Chapter 212heartsuch as the snowfieldfeels frustratedvastand
第212章心如雪原茫且惘
After Xu Legets out of bed, onlycleans the teethwith enough time, the hairhas not combed, somewhatblack hairin disordersubmits a memorial to the throneinhisheadhorizontalsimple, hecalmlylooks atfrontMinistry of Justiceofficial, noticesthisperson of complexionslightlyred, bigmouthrespite, justranevidently not the farroad.许乐起床之后只来得及刷了牙,头发都没有梳,有些零乱的黑发在他的头上疏横浅显,他静静地看着面前的司法部官员,注意到此人面色微红,大口喘息,看样子刚刚跑了不远的路。„Ido not coordinate, becauseIam not in no mood.” His timemoodiscomplexheavy, looked at a frontofficial who no oneis ableto realize, shakes the head, somewhatwoodenstand forth.
“我不配合,因为我没有心情。”他此时的心情是谁都无法体会的复杂沉重,看了一眼面前的官员,摇了摇头,有些木然地向前走去。„Youmustcoordinate.” The Ministry of Justiceofficialprobably78people, blockedhiswaydirectly, previouslythatofficialgloomy and coldsaid: „Welooked at the apartmentto look foryoua moment ago, finallyyouactuallyranahead of time, wetrack, but also was nearly flungbyyou, lookedquite a whilefoundyou, ifyoudid not followus, Ihad the powerto arrestyou.”
“你必须配合。”司法部官员大概有七八个人,直接拦住了他的去路,先前那位官员阴冷地说道:“刚才我们去望都公寓找你,结果你却提前跑了,我们一路跟踪过来,还险些被你甩了,找了半天才找到你,如果你不跟我们走,我有权力逮捕你。”Xu Lethis timemoodrandomly is very very bad, how longbuthas not spentthento understand that thisMinistry of Justiceofficialmustinvestigateanything, the naturewithjustwent out ofZhang Xiaomeng of parliament buildingto be related, Ministry of JusticemustaccuseCongressmanMedellinto participatenear the Hai Stateassassination incident, naturallyneedsownoral confession.许乐此时的心情很乱很糟糕,但也没有花多长时间便明白这个司法部官员要调查什么,自然和刚刚走出议会大厦的张小萌有关,司法部要指控麦德林议员参与临海州暗杀事件,自然需要自己的口供。Howeverthisis a gloomy and coldsaddaytime, heis onlyin the subconsciousnesswantsto leave, leaves the backcrowd, leaves the chaoticmood, leavesthisplaceas soon as possible, thereforehedoes not wantto go toMinistry of Justiceto acceptanythingto investigate. Heshoves openfrontofficial , to continue to walksilentforward.
然而这是一个阴冷感伤的白天,他只是下意识里想要离开,离开背后的人群,离开自己纷乱的情绪,尽快离开这地方,所以他不想去司法部接受什么调查。他推开面前的官员,沉默地向前继续行走。Suddenly the soundsaid: „IfIhave not thought mistakenly, ourgoalsshould be the same, youalsoknow that weare investigatingMedellin, Ithink that youshouldfollowus.”
忽然间有一个声音说道:“如果我没有想错,我们的目标应该是一样的,你也知道我们正在调查麦德林,我想你应该跟我们走一趟。”Xu Lelooks up, saw the desolategentleinspector, heis not strangeregardingthisinspector, consults every passer- by Hushankillsin the case, twopeoplethenhadmanysocial dealings, recentlythese daysnews, thisis adjusted the inspector who Ministry of Justiceis responsible for the Medellinspecial caseto take a good phototemporarilymuch.许乐抬头望去,看到了萧文静检查官,对于这位检查官他并不陌生,在虎山道谋杀案中,两个人便打了不少交道,最近这几天的新闻当中,这位被临时调到司法部负责麦德林专案的检查官上镜不少。„Goal? Whatgoal?”Xu Leis welcominghisearnestvision, suddenlysays, in the soundfilledself-ridiculed that withfrustratedmeaning, does not knowis asking the opposite party, is asking itself.
“目标?什么目标?”许乐迎着他认真的目光,忽然开口说道,声音里充满了自嘲和惘然的意味,不知道是在问对方,还是在问自己。Under the stop of desolategentleinspector, the Ministry of Justiceofficialslookhelplesslythisyoung peopleleave, buthas not taken the precautionary measure. The officialslook atdesolategently, inquire the reasonpuzzled, thinks ofthispersonanxiouslyregarding the importance of Medellinspecial case.
在萧文静检查官的阻拦下,司法部官员们眼睁睁看着这个年轻人离开,而没有采取强制措施。官员们看着萧文静,不解地询问原因,焦虑地想到此人对于麦德林专案的重要性。„In the morninginvestigates the filetime, heis the Ministry of Defenseperson, wedo not have the jurisdiction, can only request that hecoordinates.”desolateWenjinglooks that Xu Leback that walkstoward the lawndirection, somehow, canfeel that unexpectedlythisyoung peoplespatial in heartfeel frustratedat this time. The efficiency of Ministry of Justiceis very high, afterknowing the Azure Dragon Mountainrebellionsprovided an importantwitness, the subsequentworklaunchedimmediately, thereforedesolateWenjingsaw the secretfileaboutXu Le.
“早上查档案的时候,他是国防部的人,我们没有权限,只能请求他配合。”萧文静看着许乐向草坪方向走去的背影,不知怎的,竟能感觉到这个年轻人此时心中的空惘。司法部的效率很高,当知道青龙山反政府军提供了一位重要证人之后,后续的工作马上就展开了,因此萧文静看到了很多关于许乐的秘密档案。desolateWenjingknows that Xu Leandnowthatfemale student who is interviewedin the stone steps, in the pastoncewas a pair of lover, afteronecombed, does not needto spendtoomanyspirits, thiskeeninspector, thensuspected that had hadwhatstory. Butrecentlyinfederationnoisyimposinga string ofnewsscandal, makeshimunderstandgradually why thispersonnamedXu Lewill involveHushanto consult every passer-bykillsin the case.
萧文静知道许乐和如今正在石阶上接受采访的那个女生,当年曾经是一对恋人,经过一番梳理,并不需要花太多精神,这位嗅觉敏锐的检查官,便猜想到曾经发生过什么故事。而最近联邦里闹的轰轰烈烈的一连串新闻丑闻,也让他渐渐明白,这个叫许乐的人为什么会牵涉到虎山道谋杀案中。„EvenMinistry of Defensedirect managementmilitary officer, butthismatteris too important, in the futurewill hold courtalsoto needhimto testify.”Someofficialssaid.
“就算是国防部直管军官,可这件事情太重要,将来开庭还需要他作证。”有官员说道。„Is staring athim, Iapplied for the jurisdiction, moreoverat this timedo not annoyhim, it is estimated thathiswas not very happy.”desolatewalkstoward the automobilegently, said: „Actuallywaited forhe himselfto think through, will cometo lookon own initiativeour.”
“盯着他,我去申请权限,另外这时候不要惹他,估计他心情很不好。”萧文静向汽车走去,说道:“其实等他自己想通了,会来主动找我们的。”
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……Xu Lesitson the lawnbench, thinksfor a long timehas not thought throughvery much. Inhishonestsimplefacial features, had not revealed the innermost feelingsmood at this timeintenselystruggling, becauseinsteadsilentseemssomewhatdesolate.许乐坐在草坪边的长椅上,想了很久也没有想通。他那张敦厚朴实的面容上,没有显露此时激烈挣扎的内心情绪,反而因为沉默显得有些落寞。Sheis also living, like thisis good, howeverwhyownbesidesjoyfulalsohasgrievedat heart. Isbecausewas deceived? Butshouldverybe clearherdeath newsto be hidden, definitely the functions of many peopleininside. Butwhyacid?
她还活着,这样挺好,然而为什么自己的心里除了喜悦还有酸楚。是因为被骗?可自己应该很清楚她的死讯被隐藏下来,肯定有很多人的作用在里面。但为什么还是酸酸的?Heis not a fool, the girl of hisveryclearthisfirst lovedies and is rebornto representanything, understandsownthis yeartime, oneyear of sadness, oneyear of effort, oneyearignores the life and death, originallyis false. Howeversheis also livingafter all, not? Sheis livingalwayscompared withgood that departspermanently, such being the case, whatgoodangrydisaffection do oneselfhave?...... Eventually the moodlikethislate autumnwind, issomewhatdrearynotlikeyoung people.
他不是傻子,他很清楚这位初恋的女孩儿死而复生代表着什么,也明白自己这一年的时间,一年的悲伤,一年的努力,一年的不顾生死,原来都是假的。然而她毕竟还活着,不是吗?她活着总比永久离去的好,既然如此,自己有什么好愤怒不满?只是……终究心情就像这深秋的风一样,还是有些萧瑟的不像年轻人啊。Forherdeath, heonce the cryingpain, tossed and turnedin the night. Toseek a justiceforher, hedoes not even fearto expose the status of federationfleeing criminal, the unimportant personjoins in the federationduringresolutely the bigturbulence, tenaciousbearing patientlylikeblockstone, is staring atCongressmanMedellinlike the poisonous snake. Heworks hard, joins in the development of new-stylemachinearmor, steps onturnsLin Yuanhu, election that destroys the opposite party, heopensthiseyes to look how Medellindies, if the federationcannotmakehimdie, hehas completedhad fought valiantlyoneselfthis, killsMedellinfor the preparation that sherevenges.
为了她的死,他曾落泪痛苦,在夜里辗转反侧。为了替她寻个公道,他甚至不惧曝露自己联邦逃犯的身份,小人物毅然决然地投身到联邦的大动荡中,像块石头一样的坚韧隐忍,像条毒蛇一样盯着麦德林议员。他努力地工作,投身于新式机甲的研制,踩翻林远湖,破坏对方的大选,他睁着这双眼想看麦德林怎么死,如果联邦不能让他死,他已经做好了拼了自己这条命,去杀死麦德林替她报仇的准备。In the chestsuppressedoneyear of thattone, is nearthat moment that mustrelease, actuallysuddenlydiscoverednoreason that suppresses. Looked likehibernateda halfyear of animal, when woke updiscoveredthatwhiteheavy snowwasfalse- was torn into shredsbubble.
胸中憋了一年的那口气,在临要释放的那一刻,却忽然发现憋的毫无来由。就像是冬眠了半年的动物,醒来时发现那白茫茫的一场大雪是假的-是被撕碎了的泡沫。Is willingto payall thesesources, is false. Xu Lesitson the bench, front looks at the tranquilpondsilent, the area of pondis very big, is reflecting the inverted image of grandparliament building, because of the weathercoldreason, the birdshas turned towardstateto fly, fewonlyaccompanieslonelyhim.
愿意为之付出这一切的源头,也是假的。许乐坐在长椅上,沉默地看着面前平静的池塘,池塘的面积很大,映着壮丽议会大厦的倒影,因为天气寒冷的缘故,鸟儿们早就已经向着南科州飞去,没有几只来陪孤单的他。Thatgirlis living, Xu Leis truly joyful, unprecedentedjoy, howeveractuallylosesfrustratedlygrieved, actuallyin her mind are oneselfwhat? Heis a talent in machine repair, powerful and aggressiveyoungpowerhouse, the firstsentimentalcourse that buthislifemoeinitially, is strange of writer of fictionalsobeing hardtentative plan, heis unable to understand.
那个女孩儿活着,许乐确实喜悦,前所未有的喜悦,然而紧接着却是惘然失落酸楚,在她的心中自己究竟算是什么呢?他是一个机修方面的天才,实力强悍的年轻强者,可他人生初萌的第一段感情历程,便是小说家也难以设想的离奇,他根本无法想明白。AfterUncleFeng Yudies, hetells himselfnever to cryagain, then when knows the Zhang Xiaomengdeath news, heinthin that in the quiltcriescrash-bang, todaythiscomplexmoodmadehisnosealsosour, not talking clearly, was not clear, the youngyoung fellowonlywantsto crywelltofrontstill water.
在封余大叔死后,他告诉自己永远不要再哭,然后得知张小萌死讯时,他在被子里哭的稀里哗啦,今天这复杂的情绪让他的鼻子也酸了起来,说不清楚,道不明白,年轻的小伙子只想对着面前的静水好好地哭一场。Thenatthis time, the soundsound of telephone, Xu Lepulled out the cell phonefrom the pants, saidseveral, is preparingto close downtime, actuallysaw another electricity.
便在这个时候,电话的声音响了起来,许乐从裤子里掏出手机,说了几句,正准备关机的时候,却看到了另一通来电。TelephonethatisZou Yuintense, a sound of doubts. Besides the intelligence service of federal government, knowsbetweenXu LeandZhang Xiaomeng the story, only thenhemost intimateperson, MissZou Familynaturallycalculates. Sheseesthatfemale studentnamedZhang Xiaomengin the news, immediatelythinksXu Leknows after thisnews, will shockto becomewhatappearance.
电话那头是邹郁略带着一丝紧张,一丝疑惑的声音。除了联邦政府的情报部门之外,知道许乐与张小萌之间故事的,只有他最亲近的人,邹家大小姐自然算其中一个。她在新闻上看到那个叫张小萌的女生,马上想到了许乐知道这个消息后,会震惊成什么样子。Xu Leandshesaidin the telephonein a soft voiceseveral, was slightly tranquiler, cared about itselfin this timefriends, alwaysgood. After hanging up the telephone, helitcigarette, wantsto drive outthatsourtaste in nose, thought that Zou Yuhas telephoned, shouldno onecometo be tired ofagain.许乐和她在电话里轻声说了几句,稍微平静了一些,在这种时候有朋友关心自己,总是好的。挂断电话之后,他又点燃了一根烟,想把鼻子里的那股酸味儿驱除掉,心想邹郁已经打了电话,应该没有人再来烦自己了。Thenatthis time, actually the emailsent to hiscell phone. On the emailwritesoneline of simplewords and expressions:
便在这个时候,却有一封电子邮件发到了他的手机上。电子邮件上面写着一行简单的字句:„Young masterhas saidtoyou, the love...... thatishigh and lowtwoopens mouth, won't yourboybe cryingat this time? Finallyspokea few words, at least does sheliveis not being? Ifyouwere disappointedat this time, to expressyouhopeshedid die?”
“小爷早就对你说过,爱情啊……那就是上下两张嘴,你小子这时候不会在哭吧?最后说一句话,至少她活着不是?如果你这时候失望伤心,岂不是表示你希望她死掉?”Xu Lelooks at the phone screen, has not triedto dial, becauseheknows that boyaffirmationalreadylike the beforehandseveraltimes, in the shortest timecloses downto throw the card. Hesmiles, by the present that the federationissues a warrant for arrest, does not hesitateto run riskstopersuadetwo, Young Masteruses/givesthisfellowalso is really really kind.许乐怔怔地看着手机屏幕,并没有试着拨回去,因为他知道那个小子肯定已经像以前几次那样,在最短的时间内关机扔卡。他笑了笑,在被联邦通缉的现在,不惜冒着风险就为劝说自己两句,施公子这个家伙还真是够意思。Xu Lepinchesto extinguish the cigarette butt, is preparingto usetwofingersto pinchlike the pastis looking for the trashcaneverywhere, thinks, actuallythrew into the pond of beautifulpeacefulnobird.许乐将烟头掐熄,正准备像以往那样用两根手指捏着四处去找垃圾箱,想了想后却扔进了美丽安静无鸟的池塘里。Yes, lived the totalratio dead well, thiswas the good deed, butlaterno longerwasownmatter.
是啊,活着总比死了好,这是好事,只不过以后就不再是自己的事了。Onhisfaceveryreluctantsqueezes a temperatesmile, ties the collar button of bodymilitary uniform, outside the bus stoptowardlawnwalks. Whenhearrives at the street, an express carstoppedin the car licenseplace, Bai Yulanwalked, thisdelicatemanstilllowered the head, the black hairbuiltbefore the volume, along withautumn windlight.
他的脸上很勉强地挤出一丝温和的笑容,将身上军服的领扣系上,向着草坪外的公车站走去。当他走到街边的时候,一辆专线车停在了车牌处,白玉兰走了下来,这个秀气的男人依然低着头,黑发搭在额前,随秋风轻荡。Bai YulannoticesXu Letoday'smoodsomewhatto be as if unusual, the smile that in those daysthesewere from the heartlookedsomewhatirritable, hedoes not know that this matter'sspecificreason, followedsilentin the side.白玉兰注意到许乐今天的情绪似乎有些异样,往日那些发自内心的笑容看上去有些别扭,他并不知道此事的具体原因,沉默地跟在了身旁。Twomenwalktoward the streetsilent, the frontdroveseveralblackbullet-proof sedanssuddenly, had the police vehicleto call the warning lightto clear the way, is protecting the important personage in car(riage).
两个男人沉默地向着街头走去,前方忽然驶来了几辆黑色的防弹汽车,有警车在前后鸣着警灯开道,保护着车中的重要人物。Bai Yulanlooked atonetoward that side, saidin a soft voice: „The people in even the mountainsstartto act, CongressmanMedellinthisestimatecould not withstand.”白玉兰往那边望了一眼,轻声说道:“连山里的人都开始出手,麦德林议员这次估计顶不住了。”
The Xu Levisionhas not displaced, looks at the frontsidewalkencaustic brickpeacefullysilent, askedin a soft voice: „Yousaida moment ago the companydoes have the duty? Iremember that the seventhgrouponeyeardoes not have the duty, the security advisersectionshouldverybe who clear the rightcandidateyoudo not do the bodyguard.”许乐的目光没有丝毫偏移,安静沉默地看着前方的人行道彩砖,轻声问道:“刚才你说公司有任务?我记得第七小组已经一年没有任务了,安全顾问部应该很清楚你们并不是搞保镖的合适人选。”Whenhespoke, the tightly guardedmotorcadeis rolling byto the streetslowly, middlethatautomobileback seat, Zhang Xiaomengwas away from the bulletproof glazing, looks atopposite ofstreetthatman, silentspeechless.
就在他说话的时候,戒备森严的车队在对街缓缓驶过,中间那辆汽车后座,张小萌隔着防弹玻璃窗,怔怔地看着街对面的那个男人,沉默无语。
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……s2goes around a mountainin the fourstate'ssecondmilitary regionspeciallycombatdivisionbarracks, a young military officernamedYuanZitai, is lookingpublic hearing that on the televisionrebroadcasts, for a very long timesilentspeechless. Heblocked the vision of mostcolleagues, actuallyno one angerexpresses the opinion, because the shortmore than half a yeartime, military officerYuanZitaithenrelies onhimin the fightbravely and extremelyoutstandingmilitaryaccomplishment, earnedeveryone'srespectevento awe.
s2环山四州第二军区特别作战分队营房里,一名叫袁子台的年轻军官,正怔怔地看着电视上重播的听证会现场,久久沉默无语。他挡住了大部分同僚的目光,却没有人愤怒地发表意见,因为短短大半年时间,军官袁子台便凭借他在战斗中的勇敢以及极为优秀的军事素养,获得了所有人的尊重甚至是敬畏。Under 20-year-oldcaptainmilitary officer, althoughthere is a recommendation of firstmilitary academy, but ifwere notshows the correspondingabilityin the battlefieldtruly, was impossibleto win the trust of army.
不到20岁的上尉军官,虽然有第一军事学院的推荐,但如果不是真正在战场上表现出了相应的能力,也不可能得到军队的信任。According tohisschool record, enliststo be the recruit is a junior lieutenant, shortoneyearis less thanthen the tiredmeritrisesfor the captain, thisreallymakes the speed that onecovets.
按照他的学历,一入伍当新兵便是少尉,短短一年不到便累功升为上尉,这实在是令人眼热的速度。HoweverCaptainYuanZitaiis staring at the illuminant shield, the visionactuallygraduallyice-cold, heverylonghad not caredthat side the federal and capitalmatter, had mother to process, hedoes not needto care aboutanything, butheactuallycaredvery muchownthatfriend.
然而袁子台上尉盯着光屏,眼光却渐渐冰冷起来,他已经很久没有关心过联邦和首都那边的事情了,有母亲处理,他不需要关心什么,只是他却很关心自己那位朋友。
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