TRSFPUS :: Volume #3

#281: Memory knot ( 4000 )


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Ka, ka. 咔叽咔叽,咔叽咔叽。 Hey ~ “嘿咻~” The rotation sound and delightful worker's chant sound of gear pass on the hearing bank together. 齿轮的转动声和悦耳的号子声一同传入耳畔。 Looks that strenuous will put completely the handcart of bags, comes out the young girl from the shop neighborhood. 看着那正费力将放满了大包小包的手推车,从店里弄出来的少女。 Is inciting to drink soft drink in mountain Jiantai cannot help but to stare in a big way the eyes, said subconsciously: „Can you evacuate mother-in-law's shop??” 正滋滋喝着汽水的内山健太不由得瞪大了双眼,下意识地说道:“你这是要把婆婆的店搬空吗??” Well?” “咦?” Sayu raised the head, „, these are not the things that I must buy, and has paid money.” 沙优抬起头来,“不,这些是我要买的东西,而且已经付过钱了。” „......” “呃……” The person who although asked on own initiative was he, but in mountain Jiantai has not actually thought that the opposite party such natural will say, suddenly suddenly became does not know should say what good. 虽然主动发问的人是他,不过内山健太却也没想到对方会这么自然地接话,一时间忽然又变得不知道该说什么好。 In heart anxious, a few words blurted out: „Can the woman in Tokyo, be able to eat?” 心中一阵焦急之下,一句话就脱口而出:“东京的女人,会不会太能吃了啊?” The language finishes- 语毕- ei?” “欸?” Frightens!” “吓!” both sides gawked simultaneously all of a sudden. 双方同时愣了一下子。 But a side is confused, the other side is in the heart flusters one. 只不过一方是一头雾水,另一方则是心中慌得一匹。 The stay moment of vision on his face, Sayu leans the head to say slightly: These, are the shares of seven people.” 目光在他的脸上停留片刻,沙优略微侧着脑袋说道:“这些,是七个人的份喔。” Said that and supplemented one: Although and I am not a native of Tokyo, but their capacity for food are not as far as I know big.” 说完又补充了一句:“而且虽然我也不是东京人,但是据我所知他们的饭量也没有那么大呢。” Oh, oh......!” “噢、喔……!” In mountain Jiantai was forcefully calm was complying with one, only thought that on the face was actually burns is like the fire. 内山健太强行镇定着应了一声,只觉得脸上却是烧得跟火一样。 However because his skin originally black, the words that therefore does not examine carefully cannot see what difference. 不过因为他的皮肤本来就黑,所以不细看的话倒也看不出什么不同。 In the heart makes a mess, for a while slow of speech speechless. 心中乱作一团,一时讷讷无言。 But Sayu sees this also to have no meaning of talking, but stems from nods politely, is about to leave. 沙优见此倒也没什么搭话的意思,只是出于礼貌地点点头,接着就准备离开。 That...!” “那个…!” The youngster made noise to stop by calling out her suddenly. 少年蓦然出声叫住了她。 „...... Is?” “……是?” In the Sayu eye that turns the head looks like full of the doubts. 转头看来的沙优眼中充满了疑惑。 And the long hair of shoulder is hanging loose soft, like television in the advertisement of shampoo. 及肩的长发柔软披散着,像极了电视里洗发水的广告。 The skin is also very fair, and has the gloss very much, the female students in school are much better. 皮肤也十分白皙,而且很有光泽,比自己所在学校里的女生都要好得多。 In the impression as if only then the form can compare favorably with together she in this aspect, actually was also short of a not being able to say feeling. 印象里似乎只有一道身影在这方面能比得上她,却也少了一种说不出来的感觉。 This is in mountain Jiantai when the silence, matter that in the brain thinks. 这是内山健太在沉默时,脑中所想的事情。 „-.” “-请问。” Sayu asks: What matter has?” 沙优开口询问道:“是有什么事情吗?” This saying also lets beyond the patrolling day healthy recovers, subsequently conveniently shopping bag on a finger/refers of cart. 这话也让正神游天外的健太回过神来,继而随手一指推车上的购物袋。 You bought the Polish child soft drink like this, will make me very troublesome.” “你这样把波子汽水都买走了,会让我很麻烦的。” Un?” “嗯?” A pair of thin eyebrow slightly pressed. 一双细眉微微蹙了起来。 Sayu while feeling has doubts, thinks was saying: I think that should not be this is right, in the shop also has several bottles.” 沙优在感到更加疑惑的同时,亦思索着说道:“我想应该不是这样才对,店里还有几瓶的。” „...... Hami melon taste.” In mountain Jiantai stuffy sound said: That is I likes drinking, the both bottles of only remaining your here.” “……哈密瓜口味的。”内山健太闷声道:“那个是我爱喝的,仅剩的两瓶都在你这里了。” Said that also took up the marine that on the table drank to remain to demonstrate, seemed feared that she did not believe to be the same. 说完还拿起桌上喝剩的空瓶展示了一下,仿佛是怕她不相信一样。 Sees the opposite party to blink, the shopping bag of line of sight on cart and on him stayed the moment alternately. 就见对方眨了眨眼,视线在推车上的购物袋和他身上交替停留了片刻。 " Since this case. " Sayu thinks saying: Then these two bottles gave you to be good.” 「既然这样的话。」沙优想了想说:“那么这两瓶就都给你好了。” What?” “啥?” „Don't you want?” “你不要吗?” „...... It is not, I give you money.” “呃……也不是,那我给你钱。” That does not use, are you Yusuke friend?” “那个就不用了,你是悠介的朋友吧?” Ha!?” In healthy too first stares sluggishly, subsequently flickers under the intercool that in the shorts pocket takes out money the face, who with that cold-blooded animal is a friend!?” “哈!?”正慢吞吞在短裤口袋里掏钱的健太先是一愣,继而瞬间冷下脸来,“谁跟那种冷血动物是朋友啊!?” hears word, the expression of Sayu smile also restrained. 闻言,沙优原本微笑的表情也收敛了起来。 Thump! 啪咚! Two bottles of wave child soft drinks were placed on the table layer on layer/heavily. 两瓶波子汽水被重重放在了桌上。 This, then ok, but this delivered you.” “这样么,那么算了,不过这个还是送你了。” How even if to be disturbed a moment ago again, has not actually been angry like the present. 就算是刚才再怎么被打扰,却也没有像现在这样生气。 After coldly looked at a present dark youngster, she then prepares to depart. 冷冷地看了一眼眼前的黝黑少年后,她便准备离去。 Fed...... me saying that had the reason!” In mountain Jiantai shouts in behind, but Sayu actually also decides no longer responds, but turns toward pushes a cart to walk. “喂……我这么说是有原因的!”内山健太在后面喊道,不过沙优却也打定主意不再回应,只是向着推车走去。 Really! With that person in the together words, you will also drop out sooner or later! Clearly recognizes earlier quite well!” “真的!跟那种人在一起的话,你迟早也会被抛下的!还是早点认清比较好!” The young girl step non-stop as before. 少女依旧步履不停。 Sees this. 见此。 Although also knows the words that oneself spoke have much do not ask for happily, but in mountain Jiantai continued the words. 虽然也知道自己所说的话有多不讨喜,不过内山健太还是继续把话说了下去。 If you know that fellow made anything, believe me!” “如果你知道那家伙做了什么的话,就会相信我了!” The Sayu footsteps stop suddenly. 沙优的脚步蓦然停下。 You really quite strange.” “你这个人真的好奇怪。” Welcoming him fully is being the vision of haze, the young girl turns the head slowly, frowning eyebrow say/way: 迎着他满是阴霾的目光,少女慢慢转过头来,颦眉道: Although does not know before you and Yusuke, what had, if you like that girl, shouldn't contact the opposite party? Why can vent on Yusuke?” “虽然不知道你和悠介以前发生了什么,不过如果你喜欢那个女孩子的话,不应该自己去联络对方吗?为什么要把气撒在悠介身上?” In mountain Jiantai who hears this saying stares immediately, subsequently blurted out: „Do you know? Is that fellow tells you??” 听到这话的内山健太顿时为之一愣,继而脱口而出:“你知道?是那家伙告诉你的??” Still did not wait for her to open the mouth to respond, oneself denied this view: Is impossible, he at all will not be that type will mention the person of this matter on own initiative, will unable to realize own mistake forever. Treats as the trash others' sentiment arbitrarily!” 尚不等她开口回应,又自己否定了这一说法:“不可能,他根本不是那种会主动提起这种事的人,而且也永远意识不到自己的错误。只是擅自把别人的感情当作垃圾!” This should say that is biased, is weak? Even the student is not mature.’ Looks the youngster who looks angrily and fiercely at present, Sayu cannot bear this want to say. ‘这到底该说是偏执呢,还是幼稚呢?就算是国中生也太不成熟了。’看着眼前横眉竖眼的少年,沙优忍不住这样想道。 Then associated to the family of opposite party, as well as that made her feel that some were not easy getting along with, actually displayed gentle old person to the grandson the extremely. 接着又联想到了对方的家庭,以及那个让她觉得有些不好相处,却对孙子表现得极为慈祥的老人。 Therefore classified to be protected it silently...... is or favored to drown in the good that kind of person. 于是默默把其归类到了被保护……或者说被宠溺得太好的那一类人里面。 Read reaches to this, in heart also for a while breath the heart of dispute. 念及于此,心中也一时息了争执之心。 „-, although there heard a point from Mui Ne aunt.” Sayu asked like this: Then you felt, Yusuke he should with that girl in the same place, compare to you?” “-尽管只是从美奈阿姨那里听到了一点。”沙优这样问道:“那么你觉得,悠介他应该和那个女孩子在一起,对你才比较好吗?” In mountain Jiantai complexion fluctuates to keep, after silent moment, said: I dislike his approach.” 内山健太的脸色一阵变幻不停,沉默片刻后道:“我只是讨厌他的那种做法。” Perhaps you possibly think, but the are the values of person and person also different?” Sayu looks at his one eyes, has not haggled over the reply that his evades the important questions for the easy, said lightly: But I, most liked Yusuke.” “或许你可能是这么想,但是人与人的价值观也都不一样吧?”沙优望他一眼,也没有计较他那避重就轻的回答,淡淡道:“但是我啊,最喜欢悠介了。” Wha......! Where was that fellow good? The small silver is also this, you are also this.” “什……嘁!那种家伙到底哪里好了?小银也是这样,你也是这样。” Un, the words that although must speak I can mention over 100 his merits. However regarding repugnant Yusuke you, handles this matter also to be as if not meaningful?” “嗯,虽然要说的话我能讲出100个以上他的优点。不过对于讨厌悠介的你来说,做这种事情似乎也没什么意义吧?” The young girls said: Said again, who the small silver is?” 少女顿了顿说道:“再说,小银是谁?” This and you irrelevant......” in mountain Jiantai the opening and closing the lip were saying. “这和你无关……”内山健太翕动着嘴唇说道。 Un, said is also. Was sorry to disturb, then I must first walk.” “嗯,说的也是。抱歉打扰了,那么我要先走了。” Ka, ka. 咔叽,咔叽。 The sharp gear fricative sends out from the cart under foot. 尖锐的齿轮摩擦声又自推车脚下发出。 I said-!” “我说-!” In mountain Jiantai three-time opens the mouth: You will say so many to me, even also delivers me the wave child soft drink, actually to flatter that fellow?” 内山健太三度开口:“你会跟我说这么多,甚至还送我波子汽水,其实都只是为了讨好那家伙吧?” Flatters?” A Sayu face wonders to review looks like. “讨好?”沙优一脸纳闷地回眸看来。 Right. For example like this dishonorable conduct that to display oneself gentle side, wants to cancel that fellow, saying over and over again is this goal?” “对。比如为了表现自己温柔的一面,想就这样抹去那家伙的卑劣行径,说来说去就是这种目的吧?” In the heart cannot help but surges to be a little absurd, a little funny feeling. 心中不由得涌起一股有点荒谬,又有点好笑的感觉。 The young girls were naturally clear that and that person's relations and fetters, is completely not this that in the opposite party mouth said. 少女自然清楚自己和那个人的关系与羁绊,完全不是对方口中说的这样。 Just like this mountain Mui Ne said that experienced many two people together has looked like closely weaves to twine in the together knot together. 正如本山美奈所言,共同经历过许多的两人就像是紧紧编织在一起、又缠绕在一起的绳结。 Said unrestrained/no trace of politeness. 毫不客气的说。 Even if never has the related thought that but supposed, even if that is called " small silver " girl, appears in Katou Yusuke again at present, she still has the confidence to press that friends from childhood is the role cannot raise the head. 即便从未有相关念头,不过假设就算是那个被称为「小银」的女孩子,再次出现在加藤悠介眼前,她也有信心压得那种青梅竹马系角色抬不起头来。 Ogiwara Sayu never denied oneself are an ordinary female student, under character that but in the cute semblance and only lets Monarch to demand to one person, has side that oneself will not make concessions. 荻原沙优从不否认自己是个普通的女生,但在可爱的外表和只对一人任君索取的性格之下,也有着自己不会退让的一面。 Thinks of here, she is then opening the mouth to say to mountain Jiantai suddenly: Originally is this, what having isn't right?” 想到这里,她便对着内山健太蓦然开口道:“本来就是这样啊,有什么不对吗?” „......?” “……咦?” Therefore before the person of liking, can want to make the opposite party generally see own merit, where makes is not right?” “所以说在喜欢的人面前,一般都会想让对方看见自己的优点啊,这么做有哪里不对?” „......?” “呃……?” Did not pay attention to is gawking dull the opposite party, the young girl to somewhat actually the natural tone continue the words strongly. 不理会呆楞着的对方,少女以有些强硬却又理所当然的口吻继续把话说了下去。 Because I like Yusuke, therefore my natural meeting wants to become his boost. So long as can ask for his favor, I will also try the best to flatter him. Male student who if because of Yusuke, about does not know, I simply have no reason to keep here hear of you to say these.” “因为我喜欢悠介,所以我当然会想成为他的助力。只要能讨他欢心,我也会尽自己所能去讨好他。如果不是因为悠介的话,对于不认识的男生,我根本没有理由会留在这里听你说这些。” You......!” “你……!” In mountain Jiantai is instantaneously dumbfounded. 内山健太瞬间哑口无言。 To him, today stems from somebody malice for a long time, as well as wants to make this action with the mood that the young girl talks. 对他来说,今天只是出于对某人长久以来的恶感,以及想要和少女搭话的心情才会做出这一番举动。 Has not actually thought that under opposite party that delicate semblance, when involving somebody's matter displays so will be unexpectedly strong. 却没想到对方那柔柔弱弱的外表下,在涉及到某人的事情时表现竟会这么强势。 Does wanted to direct the idea of landscape, suddenly turned into at present this being able to get out some. 搞得原本想要指点江山的想法,突然就变成眼下这种有些下不来台的局面了。 High-rising drowning oneself sound said: So long as that is because likes, can trample others sentiment the behavior to legalize at will?” 兀自沉声道:“那么只要是因为喜欢,就可以把随意践踏别人感情的行为正当化了吗?” Put out Sayu of cell phone to look at time, saw after some was ample, then arrived on the opposite party opposite bench to sit down. 拿出手机的沙优看了一眼时间,见到还有一些余裕后便来到对方对面的长椅上坐下。 Before answering this issue, were you should also speak the matter of former, this was right?” “在回答这个问题之前,你是不是也应该把以前发生的事情讲一下,这样才对吧?” A pair of clear eye pupil also looked, as if can the long jab innermost feelings. 一双澄澈的眼眸随之望了过来,仿佛能直击内心。 Even if away from a table, in mountain Jiantai can still clear smells nice-smelling fruit fragrance. 即便是隔着一张桌子,内山健太也能清晰的闻到一股好闻的果香。 Let his heartbeat cannot help but leak a racket. 让他的心跳都不由得漏了一拍。 Subsequently turns away stiffly, puts out a hand to take the wave child soft drink on table. 继而生硬地移开视线,伸手去拿桌子上的波子汽水。 With bang one, 伴随着“咻砰”一声, Catches up to overflow to come in the soft drink bubble, then raises the head him who the mouth collects, tons start to drink like a fish. 赶在汽水泡沫溢出来之来,把嘴凑上去的他便扬起脑袋,吨吨吨开始牛饮。 Gurgle...... .” “咕嘟……噗呃。” The thirsty throat has been alleviated. 干渴的喉咙得到缓解。 Wears in mountain Jiantai of black vest and gray shorts will also remain half of soft drinks to place on the table, deep breath one breath. 身穿黑色背心和灰色短裤的内山健太将还剩一半的汽水放在桌上,深呼吸了一口气。 „- That, how many do I and his matter you know?” “-那么,我和他的事情你知道多少?” Sees his words to be somewhat loose, Sayu then nods saying: Probably you have that girl who is called the small silver probably was very once good with Yusuke, because afterward her family/home moved from the village, then you started repugnant Yusuke...... almost this.” 见他的话语有些松动,沙优便点头说道:“像是你还有那个被称为小银的女孩子曾经跟悠介好像很好,后来因为她家搬离了村子,然后你就开始讨厌悠介了……差不多这样吧。” „The only contact way of then about the small silver at that time leaving behind?” “那么关于小银当时留下的唯一的联络方式?” Un, some heard, but " only " knows from your here. However......” “嗯,也有听说,不过「唯一的」是从你这里知道的。不过……” The young girls said: In other words hadn't the opposite party given you to contact the way at that time?” 少女顿了顿说:“也就是说对方当时并没有给你联络方式吧?” In the words command of speaking frankly mountain Jiantai the instinct wants to get angry, but in a pair that pair of amber brown show pupil, felt that inexplicably the words stagnate. 直言不讳的话语令内山健太本能地想要发怒,不过一对上那双琥珀色的秀眸,却又莫名感到话语一滞。 Is depressed to be flabbergasted saying: Hateful......, but told you are same, moreover that person also clearly knows this point, finally his actually anything does not do, the contact way that others leave behind also discarded casually. The small silver likes him obviously, this matter...... is unable to forgive absolutely!” 只是闷闷咂舌道:“可恶……但是就跟你说的一样,而且那个人也明知道这一点,结果他却什么都不做,就连别人留下的联络方式也那么随便地就丢掉了。明明小银那么喜欢他,这种事情……绝对无法原谅!” Said also cannot help but got hold of the double fist, clenches teeth saying: Just is depends others to like itself, can easily handle this matter!?” 边说还边不由自主地握紧了双拳,咬牙道:“只不过是仗着别人喜欢自己,难道就可以轻易做这种事情吗!?” Hears here Sayu to nod looking pensive, low nan so that's how it is. 听到这里的沙优若有所思地点了点头,低喃了一句原来如此。 Although is only few, but in recombination from this mountain Mui Ne there hear part. 虽然只是寥寥几句,不过再结合上从本山美奈那里听来的部分。 The long and short of the story of whole thing had a basically complete outline in the mind as before. 整件事情的来龙去脉依旧在脑海中有了一个基本完整的轮廓。 Afterward said: Although I did not think that Yusuke does this is right, when is that the elementary school matter......? Perhaps has that girl also forgotten these also perhaps?” 随后这么说道:“虽然我不觉得悠介这样做是对的,但是那是小学时的事情吧……?也许那个女孩子也早就忘记了那些也说不定吧?” In mountain Jiantai opens mouth close to, is actually not able to deny. 内山健太张了张嘴巴,却是无从否认。 In fact he himself had also once thought this possibility innumerable, but when will accumulate depressed finally at heart. 事实上他自己也曾无数次想过这种可能,只是每到最后又会积郁在心里。 While moving worried, will also increase several points to the dislike of Katou Yusuke. 在感动烦闷不已的同时,对加藤悠介的厌恶也会更增几分。 He has at least believed that if Katou Yusuke discards that contact way, perhaps oneself can also continue to maintain the contact in the name of friend with the small silver. 至少他一直认为,如果加藤悠介把那份联络方式丢掉的话,自己或许还能继续以朋友的名义跟小银保持联络。 Because were afterward the relations of distance became estranged day after day, actually also compared this type seems like gouged a blade on the body directly, must come to be easier to accept. 哪怕是后来因为距离的关系日渐疏远,却也比这种像是直接被人在身上剜了一刀,要来得更容易接受。 Sometimes the person lives is being reads thinks . 有时候人活着就是一个念想,或者说一口气。 In addition he himself is one stubborn to nearly biased person, will therefore evolve today's this in the long time. 再加上他自己又是一个固执到近乎偏执的人,所以才会在漫长的时间里演变成今天这样。 Therefore is not convinced to refute: Small silver she is not such person......!” 于是不服气地反驳道:“小银她不是那样的人……!” The tone that although spoke was still strong, was difficult to cover the essence of its outwardly strong but inwardly weak. 虽然说话的口吻依旧强硬,却也难掩其外强中干的本质。 Until outside the body Sayu of outsider brutally exposes the truth. 直到身外局外人的沙优无情地点破真相。 Even but if that contact way discarded, that girl and should her family member still remember here address? Even if no telephone, through writing a letter still well. Have you received these things......?” “但是就算是那份联络方式丢掉了,那个女孩子和她家人应该也会记得这里的地址吧?就算没有电话,通过写信也好。你们有收到过这些东西吗……?” Scoffs. 啪嗤。 Just like having an advantage arrow attacks into the heart. 宛如有着一根利箭直直插入心头。 Supplementary raises, I also has about this matter to Mui Ne aunt has understood. Although does not know that you are whether clear, but this answer no?” “附带一提,关于这件事我也有向美奈阿姨了解过。虽然不知道你是否清楚,不过这个答案是没有喔?” . 喀啦喀啦。 Probably crashing of glass is indistinct in the ear resounds. 像是玻璃的碎裂声隐约在耳边响起。 In mountain Jiantai the complexion becomes azure another red, the chest is fluctuating with the loud breathing off and on. 内山健太的脸色变得一阵青又一阵红,胸口随着粗重的呼吸声断续起伏着。 Probably before must counter-attack him, spoke the Yusuke malicious remarks, the Sayu tone is still calm and straightforward. 像是要回击他之前讲了悠介的坏话,沙优的语气依旧淡定、直白。 An eye decides is gazing at him. 一双眼睛定定地注视着他。 Answered you again the beforehand issue. Was said " because, so long as liked, can trample the behavior legalization of others sentiment at will " right?” “再来回答你之前的问题。是说「只要因为喜欢,就可以把随意践踏别人感情的行为正当化」对吧?” The young girls said in a soft voice: As the Yusuke girlfriend, I did not deny that own words will be erroneous. However although I do not think that Yusuke then approach was correct, but did not think that he was wrong.” 少女轻声说道:“作为悠介的女朋友,我不否认自己的话会有失偏颇。不过虽然我不认为悠介当时的做法是正确的,但是也不觉得他是错误的。” As if not convinced to be the same, in mountain Jiantai stares a pair of cow eye to look to her, but Sayu also does not fear looks at each other with him. 仿佛是不服气一样的,内山健太瞪着一双牛眼望向她,而沙优亦是丝毫不惧地与他对视。 That eye as before limpid bright, contains one type not the gentle boldness under him. 那双眼睛依旧清澈明亮,却也蕴含着一种不在他之下的温柔魄力。 After a long silence. 一阵漫长的沉默过后。 Whistling...... whistling......” “呼呼……呼呼……” In mountain Jiantai takes the lead to close one's eyes, long exhales the one breath. 内山健太率先闭起眼睛,长长呼出一口气。 Afterward the dangling shoulder, said suddenly dejected: „...... Added what erroneous, you not cover up to his favoring completely.” 随后骤然垂下肩膀,颓然道:“……还说什么有失偏颇,你对他的偏袒完全就不加掩饰嘛。” The language finishes, he then smiled bitterly. 语毕,他便苦笑了出来。 Felt that making concessions in his words, Sayu also relaxed the expression, on the face revealed with the soft tender smile that tallied, chuckle said: 感觉到他话语里的退让,沙优也随之放松下了表情,脸上又重新露出与自身相符的软嫩笑容,轻笑一声说: Un! Because he is Yusuke that I most like ~?” “嗯!因为他是我最喜欢的悠介呀~?” ...... ……
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