ELN :: Volume #5

#16: Difficult below decision


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Continuously when to gets off work quickly, old accent group several members tidy up the goods respectively, the preparation leave. 一直待到快下班的时候,“旧调小组”几名成员各自收拾物品,准备离开。 When takes Long Yuehong of portable computer after the Jiang Baimian side, opens mouth, has not said the words. 拿着自家便携式电脑的龙悦红经过蒋白棉身旁时,张了张嘴,却没有说出话来。 What's wrong?” Jiang Baimian detected his unusuality. “怎么了?”蒋白棉察觉到了他的异常。 Long Yuehong hesitant evil ways: 龙悦红犹豫了一下道: Team leader, you have insisted the reason that investigates Old World to destroy and does not have worry origin, this definitely was full of the danger, weren't you, afraid yourself dead?” “组长,你一直坚持调查旧世界毁灭的原因和‘无心病’的起源,这肯定充满了危险,你就不,不害怕自己死掉吗?” Has the successor!” Shang Jianyao of not far away shouted loudly one with a smile. “自有后来者!”不远处的商见曜笑着高喊了一声。 Jiang Baimian horizontal his eyes, looks to Long Yuehong, said with a smile slightly: 蒋白棉横了他一眼,看向龙悦红,微微笑道: Naturally fears.” “当然怕啊。” She, sincere added: 她顿了顿,正色补充道: But something must some people be done, on the dust, every so often, is not you fears death, does not take risk, will not die, without whom knows that when will not have worry to fall to own head. Compared with died ignorantly, I am rather seeking for the hope on the way of drops down.” “但有的事情总要有人去做,在灰土上,很多时候,不是你怕死,不去冒险,就不会死,没谁知道‘无心病’什么时候会落到自己的头上。比起浑浑噩噩地死去,我宁愿在寻找希望的途中倒下。” With seeking for the light can have the feeling?” Shang Jianyao asked with the discussion tone. “用寻找光明会不会更有感觉?”商见曜用探讨的口吻问道。 Jiang Baimian „”: 蒋白棉“呵”了一声: „Were you used literary youth to yourself ‚’?” “你是对自己用了‘文学青年’吗?” She then showed the smile to Long Yuehong: 她转而对龙悦红露出了笑容: Said again, will not certainly die, there is a successful possibility.” “再说,又不是一定会死,还是有成功可能的。” At this time, Bai Chen inserted one: 这时,白晨插了一句: At least in my ability can also follow, I want to continue to keep in the group. “至少在我能力还跟得上时,我想继续留在小组里面。 Waits till the future, the danger that the group must face is getting bigger and bigger, but I do not have the means to promote itself again, I will withdraw on own initiative, does not implicate everyone.” “等到将来,小组要面对的危险越来越大,而我已经没办法再提升自己,我会主动退出,不拖累大家。” „Does anything implicate.” Jiang Baimian aerobic also said funnily, this idea is good, in brief, doing what one can, you are this, I can also like this. If the front danger really big to having no way to deal, I stupidly will definitely not overrun, keep the mountain, but also feared that doesn't have the firewood fever? If my generation truly could not complete the investigation of Old World destruction reason, I will pivot to the training next generation.” “什么拖累不拖累的。”蒋白棉好气又好笑地说道,“不过这个想法挺好的,总之,量力而行,你们是这样,我也会这样。如果前方危险真的大到没法应对,我肯定不会傻乎乎地冲过去,留得青山在,还怕没柴烧?如果我这一代确实完成不了旧世界毁灭原因的调查,我会把重心放到培养下一代上。” At this point, Jiang Baimian thought evil ways: 说到这里,蒋白棉想了一下道: In any case under do not decide anxiously. Is slightly red you not to be spur-of-the-moment, lets go the opportunity, perhaps several days later you will regret, little white you are also, the gene transforms has certain risk no matter what, you can consider some time again, has a look at the situation whether has the change, tomorrow and accident/surprise, no one knows that which will first come.” “反正你们不要急着下决定。小红你不要一时冲动,放弃机会,说不定过几天你就后悔了,小白你也是,基因改造不管怎么样都是有一定风险的,你可以再多考虑一段时间,看看情况是否有变化,明天和意外,谁也不知道哪个会先来。” As for feeding, has given up treating! 至于喂,早就已经放弃治疗了! Saw the team leader to say quite officially, Bai Chen and Long Yuehong nodded to comply. 见组长说得比较正式,白晨龙悦红都点头答应了下来。 Returns to 495 on the way, Long Yuehong is silent has not been speaking, but Shang Jianyao, oneself and quarrelled several. 返回495层的途中,龙悦红沉默着没有说话,而商见曜,自己和自己吵了几句。 He has not persuaded anything, has not cheered, waves, took the path of going home natural. 他没劝说什么,也未加油鼓劲,挥了挥手,潇洒地踏上了回家的道路。 In goes home, Long Yuehong starts busily, from time to time hits to overcome the hand to kitchen to Gu red, from time to time goes to the small room to counsel younger sister dragon Aihong to do the homework. 回到家里,龙悦红开始忙碌,时而到“厨房”给顾红打打下手,时而去小房间辅导妹妹龙爱红写作业。 The whole families have had the dinner, tidies up the tableware, went out slid two, then, two people played the computer in turn, three people listened to the radio is chatting gossip and rumor. 一家人吃过晚饭,收拾好碗筷,出门溜了两圈,然后,两人轮流玩起电脑,三人边听广播边闲聊着蜚短流长。 Hello, after I am the integral point news radio announcer foreign, the present is exactly 8 : 00 pm...... “大家好,我是整点新闻播音员后夷,现在是晚上8点整…… Today, company member of the board of directors Su Yu goes to the surface, the salute value defends the staff in peripheral sentry post, sticks to the unremitting spirit to commend in the adverse circumstance to them......” “今日,公司董事会董事苏钰前往地表,慰问值守周边岗哨的员工,对他们在恶劣环境下坚守不懈的精神予以表彰……” Hears here, Gu Hongce the head, has looked to the eldest son: 听到这里,顾红侧过脑袋,望向大儿子: „ Is the environment of surface so really bad? “地表的环境真那么差吗? You did not say before.” “你之前不是这么说的啊。” Minute of place.” Long Yuehong answered simply, many regions when Old World destroyed was damaged seriously, frequently has the extreme severe weather until today, had the possibility to return the glorious weather in the morning, soon exposed to the sun the person to suffer heat-stroke, in the afternoon had the snow in big flakes, accumulated to about one meter thick.” “分地方。”龙悦红简单解释道,“很多区域在旧世界毁灭时受损严重,直到今天都经常出现极端恶劣天气,有可能上午还风和日丽,晒得人快要中暑,下午就下起鹅毛大雪,积到近一米厚。” These values defended the person and Security Division in sentry post expat are really hong laborious......” Gu to sigh with emotion one. “那些值守岗哨的人和安全部的外派员工还真辛苦啊……”顾红感慨了一声。 dragon Dayong echoes immediately: 龙大勇立刻附和: Yes, had their sacrifices, how did we possibly live tranquil and calm and steady?” “是啊,要不是有他们的牺牲,我们怎么可能生活得这么平静和安稳?” Even commodity deficient a point, is still much better compared with what water Wei Town and red stone Ji. 即使物资匮乏了一点,也比什么水围镇、红石集要好很多。 Long Yuehong calmly is listening, routine lifts the right hand, touched under the cheeks. 龙悦红静静听着,习惯性抬起右手,触碰了下脸颊。 The ice-cold feeling one makes him sober. 冰冷的感觉一下让他清醒。 ............ ………… Midnight, the Long Yuehong body pulled out, opened the eye. 半夜时分,龙悦红身体抽了一下,睁开了眼睛。 He had a nightmare a moment ago. 他刚才做了个噩梦。 In the dream, his parents, younger brother and younger sister resulted in completely did not have worry. 梦里,他的父母、弟弟和妹妹全部得了“无心病”。 He wants to rescue, by a shell bang, was actually exploded is split up. 他想要去救,却被一枚炮弹轰中,炸得四分五裂。 Long Yuehong lifts the hand subconsciously, touches to the forehead, an icy coldness. 龙悦红下意识抬手,摸向额头,一阵冰凉。 He routine used the right palm. 他又习惯性用了右掌。 After changing into the left hand, he discovered that own forehead is completely the sweat. 换成左手后,他发现自己额头尽是汗水。 Long Yuehong inspires, puts out slowly, decided that goes to the bathroom to go to the bathroom, scratches a face while convenient. 龙悦红吸了口气,缓慢吐出,决定去卫生间方便一下,顺便擦个脸。 Just came to the family/home in the entrance of that small bathroom, he saw in the crack in a door to have the dim light to show. 刚来到家里那个小卫生间的门口,他就看见门缝里有昏暗的灯光透出。 Who in inside?” Long Yuehong opens the mouth to ask. “谁在里面?”龙悦红开口问道。 I.” dragon Aihong the voice passed on. “我。”龙爱红的声音传了出来。 Long Yuehong spoke thoughtlessly to ask: 龙悦红随口问道: Hasn't rested?” “还没睡啊?” dragon Aihong said with a smile awkwardly: 龙爱红尴尬笑道: Elder Brother, with the parents do not say, I, I play the computer to play the present.” “哥,你可别和爸妈说啊,我,我玩电脑玩到了现在。” „Won't you study tomorrow?” Long Yuehong aerobic and funny. “你明天不读书了啊?”龙悦红又好气又好笑。 Did not read.” dragon Aihong replied has the energy, tomorrow in the weekend.” “不读啊。”龙爱红回答得非常有底气,“明天周末。” Forgot that this...... Long Yuehong thinks saying: 都忘记这茬了……龙悦红想了想道: I did not say, you cannot conceal the truth, in the family/home energy ration this, you used so many, how couldn't the parents possibly discover?” “我不说,你也瞒不过去啊,家里能源配给就这点,你用了这么多,爸妈怎么可能发现不了?” I, I am today come back to stumble upon that in the family/home the energy rationed to be many, slightly, slightly spent freely, this was quick the end of the month, did not need to waste.” dragon Aihong has doubts to ask, „does elder brother, you know?” “我,我是今天回来偶然发现家里能源配给一下多了很多,才小小地,小小地挥霍了一下,这都快月末了,再不用就浪费了。”龙爱红疑惑问道,“哥,你知道这是怎么回事吗?” Long Yuehong pondered evil ways: 龙悦红思考了一下道: Probably yes, after I am promoted, that some energy rations that correspond sent.” “大概是,我升职后对应的那部分能源配给发下来了。” You, were you promoted?” dragon Aihong is pleasantly surprised, D6?” “你,你又升职了?”龙爱红又惊又喜,“D6了?” Long Yuehong is a little embarrassed also a little happily said: 龙悦红有点不好意思又有点得意地说道: Just determined, D7.” “刚确定,D7。” This matter he has not said with the parents, Shang Jianyao does not have the avenue propaganda today. 这事他还没有和父母讲,商见曜今天也没满大街宣传。 Oh!” dragon Aihong acclaimed wholeheartedly, elder brother you are quite fierce! Jokes aside, you must consider that under my schoolmate, in them several people worship you.” “哇哦!”龙爱红真心实意地赞叹了起来,“哥你好厉害啊!说真的,你要不要考虑下我的同学,她们之中好几个人都崇拜你。” Obviously, she learned from the Old World entertainment material. 很显然,她从旧世界娱乐资料里学会了很多。 Long Yuehong coughed: 龙悦红咳嗽了一声: You also how long?” “你还有多久啊?” Waits again, waits again for five minutes, chatted also to chat me with you to ferment to feel.” dragon Aihong estimated under. “再等,再等五分钟,和你聊天聊得我还要重新酝酿感觉。”龙爱红估算了下。 Long Yuehong slightly makes the consideration saying: 龙悦红略作考量道: Considers as finished, I go to outside.” “算了算了,我去外面上。” Five minutes have more than enough to spare. 五分钟绰绰有余。 He wrapped up the thick wadded overcoat, takes the flashlight, left home, moves toward the recent that public toilet. 他裹上了厚厚的棉大衣,拿着电筒,出了家门,走向最近的那个公共厕所。 Solves comfortably, Long Yuehong shrank the body, lights the front path, the round trip walks step by step. 舒舒服服解决完,龙悦红缩了缩身体,照亮前方道路,一步一步往回走。 The coldness after regarding turning off the lights, he has long been used, knows that the precious geothermal energy source with the aid of some science and technology, was guided productive area, the daily life part that energy area provides, naturally can save by the evening on the province. 对于熄灯后的寒冷,他早就习惯,知道宝贵的地热能源借助某种科技,绝大部分被导向了“生产区”,“能源区”提供过来的日常生活部分,到了晚上自然是能省就省。 Long Yuehong is walking, a shadow leapt up suddenly from one side, plunges him fiercely. 龙悦红走着走着,一道黑影突然从侧面蹿了出来,猛地扑向他。 This...... the Long Yuehong actual combat experience could have been called richly, sees avoids without enough time, is busy at lifting the right arm, keeps off before the body. 这……龙悦红实战经验已称得上丰富,见来不及躲避,忙抬起右臂,挡在身前。 Almost is simultaneously, his arm single layer, was pressed by that shadow. 几乎是同时,他手臂一重,被那黑影压了上来。 Taking advantage of the split vision of flashlight, Long Yuehong saw clearly attack. 借着手电筒的余光,龙悦红看清楚了来袭者。 That is the face that a little looks familiar, which neighbor should be neighbor, at this time, his expression twists, the eye pollution, performing is the blood threads. 那是一张有点眼熟的脸孔,应该是附近哪个邻居,此时,他表情扭曲,眼睛浑浊,尽是血丝。 Did not have worry...... some people to not have worry...... in the Long Yuehong heart one tight, the right hand palm a little blushed suddenly. “无心病”……又有人得“无心病”了……龙悦红心中一紧,右手掌心骤然有点发红。 This is he responded subconsciously, but was quick he to control the instinct, gave up using laser launcher. 这是他下意识的反应,但很快他就控制住了本能,放弃使用“激光发射器”。 This will pierce the wall or the floor, is easy to accidentally injure others! 这会洞穿墙壁或者地板,非常容易误伤他人! Among the train of thought phonographs, the Long Yuehong steel pouring strong right arm shakes, having no interest flung that. 思绪电转间,龙悦红钢浇铁铸的右臂一抖,将那名“无心者”甩了出去。 Then, his both feet tread, throws good-fittingly, grasps the iron fist, wielded. 然后,他双脚一蹬,合身扑上,握起铁拳,挥了出去。 pang! 乓! That having no interest head directly hollow, had the exaggerating wound. 那名“无心者”的脑袋直接凹陷了下去,出现了夸张的伤口。 Looks that the enemy drops down slowly, Long Yuehong was a little frightened by the powerful of mechanical arm. 看着敌人慢慢倒下,龙悦红有点被机械手臂的强力吓到。 The severe wound he unexpectedly was so just relaxed solved one having no interest...... 重伤刚愈的他竟然这么轻松就解决了一个“无心者”…… The strength of this pure fist compared with lifeform artificial limb difference many of team leader, in the degree of hardness definitely does not exceed plans! 这单纯拳头的力量已经不比组长的生物义肢差多少了,硬度上则肯定胜过很多筹! Stayed for more than ten seconds, Long Yuehong shifted to order direction room. 呆了十几秒,龙悦红转向了“秩序督导室”。 ............ ………… Next morning, Floor 647 Room 14, old accent group in office. 第二天上午,647层14号房间,“旧调小组”办公室内。 Last night also had does not have worry?” Bai Chen finished on hand on matter, preparation training room, opens the mouth to ask. “昨晚又有‘无心病’?”白晨忙完了手头上的事情,边准备去训练房,边开口问道。 She heard this matter from early morning broadcast, therefore looks for well-informed locally born staff Shang Jianyao and Long Yuehong inquired. 她从清晨的广播里听说了这事,于是找消息灵通的土生土长员工商见曜龙悦红打听。 Shang Jianyao looked to Long Yuehong. 商见曜望向了龙悦红 Long Yuehong „”: 龙悦红“呃”了一声: I meet.” “我遇上的。” All right?” Bai Chen asked. “没事吧?”白晨问道。 No.” Long Yuehong showed the smile, also calculates that quite solved with ease.” “没有。”龙悦红露出了笑容,“还算比较轻松就解决了。” Company this year's didn't have worry outbreak frequency changes high?” Bai Chen then asked another key point. “公司今年的‘无心病’发病频率是不是变高了啊?”白晨转而问起另一个重点。 Does not know.” Shang Jianyao shakes the head, must let become known.” “不知道。”商见曜摇了摇头,“得让大白查一下。” Mentioned Jiang Baimian, Long Yuehong then discovered that the team leader has not come to the present, this passed the work hours twenty minutes. 提到蒋白棉,龙悦红这才发现组长到现在都没来,这都过上班时间二十几分钟了。
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