ELN :: Volume #5

#130: The root of trauma( quite a while asked monthly ticket finally)


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Had not both been gazing by such a muddy and crazy, the sane eye, even if John, Surrey and the others pursue among the roads to escape the seashore from massive having no interest, tried to find in the solution the survivor of this cruise, at this time still a chill in the air surged from the tailbone place, directly soars the mind. 被这么一双双浑浊、疯狂、没有理智的眼睛注视着,就算若望、萨利等人都是从大量“无心者”追赶中一路逃到海边,想办法上了这艘游轮的幸存者,此时也一股寒意从尾椎处涌起,直奔脑海。 Not to the time that they ponder, infects does not have worry the crew or takes up the cutting tool, or reveals the tooth, rushed. 没给他们思考的时间,感染“无心病”的船员们或抄起刀具,或亮出牙齿,奔了过来。 These in the person of kitchen work, have not matched the spear/gun. 这些都是在厨房工作的人,没有配枪。 Cold storage entrance group of people after the old time destroyed barely manage to maintain a feeble existence facing, the experience was nothing less than rich, although froze trembles, the head had the hoar frost congealment, and in the situation by kitchen had a scare, but responded rapidly, lifted the weapon in hand. 冷库门口这群人在旧时代毁灭后苟延残喘到了当前,经验都不可谓不丰富,虽然冻得瑟瑟发抖,头上都有白霜凝结,且被厨房内的情况吓了一跳,但还是迅速反应了过来,抬起了手中的武器。 Uses the ability carefully!” Does not know that was who shouted one. “慎用能力!”不知是谁喊了一句。 John hit a cleverness, interrupted soon to use lazy. 若望打了个机灵,中断了即将用出的“懒惰”。 He wants to understand instantaneously shouted that outcome of a moment ago making noise is what meaning: 他瞬间想明白了刚才喊出声的那位究竟是什么意思: Presently does not have worry the eruption reason is not bright, perhaps was related with former several late confusion crazy conditions, in such situation, rashly the use ability perhaps also becomes by oneself chaotic, even infected does not have worry! 当前“无心病”的爆发原因未明,说不定与之前几晚的混乱疯狂状态有关,这样的情况下,贸然使用能力说不定会让自身也变得混乱,甚至感染“无心病”! Bang bang bang, dá dá, Shang Jianyao, Surrey and the others touched off the trigger. 砰砰砰,哒哒哒,商见曜、萨利等人扣动了扳机。 Large number of bullets fall in torrents, that in the crew of kitchen work kills on the way of that in made a long-range raid. 大量的子弹倾泻而出,将那一名名在厨房工作的船员射杀在了奔袭过来的途中。 Looks splash in all directions are blood and ground that corpse, does not want been inferior John said on own initiative: 看着飞溅得四处都是的鲜血和地上那一具具尸体,不想被人比下去的若望主动说道: Actually perhaps we must have a look what happened. “也许我们得出去看看究竟发生了什么事情。 If there is an opportunity, leaves this cruise as soon as possible, on to island in!” “如果有机会,尽快离开这艘游轮,上到岛中!” He does not want treats in this strange and terrifying cruise. 他是一刻都不想在这诡异又恐怖的游轮多待。 John's idea and presents others, except for Shang Jianyao, happens to hold the same view, they do not have the objection, carried the weapon, the noisy crowd was running out of the kitchen. 若望的想法和在场其他人,除了商见曜,不谋而合,他们都没有异议,端着武器,一窝蜂冲出了厨房。 Your this is not good! Not tactical quality!” Shang Jianyao in behind runs, while hating bitterly. “你们这样不行啊!没点战术素养!”商见曜在后面一边跑,一边“痛心疾首”。 His meaning is John and the others not a division of labor and coordination, although is maintaining certain distance, but is also very easy to have it all, performance looks like one group of motley crew. 他意思是若望等人没有一点分工和配合,相互之间虽然保持着一定的距离,但也很容易被人一锅端掉,表现的就像是一群乌合之众。 This is not John, Surrey and the others did not have the experience, lacks the tacit understanding purely, operates independently, each other guards. 这并非若望、萨利等人没有经验,纯粹是缺乏默契,各自为战,又彼此提防。 Fortunately, outside corridor has no having no interest, empty seemed abandoned for a long time. 幸运的是,外面的走廊没什么“无心者”,空荡荡的仿佛被遗弃已久。 The group of people who in the kitchen clash have not suffered any attack and interception, quite arrived in this small deck smoothly. 厨房中冲出来的这群人未遭受任何袭击和拦截,相当顺利就抵达了这一层的小甲板。 Sound of gunfire continuously also leapt up into their ears, making them slow down the footsteps subconsciously, observed all around. 连绵不断的枪声随之蹿入了他们的耳朵,让他们下意识放慢了脚步,观察起四周。 dá dá, this is the sound of machine gun crazy strafe, it from cruise. 哒哒哒,这是机枪疯狂扫射的声音,它来自游轮之外。 John has leaned the head, looks to Shang Jianyao, discovered that this companion the four limbs have been well-grounded, are crawling edge that crawls to the small deck. 若望侧过脑袋,望向商见曜,发现这位同伴已然四肢着地,匍匐着爬向小甲板的边缘。 Hesitant one second, John chose to comply. 犹豫了一秒,若望选择照做。 Surrey and the others each other looked at each other one, was infected by this cautious attitude, with lying ground. 萨利等人彼此对视了一眼,被这种谨慎的态度感染,跟着趴到了地上。 Their elbows take turn, arrived at the small gunwale rapidly. 他们手肘交替,迅速来到了小甲板边缘。 First those who map their view is, in the under big deck attempts through the dense and numerous crowds that the ramp visits the land. 首先映入他们眼帘的是,下方大甲板上试图通过舷梯踏足陆地的密密麻麻人群。 This 1,000-2,000, the hair color varies fully, the eye actually same pollution, in the mouth often sends out wild animal howling, in the hand has the weapon is seizing the advantageous terrain, in crazy fire toward wharf. 这足有1,000-2,000,头发颜色各异,眼睛却同样的浑浊,嘴巴里不时发出野兽般的吼叫,手里有武器的则抢占着有利地形,往码头上疯狂射击。 Does not have worry! “无心病”! Almost all passengers and crew must not have worry! 几乎所有乘客和船员都得了“无心病”! Sees this, John, Surrey and the others the pupils enlarge suddenly, body stiff there, like struck by lightning. 看到这一幕,若望、萨利等人的瞳孔急剧放大,身体僵硬在了那里,就像被雷劈中了一样。 Similar scene they are not strange, when the old time just destroyed, they more or less have the witness! 类似的场景他们都不陌生,旧时代刚毁灭时,他们或多或少都有目睹! Under the pitiful yell sound that the stormy sound of gunfire and resounds unceasingly serves as contrast, the entire scene arrives like the judgment day again. 密集的枪声和不断响起的惨叫声衬托下,整个场景如同世界末日再一次降临。 Almost is simultaneously, Shang Jianyao felt that the surrounding atmosphere becomes constrains, heavy, just like essence. 几乎是同时,商见曜感觉周围的气氛变得压抑,沉重,宛如实质。 Then, he experienced personally the experience 912 the room master then mood of: 然后,他身临其境般体会到了“912”房间主人当时的心情: On the one hand rejoiced oneself hid in the cold storage, without infection does not have worry, successfully stayed out from a disaster, from this had a joyful mood, on the other hand the lingering fear and fear, do not know actually oneself and the others why can maintain the reason, did not determine , when comes across similar matter will also become below these having no interest. 一方面庆幸自己藏到了冷库里,没有感染“无心病”,成功躲过了一次灾难,由此产生了点喜悦的情绪,另一方面后怕、恐惧,不知道自己等人究竟为什么能保持理智,不确定以后再遇到类似的事情时是不是也会成为下方那些“无心者”的一员。 Named unknown under the dense fog covers, no one can guarantee. 名为“未知”的迷雾笼罩下,没人能够保证。 Surrey carried over the militants who the vision the fortification of ashore and caught up with one after another, swallowed a saliva, the sinking sound said: 萨利将目光移向了岸上的工事和陆续赶来的武装人员,吞了口唾液,沉声说道: We first return to the kitchen to hide, waited to fight the last act to come out again.” “我们先回厨房躲起来,等战斗到了尾声再出来。” He is not only afraid itself and the others by having no interest discovery, surrounding when the time comes, even if in the team has several ability, is still overwhelmed by sheer numbers inevitably, and worry was affected, by the residents manslaughter of Spacey island, therefore does not want to stay outside. 他既害怕自己等人被“无心者”发现,惨遭包围到时候,就算队伍里有好几个能力者,也必然寡不敌众,又担心受到波及,被斯佩西岛的居民们误杀,所以不想留在外面。 But according to Shang Jianyao knows, the age before New Calender, survival human the cognition is superficial and blind to does not have worry, frequently makes various extreme behaviors because of the fear that being hard to contain. 而据商见曜所知,在新历之前的这个年代,幸存人类对“无心病”的认知更加肤浅和盲目,常常因难以遏制的恐惧做出各种极端的行为。 Normally, since this cruise most people infected did not have worry, that remaining several lucky fellows definitely are considered that is carrying the virus, needs to eliminate, rather killed does not let off mistakenly. 正常情况下,既然这一艘游轮上绝大部分人都感染了“无心病”,那剩下的几个幸运儿肯定会被认为携带着病毒,需要清除,宁杀错不放过。 If not John, Surrey and other cities artificial awakening, has the unique ability, Shang Jianyao does not think that they can also live are landing on the island, accepts the isolation. 如果不是若望、萨利等人为觉醒者,拥有独特的能力,商见曜不认为他们还能活着登岛,接受隔离。 As this group of survivors return to the cabin cautiously, Shang Jianyao felt that all around desalinates fast, is defined. 随着这群幸存者小心翼翼地返回舱房,商见曜感觉四周飞快淡化,又重新明晰。 His presents a deck at present, the passenger on deck in threes and fours, is chatting passing. 他的眼前出现了一片甲板,甲板上的乘客三五成群,闲聊着过往。 He returned to ascend that moment of cruise once again initially. 他又一次回到了初登游轮的那一刻。 This has not calculated that has rushed to this trauma?” Shang Jianyao lifts the hand to stroke gently the chin. “这还不算闯过这处心理阴影?”商见曜抬手摩挲起下巴。 His expression rapidly becomes gloomy: 他的表情迅速变得阴沉: Definitely does not calculate. “肯定不算。 522 and 912 the master in room, since lives the present, that explained that they had not infected at that time do not have worry, successfully reached the Spacey island, we stimulated the result of this hidden a moment ago, actually clarified finally what happened, has not solved the corresponding fear. “‘522’和‘912’房间的主人既然活到了现在,那就说明他们当时都没有感染‘无心病’,成功登上了斯佩西岛,我们刚才只是把这段隐藏的结局激发了出来,弄清楚了最后究竟发生了什么事情,并没有解决相应的恐惧。 What now is certain, such terrifying change becomes the traumas of two room masters, making them be worried will frequently infect suddenly does not have worry, when overcame the fear in this aspect afterward slowly. “现在可以肯定的是,这样的恐怖变化成为了两个房间主人的心理阴影,让他们时刻担心着自己会突然感染‘无心病’,等到后来才慢慢克服了这方面的恐惧。 Perhaps has them not to dare to travel by boat a long time again.” “说不定有很长一段时间他们都不敢再坐船。” Shang Jianyao nods to oneself: 商见曜对自己点了点头: If wants to rush to this trauma truly, it seems like has several directions: “要想真正地闯过这处心理阴影,看来有几个方向: One is in the reality rides several ships much, contacts some having no interest, will not be afraid infection does not have worry the mood and condition leads into, looked that anything changes ; “一是现实里多坐几次船,多接触些‘无心者’,将不害怕感染‘无心病’的情绪和状态带入进来,看有什么变化; Why two are to clarify in this trauma these passengers and crew can I interacts like the honorable person ; “二是弄清楚这处心理阴影里那些乘客和船员为什么能像真人一样和我互动; Three are to investigate the night chaotic source.” “三是调查出夜晚混乱的源头。” Then, he covered mouth to have a yawn: 说完,他捂嘴打了个哈欠: Today consumed was too big, stopped, tomorrow will continue.” “今天消耗太大了,到此为止,明天继续。” ............ ………… In the jeep, Shang Jianyao opened the eye. 吉普车内,商见曜睁开了眼睛。 He does not have anxiously sleeping, but sat, the out of the window dim bonfire and star light, look to shrinking in front Jiang Baimian. 他没急着睡觉,而是坐了起来,就着窗外黯淡的篝火和星光,望向缩在前排的蒋白棉 For these days, Jiang Baimian with the aid in being incapable that the spent clay No. 13 vestige inner sense realized with anxious, in this mind islands transferred to want a more powerful mood in deathly stillness company, tried to break that fear to lose the family member, friend, companion and current life fear. 这几天中,蒋白棉借助在废土13号遗迹内感觉到的无力和不安,于“死寂公司”这个心灵岛屿内调动起自身想要更加强大的情绪,试图打破那种害怕失去亲人、朋友、同伴和当前生活的恐惧。 She does not think oneself meet is not afraid loses these, but transforms from the stumbling obstacle this fear as the advance driving force diligently. 她不认为自己会不害怕失去这些,只是努力地把这种恐惧从绊脚石转化为前进的动力。 After adjustments, she gets on soundings, felt that found the correct direction quickly. 经过一次次调整,她渐入佳境,感觉快找到正确的方向了。 Brushes, Jiang Baimian opened the eye. 刷,蒋白棉睁开了眼睛。 She looks subconsciously to the back row, with the Shang Jianyao four items of interlocking. 她下意识望向后排,与商见曜四目相接。 Jiang Baimian blinks: 蒋白棉眨了眨眼睛: „ Don't the greater part of the night, scary be so good...... “大半夜的,不要这么吓人好不好…… I just withdrew from ‚the sea of origin, prepares to sleep, in the feeling darkness has anything to gaze at me. “我刚退出‘起源之海’,准备睡觉,就感觉黑暗里有什么事物注视着我。 What kind of, does this exploration have the harvest?” “怎么样,这次探索有收获吗?” Shang Jianyao nods, found itself 522 the room master John's process and last day of sudden change said simply. 商见曜点了点头,把自己找到“522”房间主人若望的经过和最后一天的突变简单讲了一下。 Jiang Baimian hears to be very dedicated, gradually frowns. 蒋白棉听得很是专注,逐渐皱起了眉头。 Finally is actually one sweeps across most people does not have worry......”, when Shang Jianyao said, Jiang Baimian thought aloud, „the beforehand confusion is darkness one performance of corrosion, didn't the strength more product that waits to corrode more much, have worry to erupt?” “最后竟然是一场席卷绝大多数人的‘无心病’……”等到商见曜说完,蒋白棉自言自语了起来,“难道之前的混乱是‘黑暗’侵蚀的一种表现,等侵蚀过来的力量越积越多,‘无心病’就爆发了?” This bases on the speculation that old accent group the current harvest and judgment makes. 这是基于“旧调小组”目前的收获和判断做出的推测。 Shang Jianyao eye one bright: 商见曜眼睛一亮: This said on the cruise possibly exists the connection with ‚the new world node? “这岂不是说游轮上可能存在与‘新世界’连通的节点? „Does the influence of this node enable the human on ship to interact?” “正是这个节点的影响让船上的人类可以互动?” Jiang Baimian nods gently said: 蒋白棉轻轻颔首道: Next time looks. “下次找找。 Now first sleeps well!” “现在先好好睡觉!” Her following those words aggravated the tone, was worried that Shang Jianyao does not attend to exhaustedly, now tries. 她后面那句话加重了语气,担心商见曜不顾疲惫,现在就试。 Good.” Shang Jianyao has not shown off power, referred to the car(riage) way, I first go to the toilet.” “好。”商见曜没有逞强,指了指车门道,“我先去解个手。” „Before you do not rest, has gone?” Jiang Baimian a little surprise. “你不是睡前才去过吗?”蒋白棉很有点诧异。 Then in the past how long? 这才过去多久? Shang Jianyao replied sincerely: 商见曜诚恳回答道: Ate and drank much on the cruise, the body had the stress reaction.” “在游轮上吃吃喝喝了不少,身体产生了应激反应。” „......” Jiang Baimian had nothing to say in reply. “……”蒋白棉无言以对。 Shang Jianyao opens the vehicle door, greeted Nava, moved toward the edge of this parking lot camp. 商见曜推开车门,招呼起格纳瓦,走向这处停车场营地的边缘。 At this moment, his eye split vision swept, saw some strange phenomena: 就在这时,他眼睛余光一扫,看到了些奇怪的现象: Has the hunter to move the both arms there unceasingly, some people of mouths put out froth...... 有猎人正不断地在那里甩动双臂,有人嘴里吐出了一个泡泡…… PS: Finally quite a while asked monthly ticket ~ PS:最后半天求月票~
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