Saw that Rozen fell into silent, Sinon impulsed. 眼看着罗真陷入了沉默,诗乃不禁冲动了起来。 Trades to do usually, Sinon will not show weakness in others' front like absolutely, let alone only knew several days of men in the game, not bad as her prey, but wants to show own weakness in its front, basically impossible. 换做平时,诗乃绝对不会像这样在别人的面前示弱,更别说是仅在游戏里认识了几天的男人,作为她的猎物来说还是不错的,但想在其面前展现自己的软弱,根本不可能。 The matter that but today has, broke in the Sinon heart that matter to do intentionally the strong shell eventually, its true exposing. 但今天所发生的事情,终究打破了诗乃心中那层故作坚强的壳,将其真正的自我给暴露了出来。 True Sinon is not then strong, is not calm, is less brutal, instead is one is manipulated by own emotion at will, by once unbearable to look at passing is suffering vulnerable young girl. 真正的诗乃便一点都不坚强,一点都不冷静,更一点都不无情,反而是一个被自己的情感随意摆弄,被曾经不堪入目的过往折磨着的脆弱少女而已。 precisely because is small and weak, will pursue powerful. 正是因为弱小,才会追求强大。 precisely because is frail, will pursue strongly. 正是因为脆弱,才会追求坚强。 So-called sniper Sinon is Asada Shino mask forget it/that's all. 所谓的狙击手诗乃不过是朝田诗乃的一个面具罢了。 Now, this mask was brutally uncovered, Sinon all are completely unmasked. 现在,这层面具被无情的揭了下来,诗乃的一切就暴露无遗。 „Told me... to tell me...!” “告诉我...告诉我...！” Sinon cannot bear strongly very draws out the body, extend the hand, holds Rozen's collar, loudly shouted. 诗乃就忍不住竭力的挺起身体,伸出手,抓住罗真的衣领,大声的喊着。 „What to do should be able with you same...!” “到底该怎么办才能和你一样...！” Arrived this situation, Sinon is collapse not different. 到了这个地步,诗乃已经是与崩溃没什么两样了。 The fear, fear as well as to the passing resistance that before withstood, then made Sinon's mood lose control completely, became blind. 之前所承受的恐惧、害怕以及对过往的抗拒,便让诗乃的情绪完全失控,变得盲目了起来。 Perhaps, Sinon is because detected that the out-of-control of innermost feelings mood, detected the fear that oneself withstood had arrived at the apex, is about unable to bear, therefore like, the desperate pursue will be powerful. 或许,诗乃就是因为察觉到了内心情绪的失控,察觉到了自己承受的恐惧已经到了顶点,已经快忍不住了,所以才会像这样,拼命的追求强大。 Regarding such Sinon, the strength that Rozen shows is her straw to grasp, she must hold is good, otherwise, she soon cannot insist, lets own weak is unable to hide again. 对于这样的诗乃来说,罗真所展现出来的实力就是她的救命稻草,她必须抓住才行,不然,她就快要坚持不住,让自己的软弱再也无法隐藏。 Can exceed Virtual World and true power of real world bamboo fence, in Sinon at present. 能够超越假想世界与现实世界藩篱的真正力量,就在诗乃的眼前。 But that goal of precisely Sinon pursue. 而那,正是诗乃追求的目标。 In this world learns sniper calm, callous and brutal, then crushes the weakness of Asada Shino body, this is Sinon paces back and forth in the goal of this world unceasingly. 在这个世界里习得狙击手的冷静、冷酷和无情,然后藉此粉碎朝田诗乃身上的软弱,这就是诗乃不断徘徊于这个世界的目的。 But Rozen is like Sinon, has killed people personally, can actually look like now is so tranquil and calm, looks like in Sinon, because of its incomparable great strength. 而罗真就跟诗乃一样,亲手杀过人,却能够像现在这般平静和冷静,在诗乃看来,就是因为其无比的强大。 In order to suppress own weakness, to control own frailty, Sinon is reckless. 为了抑制自己的软弱,为了控制自己的脆弱,诗乃已经不顾一切了。 Therefore... 所以... „Told me!” “告诉我啊！” Sinon bites the lip, the violence of its strength, is trades to make the words in real world, the lip certainly already by the degree of breaking by biting. 诗乃咬住嘴唇,其力道之猛烈,已经是换做在现实世界里的话,嘴唇一定已经被咬破的程度了。 Rozen looks at such Sinon, in the heart is sighing silently. 罗真就看着这样的诗乃,心中默默的叹息着。 Why at present this young girl must be so dedicated, or is obsessive? 眼前这个少女为何要如此执着,亦或者说是偏执呢？ Rozen is not clear. 罗真不清楚。 But, Rozen knows, this absolutely is not with no reason at all. 可是,罗真知道,这绝对不是无缘无故。 At present this young girl possibly has some extremely grief and painful past, just now caused present obsessive. 眼前这个少女可能有着某种极为伤痛和沉痛的过去,方才导致了现在的偏执。 This point, Rozen is certain. 这一点,罗真可以肯定。 Because, the similar look, Rozen has seen are too many. 因为,同样的眼神,罗真已经见过太多了。 Therefore... 于是... „Although does not know that what's the matter, but you , if pursuing some answer, then, first, I can tell you a matter.” “虽然不知道是怎么回事,但你如果是在追求着某一个答案的话,那么,首先,我可以告诉你一件事情。” Rozen is looking straight ahead Sinon, said. 罗真直视着诗乃,如此放话。 „That is, you do not have the means to become like me, gives up this impractical idea.” “那就是,你是没办法变得跟我一样的,放弃这种不切实际的想法吧。” A few words, rout the impulsion in Sinon heart directly. 一句话,将诗乃心中的冲动直接击溃。 „Not... means...?” “没...办法...？” Sinon is hoarse the sound. 诗乃沙哑着声音。 „Right.” Rozen said without changing countenance: „You are pursuing power, and attempts to span anything with it, but such being the case, you should not think becomes like me, my power is only my thing, how even you pursue again, that is not your, your completely picked the wrong guy.” “没错。”罗真毫不动容的道:“你在追求力量,并且企图用它来跨越一些什么,可既然如此,你就不应该想着变得跟我一样,我的力量是只属于我的东西,就算你再怎么追求,那都不是你的,你完全找错人了。” „Next, you also found fault the way.” Rozen is gazing at Sinon's eyes, said word by word: „Some things, do not become powerful can span, if your only wants to suppress it by getting stronger, that will only receive a bigger rebound.” “其次,你也找错了方式。”罗真注视着诗乃的眼眸,一字一句的道:“有些东西,并不是变得强大就能跨越的,如果你只是想靠变强来压制它,那只会受到更大的反弹。” This is also natural? 这也是理所当然的吧？ „Because, this is just evading.” “因为,这只不过是在逃避。” Rozen's words starts becomes relentless. 罗真的话语开始变得毫不留情。 „You said that I am evading?” Sinon got angry immediately, said loudly: „You do not know me...!” “你说我在逃避？”诗乃顿时怒了,大声的道:“你根本就不知道我...！” These words, Sinon has not said with enough time, immediately by Rozen breaking. 这句话,诗乃还没有来得及说完,立即被罗真给打断。 „Yes, I do not know that what you encountered, what situation now is, actually you made how many for this reason diligently, how many also paid, why saying that you are evading?” “是啊,我根本就不知道你到底遭遇了什么,现在又是什么情况,你究竟为此做出了多少努力,又付出了多少,凭什么说你是在逃避？” Rozen stares is staring at Sinon, like this spoke. 罗真直勾勾的盯着诗乃,这样子出声。 „But, I know, you this do not help matters now.” “可是,我还是知道,你现在这样根本无济于事。” Without the means. 没办法。 The Sinon present look is the person who was compelled the dead end will have. 诗乃现在的眼神是只有被逼上绝路的人才会拥有的。 Will reveal such look, does not need to want also to know, the opposite party definitely went astray the road, will otherwise not enter the impasse, arrives in the dead end. 会露出这样的眼神,不用想也知道,对方肯定走错了路,不然绝不会走进死胡同,抵达绝路。 Then, Rozen must tell Sinon. 如此一来,罗真就必须告诉诗乃了。 „Even if you become and me equally are strong, you cannot span the thing that you want to span.” “就算你变得和我一样强,你也跨越不了你想跨越的东西。” Rozen crushed in the Sinon heart only insistence. 罗真粉碎了诗乃心中唯一的坚持。 Always, Sinon believes that so long as beats the innumerable powerful enemies in this world, operates the innumerable powerful guns, that can make own innermost feelings in real world also follow becomes powerful, finally spans the passing grief. 一直以来,诗乃就认为,只要在这个世界里击败无数的强敌,操纵无数强大的枪支,那就可以让现实世界里的自己的内心也跟着变得强大,最终跨越过往的伤痛。 Therefore, Sinon in this world diligently a half year. 为此,诗乃才会在这个世界努力半年。 Now, Rozen this hope breaking. 如今,罗真将这个希望给打破了。 And, is in the most direct way. 并且,还是以最直接的方式。 „If not want to acknowledge, you told me.” “如果不想承认的话,那你就告诉我吧。” In Rozen's voice clear introduction Sinon's ears. 罗真的声音清楚的传入诗乃的耳中。 „You definitely become many of comparing was powerful in this world, but did you span the thing that you want to span?” “你在这个世界里肯定变得比以前强大的多,可你跨越你想跨越的事物了吗？” From the interrogation of soul, made Sinon eyes shiver fiercely. 发自灵魂的质问,就让诗乃眼眸剧烈的颤动了起来。 Isn't this? 可不就是这样吗？ From entering this game starts, Sinon in getting stronger, becoming was stronger than yesterday, when became compared with enters this world powerful countless times initially, but finally, in reality, because this did span the past grief? 从进入这个游戏开始,诗乃一直都在变强,变得比昨天更强,更变得比初入这个世界时的自己强大无数倍,但最终,现实里的自己又因此跨越过去的伤痛吗？ No! 没有！ Even to the present, Sinon cannot bump into the spear/gun as before, cannot see the spear/gun, even if some people make the posture of make a move spear/gun with the hand, she will be under the impact on mind/energetic, the dizziness, vomit, pain and even fainting, is almost nothing's improvement. 即使是到现在,诗乃依旧还是不能碰到枪,更不能看到枪,哪怕有人用手做出手枪的姿势,她都会受到精神上的冲击,眩晕、呕吐、痛苦乃至昏倒,几乎就是没有任何的改善。 Isn't this certificate? 这不就是证明吗？ This explained a point exactly. 这恰恰说明了一点。 That is, Sinon was wrong. 那就是,诗乃错了。 Even if she can indeed touch the guns in this world, even can calm incomparable shoots the head of enemy the bullet, kills the opposite party, because that eventually only in this world, all virtual, has not caused her wound forget it/that's all. 哪怕她在这个世界里的确能够触碰枪支,甚至可以冷静无比的把子弹射进敌人的脑袋,将对方杀死,那终究只是因为在这个世界里,所有的一切都是虚拟的,并没有引起她内心的创伤罢了。 Once meets the real thing, Sinon's mental illness will manifest suddenly as before. 而一旦遇到真实的东西,诗乃的心理疾病依旧会发作。 For example, before Rozen and Death Gun confronted the atmosphere that had made Sinon almost manifest suddenly one time. 比如,之前罗真和死枪对峙时产生的氛围就让诗乃差点发作了一次。 When for example, in the warehouse, the true death approached again, Sinon almost lost control similarly. 再比如,仓库里,真正的死亡逼近时,诗乃同样差点失控了。 These, are the certificates. 这些,都是证明。 „What to do I should... what to do...” “那我该怎么办...怎么办...” The Sinon whole body loses the strength to be the same, pours in the Rozen bosom softly. 诗乃浑身失去力气一样,软倒在罗真怀中。 „If this not good... that I... that I...” “如果这样都不行...那我...那我...” Sinon buried the head in the Rozen chest front, the tears flowed finally. 诗乃将脑袋埋在罗真胸前,眼泪终于流淌了下来。 Rozen has not disturbed Sinon, after sighing, whatever she. 罗真没有打扰诗乃,叹了一口气以后,任由她去了。 After several seconds, Sinon starts to weep bitterly. 数秒钟以后,诗乃开始痛哭。 The weeping sound, makes a sound the river bank. 哭声,响遍河岸。