ELN :: Volume #6

#17: In the past


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Regarding 506 room that bitter experience, Jiang Baimian is quite curious. 对于“506”房间那位的遭遇,蒋白棉相当好奇。 In her opinion, the relations of opposite party and fourth research institute, like old accent group in „the Pangu lifeform, but she cannot imagine herself at present and the others because anything is separated from „the Pangu lifeform, and hates, hatred by the family member, relative, neighbor and familiar staff attitude consistently desolately, by right. 在她看来,对方和第四研究院的关系,就像“旧调小组”之于“盘古生物”,而她目前想象不到自己等人会因为什么事情脱离“盘古生物”,并且被家人、亲戚、邻居和熟悉的员工们态度一致地憎恶、痛恨、冷淡以对。 Jiang Baimian could not bear suspicion 506 the master in room make mistakes in the past, causing the fourth research institute to suffer the total destruction. 蒋白棉忍不住怀疑“506”房间的主人当年是不是犯了什么错,导致第四研究院遭遇了灭顶之灾。 Only by doing so, the condition in that trauma can be explained. 只有这样,那处心理阴影里的状况才能得到解释。 Naturally, this is only bases on the situation that Shang Jianyao current contacts and understood guess that the detail that makes, once there is a clue to aim at other possibility, that must overthrow to be heavy. 当然,这只是基于商见曜当前接触到的情况和了解到的细节作出的猜测,一旦有线索指向别的可能,那就得推翻重来。 But this guess also has certain issue: 而这个猜测本身也有一定的问题: „The Pangu lifeform at present grasps third that 506 room two traumas and Shang Jianyao enter, not related to guilty ashamed afraid and other mood scenes. “盘古生物”目前掌握的“506”房间两处心理阴影和商见曜进入的第三处,都没有涉及“内疚羞愧心虚”等情绪的场景。 Jiang Baimian does not believe that never forgets „the person of hometown shift in attitude, the huge mistake that regards as the person who painful recollection will accept himself to make satisfiedly this. 蒋白棉不相信一个念念不忘“家乡之人”态度变化,将这视作痛苦回忆的人会心安理得地接受自己犯下的大错。 Even if the instinct deceives itself, hypnosis, in the subconscious will have certain reflection. 哪怕本能地欺骗自己,催眠自己,潜意识里也会有一定的反映。 Only if, he truly does not think that is wrong, afterward recalled insisted as before oneself adopted the most correct processing mode, but is unable to understand why the family member, relative, friend and neighbor will such look at themselves, treats itself. 除非,他确实不认为那是错误,事后回想起来依旧坚持自己采取了最正确的处理方式,只是无法理解家人、亲戚、朋友、邻居为什么会那样看自己,对待自己。 In view of this, Jiang Baimian has to believe that perhaps issue that side the fourth research institute...... 从这个角度出发,蒋白棉不得不认为,或许问题在第四研究院那边…… In light of Shang Jianyao in the distortion corpse that in the first trauma sees, she thought that this speculation exists certainly rational. 结合商见曜在第一处心理阴影里看到的畸变尸体,她觉得这个推测是存在一定合理性的。 ...... Jiang Baimian to aspirate, takes back the train of thought that plans to ask whether tomorrow again Shang Jianyao has rushed to 506 room that trauma, how to have rushed. 呼……蒋白棉吐了口气,收回思绪,打算明天再问问商见曜是否有闯过“506”房间那处心理阴影,怎么闯过的。 At this time, the broadcast on outside corridor made a sound: 这个时候,外面走廊上的广播响了起来: Hello, after I am the integral point news radio announcer foreign, the present is exactly 8 : 00 pm......” “大家好,我是整点新闻播音员后夷,现在是晚上8点整……” ............ ………… Hello, after I am the integral point news radio announcer foreign, the present is exactly 8 : 00 pm......” “大家好,我是整点新闻播音员后夷,现在是晚上8点整……” Long Yuehong sits in the bedside of Room Bai Chen, is listening familiar, the slightly childish voice reverberation, cannot bear say with a smile: 龙悦红坐在白晨的床边,听着熟悉的、略显童稚的嗓音回荡,忍不住笑道: Heard, foreign is actually one of the Gene Modification failure special cases, height less than one meter six, but she is open, the inborn good throat, to be never deliberately bad, finally becomes in most receives the radio announcer who the employee welcome in the seven years.” “听说后夷其实是基因改良失败的特殊案例之一,身高都不到一米六,但她性格开朗,天生一副好嗓子,从不自暴自弃,结果成为了这七年里最受公司员工欢迎的播音员。” She is young, not over 30.” Bai Chen nods, I also think that she is you hears the big radio announcer since childhood, has 40-50 years old.” “那她年纪不大啊,不超过三十。”白晨点了点头,“我还以为她是你们从小听到大的播音员,已经有40-50岁了。” How do 40-50 years old possibly have such voice?” Long Yuehong funny reply. “40-50岁怎么可能还有这样的嗓音?”龙悦红好笑回答。 Then, he himself refuted himself: 接着,他自己反驳起自己: Is uncertain, post- foreign now 27-28, the voice had not changed.” “也不一定,后夷现在都27-28了,嗓音一直都没怎么变过。” Some person inborn infant voices, must have the change to over 60 years old.” Before Bai Chen, has run into similar person. “有的人天生童音,一直要到六十岁以上才会有变化。”白晨以前遇到过类似的人。 That is when initial city. 那是在最初城的时候。 After chatting several foreign, Long Yuehong sets out saying: 聊了几句后夷,龙悦红起身说道: I must go back.” “我得回去了。” Today is promoted, took the reward, he a little wants to share impatiently with the family member. 今天升了职,拿了奖励,他有点迫不及待地想和家人分享一下。 He now is the D8 level staff, once transfers the office work, is separated from Security Division, can rise D9 directly. 他如今已是D8级员工,一旦转为内勤,脱离安全部,就能直接升到D9。 This was the highest position that the ordinary staff can seek. 这算是普通员工所能追求的最高地位了。 As for the management position, only happens by happy circumstance. 至于管理层职位,可遇而不可求。 Moreover, Long Yuehong chooses today is also because and Bai Chen has not registered, always here stays overnight is not good. 另外,龙悦红今天选择回去也是因为自己和白晨还未登记,总是留宿这边不是太好。 I deliver you.” Bai Chen following stood. “我送你。”白晨跟着站了起来。 Long Yuehong at heart warm, without rejection. 龙悦红心里暖暖的,没有拒绝。 Had/Left the room, arriving at the named street reality is the corridor place, Long Yuehong is holding the hand of Bai Chen as before, walks in the elevator direction slowly. 出了房间,来到名为街道实是走廊的地方,龙悦红依旧拉着白晨的手,慢悠悠往电梯间方向走去。 Bai Chen silent, opens the mouth to ask: 白晨沉默了一阵,开口问道: What going to your family can pay attention to?” “去你家要注意什么?” Long Yuehong carefully thinks saying: 龙悦红认真想了想道: Also nothing needs to pay attention, like the team leader said that normal, polite point on line.” “也没什么需要注意的,像组长说的那样,正常一点,客气一点就行了。” Honestly speaking, he also had no experience, can only believe Jiang Baimian. 坦白地讲,他也没什么经验,只能相信蒋白棉 Has not experienced this matter as for Jiang Baimian similarly correspondingly, Long Yuehong does not care, because Jiang Baimian told him and Bai Chen, she from infancy to maturity, went to others home to be a guest, can be affirmed, was the next door child of being praised by everybody. 至于蒋白棉同样也没相应经验这种事情,龙悦红并不是太在意,因为蒋白棉告诉他和白晨,她从小到大,去别人家里做客,都能得到肯定,是人见人夸的隔壁家孩子。 At that time, honest Shang Jianyao said one low voice: 当时,诚实的商见曜小声地说了一句: Possibly is not because you are polite, understands to watch a person's every mood, but is your father is the management.” “可能不是因为你有礼貌,懂得察言观色,而是你爹是管理层。” Jiang Baimian told Long Yuehong and Bai Chen with the practice, not polite did not understand the fate that watches a person's every mood is anything. 蒋白棉用实践告诉了龙悦红白晨,不礼貌不懂得察言观色的下场是什么。 Un.” Bai Chen recalled the core words that a team leader taught listened little to say much, many quarts few resentment, smiled much little moves. “嗯。”白晨回想了一下组长教导的核心话语多听少说,多夸少怨,多笑少动。 The rarity had the opportunity of comfortable girlfriend, Long Yuehong just wants to say two, suddenly saw the front surface to walk a person. 难得有宽慰女朋友的机会,龙悦红正想多说两句,忽然看见迎面走来一个人。 That person of skin is black, the face is bumpy, in the eye the blood threads are many, the appearance is lower to middle-class, looked has not made Gene Modification. 那人皮肤偏黑,脸庞坑坑洼洼,眼中血丝较多,长相中等偏下,一看就没有做过基因改良 Long Yuehong knew that this person, before that is, he midnight public toilet external staff when this. 龙悦红认识这个人,那是之前他半夜在这一层上公共厕所时遇到的外来员工。 Puts on the opposite party of ash-green camouflage uniform/subdue to go on a trip in a hurry, quick brushed past with them. 穿着灰绿迷彩制服的对方行色匆匆,很快就与他们擦肩而过。 Bai Chen side looked at Long Yuehong one: 白晨侧头看了龙悦红一眼: „Do you know him probably?” “你好像认识他?” Hey to do practical joke that time, I go to the public toilet, runs into him to smoke in inside.” Long Yuehong said truthfully. “喂搞恶作剧那次,我去公共厕所,遇到他在里面抽烟。”龙悦红如实说道。 Bai Chen un: 白晨“嗯”了一声: His name was king Xi, last year joined the company. “他叫王西,去年才加入公司。 Heard that the temperament is quite hot tempered, often quarrelled, the company orderly direction room, they will perhaps hit.” “听说脾气比较暴躁,经常和人吵架,要不是公司有秩序督导室,他们说不定会打起来。” Right? His temperament good.” Long Yuehong expressed oneself and west in king short contact, the opposite parties are very polite, although at that time his extremely trade rashly, causing the scene is quite awkward, west the king a little becomes angry out of shame, but has not insulted. “是吗?他脾气挺好的啊。”龙悦红表示自己和王西的短暂接触里,对方都挺客气的,虽然当时他太过贸贸然,导致场面比较尴尬,王西有点恼羞成怒,但也没有出口伤人。 Bai Chen swept Long Yuehong mechanical arm one saying: 白晨扫了龙悦红的机械手臂一眼道: Once wilderness wanderer is impossible always hot tempered, such person could not live this age.” “曾经的荒野流浪者不可能总是暴躁,那样的人活不到这个年纪。” She, recalled something: 她顿了一下,回想起了某事: He midnight goes to the public toilet probably frequently, several neighbors have bumped into him.” “他好像经常半夜去公共厕所,好几个邻居都碰到过他。” This was also normal, forms the habit.” Long Yuehong does not care really said. “这也正常,养成习惯了吧。”龙悦红不甚在意地说道。 At this time, two people have arrived at the elevator, he always thinks about not Shirdi to wave to say goodbye, pressed to represent 495 buttons. 此时,两人已来到电梯间,他念念不舍地挥手道别,摁下了代表495层的按钮。 Before going home, Long Yuehong goes to the provisioning market, bought a fruit and between-meal snack specially. 回家之前,龙悦红去物资供应市场,专门又买了点水果和零食。 „, Also there is delicious!” dragon Aihong sees the Elder Brother to walk into the main house gate, rushed, received the bag in his hand. “哇,又有好吃的!”龙爱红一看到哥哥走入家门,就奔了过去,接过了他手里的袋子。 Gu Honglian has the smile to complain: 顾红脸带笑容地埋怨道: „ Do you buy these? “你怎么又买这些啊? Beforehand just now finishing eating!” “之前的才刚吃完!” Long Yuehong said while this: 龙悦红趁此说道: „The rewards of our duty provided, there are three ten thousand contribution points.” “我们这次任务的奖励发放下来了,有三万贡献点。” Also has 30,000!” Comes back to attain the large reward regarding the Elder Brother each time the matter, although dragon Aihong has been familiar with, but is difficult to cover joyfully. “又有三万啊!”对于哥哥每次回来都能拿到大额奖励的事情,龙爱红虽然已经习惯,但还是难掩欣喜。 dragon Dayong is also gratified also a little sighs. 龙大勇又是欣慰又有点叹息。 Attending to blushing the smile more abundant, presses the voice to ask: 顾红脸上笑容更盛,压着嗓音问道: Is promoted?” “升职没有?” dragon Aihong raised up the ear immediately. 龙爱红顿时竖起了耳朵。 D8.” Long Yuehong more and more can say the matter that oneself are promoted completely at ease. “D8了。”龙悦红越来越能坦然自如地说出自己升职的事情。 He has no longer needed the Shang Jianyao help to propagandize. 他已经不再需要商见曜帮忙宣传。 „, Really is heavenly protection.” Gu Honghe draws out both hands, swung swinging casually. “啊,真是老天保佑。”顾红合起双手,随便摇了摇。 dragon Aihong full is the anticipation said: 龙爱红满是期待地说道: Elder Brother, your D9 is not definitely a problem, if which day can enter the management, I later can assign to work! “哥啊,你D9肯定不成问题了,要是哪天能进管理层,我以后就能分配到好工作了! My schoolmates envied me, many think, when my sister-in-law!” “我那些同学羡慕死我了,好多都想当我嫂子!” What thinks? You want to implicate your elder brother, meddling work distribution this matter is the taboo!” Gu red scolded the daughter, I knew operated: When assignment work, no matter, waits 1-2 years, finds an excuse to adjust the post again.” “想什么呢?你想连累你哥啊,插手工作分配这种事情是大忌!”顾红骂起了女儿,“我知道的都是这么操作的:分配工作时不管,等个1-2,找个借口再调岗。” This caret-shaped does not have the matter that one casts aside.” dragon Dayong whispered low voice, then said to Long Yuehong, you look at them, yeah......” “这八字都没一撇的事情。”龙大勇小声嘀咕了一句,接着对龙悦红道,“你看她们,哎……” Long Yuehong smiles has not spoken. 龙悦红笑笑没有说话。 Happiness good. 开心就好。 Oneself have not thought in any case can become the management. 反正自己也没想过能成为管理层。 ............ ………… Next morning, 647, in No. 14 room. 翌日上午,647层,14号房间内。 Shang Jianyao spoke at sad broken heart and other matter that the fourth research institute family member area encountered in detail. 商见曜将自己在第四研究院家属区遭遇的“伤心断肠”等事情详详细细讲了一遍。 He has doubts said: 他不无疑惑地说道: Actually issue had/left where, why me lets everyone with the initial attitude to me, but I also believe that this was real later, had no way to rush?” “问题究竟出在哪里,为什么我让大家都以当初的态度对我,而我自己也相信这是真实的以后,还是没法闯过去?” Jiang Baimian, Long Yuehong and Bai Chen fell into silent, looks for the possible reason. 蒋白棉龙悦红白晨都陷入了沉默,寻找起可能的原因。 one by one guessed is proposed, was denied one after another. 一个个猜测被提出,又相继被否定。 Suddenly, the Jiang Baimian miraculous glow flashes, recalls something that the premise of Shang Jianyao passes: 突然,蒋白棉灵光一闪,记起商见曜之前提过的某件事情: Your previous time has said probably, after the explosion, these people look at you, the expression is desolate, on the face the muscle-bound, looks like corpse that does not have the emotion.” “你上次好像说过,爆炸发生后,那些人看你时,表情冷淡,脸上肌肉僵硬,就像是一具具没有情感的尸体。” Right.” Shang Jianyao nods. “对。”商见曜点了点头。 Jiang Baimian gets up looking pensive: 蒋白棉若有所思起来: Perhaps, these people truly turned into the corpse. “也许,那些人确实变成了尸体。 „ After the fourth research institute family member area has the accident/surprise, these people had possibly died completely, what in the room master mind can hardly be removed before was they died, to own attitude, and knows that this is unable to change forever. “第四研究院家属区发生意外之后,那些人可能已经全部死掉了,房间主人脑海里挥之不去的是他们死亡前对自己的态度,并且知道这永远都无法改变了。 Therefore, this turned into his trauma, no matter how you change the attitudes of these people again, in his subconscious knows that this is false.” “所以,这变成了他的心理阴影,而不管你再怎么改变那些人的态度,他潜意识里都知道这是虚假的。” Has the possibility.” Shang Jianyao strokes gently the chin, how that room master defeats the corresponding islands, reconciles with?” “有可能。”商见曜摩挲起下巴,“那房间主人是怎么战胜相应岛屿,与自己和解的?” mo song stubble yu adze shen ying ma die cun sui inch ke xia xia deserted nail meat lian cen beats xuan to reach ren song zan rou pian huang adze shen jian fine jade marriage shi cuan to insert pan- ren to soak the sui duo pan gauge yong hong embarrassed chi mo umbrella 銆愯茬湡锛屾渶杩戜竴鐩寸敤鍜鍜闃呰荤湅涔拷鏇达紝鎹簮鍒囨崲锛屾湕璇婚煶鑹插氾紝瀹夊崜鑻规灉鍧囧彲銆傘 Jiang Baimian thought the evil ways: 蒋白棉想了下道: Why this is possible to change from these people in the attitude to the room master seeks the reason. “这可能得从那些人为什么改变对房间主人的态度上找原因。 Clarifies this, has with the foundation that reconcile.” “弄清楚这个,才有与自己和解的基础。” Then, Jiang Baimian mentioned the last night speculation room Lord criminal some mistake, or discovered what secret, causing the fourth research institute to suffer the total destruction, there people changed consistently to his attitude. 接着,蒋白棉说起自己昨晚的猜测房间主人犯了某个错误,或者发现了什么秘密,导致第四研究院遭遇灭顶之灾,那里的人们一致改变了对他的态度。 Long Yuehong hears a palpitation: 龙悦红听得一阵心悸: I really have no way the place that will imagine whom to betray itself born to grow up.” “我真的没法想象谁会背叛自己出生长大的地方。” This is unable to imagine itself to be separated from „the Pangu lifeform to be the same with him. 这就和他无法想象自己脱离“盘古生物”一样。 He feels similar matter, if happened on oneself, perhaps oneself will commit suicide. 他觉得类似的事情要是发生在自己身上,自己恐怕会自杀。 Shang Jianyao hears word, sings suddenly: 商见曜闻言,突然唱起了歌: So lives for 30 years, until building avalanche......” ( 1 ) “如此生活三十年,直到大厦崩塌……”(注1) Jiang Baimian white this fellow eyes, will say anything, the telephone in office rang. 蒋白棉白了这家伙一眼,正要说点什么,办公室内的电话就叮铃铃响了起来。 Su Yu received the report of Shang Jianyao, agreed request that he meets. 苏钰收到了商见曜的报告,同意了他见面的请求。 Note 1: «Kills That SJZ Person», multipurpose youth inns 注一:《杀死那个SJZ人》,万能青年旅店
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