old security guard told that the intonations of these things, as far as possible keeps gentle. 老保安讲述这些事情的语调,尽量保持平缓。 He as if also in peeling desirably the oneself sentiment, quite makes narration of oneself more objective. 他似乎也是在刻意的剥离出自己的感情,好让自己的讲述更为客观。 But why does not know, when he spoke of oneself second sight „Tyrant”, states the content that narrated to make in the will of the people tremble slightly, Eight was somewhat unbelievable, turned the head to look to Lu Xin, discovered Lu Xin, at this time also hung down silently the head. 但不知道为什么,在他说到了自己第二次见到“暴君”时,述叙的内容还是让人心里微微一颤,八号有些难以置信的,转头看向了陆辛,就发现陆辛,这时也默默的低垂了脑袋。 The old security guard lecture these matters, as if made one be familiar. 老保安讲起了这些事,似乎让人熟悉。 But Lu Xin really does not remember that these contents, with the following three years of content, are the blanks. 但陆辛真的已经不记得了,这些内容,与后面三年的内容,都是空白的。 Occasionally some fragments appear, unusual confusion. 偶尔一些片段出现,也非常的混乱。 ...... …… ...... …… „Until now, I was also indescribable, at that time I heard of these words.” “直到现在,我也无法形容,当时我听到这句话的震憾。” old security guard also silent for a long time, slowly, continued: „I suddenly discovered, oneself is unable to start to him.” 老保安也沉默了好久,才慢慢的,继续说了下去:“我忽然发现,自己无法对他下手了。” „Because of me, cannot easily destroy orphanage three layers little building at present, destroys the security measure of Dean personally design ‚Tyrant’, because, in me at present, is only a pain, and somewhat helpless child......” “不是因为我眼前的,是可以轻易摧毁一栋孤儿院的三层小楼,摧毁院长亲自设计的安保措施的‘暴君’,而是因为,在我眼前的,只是一个痛苦的,且有些无助的小孩……” „That time I, made the decision that this whole life will not regret.” “那时的我,做下了一个这辈子也不会后悔的决定。” „I do not have to report your appearance to Dean immediately, with your present condition, otherwise he may come back immediately..” “我没有立刻向院长上报你的出现,与你现在的状态,否则他可能立刻就会回来。。” „I met you, attempts......” “我只是将你接了回来,试图……” paused, he some difficult opens the mouth: „Tries to conduct the counseling to you personally.” 顿了一下,他才有些难以启齿的开口:“试图亲自对你进行心理辅导。” Can obviously probably listen, in his time words, was somewhat embarrassed. 可以明显得听出,他这时的话里,有些难堪。 As if, he did not regret that oneself met „Tyrant” this decision, but, until now, he remembered at then oneself that level, then tried to conduct counseling this matter to „Tyrant”, will think that somewhat overreached oneself...... 似乎,他并不后悔自己接回了“暴君”这个决定,但是,直到现在,他想起了以当时的自己那点水平,便试图对“暴君”进行心理辅导这件事,都会觉得有些不自量力…… „But, that is very difficult......” “不过,那是很难的……” old security guard oneself gently shook the head, as if because of the fluctuation of mood, the feeling is also thirsty, then carried one glass of liquor, drank, then said: „Although before you truly appeared at that time, completely no mood changes, but your mental state is chaotic looks awful, frequently, may trigger all sorts of effects of intense mental strength on reality......” 老保安自己也轻轻摇了下头,似乎因为情绪的波动,感觉口渴,便又端了一杯酒,一口喝了下去,然后才道:“虽然你当时确实出现了之前完全没有的情绪变化,但你的精神状态已经混乱得不成样子,时时刻刻,都有可能引发强烈的精神力量对现实的种种影响……” „You have the nightmare time, will shake the huge fissure the entire building.” “你做噩梦的时候,会将整栋楼都震出了巨大的裂痕。” „Your mood experiences the fluctuation occasionally time, will let the vase on table, suddenly turned into a poisonous snake......” “你情绪偶尔出现波动的时候,会让桌子上的花瓶,忽然变成了一条毒蛇……” „You walk in the crowd, the surrounding person then presented the nightmare of limbs and thought that simultaneous/uniform kneeling down in your front, trembles, probably is paying a visit the king, but, after they come soberly, completely does not remember such matter......” “你行走在人群里,周围的人便都出现了肢体与思想的噩梦,齐唰唰的跪倒在你的面前,瑟瑟发抖,像是在拜见君王,但是,当他们清醒过来之后,又全然不记得这么一回事……” „You can erase the memory of person at will, even makes all monitoring lens malfunction......” “你可以随意的抹去人的记忆,甚至让所有的监控镜头失灵……” „......” “……” With the old security guard words, in his eye, revealed some frightened facial expressions faintly. 随着老保安的话,他的眼睛里,也隐隐流露出了一些恐惧的神情。 Not is only he, Eight also showed the unbelievable expression. 不仅是他,就连八号也露出了难以置信的表情。 He knows that the old security guard description the this scene curtain, is representing the strength of what level. 他知道老保安描述的这一幕幕,代表着什么层次的力量。 But silent Lu Xin, then is also static sitting, silently thinking: „Originally initial Tyrant, then fierce?” 而沉默的陆辛,则也是静静的坐着,默默思索:“原来当初的暴君,那么厉害的吗？” ...... …… ...... …… „I realized finally, you are not I can illuminate can attend to......” “我终于意识到,你根本不是我能照顾得了的……” old security guard raising the head slowly looked to Lu Xin, the look was incapable, seemed like even somewhat self-ridiculed: 老保安慢慢的抬头看向了陆辛,眼神无力,看起来甚至有些自嘲: „Matter that after all, Dean definitely is not even able to grasp, at my then level, how can also ability pull the raging tide?” “毕竟,连院长都完全无法把握的事情,以我当时的水平,又怎么可能力挽狂澜？” „Therefore, I prepare to request reinforcements.” “所以,我还是准备求援。” „Is only, I have not reported to Old Dean, because I have seen him when to achieve experiment crazy appearance.” “只是,我没有向老院长汇报,因为我看到过他为了达成实验时疯狂的样子。” „Therefore, I chose at that time reported to Research Institute......” “因此,我当时选择了向研究院汇报……” „......” “……” Here, his sound slightly weak, but hears Lu Xin and Eight, some surprise. 说到了这里,他的声音微微弱了下去,但听得陆辛与八号,都有些诧异。 In this matter, does Research Institute have the participation? 这件事里,研究院也有参与？ „The Research Institute person, first caught up......” “研究院的人,第一时间就赶过来了……” old security guard sound low say/way: „Even since I report, appears to their people, less than one hour.” 老保安声音低低的道:“甚至从我汇报,到他们的人出现,都不足一个小时。” „I also once practised many years in Research Institute by the Dean status, determined that every action and every movement of these people, is the Research Institute behaviors, therefore, my complying makes them pick you, and said to them, I am not willing to follow Old Dean again, I want to follow.” “我也曾经以院长的身份在研究院实习了很多年,确定这些人的一举一动,都是研究院的行为,于是,我答应让他们接走你,并向他们说,我也不愿再追随老院长,我想跟着回去。” „Even after going back, because the Escaped Laboratory event is imprisoned, is not willing to continue to stay here.” “哪怕回去之后,会因为逃走的实验室事件坐牢,也不愿继续留在这里了。” „But, they actually rejected me, only said that oneself has handled matter, needs oneself to be responsible for......” “但没想到,他们却拒绝了我,只说,自己做过的事情,还是需要自己来负责……” „Until that time, I realized, they do not seem like the Research Institute person.” “直到那时,我才意识到,他们好像不是研究院的人。” „Research Institute person, how also to possibly bring with the Escaped Laboratory related person?” “研究院的人,又怎么可能不将与逃走的实验室相关的人带回去？” „They display, even does not care about Escaped Laboratory completely.” “他们表现的,甚至完全不在乎逃走的实验室。” „......” “……” Here time, on old security guard face, gradually showed the frightened expression: „I at that time, realized is not right.” 说到了这里的时候,老保安脸上,也逐渐露出了恐惧的表情:“我当时,意识到了不对。” „Tries to revolt against them, but, they are easy, overpowered me, before them, I simply like the klutz, but they have not harmed me, instead explained to me with a smile, they truly were the Research Institute people.” “试图对他们进行反抗,但是没想到,他们轻而易举,就制服了我,在他们面前,我简直像个木头人一样,不过他们并没有伤害我,反而笑着向我解释,他们确实是研究院的人。” „They make me don't be upset, said that they will not harm you absolutely......” “他们让我不要慌,说他们绝对不会伤害你……” „Because his brain is a prison, inside is detaining the most terrifying thing, no one will be silly to destroying this prison.” “因为他的大脑是一个监狱,里面关押着最为恐怖的东西,没人会傻到打坏这个监狱。” „Their goals are better sealing inside thing, rather than ruins this world!” “他们的目的是更好的封存里面的东西,而不是毁掉这个世界！” „......” “……” „Prison?” “监狱？” Speaking of old security guard of this two character, heard Eight of this two character. 无论是说到了这两个字的老保安,还是听到了这两个字的八号。 On their faces, presented enormous touching. 他们的脸上,都出现了极大的触动。 The body as if trembled slightly, then simultaneously looked to Lu Xin. 身体似乎都微微颤动了一下,然后同时看向了陆辛。 These people who old security guard told, have a mysterious and strange air. 老保安讲述的这些人,本来就带着一种神秘而怪异的色彩。 But in their mouth, Lu Xin is...... the prison? 而在他们口中,陆辛是……监狱？ Can a person, how be a prison? 一个人,怎么会是监狱？ But in their looks, Lu Xin was actually only tranquil sitting, the brow wrinkled slightly, as if not entire impression. 但在他们的眼神里,陆辛却只是平静的坐着,眉头微微的皱了起来,似乎无全印象。 ...... …… ...... …… In the depressing atmosphere, Eight could not bear insert the mouth: „You misunderstood, is......” 压抑的氛围里,八号忍不住插了口:“你是不是听错了,还是……” „I have not misunderstood......” “我没有听错……” old security guard is listening, sighed gently, said: „They laugh at me, or smiles Old Dean, does not know the weight, unexpectedly dares to test with such method to Tyrant, but, this is also their negligences, they said that in this prison, is detaining this world's most terrible thing. Originally they have sealed majority the strength of that thing, thought the security.” 老保安听着,却轻轻叹了口气,道:“他们笑我,或者说是笑老院长,不知轻重,居然敢对暴君用这样的方法进行实验,不过,这也是他们的疏忽,他们说这个监狱里,关押着这世界上最可怕的东西。本来他们已经把那东西的力量封存起来大部分,以为安全了。” „But looks now, this point that divulges merely occasionally, was still this world cannot withstand.” “但现在看,仅仅是偶尔泄露的这一点,仍然是这个世界承受不了的。” „Therefore they planned that brings to go back him, finds the way to seal he more strengths again, lightens a punishment and watches subsequent behavior.” “所以他们打算把他带回去,再想办法封存起他更多的力量,以观后效。” „......” “……” „However this, even is also not most fearful......” “而这,甚至还不是最可怕的……” The old security guard brow also wrinkled, the expression becomes somewhat strange: „At that time I did not make clear the status of these researchers, does not know that should believe their words, is more indefinite should make them bring ‚Tyrant’ to leave, or did not determine to be able, because ‚Tyrant’ is not willing to leave with them, when incurs the consequence of some out-of-control, I saw......” 老保安眉头也皱了一下,表情变得有些怪异:“当时我根本搞不清楚这些研究员的身份,也不知道是不是该相信他们的话,更不确定是不是应该让他们带‘暴君’离开,或者说,不确定会不会因为‘暴君’不愿意跟他们离开,以至于引发某种失控的后果时,我看到了……” He raised the head slightly, looks to Lu Xin: „You as if know them......” 他微微抬头,看向了陆辛:“你似乎认识他们……” „......” “……” „Un?” “嗯？” Here, Lu Xin also frowns slightly, looks up to old security guard. 说到了这里,就连陆辛也微微皱起了眉头,抬头向老保安看了过去。 Eight had the type, thinks old security guard in the look of lying. 八号更是有了种,认为老保安在说谎的神色。 „You at that time, talked with them with a smile, that is I have not seen the expression......” “你当时,笑着与他们交谈了,那是我从来没有见过的表情……” old security guard makes an effort shook the head, seems like in this manner and ensure the oneself memory has not had problems: „I remember obviously you slightly in Research Institute, were received Qinggang by us very much afterward, then the small age, without has contacted with the bystander, but, after you saw these people, actually exchanges with them with a smile, even asked why they came until this time......” 老保安用力的晃了晃脑袋,似乎是在用这种方式,确保自己的记忆没有出问题:“我明明记得你很小就在研究院了,后来又被我们接到了青港,那么小的年龄,没和外人接触过,可是,在你见到了那些人之后,却笑着与他们交流,甚至问他们为什么直到这时才来……” „Then you, simply probably old friend......” “当时的你们,简直像是老朋友……” „And......” “而且……” His Adam's apple could not bear, on the face as if cast a shadow: „Intonation that you spoke......” 他的喉结忍不住动了一下,脸上似乎蒙起了一层阴影:“你说话的语调……” He even tried hard several, said: „Too terrifying......” 他甚至努力了几番,才说了出来:“太恐怖了……” „How I do not know described, but, that intonation, is not you, but is one type...... a more terrible thing.” “我不知道怎么形容,但是,那个语调,根本就不是你,而是一种……更可怕的东西。” „I heard several syllables, afterward, had very long nightmare afterward......” “我只是听到了几个音节,后来,后来就做了很久的噩梦……” „......” “……” Listens to old security guard to seem like the words of some transpositions, Eight, was fierce to turn the head to Lu Xin to look. 听着老保安似乎有些变调的话,就连八号,也猛得转头向陆辛看了过来。 He as to say anything, but always does not have the energy to deliver the sound. 他似乎想说什么,但总是没有底气将声音送出来。 „Buzz humming sound......” “嗡嗡嗡……” Does not know that is the reason that because extremely makes an effort to think deeply about, the head of Lu Xin started to hurt faintly. 不知是不是因为太过用力思索的缘故,陆辛的脑袋又隐隐开始疼了。 He is silent, beat a oneself forehead layer on layer/heavily. 他沉默着,重重捶了一下自己的额头。 Empty, a trace does not have, oneself truly does not have the recollection in this aspect. 空空荡荡,一点痕迹也没有,自己确实没有这方面的回忆。 Prison what's the matter? 监狱是怎么回事？ In the head of oneself, really also has other thing? 自己的脑袋里,真的还有另外的某种东西？ Not......? 没有……吧？ ...... …… ...... …… The old security guard looks at Lu Xin diligently expression, some little time, somewhat has also taken back the vision disappointedly. 老保安也一直努力的看着陆辛的表情,好一会,才有些失望的收回了目光。 He from the face of Lu Xin, has not seen the answer of wanting. 他没有从陆辛的脸上,看到想要的答案。 „Afterward matter, became very simple.” “再后来的事情,就变得很简单了。” Low implored the tone, he said in a soft voice: „I do not know where you they took away, but you truly carried off, but I, did not have the sufficient power to look for you, perhaps said that at that time, I still hold the intense fear to you......” 低低的吁了口气,他轻声道:“我不知道他们将你带去了哪里,但你确实被带走了,而我,也一直没有足够的动力去找你,或许说,那时候,我仍然对你抱有着强烈的恐惧吧……” „Even if I know, at that time you have the change, no longer is pure ‚Tyrant’, but I fear......” “哪怕我知道,那时你已经有了变化,不再是单纯的‘暴君’,但我还是恐惧……” „But, afterward, I am also innumerable recollection this matter.” “不过,事后,我也是无数次的回想这件事。” „From the beginning really does not have the clue, is only strange and incredibleness of full head.” “一开始真的没有头绪,只是满脑袋的离奇与荒诞。” „Until afterward, recalled innumerable I who this matter, think actually gradually the status of these people, their conduct, are completely the Research Institute styles, they are familiar with Research Institute all, but does not care about the matter of Research Institute completely......” “直到后来,无数次回想起这件事的我,倒是渐渐的想到了那些人的身份,他们的行事,完全是研究院的风格,他们熟悉研究院的一切,但又完全不关心研究院发生的事情……” „That, except for first-generation researcher, but who can also be?” “那么,除了第一代研究员,还会是谁呢？” „......” “……” Slightly forced smile: „Even also to this time, I recalled, document that they wear, was old.” 微微苦笑:“甚至也是到了这时,我才记起,他们佩戴的证件,都非常的老了。” „However the above name, is not ‚lunar eclipse’, but is ‚ red moon.” “而上面的名字,并非‘月蚀’,而是‘红月。” „But, all these did not have the significance, I have not wanted to contact these matters at that time completely again.” “不过,这一切都没有意义了,我当时已经完全不想再接触这些事。” „I do not have chapter of Research Institute, shut off the contact with Old Dean.” “我没有回研究院,也切断了与老院长的联络。” „I from the hospital, met Xiaolu, leading her to hide in another place, thinking, some day, Old Dean may be appearing, gives me to punish, but finally, Old Dean had not looked for me again, such peaceful passed was very long.” “我从医院里,接回了小鹿,带着她躲在了另外一个地方,想着,可能某一天,老院长会出现,给予我惩罚,但结果,老院长也一直没有再找我,就这么安静的过去了很久。” „That time I, simply did not have other power to do anything, but is looking after Xiaolu of leg.” “那时的我,根本没有别的动力做任何事,只是照顾着断了腿的小鹿。” „Even if afterward, Xiaolu proposed must in the ruins in orphanage, constructs again the orphanage, constructs a true orphanage, lets these in the child who on the street roams about, has place that can stay, I still am only diligently is helping her, sometimes is also even fantasizing at heart, perhaps did this, can a certain extent, helping me redeem some past sins......” “即便后来,小鹿提出了要在孤儿院的遗址上,重新将孤儿院建起来,建一个真正的孤儿院,让那些在街道上流浪的小孩子,有个可以栖身的地方,我也只是努力的帮着她,心里甚至有时候还幻想着,或许这样做了,可以在某种程度上,帮我赎掉一些过去的罪孽……” „Many years, I have distinguished the thought of unclear oneself......” “很多年的时间里,我都已经分辨不清自己的思维了……” „I once took the most outstanding researcher, enters Lunar Eclipse Research Institute, to cure this world tries hard.” “我曾经作为最出色的研究者,进入月蚀研究院,为了治好这个世界而努力。” „Followed Professor Wang to come out, handles that each article cruel matter......” “又追随王教授出来,做下了那一件件残忍的事情……” „I saw the most desperate look, saw the most pitiful picture, saw the most fearful strength......” “我看到了最绝望的眼神,也看到了最凄惨的画面,见到了最可怕的力量……” „......” “……” „......” “……” Here, his mood disorder, could not bear look to Eight suddenly, said: 说到了这里,他情绪紊乱,忽然忍不住向八号看了过去,道: „When you just came back, the words that spoke I do not like.” “你刚回来时,说的话我不喜欢。” „What result non- result, now this world, is the result so important?” “什么成绩不成绩的,现在这个世界,成绩有那么重要吗？” „Safe growing up, honest personhood, is the red moon later world, best one life, not?” “安全的长大,老实的做人,才是红月之后的世界,最好的一种生活,不是吗？” „After all, our world, originally by knowledge curse......” “毕竟,我们这个世界,本来就是被知识诅咒的啊……” „......” “……” Eight spoke of suddenly, expression also somewhat surprised, the lip moves, has not said anything eventually. 八号忽然被说到,表情也有些意外,嘴唇动了动,终究没有说出什么来。 But when old security guard spoke of here, has relaxed very much. 而老保安说到了这里时,也已经很放松了。 Even also smiles, selects scrap egg-yolk to admit the oneself mouth, dropped down liquor. 甚至还笑了笑,挑了一小块蛋黄放进了自己嘴里,顺下了一口酒。 Then said to Lu Xin: „Later, in three years, Xiaolu met your matter suddenly.” 然后向陆辛道:“再之后,就是又过了三年,小鹿忽然遇见了你的事情了。” „You followed she to return to the orphanage, I did not know at that time frightened, but also thinks that the retribution must come back finally......” “你跟着她回到了孤儿院,我当时不知道有多恐惧,还以为报应终于要回来了……” „But also at that time, I discovered that your condition, really changed.” “但也是在那时,我发现你的状态,真的变了。” „In your body, that type makes people feel that frequently the depressing strength did not have.” “你身体里,那种时时刻刻让人感觉压抑的力量没有了。” „Or is hides deeply, you become peaceful and good, even seems a little stupid.” “或者说,是藏得更深,你变得安静、善良,甚至显得有点笨。” „You always repeatedly gives money toward the reconstruction elementary school, seems like with very rich as, but discovered afterward, originally you save money, even the big winter body also wears the unpadded garment, freezes the nasal mucus to keep flows outward......” “你总是一遍遍的往重建的小学里送钱,看起来就跟非常有钱似的,但后来才发现,原来你只是把钱省下来而已,甚至大冬天的身上还穿着单衣,冻得鼻涕不停的往外流……” „......” “……” Lu Xin continuously silently is listening, little breaks extremely. 陆辛一直默默的听着,极少打断。 Until heard here, slightly some unnatural moved a body, slowly rubbed a face of oneself. 直到听到了这里,才微微有些不自然的挪动了一下身体,慢慢揉了一下自己的脸。 Shakes the head in a soft voice, said: „This can not say.” 轻声摇了摇头,道:“这个可以不说的。”