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#199: Posthumous writings


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Shang Jianyao read Lu revived that letter/believes the time, Jiang Baimian guarded accidentally/surprisingly, while dug up to draw under the document and material in backpack conveniently. 商见曜阅读卢复兴那封信的时候,蒋白棉一边防备起意外,一边随手扒拉了下背包里的文件和资料。 And, some paper send Huang Mingxian, has gets changes the brittle sign dry/does, part of relative preservation are good, is only faintly a little stale taste. 其中,一部分纸张发黄明显,有变干变脆的迹象,一部分相对保存还好,只是隐隐有点霉味。 The former is Lu Fuxing and the others the document that takes from the benevolence hospital vegetable rehabilitation center, the latter is the will that the survivors stay behind. 前者属于卢复兴等人从仁惠医院植物人康复中心拿出来的文件,后者是幸存者们留下的遗书。 These posthumous writings do not have the envelope, but folds neatly, writes the addressee toward on at the same time. 这些遗书都没有信封,但折叠得整整齐齐,朝上一面写着收信人。 Digs up in drawing, the Jiang Baimian corner of the eye split vision swept a familiar name: 扒拉中,蒋白棉眼角余光扫到了一个熟悉的名字: Ding Ling.” “丁苓。” She divides half attention to the backpack in immediately, one line of writing also mapped her view: 她立刻分了一半注意力到背包内,一行文字随之映入了她的眼帘: Northern Ukraine boundary settlement, Ding Lingshou.” “乌北边境定居点,丁苓收。” Is this will that Ji Qiang stays behind? Jiang Baimian does not know for a while this/should happily, sighed. 这是季强留下的遗书?蒋白棉一时不知该高兴,还是叹息。 She thinks Ding Ling husband Ji Qiang the big probability died in the benevolence hospital vegetable rehabilitation center, because he was only scientific researchers, non- awakening, was not the strength outstanding soldier, has also accepted „the salvation army at most the wrestle and gunnery training that forced all over 12 years old, below 60 members to participate in every year. 她原本以为丁苓丈夫季强大概率死在了仁惠医院植物人康复中心,因为他只是一名科研人员,既非觉醒者,也不属于实力出众的战士,顶多也就接受过“救世军”强制所有十二岁以上、六十岁以下成员每年都要参与的格斗和射击训练。 Even if Ji Qiang luck is good, without the contamination is strange, becomes silent, which room had not been forced to enter, the room risk that or enters is not high, in the fission of scientific expedition team, in that fierce combat, he also had no hope to live afterward, escapes from the benevolence hospital vegetable rehabilitation center. 就算季强运气不错,没沾染古怪,变得沉默,也未被强迫进入哪个房间,或者进入的房间危险性不高,在后来科考队的分裂里,在那场激战中,他也没什么希望能活下来,逃出仁惠医院植物人康复中心。 Who knows him to insist unexpectedly finally, left the will. 谁知他竟然坚持到了最后,留下了遗书。 Jiang Baimian has to sigh with emotion him at that time is really good fortune, may again be good fortune, finally was stranded in the stage city inevitably, infected did not have worry, only then a will showed that he had come. 蒋白棉不得不感慨他当时真的是吉星高照,可再是吉星高照,最终还是不可避免地被困在了台城,感染了“无心病”,只有一封遗书证明他曾经来过。 Brings curiously, Jiang Baimian depends upon own ability and military exoskeleton installment synthesis early warning system is inducing all around, observes nearby situation with the corner of the eye split vision, while extends the left hand, took up Ji Qiang that letter/believes, shakes the wrist to cast off. 带着好奇,蒋白棉一边依靠自身的能力和军用外骨骼装置的“综合预警系统”感应着四周,用眼角余光观察附近的情况,一边伸出左手,拿起了季强那封信,抖腕甩开。 This has several pages. 这有好几页。 Jiang Baimian glances over fast: 蒋白棉飞快浏览起来: Ling water chestnut: “苓苓: This possibly is I calls you for the last time, I have infected did not have worry, the head slowly becomes murky. “这可能是我最后一次这么叫你,我已经感染了‘无心病’,脑袋慢慢变得昏昏沉沉。 Although I have not met have had earlier the symptom, little serious does not have worry, but my colleagues' performance makes me determine that this is really does not have worry, I write this letter/believes time, three people have been taken bad, was killed by us at the scene, if I cannot insist that last, this should also be my result. “虽然我从来没遇到过有前期症状,一点点严重的‘无心病’,但我同事们的表现让我确定这真的是‘无心病’,我写下这封信的时候,已经有三个人发病,被我们当场射杀,如果我没能坚持到最后一个,这应该也是我的结局。 I am in the icefield treated to the difficulty that you said for several months, surveyed a situation in big region, such might face the snowstorm, facing exceeding northern Ukraine in the winter several times of cold seasons. “我原本给你说的困难是得在冰原待上几个月,勘测一大片区域的情况,那样有可能面对暴风雪,面对胜过乌北冬天好几倍的寒季。 Such season, such duty, some people will die for cause each time, I most start to be worried is mainly this. “这样的季节,这样的任务,每次都会有人因公牺牲,我最开始担心的主要是这个。 But the change of matter was above my imagination, this is one is filling the strange, bloody, crazy and desperate bitter experience. “但事情的变化超乎了我的想象,这是一场弥漫着诡异、血腥、疯狂、绝望的遭遇。 We discovered previously passed through the strange city that has not actually noticed completely twice, we entered one did not seem like belong to the building in this world. “我们发现了一座此前两次经过却完全没有注意到的奇怪城市,我们进了一栋不像是属于这个世界的大楼。 Concrete process, I cannot tell you, this has the security rules restraint ; second, I do not hope that you therefore have the nightmare, does not think that your latter half of one's life takes to heart, wants to investigate the clear truth, takes revenge for me. “具体的经过,我不能告诉你,这一是有保密守则约束,二是我不希望你因此做噩梦,也不想你后半生都耿耿于怀,想调查清楚真相,为我复仇。 I can tell you am, the chief criminal of whole thing has died in that building, dies after the team split in fierce combat that presents, I only puzzled why is he must handle these things with that group of people, relax, the organization will investigate, we have this ability. “我可以告诉你的是,整件事情的罪魁祸首已经死在了那栋大楼里,死在了队伍分裂后出现的激战中,我唯一困惑的就是他和那批人为什么要做那些事情,放心,组织会调查的,我们有这个能力。 When me in childhood, listened to my grandfather and paternal grandmother says ‚the salvation army established the initial these stories, I actually too do not understand why that age, because after a couple of love the order of chaos caused by war, disaster and organization was separate, the meeting is unable to insist, when met again, has the lover respectively. “在我小时候,听我爷爷和奶奶讲‘救世军’建立初期那些故事时,我其实不太理解为什么那个年代,一对恩爱的夫妻因为战乱、灾害、组织的命令失散后,会无法坚持,等到再相遇,已是各有爱人。 Now, I a little am indistinctly clear. “现在,我隐约有点明白了。 Ling water chestnut, making me shout again you, behind of this will, I wrote an application specially, recalls the application of northern Ukraine you, as the fall guy, I have this qualifications on official business. “苓苓,让我再这么喊你一声,这封遗书的后面,我专门写了一份申请,将你调回乌北的申请,作为因公牺牲者,我是有这个资格的。 You returned to northern Ukraine, remembers that visits my parents, I have not kept the posthumous writings to them, does not want to make the organization inform them, fears them is too old, cannot bear the stimulation. You visit their times, matter that can the upholstery I sacrifice slowly, when they had enough preparation, told them again. “等你回了乌北,记得去探望我父母,我没有给他们留遗书,也不想让组织去通知他们,怕他们年纪太大,受不了刺激。你探望他们的时候,可以慢慢铺垫我牺牲的事情,等他们有了足够的心理准备,再告诉他们。 Ling water chestnut, when you returned to northern Ukraine, remembers that looks for a partner again, you like the child, with I will chat the future time, the eye can shine, I still remember that you said you will like me, will be because our first meeting times, I helped a little friend fix her toy patiently, I still remember the appearance that you smiled at that time was very beautiful. “苓苓,等你回了乌北,记得再找一个对象,你是那么地喜欢小孩,和我聊起未来的时候,眼睛都会放光,我还记得你说你会喜欢我,是因为我们第一次见面的时候,我耐心地帮一个小朋友修好了她的玩具,我至今仍记得你当时笑起来的样子很美。 Ling water chestnut, you looks for the partner again time, must select the work in northern Ukraine, not by the person of external assignment, bill that even if he attains every month little, is little significance. “苓苓,你再找对象的时候,一定要挑工作在乌北,不会被外派的人,哪怕他每个月拿到的票据少一点,也没太大关系。 Ling water chestnut, rather is the peaceful dog, is the war refugee not.” “苓苓,宁为太平犬,莫作乱离人。” Rather is the peaceful dog, is the war refugee...... Jiang Baimian to aspirate not slowly. 宁为太平犬,莫作乱离人……蒋白棉缓慢吐了口气。 At this time, Shang Jianyao also looked that Lu revived that letter/believes that left. 这个时候,商见曜也看完了卢复兴留下的那封信。 He lifts to cover the right hand of metal skeleton, even/including letter/believes brings the palm according to arriving at the left chest, solemn silence to front that skeleton good a ritual: 他抬起覆盖金属骨骼的右手,连信带掌按到左胸,庄严肃穆地向面前那具尸骨行了一礼: For the entire human race!” “为了全人类!” When he completed the ceremony, Jiang Baimian says: 等他完成了仪式,蒋白棉才开口说道: Folds the letter/believes, will wait to return in the backpack, our return trip time will give ‚the salvation army.” “把信折起来,等会放回背包里,我们返程的时候交给‘救世军’。” Your this is?” Shang Jianyao nod asked curiously. “你这封是?”商见曜边点头边好奇问道。 Ji Qiang stays behind, Ding Ling husband Ji Qiang stays behind.” Jiang Baimian silent one second of say/way. “季强留下的,丁苓丈夫季强留下的。”蒋白棉默然了一秒道。 Shang Jianyao of attaching great importance to sentiment puts out a hand immediately: 重视感情的商见曜立刻伸手: I have a look.” “我看看。” Jiang Baimian gave him Ji Qiang's posthumous writings, plans while this opportunity, simple these documents, so as to avoid later is taken by surprise, loses the material. 蒋白棉把季强的遗书递给了他,打算趁这个机会,简单过一遍那些文件,免得之后遭遇意外,丢失资料。 At this time, she discovered that a will was only light one page. 这时,她发现有封遗书只薄薄一页。 Curious, she shook off to look: 好奇之下,她抖开看了起来: Son: “儿啊: Your father I am dying!” “你爹我要死了!” Only looked at two lines, Jiang Baimian thought that slightly felt the sad atmosphere almost to be broken. 只看了两行,蒋白棉就觉得略感悲伤的气氛差点被打破。 She returned to normal under the mood, starts reading: 她平复了下情绪,重新做起阅读: You have grown up fortunately, assign the work, your father I am not worried about you, as for the object, the organization will give you to introduce. “还好你已经成年,分配到了工作,你爹我不怎么担心你,至于对象,组织会给你介绍的。 You have not been saying my old stick-in-the-mud, is not willing to stretch the rules, daily scolded the high-level relative who these resold the commodity, in the unit by the edge, why was also actively participated goes to how many month of duties, made the survey to the most outlying climate worst place? I reply you now. “你不是一直在说我老顽固,不肯通融,天天骂那些倒卖物资的高层亲属,在单位都被边缘了,为什么还积极参与一去几个月的任务,到最边远气候最恶劣的地方做勘测?我现在就回答你。 Your grandfather also living time, often spoke Old World a few words to me, called the dispersion of light, sent one point of heat, these people did not learn, these people wallowed in degeneration, work for one's own interests under the guise of working for the public, is not willing to work earnestly, was their matters, I cannot scolded them, while also refused, was perfunctory to be loaf. “你爷爷还活着的时候,经常给我说旧世界一句话,叫有一分光,就发一分热,那些人不学好,那些人自甘堕落,假公济私,不肯认真工作,是他们的事,我不能一边骂他们,一边也推三阻四,敷衍偷懒。 I must do right by the pledge that I made initially. “我得对得起我当初立下的誓言。 As for you, I have not thought you can also have ideal that saves the entire human race, I only hope that you can cultivate the behavior steadfastly, works diligently, does not collaborate with these people, does not wallow in degeneration. “至于你嘛,我也没想过你还能有拯救全人类的理想,我只希望你能踏踏实实做人,勤勤恳恳做事,不和那些人同流合污,不自甘堕落。 Makes these people continue to do, everyone's eyes are sharp, privacy for a while, the Duke eternity, your group of young people will awaken sooner or later, will understand. “让那些人继续做吧,大家的眼睛是雪亮的,私者一时,公者千古,你们这批年轻人迟早会醒悟,会明白过来。 When the time comes, the mankind's beautiful future will certainly realize!” “到时候,人类美好的未来必将实现!” Jiang Baimian folds this letter/believes, returned to its stopper the backpack. 蒋白棉重新折好这封信,将它塞回了背包内。 She takes up that pack of documents, the movement reads gently, the fear creates the breakage. 她拿起那叠文件,动作轻柔地翻看起来,害怕造成破损。 These documents are roughly divided into four kinds, respectively writes down toward the letter and experiment record, the higher authority order and doctor. 这些文件大致分成四类,分别是往来函、实验记录、上级命令和医生笔记。 And, most important has three, Lu Fuxing made the corresponding mark, saved the Jiang Baimian time enormously: 其中,最重要的有三份,卢复兴做了相应的标记,极大地节约了蒋白棉的时间: Shifts the order to No. 2 base the vegetable rehabilitation center 1/3 patients, the issuing signature is „the eighth research institute, the week before the date was Old World destroys ; 一份是将植物人康复中心三分之一病人转移到二号基地的命令,下达者署名是“第八研究院”,日期是旧世界毁灭前一周; Related to many patient brain the experiment records of situation and reaction, above mentioned repeatedly used some stimulation, had not said that is anything stimulates ; 一份是涉及多位病人脑部情况、身体反应的实验记录,上面反复提到使用了某种刺激,却没说是什么刺激; One is the note of some doctor, his one page wrote we soon built to lead to the steps of Spiritual God forbidden area, has been able to see that so-called new world indistinctly. 一份是某位医生的笔记,他其中一页写道“我们快要搭好通往神灵禁区的阶梯了,已经能隐约看到那个所谓的新世界”。 No. 2 base...... Jiang Baimian whispered, returned to the document stopper in hand the dark green canvas backpack. 二号基地……蒋白棉低语了一句,将手中的文件塞回了墨绿色的帆布背包内。 She then said to Shang Jianyao: 她转而对商见曜道: Gets down, withdraws from the stage city to look again in detail.” “下去吧,撤出台城再详细看。” In reading Shang Jianyao of Ji Qiang posthumous writings lifted the head, eyes under the helmet visor are glowing red, the tears fill the eyes. 一直在读季强遗书的商见曜抬起了脑袋,头盔护目镜之下的双眼红彤彤,泪水盈眶。 The Jiang Baimian first response is stunned and surprised. 蒋白棉第一反应是错愕和惊讶。 This does not seem like Shang Jianyao to have the performance that simply. 这简直不像是商见曜会有的表现。 Then, she understood the reason indistinctly: 接着,她隐约明白了缘由: The present is to pay attention to the sentiment, psychological younger that Shang Jianyao, he should from Ji Qiang's posthumous writings association to oneself father, think before he at the point of death, can also give his mother and he leaves behind few words. 当前是重视感情,心理年龄较小的那个商见曜,他应该是从季强的遗书联想到了自己的父亲,想着他临死前会不会也给他母亲和他留下只言片语。 Jiang Baimian sighed, patted the shoulder of Shang Jianyao: 蒋白棉叹了口气,拍了拍商见曜的肩膀: Puts away the posthumous writings, we get down. “把遗书放好,我们下去。 Surrounding room these remains salvation army the person receives.” “周围房间那些遗体等‘救世军’的人来收。” After such a round of missile attacks, the false stage city should not appear again, salvation army the person can directly enter really the stage city. 这么一轮导弹打击后,假台城应该不会再出现了,“救世军”的人能直接进入真台城。 The Shang Jianyao personality replaces rapidly, said with a smile: 商见曜人格迅速更换,笑着说道: Good.” “好。”
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