He can only day after day, savor this to bring year after year powerful to him, brings the painful emotion to him. 他只能日复一日,年复一年地品味着这份给他带来强大,同时也给他带来痛苦的情感。 More suffers, is more powerful. 越折磨,越强大。 That moment that until, Lily died. 直到,莉莉死亡的那一刻。 According to the truth loses Lily to bring the strong charm, loses Lily to bring a stronger charm thoroughly, but is not.( These words are not his idea.) 按道理失去莉莉带来强大的魔力,彻底失去莉莉应该带来更强大的魔力,但并不是。(这句话并不是他的想法。) His charm stagnated thoroughly. 他的魔力彻底停滞了下来。 Suffered also to stagnate his. 他内心的折磨也停滞了下来。 His innermost feelings...... 他的内心…… What did not have emptily. 空荡荡地什么都没有了。 This seems the destiny most fills with the malicious ridicule. 这彷佛是命运最满怀恶意的嘲笑。 This is the magic, the powerful magic, the fearful magic, the disgusting magic, made the magic that one dreaded. 这就是魔法,强大的魔法,可怕的魔法,恶心的魔法,令人畏惧的魔法。 But if the father asked his again. 但如果父亲再次问他一遍。 „Hey, does the boy, like the magic?” “嘿,小子,喜欢魔法吗？” He will nod firmly, „!” 他会坚定地点头,“嗯！” As for why, because of magic, because of Lily. 至于为什么,因为魔法,因为莉莉。 ...... …… Snape really loves Lily, naturally! 斯内普真的爱莉莉吗,当然！ Really loves that rendingly, naturally! 真的爱得那么撕心裂肺吗,当然！ Has relations that the charm affects? Has! 有魔力影响的关系吗？有！ That because of the charm, loves rendingly? 那是否就是因为魔力,才爱得那么撕心裂肺的呢？ Answered the tuart: Does not know! 答桉:不知道！ Yes, although said like this is a little cruel, seemed saying, aiya, Snape's your love is not loyal, your love is impure. 是的,虽然这样说有点残忍,彷佛就在说,哎呀,斯内普你的爱并不忠贞啊,你的爱并不纯粹啊。 However, emotion where of human is only a simple psychological activity can define! 但是啊,人类的情感哪里又只是一个简单的心理活动就可以定义的呢！ The charm depends on the mood, enlarges the mood, smelts the mood, the backlash mood, the sorcerer, originally cannot be separated from the lifeform that the charm analyzes alone. 魔力依托于情绪,放大情绪,熔炼情绪,反噬情绪,巫师,本来就不能脱离魔力单独来分析的生物。 After all, the sorcerer is the magic lifeform. 毕竟,巫师就是魔法生物啊。 ...... …… The time switch brings peaceful Dongyi Road to follow to remember, arrives at Snape's times process that attempts to save Lily. 时间转换器带着安东一路循着记忆,来到斯内普的一次次企图救下莉莉的过程。 One time, one time, once again. 一次,一次,又一次。 After each time despair, is a stronger charm, is a crazier plan. 每一次的绝望过后,是更加强大的魔力,是更加疯狂的计划。 But does not have, even if a success, all, as if are doing not studiously. 但没有哪怕一次成功,所有的一切的一切,都彷佛在做着无用功。 Becoming besides he himself powerful. 除了他自己变得强大之外。 Even is very difficult to have a stronger charm to call it powerful this type. 甚至很难把这种拥有更强大的魔力称之为强大。 Snape's black magic had even arrived at the extremely deep domain step by step, to Dumbledores, the domain of Lord Voldemort so character. 斯内普的黑魔法甚至已经一步步走到了极深的领域,到了邓布利多、伏地魔这般人物的领域。 But the price is also fearful. 但代价也是可怕的。 If the sorcerer is the joint entity of human and magic, then Snape is the magic soon swallows the human the degree. 如果说巫师是人类与魔法的结合体,那么斯内普就是魔法快要吞噬人类的程度。 If the magic is the sorcerer controls development of charm, then Snape is thoroughly by the degree of charm control. 如果说魔法是巫师驾驭魔力的展现,那么斯内普就是彻底被魔力驾驭的程度。 However saves Lily's approach, is still conducting. 但是拯救莉莉的做法,依然在进行着。 This has even been a bit like some type having to hold the place of reading to tie up the spirit lifeform, but the fetter place is the time. 这甚至已经有点像某种带有执念的地缚灵生物了,只是束缚的地点是时间。 Anton looks at all these silent. 安东沉默地看着这一切。 Snape with his experience, took a class to him ruthlessly, told him, what was the price of magic. 斯内普用自身的经历,狠狠地给他上了一课,告诉他,什么叫魔法的代价。 The passing all memories surface quietly, he looks at others' story, savors own magic learn/study path. 过往的一切记忆悄然浮出水面,他看着别人的故事,品味自己的魔法学习道路。 The sorcerer is the Spiritual God, the will orders all.( Senior sorcerer Ins) 巫师即神灵,意志命令一切。(老巫师费因斯) Only the lunatic can become the sorcerer, the disappointment casts firmly.( Lord Voldemort) 只有疯子才能成为巫师,缺憾铸就坚定。(伏地魔) The hope casts all.( Maige professor) 渴望铸就一切。(麦格教授) Understands oneself want anything, is more important than the exploration magic.( Rocil) 明白自己要什么,比探索魔法更重要。(罗齐尔) ...... …… These words, savor initially initially, that is the sorcerer must engage in introspection the seeing nature, wants the firm. 这些话语,初初品味,那就是巫师要明心见性,要坚定信念。 But looks at Snape, Anton then profoundly understood, anything is a sorcerer. 但看着斯内普,安东这才更深入地去理解,到底什么是巫师。 The mood of sorcerer, is affecting the magic. The sorcerers have the mood of charm, is affecting itself. Snape's black magic because of Lily, extinguishes because of Lily, now is crazy because of Lily, has blended thoroughly in the same place. 巫师的情绪,影响着魔法。巫师带有魔力的情绪,也在影响着自己啊。斯内普的黑魔法因莉莉而起,因莉莉而熄,如今又因莉莉而疯狂,早就彻彻底底地融汇在一起。 This cannot simply with one be because liked coming to describe Snape's behavior. 这已经不能简单地用一句是因为爱来形容斯内普的行为了。 Anton even thinks Snape's that female deer, that thing except for is the love, is the protection, is the mapping of sorcerer innermost feelings most affectionate feeling, especially is also together shackles. 安东甚至想到了斯内普的那头牝鹿,那玩意除了是爱,是守护,是巫师内心最深情感的映射,特么的也是一道枷锁啊。 Our hope to the magic, cast the patron god, that magic uses this patron god to lock in us. 我们对魔法的渴望,铸就了守护神,那魔法就用这个守护神锁住我们。 ...... …… ...... …… Anton turns the head to look to Dumbledores, „is this essence of magic?” 安东转头看向邓布利多,“这就是魔法的本质吗？” Dumbledores shakes the head sadly, „this has the price of magic.” 邓布利多只是哀伤地摇了摇头,“这就是拥有魔法的代价。” Present Snape, without Lily died Snape who suffers ruthlessly, how imagines with he himself. 眼前的斯内普,没莉莉死亡狠狠折磨的斯内普,跟他自己何其想象啊。 Tom always said oneself see oneself shadow on him, therefore alerts to him. Actually Tom really wrong intent, Dumbledores 汤姆总说自己在他身上看到自己的影子,所以才对他那么戒备。其实汤姆真的会错意了,邓布利多 Kiss, this chapter has not ended, the next page 0 had not felt like this, he really does not like this child. 亲,本章未完,还有下一页哦0从来没有这样觉得,他就真的只是不喜欢这个小孩而已。 Only has Snape this child, is yearning for the magic, longs for that follows the fiendish person to change the world, finally was tolerated the life by the person condemned to death of beloved woman...... 唯有斯内普这个孩子,向往着魔法,渴望跟随魔王去改变世界,最终被心爱的女人的死囚禁住一生…… This is the real shadow. 这才是自己真实的影子啊。 Kiss, this chapter has ended, wish you to read happily! 0 亲,本章已完,祝您阅读愉快！0