SOD :: Volume #8

#800: Beginning


Selena stared at Gawain to look for a long time, as if wanted to completely understand this is throwing over the Human Race outer covering, from unknown territory alien traveller. 赛琳娜盯着高文看了许久,仿佛想要看透这个披着人类外壳的、来自未知之域的“域外游荡者”。 But her anything could not completely understand. 但她什么都看不透。 Because she just in Gawain lets loose a visual illusion that in some surface layer conscious situations projects on own initiative, she can only notice that Gawain wants to make her see , can only hear Gawain to make her hear, one such as Eternal Sleepers mission predicament at this moment: 因为她只不过是在高文主动放开部分表层意识的情况下投影过来的一道视觉幻象,她只能看到高文想让她看到的,也只能听到高文想让她听到的,一如永眠者教团此刻的窘境: Does not have to choose, is under the control of others, even if mentioned condition at this moment, at best is also showing the attitude. 没得选择,受制于人,哪怕此刻谈起“条件”,充其量也只是在展现出态度罢了。 alien traveller pledged at this moment in the future will not step onto Gods road/s, pledged, if some day break a promise, the treaty of alliance will then become invalid, but Selena also know, no one can pledge to make the testimony for this orally, the person cannot, the god cannot. 域外游荡者此刻承诺将来不会走上神明道路,承诺如果有朝一日自己失信,盟约便会作废,但赛琳娜自己也知道,没有任何人能为这个口头承诺作见证,人不能,神也不能。 She and her compatriot can believe that only has the alien traveller itself/Ben person prestige. 她和她的同胞能相信的,只有域外游荡者本“人”的信誉。 Gawain does not know that Selena is concrete is thinking anything, but can also guess correctly 12 probably, after obviously the depressing moment is slightly silent, he shakes the head: „ Your need not so alerts to me, your nervous was excessive. My perhaps from the place that you do not understand, from ethnic group that you do not understand, but in this journey, I am only an ordinary traveller. 高文不知道赛琳娜具体在想些什么,但大概也能猜到一二,在略显压抑的片刻沉默之后,他摇了摇头:“你不用对我如此戒备,你们都紧张过头了。我或许来自一个你们不了解的地方,来自一个你们不了解的族群,但在这段旅途中,我只是个普普通通的旅行者。 I hope that establishes the cooperation with you , because I thought that Higher Level Narrator is a threat, but your Eternal Sleepers mission...... many are also worth by drawing. “我希望与你们建立合作,是因为我觉得上层叙事者是个威胁,而你们永眠者教团……多少还值得被拉一把。 Therefore relaxes, works as the cooperation between adult and person this, your nervous mentalities will be better.” “所以放松点吧,把这当成人与人之间的合作,你们的紧张心态就会好很多。” At this point, he deliberately stopped the moment, as if spoke thoughtlessly raise said: Moreover, you see me today personally, besides transmitting such a news, should have other words to want me to tell?” 说到这里,他刻意停顿了片刻,才仿佛随口提起般说道:“另外,你今天亲自来见我,除了传达这么一条消息之外,应该也有别的话想跟我说吧?” The Selena expression seems to be invariable, looked that actually suddenly became to the Gawain's look profound, after short considering, she really nods: My some questions, hope that can be explained your here.” 赛琳娜表情似乎不变,看向高文的眼神却突然变得深邃了一些,在短暂的斟酌之后,她果然点了点头:“我有一些疑问,希望能在您这里得到解答。” Asked that if I know.” “问吧,如果我知道的话。” You said that you arrive at this world to complete a promise,” Selena asked earnestly, „was this promise...... and 700 years ago Gawain Cecil is related?” “您说您来到这个世界是为了完成一个许诺,”赛琳娜非常认真地问道,“这个许诺……是和七百年前的高文·塞西尔有关么?” Yes.” Gawain nods confidently. “是。”高文坦然地点了点头。 „Can this promise...... the state that helped Gawain Cecil save him once to establish? Is helps all living things get rid of the Gods shackles? Was leads the mortal to pass magic tide?” “这个许诺……是要帮助高文·塞西尔拯救他曾建立的国度?是帮助众生摆脱神明的枷锁?是带领凡人度过魔潮?” Gawain welcomed the vision that Selena is full to carefully examine, he is thinking, finally actually shakes the head: I am indefinite.” 高文迎着赛琳娜充满审视的目光,他思索着,最后却摇了摇头:“我不确定。” Selena opened the eye immediately: „Are you indefinite?” 赛琳娜顿时睁大了眼睛:“您不确定?” I am indefinite,” on this issue, in front of Selena, Gawain has not gone to compile one in the future the lie that is difficult to make up, but is the choice in telling the facts under the premise guides the topic direction, „ I as if forgot some essential memories, possibly is some protective measures......, but I know, I and Gawain Cecil made a transaction, he uses his soul to change me to arrive at this world, therefore I came- “我不确定,”在这个问题上,在赛琳娜面前,高文没有去编造一个将来很难弥补的谎言,而是选择在实话实说的前提下引导话题方向,“我似乎遗忘了一些关键的记忆,可能是某种保护措施……但我知道,我和高文·塞西尔做了一笔交易,他用他的灵魂换我降临这个世界,所以我来了- „ After regaining consciousness, I see this world piece of chaos, the ancient land perishes in chaos, people are under inside and outside the civilization boundary threat, Kingdom are being terminally ill, but all these do not favor me enjoying the life calmly and steadily, therefore I do oneself want to do- these that the matter that I handle, you told. “苏醒之后,我看到这个世界一片混乱,古老的土地在混沌中沉沦,人们遭受着文明边界内外的威胁,王国病入膏肓,而这一切都非常不利于我安稳享受生活,于是我就做了自己想做的-我做的事情,正是你所讲述的那些。 I did not determine whether these things are the contents of during that time transaction, but my even more feeling...... I was doing recently, should be, or...... is Gawain Cecil that during that time I promise when making the transaction then recognized that I will do.” “我不确定这些事情是否就是当年交易的内容,但最近我愈发有一种感觉……我在做的,应该就是当年我所许诺的,或者说……是高文·塞西尔在做交易时便认定我会去做的。” Selena decides looks at Gawain, in that eye is somewhat surprised , some senses of relief of being unable to put things clearly, she blinks finally: You imagine me wants...... to be franker than and honest.” 赛琳娜定定地看着高文,那双眼睛中有些意外,也有些说不清道不明的放松感,最后她眨眨眼:“您比我想象的要……直率和坦诚。” Otherwise? Should alien traveller in your mind be what kind?” Gawain smiled, brings some Divine Attribute? Like steel and stone hard ice-cold, lacks the perception?” “不然呢?你心目中的域外游荡者应该是什么样?”高文笑了一下,“带着某种神性么?像钢铁和石头般坚硬冰冷,缺乏感性?” Almost,” Selena as if also appears a happy expression, „ said that you have forgotten and Gawain Cecil that time transaction detail, “差不多,”赛琳娜似乎也浮现出一丝笑意,“这么说,您已经忘记了和高文·塞西尔那次‘交易’的细节, Also does not remember why he was conducts that time with you transaction? ” Does not remember on the whole, but some fuzzy fragment appeared recently,” Gawain said, the vision falls on Selena, for example...... I know that you are concerned with it.” 也不记得他是为何与您进行那次‘交易’了?”“大体上不记得了,但最近有一些模糊的碎片浮现出来,”高文说道,目光落在赛琳娜身上,“比如……我知道你与之有关。” The Selena vision is quiet, is welcoming the Gawain's gaze confidently. 赛琳娜目光沉静,坦然迎着高文的注视。 You should be able to look, I inherited the Gawain Cecil memory, inheriting were many, but in a memory, there are him in the experience that Dragoncall Fjord goes to sea. In that special memory, I detected your strength. “你应该能看出来,我继承了高文·塞西尔的记忆,继承了非常多,而在其中一段记忆中,有他在唤龙峡湾出海的经历。在那段特殊的记忆中,我察觉了你的力量。 Therefore I believe firmly, you had participated in that matter, you know that transaction, therefore you should also know my existence, but today among us the conversation, making me even more confirm this point. “所以我确信,你曾经参与过那件事,你知道那次交易,因此你应该也早已知晓我的存在,而今天我们之间的交谈,让我愈发确认了这一点。 You said that your some questions, hopes that has been explained here, happen, now some of some of my also questions- can you explain?” “你说你有一些疑问,希望在我这里得到解答,正好,现在我也有一些疑问-你能解答么?” Gawain shows the modest smile, as if the old friend asked gentle kindly. 高文露出温和的微笑,仿佛老友般平和亲切地问道。 alien traveller dignified, he is many on the previous time meeting assembly hall enough, but that demonstrated was mainly the demonstration to the Eternal Sleepers believer who did not know the circumstances of the matter, present Selena Gehrfen is actually half insider, before her, Gawain decided to reveal slightly human nature side, was good to weaken this insider vigilance, thus avoided the unexpected trouble. 域外游荡者”的威严,他在上次的会议场上已经展示的够多了,但那主要是展示给不知情的永眠者教徒的,眼前的赛琳娜·格尔分却是半个知情者,在她面前,高文决定稍微流露出自己“人性”的一面,好减弱这位“知情者”的警惕,从而避免意料之外的麻烦。 The window extraterrestrial splendor and lights complement each other, the magic crystal lamp sends out the warm bright brilliance, Selena is standing side Gawain, bathes in the ray that this enhances one another's beauty, as if fell into the thinking , seems to be recalling, long time, she breaks silent. 窗外星辉与灯火交映,身后的魔晶石灯散发着温暖明亮的光辉,赛琳娜站在高文身旁,沐浴在这交相辉映的光芒中,似乎陷入了思索,又似乎正在回忆,良久,她才打破沉默。 All, change in Ancestral Peak, there is all beginnings, is three Religion falls into the dark beginning, is the beginning of that long-distance voyage......” “一切,都是在先祖之峰发生改变的,那里是一切的开端,是三教派堕入黑暗的开端,也是那次远航的开端……” Ancestral Peak?” Gawain heard let the accidental/surprised phrase, „you mean, was departing of Gawain Cecil during that time, related with Ancestral Peak?” 先祖之峰?”高文听到了让自己意外的字眼,“你的意思是,高文·塞西尔当年的出航,跟先祖之峰有关?” Selena slight bow: Since you inherited his memory, your definitely very clear during that time Dreamland Church, storm Church as well as Holy Spirit Druid at that ceremony that on Ancestral Peak is held?” 赛琳娜微微点点头:“既然您继承了他的记忆,那您肯定很清楚当年梦境教会、风暴教会以及圣灵德鲁伊先祖之峰上举行的那次仪式吧?” I know that an attempt that communicates Gods, causing three Church to receive Gods contamination, thus was born later three big dark Religion- this conclusion has the memory that portion stems from me to inherit, having portion is the achievement that I regain consciousness investigate until now for a long time.” “我知道,正是那次沟通神明的尝试,导致三个教会受到神明污染,从而诞生了之后的三大黑暗教派-这一结论有一部分源于我继承来的记忆,有一部分是我苏醒至今长时间调查的成果。” Selena nods again, she not in this two people known historical makes the entanglement, but continues saying: „ That event destroyed three god beliefs, and unprepared several Human Race Kingdom to other Church had the huge impact at that time. 赛琳娜再次点了点头,她没有在这段两人已知的历史上多做纠缠,而是继续说道:“那次事件摧毁了三个正神信仰,也对其他教会和当时立足未稳的几个人类王国造成了巨大的冲击。 At that time suffered contamination three big Religion to disintegrate, the Ancestral Peak eyewitness fell into crazy either, either died at the scene, fortunately survives by luck, vacant, has not established the belief connection other Church Priest, has not directly participated in personnel of ceremony situated in the Ancestral Peak surrounding. At that time no one can inform the outside world the matter, no one knows that was anything caused that fearful contamination and collective hysterical/frenzy. “当时遭受污染的三大教派分崩离析,先祖之峰的目击者要么陷入了疯狂,要么当场死亡,侥幸幸存下来的,只有茫然无措的、没有建立信仰连接的其他教会神官,以及位于先祖之峰外围、没有直接参与仪式的人员。没有人能把当时发生的事情告知外界,没有人知道到底是什么导致了那可怕的污染和集体狂乱。 After that for the stable will of the people, the phenomenon that also to explain Divine Spell regains, other Religion announced to the public in abundance so-called oracle, declared that was Myriad Gods cares for the mortal, lowered the new sacred regulation, but three Religion including Dreamland Church was because rejected oracle, encountered the exile, to fall into the darkness, but this stabilizes the view that the will of the people used eventually, cannot convince everyone, hid the truth from these is quite familiar with the Church high level, to the person of Religion operation quite understanding...... “在那之后,为了安定人心,也是为了解释神术失而复得的现象,其他教派纷纷对外宣布了所谓的‘神谕’,宣称是众神重新眷顾凡人,降下了新的神圣律法,而包括梦境教会在内的三个教派是因为拒绝神谕,才遭到放逐、堕入黑暗,但这终究是安定人心用的说法,不能说服所有人,更瞒不过那些对教会高层较为熟悉、对教派运作较为了解的人…… „The matter of many people's on to Ancestral Peak produced curiously, conducted investigation time and time again, includes Gawain Cecil.” “很多人对先祖之峰上发生的事情产生了好奇,展开了一次又一次的调查,其中也包括高文·塞西尔。” At this point, Selena turns the head, calmly the looks at Gawain's eye, the latter falls into during the recollection, after retrieving some essential memories, Gawain said looking pensive: I have the impression, shortly after that event, I went to there, but I only saw the abandoned ceremony field, hysterical/frenzy Priest destroyed there all, what clue has not stayed behind......” 说到这里,赛琳娜转过头来,静静地看着高文的眼睛,后者则陷入回忆之中,在检索了一些关键记忆之后,高文若有所思地说道:“我有印象,在那次事件之后不久,‘我’去过那里,但‘我’只看到了废弃的仪式场,狂乱的神官破坏了那里的一切,什么线索都没留下……” He already routine and equates Gawain Cecil in the conversations, once for a while will then say by the latter, Selena noticed this point obviously, but her anything had not said that but asked one: „Hasn't your what really discovered? Did you really only see the abandoned ceremony field there?” 他在言谈间已经习惯性把“高文·塞西尔”和自己画上等号,时不时便会以后者自称,赛琳娜显然注意到了这一点,但她对此什么都没说,只是反问了一句:“您真的什么都没发现么?您在那里真的只看到了废弃的仪式场么?” I remember that......” in the Gawain mind changes the memory picture that is inheriting, is recalling for 700 years ago the process that Gawain Cecil goes to the Ancestral Peak investigation truth , he knits the brows slowly, „, I am indefinite, some pictures are not continual.” “我记得……”高文脑海中翻动着继承来的记忆画面,回忆着七百年前高文·塞西尔前往先祖之峰探查真相的经过,慢慢地,他皱起眉来,“不,我不确定,有一些画面是不连续的。” Until this time, Gawain really also had the amnesia that has not detected conscious to him! 直到这时候,高文意识到他竟然还有未曾察觉的记忆缺失! His subconsciously looks to Selena: „Is this memory the hands and feet that you move?” 下意识地看向赛琳娜:“这段记忆是你动的手脚?” „...... Is,” Selena hesitated the moment, finally nods, I according to the instruction of Gawain Cecil, helping him eliminate remember, but I do not know that these memories contents- he said that these memories were dangerous, many knows, will advance a point toward the beyond redemption abyss the whole world, moreover finally they must be eliminated, therefore might as well from the beginning do not spy on.” “……是,”赛琳娜迟疑了片刻,最后还是点点头,“我按照高文·塞西尔的吩咐,帮助他清除了很多记忆,但我并不知道这些记忆的内容-他说那些记忆非常危险,多一个人知道,就会将整个世界朝万劫不复的深渊多推进一分,而且最终它们都是必须要被清除的,所以不如从一开始就不要窥探。” „...... I believe you,” Gawain said slowly, continues, Gawain Cecil goes to the Ancestral Peak investigation truth, what he possibly discovered, then? He returns after Ancestral Peak had what?” “……我相信你,”高文慢慢说道,“那么继续吧,高文·塞西尔先祖之峰调查真相,他可能发现了什么,然后呢?他从先祖之峰返回之后发生了什么?” He found us.” Selena said. “他找到了我们。”赛琳娜说道。 „Did he find you?!” Gawain is somewhat surprised, how did he find your? Especially you, how did he find your? After all you 700 years ago already......” “他找到了你们?!”高文有些惊讶,“他怎么找到你们的?尤其是你,他怎么找到你的?毕竟你七百年前就已经……” It seems like you had completely grasped me situation, has then become the fact of soul body including me 700 years ago,” Selena smiled, „ said honestly, I do not understand to the present......, in returns after Ancestral Peak, the Gawain Cecil condition is strange, he as if obtained some type suddenly seeing clearly ability, or some type revelation, he not only arranged the defense line in nearly the way of foreknowledge ahead of time and repelled several times of attacks of Aberrant Body, but also found several secret safe houses that storm Church and Dreamland Church survivor constructed easily-, even if these safe houses were located in unvisited. Wild mountains and plains forest, even if Gawain Cecil has not sent out any informer, even then Human Race does not know these wild mountains and plains forests had...... him to find them. “看来您已经完全掌握了我的‘情况’,包括我在七百年前便已经成为灵魂体的事实,”赛琳娜笑了一下,“坦白说,我到现在也不明白……在从先祖之峰返回后,高文·塞西尔的状态就非常奇怪,他仿佛突然获得了某种‘洞察’的能力,或者说某种‘启示’,他不但以近乎预知的方式提前布置防线并击退了畸变体的数次进攻,还轻而易举地找到了风暴教会以及梦境教会幸存者建造的几个秘密藏身处-哪怕这些藏身处位于人迹罕至的荒山野林,哪怕高文·塞西尔没有派出任何眼线,甚至当时的人类都不知道那些荒山野林的存在……他都能找到它们。 He first found was also maintaining sane storm Priest, invited them for him big ship that prepared to go to sea, later found Dreamland Priest that hid, wanted to obtain the protection in mind aspect, hopes that we can help him eliminate certain memories...... “他首先找到了还维持着理智的风暴牧师们,请他们为他准备出海的大船,随后又找到了躲藏起来的梦境神官们,希望得到心智方面的保护,希望我们能帮他清除某些记忆…… As you know, I at that time already...... death, but my soul lived in the special way, I by the plan attraction of Gawain Cecil, driven by curiosity, I and he conducted the conversation in Dreamland......” “如您所知,我当时已经……死亡,但我的灵魂以特殊的方式活了下来,我被高文·塞西尔的计划吸引,在好奇心的驱使下,我与他进行了梦境中的交谈……” These I do not know, Gawain said that „the memory of my defect are evidently many. What did you discuss?” “这些我也不知道,”高文说道,“看样子我缺失的记忆还不少。你们都谈了什么?” He said that he must take risk a time, seeks some opportunity,” Selena said slowly, he said that he knows we experienced anything, knows how we saw the terrible thing on Ancestral Peak, he said that he has means- is not necessarily successful, but at least can bring about a ray of hope.” “他说他要冒一次险,去寻求某个机会,”赛琳娜慢慢说道,“他说他知道我们经历了什么,知道我们在先祖之峰上看到了怎样可怕的东西,他说他有办法-不一定成功,但至少能带来一线希望。” Gawain is knitting the brows: In particular? He to you had not explained that is clearer?” 高文皱着眉:“具体的呢?他没有跟你解释更清楚一些?” This was complete,” Selena said that he cannot say was too clear, instance that because something...... said that then means that will bring in certain the gazes of existence. This point, you should also be very clear.” “这就是全部了,”赛琳娜说道,“他不能说的太清楚,因为有些事情……说出来的瞬间,便意味着会引来某些存在的注视。这一点,您应该也是很清楚的。” „...... Good, I understood that you apprehensions in this aspect,” Gawain shouted the tone, that because of these slurred words, you and Children of the Storm then decided that is running risks to help Gawain Cecil complete that time departs?” “……好吧,我理解你们在这方面的顾虑,”高文呼了口气,“那么就因为这些模糊不清的话,你和风暴之子们便决定冒着风险帮助高文·塞西尔完成那次出航?” Yes.” Selena nods slowly, said confidently. “是。”赛琳娜慢慢点头,坦然说道。 Gawain somewhat is unavoidably curious: Why?” 高文难免有些好奇:“为什么?” Selena is gazing at the Gawain's eye, long time said in a soft voice: alien traveller, you know the feeling of having no way out?” 赛琳娜注视着高文的眼睛,良久才轻声说道:“域外游荡者,您知道走投无路的感觉么?”
To display comments and comment, click at the button