TNHIVF :: Volume #5

#438: Revisit

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Small young lady that the maidservants and several Lu Family that in the moon/month the branch, in the mansions of wealthy families takes a walk occasionally obviously have not married, will meet will then call one ‚paternal aunt’ shyly, then hid in the courtyard, watches the delicate and pretty white clothing Young Master process after the gate secretly. 月上枝头,深宅大院内偶尔可见走动的丫鬟和几个陆家未出阁的小姑娘,遇上了便会羞怯的叫一声‘姑姑’,然后躲回了院子里,从门后偷偷看着俊美的白衣公子经过。 Madam Lu childhood housing dwelling of boudoir after Lu Family, lived young lady that has not all married, cannot go out all year round several times. In the future actually not because of the influence of Neo-Confucianism, the Jinling Lu Clan daughter of first wife, is the aristocratic family large clan of similar scale will marry badly, when the empresses have the possibility, considered for the reputation/honorary, definitely cannot same runs on the street by own young lady and wild girl insane, must go out also the elder to bring, since childhood pays attention to the bearing measuring appliance. 陆夫人幼年居住的闺房在陆家后宅,住的全是未出阁的姑娘,一年到头都不能出去几次。倒不是因为理学的影响,金陵陆氏的嫡女,未来最差嫁的也是同等规模的世家大族,当皇后都有可能,为了名誉考虑,肯定不能让自家小姐和野丫头一样跑去街上疯,要出去也得长辈带着,从小注意气度仪表。 Before Madam Lu brings Xu Buling is arriving at a courtyard, shoves open the door, what heaving in sight is the decoration exquisite embroidery building, in courtyard clean, obviously often some people tidy up, is sowing seeds a osmanthus tree close to the courtyard wall of back lane, side also has a swing. 陆夫人带着许不令来到一间院落前,推开小门,映入眼帘的是装饰精巧的绣楼,院子里干干净净,显然时常有人过来收拾,靠近后巷的院墙下种着一颗桂花树,旁边还有个秋千。 The revisit former home grounds, in the Madam Lu double pupil appear some absent-minded, enters in the courtyard to observe the situation one, said in a soft voice: „Feeling changed small, before felt this courtyard big......” 重游故地,陆夫人双眸中显出些许恍惚,走进院落里环视一圈儿,轻声道:“感觉变小了,以前觉得这间院子好大……” Xu Buling walks after behind, looks that Madam Lu appearance that turns circle in the courtyard, could not bear purse the lips to smile under. 许不令走在身后,看着陆夫人在院子里转圈的模样,忍不住抿嘴笑了下。 Under the bright moonlight, the ray is not dim, wears the Madam Lu pavilion pavilion of dark green long skirt to stand in the institute, winter night slightly cool, during the breath chest fluctuates, red lip Zhang He exhales the light mist, the peach cheek brings double pupils under some bright red, slender eyelashes to raise slightly, looks to front embroidery building, the graceful bearing pleasant profile is very moving. Both hands fold as in the waist, but body did not have the past solemn makings again, the mischievous temper of childhood has not restored, looked somewhat silly. 皎洁月色下,光线不算昏暗,身着墨绿长裙的陆夫人亭亭立在院中,冬夜微凉,呼吸间胸脯起伏,红唇张合呼出淡淡的雾气,桃腮带着些许嫣红,修长睫毛下的双眸微微扬起,看向面前的绣楼,风韵怡人的侧脸十分动人。双手依旧叠在腰间,不过身上再无往日的端庄气质,幼年的调皮性子也没有恢复,以至于看起来有些傻愣愣的。 Xu Buling was sizing up the courtyard, at this time eye unconscious stopped on the Madam Lu profile , the movement, carried over the place that certain should not look at following the snow white nape of the neck downward...... 许不令本来在打量院子,此时眼睛不自觉的就停在了陆夫人的侧脸上,又往下移动,顺着雪白脖颈移向了某些不该看的地方…… „I live from the record here, do not make me go out every day, my doing everything possible toward leaving runs......” “我从记事起就住在这里,每天不让我出门,我就想方设法的往出跑……” Madam Lu does not have to detect, bringing Xu Buling to walk in the courtyard, to the Xu Buling explanation at the same time, in recapture past. During the spoken languages arrives under the fence, about looked, took the ladder from the old cassia tree, by under fence: 陆夫人全无察觉,带着许不令在院子里行走,给许不令讲解的同时,也在回忆往昔。言语间走到围墙下,左右看了看,从老桂树后面拿出来了梯子,靠在围墙下面: „This ladder is I makes Maidservant Yue bring from elsewhere secretly, at that time made Maidservant Yue hold the ladder below, I crawl to the courtyard wall in looked out, finally my father just passed through from the lane, after finding, taught my one. Maidservant Yue heard the sound to turn around ran, kept on the ladder not to dare to get down me, sees my mother to run over helplessly, caught red-handed me......” “这个梯子是我让月奴从别处偷偷拿来的,当时让月奴在下面扶着梯子,我爬到院墙上往外看,结果我爹刚好从巷子里经过,瞧见后训了我一声。月奴听见声响掉头就跑了,把我留在梯子上不敢下去,眼睁睁看着我娘跑过来,把我逮个正着……” Remembered the childhood mischievous scene, Madam Lu purses the lips to smile, was hand-held the ladder to crawl upward. 想起幼年调皮捣蛋的光景,陆夫人抿嘴笑了下,手扶着梯子往上爬。 The ladder is not big, the little girl crawls is playing still permissible, Madam Lu has grown up, the body capital is also very full, the temper graceful supple frequently the movement, party somewhat is not in addition strenuous, leg is trembling. 梯子不大,小女孩爬着玩尚可,陆夫人已经成年,身上的资本也很足,加之性子婉柔不经常运动,爬梯子还有些吃力,腿儿颤颤巍巍的。 Xu Buling saw that to go forward, lifts lived in the ladder hand-held: „Aunt Lu feels relieved then, falls I then.” 许不令见状上前,抬手扶住了梯子:“陆姨放心即可,掉下来我接着。” „How to fall, I climb over many times......” “怎么会掉下来,我爬过好多次……” Madam Lu treats year to year in the boudoir, obviously was very long has not done this climbing matter, leisure crawling to the ladder peak, was hand-held the fence, looked toward the tall wall outside, the vision swept has not seen the end the mansions of wealthy families, and Qinhuai lights of distant place, do not know is extremely thinking anything. 陆夫人常年待在闺房里,显然很久没做这种爬上爬下的事儿了,慢悠悠的爬到了梯子顶端,手扶着围墙,朝高墙外看去,目光扫过不见尽头的深宅大院,以及极远处的秦淮灯火,不知道在想些什么。 Xu Buling is hand-held the ladder, raises head to look at Madam Lu upwards, nature that each other reason of height difference, can see only then embroidered shoes and skirt bottom. Puts on thin underpants actually unable to see anything, but this angle is a little obviously inappropriate. 许不令手扶着梯子,仰头看向上方的陆夫人,彼此高度差的缘故,能看到的自然只有绣鞋和裙底。穿着薄裤其实也看不到什么,不过这角度明显有点不合适。 „Coughs —” “咳—” Xu Buling coughed lightly, opens the vision to look to elsewhere, the expression is slightly strange. 许不令轻咳了一声,偏开目光望向别处,表情略显古怪。 Madam Lu was alarmed by the cough sound, takes back the vision to look down the eye, this remembered is not several years old of small young lady, following was not Maidservant Yue, but was Xu Buling. In her heart slightly nervous, busy wants to tighten the skirt to avoid walking the light, finally both hands leave the courtyard wall not to come to a stop, directly „yā - —” falls from the ladder. 陆夫人被咳嗽声惊动,收回目光低头看了眼,这才想起已经不是几岁小姑娘了,下面的也不是月奴而是许不令。她心中微慌,忙的想收紧裙避免得走了光,结果双手离开院墙没站稳,直接“呀——”的一声从梯子上面掉了下来。 Xu Buling is somewhat funny, stretches out the arms Madam Lu that catches to be thrown into confusion safely: „Sure enough, fell.” 许不令有些好笑,张开双臂稳稳当当接住手忙脚乱的陆夫人:“果不其然,掉下来了。” The Madam Lu complexion a little turns white, after recovering consciousness , the complexion slightly red, works loose from the arm of Xu Buling, patted the skirt: „Has not come to a stop......” was saying looks to nearby swing, looked that the appearance wants to recall the childhood, was actually worried to spoil. 陆夫人脸色有点发白,缓过来后又脸色微红,从许不令的胳膊上挣脱下来,拍了拍裙子:“没站稳……”说着看向旁边的秋千,看模样是想去回忆童年,却又担心弄坏了。 Xu Buling arrives under the swing rack, lifts the hand to grip the hemp rope to try, is very solid, then the smile said: „Aunt Lu, comes.” 许不令走到秋千架子下,抬手握住麻绳试了试,很结实,便微笑道:“陆姨,过来。” About Madam Lu looked at the eye, without the niece maidservant peeps, arrives around the swing to sit down gradually, both hands are grasping the swing rope, experimental shook several. 陆夫人左右瞄了眼,没有侄女丫鬟偷看,才缓步走到秋千跟前坐下,双手握着秋千绳,尝试性的晃了几下。 Creak —— 咯吱—— For a long time has not moved does the swing exudes the slight sound, skirt hem and embroidered shoes from the sky sway, can see in the past here the shadow of life vaguely. 许久未曾动过的秋千发出轻微响声,裙摆和绣鞋在空中摇摇晃晃,依稀还能看出当年在这里生活的影子。 Xu Buling is pushing Aunt Lu gently, recalled under: „In the sea of flowers of Suzhou also has a swing, places in the small log cabin, but I did not seem to play in childhood......” 许不令轻轻推着陆姨,回忆了下:“肃州的花海里也有个秋千,放在小木屋里,不过我小时候好像没玩过……” „Your mother comes Jinling time, likes this swing very much, at that time had said, went home also to make one...... to record in the appropriate occasion not to make me go out to run all over the place in the evening, I asked your mother to help, making her turn inside out from the courtyard wall, hugged me. At that time envied specially, wants to study the time of flying up to the eaves and walls, has not only completed study pitifully finally...... went to Suzhou after your mother, does not know how to come, in a flash to the present......” “你娘来金陵的时候,很喜欢这个秋千,当时就说过以后回家了也要弄一个……记得当时家里不让我晚上出去乱跑,我就求着你娘帮忙,让她从院墙那边翻过来,把我抱出去。当时特别羡慕,也想学飞檐走壁的功夫,只可惜最后还是没学成……从你娘去肃州后,都不知道怎么过来的,一晃就到现在了……” Madam Lu said here, sighed gently. After remaining Chang'an marries into Xiao Family, although in anything hard times, but she and Xiang'er are the same, the future road will be clear, except for will boil then not to have other matters to be possible the remaining years of life to do again. 陆夫人说道这里,轻轻叹了口气。留在长安嫁入萧家之后,虽然没过什么苦日子,但她和湘儿一样,未来的路一目了然,除了把余生熬完便再无其他事可做。 Thought of the courtyard that in childhood lived, also thought of that big sister who led her to stroll everywhere, may pass had then passed, thought of also uselessly. When she lives loses the color gradually such as dead situation, the arrival of Xu Buling changed all. 想念小时候居住的这间院子,也想念那个带着她四处逛的大姐姐,可过去了便已经过去了,想念也没用。就在她生活渐渐失去色彩如一潭死水的时候,许不令的到来改变了一切。 This is also coherence Xu Buling why Madam Lu nearly keeps close, because except for looking after good Xu Buling, in her life then does not have other matters to do again, all sentiments pinned on Xu Buling body, including own idea and desire, is living in widowhood year to year has worn down cleanly. 这也是为什么陆夫人近乎寸步不离的粘着许不令,因为除了照顾好许不令,她的生活里便再无其他事可做,一切感情都寄托在了许不令身上,连自身的想法和愿望,都在常年寡居中早就消磨干净了。 At this time sits on the swing again, recalled the childhood are simple-hearted ‚ambition lofty’, Madam Lu faint from fear oneself change in a big way, was almost two people...... 此时再次坐在秋千上,回想起幼年天真无邪又‘志向高远’的自己,陆夫人才惊觉自己的变化有多大,几乎完全是两个人了…… Xu Buling sees Madam Lu to be silent, looks down the skirt hem embroidered shoes, is not quite as if happy, supple sound said: 许不令见陆夫人沉默下来,低头看着裙摆绣鞋,情绪似乎不太好,柔声道: „Aunt Lu over 20 years old, is young small young lady, now wound spring sad autumn too early.” “陆姨才二十多岁,还是年轻小姑娘,现在伤春悲秋太早了。” Madam Lu sighed one spookily, catches the eye to look to the front embroidery building, said in a soft voice: 陆夫人幽幽叹了一声,抬眼望向前方的绣楼,轻声道: „Ling'er, what should I later make?” “令儿,我以后该做什么呀？”
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