SCOP :: Volume #16

#1: Struggling


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Everyone innermost feelings have the thing that oneself want, this type of thing generally is called, but, is unable to fill up, in the myth, this sentiment is called the person inherent pardoned crime, the unreasonable view, because of itself, appears along with the birth of life by no means that is our instinct, is we flows the beastly nature in bone to manifest. 每个人内心都有自己想要的东西,这种东西一般被称为,而,是无法填满的,在神话中,这种感情被称为人与生俱来的原罪,并非是没有道理的说法,因为本身,就是伴随着生命的诞生而出现的,是我们的本能,是我们流淌在骨子里的兽性体现。 When you have 10 dollars, you will long for 100, is 1000, finally is the 1 w block, this is also only money, in the sentiment and life of human, always has the lots, be more important than money... But this type regarding earnestly seeking of important goods, appears more dangerous. 当你有10块钱的时候,你会渴望100块,然后是1000块,最后是1w块,这还只是金钱,在人类的感情和生活中,总有很多东西,要比金钱更重要...而这种对于重要物品的渴求,也会显得更加危险。 But in the life has lots similarly, was you loses is very difficult to look . Moreover the time of losing was longer, was more painful, treasure that for example treasured, for example love and kinship, this was human is purest the non- flaw the happy sentiment, most times, it can urge human to create the miracle, darkness that but in turn, grew from these happy sentiments, fearfully to letting the person will be hard to imagine. 而生命中同样有很多东西,是你失去了就很难找回来,而且失去的时间越久,就越痛苦,比如珍爱的宝物,比如爱情和亲情,这是人类最纯真无瑕的美好感情,在很多时候,它都能驱使人类创造出奇迹,但反过来,从这些美好感情里衍生出的黑暗,也会可怕到让人难以想象。 Hey, Chief, the underground gambling establishment in Downtown had been destroyed!” “喂,局长,下城区的地下赌场已经被摧毁!” In the aircraft interphone has broadcast the inspector Swann's capable voice, will be is distracted Gordon to awaken, the latter grasps the aircraft interphone, said in a low voice: That receives the team, Swann, pays attention to shut in the police authorities the main suspect.” 通话器里传来了探长斯旺干练的声音,将处于走神中的戈登惊醒,后者抓起通话器,低声说:“那就收队吧,斯旺,注意把主要的涉案人关进警局。” That remaining people? Chief, can I also catch them?” “那剩下的人呢?局长,我要不要把他们也抓起来?” The voice of inspector Swann listens to have the working zeal, but his request actually by a Gordon veto: 斯旺探长的声音听上去非常有干劲,但他的要求却被戈登一口否决: No! Does not need, put them.” “不!不需要,把他们都放了吧。” What?” “什么?” The voice of inspector Swann improved several degrees fiercely, some the young people of hating the wicked as if they were personal enemies do not care about both's status in this moment, not shouting of indignation: How can such do! Chief, we cannot the ignores they...” 斯旺探长的声音猛地提高了好几度,这个有些嫉恶如仇的年轻人在这一刻不顾及两者的身份,不忿的喊到:“怎么能这么做!局长,我们不能放任他们...” „Do you want to do? Swann, told me!” “那你想怎么做?斯旺,告诉我!” Gordon's voice also becomes low and deep: „The gamblers who if we hold each feed in the prison, does not take 3 days, the entire Gotham's prison will be full! There closed/pass the repeat offenders to be unable to withstand the load! Do you make me look to be worth to where trusting are willing to brave the danger to interrogate their police officers? How many day of classes you and can your brothers add to be able their matters to interrogate? In you for one crowd of meaningless gambler busy time in, will how many people be under a more dangerous threat?” 戈登的声音也变得低沉起来:“如果我们把每一个抓住的赌徒都送进监狱,不需要3天,整个哥谭的监狱就会爆满!那里只是关重刑犯都已经不堪重负了!你让我到哪里去找值得信赖又愿意冒着危险去审讯他们的警员?你和你的兄弟们又要加几天班才能把他们的事情审讯完毕?在你们为一群毫无意义的赌徒忙碌的时间里,又有多少人会遭受到更危险的威胁?” This a series of sharp question makes just above inspector Swann not know that should say any good, but Gordon has realized probably also oneself tone some, therefore he has stopped the moment, in a low voice said: 这一连串犀利的反问让正义上头的斯旺探长不知道该说什么好,而戈登大概也意识到了自己的语气有些过了,于是他停顿了片刻,就低声说: Swann, I knows you in the central city police authorities dry/does is very good, I can also understand that you hold a protection just heart to be transferred to another post Gotham, what actually wants to make, but you know the result of person previous wants such to make what is? I regard as important you very much, really... I do not want to make you second Harvey Dent! Everybody are praising his fact, but is that also what kind of? The people died, anything did not have!” “斯旺,我知道你在中央城警局干的很不错,我也能理解你抱着一颗保护正义的心调职到哥谭,到底想做些什么,但是你知道上一个这么想这么做的人的结局是什么吗?我很看重你,真的...我不想让你成为第二个哈维.登特!人人都在传颂他的事迹,但那又怎么样?人死了,就什么都没了!” Here is Gotham, Swann, here has one set of own rule and taboo, here is different from any cities of other states! Here, you want into the hero, before must discard you first all experiences, listening to me saying that delivered to the police authorities these bastards, then went back to rest! This is the order, inspector Swann.” “这里是哥谭,斯旺,这里有一套属于自己的规则和禁忌,这里和其他州的任何城市都不一样!在这里,你想要成为英雄,就要先抛掉你之前的所有经验,听我说,把那些混蛋送到警局,然后回去休息!这是命令,斯旺探长。” Opposite silent the moment, Swann's voice has conveyed: 对面沉默了片刻,斯旺的声音传来: Yes, Chief, but I am not very willingly!” “是的,局长,但我很不甘心!” I am not willing! Nobody will be resigned...” “我也不甘心!没人会甘心...” Gordon arrives at the office window, looks at the Gotham's dim light of night, he breathed a sigh of relief, said in a soft voice: But this is Gotham, goes, I authorized your 5 days to be on leave, hoping this to make your mood better.” 戈登走到办公室窗户边,看着哥谭的夜色,他舒了口气,轻声说:“但这就是哥谭,去吧,我批准你的5天休假了,但愿这能让你心情好一些。” After several minutes, Gordon has put down the aircraft interphone in hand, his exhausted by own office chair, the white-haired head by the chair, will hold the missing Harvey Dent good fortune, in the two years has more and more to be chosen Gotham to experience by the young police officer who inpels justly, most of them will be frightened by the Gotham ferocious criminal scared shitless, the present criminals and past super criminals, even were the past Gotham criminal syndicate compare freely, weak simply was not the tiny bit. 几分钟之后,戈登放下了手里的通话器,他疲惫的靠在自己的办公椅上,将满头白发的脑袋靠在了椅子上,托失踪的哈维.登特的福气,这两年有越来越多被正义感召的年轻警员会选择来哥谭体验一下,他们中的大部分都会被哥谭穷凶极恶的罪犯吓得屁滚尿流,尽管现在的罪犯和当年的超级罪犯们,甚至是当年的哥谭黑帮相比,弱的简直不是一星半点。 However Gordon actually not repugnant this matter, in fact, only then had been tested by the danger truly, he can determine which people are worth training truly, which people are unreliable, situated in the Gotham very bad public security, he has needed to be able, moreover police officer and inspector who can assume sole responsibility for an important task. 不过戈登却不讨厌这回事,实际上,只有真正被危险考验过,他才能确定哪些人是真正值得培养的的,哪些人是靠不住的,介于哥谭一直很糟糕的治安,他非常需要有能力,而且能独当一面的警员和探长。 Eddy. Swann...” “艾迪.斯旺...” Gordon takes off the eyeglasses, is rubbing forehead, is meditating this name, inspector Swann, 24 years old, before was the inspector in central city, this was even level transfers, that has the sense of justice young people very much, the working ability was extremely splendid, Gordon wanted to train him with emphasis, but saw Swann each time, Gordon will remember Harvey... This makes him not dare Swann to advance in a more important position. 戈登摘下眼镜,揉着额头,默念着这个名字,斯旺探长,年仅24岁,之前是中央城的探长,这算是平级调动,那是个很有正义感的年轻人,工作能力极其出色,戈登想要重点培养他,但每次看到斯旺,戈登都会想起哈维...这让他一直不敢将斯旺推到更重要的位置上。 He is afraid makes same mistakes over again! 他害怕重蹈覆辙! Although before the present Gotham dark forces are inferior, but side Swann does not have Batman and Red Devil helps him... Moreover is Batman and Red Devil also goes into action, Harvey actually... 虽说现在的哥谭黑暗势力远不如以前,但斯旺身边也没有蝙蝠侠红色.魔鬼帮助他...而且就算是蝙蝠侠红色.魔鬼同时出马,哈维却还是... ... Waits looks again.” “唔...等等再看吧。” Gordon spunks up, he puts on the eyeglasses, prepares to start the tonight's staying up late work, Gordon does not know own how long had not gone home, in fact, after he delivers oneself children the overseas go to school, in his innermost feelings in resisting that empty family/home, in previous time with the evil resistance, he loses wife Barbara who he has helped one another in difficult time, he forever is unable to forget that night, that night, he lost part in life. 戈登强打起精神,他重新戴上眼镜,准备开始今晚的熬夜工作,戈登已经不知道自己多久没有回过家了,实际上,在他把自己的儿女送到国外上学之后,他内心里就一直在抗拒回去那个空荡荡的家,在上一次和邪恶的对抗中,他失去了他相濡以沫的妻子芭芭拉,他永远无法忘记那个夜晚,那一夜,他失去了生命里的一部分。 Every one time returns to own house, he will remember once with the time that Barbara spent, the collision of this happy recollection and ice-cold reality, the association makes Gordon have crazy of painful wishing one could suicide. 每一次回到自己的房子里,他都会想起曾经和芭芭拉度过的时光,这种甜蜜的回忆和冰冷现实的碰撞,总会让戈登有种痛苦的恨不得自杀的疯狂。 But he cannot... After losing the love again, besides own children, Gotham, is he finally believes. 但他不能...再失去了挚爱之后,除了自己的儿女之外,哥谭,就是他最后的信仰。 However no matter tonight Gordon how strongly attention, his look does not have the means to stay in the document is too long, his innermost feelings also think of another matter. 不过今晚不管戈登怎么集中注意力,他的眼神都没办法在文件上停留太久,他的内心还装着另一件事情。 Bang “砰” Chief Gordon agitated breaks off directly the pen in hand, he is breathing in gulps, as if in making difficult a decision, finally, he closes one's eyes, takes off the eyeglasses, put out a hand to turn on drawer on hand, from took out the dark correspondence that folded, merely was externally, this letter fell should the time not be short in his hands. 戈登局长烦躁的将手里的笔直接掰断,他大口大口的呼吸着,似乎是在做一个艰难的决定,最终,他闭着眼睛,摘下眼镜,伸手打开了手边的抽屉,从其中取出了一封折叠起来的黑暗信函,仅仅是从外观上来看,这封信落在他手里应该时间不短了。 He opens it, on that is not long a few words: 他将其打开,那上面是并不长的一段话: Dear Chief Gordon: When you see this letter, you should note the Gotham's present situation. Regarding you such outstanding police officer, I never expected that our activities can hide the truth from your eye, right, we are planning something, I can tell you clearly, we must capture Gotham! But to not destroy... In fact, we are only the pure wish revenge, but you, you definitely know that we must take revenge to whom.” “亲爱的戈登局长:当你看到这封信的时候,你应该已经注意到了哥谭的现状。对于你这样优秀的警员而言,我从未奢望我们的活动能瞒过你的眼睛,没错,我们在策划一些事情,我可以明明白白的告诉你,我们要夺取哥谭!但并不是为了摧毁...实际上,我们只是单纯的想要复仇,而你,你肯定知道我们要向谁复仇。” When sees here, I thought that your innermost feelings definitely are thinking how to eradicate us, but believes me, you do not need like this! Because you have a better choice... About you gentle virtuous wife, Barbara. Ms. Gordon, loses the love taste I to be very clear, that defeats the pain of any brave warrior sufficiently, we have been paying attention to you, now what we are also very clear you most to need is anything.” “在看到这里的时候,我觉得你内心肯定想着如何铲除我们,但相信我,你不必这样!因为你有更好的选择...关于你温柔贤淑的妻子,芭芭拉.戈登女士,失去挚爱的滋味的我很清楚,那是足以打垮任何勇士的痛苦,我们一直在关注你,我们也很清楚你现在最需要的是什么。” Makes me tell you, making person of resurrecting dying not be fantasy story, but I, we were capable of enough achieving this point! I do not have the means to make you show now, only if you believe me... You can inquire to Devil Gang, but I can guarantee, they cannot achieve this point!” “让我来告诉你吧,让死去之人复活并非天方夜谭,而我,我们有足够的能力做到这一点!我现在没办法让你证明,除非你相信我...或者,你可以向魔鬼帮询问,但我可以保证,他们做不到这一点!” Now, makes the choice, Mr. Gordon, is your city is more important, is your wife is more important, makes you make this difficult decision very much regrettably once more, but... This is necessary!” “现在,做出选择吧,戈登先生,是你的城市更重要,还是你的妻子更重要,很遗憾让你再次做出这个艰难的决定,但...这是必要的!” Above this letter final inscription, a shoddy smiling face, as well as made Gordon look will unable to bear the anger and hatred words: 在这封信最后的落款之上,还有个拙劣的笑脸,以及一句让戈登看了就会忍不住怒火和仇恨的话: You do not think that really all chief criminal Joker did die? No, he does not have! Under the protection of your good friend Cyber Hawk, his live is very good, moistens very much, this world is such is unfair, the person like him, already damn fell, but you do not have the means to take revenge personally... However should not be worried, now, I give you this opportunity similarly...” “你不会真的以为一切的罪魁祸首小丑死了吧?不,他没有!在你的好朋友赛伯.霍克的保护下,他活的很好,很滋润,这个世界本来就是如此的不公平,像他那样的人,早就该死掉了,但你偏偏却没办法亲手复仇...不过别担心,现在,我同样把这个机会交给你...” „After completing the decision, relates us, Chief Gordon... I believe that we become the genuine good friends.” “做好决定之后,来联系我们吧,戈登局长...我相信,我们会成为真正的好朋友的。” fu... Cyber Hawk, you really... Really and Joker...” “呋...赛伯.霍克,你真的...真的和小丑...” Stopped smoking very long Gordon to fish out a cigar from drawer most deep place, he by the stance that one type relaxes extremely by the chair, the ignition, deeply has attracted haze. 已经戒烟很久的戈登从抽屉最深处摸出了一根雪茄,他以一种极其放松的姿态靠在椅子上,点燃,深吸了一口烟气。 cough cough coughs 咳咳咳” A series of cough sounds broke the peace of office, suppresses in the complexion red Gordon's to place hand cigar at present, in the office is not under the bright light, whatever the mellow haze scatters everywhere is, his look becomes is chaos and blurred, maintained this stance to cross for enough 5 minutes, will look like in the ponder future philosopher, was one pulls out to the body of soul likely, only left behind one to have the empty shell under this light. 一连串咳嗽声打破了办公室的宁静,憋得脸色通红的戈登将手里的雪茄放在眼前,在办公室并不算光明的灯光之下,任由醇厚的烟气散落的到处都是,他的眼神变得混沌而迷离,维持着这个姿态过了足足5分钟,就像是在思考未来的哲人,又像是一具被抽离了灵魂的肢体,只留下一具空壳在这灯光之下。 This struggles, innermost feelings most deep place, two sounds are whooshing crazily, makes him spell completely all takes revenge, another makes him maintain the present situation, looks like anything has not occurred. 这就是挣扎,内心最深处,两个声音在疯狂嘶吼着,一个让他拼尽一切去复仇,另一个让他维持现状,就像是什么都没发生过。 But the issue is, what can regard not to occur really? Looks with own eyes the dearest person is crashing into the sea of fire at present, is helpless, then by one is considered friend betrayal that can trust, all misery and suffering that all these, he suffers, all betrayals and rumors that he endures, on him all weak and shame... What can regard not to occur really? 但问题在于,真的能够当成什么都没发生过吗?亲眼看着最亲爱的人在眼前坠入火海,却无能为力,然后又被一个被认为可以信赖的朋友背叛,这一切,他遭受的一切苦难和折磨,他忍受的一切背叛和谎言,他身上的一切软弱和羞辱...真的可以当成什么都没发生过吗? If you, you will choose to endure? 如果是你,你会选择忍受吗? Bang “砰” Gordon stands up, shoves open the chair, takes up the pistol on table, placed in the hand to look repeatedly several times, this followed the spear/gun on him already many years, drank the blood of gangster full, never truly has actually done any matter for own master. 戈登站起身,推开椅子,拿起桌子上的手枪,放在手里反复看了几次,这把枪跟在他身上已经好多年了,饱饮匪徒的鲜血,却从未为自己的主人真正做过什么事情。 If your most lifetime to brightly be paying, then you are doomed to crash into the dark enticement very much opposeless, if this enticement is insufficient, then again adds one happily, the bait of thing you most treasure... This is a frank and upright snare, but now, Gordon thought oneself have been possible to draw back roadless, the front did not have other groups to walk. 如果你的大半辈子都在为光明付出,那么你注定很难抵抗坠入黑暗的诱惑,如果这诱惑还不够,那么就再加一丝最美好,你最珍视的事物的诱饵...这是个光明正大的圈套,但现在,戈登觉得自己已经无路可退,前方更是没有其他路能走了。 He deeply takes a breath, presses to extinguish in the ash-tray the cigar ruthlessly, then has loaded into the pistol the pocket, takes down the coat to throw over on the body, he looked at his office, in the eye has flashed through a vacillation, but next quarter, he because as if this vacillation felt that the shame, a wicked fist has pounded on the wall, the blood from referring to the seams flowed out. 他深吸一口气,将雪茄在烟灰缸里狠狠摁灭,然后将手枪装进了口袋里,取下大衣披在身上,他看了一眼自己的办公室,眼睛里闪过了一丝动摇,但下一刻,他似乎因为这种动摇感觉到了耻辱,恶狠狠的一拳砸在墙上,鲜血从指缝间流出。 Very pain, the skin was damaged by abrasion, the friction of flesh and wall is very sore, but that even cannot compare 1/1000 that Gordon innermost feelings withstand! 很疼,皮肤被擦破,血肉和墙壁的摩擦很疼,但那甚至比不上戈登内心承受的1! Although very difficult... But I have made the decision after all.” “虽然很艰难...但我毕竟做了决定。” Bang “砰” The light of office goes out in this moment thoroughly, on the corridor of surrounding, together the lonely and silent form is getting more and more far, until vanishes in the corner thoroughly, looks like marches into the hell to be the same, gradually, does not stay. 办公室的灯光在这一刻彻底熄灭,在外围的走廊上,一道孤独而沉默的身影越来越远,直至彻底消失在拐角,就像是步入地狱一样,一步一步,毫不停留。 The obligation person forwards unceasingly, never will be desperate, hope... This is virulently the most effective scheme, hopes the strength that bursts out can drag from the hell a person, similarly can thrust a person. 驱使人不断向前的,永远不是绝望,希望...这才是最恶毒最有效的计谋,希望迸发出的力量可以将一个人从地狱里拖出来,同样可以将一个人推入其中。 Chief Gordon is good people in various significances, perhaps a decent person, an individual dough figurine, he is vacillating, but is very regrettable, in this night, he has taken another road. 戈登局长是个各种意义上的好人,一个正派人,一个体面人,他也许正在左右摇摆,但很遗憾,在这个夜晚,他已经走上了另一条路。 Cannot see in the future the direction, could not see that is bright and dark, where road nobody knows. 一条看不到未来方向,也看不到光明和黑暗,无人知道通向何方的路。
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