ancient Zhen is hemming and hawing, as if feared that enraged Nie Xun. 古蓁嚅嗫着,仿佛怕触怒了聂洵。 „Previously heard you came like Yang County, then comes to take a look on the way.” “先前听说你来了象阳县,便顺道过来瞧瞧。” On the mouth is saying on the way, but the discerning people can look- this dressed up used the thoughts! 嘴上说着顺道,但明眼人都瞧得出来-她这一身装扮是用了心思的！ ancient Zhen to be been better by oneself complexion, wiped the careful makeup to accommodate especially. 古蓁为了让自己面色好一些,特地抹了细致的妆容。 Her background is very good, these years are raising fine, dress up carefully, are looking also 24-25. 她的底子很好,这些年又精细养着,精心装扮一番,瞧着也才24-25。 No wonder vermilion Qingning just now misunderstands. 难怪朱青宁方才误会。 Nie Xun sighed, „Madame willow the person has also seen......” 聂洵叹道,“柳夫人人也见过了……” ancient Zhen the complexion brushes becomes white, Nie Xunzhi said half a word, but remaining half a word absolutely by the words of guest. 古蓁的面色刷得变白,聂洵只说了半句,但剩下半句绝对是逐客的话。 „Don't you then want to see for...... me?” “你便这么不想见到为……我？” Absent-minded, she felt that the own quick breath does not come grievedly, the ugly complexion makes vermilion azure Ningdu worry for her. 恍惚之间,她感觉自己心痛地快呼吸不过来了,难看的面色让朱青宁都替她捏了一把汗。 Nie Xundao, „is not does not want to see, but...... your I am not a passer-by, how saw can?” 聂洵道,“不是不想见到,只是……你我本就不是一路人,见了又能如何？” His intonation is the tranquil, ancient Zhen heart is uncomfortable, tears intent that stops with great difficulty collapses instantaneously. 他的语调越是平静,古蓁心底越是难受,好不容易止住的泪意瞬间崩溃。 „How can not be a passer-by?” ancient Zhen both hands grasped Nie Xun shoulders, is lowering the head to cry saying that „the matter of past years, you can know are not I hope? Often remembers this matter, wishes one could to hack Meng deep. If not he, how your I will separate so many years?” “怎么会不是一路人？”古蓁双手抓紧了聂洵的双肩,垂着头大哭道,“当年之事,你可知不是我所愿？每每想起这事,恨不得将孟湛生生剐死。若非他,你我怎会分离这么多年？” As the main wife madame of no position, she indeed is useless, cannot protect the son, making him be stolen something and substituted something else by a concubine room, nearly dies in the ice-cold underground, after dying, must suffer ten thousand people to trample. ancient Zhen also hates, doesn't she possibly hate? 作为毫无地位的正室夫人,她的确是没用,护不住儿子,让他被一个妾室偷龙转凤,险些死在冰冷冷的地下,生前死后都要遭受万人践踏。古蓁心里也恨啊,她怎么可能不恨？ Nie Xun does not recognize her, she does not demand, doesn't the opportunity that but why he makes up for give itself? 聂洵不认她,她也不强求,可为何他连弥补的机会都不给自己？ Nearby vermilion Qingning more listens more to be uncomfortable, both eyes were filled with the doubt, looks secretly to the husband. 一旁的朱青宁越听越不是滋味,双目盛满了狐疑,偷偷望向丈夫。 „These...... I know, but how knows? Should happen has happened.” Nie Xundao, „Madame willow, sees through. You then when only...... past that baby boy was buried alive dead. I am the adopted son of imperial edict Nie, is not Meng deep two.” “这些……我都知道,但知道又如何？该发生的都已经发生了。”聂洵道,“柳夫人,看开一些。你便只当……当年那个男婴被人活埋而死。我是中诏聂氏的养子,不是孟湛的二子。” Regarding Nie Xun, raises the graciousness to be much more than fresh graciousness. 对于聂洵而言,养恩远远大于生恩。 ancient Zhen is no doubt pitiful, his Nie did Xun then get what one deserves? 古蓁固然可怜,他聂洵便是活该了？ His life, is this woman brings incessantly at present, she misses not only also a son is so simple. 他的命,不止是眼前这个女人带来的,她错过的也不只是一个儿子那么简单。 Except for the blood relationship, they and do the strangers have what difference? 除了血缘关系,他们与陌生人有何不同？ He does not have a deficit ancient Zhen, ancient Zhen has not had a deficit he, makes up forcefully is not meaningful. 他不亏欠古蓁,古蓁也没有亏欠过他,强行弥补没有任何意义。 Nie Xun is willing to treat as the elder to regard ancient Zhen, but he does not have the means to force oneself to treat as the foster mother child to admire the affection her like that. 聂洵愿意将古蓁当做长辈看待,可他没办法强迫自己将她当做养母那般孺慕喜爱。 The sentiment between parental and children, is really not a blood relationship can decide. 父母与子女之间的感情,真不是一份血缘就能决定的。 vermilion Qingning listens to them to talk, this knows that at present this „Madame willow” is willow She's second wife, husband's birth mother. 朱青宁听着他们对话,这才知道眼前这个“柳夫人”是柳佘的继室,丈夫的生母。 At this time, the daughter in bosom also cried. 这时候,怀中的女儿也哭了。 The babies may how, no matter the Sir, wants to cry to cry, the non- sub-field gathers the place and time. 婴儿可不管大人怎么样,想哭就哭,不分场合地点和时间。 ancient Zhen sees that immediately bears sobbing between throats, dries the tears in surface with the kerchief again carelessly, spending the makeup unable to attend. 古蓁见状,立刻忍住了喉间的呜咽,再用帕子胡乱擦干面上的泪水,花了妆也顾不上了。 vermilion Qingning touched, said in a low voice, „was roughly the urine, concubine body this then called the wet nurse to come, can the madame be willing to help look after?” 朱青宁摸了摸,低声道,“约莫是尿了,妾身这便去唤奶娘过来,夫人可愿帮着照看一下？” ancient Zhen naturally wishes for earnestly, when the baby unique milk of sifts the nasal cavity fragrant, the tears that stops with great difficulty welled up. 古蓁自然是求之不得,当婴儿特有的奶香飘入鼻腔,好不容易止住的泪水又涌了出来。 At present this baby girl was in the past that child's daughter- 眼前这个女婴便是当年那个孩子的女儿了- The time really passes quickly. 时间过得真快。 ancient Zhen does not know oneself should happy this/should sad. 古蓁不知自己该开心还是该难过。 Nie Xun action to own wife is really helpless. 聂洵对自家夫人的举动甚为无奈。 He wants to break ancient Zhen reading to think directly, two maintain the superficial friendship to be good, does not need the long-standing and deep-rooted friend, to pull what relative responsibility. 他本想直接断了古蓁的念想,两家维持表面交情就好,不必深交,扯什么亲戚干系。 ancient Zhen is lowering the head to coax the child, the sound such as the mosquito, as if the sound high several branches stir up Nie Xun to be disgruntled. 古蓁垂着头哄孩子,声如蚊呐,仿佛声音高几分会惹得聂洵不悦。 Facing this situation, the bonus is the Nie Xun so sane person cannot bear give birth to three points of compassion, the tranquil heart lake was also chaotic. 面对这副情形,饶是聂洵这般理智的人也忍不住生出三分恻隐之心,平静的心湖也乱了。 „I this time come, does not have any forces the meaning that you recognize each other, but wants to have a look at you to cross is good, where having is...... ancient Zhen who I can help” speaks somewhat submissively, she is so, Nie Xun is not quite instead strong. “我此番前来,没有任何强迫你相认的意思,只是想看看你过得好不好,有什么地方是我能帮得上忙的……”古蓁说话有些低声下气,她越是如此,聂洵反而不好强硬。 Nie Xundao, „I am very good.” 聂洵道,“我很好。” ancient Zhen said with nearly the hope tone, „that I...... I can often come to have a look at this child?” 古蓁用近乎祈求的口吻道,“那我……我能时常过来看看这孩子么？” Nie Xun said, „fears inconvenient.” 聂洵说,“恐有不便。” ancient Zhen face white thorough, seemed some people to hold ruthlessly several blades in her heart with the knife. 古蓁的脸白了个彻底,好似有人用刀子在她心头狠狠捅了几刀。 vermilion Qingning comes happen to hear these two, ill-humoredly white a husband. 朱青宁过来正好听到这两句,没好气地白了一眼丈夫。 Did the speech only say half? 说话怎么只说一半？ She said, „Madame willow does like this child very much?” 她道,“柳夫人很喜欢这孩子？” ancient Zhen knows that vermilion Qingning is her daughter-in-law, what a pity the sons cannot recognize, daughter-in-law not to mention. 古蓁知道朱青宁是她的儿媳,可惜儿子都认不来,儿媳就更不用说了。 „Naturally likes tightly.” “自然喜欢得紧。” vermilion Qingning said that „Madame willow, if likes, the concubine body does have free time then to lead on the child mansion thank your for your hospitality to be feasible?” 朱青宁道,“柳夫人若是喜欢,妾身有空便带着孩子上府叨扰可行？” Nie Xun complexion changed, but does not have the exit|to speak to interrupt her words. 聂洵的面色都变了,只是没出口打断她的话。 ancient Zhen nods hastily, the unable to contain one's joy say/way, how „can this calculate thank your for your hospitality? If you come, constant good.” 古蓁连忙点头,喜不自禁道,“这怎么能算叨扰呢？你若来,常住都行。” „Permits status some...... to be pure for the card honestly now, is not naturally suitable makes widely known, your family place visitors can push , then pushes. Madame willow must care he just words not, he is this disposition.” vermilion Qingning said with a smile, „first made the wet nurse hug to trade the child?” “诚允如今身份有些……为证清白,自然不宜张扬,府上访客都是能推则推的。柳夫人莫要将他方才的话放在心上,他便是这脾性。”朱青宁笑道,“先让奶娘将孩子抱下去换一下？” After a vermilion Qingning such saying, ancient Zhen felt better much, has some expectations faintly. 经朱青宁这么一说,古蓁心里好受了不少,隐隐生出些盼头来。 One side she gives the wet nurse who the child waits for a long time, thinks, she takes off the bracelet that in the hand wears. 她将孩子交给一旁久等的奶娘,想了想,她又将手上戴着的镯子脱下。 „Today comes hurriedly, has not brought what gift on first meeting. I look at the child to be predestined friends with me, then likes.” ancient Zhen makes vermilion Qingning accept the gift on first meeting for the child, in the mouth the humble say/way, „this bracelet with my many years, some years, must shut out not.” “今日来得匆忙,未曾带什么见面礼。我瞧着孩子跟我有缘,一眼便喜欢得不行。”古蓁让朱青宁替孩子收下见面礼,口中谦逊道,“这镯子跟了我多年,有些年头了,莫要嫌弃。” vermilion Qingning vision is not bad, naturally could see gift that ancient Zhen sends out really good. 朱青宁眼光不差,自然看得出古蓁送出的礼物是真的好。 Since is the paternal grandmother gives to the granddaughter, she was impolite accepted, so as to avoid annoyed the opposite party to be sad. 既然是奶奶送给孙女的,她也不客气收下了,免得又惹对方难过。 Looks longingly the child picked up by the wet nurse, until did not see the person's shadow, ancient Zhencai took back the line of sight. 依依不舍看着孩子被奶娘抱走,直至不见人影了,古蓁才收回视线。 „The disposition of Orchid Pavilion I also understood, if because of this matter......” “兰亭的脾性我也了解,如果是因为这事情才……” Nie Xun knows that she must say anything, the absolute refusal said, „is not.” 聂洵知道她要说什么,断然拒绝道,“不是。” ancient Zhen can only swallow the belly the remaining words, vermilion Qingning looks at the moderate atmosphere also to be with great difficulty stiff, under heart helpless. 古蓁只能将剩下的话咽回肚子,朱青宁瞧着好不容易缓和的气氛又僵硬了,心下无奈。 „That why?” “那为何？” Nie Xun said directly, „I do not have the plan that becomes an official again.” 聂洵直接道,“我没有再度出仕的打算。” „Why?” ancient Zhen does not seem to think that he to this reply, will unable to bear ask, „is it possible that is that side Orchid Pavilion is not willing?” “为何？”古蓁似乎没想到他会给这个回答,忍不住问道,“莫非是兰亭那边不肯？” Nie Xun is Jiang Pengji in name and biological cousin in blood relationship. 聂洵是姜芃姬名义上和血缘上的亲表哥。 The whole families, did not say completely eccentric, but gives to look in secret has. 一家人么,不说完全偏心,但暗中给予关照是有的。 The winners become kings while the losers become bandits, yellow Song has defeated, what Nie does Xun select the Lord assistance to have as the old feudal official is not right? 成王败寇,黄嵩已经败了,聂洵作为旧臣重新择主辅佐有什么不对？ Nie Xunchui pupil said, „is not, my own reason.” 聂洵垂眸道,“不是,我自己的原因。” No matter the original letter/believes is how bad, he and Nie Xun have what discord, can handle his person only is also only yellow Song. 不管原信如何糟糕,他和聂洵有什么龃龉,唯一能处置他的人也只是黄嵩。 Nie Xun actually crossed yellow Song, the design killed the original letter/believes. 聂洵却越过黄嵩,设计杀了原信。 The reason that no matter he does that is anything, getting to the root of a matter is also to the yellow lofty betrayal. 不管他这么做的理由是什么,追根究底也是对黄嵩的背叛。 Meanwhile, this is also the action that high-rank most abstains from. 同时,这也是上位者最为忌讳的举措。 Among officials because of personal discord, but under the extreme methods, who knows doesn't dislike? 臣子之间因为私人龃龉而下死手,谁知道了不膈应？ Nie Xun is determined to press the original letter/believes the time, he has the decision. 聂洵下定决心要摁死原信的时候,他已经有了决定。 What if wins is yellow Song, he then turns in resignation to yellow Song, returns to native place thoroughly. 如果赢的是黄嵩,他便向黄嵩请辞,彻底归隐。 What if wins is Jiang Pengji, he then no longer becomes an official, studying the father-in-law is working as the teaching mister is also good. 如果赢的是姜芃姬,他便不再出仕,学着岳父当个教书先生也好。