ELN :: Volume #6

#16: Sad


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Looks that the fourth research institute family member area these expressions are stiff, let the resident who the person is awed at the sight, the Shang Jianyao starting to walk step, walked. 看着第四研究院家属区那些表情僵硬冷淡,让人望而生畏的居民,商见曜迈开步伐,走了过去。 His back, the thick smoke spurts thinly, flows scarlet, the entire front door region turned into the exceptionally active crater, but actually does not affect family member area every bit of property completely. 他的背后,浓烟喷薄,赤红流淌,整个大门区域变成了异常活跃的火山口,但却完全不影响家属区内部的一草一木。 Both as if are at the different world. 两者仿佛处在不同的世界。 The first goal of Shang Jianyao choice, sits in the white hair old woman who under the tree that is before has chatted enjoys the cool air. 商见曜挑选的第一个目标是之前聊过天的、坐在树下乘凉的白发老太太。 He just approached, but also without the speech, the old woman mixed with some to hate to stand on a face with enough time indifferently, drew back backward two steps. 他刚刚靠近,还没来得及说话,那老太太就一脸冷漠夹杂些许憎恶地站了起来,向后退了两步。 Bang! 砰! The chest of Shang Jianyao suddenly presented one to pass through the wound! 商见曜的胸口突然出现了一处贯穿伤! This from gunshot, but he had not detected where is opening fire, military exoskeleton installment synthesis early warning system unresponsive, the bullet as if comes baseless, and stems from the rule, is doomed to hit, hides not to be possible to hide. 这来自枪击,可他又没察觉到哪里在开枪,军用外骨骼装置的“综合预警系统”毫无反应,子弹仿佛凭空而来,且源于规则,注定命中,躲无可躲。 Shang Jianyao slow low head, looks to approach own chest. 商见曜缓慢低下了脑袋,望向自己胸口。 There bright red overflow, covered with blood, can see the heart to shrink in a bulge indistinctly beats. 那里鲜红外溢,血肉模糊,隐约能看见心脏在一胀一缩地跳动。 Such gunshot made Shang Jianyao feel the fierce pain from heart position, what miracle was, the wound was very obviously heavy, was not fatal. 这样的枪击让商见曜感觉到了来自心脏位置的剧烈疼痛,但奇迹的是,伤明明很重,却并不致命。 Reasonable? I put on the military exoskeleton installment, the chest have the bulletproof armor protection, how to be passed through by a spear/gun, easily accomplished? Even Gauss rifle, without is still so relaxed!” Honest Shang Jianyao whispered...... “讲不讲道理啊?我都穿着军用外骨骼装置,胸口有防弹装甲保护,怎么可能被一枪贯穿,摧枯拉朽?就算高斯步枪,也没这么轻松!”诚实的商见曜低语了起来…… He strokes gently the chin immediately: 他随即摩挲起下巴: This is so-called sad attack?” “这难道是所谓的‘伤心’打击?” Asked to ask wonderful Shang Jianyao to emit the head from side newly, was suddenly enlighted: 求新求奇的商见曜从旁边冒出了脑袋,恍然大悟: Because we are equivalent are acting the room master, was loathed by front old woman, as if after looking at unpopular stranger, the corresponding memory was transferred, the hidden trauma turned to well up, therefore sad this emotion substantializing was shot this matter for the heart, but the wound emotionally was the military exoskeleton equipment is unable to prevent, and this did not have the indication, in the event, has the response immediately.” “因为我们相当于在扮演房间主人,被面前的老太太厌恶,仿佛在看不受欢迎的陌生人后,相应的记忆被调动,潜藏的心理阴影翻涌了出来,于是伤心这种情感实质化为了心脏被枪击这件事情,而感情上的创伤是军用外骨骼装置无法阻挡的,并且这没有征兆,一旦发生,立刻就有反应。” Here is the trauma, a lot cannot come according to the realistic logic, the manifestations of many things have the symbolic significance. 这里是心理阴影,很多事情不能按现实逻辑来,许多东西的表现形式也更有象征意义。 Mean sinister Shang Jianyao laughed immediately: 阴狠毒辣的商见曜顿时嗤笑了起来: „ Was the psychological quality of room master too also frail? “房间主人的心理素质也太脆弱了吧? „Did this die by heartbreak?” “这样就伤心欲绝了?” He opens the mouth in the forehead place in addition. 他于额头处另开了张嘴巴。 Honest Shang Jianyao cannot snatch the body leading power, can only crop up the response from another side shoulder: 诚实的商见曜抢不到身体主导权,只能从另外一边的肩膀冒头回应: How otherwise to evolve the trauma?” “要不然怎么会衍化成心理阴影?” Calm sane Shang Jianyao looking pensive place under: 冷静理智的商见曜若有所思地点了下头: „The speculation that if so, that becomes known is correct, the essence of this trauma was the room master to is even included some family members abandoned and hate desolately, by to the painful memory by all acquaintances initially.” “如果真是这样,那大白的推测就是正确的,这处心理阴影的实质是房间主人对当初被所有熟人甚至包括部分家人抛弃、憎恶、冷淡以对的痛苦记忆。” Confirmed again. I felt that we can also withstand 2-3 times again sadly attack.” Asked to seek wonderful Shang Jianyao newly eagerly the vision looked before that middle-aged man who wore near the gold thread the eyeglasses. “再确认一下。我感觉我们还能再承受2-3次‘伤心’打击。”求新求奇的商见曜跃跃欲试地将目光望向了之前那名戴金丝边眼镜的中年男子。 Other Shang Jianyao retracted the body, so as to avoid frightens the goal, affects the experiment effect. 其余商见曜缩回了身体,免得吓到目标,影响实验效果。 Asked to ask wonderful Shang Jianyao to move toward that middle-aged man who newly immediately wore near the gold thread the eyeglasses. 求新求奇的商见曜随即走向了那名戴金丝边眼镜的中年男子。 He pushes the mask, piled the smile. 他推起面罩,堆出了笑容。 That middle-aged man does not have the sentimental face to twist desolately suddenly, shouted hysteric: 那中年男子冷淡没有感情的脸庞骤然扭曲,歇斯底里地喊了起来: Go away!” “滚开!” , Shang Jianyao by the military exoskeleton installment is protecting the abdomen, and body, was cut completely, the bloody intestines also welled up, has partially broken. 刺啦一声,商见曜被军用外骨骼装置保护着的腹部,连装甲带皮肉,全部被划开,血淋淋的肠子随之涌了出来,部分已是断裂。 Seventh Zen master replaced asked to ask wonderful Shang Jianyao newly, sighed: 普渡禅师代替了求新求奇的商见曜,叹了口气道: Salutes flatter mattress Dollot three to despise three bodhi, this is broken heart.” “南无阿褥多罗三藐三菩提,这是‘断肠’啊。” Aha broken heart also not complained......” to ask to ask Shang Jianyao that strange Ai sang to like dancing to snatch the leading power newly. “啊哈断肠也无怨……”求新求奇爱唱歌爱跳舞的商见曜抢回了主导权。 Mean sinister, but spiritless timid Shang Jianyao cannot endure patiently finally, causes a mouth in the forehead again, urged: 阴狠毒辣但懦弱胆小的商见曜终于忍耐不住,再次于额头弄出一张嘴巴,催促了起来: You do not process the wound, isn't painful?” “你们不处理伤口吗,不痛吗?” Sad and broken heart is the top ache. “伤心”和“断肠”都是顶级的疼痛。 That gave you!” Asked to ask wonderful Shang Jianyao to give away the body newly immediately. “那就交给你了!”求新求奇的商见曜当即让出了身体。 Waits to process the wound, Shang Jianyao strokes gently the chin, thought aloud that” said: 等处理好伤口,商见曜摩挲起下巴,“自言自语”道: Now basically determines, the essence of this trauma is the room master to by the painful recollection of matter of abandonment. “现在基本确定,这处心理阴影的本质是房间主人对被抛弃之事的痛苦回忆。 May face directly the pain probably to be high-risk, comes two again second-rate in sad and broken heart the injury, our big probability will die here.” “可直面痛苦好像充满危险,再这么来两次等同于‘伤心’和‘断肠’的伤害,我们大概率会死在这里。” The reality will become the vegetable. 现实则会成为植物人。 First tries other means.” Spiritless timid Shang Jianyao does not want to withstand again one time sad or broken heart. “先试试别的办法。”懦弱胆小的商见曜不想再承受一次“伤心”或者“断肠”。 Yes.” Echoing Shang Jianyao expresses the support immediately. “是啊是啊。”附和型商见曜立刻表示了赞同。 The Shang Jianyao comparison of attaching great importance to sentiment but mental age or child fears the pain, thought that cannot face directly the pain crudely. 重视感情但心理年龄还是小孩的商见曜比较怕痛,也觉得不能鲁莽地直面痛苦。 After an exchange, they suppressed me not to enter the hell who entered hell Seventh Zen master and crude Shang Jianyao, decided to seek the mentality in addition. 经过一番交流,他们镇压了“我不入地狱谁入地狱”的普渡禅师和鲁莽的商见曜,决定另寻思路。 Shang Jianyao that likes cracking a joke said with a smile: 爱开玩笑的商见曜笑道: Since the trauma of room master were abandoned by here person, hates, desolately by right, did we make him not be admitted again on the line? “既然房间主人的心理阴影是被这里的人抛弃,憎恶,冷淡以对,那我们让他重新被接纳不就行了? This is our strong points!” “这是我们的强项!” Tries.” Calm sane Shang Jianyao approved this plan. “试试吧。”冷静理智的商见曜同意了这个方案。 They about ten are one, with the aid of loudspeaker that the military exoskeleton installment supplements, wears near the gold thread to not far away the middle-aged men and other 100 people of eyeglasses shouts: 他们合十为一,借助军用外骨骼装置附带的扩音器,对不远处戴金丝边眼镜的中年男子和其余一百来号人喊道: Everyone was together so many years, how a little sentiment, me knows that you have the difficulties, I do not blame you, I can accept, hopes that you can also abandon that not glorious memory, returned initially......” “大家相处了这么多年,怎么都有一点感情在,我知道你们有苦衷,我不怪你们,我能接受,希望你们也能抛弃那段不美好的回忆,重新回到当初……” He directly used thought to implant. 他直接使用了“思维植入”。 To let thought implants produces enough results, he hit everyone to know such long sentimental sign. 而为了让“思维植入”产生足够的效果,他打了大家认识这么久的感情牌。 mo song stubble yu adze shen ying ma die cun sui inch ke xia xia deserted nail meat lian cen beats xuan to reach ren song zan rou pian huang adze shen jian fine jade marriage shi cuan to insert pan- ren to soak the sui duo pan gauge yong hong embarrassed chi mo umbrella 銆愯茬湡锛屾渶杩戜竴鐩寸敤鍜鍜闃呰荤湅涔拷鏇达紝鎹簮鍒囨崲锛屾湕璇婚煶鑹插氾紝瀹夊崜鑻规灉鍧囧彲銆傘 Wore near the gold thread the middle-aged man of eyeglasses and neighbor on 100 face gradually appears the smile. 戴金丝边眼镜的中年男子和附近一百来号人脸上逐渐浮现出了笑容。 Shang Jianyao hurried also to say the similar words to another 100 people, so as to avoid they destroyed thought implanted the effect. 商见曜赶紧又对另外一百来号人说出了同样的话语,免得他们破坏“思维植入”的效果。 He can only affect so many people one time, has to repeat to work, and must the attention not arouse suspicion frequently. 他一次只能影响这么多人,不得不重复劳动,并且还得时刻注意不引起怀疑。 Trades to make the real world, others noticed that the attitude of colleague and neighbor presents 180 degrees shallowturn, just started possibly also to think that is the Shang Jianyao sentimental sign has an effect, but after such 2-3 times, will definitely detect that this will have exceptionally, will attempt to awaken the affected person, will let Shang Jianyao thought will implant wastes all previous efforts. 换做现实世界,其他人看到同事、邻居的态度出现一百八十度大转弯,刚开始可能还会以为是商见曜的感情牌起了作用,可那么2-3次后,肯定会察觉到这有异常,会尝试起唤醒被影响的人,让商见曜的“思维植入”前功尽弃。 But here is the trauma, the room master has not possibly had similar interaction with people of this place, he should also lack the corresponding experience, therefore, Shang Jianyao can under several hundred over a thousand people surround, to special group convincing, had not been rebounded time and time again, is smooth with is giving a speech to be the same. 但这里是心理阴影,房间主人与此地的人们可能未曾有过类似的交互,他本身应该也缺乏相应的体验,所以,商见曜能在几百上千号人围观下,一次又一次地对特定群体“说服”,未遭受反弹,顺畅得就跟在进行演讲一样。 Finally, Shang Jianyao completed to the fourth research institute family member area all human consciousness thought implants. 终于,商见曜完成了对第四研究院家属区所有人类意识的“思维植入”。 He saw everyone's smile again, felt the kind attitude of most person, obtained warm hospitality. 他再次看见了大家的笑脸,感受到了大部人的亲切态度,得到了热情的款待。 Before all returned to the change . 一切又回到了变化发生前。 But, this trauma does not have the avalanche, the issue has not obtained the solution of essence. 可是,这处心理阴影并没有崩塌,问题未得到实质的解决。 „The subconscious of room master can also distinguish this understanding and admission is false, isn't willing to believe?” Shang Jianyao strokes gently the chin silent talked to oneself. “难道房间主人的潜意识还能分辨这种谅解和接纳是虚假的,不愿意相信?”商见曜边摩挲下巴边无声自语。 Suddenly, in his heart moves, repeats a few words: 突然,他心中一动,重复起一句话: „ It is not willing to believe...... “不愿意相信…… In trauma, I am equivalent am acting the room master, I know clearly present kind warm is false, is thought implants brings...... “心理阴影里,我相当于在扮演房间主人,我明确知道眼前的亲切热情是虚假的,是‘思维植入’带来的…… I do not believe, the room master naturally does not believe.” “我不相信,房间主人自然也不会相信。” Originally fish slip through is I!” Honest Shang Jianyao grasps right boxing left Zhangdao. “原来漏网之鱼是我自己!”诚实的商见曜握右拳击左掌道。 For does not make any Shang Jianyao omit, they have not used Shang Jianyao to implant the thought to Shang Jianyao the means that but returns to the primitive stage, Israeli troops with the mask of exoskeleton equipment is a mirror, oneself convinced himself: 为了不让任何一个商见曜遗漏,他们没采用商见曜商见曜植入思维的办法,而是回归到原始阶段,以军用外骨骼装置的面罩为镜子,自己说服起自己: You look: “你们看: Here, to returning to the company is the same ; “在这里,就跟回到公司一样; Everyone smiles sincerely, the speech is also of pleasant to hear ; “大家笑得真诚,说话又好听; Therefore......” “所以……” Shang Jianyao are also suddenly enlighted: 商见曜们同时恍然大悟: „Isn't this family/home?” “这不就是家吗?” He chats everywhere, slowly organizes one group of people to dance, one group of people sang, fulfilled duty to fulfill responsibility is playing the role of Manager Activity Center. 他到处和人聊起了天,慢慢组织起一拨人跳舞,一拨人唱歌,尽职尽责地发挥着活动中心主管的作用。 The cheerful atmosphere gradually covered the fourth research institute family member area. 欢快的气氛逐渐笼罩了第四研究院家属区。 ............ ………… Southern Tal, quiet dream hotel. 塔尔南,“幽梦”旅馆。 Proprietress Haynau sits in the onstage, supports the chin single-handed, the attention not too strongly is reading an Old World anthology. 老板娘艾诺坐在前台,单手撑着下巴,注意力不太集中地看着一部旧世界剧集。 Suddenly, she hit to tremble. 突然,她打了个寒颤。 She was absent-minded to recall that a moment ago buried at the past events of heart deep place, recalled that originally kind kind present desolate stiff face. 她刚才恍恍惚惚间回想起了一些埋藏在内心深处的往事,记起了那一张张原本亲切和蔼如今冷淡僵硬的脸孔。 When rushing to that place frightened islands, she has actually gotten over an emotion, but after the mind flashes through the corresponding picture occasionally, in the heart meets grieved. 在闯过那处恐惧岛屿时,她其实已经释怀,但脑海里偶尔闪过相应的画面后,心中还是会一阵酸楚。 But unlike in the past, the fragment that she in the mind flashed through a moment ago is: 而与往常不同,她刚才脑海里闪过的片段是: Everyone showed the smile to oneself suddenly, singing and dancing, was warm! 大家突然又对自己露出了笑容,载歌载舞,热情极了! „Was this more terrifying good......” Haynau to talk to oneself in a low voice. “这更恐怖了好不好……”艾诺低声自语了起来。 She said, is because she is very clear: 她之所以这么说,是因为她很清楚: In the family member area these people had died at that time. 家属区内那些人当时就已经死了。 The deceased people will not change the expression, shows the smile. 死人是不会改变表情,露出笑容的。 Based on this, Haynau suspected that some people broke into oneself mind room, is exploring the shadow of correspondence. 基于此,艾诺怀疑有人闯入了自己的心灵房间,正在探索对应的阴影。 The facial expression fluctuated, she shrank the body, was muttering said: 神情变幻了一阵,她缩了缩身体,咕哝着说道: Watches the play to watch the play, when he explores, oneself will leave.” “看剧看剧,等他探索完,自己就会离开的。” The price that she pays is escapes reality. 她付出的代价是“逃避现实”。 ............ ………… Is close to dry up to the spirit, has to withdraw from 506 room, Shang Jianyao gets rid of thought implants the effect, retrieved the corresponding judgment. 一直到精神接近枯竭,不得不退出“506”房间,商见曜才摆脱“思维植入”的效果,找回了相应的判断。 He strokes gently the chin, the doubts talks to oneself: 他摩挲起下巴,疑惑自语道: I was believed not good by myself...... “我让自己都相信了也不行…… What to do should this?” “这该怎么办?” At this time, 349 Zone C No. 12, Jiang Baimian also in thinking 506 the matter of room trauma. 此时,349层C区12号,蒋白棉也在想“506”房间心理阴影的事情。 Whatever the train of thought launches limitlessly, in her mind flashed through some questions suddenly: 任由思绪漫无边际展开间,她脑海内突然闪过了一些疑问: 506 the master in room should be the resident in fourth research institute family member area, or had lived some time there, is familiar with almost all people, has certain sentiment. “‘506’房间的主人应该是第四研究院家属区的居民,或者曾经在那里住过相当长一段时间,与几乎所有人都熟悉,有一定的感情。 „, Why he will be abandoned by the fourth research institute family member area these people consistently, why be slit, hatred right to? “那么,他为什么会被第四研究院家属区那些人一致抛弃,为什么会被冷淡、痛恨以对? Actually he handled what matter, what calamity rushed to? “他究竟做了什么事情,闯了什么祸? Or, discovered secret that what should not discover?” “或者,发现了什么不该发现的秘密?”
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