Time such unceasing nearness, lets BoB competition the arrival of beginning time 1 0.1 point. 时间就这么不断的靠近,让BoB大赛的开始时间一点一点的到来。 But when Rozen comforted Asuna and the others, in a cafe in Tokyo, Sinon also holds one cup of coffee, looks the pedestrian who out of the window came and went, unknowingly looks is lost in thought. 而就在罗真安抚住了亚丝娜等人的时候,在东京的一家咖啡厅里,诗乃同样捧着一杯咖啡,看着窗外来来往往的行人,不知不觉间看得出了神。 „Asada-san... Asada-san... Asada-san...!” “朝田同学...朝田同学...朝田同学...！” Has not known how long, such a sound spread to Sinon's ears. 不知道过了多久,这样的一个声音传入了诗乃的耳中。 “Ah!” “啊！” Sinon has then gotten back one's composure, looks to own opposite. 诗乃这才回过了神,看向自己的对面。 In there, Kyouji sitting with a helpless face. 在那里,恭二一脸无奈的坐着。 „What are you thinking? Asada-san?” “你在想什么啊？朝田同学？” Kyouji looks at Sinon, in the eyes full is the worry. 恭二看着诗乃,眼中满是忧心。 „I... I do not have to think anything!” “我...我没在想什么啊！” Sinon to Kyouji very reluctant smiling, and so denied, instead made the Kyouji in the eyes worry thicker. 诗乃对着恭二很是勉强的笑了笑,并这般否认,却反而让恭二眼中的忧心更浓了。 „Makes you to come out to start from me, all the way, you have lost the response to be in a daze times several like, just was also same, suddenly looks that the scenery of out of the window was lost in thought that not like usual you.” Kyouji very hesitant looks at Sinon, finally said: „What happened? If needs me to help, please tell me not to relate freely.” “从我约你出来开始,一路上,你已经像这样失去反应发呆好几次了,刚刚也是一样,突然就看着窗外的风景出神,一点都不像平时的你。”恭二就很是犹豫的看着诗乃,最终还是道:“是发生了什么事情吗？如果需要我帮忙的话,请尽管告诉我没关系。” Kyouji to is intimate and gentleness that as always Sinon shows. 恭二对诗乃展现出来的便是一如既往的亲近及温柔。 This makes Sinon blame itself in the heart secretly, unexpectedly was so unusual, making Kyouji be worried. 这让诗乃在心中暗暗的责怪自己,居然这么反常,让恭二担心了。 Actually, Sinon also knows, oneself present Status/condition is not very right, not like usual, then simply, is unreasonable. 其实,诗乃也知道,自己现在的状态很不对劲,一点都不像平时的自己,那么干脆,那么不近人情。 But Sinon is unable to control. 可诗乃就是无法控制住。 In mind, yesterday's dialogue then reappearing again. 脑海里,昨天的对话便再一次的浮现而出。 „The words that does not massacre will be one's turn me to be killed, even is one's turn my person to be killed.” “不杀掉的话就会轮到我被杀,甚至轮到我身边的人被杀。” That youngster is then making such declaration to directly. 那个少年便是直接对着自己做出这样的宣言。 „Therefore, I must kill, in any event must kill is good, even one more time, I will choose.” “所以,我必须杀,无论如何都得杀才行,就算再来一次,我还是会这么选择。” these words, raised the monstrous waves in Sinon's heart, is unable to be tranquil. 这番话语,就在诗乃的心中掀起了巨浪,始终都无法平静下来。 Because, these words, aroused the resonance in Sinon heart. 因为,这番话,引起了诗乃心中的共鸣。 Sinon is thinking like this. 诗乃就这样想着。 ( Initially, I was this...) (当初,我又何尝不是这样...) The result causes is present self, must to overcome in heart biggest weakness, but unceasing young girl who strives for success. 结果导致的就是现在的自己,一个必须为了克服心中最大的弱点而不断的去拼搏的少女。 However, Sinon is like Rozen. 不过,诗乃和罗真是一样的。 Even if knows that will turn into this, makes Sinon choose again one time, Sinon will still choose. 即便知道会变成这样,再让诗乃选择一次,诗乃也还是会那么选择。 The reason is very simple. 原因很简单。 ( Otherwise, that will be one's turn me to be killed, even is one's turn my person to be killed...) (不这样的话,那就会轮到我被杀,甚至轮到我身边的人被杀...) Then, Sinon except for is like Rozen, must kill, in any event must kill outside, the also second choice? 那么,诗乃除了和罗真一样,必须去杀,无论如何都得杀以外,还有第二个选择吗？ No. 没有。 Therefore, Sinon did not regret to make such choice initially. 所以,诗乃一点都不后悔当初作出那样的选择。 only, a little , only then... 只是,有一点,真的只有一点... ( If some people can understand well...) (如果有人能够理解就好了...) Sinon cannot bear has thought several times. 诗乃就忍不住这么想过几次。 Although since, these years, many people have spoken 『I understand, that's certainly very painful. It's really hard for you』 such words to Sinon, but Sinon actually listens is repeating to hem and haw at heart. 虽然,这些年以来,很多人都对诗乃说过「我了解，那一定很痛苦吧，真难为你了」这样的话,但诗乃却是边听边在心里重复嚅嗫着。 „Do you have to kill people?” “那你们有杀过人吗？” If not, why that also said that you do understand? 如果没有,那又凭什么说你们了解啊？ This caused Sinon to be very difficult to trust a person, so has been just now eccentric. 这造成了诗乃很难能够信任一个人,方才会一直都那么孤僻。 But now... 而现在... ( If he...) (如果是他的话...) If that can say that arouses the resonance the youngster, that can certainly understand? 如果是那个能够说出那番引起自己共鸣的话的少年,那一定就能了解了吧？ Understood that actually I have pain how. 了解我究竟有多么的痛苦。 precisely because thinks, before Sinon, will unable to bear catch up with that youngster, and talked with that youngster. 正是因为这么想,诗乃之前才会忍不住追上那个少年,并和那个少年对话。 No, even if now, Sinon wants to talk with that youngster again. 不,哪怕是现在,诗乃都很想再次和那个少年对话。 To ask him, since he has never regretted, one more time will also choose, then, actually he is why can maintain itself, like oneself so, does not present that disgraced weakness? 想问他,既然他从来不曾后悔过,再来一次也还是会那么选择,那么,他究竟是为何能够一直保持着自己,不像自己这般,出现那么丢人的弱点的呢？ Is because he is very strong? 是因为他很强吗？ Certainly is? 一定是的吧？ Is because he is so strong, just now can overcome such matter, achieving, even if slaughters in land of death crazily is is so tranquil and calm. 就是因为他那么强,方才能够克服这样的事情,做到即使在死亡之地中疯狂杀戮都还是那么的平静和冷静。 Then, the issue came. 那么,问题来了。 ( How should be able to become like him strong?) (到底该怎么样才能变得像他那样强？) Sinon is pondering such issue unceasingly, today can be out of sorts that many times. 诗乃就不断的思考着这样的问题,以至于今天才会失神那么多次。 ( This...) (到底该...) Sinon then again cannot help but was lost in thought that had not discovered quite the same as, sits in oneself opposite Kyouji looked worried to own vision more and more. 诗乃便再次不由自主的这么出神了起来,浑然没有发现,坐在自己对面的恭二看向自己的目光越来越担忧了。 So under worries, Kyouji in the eyes also appears the uncomfortable emotion. 这般担忧之下,恭二的眼中还浮现出难受的情感。 Without the means. 没办法。 „...... Is because runs into that person, Asada-san will become such strange?” “......是因为遇到那个人,朝田同学才会变得这么奇怪的吗？” Kyouji made in a low voice inquires like this. 恭二低声做出这样的询问了。 „Wha... what?” “什...什么？” Sinon is startled immediately slightly. 诗乃顿时微微一怔。 Looks at such Sinon, the Kyouji look becomes uncomfortable. 看着这样的诗乃,恭二的眼神变得更加的难受。 „I, actually a little worry.” Kyouji said with a frustrated tone: „Because Asada-san to is not quite usually same, making me have to plant to seem you to run up to the feeling that very far place resembles anytime.” “我,其实有点担心。”恭二以失落般的语气说道:“因为朝田同学跟平常不太一样,让我有种好像你随时都有可能跑到很远的地方去似的感觉。” Such words, making Sinon appear somewhat uncomfortable. 这样的话语,让诗乃显得有些不自在了起来。 Because, this is not the dialogue that among the friends can present. 因为,这已经不是朋友之间会出现的对话了。 Sinon felt, present Kyouji in earnestly seeking does not seem like of friend, but wants to earnestly seek on an appearance of relations. 诗乃就觉得,现在的恭二在渴求的好像不是身为朋友的自己,而是想渴求更上一层的关系的样子。 This made Sinon more or less feel some were not comfortable. 这让诗乃多多少少感到了些许的不自在。 At that moment, Sinon can only be perfunctory. 当下,诗乃只能敷衍。 „Where can I to go? Isn't here?” “我能到哪里去呢？不还是在这里吗？” Sinon already a little feeling of playing dumb. 诗乃已经有点装糊涂的感觉了。 But this instead makes Kyouji look to her, the look starts becomes scalding hot. 可这反而让恭二看向她,眼神开始变得灼热而起。 „I only hope Asada-san will still be like her past self.” Kyouji said in a voice bringing heat: „That is always very callous and aloof, will not vacillate for anything, very strong.” “我只希望朝田同学还是以往的自己。”恭二的声音似带上了热量一样的道:“还是那个总是很冷酷和超然,不会为任何事情所动摇,非常的坚强的自己。” "Is... is it?" Sinon cannot help but turns away, said: „Perhaps that only you made a mistake, I am not strong.” “是...是吗？”诗乃不由得移开视线,道:“或许那只是你搞错了,我一点都不坚强。” At this point, Sinon's tone also became low. 说到这里,诗乃的语气也变得低落了起来。 „You also know?” Sinon said in a low voice: „I have fatal weakness that is unable to call it strongly, so long as that weakness still, me just lived as before forever in the past that I.” “你也知道的吧？”诗乃低声道:“我有着无法称之为坚强的致命弱点,只要那个弱点依旧还在,我就永远都只不过是活在过去里的那个我而已。” Sinon disclosed own innermost thoughts very much rarely. 诗乃很难得透露出自己的心里话。 only, this trades is actually Kyouji becomes a warmer response. 只是,这换来的却是恭二变得更加热情的反应。 „But, Asada-san in game was different.” Kyouji anxiously said: „Asada-san in game can free operation powerful weapon, moreover is that powerful sniper, is I gets you to play GGO this game obviously, but your unknowingly had actually exceeded me completely, persuaded you including me initially Ability Value assigns to AGI on the time, Asada-san has not listened to my old player's suggestion completely, on the contrary according to own actual situation, had the foreknowledge very much STR promoting.” “但是,游戏里的朝田同学就不一样了啊。”恭二急切似的道:“游戏里的朝田同学可以自由自在的操纵强力的武器,而且还是那么强大的狙击手,明明就是我领你玩ggo这款游戏的,可你却不知不觉间已经完全超越了我,连当初我劝说你将能力值分配到Agi（敏捷）上的时候,朝田同学都没有完全听我这个老玩家的建议,反倒根据自己的实际情况,很有先见之明的将STR（筋力）给提升了起来。” Such Sinon has been in GGO one of the strongest players. 这样的诗乃早已是ggo里最强的玩家之一了。 At least, in sniper, does not exist compared with a Sinon stronger player. 至少,在狙击手里,比诗乃更强的玩家是不存在的。 „I think that is Asada-san's true appearance.” “我认为那才是朝田同学真正的模样。” Kyouji's voice and line of sight became more and more scalding hot. 恭二的声音和视线都变得越来越灼热了起来。 „That callous sniper just now is true Asada-san, I have been believing this point.” “那个冷酷的狙击手方才是真正的朝田同学,我一直都相信着这一点。” hearing this, Sinon dangling view slowly. 闻言,诗乃缓缓的垂下眼帘。