Section 66: Recovers! Has been succeeding! 第66节:追回过去！一直在成功！ kā chā! 咔嚓！ The dim gloomy sky suddenly was bright, a lightning such as the sharp sword is common, pierces the horizon. Then a little bit bean big rain, pounds from the space thick dark cloud. 原本昏暗阴沉的天空骤亮,一道闪电如利剑一般,刺穿天际。接着一滴滴豆大的雨,从天上厚厚的乌云中砸下来。 At first xi xi su su, but was quick, the rainfall intensity was suddenly big. Whish a piece. 起先窸窸窣窣,但是很快,雨势骤大。哗哗哗一片。 The gale howls, the rolling up and pushing along raindrop, sweeps across entire Green Hills Island. 大风呼啸,卷动雨滴,席卷整个青山岛。 Thunderstorm rain, pouring comes. 一场雷暴雨,倾盆而来。 However the target range is not affected. weapon refinement great master refinement that the construction of Heavenly Song Academy, is good at constructing. For example the tertiary gate tower, without the status jade pendant walks does not pass. Also like the target range, the wind and rain does not invade. In target range uneventful, training as usual. Outside the target range is actually the heavy downpour. 不过靶场并不受影响。天歌书院的建筑,都是善于建筑的炼兵大师炼制的。比如三重门楼,没有身份玉佩都走不通。又如靶场,风雨不侵。靶场内风平浪静,集训照旧。靶场外却是大雨滂沱。 „young lord, or do I seek two people to come again?” Yan Que walks to go forward, inquired low voice. “少主,要不我再去寻两个人来？”颜缺走上前,小声地询问道。 Chu Yun looks at the Jin Bihan back, has not replied. 楚云看着金碧涵的背影,没有答话。 In the sky crack heaven and earth collapse thunder sound, the strong winds are curling the heavy rain, is dashing Green Hills Island. Dance of branch in gale. The rainfall intensity interwines, take shape one, nearly is the waterfall is piece by piece ordinary, pulls day of pulls the place lets fall. 天空中炸响着天地崩溃般的雷音,狂风卷着大雨,冲撞着青山岛。树枝在大风中狂舞。雨势交织在一起,形成一片片,近乎是瀑布一般,扯天扯地的垂落下来。 The weather is dim, was shot from time to time brightly by the lightning. The noise of the rain, whistling the wind sound/rumor, rumble the thunderclap interwines, washes out the Chu Yun's eardrum. 天色昏暗,又时而被闪电射亮。哗哗的雨声、呼呼的风声、隆隆的雷声交织在一起,冲刷楚云的耳膜。 But Jin Bihan is dragging the body of come all alone, walks lonely in rain the strong winds heavy rain. 而金碧涵拖着形单影只的身体,孤独地行走在狂风大雨当中。 Her body is petite, at this time seems emaciated. She is lowering the head, remains silent the non- throat to lead the way, the step is strenuous, as if momentarily by the appearance that the gale will blow down. 她的身躯本身就娇小,此时更显得羸弱。她垂着头,闷声不吭地前行着,步伐吃力,似乎随时会被大风刮倒的样子。 The Chu Yun look decides visits her, suddenly, he as if saw of previous generation! 楚云眼神定定地看着她,一刹那间,他仿佛看到了前世的自己！ That time he , the youth was once young. The adoptive father body dies, entrusts Shu Family Island, actually drove out by the Madame Shu mother and children. 那时的他,也曾经青春年少。义父身死,托付舒家岛,却被舒夫人母子三人赶了出去。 He is alone and forsaken, loses presence of mind at a loss. Walks on the land of foreign land, on sudden downpour. To the future confusedness , the body harboring resentment pain, actually knows weak, revenges hopelessly. 他孤苦伶仃,茫然失措。走在异乡的土地上,恰逢骤雨。对未来一片迷茫,又身怀恨痛,却知势单力孤,报仇无望。 The feeling of failure is painful, being defeated is more painful, clearly knows the failure, in the front is waiting for itself. 失败的感觉是痛苦的,比失败更痛苦的,是明知道失败在前方等着自己。 This is a suffering. 这是一种煎熬。 Pain extremely. 痛楚万分。 No matter you how diligently, no matter your how hissing cried out, the pain moaned, failure there. 不管你如何努力,不管你如何嘶声呐喊,痛苦呻吟,失败就在那里。 Probably the destiny in silent taunted you, making you realize tiny, making you know that what/anything is called sorrowfully. 好像是命运在无声地嘲讽你,让你体会到渺小,让你知道什么叫做悲哀。 Chu Yun understands Jin Bihan. He knows, in this time eye: Fresh flower of being in full bloom, is on the wane. Sounding of nightingale, is not interesting to listen. 楚云十分理解金碧涵。他知道,在她此时的眼中:盛开的鲜花,也是凋零。夜莺的鸣叫,也不动听。 Can find the resonance like Jin Bihan on Chu Yun, in turn Chu Yun similarly so. 就像金碧涵能在楚云身上找到共鸣,反过来楚云同样如此。 Jin Bihan looks like of previous generation, family's base industry was stolen, but the enemy influence is too too big. A person is weak, in front of this colossus, absolutely does not have the successful possibility. 金碧涵就像是前世的自己,家族的基业被人窃取,而敌方势力太强太大。一个人势单力孤,在这种庞然大物面前,根本就没有成功的可能性。 The night past events, have the night mood. Chu Yun this time mood, is very heavy. 黑夜的往事,就有黑夜般的心情。楚云此时的心情,也十分沉重。 „young lord? Today but last day, again uncertain quota, but reminded in side on......” Yan Que in a soft voice. “少主？今天可是最后一天,再不定名额,可就……”颜缺在旁轻声地提醒道。 Chu Yun clenches teeth: „Waiting a bit moment.” 楚云咬了咬牙:“稍待片刻。” Spoke these words, he takes a step suddenly, leaves the range of target range, intruded the rain curtain! 说完这句话,他忽然迈步,离开靶场的范围,闯入了雨帘！ Shortly, the wind and rain adds the body, his whole body soaks immediately. The wind and rain like the note, covers up his field of vision, the sky is dim, making him not see clearly the front path. 顷刻间,风雨加身,他浑身立即湿透。风雨如注,遮掩他的视野,天空昏暗,让他看不清楚前方的道路。 The Jin Bihan form, has disappeared from the eye. 金碧涵的身影,早已从眼中消失。 Big rainstorm! 好大的一场暴雨！ Chu Yun clenches teeth, opens the eyes reluctantly, starts to take a step, runs. 楚云咬牙,勉强睁开双眼,开始迈步,奔跑起来。 He must catch up with Jin Bihan, he thought that must say some words listen to her, although oneself do not know that will say anything. 他要追上金碧涵,他觉得要说一些话给她听,尽管自己也不知道会说些什么。 The strong winds howl, rain cats and dogs, among heaven and earth grey boundless chilly, as if binds all things in inside, looks not distinctly. 狂风呼啸,大雨倾盆,天地间灰茫茫冷飕飕,似乎将一切的事物都裹在里面,看不分明。 Have you been defeated? 你失败过吗？ The humans affair on such as this violent storm, binds you, making you unable to detect the truly correct road. 世事就如这狂风暴雨,裹住你,让你察觉不到真正正确的路。 Have you been defeated? 你失败过吗？ Looks that the competitor bluffs and blusters before oneself, the corner of the eye overflow disdains and despises. Looks at the friend disappointed look of own family member, is listening to their regrettable sighs. 看着竞争者在自己面前耀武扬威,眼角溢出不屑和轻视。看着自己的亲人、友人失望的眼神,听着他们遗憾的叹息。 Have you been defeated? 你失败过吗？ Is listening to the story of upper dog, feels unattainable. Envied at the same time, felt oneself are so base and low. 听着成功者的故事,感觉遥不可及。羡慕的同时,又觉得自己是如此卑微。 Have you been defeated? 你失败过吗？ That person who people gather round the victory, the fresh flower and applause is crowding around that person. But you shrink in the shadow, licks to lick the wound in heart silently. 人们围着胜利的那个人,鲜花和掌声簇拥着那个人。而你缩在阴影中,默默地舔舐着心中的伤口。 Have you been defeated? 你失败过吗？ Even tried hard, not expected result. Does not have the strength to cry, without the courage shouted. The sunlight only shines others' world. 即便是努力了,也没有得到料想的结果。没有力气去哭,没有勇气去喊。阳光只照耀别人的世界。 „I have been defeated!” In the past, attacked the Chu Yun heartstrings, in the chest is surging. At this moment, his misconception, felt suddenly oneself pursue is not Shi Jiaming. But is of his previous generation! “我失败过！”往昔的一幕幕,冲击着楚云心弦,胸中激荡。此刻,他忽然有一种错觉,感觉自己追的不是石嘉明。而是他前世的自己！ Of that failure ; Early aging body, being scarred ; Looks that own foe is increasingly powerful, who are incapable of revenging. 那个失败的自己;早衰的身躯,伤痕累累的自己;看着自己的仇敌日益强大,无力报仇的自己。 In this moment, he probably in the road of pass time passage period. This life, who must pursue the previous generation. Initial that drenched the heavy rain, the whole body is soaking, goes down in the world the hopeless youngster. 在这一刻,他好像在通过时间的甬道。今生,要去追逐前世的自己。当初的那个淋着大雨,浑身湿透,落魄无望的少年。 However 23 years, path Taichang. 但是二十三年,路太长了。 Precarious, probably pursues no matter how, could not catch up. 风雨飘摇,好像不管怎么追,也追不上了。 „I have been defeated, but...... I do not want to be defeated again!” Chu Yun clenches teeth, cried out in the heart, dashes about wildly in the wind and rain. He no longer is pure tracking down Jin Bihan, is more like a challenge. “我失败过,但是……我不想再失败了！”楚云咬牙,在心中呐喊,在风雨中狂奔。他不再是单纯的追寻金碧涵,更像是一场挑战。 He must go facing oneself previous generation, the pain and regret that is sure, are unwilling and feel inferior. 他要去面对自己的前世,那一切切的痛楚和懊悔,不甘和自卑。 He must pursue! 他要去追回来！ 23 years of base and low, 23 years of failure. 二十三年的卑微,二十三年的失败。 He opens big mouth, is breathing heavily, the rainwater flows in backward the entrance. In the fuzzy field of vision, presented the form of Jin Bihan difficult journey. 他张开大嘴,喘着粗气,雨水倒灌入口。模糊的视野中,出现了金碧涵艰难跋涉的身影。 At this moment becomes very long, the world is dim, wind and rain noisy also eliminates gradually. In the Chu Yun's eye was only left over front that form. 这一刻变得很漫长,世界都昏暗下来,风吹雨打的嘈杂也渐渐消去。楚云的眼中只剩下了前方那个身影。 The shadow of own previous generation, superposes with Jin Bihan together. 自己前世的影子,和金碧涵重合在一起。 This life, to the front form are that far, is that near. 今生的自己,离前方的身影是那么远,又是那么近。 This is the mental journey. 这是心路历程。 Whistling Exhales…… 呼呼呼…… The ear bank as if can only hear oneself are breathing heavily the thick air/Qi, with bang bang bang heartbeat. Chu Yun clench teeth, makes a great effort, several big strides. 耳畔似乎只听得见自己喘着的粗气,和砰砰砰的心跳。楚云咬牙,一股作气,几个大跨步。 Caught up! 追上了！ He arm that holds Jin Bihan. 他一把抓住金碧涵的胳膊。 Jin Bihan one startled, then looks, seeing are Chu Yun! 金碧涵一惊,回头一看,见是楚云！ „How is you? Drops.” Her sound is worn out, was destroyed almost to hit by the wind and rain sound cannot hear clearly. “怎么是你？放手。”她的声音有气无力,被风雨声摧打得几乎听不清。 „Shi Jiaming, you listened to me saying that I have been defeated!” Chu Yun exclaimed loudly. The rainwater like the note, almost hits him unable to open eyes. The strong winds sweep across, a opens the mouth is rainwater flows in backward. “石嘉明,你听我说,我失败过！”楚云大声吼道。雨水如注,打得他几乎睁不开眼。狂风席卷,一张口就是一口雨水倒灌进来。 Jin Bihan stares, the words that Chu Yun spoke are very towering, the senseless feeling, making her perplexed. 金碧涵一愣,楚云说的话很突兀,没头没脑的感觉,让她不明所以。 „No mistake, I also know that the end is defeated. I on archery compared with Hua Ying. But how can this? Am I compared with Hua Ying, am defeated? No, that is failure in others eyes!” “没有错,我也知道尽头就是失败。我在箭术上比不过花英。但这又能如何呢？我比不过花英,就是失败吗？不,那是别人眼中的失败！” „Even if front one not the mountain that is possible to surmount, I must go forward! Has a look at itself to achieve what situation, under the result of failure, weighs own calibre. The success does not need others to define!” “哪怕是前方有一座不可能翻越的高山,我也要前进！看看自己能做到什么地步,在失败的结果下,衡量自己的器量。成功不需要别人来定义！” „What is failed? What is successful? From the beginning insists, does not give up. After the conclusion , the accepting with pleasure result, did not regret. This is successful!” “什么是失败？什么是成功？一开始就坚持住,不放弃。结束后欣然接受结果,不后悔。这就是成功！” Chu Yun bellows repeatedly, since spoke to Jin Bihan, bellowed to of previous generation! 楚云连声大吼,既是对金碧涵说话,也是对前世的自己大吼！ He must to of previous generation say that- you do not have the failure! You have been succeeding! Holding on to the last, does not fear the failure, is successful! 他要对前世的那个自己说-你没有失败！你一直在成功！坚持到底,不惧失败,就是成功！ The Jin Bihan tender body shock, is looking at the present youngster dumbfoundedly to own rave. 金碧涵娇躯剧震,目瞪口呆地望着眼前的少年在对自己狂吼。 The Chu Yun's words, the golden lightning, cuts the haze that in her heart piles up probably together. 楚云的话,像是一道金色闪电,划破她心中积压的阴霾。 The truth everybody will say, but is sincere, is actually not everyone can achieve. 道理谁都会讲,但是情真意切,却不是所有人能够做得到的。 Chu Yun achieved, the affection of the heart reveals, makes in the Jin Bihan heart the shock, arouses the resonance. 楚云做到了,发自内心的深情流露,令金碧涵心中剧震,引发共鸣。 Chu Yun grabs her hand suddenly, presses on own chest. 楚云忽然抓住她的手,摁在自己的胸膛上。 Jin Bihan is caught off guard. 金碧涵措手不及。 „Felt? So long as the person is living, the heart will be beating unceasingly, no matter how poverty-stricken hopeless situation, it has been insisting! If it admitted the failure, diligently how gave up being able? The consequence is dreadful! Do not lower the head in the face of the result of failure, once oneself admit defeat, really all lost!” Chu Yun stubbornly the hand of Jin Bihan, according to own chest. The strength is much bigger. “感受到了吗？只要人活着,心脏就会不断地跳动着,不管外界如何困苦绝境,它一直在坚持！如果它承认失败,放弃努力了会怎样？后果不堪设想！不要在失败的结局面前低头,自己一旦认输,就真的全输了！”楚云死死地将金碧涵的手,按在自己的心口。力道大得惊人。 The Jin Bihan facial expression stagnates, both eyes look at Chu Yun crazily. 金碧涵神情凝滞,双目痴痴地看着楚云。 Has such moment, she felt suddenly the surrounding violent storm, vanished. The entire world is quiet, is only left over her and Chu Yun two people. 有这么一刻,她忽然感觉到周围的狂风暴雨,统统都消失了。全世界静悄悄的,只剩下她和楚云两个人。 Four items double right, in Chu Yun slightly red both eyes, performing is sincere and hope. 四目双对,楚云微红的双目中,尽是恳切和期盼。 In the Jin Bihan chest starts the dreadful mighty waves, she frowns lightly, wants to bears, but has not endured patiently eventually. 金碧涵胸中掀起滔天波澜,她轻皱起眉头,想要忍住,但终究没有忍耐下来。 The tearful eyes flood, cries loudly! 泪眼滂沱,大声而哭！ „Chu Yun, your bastard......” she is weeping bitterly, is venting own emotion willfully. “楚云,你这个混蛋……”她痛哭着,恣意地发泄着自己的情感。 Her personality stronger, has not cried before others. 她性情要强,从来没有在他人面前哭过。 Chu Yun is 1st. 楚云是第一个。 „Really loses face.” In the Jin Bihan heart is thinking, covers the face with another hand, weeps bitterly loudly. For the last few days heart heavy burden, as if with weeping sound, gradually dissipation. “真是丢脸啊。”金碧涵心中在想,用另一只手捂住脸,大声痛哭。连日来的心中重负,似乎随着哭声,渐渐消散。 Her tender body is incapable, not voluntarily, forehead gradually by the Chu Yun's shoulder. 她娇躯无力,不自觉地,额头就渐渐地靠在了楚云的肩膀上。 Chu Yun does not care, extends the arm, embraces in it the bosom. Seemed like his past, his previous generation, hauled in oneself bosom. 楚云并不在意,伸出手臂,将其揽进怀中。就好像是将他的过去,他前世的自己,拉进自己的怀中。 Combining. 合二为一。 All of a sudden, seemed like the whole person to obtain the sublimation, the Chu Yun's both eyes fine glow electricity shot. The dim weather, the squally shower thunder, could not cover such vision. He pats the shoulder of Jin Bihan, under the heavy rain covers, has not spoken again. 一下子,就好像是整个人都得到了升华,楚云的双目精芒电射。昏暗的天色,狂风骤雨电闪雷鸣,都遮挡不了这样的目光。他拍拍金碧涵的肩膀,在大雨笼罩下,没有再说话。