Generally speaking, powerful hallucinogen will be manufactured the pill or is the form of liquid, the biggest problem of gas, is very easy to volatilize in the open space, the utilization rate is very bad, but does not remove certain special hallucinogens, can stay the quite long time in the air. 一般来说,强力致幻剂都会被制作成药丸或者是液体的形式,气体的最大问题,是在开放性的空间里很容易挥发,利用率很差,但也不排除某些特殊的致幻剂,能够在空气中停留相当久的时间。 The gas that in the short person wrist/skill spouts, is this type of special thing, after the blowout, almost regarding the Cyber's breath, covers on his body, but he after spouting these gas, lying fast on the floor, as if very feared these thing, for fear that stains, even if little. 矮个子手腕里喷出的气体,就属于这种特殊的玩意,在喷出之后,几乎是围绕着赛伯的呼吸,笼罩在他的身体上,而他本人在喷出这些气体之后,飞快的趴在了地板上,似乎很恐惧这些玩意,生怕沾上哪怕一点点。 After Cyber realized in oneself move, less than one second, he has only done two matters, a foot hides on the calf of short person ruthlessly, then wields the pistol in hand, pounded on his head, his present darkness starts to twist. 而在赛伯意识到自己中招之后,不到一秒钟的时间里,他只做了两件事,狠狠一脚躲在矮个子的小腿上,然后挥起手里的手枪,砸在了他的脑袋上,紧接着,他眼前的黑暗就开始扭曲。 The wailing sound that the short people exude together was also twisted, looks like nighttime the sudden ghost cries general, lets person creepy feeling, but the dark corridor also infinitely is lengthened at present, the distortion, front line that leaf in the window that in the weak street light ray shines, in the Cyber eye, turned into the irregular tooth, the tooth of giant beast! 矮个子发出的哀嚎声也被一起扭曲,就像是黑夜里突然出现的鬼哭一般,让人头皮发麻,而眼前黑暗的走廊也被无限延长,扭曲,最前方那扇在微弱的路灯光芒中亮起的窗户,在赛伯眼中,就变成了参差不齐的牙齿,巨兽的牙齿！ It looks like a big mouth of sticking out, threw toward Cyber fiercely, he cannot bear retrocede one step, the breath becomes rapid, said him to be afraid actually not, but is the effect of that type of gas! 就像是一张隆起的大嘴,朝着赛伯猛地扑了过来,他忍不住后退一步,呼吸变得急促,倒不是说他害怕,而是那种气体的效果！ It should have to cause the function of respiratory system convulsion, but the breath will project one type the signal that in the brain impeded similarly is in the danger, making the adrenalin secrete massively, but the sense that serious strengthened will accept the rub-out signal, twists all that in the eye sees, the recombination imagination, constituted dual fears in a psychological and physiology. 它应该有致使呼吸系统痉挛的作用,而呼吸不畅同样会在大脑里投射出一种处于危险的信号,让肾上腺激素大量分泌,而被严重加强的感官则会接受错误信号,将眼睛里看到的一切都扭曲,再结合想象力,就构成了一种心理和生理上的双重恐惧。 Cyber does not fear the ghosts and gods, but the stimulation in physiology he is avoidless, all that therefore he sees were twisted, the breath becomes sweet greasy, seems like covered in darkness, has covered entirely the channel of blood and in the middle of death, moreover is more like is in the stomach of some wild beast of prey. 赛伯不怕鬼神,但生理上的刺激他无法避免,所以他看到的一切都被扭曲了,呼吸都变得甜腻,就像是被笼罩在一条黑暗的,布满了鲜血和死亡的通道当中,而且更像是处于某种蛮荒猛兽的胃部。 Smells to arrive in port, is bringing the exciting fishy smell moistly, that type of fishy smell made Cyber each cell enliven, came facing the forthcoming danger. 嗅到口中的,是湿润而带着刺激的腥气,那种腥气让赛伯每一个细胞都活跃了起来,来面对即将到来的危险。 „This is the illusion! Calm!” “这是幻觉！冷静！” Cyber told itself, he was swaying the head unceasingly, wanted to be separated from that illusion, he one was hand-held the wall, attempt by own physical balance, but when his vision changed that wall, saw was actually painful faces, that was old man, Robin, Rachel's, Katherine, Gordon's face, full was the blood, his palm looked like by the flame is burnt to same, shrank coming back fiercely. 赛伯告诉自己,他不断的摇晃着脑袋,想要从那种幻觉中脱离出来,他一手扶着墙壁,试图让自己的身体平衡,但当他的目光转向那墙壁的时候,看到的却是一张张痛苦的脸,那是老爹的,罗宾的,瑞秋的,凯瑟琳的,还有戈登的脸,满是鲜血,他的手掌就像是被火焰烧到一样,猛地缩了回来。 But the body actually therefore lost balanced, staggered, difficult standing in same place, he does not dare to move again, he forces oneself big mouth breath, but the fishy smell of that blood is getting stronger and stronger, almost arrived at one type the situation that makes his whole body tremble. 但身体却因此失去了平衡,踉跄了一下,艰难的站在了原地,他不敢再动了,他强迫自己大口呼吸,但那种鲜血的腥气越来越浓重,几乎到达了一种让他全身颤栗的地步。 But the dark ground also starts to rotate, looks like the black shadow, crawled following his both legs, that frightened scene as if also has the real feeling to support. 而黑暗的地面也开始转动,就像是黑色的影子,顺着他的双腿爬了上来,那种惊悚的景象似乎还有真实的感觉在支撑。 He closes the eye, tries to get rid of this omnipresent illusion, when he cannot achieve... as if has over a hundred sounds to resound in his ear, that type in a low voice twittering, cannot understand, does not listen clearly, all that but these sounds and twist at present fast link, confuses his heart thoroughly. 他闭上眼睛,试图摆脱这种无所不在的幻觉,当他做不到…放佛有上百个声音在他耳朵里响起,那种低声的呢喃,根本听不懂,也听不真切,但那些声音和眼前快速扭曲的一切结合在一起,将他的心彻底搅乱。 It looks like a deep pool is stirred the muddy water, the dark most deep place, that wiped the shatter memory also again to reappear taking this opportunity. 就像是一潭被搅浑的水,黑暗的最深处,那一抹抹破碎的记忆也重新借着这个机会浮现了出来。 His look started chaotic. 他的眼神开始混乱了。 Wailing of short person has restrained, his difficult crawling arrives at the window, held the wall to stand, his left leg ruthlessly seemed stepped on a moment ago in Cyber that stamping the feet, but is not in fact serious, but was punctured the skin similarly, the blood flavor that Cyber smelled, sent out from that wound, then the enlarged sense caught. 矮个子的哀嚎已经收敛了,他艰难的爬到窗口,扶着墙站了起来,他的左腿在刚才赛伯那狠狠的跺脚中似乎被踩断了,但实际上并没有那么严重,但同样被刺破了皮肤,赛伯嗅到的鲜血味道,就是从那伤口里发出的,然后被放大的感官捕捉到了。 The short people want to escape, but can be absorbed the surrounding of that organization, is doomed is not the friendly stubble, his deep breath, suppresses the pain, 矮个子是想逃跑的,但能被吸收到那个组织的外围,也注定不是善茬,他深呼吸,压制痛苦, He turns head to look to stand in same place, lowers the head, Cyber that the body shivers unceasingly, in both eyes flashed through has wiped viciously. He put out a hand to draw out a short sword from the back, was longer than the dagger, moreover seemed very likely is the specially-made army thorn, is different from the inexpensive goods that these gang members used, above was also carving some scattered in disorder writing, at the same time operated the blade, the other aspect was similarly sharp saw thorn, black the hand was twining a red string, avoided slipping of palm perspiration, continually the blade was in itself the black. 他回头看着站在原地,低着头,身体不断颤抖的赛伯,双眼里闪过了一抹狠毒。他伸手从背后拔出了一把短刀,比匕首更长,而且看上去很像是特制的军刺,和那些黑帮成员使用的廉价货可不一样,上面还刻着一些散乱的文字,一面开刃,另一面是同样锋利的锯刺,黑色的把手上缠绕着一圈红色的绳子,来避免手心出汗的打滑,连刀刃本身都是黑色。 He is grasping that short sword, is holding the wall bit by bit, dragging that unable the left leg of normal activities, walked toward Cyber, his corners of the mouth flood has sneered. 他握着那短刀,扶着墙壁一点一点的,拖着那已经不能正常活动的左腿,朝着赛伯走了过来,他嘴角泛起了一丝冷笑。 The top hallucinogen that this type of gas most newly-opened sends, the eldest child called it „frightened toxic gas”, yes, this thing besides urging a round of fear, but also had the toxicity, the excessive inspiration can be poisoned, even if has withstood that time of frightened eruption, because of being poisoned but pitiful dying. 这种气体可是最新开发出来的顶级致幻剂,老大叫它“恐惧毒气”,是的,这玩意除了催发恐惧之外,还带有毒性,过量吸入会中毒,即便是顶住了恐惧爆发的那一段时间,也会因为中毒而悲惨的死去。 Naturally, that point also being insufficient that he just spouted makes Cyber be poisoned, but enough he enjoyed the fatal fear. 当然,他刚刚喷出的那一点还不足以让赛伯中毒,但已经足够他享受致命的恐惧了。 They have done the experiment, even if the worst and cruelest villain, after inspiration micro gas, the fear that also will be surged from innermost feelings most deep place by that type strikes down, the fellows of some psychological fragilities stiffly will even be scared to death. 他们做过实验,哪怕是最歹毒的恶棍,在吸入微量的这种气体之后,也会被那种从内心最深处涌起的恐惧击倒,一些心理脆弱的家伙甚至会被硬生生吓死。 Cyber in his eyes is not strong young people, he cannot withstand this fear, his all counterforce capacities had been eliminated, under that frightened influence, he died! 在他眼里的赛伯不过是个并不强壮的年轻人,他顶不住这种恐惧的,他所有的反击能力已经被剥夺了,在那种恐惧的影响下,他死定了！ The short people arrive at side Cyber, he even can hear the Cyber sturdy breath, this immersed on behalf of this fellow in that volatile fear now, but he can also the maintenance station posture, tch tch, seem like a ruthless role unexpectedly. 矮个子走到赛伯身边,他甚至能听到赛伯粗壮的呼吸,这代表这家伙现在已经沉浸在那种挥发性的恐惧里了,不过他竟然还能维持站姿,啧啧,看上去像是个狠角色。 „But is that also what kind of?” “但那又怎么样呢？” He has licked the lip, holds up the dagger, „dies! Bastards!” 他舔了舔嘴唇,举起匕首,“去死吧！混蛋！” „Pū” “噗” The blood scatters. 鲜血四溅。 Cyber felt oneself returned to that ice-cold, in pale and senseless world, but does not return in the shape of entity, looks like a traveler, sits in a special movie theater, at present sparkles was his past all experiences. 赛伯感觉自己回到了那个冰冷,苍白而又无趣的世界里,但又不是以实体的形态返回的,就像是个过客,坐在一个特殊的电影院里,眼前闪耀的就是他过去的一切经历。 It looks like was looking that does not have the sound silent film, is that black and white tone, ice-cold, does not have a temperature. 就像是在看一张没有声音的默片,还是那种黑白色调的,冰冷的,没有一丝温度的。 When he saw at first, the initial memory from one is snowing to start probably, oneself are rolling up the body, is dirty and emaciated, hides in the corner of world, is abegging, he thinks that oneself will freeze to death, because of that time, in memory really very cold. 他看到了最初时的自己,最初的记忆大概是从一场落雪开始的,自己蜷缩着身体,肮脏而又瘦弱,躲在世界的角落里,无人问津,他以为自己会被冻死,因为那时候,记忆里真的非常的寒冷。 But he does not have... That person appears in him at present, his face has recorded is not clear, can only remember reluctantly, he wore the military uniform, thin, both eyes were serious and bright, ice-cold dignity, he put out a hand toward himself, were oneself responds? Escaped? 但他没有…那个人出现在了他的眼前,他的脸已经记不清楚了,只能勉强记得,他穿着军装,消瘦,双眼却严肃而有神,有一种冰冷的威严,他朝自己伸出手,自己是回应了？还是逃跑了？ No... It is not clear, after the second picture jumps was very long, he has grown up, in a special classroom, completely with the child of his same size, but in their looks does not have the child proper joyful and innocence, what are they studying? 不…不清楚,第二个画面就跳到了很久之后,他已经长大了,在一间特殊的教室里,满是和他一样大小的孩子,但他们的眼神里没有孩子应有的快乐和童真,他们在学习什么呢？ Forgot... Cyber only remembers that they wear exactly the same clothes, studies thing that various children should not learn, the vision of strict test, he even with envying looks at these, because the test is unqualified, but sent off child, they said that these children gained the freedom. 忘记了…赛伯只记得他们穿着一模一样的衣服,学习着各种各样孩子不应该学到的东西,还有严格的测试,他甚至会用羡慕的眼光看着那些因为测试不合格,而被送走的孩子,他们都说那些孩子获得了自由。 What is the freedom? 自由是什么？ In the brain of Cyber chaos is unable to clear off this issue, then picture fast again after jumping was very long, he wears an elegant black suit, as if must attend any banquet, but his surrounding environment is actually an awful warehouse, a person was bundled by the string on the chair, on the head is bringing a linen pocket, he is struggling, but he could not speak. 赛伯混沌的大脑里无法理清这个问题,然后画面又飞快的再一次跳到了很久之后,他穿着一身考究的黑色西装,似乎是要参加什么宴会,但他周围的环境却是个糟糕的仓库,一个人被绳子捆在椅子上,脑袋上带着一个麻布口袋,他在挣扎,但他说不出话。 In own hand is taking a spear/gun, that probably is his first time with gunning down the person, seizes a fresh/live soul, when that type feels Cyber at first does not like, he still remembers, oneself not likes that type living to kill to seize in the feeling, does not adapt very much, he does not even know that at present this fellow calls anything, but that is his duty! 自己手里拿着一把枪,那大概是他第一次用枪杀人,夺走一个鲜活的灵魂,那种感觉赛伯最初时并不喜欢,他还记得,自己并不喜欢那种生杀夺于的感觉,很不适应,他甚至不知道眼前这个家伙叫什么,但那是他的任务！ Yes, duty! Writes the name on envelope, he did not care about him to commit any crime, was a bastard, he must remove it, Cyber even felt that spear/gun in his existence and his hand did not have what difference, he will ponder, but was actually requested to ponder by the thought of weapon, completed the task forever is first. 是的,任务！一个写在信封上的名字,他不在乎他犯了什么罪,是不是个坏蛋,他得除掉它,赛伯甚至感觉他的存在和他手中的枪没有什么区别,他会思考,但却被要求以武器的思维去思考,完成任务永远是第一条。 He looks at himself to arrive in front of that person, lifts the arm, aimed at the head of that person the muzzle, Cyber has hoped oneself can have a moment stop to ponder, but did not have... Bang, gunshot, person but actually. 他看着自己走到那人面前,抬起手臂,将枪口对准了那个人的脑袋,赛伯希望自己能有一刻的停顿来思考,但没有…砰,枪响,人倒。 His turned leaves, even had not looked that a that pours in the corpse of ground, that is the homicide the first person, is the man, is the woman? 他转身离开,甚至没有多看一眼那倒在地上的尸体,那是他杀得第一个人,是男人,还是女人？ Cyber left that warehouse, has walked into the darkness, he knows, part that oneself soul and has, forever stayed there, the following picture is person one after another falls on him at present, the bullet, the blade or is the toxicant, penetrates, the assassination or is a trap, each place, each experience, these because of passing through the space and time were stirred the complete mess memory to gather in one. 赛伯离开了那仓库,走入了黑暗里,他知道,自己灵魂和存在的一部分,永远的留在了那里,接下来的画面就是一个接一个的人倒在他眼前,子弹,刀刃或者是毒药,突入,暗杀或者是陷阱,各个地方,每一次经历,那些因为穿越时空而被搅得一团糟的记忆汇聚在了一起。 His faint headache was also cured in this moment, all line series in one, have awakened the Cyber's spirit and soul thoroughly, his he, is only in that laughters, there is a sincerer thing. 他隐隐的头疼也在这一刻被治愈了,所有的线串联在了一起,彻底唤醒了赛伯的灵与魂,他还是那个他,只是在那嬉笑之间,又有了一丝更厚重的东西。 He even still remembers oneself with that from young to old last exchange of person, two people look like Beast are the same are whooshing mutually, 他甚至还记得自己和那个从年轻到苍老的人的最后一次交流,两个人就像是野兽一样在互相嘶吼, „That is the duty!!! Sufficed! That is only your work! Everyone has own work, you can regard a sanitation engineer yourself, regards a gardener, must some people in the work that in the darkness undertakes these should not known, you in abatement these dregs, you are doing good!” “那是任务！！！够了！那只是你的工作！每个人都有自己的工作,你可以把自己当成一个清洁工,当成一个园丁,总要有人在黑暗里承担起那些不该被人知道的工作,你在减除那些渣滓,你在做好事！” „How that can be the same! That is the human life, is not mouse, is not the insect! The blood on my hand, has washed is unclean! I am afraid me!” “那怎么能一样！那是人命,不是老鼠,不是虫子！我手上的血,已经洗不干净了！我自己都害怕我自己！” „That adapts! Adapts is making one in the person who in darkness carries a heavy load to lead the way, adapts to one to haunch the bright person in the darkness for them, nobody knows your name, nobody knows all that you make, but that is right, that is correct, you is a hero!” “那就适应！适应着做一个在黑暗里负重前行的人,适应一个在黑暗里为他们撑起光明的人,无人知晓你的名字,没人知道你做的一切,但那是对的,那是正确的,你是个英雄！” „I... I do not want to be the hero...” “我…我不想做英雄…” Whooshing in darkness in this moment indifferently, he felt the surrounding all were covered by the endless darkness, swallow, that is such as the sea general fear, once he also in frightened, was not the frightened death, but was frightened. 黑暗里的嘶吼在这一刻漠然,他感觉周围的一切都被无尽的黑暗笼罩,吞噬,那是如海洋一般的恐惧,曾经的他也在恐惧,不是恐惧死亡,而是恐惧自我。 By the stance of weapon living person, how frightened own match? Fate how the frightened weapon can definitely accept? 一个以武器的姿态活着的人,怎么会恐惧自己的对手？怎么会恐惧武器必然会接受的宿命？ No! Cannot! Either broke off, either got rid, what once Cyber feared was the latter, forgot is equal to dying, but he anticipated that was the former! 不！不会！要么被折断,要么被抛弃,曾经的赛伯恐惧的是后者,被遗忘就等于死亡,而他期待的,是前者！ Can the will of steel casting, how trivial be overthrown frightened? 钢铁铸造的意志,怎么能被区区恐惧打倒？ „Pū” “噗” The pain, was pricked the pain of body to awaken Cyber from that ponder by the sharp blade, he raised the head, that pair has covered entirely some blood threads and type kills both eyes of intent to observe closely already the scared short person cruelly. 痛苦,被利刃刺入身体的痛苦将赛伯从那种思考中惊醒了,他抬起头,那一双布满了血丝和某种残忍杀意的双眼盯住了已经被吓坏的矮个子。 The blade has not pierced his heart, or is his chest, but was gripped by him in the hand, that pain, the scalding hot pain and blood, spread from his palm, that heat flow appeared in the body again, but this time, adapted to all probably finally, has remembered these forgotten past, this time heat flow, is he longs for that suffered from that type regains consciousness, but activated. 刀刃并没有刺穿他的心脏,或者是他的胸口,而是被他攥在了手里,那种痛苦,灼热的痛苦和鲜血,从他的手心里传出,那种热流再一次出现在了身体里,而这一次,大概是终于适应了一切,又重新想起了那些被遗忘的过去,这一次的热流,是他渴望从那种折磨中苏醒,而被激活的。 The first time! By his initiative activation! 第一次！被他主动的激活！ It looks like eye that the night beast of prey opens, looked like first calling out in grief of death! 就像是夜里的猛兽睁开的眼睛,就像是死亡的第一声悲鸣！ „cough cough... I must thank you...” “咳咳…我得感谢你…” Cyber said in a low voice, the short person has been scared, he has never seen person, even if can be separated from that fear on own initiative, Cyber is first. 赛伯低声说,矮个子已经吓呆了,他从未见过哪怕一个能主动从那种恐惧里脱离的人,赛伯是第一个。 He was first has defeated the frightened fellow. 他是第一个战胜了自己恐惧的家伙。 „You let the matter that I recalled forget some my, as thanks...” “你让我回忆起了一些我已经忘记的事情,作为感谢...” The Cyber's right hand finds out fiercely, in the arm edge ball of short person, his palm hemp, that short sword appears in left hand that gently, in the Cyber blood has overflowed, such as the butterfly put on the flower to beat in the fingers equally several times, then steady gripping, such as has delimited in the necks of short person compared with a darkness deeper black glow together. 赛伯的右手猛地探出,在矮个子的手臂边缘轻轻一弹,他手掌一麻,那短刀就出现在了赛伯鲜血四溢的左手里,如蝴蝶穿花一样在手指之间跳动了几次,然后稳稳的握住,如一道比黑暗更深沉的黑芒在矮个子的脖子之间划过。 „This death, gave to you.” “这死亡,送给你。”