The wind is very cold, is very low in this season northern temperature, especially in the morning, the exhaled air/Qi is the white, the trees are bare. 风很冷,在这个季节北方的气温很低,特别是清晨,呼出的气都是白色的,树木光秃秃。 The rosy-colored clouds at dawn initial rise, Ye Fan arrived at the B city, this city was livelier, skyscrapers tower in Xia splendor, probably mounted a gold-edged. 朝霞初升,叶凡来到了B市,这座城市更繁华了,一座座摩天大楼在霞辉中耸立,像是镶嵌了一层金边。 However, Ye Fan actually felt the strangeness, could not find former familiar again, had lived here a long time, at the present actually all concubines. 然而,叶凡却充满了陌生感,再也找不到从前的熟悉,曾经在这里生活过很长一段时间,而今却全都妾了。 „Looks for them to where?” “到哪里去找他们？” Ye Fan is somewhat swayed by personal gains and losses, for fear that cannot see the parents again, strength completely untold hardships, even the life almost builds, a narrow escape comes back, if anything, him were not hard to accept. 叶凡有些患得患失,生怕再也见不到父母,力尽千辛万苦,连性命都差点搭进去,九死一生才回来,如果什么都不在了,他难以接受。 He has not gone to oneself residence, is away from can see that place had been planned, changes thoroughly greatly. 他没有去自己的住地,隔着很远就能见到,那个地方早已被重新规划,彻底大变样。 Ye Fan is very anxious and anxious, the innermost feelings are disturbed, goes to the outer suburbs line, the parents do not like the quick rhythm of city, initially took them to come to live together is turned down. 叶凡很紧张与不安,内心忐忑,向远郊行去,父母不喜欢城市的快节奏,当初接他们过来一起住都被婉拒了。 „Here also changed......” “这里也变了……” Ye Fan stares blankly, to parents' residence, past was replaced tranquilly, crowded, flows non-stop, high-rise constructions tower, the original satellite small town and B city become a body. 叶凡发怔,到了父母的住地,昔日的宁静被取代,人来人往,川流不停,一座座高层建筑耸立,原本的卫星小城与B市成为了一体。 He could not find a past trace, if not for believes that own intuition, really thinks mistakenly place, anything changed. 他找不到一丝昔日的痕迹,若不是相信自己的直觉,真以为来错了地方,什么都变了。 People often said, leaves home for many years, finally return, actually the people are no longer the same, but including the thing at the present changed, he stood silently long time. 人们常说,离家多年,终于归来,却物是人非,可是而今连物都变了,他默默的站了很长时间。 Then, he arrives on rooftop of building, looks into the distance to the distant place, only also is that natural lake, but was actually dug in a big way much, completed a large-scale park along it. 而后,他来到一座大楼的天台上,向远处眺望,唯一还在是那座天然湖,不过却被掘大了不少,沿着它建成了一个大型公园。 In years past the Ye Fan's father always liked fishing to kill the time there, at the present is impossible. Some people but actually cannot see familiar silhouette at the morning exercise, wants to inquire cannot. 昔年叶凡的父亲总喜欢在那里钓鱼消磨时光,而今是不可能了。一些人在晨练但却见不到一个熟悉的身影,想询问都不能。 Ye Fan arrives at the lakeside, saw that an old person is hitting Taiji, his lie got down, extended some physique, such as dragon Raoshu, resembled the ape to hug moon/month. 叶凡来到湖畔,看到一个老人正在打太极,他停驻下来,伸展了一些筋骨,如龙绕树,似猿抱月。 „Yo, the young fellow line practices quite proficient, practices 40 years of Taiji old fogy also to have the crucial moment compared with my.” The uncle of shadowboxing is astonished. “呦,小伙子行啊练的相当到家,比我这练四十年太极的老家伙还有火候。”打拳的老大爷惊异。 „Uncle, asked that your matter, how many years this place planned, where did the original people go to?” Ye Fan practices Taiji Fist while asked. “老伯,问您个事,这地方重新规划多少年了,原来的人都去了哪里？”叶凡一边练太极拳一边问道。 „Young fellow is not a native, this planned for more than ten years, to be honest before really did not have good, fondly remembered the beforehand tranquility, the person the few tree multi- air were fresh.” “小伙子不是本地人吧,这都规划好十几年了,说实话真没以前好,怀念以前的宁静,人少树多空气清新。” The old person is very talkative, he and spouse to care for the aged rushes to here specially, on chart quiet and peaceful, close to nature, but was connected including the above the same tall building to stand in great numbers afterward no difference from the city. 老人很健谈,他与老伴为了养老特异跑到这里,就图个清宁,接近自然,可后来跟城区连上了一样高楼林立没什么区别了。 „Oh, does not have idea, before this villa area was not opened, others do not have the means that our bad old man did not have idea, opens opens.” Saying of old man complaint. “唉,没辙,以前这的别墅区不是也被拆了吗,人家都没有办法,咱一糟老头子就更没辙了,拆就拆呗。”老头不无抱怨的说道。 „Twenty years ago, several old people like killing the time in this fishing especially, do you have the impression?” Ye Fan the sluggish shadowboxing, said that practices the attainment of Taiji, while asked the old man. “二十几年前,有几个老人特爱在这钓鱼消磨时光,您还有没有印象？”叶凡一边慢吞吞的打拳,说些练太极的心得,一边问老头。 „Yeah I, although after is, moves, but this lake may really a good place, moving camp stool sits in the shore is quite a while that day may be really leisurely and carefree. Where looks like the present, I endured not to stop itchy just put in the lake the fishhook, ran over all of a sudden 45 people, told me to fine 500, did not let fish. I said after I fish, will also put the fish, finally the person said that is not good. Really does not have idea, I bought several live fish, throws in the front that fountain pool, wants to satisfy a craving, finally does not have that to feel, moreover was punished 1000 all of a sudden.” “可不是嘛我虽然是后搬来的,但这湖可真个好地方,搬个马扎儿在岸边一坐就是半天那种日子可真悠闲。哪像现在,我忍不住手痒刚把钓钩放湖里,一下子跑过来四五个人,告诉我罚款五百,不让钓。我说我钓上来后,还会把鱼放下去的,结果人说那也不行。实在没辙,我买了几条活鱼,扔前边那喷泉池子里,想过个瘾,结果没那感觉,而且一下子被罚了一千。” Ye Fan is a little dizzy, this old gentleman was really talkative, asked his several, pulled so many all of a sudden, looked came out this old man live was very comfortable. 叶凡有点晕,这老爷子还真健谈,问了他几句,一下子扯出这么多,看的出来这老头活的挺自在的。 „You can the fishing garden and so on place, do not feel embarrassed the person in others park, it is estimated that the person is also with trepidation.” Ye Fan said with a smile. “那您可以去垂钓园之类的地方啊,也别为难人家公园的人了,估计人也提心吊胆的。”叶凡笑道。 „My this old arm old leg, where can withstand that to toss about, runs back and forth two hours, I am relax, does not look for the crime to receive.” “我这老胳膊老腿的,哪经得起那折腾,跑个来回就得两个小时,我是放松的,不是找罪受去的。” „Your has seen such a person......” Ye Fan to describe his father's appearance. “那您见没见过这样一个人……”叶凡描述他父亲的样子。 „Probably has seen such a person, but he does not come, occasionally can see one time. Heard that is one senior fishes the friend, but their family/home has an accident, the person is very depressed, the fortnight is rare to make an appearance.” “好像见过这么一个人,不过他不怎么来,偶尔能见到一次。听说那是一个资深钓友,可是他们家出了点事,人挺消沉的,十天半月才难得来露个面。” In the Ye Fan heart constrains, sad, all these are because he left this world. The old age loses a child, the elderly senior delivers the junior, who can undergo such attack. 叶凡心中压抑,一阵难过,这一切都是因他离开了这个世界。晚年丧子,白发人送黑发人,谁能经受这样的打击。 „You know where he does go to?” “您知道他去哪里吗？” „Here has not planned, he moved out, heard that wants to change an environment, so as to avoid being moved by the scenery to recollect old feelings and emotions to be moved.” “这儿还没有规划好,他就搬走了,听说是想换个环境,免得触景生情而伤感。” In the Ye Fan heart sighed, this somewhat was not easy to look, but told him in the old man well, planned some people also to live in this area, should be able to find several old neighbors. 叶凡心中一叹,这还真有点不好找,不过好在老头告诉他,规划好有些人还住这个区,应该能找到几个老邻居。 „I said the young fellow, you were Song Zhuang or the man (Han) clothing/taking, where from bought, looked that you put on it to hit some Taiji also very feelings, in the future I will also buy one set.” “我说小伙子,你这是宋装还是汉服啊,从哪买的,看你穿着它打太极还挺有感觉,赶明儿我也买一套去。” Before Ye Fan just before leaving, the old man holds on his hand, asked that on him that ancient costume, touched with the hand touched, said that the quality of material was really tasteful, was the serious good silk. 叶凡临走前,老头拉住他的手,问他身上的那身古装,用手摸了又摸,说质地还真讲究,是正经八百的好蚕丝。 „Big Dipper puts on......” in the Ye Fan heart is very chaotic, subconscious replied. “北斗穿回来的……”叶凡心中很乱,下意识的回答道。 „The Big Dipper market, here may be somewhat far, there my old arm old leg also somewhat violates being afraid/painful to go.” “北斗商场吗,这儿可真有点远,我这老胳膊老腿还真有点犯憷去那儿。” „Is a little far......” Ye Fan has almost not said inadvertently, this old man words may be really many, his fast sobered up, said goodbye with him. “是有点远……”叶凡差点没说漏嘴,这老头话可真多,他快速醒过神来,跟他告别。 Before departure, the old man good intention reminded him, said that his hair was too long, said that now is a showing individuality age, but the aged old person looked is not familiar with. 在离去前,老头好心提醒他,说他头发太长了,就说现在是一个彰显个性的年代,但上岁数的老人还是看不习惯。 Ye Fan is speechless, traces the thick black hair, is hanging loose luckily, without inserting the root wood answered, how otherwise referred to being uncertain to be directed. 叶凡无言,摸了摸浓密的黑发,幸好是披散着,没有插根木答,不然指不定怎么被人指点呢。 However, twenty years passed by, show the age of opening self-, atmosphere puts very much in this, no one surrounds him, at most surprise looked that side his two eyes arrived. 不过,二十几年过去了,在这彰显自我、风气很放的开的年代,没什么人围观他,顶多诧异的多看他两眼到边了。 Ye Fan comes and goes out many communities, has swept by powerful Divine Consciousness, platoons are lost to view, still has not seen an old neighbor. 叶凡出入很多个小区,以强大的神识扫过,一个又一个的排杳,依然没有见到一个老邻居。 The half day passed by, he has no harvest, compares Life and Death great war to make him exhausted, this is the heart is tired, being swayed by personal gains and losses, feared that is a tragedy. 半日过去了,他没有任何收获,远比一场生死大战更让他疲惫,这是心累,患得患失,怕是一场悲剧。 His face upwards leans on the bench of roadside, is exhausted, looks at the sky, a little could not wait, wants to depend upon divine ability to enter the relevant authority, the accent takes the file. 他仰靠在路边的长椅上,身心疲惫,怔怔的看着天空,有点等不下去了,想依靠神通进入相关部门,调取档案。 „Uncle, Uncle, where does your ancient costume in buy?” A 4 or 5-year-old young boy, is blinking the jet black eye pupil, is not shy, runs up to the near to ask. “叔叔,叔叔,你这古装在哪买的？”一个四五岁的小男孩,眨巴着漆黑的眼瞳,一点也不怕生,跑到近前来问道。 „Brings from ladle star.” Ye Fan spoke the nonsense seriously. “从勺子星带回来的。”叶凡一本正经的说胡话。 „Deceived people!” The little fellows are very indignant, are wrinkling the nose, is blinking the eye, but hopes for very much, said: „You told me to be good, I also want to make mother buy.” “骗人！”小家伙很气愤,皱着鼻子,眨巴着眼睛,但还是很希冀,道:“你告诉我好不好,我也想让妈妈买。” „Jing Xuan, you in why?” A not far away young married woman walks, calls the young boy, before receiving a car(riage) . “景轩,你在干吗？”不远处一个少妇走来,将小男孩唤走,领到一辆车前。 The little fellows are very stubborn, saying that does not depend on: „Mom, I like that type of clothes, first do not go home to be good?” 小家伙很倔强,不依的说道:“妈妈,我喜欢那种衣服,先不要回家好不好？” „Was old, twenty years ago non- mainstreams installed to compare it to be attractive.” The young married women hug to board the young boy, goes far away fast. “老土死了,二十几年前的非主流装都比它好看。”少妇将小男孩抱上车,快速远去。 Ye Fan speechless, their generation was called as one generation of giving way by certain experts in the past, 90 years later some people are called the non- mainstream, at the present wants to come, 10 years later, 20 years later, even the 30 years later children this/should „rise”. 叶凡哑然,当年他们这一代被某些专家称作垮掉的一代,九零年后的一些人被叫做非主流,而今想来,一零年后、二零年后、甚至三零年后的孩子都该“崛起”了吧。 „Well, that female a little looked familiar a moment ago, whom does she look like?” Ye Fan suddenly one startled, recalled diligently, thought looks like a person very much. “咦,刚才那个女子有点眼熟,她像谁呢？”叶凡突然一惊,努力回想,觉得很像一个人。 Unexpectedly, he sets out fast, hidden goes to the figure, Shrink the Ground to an Inch, pursued. 蓦地,他快速起身,隐去身形,缩地成寸,追了下去。 On at the present Earth, cultivation was suppressed, cultivation base seemed like a big truncation, was far less than the past, but Ye Fan quick Dao Severing, still was very after all powerful. 在而今的地球上,道行被压制,修为像是掉了一大截,远不如从前,但叶凡毕竟快斩道了,依然很强大。 Leaves the business street, shortly after he follows this car(riage) to enter an environment also to calculate that good community, the young married woman hugged the boy 离开商业街,不久后他跟随这辆车进入一个环境还算不错的小区,少妇将男孩抱了下来 „Mom, I am unhappy, you do not help me buy the ancient costume, I did not get along with you.” The young boy is pursing the lips. “妈妈,我不开心了,你不帮我买古装,我不跟你好了。”小男孩噘着嘴。 „Clever, you wear that type of clothes to become what appearance, is very ugly.” The young married women coax him to go upstairs. “乖,你穿那种衣服会成什么样子,很难看。”少妇哄他上楼。 „may I ask are you Uncle Liu's daughter Liu Qian?” Ye Fan goes forward. “请问你是刘叔的女儿刘茜吗？”叶凡上前。 „, Does the uncle you also live here? Mom, I want this ancient costume.” The young boy called out. “哇,叔叔你也住这里？妈妈,我要这身古装。”小男孩叫道。 „Who are you......?” The young married women are very vigilant, a strange man with coming, making her a little anxious. “你……是谁？”少妇很警惕,一个陌生的男子跟来,让她有点不安。 Ye Fan affirms immediately, this was the past old neighbor Uncle Liu's daughter Liu Qian, when also some childhood appearances, he left vaguely this small girl 6 or 7-year-old, at the present grows up, looked like past Aunt Liu very much. 叶凡立刻肯定了,这是当年的老邻居刘叔的女儿刘茜,依稀还有些小时候的样子,他离开时这个小丫头才不过六七岁,而今长大了,很像当年的刘婶。 In the past, old couples old age female, serious of treasure, when he left, the small girl also jumped, lively serious, has actually become mother at the present. 当年,老两口晚年得女,宝贝的不得了,在他离开时,小丫头还蹦蹦跳跳呢,活泼的不得了,而今却已成为人母。 Ye Fan excessively has not pestered, he puts on how this appearance sees does not seem like one „simply” the youth, very aware departure. 叶凡没有过多纠缠,他穿成这个样子怎么看都不像是一个“朴实”的青年,很自觉的离去。 Shortly, he cuts the long hair, the difference market, changes a modern clothing, finally probably integrated into this world. 不久后,他剪去长发,出入商场,换上一身现代服饰,终于像是融入了这个世界。 Put on Big Dipper battle armour, at the present is wearing the past clothing, he thought that a little does not adapt, felt timid and hesitant, not suitable fight. 穿惯了北斗的战甲,而今在穿回昔日的服装,他觉得有点不适应了,觉得束手束脚,不适合战斗。 Returns to that community, accidental/surprised, shortly after he saw an old person comes out to take a walk, if is really Uncle Liu, about 80 people, beforehand were older, but the body is also hale and hearty. 回到那个小区,未出意外,不久后他见到一个老人出来遛弯,果真是刘叔,近八十的人了,比以前老了很多,不过身子骨还算是硬朗。 Ye Fan gradually changed an appearance, otherwise extremely shocks everybody, will frighten the old man, very natural in the community with its meet, then chatted. 叶凡稍微改变了一下容貌,不然太过惊世骇俗,会吓到老头的,很自然的在小区中与其相遇,而后闲谈了起来。 „Old neighbors dispersed, this age, without remaining several......” said him to pass, Uncle Liu is very sigh with emotion. “老邻居都散开了,这个年岁的,没剩下几个了……”说他过去,刘叔很感慨。 Several years ago, the Ye Fan's parents moved from here, but has not left this city, but is in another area that's all. 十几年前,叶凡的父母搬离了这里,不过并没有离开本市,只是身在另一个区而已。 „Do you have the relation?” “你们还有联系吗？” „Did not have, ten years ago could not relate suddenly.” “没了,十年前突然联系不上了。” In the Ye Fan heart sinks, the body cannot bear shiver, but also was finally tranquil, he has certain preparation, and after all has not really seen the final outcome. 叶凡心中一沉,身躯忍不住颤抖,但终于又平静了下来,他有一定的心理准备,且毕竟还未真的见到最终结果。 „Oh, in the past, has to believe that in this world has the deity.” “唉,当年啊,不得不信,这世上有神仙。” „What do you want to say?” “您想说什么？” „Naturally is Mount Tai, although above person security, but many people saw with one's own eyes after all, pitiful Old Ye's son, the good young fellow, did not have, but also possibly became an immortal, nine dragons carried off them.” “当然是泰山,虽然上面的人保密,但毕竟有很多人亲眼看到了,可怜老叶那儿子,多好的小伙子,就那么没了,不过也可能是成仙了,九条龙将他们拉走了。” The old person was old, verbose, discussed the past many things, Ye Fan is silent, in the heart has mixed emotions. 老人年岁大了,絮絮叨叨,讲了当年的很多事,叶凡默然,心中百感交集。 Finally, he leaves here, arrives at the B city oralis region, after seeking his parents move from the new address, this is suburb, the environment is very good, beautiful scenery. 最后,他离开这里,来到B市口区,寻到他父母搬离后的新住址,这是郊区,环境很好,有山有水。 In the past, this place is very bleak, at the present actually many people escape from the metropolis, chooses such place retirement. 在过去,这个地方很荒凉,而今却有不少人逃离都市,选这样的地方养老。 Front, another last century old central courtyard, ancient, but has the flavor very much, the surroundings have the big piece forest land, the there is still one artificial lake. 前方,又一片上世纪的老四合院,古旧但却很有韵味,周围有大片的林地,还有一个人工湖。 How to see that and in years past residence looked like very much, wants to come the parents to think the exchanging environment, somewhat remembered past times. 怎么看都与昔年的住地很像,想来父母想换新环境,也还是有些怀旧。 Ye Fan sought the address, dropped from the clouds, drops in a courtyard, in the mouth is yelling: „Mother, the father, I came back!” 叶凡寻到了住址,从天而降,落进一个院子中,口中大叫着:“妈,爸,我回来了！” However, a silence, no one responded to him radically, Ye Fan shivered, looks at the gate that tightened, felt cold all over the body. 然而,一片寂静,根本没有人回应他,叶凡颤抖,看着紧锁的门,通体一阵发冷。 He entered in the room, long no one lived evidently, lived dust, this made in his heart more frightened. 他进入了房中,看样子久无人居住了,都生了一层尘,这让他心中更恐惧了。 The careful search, here lacks the popularity, very long no one has cleaned and come and gone out, finally he saw a note in the bedroom, opens at will, saw lets his anxious words. 仔细搜索,这里缺少人气,很久没有人打扫与出入过了,最后他在卧室中见到了一本笔记,随意翻开,就看到了一句让他揪心的话。 „I saw Little Fan, saw him to come back, but woke up actually discovered that anything did not have, was only on the face the somewhat icy cold tears!” “我恍惚间又看到了小凡,见到他回来了,可是醒来却发现却什么也没有,只是脸上有些冰凉的泪！” „Mother, father!” Ye Fan yelled, the tears flow copiously. “妈,爸！”叶凡大叫,泪水夺眶而出。