„Five, zero, three.”
“五,零,三。”Jiang Baimianhad estimatedvarious that „higherhaving no interest”cangive„prompt”, but how not to have expected to bethreenumbers.蒋白棉预想过那名“高等无心者”会给出的各种“提示”,但怎么都没料到会是三个数字。What is this? Thison behalf ofwhat? „Does clamdragonteach”internalcipher? A series ofquestionsflashed in the Jiang Baimianmind.
这是什么意思?这代表了什么?“蜃龙教”内部的暗号?一连串的疑问闪现在了蒋白棉的脑海中。Butat this time, saidthesethreenumbers„higherhaving no interest”as iffinallyunloaded the heartwas pressing the heavygiant stone, in the muddyeyepupilappearedindistinctly the cleardepthbrown.
而这个时候,说出这三个数字的“高等无心者”似乎终于卸下了心头压着的沉重巨石,浑浊的眼眸内隐约浮现出了澄澈的深棕。Thisdeepbrownwas embezzledby the pollutionin an instant, likegave updrowning of strugglingfinally.
这深棕转眼之间就被浑浊吞没,如同终于放弃了挣扎的溺水者。„responsibility......”that„higherhaving no interest”inthroatmade the sound of wild animalthreathuman.
“荷……”那名“高等无心者”喉咙里发出了野兽威胁人类的声音。Thismakespeopleverydifficultto believe that he can also say the words of humanbeforeseveralseconds.
这让人很难相信他在几秒钟前还能说出人类的话语。Onceput downheldto read, hewithnormal„higherhaving no interest”has not distinguished.
一旦放下了执念,他就和正常的“高等无心者”没有区别了。Jiang Baimiansees that the right handlifts, mustturn over the mirror, the photoapproaches the goal.蒋白棉见状,右手一抬,就要将镜子翻转过来,照向目标。Shenotwhateversuchdangerousexistencedisplays the abilityunzoned.
她可不会任由这么危险的存在不受限制地发挥能力。Similarly, the NakeviewviewlordZhouYuealsoto havesimilarresponse.
同样的,南柯观观主周玥也有了类似的反应。Atthis time, theypresents a format present.
就在这个时候,他们眼前出现了一道身影。Shang Jianyaobigform.商见曜高高大大的身影。Hearrived atthat„higherhaving no interest”front, looks at each othertranquillycalmlywithhim.
他走到了那名“高等无心者”面前,平静镇定地和他对视起来。That„higherhaving no interest” the sound indicating resentmentsound in throatgraduallybecomeslow, the body that is readyhighlytightalsorelaxedmuch.
那名“高等无心者”喉咙里的荷荷声逐渐变低,高度紧绷蓄势待发的身体也放松了不少。„Do youalsowork asarehuman?”Shang Jianyaoopens the mouthto ask.
“你还当自己是人类吗?”商见曜开口问道。Heis turning away fromZhouYue, the sidefacesJiang Baimian, „the higher”having no interest of expression on faceby the shadow that bringsis covered, is not very distinct, butlow and deep of voice, twowomenon the scenecan hear.
他背对着周玥,侧面朝向蒋白棉,脸上的表情被“高等无心者”带来的阴影笼罩着,不够分明,但嗓音的低沉,在场的两位女士都听得出来。That„higherhaving no interest”slightlyricketsbody, in the muddyeye is completely the blood threads.
那名“高等无心者”略微佝偻着身体,浑浊的眼睛内尽是血丝。Hehas not responded toShang Jianyao, has not left, looked at dumbly in same place, the illusion that beforemadehas vanishedwithout the trace.
他没有回应商见曜,也没有离开,呆立在了原地,之前制造的幻境都已消失无踪。ZhouYueheartmoves, goes forwardtwosteps, standswithShang Jianyaoshoulder to shoulder.
周玥心头一动,上前两步,和商见曜并肩而立。Shelookstothat„higherhaving no interest”, the voiceaskedgently:
她望向那名“高等无心者”,嗓音柔和地问道:„Are youmodel/patternprotector?”
“你是范保护者?”
The gray-hairedold manwithbeing the vision of wild animalvisitsher, without the change of expression, has not opened the mouth.
头发灰白的老者用属于野兽的目光看着她,没有表情的变化,也没有开口。„Iconsider.”ZhouYuesighed, „after youwere missing, yourmadamecould not findyoucontinuously, worriedanxiouslyexcessively, had the serious illness, cannotcure...... yourchild'syourgranddaughternot to give up, roams aboutin the dust, seeks the place that eachyoupossiblycango to...... the sectto issue the ordertoeachDaoist temple, mustpay attention toyourtrail......”
“我就当是吧。”周玥叹了口气,“你失踪之后,你夫人一直找不到你,担忧焦虑过度,生了重病,没能治好……你的孩子你的孙女始终没有放弃,流浪在灰土,寻找每一个你可能会去的地方……教派给每一处道观都下达了命令,务必注意你的踪迹……”That„higherhaving no interest”calmlyis listening, does not know that understands.
那名“高等无心者”静静听着,也不知道有没有听懂。But the sound indicating resentmentsound in histhroathas completely vanished.
但他喉咙里的荷荷声已完全消失了。WhenZhouYuesaid,hemakes the sound that sobstogethersuddenly, has transferred the body, the wildaperushed to the Nakeview.
等到周玥说完,他忽然发出一道呜咽的声音,转过身体,野猿般奔出了南柯观。Because ofhisrisk, Jiang Baimianhas not prevented.
因为他的危险性,蒋白棉没有阻止。„Hū, the information that hewantsto transmitunexpectedlywas‚five’‚zero’‚three’thesenumbers......”Jiang Baimianis paying attention to the entrance, has not movedat will, so as to avoid being affectedby the illusion, whilethought aloud, „thison behalf, represented......”
“呼,他想传达的情报竟然是‘五’‘零’‘三’这几个数字……”蒋白棉一边注意着门口,没随意移动,免得受到幻境影响,一边自言自语起来,“这代表,代表……”Shehesitates, onehad the inspiration:
她迟疑中,一下有了灵感:„Is this‚mindcorridor’in the door plate of representativeriverXiaoyuemindworld?”
“这是‘心灵走廊’内代表江筱月心灵世界的门牌号?”„Possibly.” The ZhouYueslight nodsaid,„‚mindcorridor’ineachdoorhas the differentserial numbers, does not know how to come.”
“可能。”周玥微微点头道,“‘心灵走廊’内每一扇门都有不同的编号,也不知道怎么来的。”„Electricity, id number?”Shang Jianyaoas to say the electroniccardserial number, butchanged tosimilarthing of Old Worldforcefully.
“电,身份证号?”商见曜似乎本来想说电子卡编号,但强行改成了旧世界的类似事物。„Withoutis so long.”ZhouYuedeniedthisguess.
“没那么长。”周玥否定了这个猜测。Jiang Baimian„un”:蒋白棉“嗯”了一声:„Therefore, that‚higherhaving no interest’isremindsother of yoursect‚fond illusionprotector’avoidance‚mindcorridor’Room 503?”
“所以,那名‘高等无心者’是提醒你们教派的其他‘迷梦保护者’避开‘心灵走廊’503房间?”Centralizedmanpower, underholding the yearblesses, makesthoroughcleaning up.
或者集中人手,在执岁庇佑下,做一次彻底的清理。„Perhaps.”ZhouYuetoodid not understand that the matter in thisaspect, can only use the ambiguouswords and expressionsreply.
“也许。”周玥不是太了解这方面的事情,只能用模棱两可的词语回答。Theydiscuss„five”„zero”„three”theseintegerword-time, beyond the Nakeviewtransmitshowling of wild animalsuddenly:
他们探讨“五”“零”“三”这几个数字时,南柯观外突然传来一声野兽的吼叫:„!”
“呜!”Thissoundis sad and shrillandhoarse.
这声音凄厉而嘶哑。Threepeoplelooked at each otherone, takes a mirrorrespectively, everywherechaoticphoto, moved toward the entrance.
三人对视了一眼,各自拿着一面镜子,边到处乱照,边走向了门口。Justacross the courtyard, arrived on the street, theysawoppositeroofto standa moment agothat„higherhaving no interest”.
刚穿过天井,来到街上,他们就看见对面的楼顶站着刚才那名“高等无心者”。
The innumerablepointstarsglitter, hemade an effortto proceedto leap.
数不清的点点星辰闪烁间,他用力地往前跃了出来。Hisformfallsrapidly, hisgrayish whitelong hairdancedrandomly.
他的身影急速下坠,他灰白的长发乱舞了起来。
!
啪!This„higherhaving no interest”fellon the street, fell the tatteredgunnysack.
这名“高等无心者”落到了街上,摔成了破烂的麻袋。
The bright reddazzlingbloodflowsfastfromhisbody, like makingwater puddles.
鲜红刺眼的血液从他的身下飞快流淌开来,如同在制造一片水洼。SuchpictureframedinShang Jianyao, Jiang BaimianandinZhouYue'seyes.
这样的画面定格在了商见曜、蒋白棉和周玥的眼中。Theyrush, the goaldoes not have the sound, no longerhaslivingtrace.
他们赶到的时候,目标已没有了声息,不再存在活着的痕迹。At this moment, Jiang Baimiannot onlyremembersriverXiaoyue that frightenedjumps from an upper storyto commit suicide, andwas hardto restrainsent out a sigh.
这一刻,蒋白棉既惊悚地想起江筱月跳楼自杀的那一幕,又难以克制地发出了一声叹息。ZhouYuestared atone, in the silentsigh, halfsupinebody, opened the both armsslightly.
周玥凝视了一阵,于无声感叹中,半仰身体,微微张开了双臂。Then, sheuses an elusivedignifiedtone saying:
然后,她用一种空灵庄严的口吻说道:
„ Newworldbeyondfond illusion.
“新世界在迷梦之外。„Wishyou to try to please the Spiritual God.”
“愿你能取悦神灵。”Completes the briefpray and blessing, ZhouYuesawmoneywhitesquadthatbigyoung peopleto arrive by the corpse, calmlygazed at for severalseconds.
做完简短的祈祷和祝福,周玥看见钱白小队那个高高大大的年轻人走到了尸体旁,静静注视了几秒。Then, hetakes off the dark blueshortfalldown clothing, the movementsquattedgently, covered the clothingon the face of dead, coveredthatpairto lose the focal distanceto tread the muddyeye of sky.
接着,他脱掉深蓝色的短款羽绒服,动作柔和地蹲了下去,将衣物盖在了死者的脸上,盖住了那双失去焦距蹬着天空的浑浊眼睛。Hū...... Jiang Baimianto sighagain.
呼……蒋白棉再次叹了口气。............
…………InNakeview.
南柯观内。Jiang BaimianandShang Jianyaojoint effort, that„higherhaving no interest” the corpsemoved, andobeys„clamdragonteaches” the doctrine, replacesthatshortfalldown clothingwith a whitetowel, covered the face of dead.蒋白棉和商见曜合力,将那名“高等无心者”的尸体搬了进来,并遵照“蜃龙教”的教义,用一张白毛巾代替那件短款羽绒服,盖住了死者的脸庞。Thismeaningno longercrashes into the fond illusionhenceforth.
这意思是从此不再坠入迷梦。Jiang Baimian, Shang JianyaoandZhouYuesit cross-leggedto sit downone after another, is defendingthiscorpse, the waitingdawn.蒋白棉、商见曜、周玥相继盘腿坐下,守着这具尸体,等待天明。
The speechlesssilencemaintainedgoodone, Jiang Baimianchatto breakthisatmosphere:
无言的沉默维持了好一阵,蒋白棉闲聊般打破了这种氛围:„ZhouGuanzhu, youthought that hebringsfinallysanely, jumped from an upper storyto finishachievement‚having no interest’life, wasbyriverXiaoyue the mindworldinfluence, repeated the behavior of jumping from an upper story?”
“周观主,你觉得他是带着最后一点理智,跳楼结束作为‘无心者’的人生,还是被江筱月的心灵世界影响,重复了跳楼的行为?”ZhouYueis gazing atthatcorpse that is covering the whitetowel, nohappy expressionmoves the corners of the mouth:
周玥注视着那具盖着白毛巾的尸体,没什么笑意地动了动嘴角:
„ Ihope that isfrontthatreason.
“我希望是前面那个原因。„Like thisheis separated from the illusionby the status of human.”
“这样他就是以人类的身份脱离幻梦的。”Jiang Baimiansilentsome little time, thenasked:蒋白棉默然了好一会儿,转而问道:„ZhouGuanzhu, how do youjoin‚clamdragonto teach’?”
“周观主,你是怎么加入‘蜃龙教’的?”ZhouYuetook back the vision, smiledsaying with a smile:
周玥收回了目光,笑了笑道:„Iwas taught ’ the orphan of adoptionby ‚ clamdragon, grows upinteachingsince childhood, the view of having joined.”
“我是被‘蜃龙教’收养的孤儿,从小就在教内长大,没有加入不加入的说法。”„No wonderyoufollow‚clamdragonteaches’ the doctrine, integratedinit the dailywords and deeds.”Jiang Baimianhearsword, slight nod.
“难怪你这么遵循‘蜃龙教’的教义,都将它融入日常的言行举止里了。”蒋白棉闻言,微微点头。Hersidesits cross-leggedShang Jianyao that sitsto gaze atthatcorpseas before, the pupillightis quiet, does not know that is thinkinganything.
她身旁盘腿而坐的商见曜依旧在注视着那具尸体,眸光沉静,不知在想些什么。ZhouYueself-ridiculed that smiledone, shakes the head:
周玥自嘲般笑了一声,摇了摇头:„, BeforeIwas notthis.”
“不是的,以前我不是这样的。”„Un?”Jiang Baimianmade the sound of question.
“嗯?”蒋白棉发出了疑问的声音。ZhouYuelifted the headslightly, does not know that is in sight the crossbeam of Nakeview, is voidholds the year:
周玥微微抬起了脑袋,不知是在望着南柯观的横梁,还是虚空里的执岁:
„ Ioncehad a verygoodfriend, she is also the orphan of sectadoption, welivedin the sameroomlived for manyyears.
“我曾经有个很好的朋友,她也是教派收养的孤儿,我们住在同一个房间住了好多年。
„ Weagree, ifwhobecame‚directeddreamperson’, even‚dreamlandfeathergentleman’, the opposite party the Daoist temple that applied foroneselfto be, wasgood friendfor a lifetime.
“我们约定,谁要是成了‘引梦人’,甚至‘梦境羽士’,就把对方申请到自己所在的道观,做一辈子的好朋友。„Afterward, one day......”
“后来,有一天……”At this point, ZhouYuestopped, the visionas ifa littleblew off:
说到这里,周玥停顿了一下,目光似乎有点放空:„Sheresulted in‚did not haveworry’.”
“她得了‘无心病’。”Jiang Baimianopens mouth, actuallycannot discover the appropriatewords.蒋白棉张了张嘴,却找不出合适的话语。ZhouYuethenalsosaid:
周玥转而又道:
„ After Iam grown, liked a same side, hewas a verygoodverygoodperson, was longhigh, the personwas also shy, noticed that several of usgirlalwaysmakes excuses, cannot saytoomanywords.
“我成年后,喜欢上了一位同门,他是个很好很好的人,长得又高,人又腼腆,看到我们几个女孩总是支支吾吾,说不出太多的话。„He is very good, once, went toonewithothersectpeopleby the wildernesswandererliving area of flood, provided relieft totheredisaster victims, sought for the suitablebelt/bring the child who came backto train.”
“他还很善良,有一次,跟着教派其他人去一个遭了洪水的荒野流浪者聚居点,救济那里的灾民,寻找适合带回来培养的孩子。”Saidthesewordstime, onZhouYue the facehas the lighthappy expression, as ifreturnedinitially.
说这些话的时候,周玥的脸上带着淡淡的笑意,仿佛回到了当初。„Afterward,......”herexpressiongraduallywas afterward vacant, „theytoldme, thatliving areaerupted the plague, hecannotcome back.”
“后来,后来……”她的表情渐渐茫然,“他们告诉我,那个聚居点爆发了瘟疫,他没能回来。”Silentseveralseconds, ZhouYuewangtoJiang Baimian, showedregularlysmile:
默然了几秒,周玥望向蒋白棉,露出了惯常的笑容:„Is the illusion, whyeverywhere earnest?”
“处处幻梦,何必认真?”
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