ELN :: Volume #3

#166: The illusion, why is everywhere earnest


Five, zero, three.” “五,零,三。” Jiang Baimian had estimated various that higher having no interest can give prompt, but how not to have expected to be three numbers. 蒋白棉预想过那名“高等无心者”会给出的各种“提示”,但怎么都没料到会是三个数字。 What is this? This on behalf of what? „Does clam dragon teach internal cipher? A series of questions flashed in the Jiang Baimian mind. 这是什么意思?这代表了什么?“蜃龙教”内部的暗号?一连串的疑问闪现在了蒋白棉的脑海中。 But at this time, said these three numbers higher having no interest as if finally unloaded the heart was pressing the heavy giant stone, in the muddy eye pupil appeared indistinctly the clear depth brown. 而这个时候,说出这三个数字的“高等无心者”似乎终于卸下了心头压着的沉重巨石,浑浊的眼眸内隐约浮现出了澄澈的深棕。 This deep brown was embezzled by the pollution in an instant, like gave up drowning of struggling finally. 这深棕转眼之间就被浑浊吞没,如同终于放弃了挣扎的溺水者。 responsibility......” that higher having no interest in throat made the sound of wild animal threat human. “荷……”那名“高等无心者”喉咙里发出了野兽威胁人类的声音。 This makes people very difficult to believe that he can also say the words of human before several seconds. 这让人很难相信他在几秒钟前还能说出人类的话语。 Once put down held to read, he with normal higher having no interest has not distinguished. 一旦放下了执念,他就和正常的“高等无心者”没有区别了。 Jiang Baimian sees that the right hand lifts, must turn over the mirror, the photo approaches the goal. 蒋白棉见状,右手一抬,就要将镜子翻转过来,照向目标。 She not whatever such dangerous existence displays the ability unzoned. 她可不会任由这么危险的存在不受限制地发挥能力。 Similarly, the Nake view view lord Zhou Yue also to have similar response. 同样的,南柯观观主周玥也有了类似的反应。 At this time, they presents a form at present. 就在这个时候,他们眼前出现了一道身影。 Shang Jianyao big form. 商见曜高高大大的身影。 He arrived at that higher having no interest front, looks at each other tranquilly calmly with him. 他走到了那名“高等无心者”面前,平静镇定地和他对视起来。 That higher having no interest the sound indicating resentment sound in throat gradually becomes low, the body that is ready highly tight also relaxed much. 那名“高等无心者”喉咙里的荷荷声逐渐变低,高度紧绷蓄势待发的身体也放松了不少。 „Do you also work as are human?” Shang Jianyao opens the mouth to ask. “你还当自己是人类吗?”商见曜开口问道。 He is turning away from Zhou Yue, the side faces Jiang Baimian, „the higher having no interest of expression on face by the shadow that brings is covered, is not very distinct, but low and deep of voice, two women on the scene can hear. 他背对着周玥,侧面朝向蒋白棉,脸上的表情被“高等无心者”带来的阴影笼罩着,不够分明,但嗓音的低沉,在场的两位女士都听得出来。 That higher having no interest slightly rickets body, in the muddy eye is completely the blood threads. 那名“高等无心者”略微佝偻着身体,浑浊的眼睛内尽是血丝。 He has not responded to Shang Jianyao, has not left, looked at dumbly in same place, the illusion that before made has vanished without the trace. 他没有回应商见曜,也没有离开,呆立在了原地,之前制造的幻境都已消失无踪。 Zhou Yue heart moves, goes forward two steps, stands with Shang Jianyao shoulder to shoulder. 周玥心头一动,上前两步,和商见曜并肩而立。 She looks to that higher having no interest, the voice asked gently: 她望向那名“高等无心者”,嗓音柔和地问道: „Are you model/pattern protector?” “你是范保护者?” The gray-haired old man with being the vision of wild animal visits her, without the change of expression, has not opened the mouth. 头发灰白的老者用属于野兽的目光看着她,没有表情的变化,也没有开口。 I consider.” Zhou Yue sighed, „after you were missing, your madame could not find you continuously, worried anxiously excessively, had the serious illness, cannot cure...... your child's your granddaughter not to give up, roams about in the dust, seeks the place that each you possibly can go to...... the sect to issue the order to each Daoist temple, must pay attention to your trail......” “我就当是吧。”周玥叹了口气,“你失踪之后,你夫人一直找不到你,担忧焦虑过度,生了重病,没能治好……你的孩子你的孙女始终没有放弃,流浪在灰土,寻找每一个你可能会去的地方……教派给每一处道观都下达了命令,务必注意你的踪迹……” That higher having no interest calmly is listening, does not know that understands. 那名“高等无心者”静静听着,也不知道有没有听懂。 But the sound indicating resentment sound in his throat has completely vanished. 但他喉咙里的荷荷声已完全消失了。 When Zhou Yue said, he makes the sound that sobs together suddenly, has transferred the body, the wild ape rushed to the Nake view. 等到周玥说完,他忽然发出一道呜咽的声音,转过身体,野猿般奔出了南柯观。 Because of his risk, Jiang Baimian has not prevented. 因为他的危险性,蒋白棉没有阻止。 , the information that he wants to transmit unexpectedly was five zero three these numbers......” Jiang Baimian is paying attention to the entrance, has not moved at will, so as to avoid being affected by the illusion, while thought aloud, this on behalf, represented......” “呼,他想传达的情报竟然是‘五’‘零’‘三’这几个数字……”蒋白棉一边注意着门口,没随意移动,免得受到幻境影响,一边自言自语起来,“这代表,代表……” She hesitates, one had the inspiration: 她迟疑中,一下有了灵感: „Is this mind corridor in the door plate of representative river Xiaoyue mind world?” “这是‘心灵走廊’内代表江筱月心灵世界的门牌号?” Possibly.” The Zhou Yue slight nod said, mind corridor in each door has the different serial numbers, does not know how to come.” “可能。”周玥微微点头道,“‘心灵走廊’内每一扇门都有不同的编号,也不知道怎么来的。” Electricity, id number?” Shang Jianyao as to say the electronic card serial number, but changed to similar thing of Old World forcefully. “电,身份证号?”商见曜似乎本来想说电子卡编号,但强行改成了旧世界的类似事物。 Without is so long.” Zhou Yue denied this guess. “没那么长。”周玥否定了这个猜测。 Jiang Baimian un: 蒋白棉“嗯”了一声: Therefore, that higher having no interest is reminds other of your sect fond illusion protector avoidance mind corridor Room 503?” “所以,那名‘高等无心者’是提醒你们教派的其他‘迷梦保护者’避开‘心灵走廊’503房间?” Centralized manpower, under holding the year blesses, makes thorough cleaning up. 或者集中人手,在执岁庇佑下,做一次彻底的清理。 Perhaps.” Zhou Yue too did not understand that the matter in this aspect, can only use the ambiguous words and expressions reply. “也许。”周玥不是太了解这方面的事情,只能用模棱两可的词语回答。 They discuss five zero three these integer word-time, beyond the Nake view transmits howling of wild animal suddenly: 他们探讨“五”“零”“三”这几个数字时,南柯观外突然传来一声野兽的吼叫: „!” “呜!” This sound is sad and shrill and hoarse. 这声音凄厉而嘶哑。 Three people looked at each other one, takes a mirror respectively, everywhere chaotic photo, moved toward the entrance. 三人对视了一眼,各自拿着一面镜子,边到处乱照,边走向了门口。 Just across the courtyard, arrived on the street, they saw opposite roof to stand a moment ago that higher having no interest. 刚穿过天井,来到街上,他们就看见对面的楼顶站着刚才那名“高等无心者”。 The innumerable point stars glitter, he made an effort to proceed to leap. 数不清的点点星辰闪烁间,他用力地往前跃了出来。 His form falls rapidly, his grayish white long hair danced randomly. 他的身影急速下坠,他灰白的长发乱舞了起来。 ! 啪! This higher having no interest fell on the street, fell the tattered gunnysack. 这名“高等无心者”落到了街上,摔成了破烂的麻袋。 The bright red dazzling blood flows fast from his body, like making water puddles. 鲜红刺眼的血液从他的身下飞快流淌开来,如同在制造一片水洼。 Such picture framed in Shang Jianyao, Jiang Baimian and in Zhou Yue's eyes. 这样的画面定格在了商见曜蒋白棉和周玥的眼中。 They rush, the goal does not have the sound, no longer has living trace. 他们赶到的时候,目标已没有了声息,不再存在活着的痕迹。 At this moment, Jiang Baimian not only remembers river Xiaoyue that frightened jumps from an upper story to commit suicide, and was hard to restrain sent out a sigh. 这一刻,蒋白棉既惊悚地想起江筱月跳楼自杀的那一幕,又难以克制地发出了一声叹息。 Zhou Yue stared at one, in the silent sigh, half supine body, opened the both arms slightly. 周玥凝视了一阵,于无声感叹中,半仰身体,微微张开了双臂。 Then, she uses an elusive dignified tone saying: 然后,她用一种空灵庄严的口吻说道: New world beyond fond illusion. “新世界在迷梦之外。 Wish you to try to please the Spiritual God.” “愿你能取悦神灵。” Completes the brief pray and blessing, Zhou Yue saw money white squad that big young people to arrive by the corpse, calmly gazed at for several seconds. 做完简短的祈祷和祝福,周玥看见钱白小队那个高高大大的年轻人走到了尸体旁,静静注视了几秒。 Then, he takes off the dark blue shortfall down clothing, the movement squatted gently, covered the clothing on the face of dead, covered that pair to lose the focal distance to tread the muddy eye of sky. 接着,他脱掉深蓝色的短款羽绒服,动作柔和地蹲了下去,将衣物盖在了死者的脸上,盖住了那双失去焦距蹬着天空的浑浊眼睛。 ...... Jiang Baimian to sigh again. 呼……蒋白棉再次叹了口气。 ............ ………… In Nake view. 南柯观内。 Jiang Baimian and Shang Jianyao joint effort, that higher having no interest the corpse moved, and obeys clam dragon teaches the doctrine, replaces that shortfall down clothing with a white towel, covered the face of dead. 蒋白棉商见曜合力,将那名“高等无心者”的尸体搬了进来,并遵照“蜃龙教”的教义,用一张白毛巾代替那件短款羽绒服,盖住了死者的脸庞。 This meaning no longer crashes into the fond illusion henceforth. 这意思是从此不再坠入迷梦。 Jiang Baimian, Shang Jianyao and Zhou Yue sit cross-legged to sit down one after another, is defending this corpse, the waiting dawn. 蒋白棉商见曜、周玥相继盘腿坐下,守着这具尸体,等待天明。 The speechless silence maintained good one, Jiang Baimian chat to break this atmosphere: 无言的沉默维持了好一阵,蒋白棉闲聊般打破了这种氛围: Zhou Guanzhu, you thought that he brings finally sanely, jumped from an upper story to finish achievement having no interest life, was by river Xiaoyue the mind world influence, repeated the behavior of jumping from an upper story?” “周观主,你觉得他是带着最后一点理智,跳楼结束作为‘无心者’的人生,还是被江筱月的心灵世界影响,重复了跳楼的行为?” Zhou Yue is gazing at that corpse that is covering the white towel, no happy expression moves the corners of the mouth: 周玥注视着那具盖着白毛巾的尸体,没什么笑意地动了动嘴角: I hope that is front that reason. “我希望是前面那个原因。 Like this he is separated from the illusion by the status of human.” “这样他就是以人类的身份脱离幻梦的。” Jiang Baimian silent some little time, then asked: 蒋白棉默然了好一会儿,转而问道: Zhou Guanzhu, how do you join clam dragon to teach?” “周观主,你是怎么加入‘蜃龙教’的?” Zhou Yue took back the vision, smiled saying with a smile: 周玥收回了目光,笑了笑道: I was taught ’ the orphan of adoption byclam dragon, grows up in teaching since childhood, the view of having joined.” “我是被‘蜃龙教’收养的孤儿,从小就在教内长大,没有加入不加入的说法。” No wonder you follow clam dragon teaches the doctrine, integrated in it the daily words and deeds.” Jiang Baimian hears word, slight nod. “难怪你这么遵循‘蜃龙教’的教义,都将它融入日常的言行举止里了。”蒋白棉闻言,微微点头。 Her side sits cross-legged Shang Jianyao that sits to gaze at that corpse as before, the pupil light is quiet, does not know that is thinking anything. 她身旁盘腿而坐的商见曜依旧在注视着那具尸体,眸光沉静,不知在想些什么。 Zhou Yue self-ridiculed that smiled one, shakes the head: 周玥自嘲般笑了一声,摇了摇头: „, Before I was not this.” “不是的,以前我不是这样的。” Un?” Jiang Baimian made the sound of question. “嗯?”蒋白棉发出了疑问的声音。 Zhou Yue lifted the head slightly, does not know that is in sight the crossbeam of Nake view, is void holds the year: 周玥微微抬起了脑袋,不知是在望着南柯观的横梁,还是虚空里的执岁: I once had a very good friend, she is also the orphan of sect adoption, we lived in the same room lived for many years. “我曾经有个很好的朋友,她也是教派收养的孤儿,我们住在同一个房间住了好多年。 We agree, if who became directed dream person, even dreamland feather gentleman, the opposite party the Daoist temple that applied for oneself to be, was good friend for a lifetime. “我们约定,谁要是成了‘引梦人’,甚至‘梦境羽士’,就把对方申请到自己所在的道观,做一辈子的好朋友。 Afterward, one day......” “后来,有一天……” At this point, Zhou Yue stopped, the vision as if a little blew off: 说到这里,周玥停顿了一下,目光似乎有点放空: She resulted in did not have worry.” “她得了‘无心病’。” Jiang Baimian opens mouth, actually cannot discover the appropriate words. 蒋白棉张了张嘴,却找不出合适的话语。 Zhou Yue then also said: 周玥转而又道: „ After I am grown, liked a same side, he was a very good very good person, was long high, the person was also shy, noticed that several of us girl always makes excuses, cannot say too many words. “我成年后,喜欢上了一位同门,他是个很好很好的人,长得又高,人又腼腆,看到我们几个女孩总是支支吾吾,说不出太多的话。 He is very good, once, went to one with other sect people by the wilderness wanderer living area of flood, provided relieft to there disaster victims, sought for the suitable belt/bring the child who came back to train.” “他还很善良,有一次,跟着教派其他人去一个遭了洪水的荒野流浪者聚居点,救济那里的灾民,寻找适合带回来培养的孩子。” Said these words time, on Zhou Yue the face has the light happy expression, as if returned initially. 说这些话的时候,周玥的脸上带着淡淡的笑意,仿佛回到了当初。 Afterward,......” her expression gradually was afterward vacant, they told me, that living area erupted the plague, he cannot come back.” “后来,后来……”她的表情渐渐茫然,“他们告诉我,那个聚居点爆发了瘟疫,他没能回来。” Silent several seconds, Zhou Yuewang to Jiang Baimian, showed regularly smile: 默然了几秒,周玥望向蒋白棉,露出了惯常的笑容: „Is the illusion, why everywhere earnest?” “处处幻梦,何必认真?”
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