Chapter 592 haze 第592章起雾了 Probably one year ago, since the inhabit region just cultivated/repaired that church time, Zhao Yinyin then can hear an old person's voice in the mind once for a while. 大概是从一年前,聚居地刚修起那座教堂的时候,赵茵茵便时不时能在脑海里听见一位老人的声音。 At first she thinks that is own illusion, but she discovered to be not such afterward, he not only will reply that own doubts, occasionally also the knowledge that will teach her some of her never to understand. 起初她以为那是自己的幻觉,但后来她发现并非如此,他不但会回答自己的疑惑,偶尔还会教她一些她从未了解的知识。 When she is very young, her grandfather then passed away, sometimes she will feel that old person like her grandfather, is always very gentle. 在她很小的时候,她的爷爷便去世了,有时候她会觉得,那个老人就像她的爷爷一样,总是很慈祥。 Afterward, the old person told her own is Son of God, in that church consecrated was oneself. 再后来,老人告诉她自己就是圣子,那座教堂中供奉的便是自己。 Yinyin does not doubt the words that he spoke, she had rather suspected, his status possibly was that Sir Son of God. 茵茵毫不怀疑他说的话,倒不如说她早就怀疑,他的身份可能是那位圣子大人了。 After all except for true Spiritual God, but also who can like him everywhere, omnipotent, exchanges with her in her mind? 毕竟除了真正的神灵,还有谁能像他一样无处不在,无所不能,在她的脑海里和她交流呢？ From then on, she then started also to pour out oneself worry outspokenly to that Sir Son of God. 从那以后,她便开始把自己的烦恼也都毫无保留地倾诉给了那位圣子大人。 The Spiritual God will not lie, will not speak the worry of mortal everywhere randomly. 神灵不会说谎,更不会把凡人的烦恼到处乱讲。 Not compared with he more suitable outpouring object...... 没有比他更合适的倾诉对象了…… If in the past were the same. 如往常一样。 Shrinks Yinyin in guest house two building spatial rooms, own worry, including with the good friend noisy contradiction, including the sadness of being with one's family broken up and decimated, pacing back and forth all alone will all tell him in the future. 缩在别馆二楼空房间里的茵茵,把自己的烦恼,包括和好朋友闹的矛盾,包括家破人亡的悲伤,往后无依无靠的彷徨全都告诉了他。 Wiped tears, Yinyin mumbled low voice was saying. 抹了抹眼泪,茵茵小声嘟囔着说道。 „...... Sorry, said so many, you possibly find it very silly.” “……对不起,自顾自地说了那么多,您可能觉得很无聊吧。” Long-time silence. 长久的沉默。 That kind sound sifted in her mind slowly. 那和蔼的声音缓缓飘入了她的脑海里。 „How can, my child.” “怎么会,我的孩子。” Although is only a comfort that is not the inspiration, but on the green face revealed wiped the weak actually strong smile, buoyed up slightly. 虽然只是一句算不上鼓舞的安慰,但茵茵的脸上露出了一抹软弱却坚强的笑容,稍微振作了一些。 After the moment, she as if made some decision, both eyes horizontally viewed to look to the front. 片刻后,她似乎做出了某种决定,双目平视看向前方。 „Really I should apologize with the lamb......” “果然我还是应该和小羊道个歉……” Stands overlooks the little miss in the visible place, Luo Gan is smiling lightly. 站在看不见的地方俯视着小姑娘,罗乾淡淡地笑了笑。 Really is a child. 果然是孩子么。 Including this immaterial small matter, will spend so many time to go to the worry, but he like this, will never decide the matter will be done immediately. 连这种无关紧要的小事儿,都会花那么多时间去烦恼,而他从不会这样,决定好了的事情立刻会去做。 „If you do not want to do this matter, actually can also not do.” “如果你不想做这件事的话,其实也可以不做。” Yinyin crooked under. 茵茵歪了下头。 „Why?” “为什么？” Luo Gan wants to tell her, because all these did not have the significance. The person in this inhabit region will die quickly, such being the case, what does that matter also to distinguish? 罗乾想告诉她,因为这一切都没有意义了。这座聚居地的人很快都会死,既然如此,做不做那种事情又有什么区别呢？ But thinks, he had not said finally. 但想了想,他最终没这么说。 Even the animal in sheepfold, still had the happiness pass last second of power, he was not to kill people, but killed people. 即使是羊圈里的动物,也是有幸福的度过最后一秒的权力的,他并不是为了杀人而去杀人。 Therefore he changed a gentler view. 于是他换了一个更温柔的说法。 „Time is a good medicine, it can cure all scars equally, so long as waits for patiently, all will be good.” “时间是一剂良药,它会平等地治愈一切伤痕,只要耐心地等待,一切都会好起来的。” Yinyin enclasped the knee, buried the chin in the knees, the low voice whisper said. 茵茵抱紧了膝盖,将下巴埋在了膝间,小声的嘀咕道。 „Wants enough for a long time, all will be good.” “只要足够久,一切就会好起来吗。” „Un.” “嗯。” The protection nods in her nearby Spiritual God gently, although she cannot see that person, but she can believe firmly that he is making this movement. 守护在她旁边的神灵轻轻点头,虽然她看不见那个人,但她可以确信他在做这个动作。 Yinyin believes him very much. 茵茵很相信他。 But this matter she is actually not able to approve. 但这件事她却无法认同。 Because she remembers very clearly, when oneself worry must help the lamb escapes from this cage, he personally has told himself. 因为她记得很清楚,在自己烦恼着要不要帮小羊逃出这座牢笼的时候,他亲口告诉过自己。 Hesitant moment, she said low voice. 犹豫了片刻,她小声说道。 „But...... you were not and I have said that a lot were without enough time hesitant, finally leaves the question that the time answered to obtain was certainly regrettable.” “可是……您不是和我说过,很多事情都是来不及犹豫,留给时间去解答的问题最后得到的一定都是遗憾吗。” ...... Wú? ……唔嗯？ I have spoken these words. 我有说过这句话吗。 Faced a face pure girl, Luo Gan was falling into the thinking suddenly. 面对着一脸单纯的女孩,罗乾一时间不禁陷入了思索。 In his all the board game pieces of selection, this little miss is youngest one, is most special one. 在他所有选中的棋子中,这位小姑娘是年龄最小的一位,也是最为特别的一位。 Because actually not he holds the special feelings to her, merely is because she and other followers are different, the association/will poured out each trivial matter worry in life all affairs big or small to him. 倒不是因为他对她怀有特殊的感情,仅仅是因为她和其他信徒不同,总会事无巨细地把生活中的每一件琐事儿烦恼都倾诉给他。 Others mostly harbor the respect to the Spiritual God, to „, only then can this matter feel the great honor with Spiritual God exchange face-to-face”. 其他人对神灵大多怀着敬意,对“只有自己能与神灵面对面的交流”这种事情感到殊荣。 Therefore even if not believe genuinely the torch belief Zhao Tiangan —— is still the father of this little miss, when with oneself this type even higher when exists to conduct the exchange, will display the humble devout attitude, considers each words and phrases carefully. 因此即便是打心眼里并不相信火炬信仰的赵天干——也就是这小姑娘的父亲,在与自己这种更高等的存在进行交流时,都会拿出谦卑虔诚的态度,小心斟酌每一个词句。 But he himself also used this awe logically, only matches the followers who know its fur/superficial knowledge to exchange with these by the appearance of Son of God. 而他自己也顺理成章地利用了这份敬畏,以圣子的面目与这些只配知其皮毛的信徒们交流。 Occasionally will also use their status to give orders. 偶尔还会利用他们的身份发号施令。 After all although the chip has implanted in their brains, he is not casual can take over control of their bodies. 毕竟虽说芯片已经植入在他们的脑中,他也不是随随便便就能接管他们身体的。 The control of complete control body, when „patrolling”. 完全接管身体的控制权,只有在“神游”的时候。 But this little miss as if regarded a pouring out object him. 而这小姑娘似乎把他当成了一个倾诉的对象。 She believes very much naively, the Spiritual God will not talk about the matter of mortal everywhere randomly, therefore almost anything said with him. 她很天真地相信,神灵不会把凡人的事情到处乱讲,所以几乎什么事情都和他说。 Luo Gan tacitly consented to her behavior. 罗乾默许了她的行为。 The communications of several words could not take many to calculate the strength in any case, moreover perhaps essential time this board game piece will also apply. 反正几句话的沟通也占用不了多少算力,而且关键的时候这枚棋子说不定还会派上用场。 Also therefore, yesterday daytime time, he uses to know an excellent safe house is the excuse, instigated this little fellow to go to the basement. 也正是因此,昨天白天的时候,他用知道一个绝妙的藏身处为借口,怂恿这小家伙去了地下室。 After all even if goes crazy with others, cannot guarantee that the absolute security, in the manor also has a group of special guests after all. 毕竟即便和其他人一起发疯,也不能保证绝对的安全,毕竟庄园里还有一批特殊的客人。 However in that in no one's basement, is absolutely safe. 不过待在那个没人的地下室里,绝对是安全的。 But looking back now, oneself as if also handled an unnecessary matter, to let live a while of a board game piece on checkerboard, but made the entire plan bear the improper risk. 但现在看来,自己似乎也做了一件多余的事情,为了让一颗棋子在棋盘上多活一会儿,而让整个计划背上了不该有的风险。 If she has not gone to the basement, perhaps the alliance must spend last some time to find the laboratory situated in guest house basement. 如果她没有去地下室,联盟说不定得花上一段时间才能找到位于别馆地下室的实验室。 This board game piece is useful, experiment in this inhabit region has also tied the topic. Let alone lives to her, was very difficult saying that whether was the true benevolence. 这枚棋子再有用,这座聚居地中的实验也已经结题了。何况活下来对她而言,也很难说是否是真正的仁慈。 Died in the dreamland does not have the pain, if fell in the hand of mutant, that true living might as well die. 在梦境中死去是没有痛苦的,而如果落在了变种人的手上,那才是真正的生不如死。 Thinks of here, Luo Gan sighed gently. 想到这里,罗乾轻轻叹了口气。 Really...... 果然…… Own practicing is insufficient. 自己的修行还是不够。 Naturally, lets actually another matter that he cares, „certainly is regret why oneself will say leaves the time to reply the issue obtained finally” in this case. 当然,更让他在意的其实还是另一件事儿,自己为什么会说出“留给时间去回答的问题最后得到的一定都是遗憾”这样的话。 Regrets. 遗憾么。 That type of thing is only impossible to appear on oneself. 那种东西唯独不可能出现在自己身上。 They have paid enough price on this road, and offered for their ideals at the last minute completely. 在这条路上他们已经付出了足够的代价,并且在最后一刻为他们的理想献上了全部。 He has nothing the possibility of being able turn head. 他已经没有任何可以回头的可能了。 „I felt, escape is not good...... Sir Son of God?” Sees the sound in head not to appear for a long time, Yinyin asked one anxiously carefully. “我只是觉得,逃避是不好的……圣子大人？”见脑袋里的声音许久没有出现,茵茵紧张地小心问了一句。 She has not had a thing in the world. 她已经一无所有了。 If Sir even/including Shengzi paid no attention to her, she possibly really despaired. 如果连圣子大人都不理她了,她可能就真的绝望了。 „Un, I am thinking in...... me, those words when I spoke, made you wait for a long time embarrassed.” Luo Gan smiles to say gently. “嗯,我在……我只是在想,我是什么时候说的那句话,不好意思让你久等了。”罗乾柔和地笑了笑说道。 On the green face showed the smile of relaxing. 茵茵的脸上露出了松了口气的笑容。 „Without relations...... you must respond to many 's prays every day, 1 : 00 pm returns to me not to relate, so long as you also in good.” “没关系的……您每天要回应很多人的祈祷吧,晚 1 点回我也是没关系的,只要您还在就好。” Sees this small girl still to be worried about itself, Luo Gan smiles. 见这小丫头还在担心自己,罗乾不禁莞尔一笑。 If makes her know, is the own control her father, arrived at the front of alliance to be killed by that group of soldiers, does not know whether she could also smile. 如果让她知道,正是自己控制着她的父亲,走到联盟的面前被那群士兵杀死了的话,不知道她是否还笑得出来。 „Work you of god have not actually imagined is so busy.” “神的工作其实并没有你想象中的那么忙。” Yinyin crooked under. 茵茵歪了下头。 „Won't some people of many people pray to you?” “可是不会有人很多人向伱祈祷吗？” He uses the modest tone to say. 他用温和的语气说道。 „Decree that my child, most people will not actually inquire the god truly, in prayed before me, in their hearts actually has own answer...... they to need, possibly was only some people pushes their in behind, gave the child who anything like you I decided is actually a few.” “我的孩子,大多数人其实并不会真正询问神的旨意,在向我祈祷之前,他们心中其实已经有自己的答案了……他们需要的,可能只是有人在后面推他们一把,像你这样把什么事情都交给我来决定的孩子其实是少数。” Hears these words, Yinyin face somewhat feels hot slightly, ashamed low voice said. 听到这句话,茵茵不禁脸微微有些发烫,惭愧的小声说道。 „Sorry...... puts to trouble to you.” “对不起……给您添麻烦了。” „Doesn't matter, I do not think that you are a trouble, rather I see your growth very much happily. Before you always ask my opinion, but you are made the decision must go with the friend to become reconciled today, you have your opinion, this was the good matter.” “没关系,我并不认为你是个麻烦,倒不如说我很高兴看到你的成长。以前你总是询问我的意见,但今天你是自己做出决定的要去和朋友和好,你已经有了自己的主见,这是好事儿。” Yinyin did not understand that asked. 茵茵不理解地问道。 „Gods Sir does not hope that people do listen to oneself words?” “神明大人不希望人们听自己的话吗？” „If each matter gives the god to decide, I possibly really must be busy.” “如果每一件事情都交给神来决定,我可能真的得忙死了。” Half jokingly said these words, Luo Gan of recovering suddenly gently. 半开玩笑地说出了这句话,回过神来的罗乾忽然轻轻地啧了一声。 Said over and over again, he gave itself the denial actually. 说来说去,他倒是自己把自己给否定了。 However also no wonder, his very clear forerunner is not the true gods, Son of God is not, they need the clothes of gods, does some human not the matter that is possible to achieve. 不过也难怪,他很清楚先行者并不是真正的神明,圣子更不是,他们只是需要神明的这身衣服,去做一些人类不可能做到的事情。 He naturally is very gratified here inhabit region to obey in oneself will, but stands in a standpoint of elder, he hopes teaches this child a more precious thing. 他当然很欣慰这里的聚居地都服从于自己的意志,但站在一位长者的立场,他还是希望把更珍贵的东西教给这位孩子。 Obedient naturally is the good child, but without own opinion forever is a child, he hopes that she has oneself opinion, the doctrine that even if this publicizes with him is clearly opposite. 听话当然是好孩子,但没有自己的主见永远都是孩子,他更希望她有自己的主见,即便这与他宣扬的教义是截然相反的。 Perhaps contradictory is not his words and deeds, his heart deep place actually does not hope this little miss dies. 或许矛盾的不是他的言行,他的内心深处其实并不希望这个小姑娘去死。 Let alone is one living person. 别说是一个活着的人了。 Even plants the flowers and plants in bonsai, so long as is spends the time to water, who hopes it can well do not wither. 就算是种在盆栽里的花花草草,只要是付出过时间去浇灌,谁都希望它能好好的不要枯萎掉。 It is not counted the apostles who these have a common goal, since this has been he enters the Saint territory to communicate probably most one time with the mortal. 不算上那些志同道合的使徒们,这大概是他进入圣域以来和凡人沟通最多的一次。 Thought deeply about the moment, Luo Gan found out compromise means. 思索了片刻,罗乾想出了一个折中的办法。 That bleeds off this only specially small lamb from the sheepfold. 那就是从羊圈里放掉这只特别的小羊羔。 In any case to him, few such 1-2 are not the major problem, the alliance is also unlikely to depend on a sole sample to study anything. 反正对他来说,少那么1-2并不是什么大问题,联盟也不太可能靠着一个单一的样本研究出什么东西。 „If you believe me, I can show a way to you.” “如果你相信我,我可以给你指一条路。” Yinyin nods earnestly. 茵茵认真地点头。 „Un! You said!” “嗯！您说吧！” Luo Gan said slowly. 罗乾缓缓说道。 „Gives up here all, seeks harbour to the people of alliance, then leaves this place is apt to get into trouble thoroughly, I want to look in you am in child's share, they will consider.” “放弃这里的一切,向联盟的人寻求庇护,然后彻底离开这个是非之地,我想看在你还是个孩子的份上,他们会考虑的。” Yinyin looks at him puzzled, in the big eye is glittering unbelievable and surprise. 茵茵不解地看着他,大眼睛中闪烁着难以置信和诧异。 „But...... aren't the people of alliance the bastards? They killed my father, I also heard...... them to your church opening.” “可是……联盟的人不是坏蛋吗？他们杀了我的父亲,我还听说……他们要把您的教堂给拆了。” Looks showed vigorously these people are the little miss of villain, Luo Gan haha smile to make noise suddenly, nearly smiled the tears. 看着极力证明那些人是恶棍的小姑娘,罗乾忽然哈哈笑出了声来,差点儿笑出了眼泪。 What a pity, he already not that thing. 可惜,他已经没有那东西了。 Until the eye of that pair of surprise turned puzzled, he opens the mouth to continue to say slowly. 直到那双诧异的眼睛变成了困惑,他缓缓开口继续说道。 „Listening, your age may be unable to understand, but after you grew up, can understand these things that...... you say now are unimportant.” “听着,你的年龄可能无法理解,但你长大了之后会明白的……你现在说的那些事情根本不重要。” Yinyin stared in a big way the eye to look at the vacancy. 茵茵瞪大了眼睛看着空处。 „How can......” “怎么会……” Had not explained to her Luo Gan continues to say with the serious tone. 没有向她解释,罗乾用严肃的语气继续说道。 „This inhabit region was clamped between two colossi, even all inhabit regions on this lands are so, no matter they make what choice, the final fate will not be certainly good. But you want to go on living, only means to here distant.” “这座聚居地被夹在了两个庞然大物之间,甚至于这片土地上的所有聚居地都是如此,不管他们作何选择,最后的下场一定不会很好。而你想要活下去,唯一的办法就是离这里远远的。” Yinyin is biting the lip, pushes a few words. 茵茵咬着嘴唇,挤出来一句话。 „Why can probably turn to the alliance...... you unable to lead me to walk?” “可为什么要投靠联盟……您不能带我走吗？” Luo Gan's expression stagnates slightly, after silent long time, said ambiguous. 罗乾的表情微微一滞,沉默良久后,模棱两可地说道。 „There also requires time......” “我们那儿还需要一点时间……” If drove another sheepfold not to have the significance her, even if other forerunners looked that will take care of her in his face, the experiment that should conduct is certainly will still be conducted routinely. 如果把她赶进另一座羊圈就没有意义了,就算其他先行者看在他的面子上会照顾她,该进行的实验也是一定会按部就班进行的。 In the green eye writes is being confused and puzzled. 茵茵的眼中写着迷茫和不解。 „Time?” “时间？” Luo Gan nodded, said patiently. 罗乾点了下头,耐心地说道。 „Un...... this is a mammoth project.” “嗯……这是一项浩大的工程。” „New human, the new society, these need very long very long time to build, we perfect of as far as possible this Utopian construction, but for this reason we need to pay the life, courage and determination. I know that in the future there will become the heaven, the whole world metropolis/can, but isn't the present...... can give me time?” “新的人类,新的社会,这些都需要很长很长的时间去搭建,我们会把这个乌托邦建设的尽可能完美,而为此我们需要付出生命、勇气以及决心。我知道未来那里会成为天国,整个世界都会,但不是现在……可以给我一点时间吗？” He does not know why oneself must solicit the agreement of this child, moreover must use the modest questionnaire tone. 他不知道自己为什么要征求这个孩子的同意,而且还要用上了温和的征求语气。 Actually he does not need to do that after all all were decide, even if she shook the head unable to change the destiny of this inhabit region. 其实他没必要这么做,毕竟一切都是决定好了的,就算她摇头也改变不了这座聚居地的命运。 However he did that. 不过他还是这么做了。 Perhaps...... 或许…… He to convince oneself. 他只是为了说服自己。 Yinyin appears to understand but not really understand looks at the place of nobody left, nods gently, on the face squeezes out wipes the smile. 茵茵似懂非懂地看着空无一人之处,轻轻地点了点头,脸上挤出一抹笑容。 „Can oh......, although does not understand very much, but you will certainly not harm Yinyin right?” “可以哦……虽然不是很懂,但您一定不会害茵茵的对吗？” Air peaceful a while. 空气安静了一会儿。 After the moment, had the sound. 片刻后才有了声。 „Un, I ensure cannot harm you...... to thank.” “嗯,我保证不会害你……谢谢。” He has not looked at that free of evil intention eye, but Nono leaves behind a few words, then departed quietly in a hurry. 他并没有看着那双无邪的眼睛,只是诺诺地留下一句话,便悄无声息地匆匆离去了。 That smile makes him feel in the heart a stabbing pain. 那笑容让他感到心中一阵刺痛。 Although he has discarded that thing. 虽然他早就舍弃掉那个东西了。 Perhaps since this has been he enters the Saint territory the only regret. 这或许是他进入圣域以来唯一的遗憾。 Really practices insufficiently. 果然修行还不够。 Although has not heard the sound of farewell, but Yinyin can feel that he left here. 虽然没有听见告别的声音,但茵茵能感觉到他离开了这里。 Hey jumps down from the chair, she is preparing outside the walking room, found the lamb to untie last night misunderstanding, actually heard floor to exude squeak one. 嘿咻一声从椅子上跳了下来,她正准备走去屋外,找到小羊解开昨晚的误会,却听见门外地板发出了吱的一声。 This guest house after all was the old house, the wood/blockhead floor gets old is this. 这栋别馆毕竟是老房子了,木头地板上了年纪就是这样。 She stares slightly, the half step walking entrance, opens the door, sees only that familiar face is not far near the entrance. 她微微一愣,快步走去门口,一把将房门拉开,只见那张熟悉的脸就在门口附近不远。 The lamb looks at her, in the hand accumulates a chocolate, that was yesterday evening time, Elder Brother elder sisters of alliance gave them. 小羊愣愣地看着她,手中攒着一把巧克力糖,那是昨天晚上的时候,联盟的哥哥姐姐们给她们的。 At that time she kept Yinyin's that but still had not found the opportunity to give. Until drew blood a moment ago, Elder Sister Chen Yutong the stopper gave her, lets her and good friend shares together, she sets firm resolve. 当时她就把茵茵的那份留了下来,只是一直没找到机会给出去。直到刚才抽血的时候,陈雨桐姐姐又塞了一把给她,让她和好朋友一起分享,她才下定决心过来的。 But she just got to the entrance, heard the voice in room...... 只不过她刚走到门口,就听见了房间里的声音…… „...... Yinyin?” “……茵茵？” „Lamb?” “小羊？” Yinyin looks at her, in the look transforms is being flustered and vigilant, like doing matter that weighs on the conscience, said at a loss, „you...... you how here?” 茵茵愣愣地看着她,神色中变换着慌张与警觉,就像干了亏心事儿似的,茫然无措地说道,“你……你怎么在这里？” „Elder Brother elder sisters who outside comes gave my some chocolate, I want to apportion your point......” “外面来的哥哥姐姐们给了我一些巧克力,我想分给你一点……” The lamb looks at her anxiously, swallowed a saliva , to continue to say. 小羊紧张地看着她,咽了口唾沫,继续说道。 „You are speaking with whom......” “你在和谁说话……” The green complexion is slightly pale. 茵茵的脸色略微苍白。 Son of God and she has said that cannot north to know that absolutely she can exchange with, otherwise with these people's hatreds to the torch, will certainly not let off her. 圣子和她说过,绝对不能让北边的人知道她能和自己交流,否则以那些人对火炬的仇恨,一定不会放过她。 „I......” “我……” Looks at the look to write all over anxiously with Yinyin of fear, the lamb guessed correctly anything indistinctly, but anything had not said that but walked up to grasp her gently. 看着神色写满紧张与害怕的茵茵,小羊隐约猜到了些什么,但什么也没说,只是轻轻走上前去抱住了她。 Looks grasps own lamb suddenly, Yinyin was shocked, without responding. 看着突然抱住自己的小羊,茵茵愣住了,没有反应过来。 „......?” “……诶？” „All right, I will not tell anybody......” looks to pace back and forth helpless Yinyin, the lamb raised the head to a she encouraging smile, said with the gentle sound low voice, „this is our secrets......?” “没事的,我不会告诉任何人的……”看着彷徨无助的茵茵,小羊抬起头给了她一个鼓励的笑容,用温柔的声音小声说道,“这是我们两个人的秘密……好吗？” The young lady has taken care of herself very much. 小姐一直都很照顾自己。 She does not know that does whether correctly, but should change itself to report her now. 她不知道这么做是否正确,但现在该换自己来报道她了。 „...... Lamb.” Yinyin sees this little two -year-old younger sisters, in the eye socket suddenly ample the tears. “……小羊。”茵茵愣愣地看着这位比自己小两岁的妹妹,眼眶中忽然盈满了泪水。 Some lamentation, have to put in great inconvenience...... also to have many her unable to say actually to stop up in the mood of chest. 有悔恨,有委屈……也有许多她讲不出来却堵在胸口的情绪。 The words that because not only last night spoke these that offend somebody, but was she realized suddenly, most was worth itself pouring out and most caring about own person obviously actually continuously side her. 不只是因为昨晚自己说的那些伤人的话,而是她忽然意识到,明明最值得自己倾诉、最在乎自己的人其实一直都在她身边。 However made her feel what was ashamed, oneself have not always actually taken a liking to this clumsy friend truly, even has not regarded the friend her in her subconscious, but wants to play jokes upon these servants with the lamb special status. 然而令她感到惭愧的是,自己一直以来其实都没有真正瞧上这位笨手笨脚的朋友,甚至在她的潜意识中都没有把她当成过朋友,只是想用小羊特殊的身份戏耍那些仆人们。 Otherwise why rather poured out to an unauthentic Spiritual God, is not willing to speak innermost thoughts with her honestly. 否则为什么自己宁可向一个来路不明的神灵倾诉,也不肯和她坦诚地说一句心里话。 Otherwise why clearly know that this cannot escape, actually draws her to handle the matter that these possibly suffer to reprove rashly. 否则为什么自己明知道这是逃不出去的,却还是不由分说地拉着她去做那些可能挨训斥的事情。 Oneself always pull her to walk everywhere, regarded own pet her, has not asked her own idea, does she actually want to leave here, whether „place that needs that no one to discover” hides a while. 自己从来都是牵着她到处走,把她当成了自己的宠物,却从来没有问过她自己的想法,她到底想不想离开这里,到底是否需要那个“没有人发现的地方”躲一会儿。 Even if even had that serious matter last night, she does not have the related heart to ask her one, is only disturbed the transformation of status, as well as is losing all later lost the only friend. 甚至哪怕昨晚发生了那么严重的事情,她都没有关心地问过她一句,只是忐忑着身份的转变,以及在失去了一切之后又失去了唯一的朋友。 Looks the young lady who the tears burst a dike suddenly, the lamb does not know the idea in her heart, but the comfort is patting her back gently. 看着泪水忽然决堤的小姐,小羊并不知道她心中的想法,只是安慰地轻轻拍着她的后背。 „Has been all right...... the lamb to accompany you.” “已经没事了……小羊会陪着你的。” How long did not know. 不知过去了多久。 Out of the window filled the greyish-green fog. 窗外弥漫起了灰绿色的雾。