He can only day after day, savorthisto bringyear after yearpowerfultohim, brings the painfulemotiontohim.
他只能日复一日,年复一年地品味着这份给他带来强大,同时也给他带来痛苦的情感。Moresuffers, is more powerful.
越折磨,越强大。That moment that until, Lilydied.
直到,莉莉死亡的那一刻。According to the truthlosesLilyto bring the strongcharm, losesLily to bring a strongercharmthoroughly, butis not.( These wordsare nothisidea.)
按道理失去莉莉带来强大的魔力,彻底失去莉莉应该带来更强大的魔力,但并不是。(这句话并不是他的想法。)Hischarmstagnatedthoroughly.
他的魔力彻底停滞了下来。Sufferedalsoto stagnatehis.
他内心的折磨也停滞了下来。Hisinnermost feelings......
他的内心……Whatdid not haveemptily.
空荡荡地什么都没有了。This seems the destinymostfills with the maliciousridicule.
这彷佛是命运最满怀恶意的嘲笑。Thisis the magic, the powerfulmagic, the fearfulmagic, the disgustingmagic, made the magic that onedreaded.
这就是魔法,强大的魔法,可怕的魔法,恶心的魔法,令人畏惧的魔法。But if the fatheraskedhisagain.
但如果父亲再次问他一遍。„Hey, does the boy, like the magic?”
“嘿,小子,喜欢魔法吗?”Hewill nodfirmly, „!”
他会坚定地点头,“嗯!”As forwhy, because ofmagic, because ofLily.
至于为什么,因为魔法,因为莉莉。
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……SnapereallylovesLily, naturally!
斯内普真的爱莉莉吗,当然!Reallylovesthatrendingly, naturally!
真的爱得那么撕心裂肺吗,当然!Hasrelations that the charmaffects? Has!
有魔力影响的关系吗?有!Thatbecause of the charm, lovesrendingly?
那是否就是因为魔力,才爱得那么撕心裂肺的呢?Answered the tuart: Does not know!
答桉:不知道!Yes, althoughsaidlike thisis a little cruel, seemed saying, aiya, Snape'syourloveis not loyal, yourloveis impure.
是的,虽然这样说有点残忍,彷佛就在说,哎呀,斯内普你的爱并不忠贞啊,你的爱并不纯粹啊。However, emotionwhere of humanis only a simplepsychological activitycandefine!
但是啊,人类的情感哪里又只是一个简单的心理活动就可以定义的呢!
The charmdepends on the mood, enlarges the mood, smelts the mood, the backlashmood, the sorcerer, originallycannotbe separated from the lifeform that the charmanalyzesalone.
魔力依托于情绪,放大情绪,熔炼情绪,反噬情绪,巫师,本来就不能脱离魔力单独来分析的生物。After all, the sorcereris the magiclifeform.
毕竟,巫师就是魔法生物啊。
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The timeswitchbringspeacefulDongyi Roadto followto remember,arrives atSnape'stimesprocess that attemptsto saveLily.
时间转换器带着安东一路循着记忆,来到斯内普的一次次企图救下莉莉的过程。Onetime, onetime, once again.
一次,一次,又一次。Aftereachtimedespair, is a strongercharm, is a crazierplan.
每一次的绝望过后,是更加强大的魔力,是更加疯狂的计划。Butdoes not have, even if a success, all, as ifare doingnotstudiously.
但没有哪怕一次成功,所有的一切的一切,都彷佛在做着无用功。
Becoming besideshe himselfpowerful.
除了他自己变得强大之外。Evenis very difficultto have a strongercharmto call itpowerfulthistype.
甚至很难把这种拥有更强大的魔力称之为强大。Snape'sblackmagichad even arrived at the extremelydeepdomainstep by step, toDumbledores, the domain of Lord Voldemortsocharacter.
斯内普的黑魔法甚至已经一步步走到了极深的领域,到了邓布利多、伏地魔这般人物的领域。But the priceis also fearful.
但代价也是可怕的。If the sorcereris the joint entity of humanandmagic, thenSnapeis the magicsoonswallows the human the degree.
如果说巫师是人类与魔法的结合体,那么斯内普就是魔法快要吞噬人类的程度。If the magicis the sorcerercontrolsdevelopment of charm, thenSnapeisthoroughlyby the degree of charmcontrol.
如果说魔法是巫师驾驭魔力的展现,那么斯内普就是彻底被魔力驾驭的程度。HoweversavesLily'sapproach, is still conducting.
但是拯救莉莉的做法,依然在进行着。Thishas even been a bit likesometypehavingto hold the place of readingto tie up the spiritlifeform, but the fetterplaceis the time.
这甚至已经有点像某种带有执念的地缚灵生物了,只是束缚的地点是时间。Antonlooks atall thesesilent.
安东沉默地看着这一切。Snapewithhisexperience, took a classtohimruthlessly, toldhim, whatwas the price of magic.
斯内普用自身的经历,狠狠地给他上了一课,告诉他,什么叫魔法的代价。
The passingallmemoriessurfacequietly, helooks atothers'story, savorsownmagiclearn/studypath.
过往的一切记忆悄然浮出水面,他看着别人的故事,品味自己的魔法学习道路。
The sorcereris the Spiritual God, the willordersall.( SeniorsorcererIns)
巫师即神灵,意志命令一切。(老巫师费因斯)
Only the lunaticcanbecome the sorcerer, the disappointmentcastsfirmly.( Lord Voldemort)
只有疯子才能成为巫师,缺憾铸就坚定。(伏地魔)
The hopecastsall.( Maigeprofessor)
渴望铸就一切。(麦格教授)Understandsoneselfwantanything, is more important than the explorationmagic.( Rocil)
明白自己要什么,比探索魔法更重要。(罗齐尔)
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……Thesewords, savorinitiallyinitially, thatis the sorcerermustengage in introspection the seeingnature, wants the firm.
这些话语,初初品味,那就是巫师要明心见性,要坚定信念。Butlooks atSnape, Antonthenprofoundlyunderstood,anythingis a sorcerer.
但看着斯内普,安东这才更深入地去理解,到底什么是巫师。
The mood of sorcerer, is affecting the magic. The sorcerershave the mood of charm, is affecting itself. Snape'sblackmagicbecause ofLily, extinguishesbecause ofLily, nowis crazybecause ofLily, has blendedthoroughlyin the same place.
巫师的情绪,影响着魔法。巫师带有魔力的情绪,也在影响着自己啊。斯内普的黑魔法因莉莉而起,因莉莉而熄,如今又因莉莉而疯狂,早就彻彻底底地融汇在一起。Thiscannotsimplywithonebebecauselikedcomingto describeSnape'sbehavior.
这已经不能简单地用一句是因为爱来形容斯内普的行为了。AntoneventhinksSnape'sthatfemaledeer, thatthingexcept foris the love, is the protection, is the mapping of sorcererinnermost feelingsmostaffectionatefeeling, especially is also togethershackles.
安东甚至想到了斯内普的那头牝鹿,那玩意除了是爱,是守护,是巫师内心最深情感的映射,特么的也是一道枷锁啊。Ourhopeto the magic, cast the patron god, thatmagicusesthispatron godto lock inus.
我们对魔法的渴望,铸就了守护神,那魔法就用这个守护神锁住我们。
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……Antonturns the headto looktoDumbledores, „is this essence of magic?”
安东转头看向邓布利多,“这就是魔法的本质吗?”Dumbledoresshakes the headsadly, „thishas the price of magic.”
邓布利多只是哀伤地摇了摇头,“这就是拥有魔法的代价。”PresentSnape, withoutLilydiedSnape who suffersruthlessly, howimagineswithhe himself.
眼前的斯内普,没莉莉死亡狠狠折磨的斯内普,跟他自己何其想象啊。Tomalwayssaidoneselfseeoneselfshadowonhim, thereforealertstohim. ActuallyTomreallywrongintent, Dumbledores
汤姆总说自己在他身上看到自己的影子,所以才对他那么戒备。其实汤姆真的会错意了,邓布利多Kiss, this chapterhas not ended, the nextpage 0 had not feltlike this,hereallydoes not likethischild.
亲,本章未完,还有下一页哦0从来没有这样觉得,他就真的只是不喜欢这个小孩而已。OnlyhasSnapethischild, is yearning for the magic, longs for that follows the fiendish personto change the world, finallywas tolerated the lifeby the person condemned to death of belovedwoman......
唯有斯内普这个孩子,向往着魔法,渴望跟随魔王去改变世界,最终被心爱的女人的死囚禁住一生……Thisis the realshadow.
这才是自己真实的影子啊。Kiss, this chapterhas ended, wishyouto readhappily! 0
亲,本章已完,祝您阅读愉快!0
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