The hall has become seems like an scene of carnage that spread completely the fishy smell red and dazzling bloodstain, wore alternates with the soldiers of battle dress to cross the mutual lodging to pile up one on top of another red and white slowly in the same place corpse, crossed under that to gather the trickle the blood stream, the ice-cold iron boots overstepped mount the thick rug that uniform the blood paved, surrounded to the corner that Brando was. 大厅已经变得像是一个涂满了腥红、刺眼的血迹的修罗场,身披红白相间战袍的士兵们缓缓越过互相倒伏堆叠在一起的尸体,越过那下面汇聚成涓涓细流的血溪,冰冷的铁靴整齐划一地踏过血液铺就的黏稠地毯,向布兰多所在的这个角落包围了过来。 Half-Elven Princess still tried to work loose from the Brando pincers common palm wrist, she struggled, but makes a futile effort, therefore quick calms down coldly, the tone ice-cold asked: „Carder Viscount, actually do you want to do?” 半精灵公主仍旧试图将自己手腕从布兰多铁钳一般的手掌中挣脱出来,她挣扎了一下,但徒劳无功,于是很快冷静了下来,口气冰冷地问道:“卡德尔子爵,你究竟想要干什么？” Brando puts on Earth Sword like obsidian dark sword edge in the Halutz somewhat panic look the Gryphine neck generally, looks that Knight of two nearness stops the footsteps, replied: „Naturally breaks through a tight encirclement.” 布兰多在哈鲁泽有些惊慌失措的眼神中将大地之剑如同黑曜石一般黑沉沉的剑刃放到格里菲因脖子上,看着那两名靠近的骑士停下脚步,才回答道:“当然是杀出重围。” „Breaks through a tight encirclement?” The Princess Gryphine doubt looked at these soldier one eyes, in her mind, these person and Carder Viscount should be the jackals from the same lair. “杀出重围？”格里菲因公主狐疑地看了那些士兵一眼,在她心目中,那些人与卡德尔子爵应该是一丘之貉。 Brando are not many explains, he uses the sword to make Her Highness the Princess's Knights with her court lady peaceful, then said: „Does not want to make your Her Highness the Eldest Princess receive the damage words, presses the office that I said that you follow me, we retreat in the staircase direction, on two buildings.” 布兰多也不多做解释,他用剑让公主殿下的骑士与她身边的女官安静下来,然后说道:“不想让你们的长公主殿下受到伤害的话,就按我说的办,你们跟我走,我们往楼梯方向撤退,上二楼。” Actually Princess Gryphine is not clear ‚Carder Viscount’ to intend what for, therefore gently snort/hum. 格里菲因公主不清楚‘卡德尔子爵’究竟意欲何为,因此轻轻哼了一声。 „Her Highness the Princess, Betis, if also has the opportunity of going on living, this is also you wants? Therefore I hope that you can coordinate me, I believe you have enough intelligently and judged calmly the present gain or loss, making us die here. Except that regarding your enemy, no profit ——” “公主殿下,贝狄丝若还有活下去的机会,这也是你想要的吧？所以我希望你能配合我,我相信你有足够的聪明与冷静来判断眼下的利弊得失,让我们所有人都死在这里。除了对于你的敌人来说,毫无益处——” „Teacher......” “老师……” Halutz somewhat visits him awkwardly, but was given to stare by the latter. 哈鲁泽有些为难地看着他,但被后者给瞪了回去。 The look on Eldest Princess face does not trust Carder to change the camp suddenly. She rather believes that this inside has the plot. However Brando at least a little said very right, Princess Gryphine since 16 years old has left Gold Vessel Palace for the first time, has had as the quality of most outstanding politician. She can analyze the situation calmly, and accepts, so long as is not considered as that the worst choice. 长公主脸上的神色毫不信任‘卡德尔’会忽然改变阵营。她更宁愿相信这里面另有阴谋。不过布兰多至少有一点说得很对,格里菲因公主自从十六岁第一次离开金滕宫以来,就一直拥有作为最出色政客的素质。她能冷静地分析形势,并接受只要不算是最差的选择。 Individual emotion, to her is the luxury goods that is hard to attain, sometimes her reason looks like the precise machine, is tenacious and indifferent regarding oneself, is persevering the hope in heart. She once sacrificed one's own all, therefore had historically that destiny to cause all Aouine player sympathy and resonance Her Highness the Eldest Princess. 个人的情感,对于她来说一直是难以企及的奢侈品,有时候她的理智就像是精密的机器,对于自己固执而冷漠,又坚守着心中的希望。她曾经牺牲了自己的一切,因此才有了历史上那个命运引得所有埃鲁因玩家同情与共鸣的长公主殿下。 Therefore regarding the Brando's words, she has not rejected. But has not approved. This enough, Brando knows that Princess Gryphine has not given up being vigilant to one's own, but he also knows, she will at least not oppose with him intentionally. 所以对于布兰多的话,她并未拒绝。但也没有赞同。这就够了,布兰多知道格里菲因公主并未放弃对自己的警惕,但他也知道,她至少不会故意与他作对了。 Then needs a bloody road, he does not hope at this time behind also some people prepare to give itself under frequently the short rope/obstruction. 接下来需要杀出一条血路,他可不希望这个时候背后还有人时时刻刻准备给自己下绊子。 He brought Princess Gryphine to the staircase direction by the past, Eldest Princess really not to revolt immediately, but she used the look to look that two Knight in an extremely difficult situation ‚Betis’ will protect. Then sighed in relief. Regarding this Eldest Princess, so long as now Betis can leave here, then the remaining all have not mattered. 他马上带着格里菲因公主向楼梯方向靠过去,长公主果然没有反抗,不过她用眼神看着两名狼狈不堪的骑士将‘贝狄丝’保护起来。这才松了一口气。对于这位长公主来说,现下只要贝狄丝能离开这里,那么剩下的一切都已经无所谓了。 In her plan, Anlieke because of losing being the target of public criticism royal family became in the nobles heart the biggest threat, this threat will evolve to confront with the lapse of time. Then opens war. But Thane above that plateau may not seem like the Corcova royal family is so easily bullied, the war between noble by mutually wounded will certainly end with the compromise, being ready to make trouble Madara will certainly not let go this precious opportunity, Undead Army will sweep away from the scorched earth. 在她的计划中,安列克会因为失去了众矢之的的王室而成为贵族们心中最大的威胁,这种威胁会随着时间的推移而演化成对峙。进而拉开战争的帷幕。可那个高原之上的领主可不像是科尔科瓦王室这么软弱可欺,贵族之间的大战一定会以两败俱伤与妥协而收场,蠢蠢欲动的玛达拉一定不会放弃这个珍贵的机会,亡灵大军会从焦土上横扫而过。 After that Kirrlutzian will certainly not want to face directly that soldier/weapon front that His Majesty the Emperor that grasps Mercury Staff, supports the resistance influence in Aouine is the inevitable choice. 在那之后,克鲁兹人一定不会想要直面那位手持水银杖的皇帝陛下的兵锋所向,那么在埃鲁因内扶持抵抗势力就是必然的选择。 So long as Betis still , the kingdom also has from the scorched earth newborn the hope. 只要贝狄丝还在,王国就还有从焦土之中新生的希望。 Although the ancient native land is hard to avoid being probable to fall into the sea of fire, but she could have ignored so many, in her eye sees flame of flaming combustion, she is also good, is Archduke of Anlieke is also good, or is these greedy nobles is also good, throughout will draw in the abyss this kingdom. 虽然古老的故土难以避免地要陷入火海,但她已经顾不得那么多,她眼中看到的只有熊熊燃烧的火焰,无论是她也好,还是安列克大公也好,或者是那些贪婪的贵族们也好,始终会将这个王国拖入深渊。 She can only choose good result forget it/that's all. 她只能选择较好的结果罢了。 Gryphine calmly is feeling neck ice-cold on blade edge, calmly dangling eyelid, but in the innermost feelings mournful, she looks back on the one's own life, seems always doing is not considered as that the worst choice. 格里菲因静静地感受着自己脖子上的刀锋的冰冷,从容地垂下眼睑,但内心中一片凄然,她回首自己的一生,仿佛总是在作不算是最坏的选择。 Each compromise, as if sets the foreshadowing for the next failure. 每一次妥协,仿佛就为下一次的失败埋下伏笔。 Has flash that she wants to return suddenly, returned to that year. She is only 16 years old, perhaps she must choose another different road, the future of kingdom cannot so. 有那么一瞬间,她忽然想要回到过去,回到那一年。她才十六岁,也许她应当选择另外一条不一样的路,王国的未来就不会如此了。 Brando seems that indistinct in the Her Highness the Princess innermost feelings can feel itself to hold under duress to think, because this is a part that he remembers. Perhaps also in his heart also has the similar desire, is such desire, making him change willfully was the path of Aouine's that surely declining., 布兰多似乎隐约可以感受到自己挟持的这位公主殿下内心中所想,因为这本来就是他记忆的一部分。也或许他心中也有着同样的愿望,正是这样的愿望,让他任性地改变了原本属于埃鲁因的那条必定衰亡的轨迹。、 Also because of the similar desire, he believes firmly oneself can leave this dreamland, but in his heart has was the one's own answer. 也是因为同样的愿望,他坚定地相信自己可以离开这个梦境,而他心中已经有了属于自己的答案。 His trigs Her Highness the Princess manually controlled, the right hand horizontal sword sweeps, sweeps in abundance the long sword that in soldier hand these close, then he does not have a flowered skillful sword again, average not wonderful sword edge draws a straight line in the air. 他一只手控制住公主殿下,右手横剑一扫,就将那些一拥而上的士兵手中的长剑纷纷扫开,然后他再毫无花巧的一剑,平平无奇的剑锋在空气中划出一条笔直的线。 sword edge draws, these soldiers have also received a standard to keep off without enough time, can only look helplessly seems the obsidian sinks the black cutting edge incision battle dress, to cut open the metal ring in following chain armor generally, cuts open the following flesh and skeleton, crash-bang a resounding, along with the metal ring splashes of innumerable break, is the striking rosy blood. 剑刃过,那些士兵还来不及收件格挡,只能眼睁睁看着仿佛是黑曜石一般沉黑的锋刃切开战袍、切开下面链甲上的金属圆环,切开下面的血肉与骨骼,哗啦一声脆响,伴随着无数断裂的金属圆环飞溅的,是醒目的玫瑰色血液。 The color of blood looks like the red wine, but darker muddy. 血液的颜色就像是红酒,不过更加暗浊。 A sword, 78 soldiers flew horizontally, they fall into the crowd, hits to fly more people. A Brando halting stairway, but he has not first come up, but was towed Halutz, waited for that two Knight and court lady again to/clashes, turned around to shield everyone to continue to go forward. 只是一剑,七八个士兵横飞了出去,他们跌入人群中,又撞飞更多的人。布兰多一步站住楼梯口,但他并没有抢先上去,而是一把将哈鲁泽拖了上来,再等那两名骑士与女官冲过来,才转身掩护所有人继续前进。 Princess Gryphine recovers probably, she is astonished looks at this: „Actually you want to do. Carder Viscount?” 格里菲因公主好像才回过神来,她讶异地看着这一幕:“你究竟想干什么。卡德尔子爵？” This is the second time that she asked this question in a short time, but the tone is entirely different. Even if in her heart also some suspicions, but at least also believes Carder Viscount and Anlieke are not one group. 这是她短时间内第二次问这个问题,但口气已经截然不同。纵使她心中还有怀疑,但至少也相信卡德尔子爵和安列克不是一伙的了。 „I have said.” Brando stands on the stairway, a sword divided a soldier with the sword by downward together, sword edge cuts the tofu the same as cut into the helmet of that fellow probably. The bloody water spews out from the slit of metal like the waterfall generally. “我说过。”布兰多站在楼梯口上,一剑由上向下将一名士兵连人带剑一起劈了下去,剑刃像是切豆腐一样切入那家伙的头盔中。血水如同瀑布一般从金属的缝隙中喷涌而出。 He draws out the sword, a foot trampled that corpse, then walked upwardly several steps, replied: „Breaks through a tight encirclement.” 他拔出剑,一脚将那具尸体踹了下去,然后向上走了几步,答道:“杀出重围而已。” „But you and Anlieke ——” Eldest Princess frowns, suspicion Brando in her look is actually very clear, the meaning of those words is: I do not think that you will betray Anlieke —— for Betis “可你和安列克——”长公主皱起眉头,她眼神中的怀疑布兰多其实很明白,那句话的意思是:我不认为你会为了贝狄丝而背叛安列克—— Some people will act boldly regardless of one's safety for the love, but Carder Viscount is not one of them. 有些人会为了爱情而奋不顾身,但卡德尔子爵不在此列。 Because he now is Carder Viscount, Brando has to accept this point. Although the dropping variance of this status and experience makes him find it difficult to bring up a matter. He clearly knows that the one's own choice will probably cause itself forever the falling dreamland, but he still did that at this time he really wants to smile bitterly: 因为他现在就是卡德尔子爵,布兰多不得不接受这一点。虽然这种身份与经历的落差让他有口难言。他明知道自己的选择可能会使自己永坠梦境,但他仍旧这么做了,这个时候他真想苦笑: ‚ Your younger brother puts on make-up the appearance of young girl, although is very attractive, but he after all is a man. ‘你弟弟化妆成少女的样子虽然确实很有魅力,但他毕竟是个男人。 However in the Brando heart guesses correctly another possibility faintly. This possibly makes his being duty-bound not to turn back region Princess with other people of accompanying kill two buildings, Gold Vessel Palace he is very familiar, the two buildings in hall to lead to the following manor, there have a secret passage to go to outside forest. 不过布兰多心中隐隐猜到另一个可能。这个可能让他义无反顾地带着公主与其他随行的人杀上二楼,金滕宫他很熟悉,大厅的二楼通向后面的庄园,那里有一条密道可以前往外面的森林之中。 That forest. If he has not guessed that wrong, must be the forest that Carder Viscount assassination. Also before is, they found that forest of carriage. 那片森林。如果他没有猜错的话,就应当是卡德尔子爵遇刺的森林。也就是之前他们找到马车的那片森林。 Although from position completely to not on, but the dreamland is such strange. 虽然从方位上来说完全对不上,但梦境就是这么诡异。 Therefore the result of entire dreamland, must appear there. As for is dies lives, Brando could have ignored so many. Sometimes, in the confusedness facing innermost feelings, you must bet. But his confusedness, the confusedness of Carder Viscount, the confusedness in Halutz heart, has pestered in together, Brando still in the heart does not have a clear answer. 所以整个梦境的结果,应当会在那里显现。至于是死是活,布兰多已经顾不得那么多了。有些时候,面对内心之中的迷茫,你必须赌一把。而他的迷茫,卡德尔子爵的迷茫,哈鲁泽心中的迷茫,早已纠缠在一起,布兰多至今心中没有一个明确的答案。 In any event, so long as got down to see the result. 无论如何,只要下去就会看到结局了。 Two Knight bang kicks out of the way two building that leaf of closed wooden doors, the gate quality of blackwood manufacture is much better, was trampled to fly by two Gold rank experts also to be able basically to maintain the original appearance unexpectedly. Brando delivers Little Prince, is protects his two Knight with that old court lady, but Brando hesitant, finally the decision no longer holds under duress Princess Gryphine, he lets loose this Aouine's Eldest Princess, asking her to leave. 两名骑士砰一声踢开二楼那扇紧闭的木门,黑木制作的门质量好得出奇,被两位黄金阶的高手一脚踹飞出去竟然还能基本保持着原本的模样。布兰多将小王子送进去,然后是保护他的两名骑士与那位年长的女官,而布兰多犹豫了一下,终于决定不再挟持格里菲因公主,他放开这位埃鲁因的长公主,让她自己走了进去。 Princess Gryphine was startled slightly, raises head came somewhat to visit him inconceivable. 格里菲因公主微微怔了一下,抬起头来有些不可思议地看着他。 „Carder Viscount?” “卡德尔子爵？” „Had what words to say later again.” Brando has turned around, he raises the right hand, on Ring of the Wind Empress with index finger aimed at the staircase in hall, these soldiers are crowding around to clash from there. Then he opens the mouth to discuss: „Oss!” “有什么话晚些再说吧。”布兰多转过身,他举起右手,用食指上的风后指环瞄准了大厅中的楼梯,那些士兵们正拥簇着从那里冲上来。然后他开口念道:“oss！” The lasing of hurricane that one group explodes from the ring, hits that arc loudly the staircase, the plank of composition staircase first is goes in hollowly, then entire breaks from the middle, blasted out a huge opening, changes to the slow point sawdust to fall thick fallingly. 一团爆裂的飓风从指环中激射而出,轰然击中那弧形的楼梯,组成楼梯的木板先是凹陷进去,然后整个儿从中间断裂开来,被炸开一个巨大的口子,化作慢点木屑纷纷扬扬落下。 However similarly, in the hall seemed like blood rain. 不过同样的,大厅中好像下了一场血雨。 Also stood on entrance Brando and Her Highness the Princess face more or less contaminated much, Her Highness the Princess looks at the whole face is Brando of blood, asked: „Carder Viscount, are you really willing to give up all for Betis?” 还站在门口的布兰多与公主殿下脸上或多或少沾染了不少,公主殿下看着满脸是血的布兰多,问道:“卡德尔子爵,你真的愿意为了贝狄丝放弃一切？” No, other has the possibility, but Brando pledged that exactly and this point is uninterested. He has turned head, saw not far away, because Elder Sister one's own these words blushes Halutz of root of the ear, sighed, replies: „Her Highness the Princess, I think that now does not indicate determination time...... if possible, I naturally can help you take care of your highness, our urgent matters leave here.” 不,其他的都有可能,但布兰多发誓恰恰和这一点毫无关系。他回过头,看到不远处因为自己的姐姐这句话脸红到耳根的哈鲁泽,叹了口气,答道:“公主殿下,我想现在不是表明决心的时候……如果可以的话,我自然会帮你照顾殿下,不过我们的当务之急是离开这里。” But Princess Gryphine visits him, shakes the head: „You are not clear, I am a fast knot. I do not die, nobles and Anlieke contradiction will never rise to outwardly, this kingdom only met day duplicate/restores one day to decline, until falling into sea of fire abyss ——” 但格里菲因公主看着他,摇了摇头:“你不明白,我已经是一个死结了。我不死,贵族们与安列克的矛盾永远不会上升到明面上,这个王国只会日复一日地衰落下去,直到陷入火海深渊之中——” „This knot ties by me, must untie by me. I only worried whether Betis can distinguish to be clear her side holds, I hope that you give me a clear answer, Carder Viscount.” “这个结由我系上,也必由我解开。我只担心贝狄丝能否分辨清楚她身边所托,我希望你给我一个明确的答案,卡德尔子爵。” Brando stopped. 布兰多停了下来。 In the history once had such a hearsay, Princess Gryphine once related Wind Elf secretly, to counterattack Anlieke, she made the Elf Envoy festival group take away a confidential letter, but this news disclosed finally. Aroused that power and influence dreadful Archduke murderous intent. In that soon, like tonight this banquet, he incited an assassin to kill Her Highness the Princess, and shifting blame will give Madara. 历史上曾有这样一个传闻,格里菲因公主曾经秘密联系风精灵,以反制安列克,她让精灵使节团带去了一封密信,但这个消息最终走漏。激起了那位权势滔天的大公的杀意。就在那不久之后、如同今天夜里这场宴会之中,他指使一名刺客杀死了公主殿下,并将之嫁祸给玛达拉。 But afterward. No one can find related evidence —— except for the letter/believes of that blank. 但事后。没有人能找到相关的证据——除了那封空白的信。 What Her Highness the Princess makes the diplomatic envoy take away is a letter/believes of blank. Shifting blame that some people suspect this are Kirrlutzian, but in fact afterward also some truly people found out during this assassination behind to have the Kirrlutzian shadow, even Holy Cathedral of Fire cannot escape from the relations. 公主殿下让使节团带去的是一封空白的信。有人怀疑这本身就是克鲁兹人的嫁祸,而事实上后来也确实有人查出这场刺杀之中背后有克鲁兹人的影子,甚至炎之圣殿也不能逃脱关系。 But Brando actually guesses correctly another truth suddenly suddenly. 但布兰多忽然之间却忽然猜到另外一种真相。 „That is brought back to Elf King courtyard the letter/believes of blank by the Wind Elf diplomatic envoy. Makes you force Anlieke to begin to plan right, Her Highness the Princess?” “那封由风精灵使节团带回精灵王庭的空白的信。只是让你逼迫安列克动手计划对吧,公主殿下？” Princess Gryphine somewhat visits him surprised: „Do you know? Has Anlieke known? No, is not right, if he knows, he will not choose to begin ——” 格里菲因公主有些吃惊地看着他:“你怎么会知道？安列克已经知道了？不,不对,如果他知道,他就不会选择动手——” Brando did not say a word. 布兰多一言不发。 Anlieke was planned. 安列克被算计了。 This Princess-Regent got down a snare with the one's own life to that old fox finally. Later all really such as she thinks, Aouinian Civil War, third War of Black Rose, Halutz and Elara get married. Establishment of Aouine resistance organization. 这位摄政王公主最后用自己的生命给那头老狐狸下了一个圈套。之后发生的一切果然如她所想,埃鲁因内战,第三次黑玫瑰战争,哈鲁泽与艾拉拉成婚。埃鲁因抵抗组织的建立。 But he has not felt relaxed, but is angry, Her Highness the Princess not only planned Anlieke, concealed the truth all had supported her player. He could not forget Mensite Ross City to fall into the sea of fire for a lifetime that night. 但他一点也没感到轻松,而是感到愤怒,公主殿下不仅仅是将安列克算计了,也瞒过了所有支持她的玩家。他一辈子都忘不了门斯特洛斯城陷入火海的那一夜。 When cannot forget upperclasswoman to leave desolate look. 也忘不了学姐离开时落寞的神色。 He is staring at this Her Highness the Princess, in the heart is hard to confirm what the opposite party said is really false, because this is actually his one's own remembers. 他盯着这位公主殿下,心中难以确认对方说的是真是假,因为这其实是他自己的记忆。 However under Brando constrains the unhappiness in heart tranquilly, because the negativity in dreamland is confused. Hides in the hidden place pale Spectre operation will of the people, for must to lose in the mood that oneself lose control. 不过布兰多平静地压抑下心中的不快,因为梦境之中的负面情绪皆是迷茫。潜藏在暗处苍白的幽灵操纵人心,就是为了要让人迷失于自己失控的情绪之中。 Not compared with Brando deeply clear this point. 没有比布兰多更深深地清楚这一点。 He asked, to probe Carder Viscount sentiment, looks like him to understand, all that in the similar dreamland performs repeatedly. Carder has certainly experienced the similar scene with him, in other words, in this Lord Viscount heart has certainly had and same confusing. 他如此问,是为了试探卡德尔子爵的感情,就像是他明白,同样的梦境之中反复上演的一切。卡德尔一定和他经历过同样的场景,也就是说,这位子爵大人心中一定有过与自己一样的迷惑。 The material on strategy guide, now already useless. 攻略上的资料,现在已经毫无用处。 Brando abandons it, without strategy guide does not represent him to be difficult, he first is also an outstanding player, next he has a firmer sentiment. If he cannot defense, then he must start to attack on own initiative. 布兰多将它抛开,没有攻略不代表他就寸步难行,他首先也是一位优秀的玩家,其次他拥有更加坚定的感情。如果他不能防御,那么他就要主动开始进攻了。 First he needs to reply oneself an issue: How Carder Viscount replied in the past one's own does confuse? 首先他需要回答自己一个问题:卡德尔子爵当年是如何回答自己的迷惑？ But how will he also reply? 而他又将如何回答？ Brando hesitated, replied to Princess Gryphine: „Sometimes the correct choice, not necessarily is really correct, Her Highness the Princess.” 布兰多沉吟了一下,对格里菲因公主答道:“有时候正确的选择,不一定就真是正确的,公主殿下。” „How is that correct?” Eldest Princess raises head, visits him puzzled, she listens to this Lord Viscount words to have the words probably. “那如何才算是正确的？”长公主抬起头,不解地看着他,她好像听出这位子爵大人话里有话。 This issue reverberates in the Brando heart similarly, that is the Spectre repeated interrogation of Carder Viscount: Actually how to choose, is correct? 这个问题同样在布兰多心中回响,那是卡德尔子爵的幽灵反反复复的质问:究竟如何选择,才算是正确的？ Brando raises head comes, looked at one to, these throw over the soldiers of red and white two color battle dress the hall that fills from the mist and dust to crawl. He returns in the room, and drew a distance Princess backward. 布兰多抬起头来,向下面看了一眼,那些披着红白二色战袍的士兵们正从烟尘弥漫的大厅中重新爬起来。他退回房间中,并将公主向后拉了一段距离。 Then his lightly exhaled, must confirm in probably own heart that idea is the same, replies: 然后他轻轻吐了一口气,像是要确认自己心中那个想法一样,答道: „Person cannot be always willful, —— that but willful can actually be forgiven” “人不能总是任性,但任性其实是可以被原谅的——” When he replied, really felt in own heart moved slightly. 他这么回答时,果然感到自己心中微微一动。 That is Carder Viscount emotion. 那正是属于卡德尔子爵的情感。 This will have hidden in pale Spectre of hidden place, loses loses the name in the dense fog of history Knight, at this moment finally cannot repress again. 这位一直将自己隐藏在暗处的苍白的幽灵,迷失于历史的迷雾之中失去姓名的骑士,这一刻终于再也按耐不住。 But he moves, Brando confirmed the answer of one's own issue finally. 而他一动,布兰多终于确认了自己的问题的答案。 Found —— 找到了—— Truth. 谜底。 ...... …… The dreamland of person, is actually an autosuggestion of subconscious. Since short a period of time, Brando has recalled itself more than once at the banquet have seen the parents, and young age. These made clear to his past memory to look like a nightmare the same as linger he, but until some moment, he realized suddenly that was not in the dense fog seduces itself to lose sane mysterious existence. 人的梦境,其实就是一个潜意识的自我暗示。短短一段时间以来,布兰多不止一次记起自己在宴会上见过的父母,以及孩提时代的自己。这些昭示他过去的记忆就像是一个梦魇一样萦绕着他,但直到某一刻,他忽然意识到那并不是迷雾之中诱惑自己失去理智的神秘存在。 On the contrary, the person in the heart hides deeply, originally is the turning point of self- redemption. 相反,人心中潜藏得最深的,原来才是自我救赎的契机。 Carder Viscount is also same. 卡德尔子爵也是一样。 His time after time recalled that Golden Demonic Tree once the dream when about Brando grandfather the illusion that arrived, time after time recalls the parents to look when oneself that disappointed look. Although the cold sweat is dripping, but he actually realizes such a point finally: 他一次次回想起在黄金魔树时曾经梦到的关于布兰多祖父的幻象,一次次记起自己父母看自己时那失望的眼神。虽然冷汗淋漓,但他却最终意识到这样一点: Like this disappointed does not come from regarding his failure. 这样的失望并非源自于对于他的失败。 Willful is can actually be forgiven. 任性是其实可以被原谅的。 But evades and self- dreads , then cannot, even lost the courage that the failure challenges again. It looks like weak person both hands to grip tightly the long sword, but actually does not dare one step forward not to puncture front illusion. 但逃避与自我畏惧则不能,甚至失去了向失败再一次挑战的勇气。就像是一个软弱的人双手紧握长剑,但却不敢向前一步没有刺破面前的幻象。 He is that person who grasps sword indecisive. 他就是那个握剑摇摆不定的人。 That person also once was Carder Viscount. 那个人也曾经是卡德尔子爵。 Also is Halutz. 也是哈鲁泽。 He can a sword assassinate Princess Gryphine, that perhaps is Carder Viscount desire. But Brando realized finally that absolutely is not his one's own. 他可以一剑刺死格里菲因公主,那或许是卡德尔子爵的愿望。但布兰多终于认识到那绝对不是他自己的。 If he so chooses, chose the compromise compromise. It looks like the person, once lost the courage, lost the determination that breaks the illusion, lost the person who breaks the illusion determination, can only keep in the dreamland forever. 如果他如此选择,选择了折中的妥协。就像是人一旦丧失了勇气,就丧失了打破幻象的决心,丧失了打破幻象决心的人,只能永远留在梦境之中。 In the Brando heart determined this point at this moment truly, looks like him to feel in own innermost feelings palpitation of Carder Viscount sentiment to be the same. 布兰多心中这一刻才真正确定了这一点,就像是他感到自己内心中卡德尔子爵感情的悸动一样。 He can definitely realize that sentiment, that is afraid and dreads, is confused and envy. Because oneself made with the completely opposite choice. 他完全可以体会到那种感情,那是害怕与畏惧,是迷茫与嫉妒。因为自己作出了与之完全相反的选择。 Carder chose the compromise, thus kept in the incomplete dreamland. 卡德尔选择了妥协,因而留在了自己残缺不全的梦境之中。 But the Brando's choice changes all these willfully, pursues the one's own conscience willfully, completes the one's own ideal and faith willfully. 但布兰多的选择是任性地改变这一切,任性地追逐自己的本心,任性地完成自己的理想与信念。 If gives up, is failure —— 如果放弃,就是失败—— Brando as if sees flashes of a pitiful person's shadow before oneself, he grasps the sword, the faith in heart the moment so has never strengthened. Before him. The corridor collapses suddenly layer upon layer, the scenery seems like the melting, changes into the numerous dense fog. After the dense fog separates, Gold Vessel Palace seems like the gravel of avalanche, dissipates with these soldier and noble body together with the wind. Brando in these gravels even saw the one's own parents and young age, upperclasswoman, has everyone of crimson brigade, their faces integrate in this dense fog, removes backward, dissipates gradually. 布兰多仿佛看到一个可怜的人影在自己面前一闪而过,他握起剑,心中的信念从未有一刻如此坚定过。在他面前。走廊忽然层层坍塌,景物像是融化,化为重重迷雾。迷雾分开之后,金滕宫好像是崩塌的沙砾,与那些士兵、贵族的尸体一起随风消逝。在这些沙砾中布兰多甚至看到了自己的父母、孩提时代的自己、学姐、还有绯红旅团的所有人,他们的面孔融入这迷雾之中,向后褪去,渐渐消逝。 But the final glance, keeps in his memory forever. 但最后的一瞥,却永远留在他的记忆中。 His side only has Princess Gryphine, Halutz, two Knight and that senior court ladies, Her Highness the Princess as if not detected change, she grabs the hand of Halutz, forwards firmly. 他身边只剩下格里菲因公主,哈鲁泽,两名骑士与那年长的女官,公主殿下似乎对身边的变化毫无察觉,她抓着哈鲁泽的手,坚定地向前。 Your Highness Little Prince has understood at this moment completely in oneself elder sister heart thinks. Although he was unable to understand significance that behind that sacrifice represented, the history that but in the dreamland had looked like a heavy nightmare to him, Halutz is biting the lip, in the eye accumulated the water vapor, but has not burst into tears. 小王子殿下此刻已经完全明白了自己姐姐心中所想。他虽然还不能明白那种牺牲背后所代表的意义,但梦境之中所发生的历史对他来说就像是一个沉重的梦魇,哈鲁泽咬着嘴唇,眼中蕴着水汽,但并未流下泪来。 Many years ago, he still remembers Gold Vessel Palace summer night stars time, at that time the Royal Father was also still in good health, he remembers that the elder sister has said to him: The men cannot burst into tears. 早在许多年前,他还记得金滕宫夏夜的繁星的时候,那时候父王尚还健在,他记得姐姐就对他说过:男子汉不应当流泪。 But he only remembers because oneself were taught in the Swordsmanship training results in the knee to cry aloud red. 但他只记得自己因为在剑术训练中被教训得膝盖通红而哇哇大哭。 The dense fog separates layer on layer/heavily. 迷雾重重分开。 Behind that is a forest. 那背后是一片森林。 Everywhere stars just like decorate the nighttime sky initially, pine forest make noise, the running water murmur, the flame of distant place is rocking like the dreamland gently slightly. 漫天繁星犹如初缀夜空,松树林哗哗作响,流水潺潺,远处的火光有如梦境般温柔地微微晃动着。 Brando remembers the one's own childhood, the summer night later air is also so fresh. 布兰多记得自己的童年,夏夜之后的空气也是如此清新。 His deeply breathed in, raises head, then saw that in the forest land that calmly anchors there carriage. 他深深地吸了一口气,抬起头,然后看到林地中那辆静静地停靠在那里的马车。 The vehicle door is opening wide, inside reveals the corner/horn of silver long skirt. 车门敞开着,里面露出银色的长裙的一角。 The beautiful young girl lies down in the carriage, the chest is inserting a black dagger. She is very beautiful, the sharp ear is making clear to her status, but she and Halutz are different, she is true elf. 美丽的少女躺在马车中,胸口插着一柄黑色的匕首。她很美丽,尖尖的耳朵昭示着她的身份,但她与哈鲁泽不同,她是一名真正的精灵。 Brando has not opened the mouth. 布兰多并未开口。 But he has known the status of opposite party. 但他已知晓对方的身份。 Betis Ramona Moonleaf. 贝狄丝?拉蒙娜?月叶。 ...... …… ( Ps: Today's second, 10,000 characters. Has wanted to discuss, since recently bottle neck. Actually said that the bottle neck is not quite appropriate, said that is the erroneous zone is better, I came across this issue am not a day two days of things, started from the latter half of Canaan, actually I continuously been similar issue puzzle, because wrote many, more was swayed by personal gains and losses, always thought that feared oneself wrote deviated the original intention, the burden was getting more and more heavy, therefore wrote a period of time I to stop every time to reconsider to make some original intentions, even Canaan also but therefore broke. (ps:今天的第二更,一万字了。一直想谈一下,最近以来遇到的瓶颈。其实说瓶颈不太合适,说是误区更好一些,我遇到这个问题也不是一天两天的事情了,从迦南的后半段开始,其实我就一直被类似的问题困扰,因为写得越多,就越患得患失,总觉得怕自己写得偏离了本意,负担越来越重,所以每写一段时间我就不得不停下来重新思考一下自己做些的本意,甚至迦南也是因此而断。 Wrote so many characters , still had not found the issue the root to be, instead is more and more timid and hesitant, today and everyone discussed that understands the outcome that oneself pursue is anything...... yeah, voiced this multi- complaints, when wants to retrieve writes Canaan that worry-free, recently wrote very tired, hopes that everyone forgives.)( To be continued. If you like this work, welcome you to cast the recommendation ticket and monthly ticket, your support, is I biggest power.) 写了这么多字,也一直没找到问题的根源所在,反而是越来越束手束脚,今天和大家谈了一下,才明白自己所追求的究竟是什么……哎,发了这多牢骚,就是想找回写迦南时那个无忧无虑的自己,最近写得很累,希望大家谅解。)(未完待续。如果您喜欢这部作品,欢迎您来投推荐票、月票,您的支持,就是我最大的动力。)