Chapter 532 misgivings numerous 第532章疑云重重 " - The hero in story has been rewarded finally. " 「-故事里的英雄最后都会得到奖励。」 Why does not know, these words reverberate in the Sayu mind. 不知为何,这句话在沙优的脑海中回响。 She had twice has become the hero. 她曾经有两次成为过英雄。 From a truck of out-of-control saves one time mother 's, saves one time from the roof of television station the schoolmate. 一次是将妈妈从一辆失控的卡车面前救下,一次是将同学从电视台的楼顶救下。 The former made her harvest the harmonious warm family, the latter made her harvest others 's respect. 前者让她收获了和睦温暖的家庭,后者让她收获了他人的敬仰。 Her name was always remembered. 她的名字被人们铭记。 Her deeds was praised. 她的事迹被人们传颂。 Her side filled the fresh flower and applause. 她的身边充满了鲜花与掌声。 If this is the reward of hero, then she truly obtained. 如果说这就是英雄的奖励,那么她确实得到了。 Once longs for kinship that but cannot be sought. 不论是曾经渴望而不可求的亲情。 Once was on the verge of the collapse, falls into the hopeless situation the friendship. 还是一度濒临崩溃的,陷入绝境的友情。 These she longs for person and matter that want to treasure. 这些她渴望的,想要珍惜的人和事。 Now accompanies in the best way side her. 现在都以最好的方式陪伴在她身边。 These once constrained, making her feel the desperate matter. 那些曾压抑的,令她感到绝望的事。 Now also changes into the dust in memory in abundance. 如今也都纷纷化为了记忆中的尘埃。 People who keep therefore have a new lease of life, grew the change, becoming is maturer and strong. 留下来的人们因此重获新生,得到了改变与成长,变得更加成熟与坚强。 The unprincipled people also obtained the proper penalty entirely, has to conceal identity to recede another region, is living such as the target of universal detestation general life. 坏人亦统统得到了应有的惩罚,不得不隐姓埋名远走他乡,过着如过街老鼠一般的生活。 If in the world really has destiny view. 假如世界上真的存在命运这种说法的话。 Then she was marvelously, skidded that essential gear surely for successive two times, can trade today's all these! 那么她必定是如奇迹般的、连续两次撬动了那关键的齿轮,才能够换来今天的这一切！ However-! 但是-！ Her actually anything cannot think. 她却什么都想不起来。 Obviously is the so proud matter. 明明是如此值得骄傲的事。 Should inscribe the matter obviously in memory. 明明是应该铭刻于记忆里的事。 Even if a small look, a slight movement, is as for the emotions of these seven emotions and six sensory pleasures- 哪怕是一个微小的眼神,一个细微的动作,乃至于那些七情六欲的情感- These should record obviously the thing, her actually anything does not remember...... 这些明明该记着的东西,她却什么也不记得…… Looked like some people to wipe this remembering, with duplicated newly. 就像是有人生生擦去了这段记忆,又用新的覆写了上去。 Even is not only she, others are also same...... 甚至不仅仅是她,就连其他人也是一样…… „Sorry, Class leader, what I could not master you saying that these things should not be yourself clearest?” “抱歉,班长,我搞不懂你在说啥啊,这些事情不该是你自己最清楚的吗？” „Excuse me, the Sayu sauce, I was possibly frightened at that time, is unclear too many details, but saves my person is you!” “不好意思,沙优酱,我当时可能被吓到了,记不清太多的细节,但救我的人就是你呀！” „High two summer things? you asked how the matters of these abusers do solve? Was not you Schoolmate Masaka then one's last written words letter/believes and sound recording, transmitted to the reporter?” “高二夏天的事情？伱问那些施暴者的事是怎么解决的？不是你把真坂同学当时的绝笔信和录音,转交给记者的吗？” valley entrance, seed and beautiful xiao teacher. 谷口、结子、美咲老师。 So long as asked last year summer vacation ago these things, everyone 's reply was very assured, and stated categorically that she was the person who solved the event. 只要问起去年暑假前的那些事情,每个人的回答都无比笃定,并一口咬定她就是解决事件的人。 But once wants to closely examine detail, the people will show a face blurry expression, to useful information. 可一旦想要追问其中的细节,众人又会露出一脸迷糊的表情,给不出一点有用的信息。 The so unusual performance made Sayu feel intense being out of sorts, the misgivings of innermost feelings instead increased do not reduce. 如此反常的表现不禁令沙优感到了强烈的违和,内心的疑云反增不减。 Is embracing the numerous anxieties, she also inquired the family member respectively. 怀抱着重重疑虑,她又分别询问了家人。 „...... Did you ask my last year's that accident? Un, I remember certainly. Actually I have wanted saying that thank you are willing to extend the aid to my unqualified mother at that time.” “……你问我去年的那场事故？嗯,我当然记得啊。其实我一直想说,谢谢你当时愿意对我这个不合格的母亲伸出援手。” „What? You asked how you do save me?” “什么？你问你是怎么救下我的？” „...... I remember that what thing then I was tripped, everyone was scared, only then your child stupidly to/clashes, then hugs me to go into the roadside, should be this?” “……我记得当时的我被什么东西绊倒了,所有人都吓傻了,只有你这孩子傻乎乎地冲过来,然后抱着我跑到路边,应该是这样吧？” This is mother's here response, is that side the Elder Brother. 这是妈妈这边的反应,然后是哥哥那边的。 „- Really unusual, why will Sayu inquire that matter suddenly?” “-真稀奇啊,为什么沙优会突然询问起那件事呢？” „What? You said that own not that big strength, is impossible to hug mother to avoid for instance......?” “什么？你说自己没有那么大的力气,不可能在那种情况下抱着妈妈躲开……？” „This...... the specific situation I am not quite clear, why monitoring on that road did not know the defect part......” “这个嘛……具体的情况我不太清楚,那条路上的监控也不知道为什么缺失了一部分……” „Can save mother...... to be as for you instinct of human under crisis moment erupts?” “至于你能救下妈妈……应该是人类在危机关头下的本能爆发吧？” „To be honest, our family/home can currently have harmonious was also lucky Sayu you. When my Elder Brother actually continuously with work, when the excuse escapes the reality, I am very ashamed.” “老实说,我们家能有现在的和睦也是多亏了沙优你。我这个当哥哥的其实一直在用工作当借口逃避现实,我很惭愧。” „Since that matter, I also in profound self-examination. Later I will try hard to become a devoting wholeheartedly to good Elder Brother, becomes the dependence of you and mother.” “自从那件事情以后,我也在深刻反省了。以后我会努力成为一个尽心尽职的好哥哥,成为你和母亲的依靠的。” Looks at a face guilty Ogiwara one, Sayu feels scalp tingles slightly. 看着一脸愧疚的荻原一飒,沙优不由微微感到一阵头皮发麻。 Especially listened to them to say when these did not have the matter of impression including oneself, even a little absolutely terrified-! 特别是听他们说着那些连自己都没有印象的事情时,甚至有点毛骨悚然-！ In the condition with school is exactly the same. 与学校里的状况如出一辙。 The caliber of everyone is very consistent, is regarded as the solution her and saves all heroes, however could also not say place of any detail strangely. 每个人的口径都无比一致,将她看作是解决和拯救一切的英雄,然而却又诡异地说不出其中的任何细节之处。 No one thought that inside has what unusuality, everyone is so believing naturally. 没人觉得里面有什么异常,每个人都是理所当然地如此相信着。 Such being out of sorts feeling, seemed brainwashed by the collective simply was the same! 这样的违和感,简直就仿佛是被集体洗脑了一样！ And even includes itself, once was one...... 乃至包括自己在内,都曾是其中的一员…… Is the investigation, matter is confusing. 越是调查,事情就越是扑朔迷离。 Looks like covered by one group of giant dense fog. 就像是被一团巨大的迷雾笼罩。 Which side cannot distinguish clearly at once unexpectedly is the dreamland, which side is the reality. 一时之间竟分不清哪一边是梦境,哪一边是现实。 Under such environment, Sayu cannot even bear a little suspected. 在这样的大环境下,沙优甚至忍不住有点怀疑。 Suspected whether this is only own conjecture...... 怀疑这是否仅是自己的臆想…… But in the next second, she also denied this idea! 但在下一秒,她又否定了这种想法！ After all then heard that really feels that! 毕竟当时的所闻所感是那么的真实！ The Qiantang River rising tide believes that now Japan knows me is I. 钱塘江上潮信来,今日方知我是我。 The people muddled for a while, will not be perhaps muddled first. 人也许会糊涂一时,却不会糊涂一世。 Thinking, her was collecting many newspapers and materials, tries to seek for some traces from inside, however is contrary to what expects eventually. 这么想着,她又收集了好多报纸与资料,试图从里面寻找一些蛛丝马迹,然而终究还是事与愿违。 These about the report of her deeds above, nothing but are some gathering of beautifully dressed people the praises, otherwise is to " young people school safety " social concern discussion. 那些关于她事迹的报道上面,无非是一些花团锦簇的赞誉之词,不然就是对「青少年校园安全」的社会问题探讨。 And has no available information. 其中根本没有任何可用信息。 Since oneself could not find the reason, that seeks from the outside. 既然自己身上找不到原因,那就从外部寻找。 " Katou Yusuke " 「加藤悠介」 Sayu that does not lose heart found the material of concerned that person. 不死心的沙优又找来了有关那个人的资料。 Stemming from some sixth sense, she thought that white hair youngster possibly knows anything. 出于某种第六感,她觉得那名白发少年可能知道些什么。 Comes back to think, their meets from the beginning incomparably exceptionally. 回过头来想想,他们的相遇从一开始就无比异常。 As a person who goes to school in Tokyo, why he will appear in Hokkaidou, why will also look for itself on that day. 作为一个远在东京上学的人,他为什么会出现在北海道,又为什么会在那天找上自己。 After all the school also did not have to have a vacation at that time, in other words that person runs to come to here in the situation of absenting from duty. 毕竟学校当时又没在放假,也就是说那个人是在缺勤的情况下跑来这里的。 In this should have some reason, but she has not thought at that time. 这里面应该存在某种原因,只是她当时没有多想。 The opposite party to these strange words that she spoke...... 还有对方对她说的那些奇奇怪怪的话…… " Crag wave " and " Yusuke " and " agreement " and " small gently small superior " ...... 「岩波」、「悠介」、「约定」、「小悠和小优」…… Sayu is reading aloud these glossaries in a low voice, felt like that behind each glossary should contain some implication. 沙优低声念诵着这些词汇,隐隐觉得每一个词汇背后应该都蕴藏着某种涵义。 Moreover from that person's response, these is also as if closely linked with her. 而且从那个人的反应来看,这些似乎还都与她息息相关。 Although oneself only thought at that time the condition of that person is a little strange, perhaps what does the opposite party really know? 虽然自己当时仅是觉得那个人的状态有点奇怪,但或许对方真的知道些什么呢？ So analyzes, asks oneself to inquire and conduct the confirmation should directly to be the most convenient method. 如此分析下来,直接找本人询问并进行确认应该是最便捷的方法。 However thought of then that palm of the hand, as well as that person's indifferent response the day of Chiba prefecture...... 然而一想到当时的那个巴掌,以及那个人在千叶县那天的冷漠反应…… She felt somewhat at a loss with hesitant. 她又不免感到有些迷惘和犹豫。 ...... Will the opposite party pay attention to her in the final analysis? 说到底……对方会理会她吗？ Through that day the response of Chiba prefecture, that person does not want the relations with her probably again, does oneself this disturb rashly appropriately really......? 通过那天在千叶县的反应来看,那个人好像已经不想再跟她扯上关系了,自己这样贸然去打扰真的合适吗……？ Not to mention that youngster now is a super famous celebrity. 更别提那名少年现在已经是个超级有名的名人了。 Under such premise, even if with wanting to apologize this matter to take the reason face to face, still seemed very laughable. 在这样的前提下,即使是用想要当面道歉这种事作为理由,也显得非常可笑。 After all beforehand time did not apologize, the choice raised at this time. 毕竟以前的时候不道歉,偏偏选择在这个时候提出来。 How do the opposite party think? 对方会怎么想？ Will think that she does harbor ulterior motives? 会不会觉得她别有用心？ Once such a thinks, cannot bear hesitate does not decide. 一旦这么一想,就忍不住迟疑不决。 Only can say that a step mistake is step by step wrong. 只能说一步错步步错。 She has missed the best good opportunity, only has tries to find other solutions again. 她已经错失了最好的良机,唯有再想其他的办法。 In a daze to the computer monitor of library moved, looks outstanding youngster who above that keeps a black hair. 怅然若失地对着图书馆的电脑荧幕发呆,看着上面那个留着一头黑发的俊逸少年。 „Black hair......” “黑色的头发……” The Sayu unconsciousness glide mouse hoop, the vision fell in a name of writer column. 沙优无意识地滑动鼠标滚轮,目光落在了撰稿人一栏的名字上。 «Informed the Sports» reporter: 《报知体育》记者: Ze right one 相泽右一 Retrieves on Twitter with this name. 用这个名字在推特上检索一下。 Should say that is lucky? Seemed like oneself account number to shoot. 该说是幸运吗？似乎是本人的账号就弹了出来。 The trend in account number not only has massively regarding the commentary of sports, but also once retransmitted repeatedly «Has informed the Sports» report. 账号里的动态不仅有着大量对于体育比赛的评论,而且还曾多次转发过《报知体育》的报导。 Including at that time to that person's interview- also appears impressively is one of them! 包括当时对那个人的采访-也赫然出现在其中！ Saw that here Sayu eye is unconscious moves slightly. 看到这里的沙优眼睛不自觉微微一动。 ‚Could from other aspects, the understanding the matter about that person.’ ‘也许可以从其他方面,了解一些关于那个人的事。’ Is holding a mentality that gives a try, she was pondering sent a private letter to that reporter in the past. 抱着一种试试看的心态,她思考着给那名记者发了一封私信过去。 Just completed this matter, teacher in charge beautiful xiao teacher looked suddenly. 才刚刚做好这件事情,班主任美咲老师忽然找了过来。 „Schoolmate Ogiwara, before you matter that mentioned, my some words want to tell you, now has free time?” “荻原同学,关于你之前提到的事情,我有些话想跟你说,现在有空吗？” „The matter that before mentioned what...... you were remember-?” Sayu is saying, unconscious stood from the seat. “之前提到的事情……您是想起什么了吗-？”沙优说着,不自觉从座位上站了起来。 Even if only little also good, so long as the point track elephants can show that own suspicion, she wants to obtain news so forth...... 哪怕只是一点点也好,只要有一点迹象能够证明自己的猜想,她希望得到诸如此类的消息…… Just...... 只不过…… „What remembers......?” “想起什么……？” beautiful xiao teacher who hears her words wear a look of puzzled, shakes the head saying: „Not. I a little am worried about your condition, therefore wants to ask you to chat.” 听到她话的美咲老师面带不解,摇了摇头说道:“不是的。我只是有点担心你的状态,所以才想找你谈谈。” „This......” Sayu loses the dangling shoulder, depressed. “这样啊……”沙优不禁失落地垂下肩膀,沮丧不已。 „In brief, although I do not know that you are puzzling anything now.” beautiful xiao teacher said sincerely. “总之,虽然我不知道你现在在困扰些什么。”美咲老师语重心长地说。 „At present what you most should do is wholly-absorbed at the matter of university, rather than diverted attention by other things. After all goes to Tokyo is your dream?” “不过你目前最应该做的是专心于大学的事情,而不是被其他的东西分心。毕竟去东京是你的梦想吧？” „Tokyo......” “东京……” „ Yes. Originally I should not speak these words, but your recent condition is very strange, attended class continually is being distracted once for a while...... “是啊。本来我不该说这些话,但是你最近的状态实在很奇怪,连上课都在时不时走神…… Must know that this moment cannot be lax absolutely, do you understand? ” 要知道这个关头是绝对不可以松懈的,你明白吗？” The Sayu look somewhat is slightly absent-minded, on the face also had/left several points of melancholy color. 沙优的眼神微微有些恍惚,脸上亦多出了几分忧郁之色。 Tokyo, that indeed is she place that wants to go. 东京,那的确是她想要去往的地方。 Although is far from is the dream, but that once presented the sound in her dream, has mentioned this place...... 虽然谈不上是梦想,不过那个曾经出现于她梦里的声音,也有提到过这个地方…… Except for this, matter just like also beautiful xiao teacher said. 除此以外,事情也正如美咲老师所说。 Only remains the short 2-3 months of present at to the term examination, truly does not divert attention for other things suitably. 在离大考仅剩短短2-3个月的现在,确实不宜为其他事情分心。 Calmly spat the breath two, returned to normal the chaotic state of mind. 静静吐息了两下,平复一下纷乱的心绪。 Sayu says to beautiful xiao teacher who a face is worrying about: „......, Thanks the teacher your care, I know how should do.” 沙优对着一脸担忧的美咲老师如是说:“……嗯,谢谢老师您的关心,我知道该怎么做了。” No matter how said, goes to the matter of Tokyo unable to be affected, must therefore study earnestly. 不管怎么说,去东京的事情是不能受到影响的,所以还是要认真念书。 As for other, can only need further consideration...... 至于其他的,只能从长计议…… Tokyo, today's new strip fragrance is also reporting. 东京这边,今天的新条香也在做着汇报。 „Said, Association president, the small evening she cried last night.” “说起来啊,会长,小夕她昨晚哭了哦。” With these words as the prologue, attracted somebody's attention instantaneously. 以这句话作为开场白,瞬间就吸引了某人的注意。 „- Talks clearly, what meaning is this saying?” Katou Yusuke frowns to say. “-说清楚,这话是什么意思？”加藤悠介皱起眉头说道。 He this morning just completing the novel illustration issues Machida park, this little while is observing to write in reply, but does not have that mood now. 他今早刚把完成的小说插图发给町田苑子,这会儿正在察看回函,不过现在却没了那个心情。 „Un ~ ~ ~” “嗯~~~” The new strip fragrance is nodding, is fermenting the dangling corner of the eye, exhibits an expression that pours down to sob, is so red the eye to look at him. 新条香点着头,酝酿着垂下眼角,摆出一副泫然欲泣的表情,就这么红着眼睛望着他。 „" Father...... mother...... do not throw down me " - did the child say?” “「爸爸……妈妈……不要丢下我」-那孩子这么讲了哦？” The appearance that first half a word dies by heartbreak, latter half a word immediately usually restored long-drawn-out idleness. 前半句还是伤心欲绝的样子,后半句就马上恢复成了平时的悠哉安闲。 Not only studies lifelike, among the switches over including two mood is also the smooth nature, takes and puts away freely. 不仅学得惟妙惟肖,包括两种情绪之间的切换也是圆滑自然,收放自如。 Vividly reappeared small evening then appearance. 生动再现了小夕当时的模样。 The brow of Katou Yusuke wrinkles deeply, asked: „What...... did you chat?” 加藤悠介的眉头皱得更深,问道:“……你们聊了什么？” „What does not have ~ at least did not have at that time, after all she is speaking the sleep-talking.” “什么也没有哦~至少当时没有,毕竟她是在讲梦话嘛。” „Somniloquy......” “梦话……” „Right.” “对啊。” The new strip fragrance beckons with the hand, is bored to death said: „Probably is because remembered the sad matter, therefore midnight had the nightmare.” 新条香摆了摆手,百无聊赖地说:“大概是因为想起了伤心的事情吧,所以半夜就做噩梦了。” „......” “……” Katou Yusuke cannot help but silent. 加藤悠介不由得沉默。 This matter should unable to withdraw the relations with him. 这件事应该也与他脱不开关系。 If he had not inquired at that time perhaps the concerned family's matter, the small evening will not recall these sad past events. 如果他当时没有询问起有关家庭的事情,小夕或许也不会回忆起那些伤心的往事。 Read reaches to this, in the heart felt some feelings of guilty slightly. 念及于此,心中不禁微微感到些许罪恶感。 „...... Today's student association moves, you did not need to participate.” “……今天的学生会活动,你不用参加了。” „-?” “诶-？” Looks that was done the new strip fragrance that a face wonders by this saying, he takes out an envelope from the drawer of desk tranquilly, gives the explanation. 看着被这话搞得一脸纳闷的新条香,他平静地从办公桌的抽屉里取出一个信封,做出解释。 „Receives this, inside has 200,000 yuan. You go home today earlier, leading her to go to the market to buy clothes.” “把这个收起来,里面有二十万円。你今天早点回家,带她去商场买点衣服吧。” „Wú......, but the culture offers a sacrifice to that side the executive committee also to have the regular meeting today......” “唔……可是文化祭执行委员会那边今天还有例会……” Katou Yusuke thinks, „that side conference several points do start?” 加藤悠介想了想,“那边的会议几点开始？” „Four points, in audio-visual classroom.” “四点,在视听教室。” „Knew, at the appointed time I will attend, you did not need to manage.” “知道了,到时我会出席的,你不用管了。” „......, Is attended by the association president?” “……咦,由会长出席吗？” „I and benefit same place.” “我和惠一起。” „This......” “这样啊……” The new strip fragrance is blinking, returns said: „Un! I understand ~ I will handle the matter that the association president confesses.” 新条香眨着眼睛,回道:“嗯！那我明白了~我会把会长交代的事情办好的。” Receives to be loaded with the envelope of cash, she then however departs leisurely. 收起装有现金的信封,她便施施然离去。 „......” “……” Katou Yusuke pondered the moment slightly, observes the mail that Machida park sends. 加藤悠介稍微沉思了片刻,又重新察看起町田苑子发来的邮件。 Inside does not contain what corrections. 里面并不含什么修改意见。 Besides indicated to acclaim to his completion speed, Machida park also brought along former artist's thanks. 除了对他的完成速度表示赞叹以外,町田苑子还捎来了原画师的感谢。 Perhaps thinks puts to trouble to him, the expression of that Songyuan Teacher Hozumi is very polite. 或许是认为给他添了麻烦,那位松原穗积老师的言辞十分客气。 In addition can also return to original state the brushwork incident to feel the exclamation to him completely, and proposed request that exchanges the mailbox, hopes that later can exchange the attainment. 此外也对他能完全还原自己笔触一事感到惊叹,并提出了交换邮箱的请求,希望以后可以互相交流心得。 Katou Yusuke has not rejected, the idea of also not having claimed credit for himself. 加藤悠介对此也未拒绝,同时也没有居功自傲的想法。 Not to mention the light novel section that side also paid his corresponding reward. 且不说轻小说部那边还支付了他相应的报酬。 Even does not have the reward. 就算是没有报酬。 This matter in the final analysis is also the Utaha matter, he is impossible to sit by and do nothing. 这件事归根究底也是诗羽的事情,他不可能坐视不管。 Under such premise, he is not naturally able to pose as the status of benefactor. 在这样的前提下,他自然无法以恩人的身份自居。 Therefore regarding Songyuan Teacher Hozumi That side. 因此对于松原穗积老师那边。 Katou Yusuke entrusted Machida park to convey own apology and thanks similarly, expressed politely, had the matter to look for him again. 加藤悠介同样委托町田苑子转达了自己的歉意与感谢,同时也客气地表示以后有事可以再找他。 This matter then passes...... 这件事便这么过去…… ...... ……