„Looked.” “看完了。” Rubbed the eye that was stranded cannot open, Chu Guang had put down the diary and extract in critical information hand note, and put aside pinched the pen in hand. 揉了揉已经困得睁不开的眼睛,楚光放下手中的日记本和摘录关键信息的笔记,并丢开了捏在手上的笔。 Although had not found the answer that he wants, however inside story still provided many interesting clues to him. 虽然并没有找到他想要的答案,但是里面的故事仍然给他提供了不少有趣的线索。 From the beginning he thinks what this diary told was one group of survivors disappears the human nature, finally the exuviate turned into the raider story. 一开始他以为这本日记讲述的是一群幸存者泯灭人性,最终蜕变成掠夺者的故事。 Finally afterward summarized, is actually the pure modern version farmer and snake. 结果后来总结下来,其实就是单纯的现代版农夫与蛇。 The whole show who in the diary presents altogether has three. 日记中出现的主要人物一共有三个。 The master name of diary was Li cultivate, an ordinary sportswriter, called it Xiao Li for the time being. 日记的主人名字叫李修,一名普普通通的体育新闻记者,姑且称之为小李。 Another is a woman named Sun Lai, for the time being calls it little Sun. 另一个则是一位名叫孙莱的女人,姑且称之为小孙。 But the third person, is little Sun in the husband who in vault is the security guard. 而第三个人,则是小孙在避难所里担任警卫的丈夫。 Because the diary had not mentioned that the name of this security guard, for the time being called it „victim” ok. 由于日记并没有提到这位警卫的姓名,姑且称之为“苦主”好了。 Because read off put in order this diary, Chu Guang on a feeling, this lived the brother in yellow wool diary is really miserable. 因为读完了整本日记,楚光就一个感觉,这位活在黄毛日记本中的老哥实在是太惨了。 Diary light of very opening narration, Xiao Li who fortunately survives from the catastrophe with the brushwork of recollection, when narrated the atomic warfare broke out own experience simply. 日记的开头叙述的很平淡,从浩劫中幸存下来的小李用回忆的笔触,简单地叙述了核战爆发时自己的所见所闻。 At that time the Lucent Spring City northern suburbs stadium was conducting a region basketball tournament, the competition is conducting the latter half, is the anxious intense determining the final outcome link. 当时清泉市北郊的体育馆正在进行一场区域篮球赛,比赛正进行到后半段,正是紧张激烈的决胜环节。 But at this moment, the broadcast sounded the warning of nuclear strike suddenly. 而就在这时,广播突然拉响了核打击的警报。 【...... Almost all people have not responded, even my assistant thinks, this sound effect is organizer arrangement the special effect of active atmosphere. However I flustered, is almost the instinct runs, the instinct ran into the basement, found placed there dormancy cabin. When my two feet step, I have produced the hesitation of flash.】 【……几乎所有人都没反应过来,甚至就连我的助手都以为,这音效是主办方安排的活跃气氛的特效。然而我还是慌了,几乎是本能地跑,本能地冲进了地下室,找到了放在那里的休眠舱。当我两只脚跨进去的时候,我产生过一瞬间的犹豫。】 【What to do if all these are only a shoddy joke should? Only takes one month, my audience will forget cleanly me, I will not have a thing in the world......, but I close finally, and opened the insurance of start button.】 【如果这一切只是一个拙劣的玩笑该怎么办？只需要一个月的时间,我的观众们就会把我忘得一干二净,我将一无所有……但我最终还是关上了门,并打开了启动按钮的保险。】 【Periphery starts becomes cold, my consciousness goes far away little. When I open eyes again, shoves open the cabin door, the mechanical watch in gate tells me with the fact, the atomic warfare truly happened, my deep sleep had more than three years, now outside is the people are no longer the same. I bet right, but I did not think what oneself lucky...... I was rather wrong was I, all were only a shoddy joke, at least I can also attain a compensation of not poor|Fei from organizer there. Made all finish simply three years ago, dying in the Utopia was not a misdemeanor, living instead is being suffering.】 【周围开始变冷,我的意识一点点远去。而当我再次睁开眼,推开舱门,门上的机械表用事实告诉我,核战确实发生了,我沉睡了有三年多,现在外面已是物是人非。我赌对了,但我一点儿也不觉得自己幸运……我宁可错的是我,一切都只是个拙劣的玩笑,至少我还能从主办方那里拿到一笔不菲的赔偿。或者让一切干脆结束在三年前,死在乌托邦中并不是一件坏事,活着反而是一种折磨。】 Following, Xiao Li from his angle of view, described the picture that on the street saw at that time. 后面一段,小李从他的视角,描述了当时街上看到的画面。 The torn to pieces street and tattered and torn concrete building, as well as were abandoned at will in the street take office by crow pecking food corpse all like the hell. 支离破碎的街道、千疮百孔的混凝土大楼,以及被随意抛弃在街上任由乌鸦啄食的死尸一切如同地狱。 Desperate to suffocating! 令人绝望到窒息！ Obviously is in August, the space has actually started the floating snow. The dusky day cannot see the sunlight, cannot feel warm. 明明是8月,天上却已经开始飘雪。灰蒙蒙的天看不见阳光,也感受不到一点温暖。 Is joining aimless wanders. 漫无目的地在接上游荡。 Finally before soon drops down, he in nearby worn out tire factory, found the poor man who one group fortunately survived similarly. 终于在快要倒下之前,他在附近的废旧轮胎厂里,找到了一伙同样幸存下来的可怜人。 Is far from the age of disappearing in that personal, the survivors in tire factory rescued him, but he also met a woman named Sun Lai there. 在那个人性远没有泯灭的年代,轮胎厂的幸存者们救助了他,而他也在那里遇见了一位名叫孙莱的女人。 When a that woman nurse, leading an under 7-year-old child, the nuclear bomb erupted to disperse with the husband, these years have been looking for oneself husband. 那个女人一名护士,带着一名不到7岁的孩子,核弹爆发时和丈夫走散了,这些年来一直在寻找自己的丈夫。 Li cultivate sympathizes with her bitter experience very much, expressed willingness to help her. 李修很同情她的遭遇,表示愿意帮助她。 Writes about here time, in the diary is pasting a yellowing picture, is their group photos, although that woman on the face wrote all over the trace of wind and frost, but can look at the looks to be beautiful. 写到这里的时候,日记中贴着一张泛黄的照片,是他俩的合照,那个女人虽然脸上写满了风霜的痕迹,但看得出来姿容姣好。 Chu Guang does not care about their sentimental development, does not care about complex ethics dispute, therefore jumped over at least 30 pages of psychological activities and detail descriptions sees the clue that made him be interested in truly fast until him finally. 楚光并不在意他俩的感情发展,也不在意这其中复杂的伦理纠葛,于是快速跳过了至少30页的心理活动和细节描写直到他终于看见了真正令他感兴趣的线索。 Xiao Li and little Sun, with searching for the components assembled one primitively, but reliable radio, and successfully listened to a broadcast from vault. 小李和小孙俩人,用搜寻来的零件组装了一台原始但可靠的收音机,并且成功收听到了一条来自避难所的广播。 But that person in broadcast, Sun Lai the husband is also that in the victim who vault is the security guard. 而广播中的那个人,正是孙莱的丈夫也就是那个在避难所担任警卫的苦主。 For three years, broadcast for day not to interrupt, every day high noon resounds on time, ended the broadcast to 3 : 00 pm. 三年来,广播一天也没有中断过,每天正午时分准时响起,一直播放到下午 3 点结束。 But content of broadcast, is searching and separate wife and child for three years. 而广播的内容,也是三年如一日地寻觅着与自己失散的妻子和孩子。 When realized that own husband never gives up looking for itself, vacillation some little Sun, had lain in the arms of Xiao Li cries to make noise. 当意识到自己的丈夫从未放弃过寻找自己,原本已经有些动摇的小孙,趴在小李的怀里哭出了声来。 Chu Guang can feel, master of this diary does not seem like very happy, even has not mentioned her husband's name in the diary, but comes the synonym with that man, a belt/bring crossed the entire matter. 楚光能感觉到,这本日记的主人似乎不是很开心,甚至都没有在日记中提到她丈夫的名字,只是用那个男人来代称,一笔带过了整个事情。 However the following matter, started gradually interesting. 不过接下来的事情,渐渐开始有趣了起来。 As the vault security guard, the atomic warfare breaks out the beforehand victim to be closed in vault. 作为避难所的警卫,核战爆发之前苦主就被关在避难所里。 Knew that own wife and child are also living, he thinks in the means relation immediately oneself once in the friend of police authorities work, directing his friend to bring the commodity, went to rescue poor man of these life in tire factory. 得知自己的妻子和孩子还活着,他立刻想办法联系上了自己曾经在警局工作的朋友,指引他的朋友带着物资,前去救助了那些生活在轮胎厂里的可怜人。 These commodities had the big use. 这些物资派上了大用场。 Incessantly so, the victim is relying on vault almost infinite knowledge reserve, can use on material from the digital library consult, actively helps the survivors in tire factory collect the useful thing, builds own shelter, resists the arctic weather and hunger. 不止如此,苦主凭借着避难所中几乎无限的知识储备,从电子图书馆查阅能用的上的资料,积极地帮助轮胎厂的幸存者们收集有用的物件,建立自己的庇护所,对抗严寒天气与饥饿。 Looking like the remote is the same. 就像是远程遥控一样。 Xiao Li and little Sun coordinate very much, but they concealed a matter, that has not told the survivors vault matter. 小李和小孙都很配合,不过他们隐瞒了一件事情,那就是没有告诉幸存者们避难所的事情。 The people are selfish. 人都是自私的。 If makes these survivors know, hides vault that can contact nearby them, is very difficult to speak them whether can also brave, unity and cooperation go on living like the present, they even possibly have not the good idea, forces to help their people say the vault position, even makes matter out of the ordinary. 如果让这些幸存者们知道,在他们附近藏着一座可以联络的避难所,很难讲他们是否还能像现在这样勇敢、团结、互助地活下去,他们甚至可能产生不好的想法,逼迫帮助他们的人说出避难所的位置,甚至做出更出格的事情。 The merit and prestige calculate temporarily in the head of Xiao Li, but existence of vault was concealed, a he as if omnipotent talent, obtained everyone's supporting. 功劳和威望暂时算在了小李的头上,而避难所的存在则被隐瞒了下来,他仿佛一位无所不能的天才,获得了所有人的拥戴。 This is not the misdemeanor. 这并不是什么坏事。 But leads one group of survivors eventually is not an easy matter. 但领导一群幸存者终究不是一件容易的事情。 The commodity that especially collects always has one day of exhaustion, but this limitless cold winter could not see the hope of conclusion. 尤其是搜集到的物资总有耗尽的一天,而这漫无边际的寒冬又看不到结束的希望。 The master mentality of diary is very from the beginning clear, he very clear, only then enters vault, can obtain forever peace. 日记的主人从一开始思路就很清晰,他很清楚只有进入避难所,才能获得永远的安宁。 Therefore he starts to try to convince little Sun, instills into some thoughts to her, telling her only has vault is the only outlet. 于是他开始试着说服小孙,向她灌输一些念头,告诉她只有避难所才是唯一的出路。 Not only this considers for her, for her child. 这不但是为了她着想,更是为了她的孩子。 No matter stemming from what idea, little Sun were convinced obviously, compares environment liberal vault, no one is willing to keep in the hell to suffer hardships. 不管是出于何种想法,小孙显然是被说服了的,相比起环境优渥的避难所,没有人愿意留在地狱中受苦。 Her husband in vault, going is not completely not possibly. 况且她的丈夫就在避难所里面,进去也不是完全没有可能的。 However, they do not know, once the vault front door closes, is not that can open easily, so-called can go in one-sided wishes. 然而,俩人并不知道,避难所的大门一旦关上,不是那么容易就能打开的,所谓能进去不过是一厢情愿。 Although the victims also worry to see oneself wife and children very much, but only manager has the jurisdiction of vault front door. 苦主虽然也很着急想见到自己的妻儿,但只有管理者才拥有避难所大门的权限。 As security guard, let alone opened the door, even saw that the qualifications of manager do not have. 身为一名警卫的自己别说是开门了,甚至连见到管理者的资格都没有。 Incessantly so. 不止如此。 In principle the vault front door after the closure, enters the radio silence immediately, anybody cannot any form to sending a message, such as be discovered severely will be punished. 原则上避难所的大门在关闭之后,会立刻进入无线电静默,任何人不得以任何形式向外界发送消息,如被发现将受到严厉的惩处。 He can the sending signal, and accepts the information, a large part of reasons are vault that because he is a little special. 他之所以能向外界发送信号,并接受外界的信息,很大一部分原因是因为他所在的避难所有点儿特殊。 This vault hid a power not high signal tower in the surface, but the signal of monitor nearby region is the matter that he must handle every day. 这座避难所在地表隐藏了一座功率不高的信号塔,而监听附近区域的信号更是他每天都要做的事情。 Yes, he made use of power in hand. 是的,他利用了职务之便。 For what reason, this is not an honored matter. 无论是出于何种理由,这都不是一件光彩的事情。 He has not thought, oneself should be how honest, has not thought how good to plead Sir Manager to leave a loophole, lets off itself. 他还没想好,自己该如何坦白,更没想好该如何恳求管理者大人网开一面,放过自己。 The worst result is, after he confessed truthfully all these, was imposed the life imprisonment by manager by the charge of rebel, forever closes in the dormancy cabin freezes, and after the order restores stands the trial of law. 最坏的结果是,当他如实交代了这一切之后,被管理者以叛徒的罪名处以无期徒刑,永远地关在休眠舱里冷冻,并在秩序恢复之后接受法律的审判。 But to that time, oneself with wife and children forever losing relation. 而到了那时,自己将和妻儿永远的失去联系。 The above is the speculation of Chu Guang basis diary content. 以上都是楚光根据日记内容的推测。 After all in the diary has not recorded the psychological activity of this victim, but brought to state about „radio silence” as well as „is unable to open the door” clue. 毕竟日记中并没有记载这位苦主的心理活动,只是一笔带过地陈述了关于“无线电静默”以及“无法开门”的线索。 Afterward, stemming from the guilt to wife and children, the victim directed them through the radio, found hidden supply point that on some conventional seeking asylum maps the non- meeting symbol recorded. 再后来,出于对妻儿的愧疚,苦主通过无线电指引他们,找到了一些常规避难地图上不会标记出来的隐藏补给点。 There commodity is rich, does not have food, medicine, clean tap water, the police who even guards against explosions the use use the weapon. 那里的物资非常丰富,不只有食物,药品,干净的饮用水,甚至还有防爆用途的警用武器。 These commodities made the survivors in tire factory spend a period of wealthy time, even also rescued a group of survivors who roamed about from being near city. 这些物资让轮胎厂的幸存者们度过了一段富裕的时光,甚至还救助了一批从临市流浪过来的幸存者。 But this diary master, became the Savior in these people eyes naturally, is becomes others wife and hero in child eyes. 而这本日记的主人,也理所当然地成了这些人们眼中的救世主,更是成为了别人老婆和孩子眼中的英雄。 However this wealthy days have not continued to be very long. 不过这段富裕的日子并没有持续很久。 Can see from the diary lattern half, as the commodity was exhausted, the contradiction and friction among people start gradually to get stronger and stronger. 从日记的后半部分可以看出,随着物资被耗尽,人与人之间的矛盾和摩擦开始逐渐愈演愈烈。 From the beginning, regardless of everybody, can enjoy to two boxes of canned meat per day per person and does not limit the quantity the self-heating rice of supply, even ices the delicious beer to drink. 一开始,无论男女老少,每人每天都能享用到两盒肉罐头和不限量供应的自热米饭,甚至还有冰镇可口的啤酒可以喝。 Arrived afterward, the survivor community started to prohibit alcohol again, the meat can only leave these young and middle-aged male who went out to explore, go hunting and cleans scraps, pregnant woman who and bosom was pregnant since birth, the gruel was also getting more and more thin, even has to mix some bark to go. 再到后来,幸存者社区开始禁酒,肉只能留给那些外出探索、打猎、拾荒的青壮年男性,以及怀有生孕的孕妇,粥也越来越稀,甚至不得不掺一些树皮进去。 Finally, all the commodities of storing up exhausted, it is getting more and more cold. 最后,所有囤积的物资都耗尽了,天却越来越冷。 All are becoming bad, sign that has not changed for the better, even the most man of optimism, cannot see the hope. 一切都在变得糟糕,一点儿也没有好转的迹象,即使是最乐观的人,也看不到一点儿希望。 Some people said, in the winter will continue to be very long. 有人说,冬天会持续很久。 Also some people said that is the rumor, does not have any nuclear winter. 也有人说那是谣言,根本没有什么核冬天。 Has the sound to refute, not only perhaps nuclear weapon? After all in the news has said that they have grasped compared with nuclear weapon more deterrent existence. 紧接着有声音反驳,也许不只是核武器？毕竟曾经的新闻上说过,他们早已经掌握了比核武器更具威慑力的存在。 But if it really exists, the present all are false? 但如果它真的存在,眼前的一切又是假的吗？ They most primitive nuclear bomb has not seen, the source of knowledge is others have chewed the thing, even the differentiation which were real, which were only the speculation and suspicion one possibility. 他们连最原始的核弹都没有见过,知识的来源都是别人嚼过的东西,甚至区分不了哪些是真的,哪些只是推测和猜想出来的一种可能性。 The suspicion and complaint spread in the survivor, few people choose to leave, but the person who keeps moves toward the quarrel gradually. 怀疑和抱怨在幸存者中蔓延,一部分人选择离开,而留下来的人则渐渐走向反目。 Perhaps...... 或许…… From the beginning they should not give shelter to the survivor who these roam about. 从一开始他们就不该收留那些流浪的幸存者。 But who isn't the person of vagrant? 但谁又不是流浪的人呢？ How many admitted people or should from the? 或者说,该从第几个被接纳的人算起？ When the contradiction accumulates irreconcilablly, finally evolved an intense conflict. But cause perhaps because of together mildewy bread, even a bone, these are unimportant. 当矛盾积累到不可调和,最终演变成了一场激烈的冲突。而起因也许只是因为一块发霉的面包,甚至一根骨头,这些都不重要了。 This fighting subsides in the sound of gunfire of Xiao Li finally, but starting from that moment, his dream about the Savior thorough was also stave. 这场械斗最终在小李的枪声中平息,但从那一刻开始,他关于救世主的梦也彻底破碎了。 Sun Lai the child died in that fighting, but she was also thorough falls insanely, some vanished in the heavy snow at night, has not appeared again. 孙莱的孩子死在了那场械斗中,而她本人也彻底疯掉,某个夜晚消失在了大雪中,再也没有出现过。 But Xiao Li immerses in the regret and pain, the content of diary also goes to another extreme gradually, between the lines did not have the initial edges and corners to be distinct, natural elegant, what replaces it was illegible and is perfunctory. 而小李自己则是沉浸在懊悔与痛苦,日记的内容也渐渐走向另一个极端,字里行间没有了最初的棱角分明,潇洒飘逸,取而代之的是潦草和敷衍。 Has writes one after several days, sometimes even linked for a month to forget the renewal simply. 有时隔个几天才写一笔,有时甚至干脆连着一个月忘了更新。 But the last page of dates, framed in the fourth year of wasteland era. 而最后一页的日期,定格在了废土纪元的第四年。 【...... I was still seeking for that vault, that is the only hope, although I know that the hope is very uncertain, but this world is incurable.】 【……我仍在寻找那个避难所,那是唯一的希望,虽然我知道希望很渺茫,但这个世界已经没救了。】 This is the last line that he writes down. 这是他写下的最后一行。 Until final of life, he is seeking for that had never found the Utopia. 直到生命的最后,他都在寻找那个从未找到过的乌托邦。 „This diary can be admitted the museum display......, if some day the museum and historical two kinds thing, reappear on this star, must some people know that here had had anything.” “这本日记可以被放进博物馆展览……如果有一天博物馆和历史这两样东西,重新出现在这颗星球上的话,总得有人知道曾经这里发生过什么。” „Ok, will be the spend some time another day, renews in official site setting collection ‚Bloody Hands’ under the entry was good.” “算了,还是改天花点时间,更新在官网设定集‘血手氏族’的词条下面好了。” „The server of different world, on the museum compared with wasteland is always credible.” “异世界的服务器,总比废土上的博物馆靠谱。” Although the diary explained the Bloody Hands origin, has not mentioned the result of Xiao Li. 日记虽然解释了血手氏族的由来,却并没有提到小李本人的结局。 However this is unimportant. 不过这不重要。 In the title page is printing that Blood Hand seal, in some sense, had explained all, accidental/surprised is he stays behind. 封面上印着的那个血手印,从某种意义上来讲,已经说明了一切,不出意外就是他留下的。 Chu Guang listened to Hayne saying that two years ago the Bloody Hands leader has not called „bear”, but is named „a eagle” the man, his corpse hangs on the street light of tire factory entrance not far away. 楚光曾经听海恩说过,两年前血手氏族的首领还不叫“熊”,而是一个叫“鹰”的男人,他的尸体就挂在轮胎厂门口不远处的路灯上。 But „before eagle”, dug out the blind eyes „snake”. 而“鹰”之前,是被抠瞎双眼的“蛇”。 Proceeds not to know that again perhaps, called other. 再往前就不知道了,也许叫别的。 Legend Bloody Hands all previous leader, no, if died a natural death, almost all people die of the murder or brutal Darwin principle of successor. 传说血手氏族的历代首领,没有一任是善终的,几乎所有人都死于继任者的谋杀或者说残酷的达尔文法则。 The diary that this is printing the Blood Hand seal seemed exerted some virulent curse, was regarded the energetic totem by these raider, with the cultural same place of that bloody violence, passed to the present from generation to generation. 这本印着血手印的日记就仿佛被施加了某种恶毒的诅咒,被那些掠夺者们当成精神图腾,和那血腥暴力的文化一起,一代一代传到了现在。 Now passed to „bear” this generation, was crushed the circulation of this evil by the just iron hammer finally. 如今传到了“熊”这一代,总算是被正义的铁锤粉碎了这罪恶的循环。 Sighed gently, diary of Chu Guang about in beginning. 轻轻叹息了一声,楚光合上了手中的日记。 „Little Seven, I planned to rest, helping me turn off a light, remembers that do not forget to shout Xia Yan got out of bed.” “小柒,我打算睡了,帮我关灯,记得别忘了喊夏盐起床。” „As for my words, 1 : 00 pm...... considers as finished, when I rested to naturally to awake.” “至于我的话,下午1点……算了,等我睡到自然醒好了。” „After these spoils of war I awoke, divides, if there is a player to consult you, you replied that...... the equipment has not appraised.” “那些战利品等我醒了之后再分,如果有玩家向你咨询,你就回答说……装备还没鉴定完。” It is well known, the equipment that has not appraised cannot equip, this is the MMORPG general knowledge, very reasonable. 众所周知,未鉴定的装备是不能装备的,这是M摸RPG的常识,非常的合理。 But Little Seven sound, forever that intimate. 而小柒的声音,也永远是那么的贴心。 „Good, master.” “好的喔,主人。” „Rests quickly.” “快睡叭。” The light in room is gradually gentle, finally belongs to the darkness. 房间内的灯光渐渐柔和,最后归于黑暗。 That can be a good dream. 那会是一个好梦。