Chapter 323 【That matter glass】 第323章【那层玻璃】 Li Qingshan is an evil person, a thorough rotten person. 李青山是一个恶人,一个彻彻底底的烂人。 Has an affair brothers' woman, gives birth to the child, wears the green hat to the brothers, but also makes the brothers become the father happily. 偷情自己兄弟的女人,生下孩子,给兄弟戴绿帽子,还让兄弟喜当爹。 Finally also cheats on the brothers dead. 最后还欺骗兄弟代自己去死。 Then, afterward also swallowed brothers' working oneself to death money! 然后,事后还吞了兄弟的卖命钱！ This is a kind of matter, regardless of any link, any angle , there is nothing can quibble. 这一系类事情,无论从任何一个环节,任何一个角度来看,都毫无任何可以狡辩的。 This is a thorough rotten person. 这就是一个彻彻底底的烂人。 This person, should encounter the retribution to be right! 这种人,应该遭到报应才对！ However Chen Nuo has not said anything, has not made anything. 不过陈诺并没有说什么,也没有做什么。 He thinks person who...... he is not most suitable to handle this matter. 他认为……他不是最适合做这件事情的人。 That Fang Yuanchao is entitled. 那个方援朝才有资格。 …… ・ Fang Yuanchao switched off the computer, then before arriving at the counter of Internet cafe, with giving change the deposit bought one bottle of mineral water, after twisting off, walks while drank, left the Internet cafe. 方援朝关掉了电脑,然后走到了网吧的柜台前,用找零的押金买了一瓶矿泉水,拧开后,边走边喝,离开了网吧。 Stood in the roadside, Fang Yuanchao makes an effort to rub the head. 站在路边,方援朝用力揉了揉脑袋。 Is a little sore. 头有点疼。 The problem of many years having had a headache about has been suffering itself, has a headache each time, the consciousness starts somewhat fuzzily. 多年来头疼的毛病一直折磨着自己,每次头疼的时候,意识就开始有些模糊。 This matter, many years ago, but happened occasionally. 这种事情,好些年前,只是偶尔发生。 But in this year, happened was getting more and more serious. 但这一年来,发生的越来越严重了。 In the brain some lot have not thought, the memories of a lot are very fuzzy. 脑子里还有很多事情没想起来,很多事情的记忆很模糊。 Probably...... many pictures, many fragments, the tentacle has been possible obviously, but is actually away from fragments glass, can only see some outlines, actually does not look clearly. 就好像……很多画面,很多片段,明明已经触手可及,但是却隔着一层毛边玻璃,只能看见一些轮廓,却看不真切。 Stands on this street, looks at the surrounding scenery. 站在这条街道上,看着周围的景色。 Fang Yuanchao is enduring the headache, tries to penetrate in the brain that being away from fragments glass, as to see clearly the glass another side, is anything. 方援朝忍着头疼,试图穿透脑子里那一层隔着的毛边玻璃,似乎很想看清玻璃的另外一边,到底是什么。 The instinct, he thought that this street is familiar , very...... 本能的,他觉得这条街非常熟悉,非常,非常…… He can remember, the agricultural product trade market of street, should be a cooking oil store. 他能想起,街头的农贸品市场,原本应该是一个粮油商店。 He can remember, an opposite company, should be a kindergarten. 他能想起,对面的一家公司,原本应该是一个幼儿园。 He can remember, that community in distant place, should once be one -story house...... 他能想起,远处的那个住宅小区,应该曾经是一片平房…… However...... 但是…… Why will I know these? Why will I remember these? 我为什么会知道这些？我为什么会记得这些？ Arrives at Jinling, according to some fragments that in the heart remembers looks. 来到金陵,是按照心中记得的一些片段找来的。 However, really arrived here, actually anything cannot record. 但是,真的来到这里,却还是什么都记不起来。 This street, why I will be familiar, why knows? 这条街,我为什么会熟悉,为什么会知道？ Fang Yuanchao feels top-heavy, sat on the sidewalk simply, sits in the street edge, fishes out the cigarette to light one, attracted one ruthlessly. 方援朝觉得头重脚轻,干脆就在马路边上坐了下来,坐在马路边缘,摸出香烟来点燃一支,狠狠吸了一口。 Tries to alleviate the headache with the tobacco. 试图用烟草来缓解头疼。 Temporary connection on Lu Shaojie, does not contact with on the son...... 暂时联系不上吕少杰,联系不上儿子…… However is unimportant, the relation from beforehand network looks like, the son crosses is very good, is the outstanding student of medical school, the future is also very good. 不过不要紧,从之前网络上的联系看来,儿子过的很好,是医学院的高材生,前途也很不错。 Oneself...... as if should does not have any regret. 自己……似乎应该没有什么遗憾了。 But...... seems like, besides the son, Fang Yuanchao always felt, oneself forgot anything also very important matter probably. 但……似乎,除了儿子之外,方援朝总觉得,自己好像遗忘了一些什么也很重要的事情。 In Jinling, in this city. 就在金陵,就在这个城市。 As if also has any important thing, any important matter, forgot by oneself. 似乎还有什么重要的东西,什么重要的事情,是被自己遗忘的。 Cannot look for own brothers...... 不能去找自己的兄弟…… Own present is very dangerous! 自己现在很危险！ The electricity general will definitely send people to trace itself, before has traced Thailand. 电将军肯定会派人追踪自己,之前已经追踪到了泰国。 But oneself arrive at Jinling, for does not implicate the brothers, Fang Yuanchao does not want to pass looks for others again. 而自己来到金陵,为了不连累兄弟,方援朝没有想过去再去找别人。 Li Qingshan. 李青山。 He remembers that this person, this is own brothers. 他记得这个人,这是自己的兄弟。 He definitely knows oneself forgot what memory in the Jinling city, perhaps asks Li Qingshan...... 他一定知道自己到底在金陵城遗忘掉了什么记忆,也许去问问李青山…… Not good...... 不行不行…… Fang Yuanchao made an effort to pinch in own person. 方援朝用力掐了掐自己的人中。 Electricity general these people were too dangerous. 电将军那些人太危险了。 Regarding the average person, that is another world, a completely not unimaginable world! 对于普通人而言,那是另外一个世界,一个完全无法想象的世界！ Even if oneself have inquired, now Li Qingshan mixes is very good, but he cannot resist electricity general that person absolutely. 哪怕自己已经打听到了,李青山如今混的很不错,但是他也绝对抵挡不住电将军那种人的。 Cannot annoy troublesome to him! 不能给他惹麻烦！ What did oneself...... forget? 可是自己……到底遗忘了什么呢？ After arriving at Jinling, felt, in brain that glass. As if getting more and more thin, more and more thin...... 来到金陵后,就觉得,脑子里那一层玻璃。似乎越来越薄,越来越薄…… A lot, remember, as if momentarily vivid. 很多事情,很多记忆,仿佛随时呼之欲出。 But how unable to think. 但就偏偏怎么都想不起来。 The feeling that close, is actually not able to touch in any event, really made one to go wild. 那种近在咫尺,却无论如何都无法触及的感觉,真的叫人抓狂。 Fang Yuanchao makes an effort to pant for breath, then stands slowly. 方援朝用力喘息着,然后缓缓站起来。 Suddenly, his dizziness, pū passes, fell down on the ground. 忽然,他一阵眩晕,噗通一下,一头就栽倒在了地上。 In the ground, cigarette butt falls, tumbles in the roadside...... 地面上,一个烟头掉落,滚落在路边…… „fuck! Did that person faint?” “卧槽！那个人晕倒了？” „Has a look what's the matter?” “看看怎么回事？” „Aiya, wasn't the heat-stroke?” “哎呀,不会是中暑了吧？” „Is impossible, this in October.” “不可能吧,这都十月份了。” „Telephones quickly yeah, hits 110.” “快打电话哎,打110。” „What 110, hitting 120 is right!” “什么110,打120才对啊！” Fang Yuanchao hears passer-by's dialogue that gathered indistinctly, then...... he closed the eye. 方援朝隐约听见了身边聚集过来的路人的对话,然后……他闭上了眼睛。 …… ・ Fang Yuanchao is when the ambulance arrives in the hospital wakes up. 方援朝是在救护车抵达医院的时候醒来的。 Then he was being lifted emergency center that enters the hospital. 然后他被抬着进入医院的急诊中心。 At this time, Fang Yuanchao had sobered slightly a point, but did not have the strength temporarily. 这个时候,方援朝已经稍微清醒了一点,只是身上暂时还没有力气。 He sees a fat doctor, after the self-verifying the body, then clear awareness, oneself lay down on the emergency center hospital bed. 他看着一个胖胖的医生,在自己检查了身体后,然后又清楚的知道,自己躺在急诊中心的病床上。 When he truly thorough sober, felt strength little returned to the body. 当他真正彻底清醒的时候,感觉到力气一点点的回到了身上。 Raised the head to see the incandescent lamp on ceiling, looks on own back of the hand is inserting needle. 抬头看见天花板上的白炽灯,看着自己的手背上插着的针头。 The strength returned the body, Fang Yuanchao sat, is frowning, as to capture the infusion needle. 力气重新回到了身上,方援朝坐了起来,皱着眉头,似乎想拔掉输液针头。 Quick, the nurse and doctor came. 很快,护士和医生来了。 „You......” “你……” „I was all right.” Fang Yuanchao said in a low voice. “我没事了。”方援朝低声道。 „You are all right temporarily, but you best make a careful inspection......” doctor to persuade in side. “你暂时没事,不过你最好做一个仔细的检查……”医生在旁边劝说。 „I am really all right, my own issue I was clear.” Fang Yuanchao made an effort to capture the needle, but, he nods to the doctor: „Thank you doctor.” “我真的没事,我自己的问题我自己清楚。”方援朝用力拔掉了针头,不过,他对医生点了点头:“谢谢你啊医生。” „You......” “你……” „Old problem. I have looked in other hospitals, I am really all right.” Fang Yuanchao spoke thoughtlessly to lie. “老毛病了。我在其他医院看过,我真的没事。”方援朝随口撒了个谎。 „That must inform your family member to come......” “那要不要通知你家人来……” „All right, I can be good.” The Fang Yuanchao rejection, then gets out of bed, wears the shoes. “没事,我自己能行。”方援朝拒绝,然后下床,把鞋穿好。 He looks that this doctor also has nearby nurse: „What formalities do I need to go through?” 他看着这个医生还有旁边的护士:“我需要办什么手续么？” „...... You manage with her, some expenses need to hand over.” The doctor is carefully examining this old man: „You really do not need to call the family member, or...... makes a further inspection?” “……你跟她去办吧,有些费用需要交一下。”医生审视着这个老头:“你真的不需要叫家人,或者……做个进一步的检查么？” „Really does not need!” The Fang Yuanchao tone is very firm. “真的不需要！”方援朝的语气很坚决。 After the moment, Fang Yuanchao takes the form, stood lined up before the window of payment place, side, but also with a nurse. 片刻后,方援朝拿着单子,站在了缴费处的窗口前排队,身边,还跟了一个护士。 …… ・ Walks in the outpatient service corridor of hospital in the direction of hall, in the Zhang Suyu actually brain a confusion. 走在医院的门诊走廊里往大厅的方向,张素玉其实脑子里一片混乱。 Indistinct, but also remembered a moment ago in the outpatient service office, with doctor's dialogue. 隐约的,还记得刚才在门诊办公室里,和医生的对话。 „Proliferation...... shift...... chemotherapy...... hospitalization...... radiotherapy......” “扩散……转移……化学治疗……住院……放射治疗……” Many words that actually at that time the doctor spoke, but Zhang Suyu simply has not understood what is heard carefully, as if these sounds, said from mouth of doctor, has not actually fallen into own ear...... 其实当时医生说的很多话,但张素玉已经根本没有仔细听明白,仿佛那些声音,从医生的嘴巴里说出,却没有落入自己的耳朵里…… She only remembers, finally she asked a doctor question: 她只记得,最后自己问了医生一个问题: „How long can I also live?” “我还能活多久呢？” At that time, doctor silent, said slowly: „This did not say, actually you did not use extremely pessimistically, the present medical standard is getting better and better, you relaxed the mentality well, positive treatment, since the prognosis looked like , had greatly the hope......” 当时,医生沉默了一下,缓缓道:“这个不好说的,其实你不用太过悲观,现在的医疗水平已经越来越好,你好好放宽心态,积极治疗,从预后看来,也是有很大希望的……” „Doctor, how long can I also live?” “医生,我还能活多久？” „...... I suggested you, asked your family member to come together.” “……我建议你,还是找你的家人一起来一下吧。” …… ・ Ignorant walked, looked that in begins the doctor to make out the prescription list that. 浑浑噩噩的走了出来,看着手里医生开的处方单。 Was right, the medicine has not taken. 哦对了,还有药没拿。 Un, hurries to pay expenses, then with medicine. 嗯,赶紧去缴费,然后拿药。 At noon goes home also to side Lin prepare food. 中午回家还要给方琳做饭。 Zhang Suyu sighed gently. 张素玉轻轻叹了口气。 Looks in the hospital hall crowded...... 看着医院大厅里人来人往…… Actually...... also has nothing to fear. 其实……也没什么好怕的了。 side Lin was also big, in the family/home the old person has also made funeral arrangements. 方琳也大了,家里老人也早就送终了。 Oneself have no worrying. 自己也没啥牵挂的了。 Un, in the family/home also has the house, rich. These leave side Lin. 嗯,家里还有房子,有钱。这些都留给方琳。 Although she some rebels, but the brain is not stupid, should be able to live well. 她虽然有些叛逆,但脑子并不笨的,应该能自己活得不错。 Un...... actually, thinks carefully, has nothing to worry. 嗯……其实,仔细想想,也没啥好牵挂的。 Right, the approach...... prepares food...... 对了,做法……做饭…… Went out from the hospital, goes to the food market to buy a fish, side Lin drank to drink couple days ago, made a dashi to raise the stomach to her...... 从医院出去,去菜市场买条鱼,方琳前几天喝酒喝多了,弄点鱼汤给她养养胃…… Un , there is nothing to worry. 嗯,没啥好牵挂的。 At sixes and sevens thought floods the brain, the Zhang Suyu trend is paying expenses to locate slowly. 乱七八糟的念头充斥着脑子,张素玉缓缓走向缴费处。 Suddenly somewhat has a parched mouth, she stops the footsteps, from brings in the cloth wrapper conveniently, fished out a thermo to come, to twist off, drank one, looks at front payment window row of long team...... 忽然有些口干舌燥,她停下脚步,从随手带着的布包里,摸出一个保温瓶来,拧开,喝了一口,看着面前缴费窗口排的长长的队伍…… Suddenly?! 忽然？！ Zhang Suyu is staring at a silhouette in front team, the whole person is similar to the charging to be common, the body goes all out shivered!!! 张素玉盯着前面队伍里的一个侧影,整个人如同过电一般,身子拼命的颤抖了起来！！！ „...... Does the help, aid Korea?” “……援,援朝？” …… ・ „Aids Korea?” “援朝？” Fang Yuanchao heard behind sound, subconscious has turned head. 方援朝听见了身后的这个声音,下意识的扭过头去。 Beyond several meters, a middle-aged woman of short hair stands there. 几米之外,一个短发的中年女人站在那儿。 When lang! 当啷！ A thermo fell on the ground, inside water sprinkled place. 一个保温瓶掉在了地上,里面的水洒了一地。 That woman body not restrainable is shivering. 那个女人身子不可抑制的在颤抖着。 „ Aids Korea, aids Korea...... “援朝,援朝…… Aiding Korea...... 援朝…… Is you? 是你吗？ Aids Korea!!!!!!! ” 援朝！！！！！！！” …… ・ 【Asked the monthly ticket!】 【求月票！】 …… ・