Pophis somewhat patted own head worriedly: „Even but if I replied you...... you have not seen the words, will not understand.” 波菲丝有些苦恼地拍了拍自己的脑袋:“但就算我这么回答你……你没见过的话,也不会懂得吧。” She pondered diligently a meeting, reluctant puts out a hand to gesticulate: „ Is such...... 她努力的思考了一会,勉强的伸手比划着:“就是这样的啦…… „ Generally speaking, the ground can have many such high minute/share of disperser. Here will pump water from the underground river, after the note can process pours into to minute/share disperser in...... then when the evening arrives, opens minute/share of disperser. “一般来说,地上会有许多这么高的分散机。这里会从地下河里抽水,经过注能处理后灌入到分散机里……然后在晚上到来的时候,打开分散机。 „After pouring into the curse energy water, was activated, will send out differently color, the attractive light.” “注入咒能的水、被激活后就会发出不同颜色的、好看的光。” Pophis slightly some saying of longing: „But you definitely cannot see......” 波菲丝稍微有些怀念的说道:“但你们肯定见不到啦……” „Why said?” “为什么这么说？” „Because in your blood does not have curse energy to respond.” “因为你们的血液中都没有咒能反应。” Pophis looked at a Citalopram behind two people cat, spoke thoughtlessly to reply: „If you are because the Pallid Woman words...... their two do not have. I think that the curse energy technology had been terminated finally.” 波菲丝看了一眼西酞普兰身后的两人一猫,随口答道:“如果说你是因为苍白之女的话……他们两个也没有。我想咒能技术终于已经被终止了吧。” „What...... therefore , is curse energy?” “……所以说,咒能到底是什么？” Citalopram cannot bear ask. 西酞普兰忍不住问道。 „curse energy......” “咒能啊……” Pophis muttered discussed. 波菲丝喃喃念道。 She cannot bear reveal a frail forced smile: „ It seems like did not tell you, you are unable to get over an emotion. 她忍不住露出一个单薄的苦笑:“看来不跟你说,你是无法释怀的了。 „ Since must say, I must talk clearly with you. curse energy...... cannot be used again. “既然要说,我就要跟你说清楚。咒能……绝不能被再次利用。 „ curse energy is we livelihood the technology in the desert. You can understand are, pumps out the ability of clear spring from the desert...... under the limited condition, ability of wishes coming true. “咒能是我们在沙漠中赖以生存的技术。你可以理解为,是从沙漠中泵出清泉的能力……在有限的条件下,心想事成的能力。 „ That is ‚strength of the incomplete creation’. “那是‘不完全的创造之力’。 „But your teacher should also teach you, the iron rule of this world? ‚Having what you shouldn't have, always has a price’.” “但你的老师应该也教过你,这个世界的铁则吧？‘凡拥有不应有的、皆有其代价’。” „...... Almost.” “……差不多。” Citalopram nods. 西酞普兰点了点头。 Annan indeed has told her. 安南的确跟她说过。 Although the original words are not this, but the concrete meaning is also similar. 虽然原话不是这个,但具体的意思也差不多。 Pophis deeply inspires, muttered in a low voice: „ curse energy...... is the blood of the world. 波菲丝深吸一口气,低声喃喃道:“咒能……就是世界之血。 „ The contact of this world and Dream Realm is not the lukewarm fusion. Overlapping in two world, the world will become frail...... that exceptionally is world's flaw. “这个世界与梦界的接触并非是温吞的融合。在两个世界的重叠点,世界会变得异常脆弱……那就是世界本身的破绽。 „Also is the wound in the world not by the flesh that the skin covers.” “也就是世界的伤口未被皮肤覆盖的血肉。” Pophis sighed: „ However curse cellar, is a hollow wedge. Spike in this flesh, pumps out the blood plasma of the world. The curse cellar surrounding world gradually becomes desolated, but curse cellar nearby person will also be missing...... that to cave to crash into in the world Dream Realm occasionally instantaneously. The mortal body enters the Dream Realm words, was basically impossible to come back. 波菲丝叹了口气:“而咒窖,就是一枚中空的楔子。钉入这血肉之中,泵出世界的血浆。咒窖周围的世界都会逐渐变得荒芜,而咒窖附近的人也会偶尔失踪……那就是在世界塌陷瞬间坠入到了梦界之中。肉身进入梦界的话,基本就不可能回来了。 „ However besides curse cellar to world's Destruction, every takes the person of blood of the world, will be cursed by the world. Also or, they take is the curse of the world. “而除了咒窖对世界本身的破坏之外,凡吸食世界之血的人,都会被世界所诅咒。亦或是,他们吸食的便是世界的诅咒。 „ Uses the curse energy person, the life span will have lengthened seven times, but the youth will also actually not lengthen ; Their being doomed nightmare is encumbered, even if had not died will still have the nightmare...... many curses, various. But wakes up after the nightmare, will increase new binding curse, has been suffered dead...... even dies is unable to finish. “使用过咒能的人,寿命将延长七倍、但青春却不会随之延长;他们注定噩梦缠身、即使还未死去也会携有噩梦……诸多诅咒,各不相同。而从噩梦醒来之后,就会增加新的咒缚,一直被折磨到死……甚至死也无法结束。 „ So long as has used curse energy, is unable to get rid again such earnestly seeks. But we , in the desert, simply does not have the artificial leeway. curse energy is to make the poisonous blood that our civilizations continue...... know perfectly well that under the clothing/taking will die sooner or later, but under refusing to accept will then die of thirst immediately. “只要使用过一次咒能,就再也无法摆脱此等渴求。可我们在沙漠中的时候,根本没有矫情的余地。咒能就是让我们的文明延续下去的毒血……明知服下早晚会死,但不服下当即便会渴死。 „ Arrives in resources bountiful Yaselan to start in us, some men of insight then summoned that everyone, controls to use curse energy. “在我们抵达资源富饶雅瑟兰开始,一些有识之士便号召大家、节制使用咒能。 „But most elves, are actually not willing to give up convenient curse energy, because compared with the convenience of curse energy, its side effect can say insignificant. But a civilization uses curse energy together, further shared its side effect. As for several hundred years of tattered and torn world...... that is with the future that we have nothing to do with.” “但绝大多数的精灵,却不愿意放弃方便的咒能因为和咒能的便利相比,它的副作用可以说微不足道。而一个文明一起使用咒能,又将它的副作用进一步的分摊了。至于几百年千疮百孔的世界……那是与我们无关的未来。” „...... Will curse energy make one become addicted?” “……难道咒能会让人上瘾吗？” Citalopram subconscious asking. 西酞普兰下意识的问道。 She saw the solar well and Quayle Salas's shadow indistinctly...... 她隐约看到了太阳井和奎尔萨拉斯的影子…… „ No, curse energy will not make one become addicted, but this convenient is a fearful dependence. Convenience of curse energy, even makes one put behind the pain of sufficiently dying...... elves that therefore was born after Third Age, does not think that the death was a dreadful matter. “不,咒能本身并不会使人上瘾,但这份便利本身就是一种可怕的依赖。咒能的便利,甚至足以让人忘却死亡的痛苦……因此在第三纪以后出生的精灵们,并不认为死亡是一件可怕的事情。 „curse energy to them, is not used to survive, but is used to lead a life of comfort.” “咒能对他们来说,并非是用来生存的、而是用来享乐的。” But the reply of Pophis is more fearful. 而波菲丝的回答却更加可怕。 „ Because this strength mystically as well as even more scarce...... the Yaselan person instead stared at this strength. In some legend stories that in reciting Poet roaming sings, has the trace about curse energy. “因为这力量的神秘以及愈发的稀少……雅瑟兰人反而盯上了这份力量。在吟游诗人们传唱的一些传说故事中,都有关于咒能的痕迹。 „ In your legends, curse energy has the mysterious alias. Probably ‚the water of immortality’, ‚the spring of youth’, ‚chalice’, ‚the water of river of the netherworld’, wait/etc. “在你们的传说中,咒能有着许多神奇的别名。像是‘长生不老之水’啦、‘青春之泉’啦、‘圣杯’啦、‘冥河之水’啦,等等。 „ Finally, under the persuasions of many Prophecy, the emperor controlled the situation forcefully. In situation that in the elder institute completely opposes, reached the compromise completely not to stop the use of curse energy with the elder institute forcefully, but, only used curse energy to the capital in the capital important population concentration. Simultaneously forbids in front of centaur and Yaselan person uses curse energy. “最终,在许多先知的劝说下,皇帝还是强行控制住了局势。在长老院完全反对的情况下,与长老院强行达成了妥协不完全停止咒能的使用,而是将重要人口集中到首都、只在首都使用咒能。同时禁止在马人和雅瑟兰人面前使用咒能。 „......, but later, we launched the rebellion. “……但随后,我们发动了叛乱。 „ It is not the rebellion of resistance, but is the rebellion of self- destruction...... for example, the city that I am is the extreme curse energy worship metropolis. In curse cellar finally before planning to be demolished, people destroy own house, destroyed had lived the trace...... to use the curse cellar final strength respectively, wove the eternal public nightmare, stagnate the time. “并非是反抗的叛乱,而是自我毁灭的叛乱……比如说,我所在的这座城市就是极端的咒能崇拜都市。在咒窖终于按计划被拆除前,人们各自摧毁了自己的房屋、毁灭了生活过的痕迹……利用咒窖最后的力量,编织出了永恒的公共噩梦、将时间停滞了下来。 „That will be one month without limits forever, incomparably happy ‚nightmare’...... to not record important knowledge and inheritance, but runs into enjoys the life with beforehand does not have any difference.” “那是永无止境的一个月,无比美好的‘噩梦’……并非是为了记录重要的知识与传承,而是逃入其中享受与之前没有什么差别的生活。” Miss Pophis was gradually emotional, was later pale. 波菲丝小姐的情绪逐渐激昂了起来,随后又淡了下去。 She silent for a long time, lowered the head, saying of minimum sound: „Sorry, I lied before.” 她沉默了许久,才低着头、极小声的说道:“抱歉,我之前撒谎了。” „This is not your mistake.” “这不是你的错。” Citalopram gentle, low voice urging. 西酞普兰温柔的、小声的劝道。 Pophis deeply inspires, returned to normal a mood. 波菲丝深深吸了一口气,平复了一下心情。 Afterward she continues saying: „ Mother wants to lead me to go to royal capital. But I ran away in midway, because I do not want to use curse energy again, this obviously is wrong...... mother also teaches me since childhood. 随后她继续说道:“妈妈想要带我前往王都。但我中途逃走了,因为我不想再使用咒能,这明明是错误的……妈妈也是从小这么教我的。 „But she, actually wants to move to royal capital to live......” “可她自己,却想要搬到王都去生活……” She, choked up at this point. 她说到这里,哽住了一下。 Citalopram urged again: „This is not your mistake.” 西酞普兰再度劝道:“这不是你的错。” „ I want...... to live the ordinary life. But no one supports me...... I many only to return to the hometown, died with everyone together...... this period of time, this meaningless ‚knowledge’ preservation is the specimen. “我只是想要……过着普通的生活。但没有人支持我……我最多只能回到家乡,与大家一起死去……将这段时间,这段毫无意义的‘知识’保存为标本。 „......, but my anything cannot complete. When I come back, I was late, unable to participate in ritual...... being possible I to leave, could not be inescapable.” “……但我什么也做不好。在我回来的时候,我迟到了、没能参与到仪式中……可我想要离开的时候,也跑不了。” Pophis is smiling bitterly: „ My one person alone is here, does not have any great mission, not to do any extraordinary matter. I wander in same place, does not know where oneself should go, finally anything has not completed...... 波菲丝苦笑着:“我孤身一身在这里,不是有什么伟大的使命、也没有做什么了不起的事。我只是徘徊在原地,不知自己该去哪里,最后什么事都没做好而已…… „I lied, Citalopram. I am not fierce, I have no partner, not what special ability. I...... anything cannot complete.” “我撒谎了,西酞普兰。我一点也不厉害,我也没有什么伙伴,也不会什么特殊的能力。我……什么也做不好。” Saying that she muttered: „I am only an indecisive crude person......” 她喃喃的说道:“我只是个优柔寡断的半吊子而已……” Pophis entreaty looking to Citalopram, the sound light such as the spirit is ordinary. 波菲丝哀求般的望向西酞普兰,声音淡薄如幽灵一般。 „...... You, will also come back to look for me?” “……你,还会回来找我吗？”