( Three chapters of 17,000 characters. Next chapter of general 12 : 00 pm.) (三章一万七千字。下一章大概中午12点。) The Tai'an City spring rain ceases raining, the entire Capital City all of a sudden neatly seemed to be cleaner, the temple is restless, that is also the matter of masters, the common people should eat to rest, mostly always must pass day from early to late honestly, but also somewhat idles about, but these were disparaged as the obstinate rack to play the goods of person also to divide heterogeneous, has the skill to play Queen of Flowers, is first-grade, plays the famous horse to play Jane|treasure is second-rate, difference some also this/should is plays the bracelet plate walnut, must make several only fish insects to keep up appearances badly. May youngster on Capital City southwest corner mean alley squint street, thoroughly not be popular, since lives in the street that few civilian lived together with different nationalities, can play thing that to call strange matter, cannot throw the embryo, accepts fate fine is not? This youngster is like the full avenue Capital City common people surnamed Zhang, the common surname that in the booth Liyang was among the best, actually cannot have the big prospect, all day long does not see him to make the proper business, except for lends money to drink the drinking party, can only bring the pigeon sentry post to stroll blindly long-drawn-out, actually cannot only raise including the nice pigeon, this puts in Tai'an City, called to hit to swell the face also to go to the poor art, anything not tasteful poor people must look down upon, Zhang Bianguan was the wave vagabond who who can look down upon, in the neighbor neighbor eyes, this fellow remaining does not know fortunately which lifetime cultivated/repaired. Good fortune, but can also marry the beauty good wife, Zhang Bianguan also never understands to be content, is not willing to stay as before rolls the bedding with the wife at home well, only knows that daily runs toward outside, sets out early and returns late, goes out empty-handed returns to the home empty-handed, was so ignorant for day is a day, the time grew, even the heart good old neighbor gradually were still disinclined to pay attention, a short time ago, surnamed Zhang seemingly gave back to the person to hit, was much blacker and bluer, these days lessened the swollen area, the laughing propriety, has not greeted as before whoever with a smile, uncle aunt is shouting attentively, no matter also others responded him. 太安城春雨初霁,整座京城仿佛一下子就清爽干净了许多,庙堂再闹腾,那也是官老爷们的事情,老百姓该吃吃该睡睡,大多总还得老老实实过着起早贪黑的日子,不过也有些游手好闲的,不过这些被被贬低为顽架子玩主儿的货色也分三六九等,有本事玩得起花魁的,是头一等,玩名马玩古珍的是第二等,差一些的也该是去玩手钏盘核桃,最不济总得弄几只鱼虫撑场面。可位于京城西南角陋巷斜眼街上的一个年轻人,就彻底不入流了,不过既然住在了升斗小民杂居的巷弄,玩得起好物件那才叫怪事,没能投好胎,就要得认命不是？这个年轻人跟满大街姓张的京城百姓一样,摊上了个离阳名列前茅的大姓,却没能有大出息,成天不见他做正事,除了跟人借钱喝花酒,就只会带着鸽哨瞎逛悠,却连只像样的鸽子都养不起,这搁在太安城,就叫打肿脸也要去穷讲究,连什么都不讲究的穷人都要瞧不上眼,张边关就是这么个谁都可以看不起的浪荡子,在街坊邻居眼里,这个家伙所幸剩下点不知哪辈子修来的福气,还能娶到个姿色不错的媳妇,张边关也从来不懂知足,依旧不肯呆在家里好好跟媳妇滚被窝,只知道天天往外边跑,早出晚归,空手出门空手返家,就这么浑浑噩噩一天是一天,时间长了,即便心善的老街坊也都逐渐懒得理睬,前不久,姓张的貌似还给人打了,鼻青脸肿得厉害,这几天才消肿,依旧嘻嘻哈哈没个正经,逢人就笑着打招呼,叔叔婶婶殷勤喊着,也不管别人是不是搭理他。 The weather is getting more and more hot, putting on is also getting more and more cool, Zhang Bianguan leaves home time outside to take advantage of opportunity is also getting more and more long, after all Capital City is so big, on the street can little result in young woman? On this day close to the dusk, Zhang Bianguan loafed squint street not far away, hearing the melodious pigeon cry that top of the head that flickered suddenly anxiously, routine to be on the rise, the corners of the mouth brought back, in the wrist/skill had one to twine the obsolete pigeon bell with the green silk, year to year stroked gently to hold appreciatively. He narrows the eye to look at the sky dull. His so many years have been said have the food left over to step on the generation of dog shit not last stage, no one knows that he is actually thinking anything, no one is also interested in any case. Was roughly clear that his disposition person, only knows this useless coward should want to play, but does not dare to accompany the rich man to play on these together the wind and snow place of scale, in the end can only look the death thing that these do not need to spend, the multi- color garret tenon and mortise, the dark not well-known street, walks the Chongwu gate of soldier, walks the grain Chaoyangmen, walks the liquor Dingshanmen, in Gulou that only Liyang constructed toward several years then squatted several years of stone Qilin. The pigeon above loafing sky called then to have finally, Zhang Bianguan took back the line of sight longingly, feels weather also early, without arriving at going home time, thinks, ran near that Suolong well that the squint street faced the street takes only acts to squat, this well has been dry, the well head nearby had the judge who a clay brick built, the marketplace rumor said that was Liyang presses the water of the world by the fire, this clay sculpture sitting posture then had and the others to be high, the baring the chest reveal abdomen sat, the opens the mouth smiled, on Mid-Autumn Festival, the common people must add fuel/thin Jiahuo for him, the flame light smoke on altogether from the clay sculpture judge mouth and nose. Flees to brave. 天候越来越热,穿得也就越来越清凉,张边关离家在外的时间顺势也就越来越长,毕竟京城这么大,街上能少得了妙龄女子？这一天临近黄昏,张边关游荡回了斜眼街不远处,听见了头顶那忽急忽悠的悠扬鸽鸣,习惯性抬起头,嘴角勾起,手腕上有一只用绿丝缠绕着陈旧鸽铃,常年摩挲把玩。他就这么呆呆眯眼望着天空。他这个这么多年了一直被笑称吃剩饭踩狗屎都不会的末流之辈,没人知道他到底在想什么,反正也没有人感兴趣。大致清楚他脾性的人,只知道这个没用的胆小鬼应该还是想玩的,但偏偏不敢陪有钱人一起玩那些上档次的风雪场所,到头来就只能看那些不用花钱的死物,多彩的阁楼榫卯,灰沉沉的不知名巷弄,走兵的崇武门,走粮的朝阳门,走酒的顶山门,鼓楼上那只离阳建朝几年便蹲了几年的石麒麟。游荡天空之上的鸽鸣有起便有终,张边关恋恋不舍收回视线,觉着天色还早,没到回家的时候,想了想,就跑去斜眼街临街唯一拿得出手的那口锁龙井边上蹲着,这口古井一直干涸,井口边上有一座黄泥砖头砌成的判官,市井传言说是离阳以火压天下之水,这尊泥塑坐姿便有等人高,袒胸露腹而坐,张口而笑,每逢中秋,老百姓都要为他添柴加火,火苗青烟就一股脑从泥塑判官口鼻中窜冒而出。 Zhang Bianguan squats as always in the well clay sculpture under foot, occasionally lifts the sleeve cuff to scratch the corners of the mouth, the front section date and time he gives people the gang to hit heavily, was mistaken probably the Zhang Bianguan father must lose power finally, was the time teaches this to Capital City the aristocratic family disgraceful bastard, but beat satisfies a craving, next day discovered that the day that day of Liyang royal government, without changing, the father of this boy was more unprecedented makes a determined effort, several big dialed the person to give to tidy up the crying father to shout mother, then depended on hitting person who these groups of people mixed to eat to mix to drink, immediately on hiding, not guts with. Zhang Bianguan said a apology, afterward was trembling enough the most ten-day period, has not waited till a wee bit retaliations, this relaxes as if by prior agreement, gathers together, even more ridiculed what was surnamed Zhang was a big waste, had the father who they burnt joss sticks and worship buddha unable to strive for in vain, does not know that pulled the fierce appearance flag to enjoy happiness, gets what one deserves he to be regarded one lump to step on disliked dirty the rotten dog shit of shoes. 张边关一如既往蹲在井边泥塑脚下,偶尔抬起袖口擦擦嘴角,前段时日他给人一伙人打得不轻,大概是误以为张边关的老爹终于要失势了,是时候教训这个给京城世家子丢人现眼的王八蛋了,不过拳打脚踢才过足瘾,第二天就发现离阳朝廷的天还是那个天,没变,这小子的老爹更是破天荒一发狠,把几大拨人都给收拾得哭爹喊娘,那么靠着这几拨人混吃混喝的打人者,立即就躲起来,都没胆量去跟张边关道一声歉,后来战战兢兢了足足大半旬,也没等到丁点儿报复,这才不约而同松了口气,聚在一起,愈发嘲笑姓张的是个大废物,白白有个他们烧香拜佛都求不来的老爹,也不知道扯虎皮大旗享福,活该他被当成一坨踩了都嫌脏了鞋子的烂狗屎。 The Zhang Bianguan only strong point is being absent-minded god You Wanli, when he discovered suddenly side were many gaseous state simple and elegant youngster, shot a look at the eye, has not spoken, waited for quite a while, finally smiles to ask: „Really is not hits me to vent anger?” 张边关唯一的长处就是开小差神游万里,等他蓦然发现身边多了个气态清雅的年轻人,瞥了眼,也没说话,等了半天,终于笑问道:“真不是来打我出气的啊？” The scholar of that scholars appearance shakes the head with a smile, the young master who „where dares to punch Sir Senior Grand Secretary, said again really hits, I am not your opponent, why to bring contempt upon oneself. Even if you do not hit back, no matter what I beat and scold, still nothing but was regarded the fool of amusing by you.” 那名士子模样的读书人笑着摇头,“哪敢揍首辅大人的公子,再说真打起来,我也不是你的对手,何必自取其辱。就算你不还手,任我打骂,也无非是被你当成了逗乐的傻子。” Zhang Bianguan well one is, „originally a sensible person? Aren't you Capital City people? Has your vision, the Capital City native, they will not see me simply.” 张边关咦了一声,“原来是个明白人？你不是京城人士吧？有你这种眼光的,京城本地人,他们干脆就不会来见我。” The scholars asked: „You acknowledged that oneself was a smart person?” 读书人问道:“你承认自己是聪明人了？” Zhang Bianguan laughs, self-ridicules saying: „My this even smart person? What should my father be?” 张边关嗤笑一下,自嘲道:“我这就算聪明人？那我爹该是啥了？” The scholars nod saying: „Also right.” 读书人点头道:“也对。” Zhang Bianguan lies in the well head, looks well head that is too deep to see the bottom shiny black, no longer pays attention to this understood the affair dully on not the well-known scholar. 张边关趴在井口上,望着黑黝黝深不见底的井口,不再理会这个明白事理就没趣了的不知名读书人。 The scholars sit by the well head, said indifferently: „I know that you like looking at manipulating strategically of royal palace garret, because they will only complement each other, compared with the mutual disaster among people, wants to be lovably more lovable. I also know you, when leaves Zhang Residence to start own party, plants a peach tree at home, the person in Tai'an City, likes in courtyard having the tree, the pomegranate of more sons , the more blessings, the jujube tree of early birth of sons, the persimmon tree Chinese toon is also common, does not see the peach tree only, because of peach character harmonics ‚escaping’, not Jili, Tai'an City is the Liyang root, the tree moves, the Liyang common people did not have Tai'an City, where can escape goes? Your Zhang Bianguan is not stupid, is the type to your father, but your father, our Liyang Sir Senior Grand Secretary looks but not see, he does not run away, your is the son, naturally also can only continue to keep Tai'an City to mix to eat to wait for death, is hoping for the future can deliver finally, can a liquor in the pure brightness, that be better.” 读书人靠井口而坐,淡然说道:“我知道你喜欢看宫室阁楼的勾心斗角,因为它们只会相得益彰,比人与人之间的相互祸害,要可亲可爱许多。我还知道你在离开张府自立门户的时候,在家里种下一棵桃树,太安城里的人,都喜欢院子里有树,多子多福的石榴,早生贵子的枣树,柿树椿树也常见,唯独不见桃树,因为桃字谐音‘逃’,不吉利,太安城是离阳的根,树挪死,离阳百姓没了太安城,能逃哪里去？你张边关不笨,是种给你爹的,可你爹,我们离阳的首辅大人视而不见,他不逃,你这个做儿子的,自然也就只能继续留在太安城混吃等死了,希冀着将来好歹能送个终,能在清明上个酒,那是更好。” Zhang Bianguan was light, continued to look at the well head. 张边关平淡哦了一声,继续看着井口。 The scholars smile saying: „You definitely guessed correctly me are that run from Beiliang with broad and level Weng Qiuguan Sun Yin.” 读书人微笑道:“你肯定猜出我就是那个从北凉跑来跟坦坦翁求官的孙寅了。” Zhang Bianguan has turned the head, „Sun Yin? You said to look, in Gulou that stone Qilin stares at the world several hundred years silently, in what?” 张边关转过头,“孙寅是吧？那你说说看,鼓楼上那只石麒麟默默凝视天下数百年,到底在等什么？” Sun Yin could not have maintained composure the mighty waves to enter the secretariat now, successfully approached broad and level old man lofty tree, although was the official with no real duties of sesame seed size, but since entered Mr. Huan discernment, had a meteoric rise is not just round the corner? Few sensible people have naturally understood this point, most muddled people are also not necessarily able to be muddled. Sun Yin is straight looking at each other with the young child of this blue eyes, shakes the head saying: „How I know stone Qilin in what, rising typhoon gales did not get up and other in any case, blows the rocket, in the end plunging the people into disaster, if only traded to put on the person of imperial robe to trade, fun?” 孙寅如今已经不动声色不起波澜地进入中书省,成功傍上了坦坦翁这棵参天大树,虽然是个芝麻大小的散官,但既然入了桓老爷子的法眼,平步青云不是指日可待？寥寥无几的明白人自然早就明白这一点,绝大多数的糊涂人也未必会一直糊涂下去。孙寅跟这个碧眼儿的幼子直直对视,摇头道:“我怎么知道一只石麒麟在等什么,反正不是在等那扶摇大风起,吹起了狼烟,到头来生灵涂炭,如果说只换来穿龙袍的人换来换去,好玩吗？” Zhang Bianguan smiles, touches reckless dregs chin, „is unamusing.” 张边关笑了笑,摸了摸胡渣下巴,“是不好玩。” Zhang Bianguan sat with Sun Yin shoulder to shoulder, shook the neck, exhaled the one breath, inspires, this smiled, lifted the wrist/skill, looked at that only to be simple and unadorned the pigeon bell to Sun Yin, said: „I received the pigeon that only others bestowed before, the first rate incomparable items, black flood purple, compared with Beiliang Prince Xu Fengnian that falcon, the price could not miss many. That little while my father has not become Senior Grand Secretary, was the third grade officer, the father found me, without scolding me, you should be clear that my father such individual, cursing at people that favors you, except for Old Master Huan, his whole life almost would have no to scold anyone. He asked me, this pigeon is father's present worth, what thing your was Zhang Bianguan, value price? You are stupid, is, is really stupid? I that year was 14 years old, returns people the pigeon angrily, that person, is in front of my, smiled saying that he has not taken back the custom of gift, then choked to death the pigeon with the hand, un, he is now Your Highness Crown Prince, Zhao Zhuan. From that date, I pledged that does not fool around together with these people. I rather run to listen to the door small family the opening the door sound, is not glad to listen to them to flatter the flattery mutually, I rather looked death thing that these nobody will ask, does not want to look that these break wind can work as the powerful official juniors who the golden silver sells. Gradually, no one liked leading me to play, I was also glad a person to be pure.” 张边关跟孙寅并肩而坐,晃了晃脖子,呼出一口气,又吸了口气,这才嘿嘿一笑,抬起手腕,给孙寅看了那只朴拙鸽铃,说道:“我以前收了只别人赠送的鸽子,一等一的绝品,黑中泛紫,比起北凉王徐凤年的那头隼,价格也差不了多少。那会儿我爹还没当上首辅,才是个三品官,爹就找到我,也没骂我,你应该清楚我爹这么个人,骂人那是抬举你了,除了桓老爷子,他这辈子几乎就没骂过谁。他就问我,这只鸽子是爹如今的身价,你张边关算什么东西,值这个价？你是蠢,还是,真蠢？我那年十四岁,一气之下就把鸽子还人,那个人,当着我的面,笑眯眯说他可没有收回礼物的习惯,然后用手掐死了鸽子,嗯,他就是当今太子殿下,赵篆。从那一天起,我就发誓再不跟这些人厮混。我宁愿跑去听小门小户吱吱呀呀的开门声,也不乐意听他们相互奉承阿谀,我宁愿看那那些无人问津的死物,也不想看着那些放个屁都能当黄金白银售卖的权贵子弟。久而久之,也就没人喜欢带我玩了,我也乐得一个人清净。” Speaking of father Zhang Julu, Zhang Bianguan cannot help but lost in thought. 说到了父亲张巨鹿,张边关不由自主陷入沉思。 He still remembers that grandparent in the oneself father emerges after Hanlin Academy, after early moves from the native place to the city, in the intense summer heat season, two old people especially likes lying down on the rattan chair under tree shade, helping under the knee the grandson granddaughters swing the fan to swing swings, duplicate/restores, summer Fu a summer, swings is swinging, only had the paternal grandmother, afterward, did not have. Their father, has not observed one's mourning, royal government that civil official who becomes the son is more unbearably anxious , the direct under aim compromises to return to office after the period of mourning, their group of children, has not obeyed the father to nestle cheek to cheek on discovers what difference, Zhang Bianguan remembers clearly that time Tai'an City, from the beginning is the Gossip of avenue, said their fathers to be an official could not attend to cultivating the behavior. As but father's official headgear is getting bigger and bigger, such sound getting smaller, raised until thorough no one. His Zhang Bianguan so many year of idle, leave home also late compared with the big brother Second Brother, instead compares two elder brothers to regard the family affairs to look is clearer. Did the Zhang Family family affairs, from start to be equal to the Capital City matter world matter? Zhang Bianguan looks desolate, the back of the head puts in the well head, is looking up to the twilight the dusky sky, in childhood, outside the mansion did not have Lion Bridge, the chapter of whole family goes out rarely plays, the father makes them count on the bridge several carved stone lions, the big brother most looks like the father, making anything is earnest, counts follows a prescribed pattern, the Second Brother is a bookworm, the father said in any case from infancy to maturity anything makes anything, the big brother is what him to study is making anything, his Zhang Bianguan age compared with younger sister Zhang Gaoxia only big several months, goes home while the parents, the directness plays on the river surface that on the belt/bring the younger sister under the bridge is icing up. Played tired, sees the big brother Second Brother still there silly number, Zhang Bianguan runs omniscient Huan Wen Uncle Huan there to ask that directly the answer, big brother two Columbia University midnight went back finally, sees his younger brother to kneel on the ground. From then on, suffering loss Zhang Bianguan knows these cleverness in trivial matters, is not really intelligent. However afterward mother gave him to bring the bowl hot food, the father to bump into secretly, without vitality/angry, but touches his head, said sentence many years later clear words, „you compared two elder brothers too to be intelligently many, but since you were surnamed with the father, this was not the good deed.” 他还记得爷爷奶奶在自己爹从翰林院脱颖而出后,早早从老家迁到城里后,在酷暑季节,两位老人就尤其喜欢躺在树荫下的藤椅上,帮着膝下孙子孙女们摇扇子摇啊摇,一下复一下,一夏复一夏,摇着摇着,就只剩下奶奶了,再后来,都没了。他们的爹,也没守孝,朝廷比那个当儿子的文官还要急不可耐,直接下旨夺情起复,他们这帮子女,也没从父亲脸上发现什么异样,张边关清楚记得那时候的太安城,一开始是满大街的流言蜚语,都说他们父亲为了当官都顾不得做人了。只不过随着父亲的官帽子越来越大,这样的声音越来越小,直到彻底无人提起。他张边关这么多年无所事事,比起大哥二哥离家也晚,反而比两个哥哥看待家事看得更清晰一些。张家的家事,是从什么时候开始等同于京城事天下事了？张边关神情落寞,后脑勺搁在井口上,仰望着暮色中灰蒙蒙的天空,小时候,府外不远有座狮子桥,有一回一家人难得出门游玩,爹让他们去数一数桥上到底有几只石刻狮子,大哥最像爹,做什么都认真,数得一板一眼,二哥是个书呆子,反正从小到大爹说什么就做什么,大哥做什么他就学着做什么,他张边关年纪比妹妹张高峡只大了几个月,趁着爹娘打道回府,直接就带着妹妹去桥下结冰的河面上玩去了,玩累了,见大哥二哥还在那儿傻愣愣数,张边关直接就跑去无所不知的桓温桓伯伯那里问出了答案,结果大哥二哥大半夜才回去,就见着他这个弟弟跪在地上。打那以后,吃过苦头的张边关就知道那些小聪明,不是什么真的聪明。不过事后娘亲偷偷给他带了碗热饭,爹撞见了,也没生气,只是摸了摸他的脑袋,说了句很多年后才明白的话,“你比两个哥哥聪明太多,可既然你跟爹姓了张,这就不是好事。” Zhang Bianguan pulled out sniffing gently, covers the face with a sleeve. 张边关轻轻抽了抽鼻子,拿一只袖子覆盖住脸。 Sun Yin is just about to speak, hears one blunt sounds of footsteps, shuts up. 孙寅正要说话,听到一串不加掩饰的脚步声,就闭上嘴。 Saw a saber selects woman high slowly. Zhang Bianguan is listening to the familiar footsteps, rushed to wipe the face muddled at will, the smile was bright, yo, „infrequent visitor, opening woman, or showed a round of kindness of heart, sent some small broken money?” 见到一名佩剑的高挑女子姗姗而来。张边关听着再熟悉不过的脚步,赶忙糊里糊涂随意抹了抹脸庞,笑脸灿烂,呦了一声,“稀客啊,张大女侠,要不发发善心,打发小的一些碎银子？” Zhang Gaoxia stares saying: „On rivers and lakes is fastidious about one to help in an emergency does not rescue poorly, do you feel me to be able your poor wretch bag silver money? my name is with you!” 张高峡瞪眼道:“江湖上讲究一个救急不救穷,你觉得我会你这穷光蛋一袋子银钱？我跟你姓！” The Zhang Bianguan supercilious look said: „We originally a surname.” 张边关白眼道:“咱俩本就一个姓。” The Zhang Gaoxia corners of the mouth turn upwards, said sentence „, therefore”, then ejects heavy one bag of money high, Zhang Bianguan was not accidental, received money, laughed saying: „This woman is really kindhearted! Later can definitely look for a Yushu to face the wind the outstandingly talented outside weighting to lean pleasant my dear who the world will love dearly the wife! Before then, discussed a matter, woman Sir, or you received me, towed to go home me, provided food on the line, having the meat was best, having the liquor was again good unable good......” 张高峡嘴角翘起,说了句“所以啊”,然后高高抛出沉甸甸的一袋银子,张边关毫不意外,接过银子,开怀大笑道:“这位女侠果真菩萨心肠！以后肯定能找着一位玉树临风才高八斗外加权倾天下更会心疼媳妇的如意郎君！在这之前,商量个事,女侠大人,要不你收了我吧,把我拖回家得了,管饭就行,有肉是最好,有酒就好得不能再好了……” Zhang Gaoxia does not go to insert funny dialog with this Third Brother, coldly shoots a look at the secretariat sundries lesser official who the eye she knew the whole story, Sun Yin. 张高峡不去跟这个三哥插科打诨,冷冷瞥了眼她知根知底的中书省杂品小官,孙寅。 Sun Yin stands up alone, leaves behind a Zhang Bianguan person to sit, looks to favored daughter Zhang Gaoxia of Sir Senior Grand Secretary, disregards her to be able the cold look that the person hacks the soul, asked: „Opens the miss, Sun has words, does not know , said does not work as to say.” 孙寅独自站起身,留下张边关一个人坐着,望向首辅大人的爱女张高峡,无视她能把人剐掉魂魄的冷冽眼神,问道:“张姑娘,孙某有句话,不知当讲不当讲。” Zhang Gaoxia cold sound said: „You shut up.” 张高峡冷声道:“那你就闭嘴。” Sun Yin sets out slowly, is throwing the silver bag, a face takes pleasure in others' misfortunes, dismantles the bridge after crossing saying: „Sun Yin Sun Yin, Libationer Yao talked into you are the big talented person of having three goals, scholar who what a pity my younger sister always did not like showing off in writing, do not expect that she will regard with a special fondness about you. Must say the major principle, that is you fierce is your matter, I matter that likes is I likes, but you, if really loses heart does not change, wants to marry my younger sister to get married, I am indifferent, but you must first hit her, but must be looked pleasing to the eyes by her, is the son-in-law who my father respect chose/point approves, such extremely rare young person of extraordinary ability, where on looks, your oneself delivers, affirmative does not calculate.” 孙寅缓缓起身,抛着银袋子,一脸幸灾乐祸,过河拆桥说道:“孙寅啊孙寅,姚祭酒把你说成是连中三元的大才子,可惜我这妹妹向来不喜欢舞文弄墨的读书人,你就别奢望她会对你另眼相看了。要是非要说大道理呢,那就是你厉害是你的事情,我喜欢是我喜欢的事情,不过你要是真死心不改,想要娶我妹妹过门,我是无所谓,但你得先打过她,还得被她看得顺眼,再得是我爹钦点认可的女婿,这样凤毛麟角的年轻俊彦,上哪儿找去,你这个自己送上门的,肯定不算。” Sun Yin slightly helpless obviously said: „What did I like one heart having woman of subordinate to make?” 孙寅略显无奈道:“我喜欢一个早就心有所属的女子做什么？” Zhang Gaoxia sneers saying: „Sun Yin, you know actually much.” 张高峡冷笑道:“孙寅,你倒是知道得不少。” Sun Yin thinks little, said calmly: „My this whole life was doomed saying that in any case with Sir Senior Grand Secretary half a word words, can say a saying to the son of Sir Senior Grand Secretary, when made up regrets. As for your Zhang Gaoxia woman, is only a unexpected happiness. Relax, person who you like, I also like, I will actually not snatch with you.” 孙寅不以为意,平静说道:“我反正这辈子注定跟首辅大人说上半句话,能跟首辅大人的儿子说上一说,就当弥补遗憾了。至于你张高峡张女侠,只是意外之喜。放心,你喜欢的人,我也喜欢,我却不会跟你抢。” Zhang Gaoxia jokes: „Do you like the man?” 张高峡讥笑道:“你喜欢男人？” Sun Yin smiles, „likes liking, is actually not woman likes of man, hits the mind to appreciate a person, calculates to like. Draws an analogy, likes Sir Senior Grand Secretary not being able to write like me very much ‚settles the broad mansion ten million/countless, shields the world impoverished scholar all joyful face greatly’ like this excellent poetry, but he actually achieved this unprecedented magnificent feat conscientiously. Six yamen, amount to 4000 rooms, later the bold valve old family juniors are getting fewer and fewer, the cold multitudious descendants are getting more and more, this is not at variance with sword of senior Li Chungang on rivers and lakes to open Heavenly Gate, quarries a mountain for the later generation.” 孙寅笑了笑,“喜欢是喜欢,却不是女子喜欢男人的那种,打心眼欣赏一个人,也算喜欢。打个比方,就像我很喜欢首辅大人没能写出‘安得广厦千万间,大庇天下寒士俱欢颜’这样的绝好诗词,但他却脚踏实地做到了这件前无古人的壮举。六部衙门,总计四千间屋子,以后豪阀世族子弟越来越少,寒庶子孙越来越多,这不异于前辈李淳罡在江湖上的剑开天门,为后辈开山。” Sun Yin turns around to depart, said easely: „Takes for granted to think that others will like anything, gives the opposite party anything, probably this paid, never asks the opposite party to want, to wish not to receive. This person, pulls out the lung again from the heart, is thinking oneself infallible, oneself generous and open-minded had a clear conscience, actually selfish. Is speaking the male and female love is also good, was saying the brothers associate, can go to wrap/sets of. Because is good, is not easy, but is not too difficult, but really can respect others putting oneself in another's place, was very difficult. The ancients described the best friend by friend view, how therefore was ‚friend’, was the big knowledge. Sun Yin is a fool, does not know how the future a lot of years will be a way of the world, the way of the world that but we will place, will also calculate to completely understand, the idiot will be many, but some people non- high interest, the non- duplicate, not the heavy good sword not heavy posthumous name, good intention of not heavy friend, will not die a worthy death after all again, not a heavy surname incense and candle inheritance, will be as for not heavy person of state landscape......” 孙寅转身离去,悠悠然说道:“想当然觉得别人会喜欢什么,就送给对方什么,好像这就是付出了,却从不问一问对方想不想要,愿不愿收。这种人,再掏心掏肺,也不过是一种自以为是,自个儿豁达大度问心无愧了,其实还是自私。是在讲男女情爱也好,是在说兄弟交往也罢,都可以去套。因为对人好,不容易,但不算太难,但真的能设身处地去尊重别人,就很难了。古人以知己这个说法来形容至交好友,因此如何才算‘知己’,是大学问啊。孙寅是个蠢人,不知将来千百年是如何一个世道,但是咱们身处的这个世道,还算看得透,浑人不少,可总归还是有些人不重利,不重名,不重好剑不重谥号,不重朋友的好心好意,不重死得其所,不重一家一姓香火传承,乃至于不重一人之社稷江山……” Zhang Gaoxia wrinkles the long and narrow attractive brow, asked: „What this fellow talked nonsense, is scolding our father, helped the loyalty two characters, actually didn't do right by Uncle Huan only? But behind is also praising probably, is this self-contradictory?” 张高峡皱起狭长好看的眉头,问道:“这家伙胡言乱语什么,是在骂咱们爹,自顾自成全了忠义二字,却独独对不住了桓伯伯？可后头好像又在夸啊,这岂不是自相矛盾？” Zhang Bianguan said careless: „Perhaps his oneself also violates blurry, the person was too intelligent, likes oneself doing against with oneself, tosses about, is penniless.” 张边关漫不经心道:“恐怕他自己也犯迷糊,人太聪明了,就喜欢自己跟自己对着干,翻来覆去,两手空空。” Zhang Gaoxia stares saying: „Sun Yin talked nonsense anything, I do not know, you are scolding our father, I could also hear!” 张高峡瞪眼道:“孙寅胡说八道什么,我不知道,你在骂咱们爹,我还听得出来！” Zhang Bianguan loosens that pigeon bell, throws into the Suolong well conveniently, made a supercilious ugly face, said with a smile: „Father is disinclined to scold me, I scolded him secretly, you will also not complain, what did I fear?” 张边关解下那只鸽铃,随手丢入锁龙井,做了个玩世不恭的鬼脸,笑道:“爹懒得骂我,我就偷偷骂他,你又不会告状去,我怕什么？” Zhang Gaoxia tone heavy several points, asked: „You really do not follow father's wish, goes to eastern Liaoning to throw the army?” 张高峡语气沉重了几分,问道:“你真不顺着爹的意愿,去辽东投军？” Zhang Bianguan shakes the head gently, „is the son, since cannot help, must deliver the father. Lives nothing but takes care of parents two matters, my son must make with every effort.” 张边关轻轻摇头,“做儿子的,既然帮不上什么忙,总得送一送爹。生儿无非养老送终两件事,我这个儿子总得尽力做成其中一件吧。” Zhang Gaoxia sits in the well head. 张高峡坐在井口上。 A Zhang Bianguan face being astonished different way: „You told that this matter, don't you cry?” 张边关一脸讶异道:“跟你说这种事,你也不哭一哭？” Zhang Gaoxia said lightly: „I am not such woman.” 张高峡平淡道:“我不是那样的女子。” Zhang Bianguan un, „actually we were inferior that you look like the father.” 张边关嗯了一声,“其实我们都不如你像爹。” Zhang Bianguan as if recalls anything, said: „You must leave Beijing immediately the travelling rivers and lakes, listens to elder brother a few words, on the father mouth said where does not make you go , is actually the heart most thinks place that you go.” 张边关似乎记起什么,说道:“你马上要离京游历江湖,听哥一句话,爹嘴上说不让你去哪里,其实就是心底最想你去的地方。” Zhang Gaoxia lowers the head, „, let alone, said again I really must cry.” 张高峡低下头,“别说了,再说我就真要哭了。” Zhang Bianguan stretched out the double palm to pat the cheeks ruthlessly, „his mother, your woman has not cried, Elder Brother big masters, first could not have shouldered. Has a person, has words, really said is absolutely true! Elder Brother this whole life has not listened more reasonable than these words, opened Sage to listen also to candidly admit defeat!” 张边关伸出双掌狠狠拍了拍脸颊,“他娘的,你一个女子还没哭,哥哥一个大老爷们,就已经先扛不住了。有个人,有句话,说得果然是千真万确！哥哥这辈子就没听过比这句话更有道理的,张圣人听了也得甘拜下风！” Zhang Gaoxia raised the head. 张高峡抬起头。 Zhang Bianguan blinks, „he said that the real man bleeds does not burst into tears being nothing heroes, world woman bleeds every month does not burst into tears!” 张边关眨了眨眼睛,“他说大丈夫流血不流泪算个屁英雄好汉,天下女子每个月都流血不流泪！” Zhang Gaoxia deep breath , under deep breath, this returns to normal the mood that wants to kill people. 张高峡深呼吸一口,又深呼吸一口,这才平复下想杀人的心情。 Zhang Bianguan supple sound said: „You go, the worldwide chaos, can definitely be the scenery that the heroic fierce and ambitious black bear noisy crowd crops up when the time comes, do not miss, when gives our father to look at several.” 张边关柔声道:“你去吧,天下大乱,到时候肯定会是英雄枭雄狗熊一窝蜂冒头的风景,你别错过,就当给咱们爹多看几眼。” Zhang Gaoxia has not complied, has not rejected. 张高峡没有答应,也没有拒绝。 On this day, Tai'an City no longer said goodbye the woman of that saber. 只是这一天,太安城不复再见那佩剑的张女侠。 Zhang Bianguan with was not different in the past, turns back the squint street in the dim light of night, in courtyard exudes the pale yellow light, he went home. That not too pretty stupid wife even was angry his drinking drinking party, was still waiting, day after day, she will think probably this whole life did not have the expectation not to have the end. 张边关跟往常没什么两样,在夜色中走回斜眼街,院子里泛起昏黄灯光,是在等他回家。那个不算太漂亮的笨媳妇就算恼极了他的喝花酒,仍是这么等着,日复一日,大概她会觉得这辈子都没有盼头更没有尽头了。 Other woman, did not say that married the wealthy and prominent family of Zhang Family such entire Liyang Dynasty unique no other semicolon, juniors who even if marry three fourth grade officials, that is still sight, is not only her oneself sumptuous lifestyle, her future child can also not need to worry about food or clothing for a lifetime, later grown up, wants the fresh clothes high-spirited horse on the fresh clothes high-spirited horse, wanting Ching-kuo to provide relief to provide relief on Ching-kuo. 别的女子,不说嫁给了张家这样整个离阳王朝独此一家别无分号的高门,就算嫁给三四品官员的子弟,那也是风风光光,不光是她自己锦衣玉食,她将来的孩子也能一辈子衣食无忧,以后长大成人,想要鲜衣怒马就鲜衣怒马,想要经国济世就经国济世。 Zhang Bianguan was just about to shove open the front gate like the past carelessly, was calling wanted the oneself wife nice wine good meat to serve, without the reason squatted down suddenly, then heard the pedestrian footsteps, rushed to set out, pushed the door to go home. 张边关正要像以往那样大大咧咧推开院门,吆喝着要自己媳妇好酒好肉伺候着,没来由猛然蹲下,然后就听到行人脚步,又赶忙起身,推门归家。 woman as always, keeps silent, carries the warm suitable meal, the small chopsticks clamp the vegetable/dish to eat, occasionally sizes up one, a that foot rest on the bench, considers only the man who oneself wolfs down, is never willing with her saying that the man of a few words, was her husband. 女子一如既往,默不作声,端上温热适宜的饭菜,小筷子夹菜吃着,偶尔打量一眼,那个一只脚架在长凳上,只顾自己狼吞虎咽的男子,从不愿与她多说一句话的男子,便是她的夫君了。 How actually also never sees her to be placed the hidden bitterness grievance in that delicate face. 却也从来不见她如何把幽怨委屈摆在那张清清秀秀的脸面上。 Zhang Bianguan always liked saying that her so good nature, dreads his family background, skinny camel was big, his Zhang Bianguan was unpromising, was the Zhang Julu son, can she not serve cautiously? Here each time, Zhang Bianguan must oneself to a oneself big mouth, said the flower-and-bird fish insect with serving these two scoundrel characters. Then she smiles, stares her until Zhang Bianguan, she casts aside excessively, but corners of the mouth that light happy expression does not see thinly and that's the end. 张边关总喜欢说她之所以这般好脾气,是畏惧他的家世,瘦死骆驼比马大,他张边关再没出息,也是张巨鹿的儿子,她能不小心翼翼伺候着？只是每次说到这点,张边关总要自己给自己一个大嘴巴,说花鸟鱼虫才用伺候这两个混账字。然后她就偷着笑,直到张边关瞪她,她才撇过头,只是嘴角那份淡淡笑意不见清减就是了。 This late night, Zhang Bianguan after she sleeps soundly, sobs quietly. 这一晚的深夜,张边关在她熟睡之后,悄悄呜咽起来。 „I am feared that oneself likes you, feared that you like me, such.” “我是怕自己喜欢你,更怕你喜欢上我,才这样的啊。”