Behind the Xiao Family mansion of same street, other institute in Jinghuayuan covers in the fog misty curtain of rain, in the waterside pavilion in lakeside is hanging several lanterns. 同一条街的萧家大宅后方,景华苑的别院笼罩在雾蒙蒙的雨幕之中,湖畔的水榭上挂着几个灯笼。 Has not arrived at turning off the lights point, Madam Lu by soft on the couch of boudoir, in the hand takes to the spring robe that Xu Buling makes newly, the needlework is outlining the close pattern. 还没到熄灯的点儿,陆夫人靠在闺房的软榻上,手上拿着给许不令新做的春袍,针线勾勒着细细密密的花纹。 Rains to have nothing to do, the maidservant encircles in nearby helps, on mouth chirp chirp speech of cha cha: 下雨无事可做,丫鬟围在跟前帮忙,嘴上叽叽喳喳的说着话: „Madame, Empress Dowager also under the post asked little prince to enter the palace......” “夫人,太后又下帖子请小王爷进宫了……” „Yes, listening to the palace maid who left the palace to manage saying that Empress Dowager was strange for these days, a person was always in a daze, enters the palace for tomorrow's little prince, starts to prepare the meals from today, but grand......” “是啊,听出宫采办的宫女说,太后这几天怪怪的,老是一个人发呆,为了明天小王爷进宫,从今天就开始准备膳食,可隆重了……” „little prince goes out today probably......” “小王爷今天好像出门去了……” Chirp chirp cha cha, several maidservants like reporting work, were saying news that inquired respectively. 叽叽喳喳,几个丫鬟如同汇报工作似的,说着各自打听来的消息。 The Madam Lu side sits in soft on the couch takes the needlework, expression solemn tranquil as is not caring, but maintains soon then sighs spookily, turns around to trade a direction to continue to embroider, so does not know many times back and forth. 陆夫人侧坐在软榻上拿着针线,表情端庄宁静似是不在意,只是保持不久便幽幽叹了口气,转身换个方向继续绣花,如此来回已经不知道多少次了。 The Maidservant Yue side sits on the Madam Lu leg blanket gives Xu Buling to make the shoe sole, since childhood accompanied Madam Lu, knows the Madam Lu character, if listens again, must set out to look for Xu Buling. At that moment smiles saying: 月奴侧坐在陆夫人腿边的毯子上给许不令纳着鞋底,自幼陪伴陆夫人,自是知晓陆夫人的性格,若是再听下去,恐怕就要起身找许不令了。当下微笑道: „The little prince temper is steady, will not go out to be a womanizer, few days ago added intends to Young Lady Song, you look at the present, Heir Apparent Imperial College.” “小王爷性子稳重,不会出去拈花惹草,前些日子还说对松姑娘有意,你看现在,世子连国子监都不去了。” Madam Lu hears this saying, at heart original one warm, may think and not feel right, supple sound said: 陆夫人听见这话,心里本来一暖,可想了想又觉得不对,柔声道: „Maidservant Yue, does Ling'er will think my works as gesticulation of aunt, draws a line with Young Lady Song?...... This how line, I became the elder of unclear affair......” “月奴,令儿会不会是觉得我这当姨的指手画脚,才和松姑娘划清界限？……这怎么行,那我岂不是成了不明事理的长辈……” „......” “……” Maidservant Yue pursed the lips to smile, does not know how should say. 月奴抿嘴笑了下,不知道该怎么接话。 Madam Lu embroidered the little while to spend, felt somewhat cannot sit still, puts down the needlework, obviously wants to look for Xu Buling to talk clearly. 陆夫人绣了会儿花,感觉有些坐不住,放下针线,显然是想去找许不令说清楚。 Maidservant Yue is quite helpless, must open the mouth to persuade: „Madame wants to be many, after little prince comes Chang'an, anything listens to the madame, if there is pleasing young lady, definitely also first brings to the madame glances, the madame will know the book to reach the ritual not to block him, little prince will definitely know this truth.” 月奴颇为无奈,只得开口劝说:“夫人想多了,小王爷来长安后什么都听夫人的,若是有中意的姑娘,肯定也先带来给夫人过目,夫人知书达礼不会拦着他,小王爷肯定晓得这个道理。” Madam Lu purses the lips, sighed one lightly: „Person always has growing up time, he more and more was not recently obedient, reaching an agreement does not go to the palace, finally every other day runs toward the palace, also does not know in the palace has fun what...... perhaps passes some days again, wanted changing a statement to manage Empress Dowager to call the aunt......” 陆夫人抿了抿嘴,淡淡叹了一声:“人总有长大的时候,他最近可是越来越不听话了,说好的不去宫里,结果三天两头往宫里跑,也不知宫里有什么好玩的……恐怕再过些日子,就要改口管太后叫姨了……” Maidservant Yue smiles gently: „How possibly, intention of little prince to madame, we, when maidservant looks, on Exceptional Longevity Street who does not envy the madame, Empress Dowager definitely is also envies the madame often to shout little prince to enter the palace, the little prince difficult to turn down an offer make with such warmth, does not comply not good......” 月奴温婉一笑:“怎么可能,小王爷对夫人的心意,我们当丫鬟的都看着,魁寿街上谁不羡慕夫人,太后肯定也是嫉妒夫人才经常叫小王爷进宫,小王爷盛情难却,不答应不行……” Madam Lu takes the embroidery needle silent under: „Empress Dowager is this temperament, struggles to snatch, wants to fight over with anyone......” 陆夫人拿着绣花针沉默了下:“太后一直就是这脾气,争来抢去,和谁都要争一下……” Nearby young housemaid pondered over, smiling stupid idea: „Madame, or little prince will enter the palace tomorrow, do you follow to have a look?” 旁边一个小丫鬟琢磨了下,笑眯眯的出馊主意:“夫人,要不小王爷明天进宫,你跟着过去看看？” Madam Lu at present one bright, but shakes the head immediately: „Ok, Ling'er have the opinion, I follow to make sense.” 陆夫人眼前一亮,不过马上就摇了摇头:“算了,令儿自己有主见,我跟着像什么话。” „Eh~ wife is visits Empress Dowager, is not and little prince goes together......” “诶~夫人是去探望太后,又不是和小王爷一起去……” „Right, Xiao Family will incite some at sixes and sevens thing, Empress Dowager does not know that will flatter little prince with what method, little prince young has little experience of the world after all, if the say/way, what to do later were not intimate with the wife......” “对啊,萧家会鼓捣些乱七八糟的玩意,太后也不知会用什么法子讨好小王爷,小王爷毕竟年幼涉世未深,万一着了道,以后和夫人不亲近了怎么办……” Whisper. 嘀嘀咕咕。 The Madam Lu brain is Xu Buling, naturally more listens more confused, finally could not listen, placed one side the gown, beckons with the hand: 陆夫人满脑子都是许不令,自然是越听越心烦意乱,最后听不下去了,把袍子放在一边,摆了摆手: „Good, sleeps, my own discretion.” “好啦,都去睡觉,我自有分寸。” "Oh......" “哦……” Several maidservants however complied with one resentfully, then sets out to pack the thing, withdrew from the room one after another...... —— 几个丫鬟悻悻然应了一声,便起身收拾好东西,相继退出了房间……—— The night rain is continuous, the oil lamp is spooky. 夜雨连绵,青灯幽幽。 The raindrop strokes the sound echo of windowsill when the ear bank, not too big nor too small boudoir, just married as before appearance. 雨珠击打窗沿的声音回响在耳畔,不大不小的闺房,依旧是刚嫁进来时的模样。 Madam Lu raises the cheeks to look at the lights on stage, indulged in flights of fancy for a long time, to recall the past scene unknowingly. 陆夫人扬起脸颊望着台上的灯火,胡思乱想了许久,不知不觉又回想起了往日的场景。 At that time was 12 or 13-year-old, was just sensible. 那时候十二三岁,刚刚懂事。 The sworn brother sisters who most worship have married Suzhou, keeps every day azure wall white Wa who she looks at the courtyard alone, anticipated that day that can walk, had fantasized rides a horse to hold a sword, with that elder sister same walk horizon. 最崇拜的金兰姐妹已经远嫁肃州,独留她一人每日看着院子的青墙白瓦,期待能走出去的那一天,也幻想过骑马仗剑,和那个姐姐一样行走天涯。 But she is the female of scholarly family, Jianghu is not her. 可她是个书香门第的女子,江湖不属于她。 The day passes quickly, in an instant is the age of amomum cardamomum. 日子过得很快,转眼便是豆蔻之龄。 A decorated sedan chair stops before the gate, she has not thought helping support the family, then has become a wife of stranger. 一顶花轿停在门前,她尚未想过相夫教子,便已经成了一个陌生人的妻子。 As the daughter of first wife of aristocratic family powerful family, she has not resulted in elects , the not possible escaping marriage, to remember that at that time cried, then suffering on the decorated sedan chair, entered the Xiao Family front door. 作为世家门阀的嫡女,她没得选,也不可能逃婚,记得当时大哭了一场,然后委委屈屈的上了花轿,进了萧家的大门。 Then, at that time also somewhat anticipated to the future strange life, after all her mother taught her since childhood, the woman must always get married. 说起来,当时对未来陌生的生活还有几分期待,毕竟她娘从小就教导她,女人总是要嫁人的。 But she has not actually thought that after entering Xiao Family, the time as if framed, from then on not tiny bit brilliance. 可她却没想到,进入萧家后,时间仿佛就定格了下来,从那以后再无一丝一毫的光彩。 The husband has the serious illness, even cannot make the bystander approach, just got married then moved in this other institute, can only look at a that nominal husband from the window every day. 丈夫身染重病,甚至不能让外人靠近,刚刚成亲便搬来了这栋别院,只能每天从窗口看一眼那个名义上的夫君。 That man is in the person the dragon , like present Ling'er, is outstandingly impeccable to the aspects. 那个男人是人中之龙,就和现在的令儿一样,优秀到方方面面都无可挑剔。 Only pitifully, each other has not even spoken several words. 只可惜,彼此甚至没说过几句话。 As inside and outside Xiao Family hangs up the white lantern, she has not prepared to become the wife, in ignorant ignorant widow...... 随着萧家内外挂上白色灯笼,她尚未准备好成为妻子,就在懵懂无知中成了未亡人…… In a flash, is about ten years. 一晃,便是将近十年。 Madam Lu is listening to out of the window night rain, looks in the past when married various arrangements that placed, have not gotten back one's composure for a very long time. 陆夫人听着窗外夜雨,看着当年嫁进来时摆放的各种陈设,久久没有回神。 Once thinks that this whole life was this, will not have the slight change, until Fang magnificent elderly, defended that day that these things are passing away alone. 曾以为这辈子就是这样了,再不会有丝毫改变,直至芳华白首,独自守着这些东西老死的那天。 May ascend the sky cracks a joke to her, or gave her a pleasant surprise. 可上天还是给她开了个玩笑,或者说给了她一个惊喜。 When she is soon numb to the life, once to her meticulous big sister, delivered a child to come to her suddenly. 就在她已经对生活快要麻木的时候,曾经对她无微不至的大姐姐,忽然给她送了个小孩过来。 Xu Buling! 许不令！ This name she has listened to many times, stupid and arbitrary overbearing and blood-thirsty...... in any case no word of praise, one hear is not obedient the boy who is difficult to teach. 这个名字她听过很多次,呆头呆脑、蛮横霸道、嗜杀成性……反正没什么好话,一听就是个不听话难管教的小子。 However this child is her Elder Sister being close friends, in any event must bring well, even if were beaten and scolded must do one's best. 不过这个孩子是她义结金兰姐姐的,无论如何都得好好带着,哪怕被打骂也得尽心尽力。 At that time she is then holding such idea, trembling under the numerous protections of Exceptional Longevity Street, Wolf Guards, saw that boy. 当时她便是抱着这样的想法,战战兢兢的在魁寿街外、狼卫的重重保护下,见到了那个小子。 The white clothing wins the snow and straight eyebrows slanting upwards and outwards like black ink, a waist sword liquor bottle gourd, the fine sexy look is more attractive than the daughter family/home, actually does not lose the son to have the heroic spirit that. 白衣胜雪、剑眉如墨,腰间一把剑一个酒葫芦,精致的桃花眼比女儿家都好看,却又不失男儿该有的英气。 Come is not the child, is a grown up man, not in any son bad least bit compared with world. 来的不是小孩,是个已经长大的男人,不比世上任何男儿差半点。 She remembers that at that time was shocked, stands under the octagonal memorial arch and wood/blockhead, Maidservant Yue pinched her one not to respond quietly. 她记得当时愣住了,站在八角牌坊下和木头似的,月奴悄悄掐了她一下都没反应过来。 That tall figure boy, is introduced to arrive in front of her, lifted the hand good the younger generation ritual : „Aunt Lu” and a bright smile awakened her...... 还是那个身材高挑的小子,经人介绍走到她面前,抬手行了个晚辈礼,一声:“陆姨”和一个明朗的笑容唤醒了她…… After that the whole world probably changed. 从那之后,整个世界好像都变了。 Before never had, has never thought all, should not have boy body of human relations to find with her in that. 以前从未有过、从未想过的一切,都在那个本不该和她有交际的小子身上找到了。 The speech will turn toward her, usually is favoring her always, not happy time will follow her, sometimes even if she grumbled to say some creating a scene intentionally, was the silly apologizing apology, for fear that she unsatisfied...... 说话会向着她,平日里无时无刻宠着她,不高兴的时候会顺着她,哪怕她有时候故意发牢骚说些无理取闹的话,也是傻兮兮的赔罪道歉,生怕她不满意…… She knows, Ling'er does not fear her, but sensible has been giving to her, wants to help her cross happily. 她知道,令儿并非怕她,只是懂事一直迁就着她,想让她过得开心些罢了。 A year of time when she had not detected then disappears, light such as water as if nothing happened, actually crossed makes one taste compared with the past every day...... 一年时光在她还没察觉的时候便转瞬即逝,平淡如水似乎什么都没发生,过得却比往日每一天都让人回味…… Madam Lu stands up under the pale yellow light, arrives at the bedside to sit down, fished out that not to know that from the pillow looked at many time fine writing paper. 陆夫人在昏黄灯光下站起身,走到床边坐下,又从枕头下摸出了那张不知看了多少次的宣纸。 Actually when the night recalls for one year tips, she knows own this, when aunt a little sticks the person to manage is too wide, even somewhat creates a scene. 其实每到深夜回想一年来的点点滴滴,她知道自己这当姨的有点粘人管的太宽,甚至有些无理取闹。 Ling'er has grown up, the man has liking young lady to be natural, is also natural with the Empress Dowager contact, she should not gesticulate...... 令儿早就长大了,男人有喜欢的姑娘理所当然,和太后接触也理所当然,她不该指手画脚…… May see Ling'er and other females each time in the same place, she on the acid, was afraid Ling'er very much and others was intimate with, was not good to her. 可每次看到令儿和其他女子在一起,她心里就酸酸的,很害怕令儿和别人亲近了,就不对她好了。 Every day wakes up then the cleanness that anything forgets, only wants to know that which Ling'er went, to do anything, to eat meal, hasn't had to be intimate with other female...... 每天一醒来便把什么都忘的干干净净,只想知道令儿去哪儿、干了什么、吃饭没有、有没有亲近别的女子…… After all in her present world only then Xu Buling, without Xu Buling, anything was not then left over...... 毕竟她现在的世界里只有一个许不令,没了许不令,便什么都不剩下了…… Sand rustle 沙沙沙 The close noise of the rain is surrounding the boudoir of other institute. 细细密密的雨声环绕着别院的闺房。 Madam Lu closely is gripping the paper, nearby the gathering nose, was hearing a black ink is fragrant. 陆夫人紧紧攥着纸张,凑到鼻子跟前,闻着点点墨香。 When the half-asleep partly awakes, remembered years 30 that night inexplicably. 半睡半醒之际,莫名又想起了年三十的那天晚上。 From year after 30, almost will remember the look that scene and of that day slightly make her not move heedlessly overbearingly every night. 从年三十过后,几乎每天晚上都会想起那天的光景、那个略显霸道让她别乱动的眼神。 Originally Ling'er is an attire...... actually in the essence is a smelly man...... fortunately I am his aunt...... 原来令儿都是装的……其实本质里还是个臭男人……还好我是他姨…… Madam Lu is ignorant, seemed pressed unable to move by that bad boy, face is gradually blushing, breathing rapidly, slightly discontented ‚wū~’, actually could not struggle. 陆夫人浑浑噩噩间,似乎又被那个坏小子压着动弹不得,脸儿逐渐发红,呼吸急促,略显不满的‘呜~’了一声,却是挣扎不开。 „Ling'er...... don't......” “令儿……别……” The night rain rustle within, vague light nan resounds. 夜雨沙沙间,若有若无的轻喃响起。 Madam Lu closely grips the front piece, the leg under skirt hem closely is mingling, the instep bends/bow to rub gently on the bedding gently, a little resistance, may actually forget in the room probably, only then she...... 陆夫人手儿紧紧攥着衣襟,裙摆下的腿紧紧搅在一起,脚背弓起在被褥上轻轻磨蹭,有点像是反抗,可却忘了房间里只有她一个人啊……