At this moment, all sounds were far away from Sinon. 这一刻,所有的声音都远离了诗乃。 Sinon only felt that the entire world as if only had itself generally, stubbornly is staring at the present thing, the pupil in the fierce tremor. 诗乃只感觉全世界仿佛只剩下自己了一般,死死的盯着眼前的事物,瞳孔在剧烈的颤动。 Sees only, in Sinon front box, is lying down a spear/gun. 只见,在诗乃面前的盒子里,正躺着一把枪。 Yes. 是的。 What in the box is lying down is a spear/gun. 盒子里躺着的是一把枪。 Naturally, that is not a real spear/gun, but is modelgun. 当然,那并不是一把真枪,只不过是一把模型枪而已。 But, is this modelgun, making temperature of ignition of Sinon whole body drain. 可是,就是这把模型枪,让诗乃全身的温度开始流失。 That spear/gun, regarding Sinon, is existence of extremely familiar. 那把枪,对于诗乃来说,还是异常熟悉的存在。 Its span has 1380 mm, barrel length 700 mm, is 13.8 kg, what use is 12.7 mm bullet of 50 calibers, is the firing distance has over 2000 meters anti-materiel sniper rifle fully. 它全长有1380mm,枪管长度700mm,重达13.8kg,使用的是50口径的12.7毫米弹,乃是射程足有2000公尺以上的反器材狙击枪。 precisely the sniper rifle that Sinon loved the most ———— 《PGM Ultima Ratio Hecate II》. 正是诗乃最爱的狙击枪————〈PgM·ultimaRatioHecateii〉。 Can in the real world see oneself play the love spear/gun, generally speaking, should unusual be happy be right. 能够在现实世界里见到自己游戏中的爱枪,一般来说,应该会非常的高兴才对。 However, Sinon only thought that the whole body starts to feel cold, both feet is also the gradual losing strength, the equilibrium sense is going to her slowly, the surrounding scene also lost the color, finally with the acceleration of heartbeat, even the tinnitus phenomenon started to appear. 然而,诗乃只觉得全身都开始发冷,双脚亦是逐渐的失去力气,平衡感在慢慢的离她而去,周围的景象亦是失去了色彩,最后随着心跳的加速,连耳鸣的现象都开始出现了。 Indistinct within, the smell of blood that Sinon as if can smell the rusty steel taste, to irritate the nose the smell of gunpowder that as well as can hardly be removed. 隐隐约约间,诗乃仿佛能够闻到生锈般的钢铁味、刺鼻的火药味以及挥之不去的血腥味。 At once, a face in Sinon at present appears, the prominent eye, forehead has a blood hole, the blood drips rolling there, dyed red that face. 旋即,一张脸就在诗乃的眼前出现似的,突出眼睛,眉心有着一个血洞,血液在那里滚滚淌出,染红了那张脸庞。 But that face also to Sinon absent-minded and absent-minded fierce smiling. 而那张脸庞还在对着诗乃恍惚、失神又狰狞的笑着。 Sinon will never forget that face. 诗乃永远都不会忘记那张脸。 The face of robber because, that was killed by once Sinon at the scene. 因为,那就是被曾经的诗乃给当场射杀的强盗的脸。 „Aah...” “啊啊...” Sinon could not bear send out calling out in grief. 诗乃忍不住发出了悲鸣。 if possible, Sinon wants to turn around at the scene runs. 如果可以的话,诗乃很想当场掉头就跑。 Sinon that but, the strength has lost is completely unable to stand up from the seat, even puts aside the vision the strength not to have, stupidly looks like this own front modelgun, the heartbeat is getting quicker and quicker, the whole body is getting more and more cold, to finally, became including the present field of vision dim. 可是,力气早已全部失去的诗乃根本无法从座位上站起身,甚至连移开目光的力气都没有,就这样傻傻的看着自己面前的模型枪,心跳越来越快,全身越来越冷,到最后,连眼前的视野都变得昏暗了起来。 Will soon lose the consciousness when Sinon, sends out the pitiful yell... 就在诗乃即将失去意识,发出惨叫时... „『Don't panic, calm down』.” “「别慌张，冷静下来」。” Just like having visible Divine Spirit is born to be the same, incomparably was full of the inconceivable power sound to drill into Sinon's mind calmly. 宛如有看不见的神灵降世一样,一个无比冷静又充满着不可思议的力量的声音钻入了诗乃的脑海中。 „————!” “————！” The Sinon breath stagnates, seemed not been ordinary by own control, at present a clear, making her restore the field of vision. 诗乃呼吸一滞,仿佛不受自己的控制一般,眼前一清,令得她恢复了视野。 This restored the field of vision, Sinon sees. 这一恢复视野,诗乃就看到了。 Sits in oneself front Rozen, is gazing at itself. 坐在自己面前的罗真,正在注视自己。 in the eyes, the inexplicable appearance is exuding. 眼中,莫名的神采在泛动。 „『Take the gun』.” “「把枪拿起来吧」。” Rozen is looking straight ahead Sinon, puts out such words. 罗真直视着诗乃,吐出这样的话语。 ( Does not want!) (不要！) Sinon imagines very much shouted like this. 诗乃很想像这样大喊。 However, Sinon's body is uncontrolled, extends own hand slowly, gave front modelgun with. 然而,诗乃的身体根本就不受控制,缓缓的伸出自己的手,将面前的模型枪给拿了起来。 The ice-cold serious touch from the palm transmission to the shoulder, transmits the whole body from the shoulder again, making the stomach of Sinon start to twitch, the intense vomitive feeling well uped all of a sudden. 冰冷沉重的触感从手掌传递向肩膀,再从肩膀传递到全身,令得诗乃的胃都开始抽搐,强烈的呕吐感一下子涌上心头。 If not the consciousness inexplicable sobriety, Sinon can affirm, oneself certain has fainted fell on the ground, fed in the hospital. 如果不是意识莫名的清醒,诗乃敢肯定,自己一定已经昏倒在地面上,被送进医院了。 But today, Sinon will be doomed to have new student/life. 但今天,诗乃注定将拥有新生。 Such symptom, is it will have for the last time. 这样的症状,将是其最后一次拥有。 „Listened to me to say.” “听我说。” Rozen in such a case, spoke towards Sinon. 罗真就在这样的情况下,对着诗乃出声。 „Since you can touch the guns not to initiate post-traumatic stress disorder in the game, some that certificate your part has actually been resisting once grief.” “既然你能在游戏里面触碰枪支而不引发创伤后压力症候群,那就证明你内心的某一部分其实一直都在抵御着曾经的伤痛。” „Although, in game, because reappearing of five senses cannot achieve the complete 100% relations, touches the feeling and has the subtle difference in the reality of guns, but only is eventually little, not totally.” “虽说,在游戏里,因为五感的重现并不能达到完全的百分之百的关系,触碰枪支的感觉和在现实里是有微妙的不一样的,但终究只是一点点,并不是完全。” „However you in the game can various free operation powerful guns, but also the incarnation for ice-cold brutal sniper, this had fully shown, your innermost feelings have truly strong side.” “而你在游戏中可以自由自在的操纵各种强力的枪支,还化身为冰冷无情的狙击手,这已经足以说明,你的内心有着真正坚强的一面。” „Some people with are different in the character in the game displaying in the reality, but that merely is the environmental effect, did not say that in the reality and character in game is completely different, only under the environmental factor, everyone chooses side different forget it/that's all that displays.” “有些人在现实与在游戏中表现出来的性格是不同的,但那仅仅是环境影响,不是说现实里和在游戏中的性格就完全不同,只是在环境因素下,每个人选择表现出来的一面不同罢了。” „regardless of whether it's in reality or in the game, you're still you, is not the completely different two people, the player can take into one by one type thing in the only Virtual World is the ———— soul.” “不管是在现实还是在游戏,你就还是你,不是完全不同的两个人,玩家可以带进假想世界中的唯一一样东西就是————灵魂。” Saying, Rozen toward Sinon extend the hand, spreads out the palm, puts in the Sinon front, making Sinon's field of vision by the entire palm covering. 说着,罗真向着诗乃伸出手,把手掌摊开,置于诗乃的面前,让诗乃的视野被整个手掌给覆盖。 „Now, is drawn out you strong side by me, letting you return to your original self, overcomes this bored weakness thoroughly.” “现在,就由我来引出你内心坚强的一面,让你回归原本的自己,彻底克服这无聊的弱点吧。” speech finished, Rozen's voice transmits from the remote horizon, mysterious spreads to the Sinon ear. 语毕,罗真的声音似从遥远的天边传来的一样,玄而又玄的传入诗乃耳中。 „———— Namah saptanam samyaksambuddha kotinam tadyata om cale cule cundhe svaha ————” “————南无飒哆喃·三藐三菩陀·俱胝喃·怛侄他·唵·折戾主戾·准提娑婆诃————” Just like passed from the dreamland came out to resemble, a segment made person mind tranquil spell make a sound slowly. 宛如从梦境中传了出来似的,一段段令人心神宁静的咒文徐徐响开。 at this moment, what Rozen chants is Priest Pu’an passes on incantation ———— 《Pu'an's Mantra of Mind Purification》 that. 此时此刻里,罗真所咏唱的乃是普庵法师所传的咒语————〈清心谱庵咒〉。 《Pu'an's Mantra of Mind Purification》, names mantra of mind purification, is only one besides the ancient Buddhist literature homemade the incantation by the later generation, reading read aloud the thought to be profound, does not have tiny bit false and artificiality, may purify the mind to calm down, goes to stop bothersomely wickedly, was an function in mind and spirit level spell. 〈清心谱庵咒〉,又名清心咒,乃是唯一一个除了古佛经以外由后人所自创的咒语,读诵思想精深,没有一丝一毫的虚伪与造作,可清心定神,去烦止恶,是一种作用于精神和心灵层面的咒文。 This spell essence is used self-cultivation, even if the average man often reads aloud chants, gradually can let the state of mind and mind/energetic sublimates, achieves another boundary. 这种咒文的本质是用来修身养性,哪怕是常人经常诵咏,久而久之都能让心境及精神升华,达到另外一个境界。 Rozen had calculated, if some people read aloud every day chant mantra of mind purification thousand, 30 years later, it then arrival 《Eye of the Mind》's boundary naturally, can with High Monk and Saint and so on existence placed on a par. 罗真曾经计算过,如果有人每天诵咏清心咒千遍,三十年以后,其便会自然而然的抵达〈心眼〉的境界,能够与高僧、圣人之类的存在相提并论。 But now, Rozen through using the Magical Arts way chants this spell, will purify and sublimate the heart of person of listening respectfully thoroughly. 而现在,罗真通过使用咒术的方式咏唱此咒文,将会彻底净化、升华聆听之人的内心。 If Shinkawa brothers hears this spell here, perhaps its mind/energetic issue will be dispelling instantaneously, making the mentality change normal. 若是新川兄弟在这里听到这段咒文,兴许其精神问题会在瞬间祛除,让心态变回正常。 As for Sinon, is listening respectfully to such spell, innermost feelings scared and frightened unexpectedly is vanished from sight bit by bit. 至于诗乃,聆听着这样的咒文,内心的恐慌和恐惧竟是一点一点的消失不见。 unknowingly, Sinon immersed unexpectedly entry, probably roaming in visible spiritual ocean general, feels incomparable carefree. 不知不觉间,诗乃居然沉浸了进入,像是漫游在看不见的精神海洋里一般,感到无比的畅快。 When Sinon recovers, how long has not known, and Rozen also already vanished from sight. 等到诗乃回过神来时,已经是不知道过去了多久,且罗真还已经消失不见。 „I...” “我...” Sinon is then sober, the whole face is shocking. 诗乃这才清醒,满脸震惊。 Because, she discovered, she is holding Hecate's modelgun unexpectedly, the sign that mental illness has not actually glowed. 因为,她发现,自己竟是抱着黑卡蒂的模型枪,心理疾病却一点都没有焕发的迹象。 This split second, Sinon thorough awakening, has suffered her mental illness is seeming like never exists is the same, vanishes without a trace. 这一瞬间,诗乃彻底的觉醒,一直折磨着她的心理疾病像是从来不曾存在过一样,消失得无影无踪。 „Rozen!” “罗真！” Sinon immediately stood up, somewhat excited is seeking for Rozen's form. 诗乃立即站了起来,有些激动的寻找着罗真的身影。 But Rozen is not, only then a convenient post, placed on the desktop, the above typeface prints Sinon's view. 可罗真早已不在,只有一张便利贴,放在了桌面上,上面的字体印入诗乃的眼帘。 „modelgun gave to you, hopes that you will not get sick without the disaster from now on, forever was strong.” “模型枪送给你了,希望你今后无病无灾,永远坚强。” Looks at such message, Sinon enclasps modelgun in bosom, for a very long time has not said a word. 看着这样的留言,诗乃抱紧怀中的模型枪,久久没有言语。