After the atmosphere, Lu Xingzhou transports/fortunes the divine will, without alarming anybody, fell in a heavy traffic small town like this obscure. 穿过大气层后,陆行舟运化神意,没有惊动任何人,就这样默默无闻地落在了一处车水马龙的小城中。 His family/home here. 他的家就在这里。 Initially he alone went to the big city wanderer, struggled for 45 years, without struggling what positive result. The mood is low, is thinking transforms the mood, therefore went to Mount Tai Yuhuangguan, undeniably also a little meaning of feudal superstition dregs, wants to request a getting rich charm amulet to come. 当初他一个人去大城市闯荡,奋斗了四五年,没奋斗出个什么名堂。心情低落,想着转换一下心情,于是去了泰山玉皇观,不可否认也有点封建迷信糟粕的意思,想要求一个发财的护身符来。 The result has not thought, this goes, almost cannot come back, he does not even know now is away from his transmigration time, actually in the past how long. 结果万万没想到,这一去,差点就没能回来,他甚至不知道如今距离他穿越的时候,究竟过去多久了。 „East Avenue, toward left, the right hand's second sales store ....” “东大街,往左,右手第二家小卖部....” „Again toward left.” “再往左。” „Second Third Layer.” “第二栋第三层。” Lu Xingzhou walk as if flying, is muttering the route in the mouth, while across the crowd, walks into the alley rapidly. Although present he is complete Human Immortal, takes a broad view at the antique cardinal virtue member, but comes to the proficient nearby after truly, he does not even dare to emit the divine will to have a look at the situation of family/home. 陆行舟健步如飞,一边在口中喃喃着路线,一边迅速穿过人群,走入小巷。尽管如今的他已是无缺人仙,放眼太古的大德修士,但真正来到家附近后,他甚至不敢放出神意看看自己家的情况。 He has not fought for anything in the big city, the house same does not have with the vehicle, but the parents treated in the native place, waited for him to come back silently. 他在大城市没打拼出什么,房子和车子一样都没有,而老爸老妈则是待在了老家,默默地等待他回来。 They? 他们怎么样了？ Is the health good? 身体还好么？ Also or ..... 亦或者..... „Is impossible!” “不可能！” Lu Xingzhou bites the jaw tightly, wrote off all negative ponders instantaneously. Opens downstairs the native place front door, is upward, finally stops the footsteps in Third Layer, the one who maps the Lu Xingzhou view is a leaf of familiar front door, out of the door is placing some junks, even a garbage bag. 陆行舟紧咬牙关,瞬间抹杀了所有负面的思考。推开老家楼下的大门,一路向上,最后在第三层停下脚步,映入陆行舟眼帘的是一扇熟悉的大门,门外摆放着些许杂物,甚至还有一个垃圾袋。 Here some people live! 这里有人生活！ What kind of opponent battle with, he can keep sober obviously. But stands before this leaf of he iron gate that snaps fingers to puncture, Lu Xingzhou had the dizziness feeling. 明明和怎样的对手交战,他都能保持清醒。但站在这扇他弹指就能戳破的铁门前,陆行舟却有了眩晕感。 Near nostalgia is timid. 近乡情怯。 Lu Xingzhou even felt the sense of fear. 陆行舟甚至感受到了恐惧感。 He fears----- 他怕----- If by some chance the parents are unhealthy, what to do passed away? 万一父母身体不好,去世了怎么办？ If by some chance oneself open the door, what appeared what to do the stranger? 万一自己推开门,出现的是陌生人怎么办？ If by some chance...... 万一...... Complete Human Immortal, endures compared with Big Shot of Yang God level, the traveller far from home who at this moment actually and goes home commonly is undifferentiated, Lu Xingzhou eventually is not these spiritual cultivation age frequently over ten thousand years of old codger, his progress was too fast, therefore his mood as before with mortal not different, he is initial he. 无缺人仙,堪比阳神层次的大能,此刻却和寻常归家的游子毫无差别,陆行舟终究不是那些修道年岁动辄上万年的老不死,他的进步太快了,所以他的情绪依旧和凡人无异,他还是最初的他。 „Hū .....” “呼.....” The Lu Xingzhou deep inspiration, is returning to normal as far as possible the own mood, later puts out a hand to knock front front door gently, he must witness the final result with own eyes. 陆行舟深深吸气,尽量平复着自己的情绪,随后伸手轻轻叩响面前的大门,他要亲眼见证最后的结果。 „Thump thump thump.” “咚咚咚。” „Who?” “谁啊？” The front door opened, a youth pushes the door, actually sees person not to have, immediately stares, flexure scratched the head, later is whispering closing. 大门打开了,一位青年推门而出,却见门外一个人没有,顿时一愣,挠了挠头,随后嘀咕着关上了门。 However----- 然而----- Lu Xingzhou has not left from beginning to end. 陆行舟从始至终都没有离开。 He stands in the entrance. 他就站在门口。 Without using art of invisibility, merely is only because ..... he does not want to make the youth of opening the door see itself, the future that therefore he can see from the opposite party will vanish. 没有用隐身法,仅仅只是因为.....他不想让开门的青年看到自己,于是他就从对方能看到的未来消失了。 Why as for does not want to come, 至于为什么不想现身, The reason is very simple: 原因很简单: „It is not .....” “不是.....” Lu Xingzhou so angered that the eyes seem about to pop out, the vitality tumbles in his within the body, the divine will boils in his heart, the innumerable diverse and confused mood are almost impossible to control flow. Because his cultivation base was too high, looks at that youth one eyes merely, his past in the future, then completely will present in his eye. 陆行舟目眦欲裂,气血在他体内翻滚,神意在他心中沸腾,无数纷杂情绪几乎无法控制地奔涌而出。因为他的修为太高了,仅仅只是看那青年一眼,他的过去未来,便全部呈现在了他的眼中。 The youth is a good person. 青年是一个好人。 He once was a voluntary worker of home for the elderly, because the parents spent the final time in that home for the elderly, therefore he will also often go to the home for the elderly to be the voluntary worker. 他曾是一位养老院的义工,因为父母在那养老院里度过了最后时光,所以他也时常会去养老院做义工。 Handling the matter are not many. 做得事情不多。 But goes each time, can bring something, or food, the daily necessities, then give some widowed senior citizens in home for the elderly these, some old people fell ill, he will also help look after on own initiative, has very high wind to comment in the home for the elderly, but a pair of old person who he looks after finally, 但每次去,都会带些东西,或是食材,或是生活用品,然后将这些交给养老院中的一些孤寡老人,有些老人生病了,他还会主动帮忙照看,在养老院有很高的风评,而他最后照看的一对老人, Is the own parents. 就是自己的父母。 The parents feel grateful the devoted attendance of this youth, therefore before death, drew by the will, the adobe house of this set of hometown under the name left this youth. 二老感恩这位青年的悉心照顾,于是在去世前,立下遗嘱,将名下这套家乡的土房子留给了这位青年。 „..... Is impossible.” “.....不可能。” The Lu Xingzhou footsteps move, actually almost falls on the ground, cultivation base as if not exist general, even must hold the wall to stand firm the figure reluctantly. 陆行舟脚步微挪,却差点跌坐在地上,一身修为仿佛不存在一般,甚至还要扶着墙才能勉强稳住身形。 Yes. 是的。 „30 years .....” “三十年.....” Since oneself transmigration, has passed for enough 30 years. 自从自己穿越以后,已经过去足足三十年了。 Lu Xingzhou once prayed, hopes Shenzhoujie and Ashen Mystery Boundary time speed of flow, is different from the time speed of flow of hometown. He had also fantasized, oneself spend completely untold hardships, finally after finally goes home, actually the discovery time only passed by for 12 months, all have a false alarm. 陆行舟曾经祈祷,希望神州界和蓬玄界的时间流速,和自己家乡的时间流速不一样。他也曾经幻想过,自己费尽千辛万苦,最后终于回家后,却发现时间只过去了一两月,一切只是虚惊一场。 However---- 但是---- „Why can be 30 years!?” “为什么会是三十年！？” „Father .... Mother .....” “爸....妈.....” „.... Why can like this!” “....为什么会这样！” The Lu Xingzhou figure vanished in the block of flats, then broke in cloud heaven in a flash, the clear and boundless sky changes to the rainstorm thunder instantaneously, following his intention changed. 陆行舟身形消失在了公寓楼中,转瞬间便冲入云天,晴空万里瞬间化作暴雨雷霆,顺着他的心意而变。 But is that also useful? 但那又有什么用？ Not in! 不在了！ Parents .... Not in! 老爸老妈....都不在了！ „No!!!” “不！！！” Lu Xingzhou howls crazily, even Will of Heaven is unable to suppress his mood, since transmigration, pressed in heart most deep place by him sanely, never has exposed mood outside, had burst a dike in this moment thoroughly, turned into him the first drop of tears since transmigration, drops from the cheeks. 陆行舟狂啸,即便是天意也无法压住他的情绪,从穿越以来,就被他理智地压进心底最深处,从来没有暴露在外的情绪,在这一刻彻底决堤,变成了他自穿越以来的第一滴泪,从脸颊上滴落。 This drop of tears integrate the dark cloud, finally changes to everywhere heavy rain, falls, in this gave birth to Lu Xingzhou the small town that grows up, extinguishes in invisible. 这一滴泪水融入乌云,最后化作漫天大雨,落在了这座将陆行舟生养长大的小城中,就此消弭于无形。 „Bang!” “轰！” The rainwater to swinging the sky, the form cuts the curtain of rain together, fell in a cemetery outside city directly, here was the parents finally burial place. 雨水冲荡天空,一道身影划破雨幕,直接落在了城外的一处陵园中,这里就是二老最后安葬的地方。 That youth help handles. 那位青年帮忙操办的。 From his past, Lu Xingzhou knew the position. 从他的过去,陆行舟得知了位置。 Rain cats and dogs, but Lu Xingzhou stands in this heavy rain, body full is the rainwater, only by doing so, can cover up he has sobbed the trace. 大雨倾盆而下,而陆行舟站在这大雨之中,身上满是雨水,只有这样,才能遮掩住他哭泣过的痕迹。 But in his front, is not a extraordinary tombstone. 而在他的面前,则是一座并不出奇的墓碑。 Above is the name of parents. 上面是二老的名字。 The back is the entire life of parents. 背后是二老的生平。 Lu Xingzhou looks at the tombstone like this dull, last staggers, knelt in front of the grave directly, in the mind actually flashed through again from the past scene of youth, seen, that was in the home for the elderly period, the parents were old, muttering of consciousness trend fuzzy time whispered: 陆行舟就这样呆呆地看着墓碑,最后一个踉跄,径直跪在了墓前,脑海里却是再度闪过了从青年的过去景象中,看到的一幕,那是在养老院时期,二老年岁已大,意识趋向模糊时候的喃喃低语: „little Chen, in the past my family that kid and you looked like very much.” “小陈啊,当年我家那娃和你很像的。” „Young, has the vitality, dares to challenge.” “年轻,有朝气,敢打敢拼。” „Pitifully I could not wait for my family kid probably ..... that brat, reached an agreement to look my .... Ok, perhaps was anything knocks.” “可惜我好像等不到我家娃了.....那臭小子,说好回来看我的....算了,也许是什么事情磕碰到了吧。” „Good boat......” “行舟......” „Is the good boat? Where did the brats you go to? Now comes back to look at me?” “是行舟么？兔崽子你去哪里了？现在才回来看我？” „..... Is little Chen, sorry, had a dream.” “.....是小陈啊,抱歉,又做梦了。” „........” “........” Lu Xingzhou hangs the pupil, more pictures flash through from his eye, only slightly those who make him take the comfort is, at last of parents life, that Chen youth is accompanying frequently, looking, can also find relief to the parents occasionally, however after comfort, is actually a deeper pain. 陆行舟垂眸,更多的画面自他眼中闪过,唯一让他稍感安慰的是,在二老生命的最后一段时间,还有那位陈姓青年经常陪着,照顾着,偶尔还能给二老解闷,然而安慰过后,却是更深的痛楚。 Why I not in? 为什么我不在？ How can I not in? 我怎么能不在？ I ..... 我..... Lu Xingzhou deeply lowers the head, the tears and rainwater mix commingle gathered, drops in front of the tombstone. No matter what you have big divine ability, the high achievement, missed, missed eventually, can only kneel to sit in this tombstone, the vision, is the division of Yin-Yang, is separation of Celestial. 陆行舟深深地低下头,泪水和雨水糅杂混合,滴落在了墓碑前。任你有再大的神通,再高的成就,错过了,终究是错过了,只能跪坐在这一座墓碑,目光所至,是阴阳之分,更是天人之隔。 The child desire raises to kiss not to need. 子欲养而亲不待。