好！” Remembered Su Lin 1-2 months to go to college, went to other cities, perhaps did not have a one year or so is unable to see. In heart of Han Lingling especially uncomfortable, this is own Elder Brother Little Lin, but he must go far away immediately. 想起苏林过一两个月就要去上大学了,还是去其他的城市,恐怕没有个一年半载是见不到的了。韩灵灵的心里面又格外的难受,这是自己的小林哥哥,可是他马上就要远去了。 That is a strange city, Elder Brother Little Lin will perhaps run into many people, will experience more and more matters. Then, can Elder Brother Little Lin oneself forgetting? Perhaps, Elder Brother Little Lin to the university, will have liked on other girl, he will make the girlfriend, the meeting...... 那是一个陌生的城市,小林哥哥也许会遇到许许多多的人,会经历越来越多的事情。那么,小林哥哥会不会就把自己给忘记了呢？或许,小林哥哥到了大学,会喜欢上别的女生,他会交女朋友,会…… Cannot think! Han Lingling thought own mood is very beautiful, but more thinks, thinks awful on more. She remembered Sister Yanran in uncle Su Guoguang birthday feast to come on that day, yes! Sister Yanran that outstanding, that attractive, is a match with Elder Brother Little Lin. 不能想了！韩灵灵本来觉得自己的心情很是美丽,可是越这么想,就越觉得糟糕。她又想起那天大舅苏国光寿宴上的嫣然姐姐来,是呀！嫣然姐姐那么地优秀,又那么的漂亮,和小林哥哥是最般配的了。 Properly speaking, Elder Brother Little Lin can have such outstanding pretty girl to accompany him, I should feel happy is right. But why now, in my heart is actually one intermittent sad? 按理来说,小林哥哥可以有这么优秀漂亮的女孩子陪着他,我应该感到高兴的才对。可是为什么现在,我的心里面却是一阵阵的难过呢？ The mind inside imagines Qin Yanran to hold the hand of Su Lin, two people together happily in together scene. Han Lingling has covered the chest, thought oneself have the feeling that one type soon suffocates. Such scene, such picture, cannot make it occur absolutely. Elder Brother Little Lin is own, other people, no one can win...... 脑海里面想象着秦嫣然拉着苏林的手,两个人一起甜蜜地在一起的镜头。韩灵灵就捂住了心口,觉得自己有一种快要窒息的感觉。这样的场景,这样的画面,绝对不能让它发生。小林哥哥是自己的,其他人,谁也夺不走…… Indulging in flights of fancy Han Lingling, drilled from own bedding quietly, wears the light pajamas, two big chest like the steamed bun were also soft not enough to open the pajamas, Han Lingling touches own chest gently, bites the lip to groan to think aloud: „Why I have not grown up, in childhood Elder Brother has said that grew up has let me, when his bride......” 胡思乱想的韩灵灵,悄悄地从自己的被窝里钻了出来,穿着薄薄的睡衣,两个已经像馒头一样大的胸前柔软还不足以把睡衣撑开,韩灵灵轻轻摸了摸自己的胸部,咬着嘴唇哼哼地自言自语道:“为什么我还没有长大,小时候哥哥说过的,长大了就让我当他的新娘……” A plaintiveness, the mournful thought that Han Lingling lay on Su Lin the small and narrow air bed together, whether or not will give to awaken by noise Su Lin, lay down in the Su Lin side, held the hand of Su Lin gently, the pillow on his chest.( To be continued.) 一丝哀怨,一道哀思,韩灵灵躺在了苏林的这个窄小的气垫床上,也不管是不是会把苏林给吵醒,就躺在了苏林的身边,轻轻地挽住苏林的手,枕在他的胸口上。(未完待续。)
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