Midsummer the season scorching sun, the ravine, in the paddies, the cicada whining noise sound frog called intermittently. 盛夏时节骄阳似火,山间,田地里,蝉鸣声声蛙叫阵阵。 Under the hot sun, the leaf was exposed to the sun worn out, the rice in actually that paddy field, in the breeze just like the deep green wave tumbling, the rice aroma slightly, is divided intoxicant. 烈日下,树叶被晒得有气无力,倒是那水田中的稻子,在微风中宛如碧绿的波浪翻滚,稻香微微,分为醉人。 Yun Jing runs in the ridge between fields, in the direction of family/home, is pursuing the wind probably. 云景在田坎上奔跑,往家的方向,像是在追着风。 Impatient to get back. 归心似箭。 Even if leaves home 35 steps, the loving mother heart sorrow winter in the summer, did not say is then close, the entrance was in sight also the horizon. 纵使离家三五步,慈母心忧冬夏天,莫道回头咫尺间,门庭在望亦天边。 The recollection are demoralized these days, on the family/home face also lost the smile, the Yun Jing innermost feelings are ashamed exceptionally, the family/home is the harbor of mind, is actually not the place that the gloomy mood spreads. 回想这段时间自己意志消沉,家人脸上也失去了笑容,云景内心羞愧异常,家是心灵的港湾,却不是自己愁绪蔓延的地方。 At this moment, his heart too has not obtained the keen insight the joy, are more, wants to return to side the family member, making them know, oneself was all right, does not need to be worried for oneself again. 此时此刻,他内心没有太多获得敏锐洞察力的欣喜,更多的,是想回到家人身边,让他们知道,自己没事儿了,不用再为自己担心。 Some people were worried, some people worry, should be happy, but makes one worry alarmingly actually should not. 有人担心,有人牵挂,本该感到幸福,但让人担心让人牵挂却是不该。 Artificial? 矫情吗？ That is artificial, not contradictory...... 那就矫情吧,不矛盾…… The field has under the hot sun the farmer of practical training to raise the head occasionally, grasps a weed, looks that Yun Jing steps the small form that the lively step is going far away, smiles. 田间偶有烈日下劳作的农人抬头,手持一把杂草,看着云景迈着轻快步伐远去的小小身影,抿嘴一笑。 Probably was infected by Yun Jing that relaxed stance, extremely hot and tired was not so obvious. 像是被云景那轻松的姿态感染,酷热与劳累都不那么明显了。 The life should so. 生活本该如此。 The day has had impoverished, why thinks so many people increase the worry, that will make the tired life more tired, in addition in world trillion farmer wind and frost sleet face confidently, on Yun Jing that life road the small twists and turns calculate what? 日子已然过得清苦,何必想那么多徒增烦恼,那会使本就劳累的生活更累,世间亿万农民风霜雨雪尚且坦然面对,云景那点人生路上小小的波折又算的了什么？ The main house gate at present, Yun Jing on the contrary is somewhat cramped. 家门已在眼前,云景反倒是有些局促。 In the final analysis, makes the family member be worried these days, really should not. 说到底,这段时间让家人担心,真的不该。 Does slightly hesitant, he actually self-ridiculed that smiles. 稍作犹豫,他却是自嘲一笑。 This is own family/home, what fears? 这是自己的家呀,怕什么？ Jiang Susu comes out from the room at this time, in the hand is carrying dust pan, in the dust pan is some wheat, she prepares to feed the chicken duck. 江素素此时从屋子里出来,手里端着一个簸箕,簸箕内是一些麦子,她准备去喂鸡鸭。 Sees the entrance is standing Yun Jing, her footsteps, opens mouth saying: „At noon, where ran goes wildly?” 看到门口站着的云景,她脚步一顿,张了张嘴道:“大中午的,跑哪儿去野了？” Then, her vision naturally puts aside from Yun Jing , to continue to move toward the chicken duck circle. 说完,她的目光从云景身上自然移开,继续走向鸡鸭圈。 This is the busy farming season already crosses the fall harvest not to the season, without so many work, the farmer has to steal floats the fresh half day idle time. 这是农忙已过秋收未至的时节,没那么多活儿,农人有能偷得浮生半日闲时候。 „Mother, I went to the riverside to catch the crab”, Yun Jing took a step to enter the courtyard to say. “娘,我去河边抓螃蟹了”,云景迈步走进院子说。 Has arrived at chicken circle nearby Jiang Susu then to look at his one eyes to ask: „Crab that you catch?” 已经走到鸡圈边上的江素素回头瞄了他一眼问:“你抓的螃蟹呢？” „Has not grabbed”, Yun Jing smiles awkwardly. “没抓着”,云景尴尬一笑。 Caught wheat to scatter in the chicken circle, whatever the chicken duck carved the food, Jiang Susu hmph hmph saying: „Brat, was getting more and more wild, near the running stream plays, your father comes back to look that you do take a beating” 抓了一把麦子撒鸡圈里,任由鸡鸭琢食,江素素哼哼道:“臭小子,越来越野了,跑溪边去玩,你爹回来看你挨揍不挨揍” „Mother you do not tell the father”, Yun Jing runs to swing her arm ‚entreaty’ to say. “娘你可别告诉爹呀”,云景跑过去摇着她的手臂‘哀求’道。 Tapped his head conveniently, Jiang Susu shut out saying: „Urges to go faster, big person, but also acts like a spoiled brat, in room I cooked the mung bean soup to you, with Liangshui Town, was drinking quickly, looks at your forehead perspiration, black autumn autumn is like the monkey” 顺手拍了拍他的脑袋,江素素嫌弃道:“去去去,多大的人了,还撒娇,屋子里我给你熬了绿豆汤,用凉水镇着的,快去喝了,看你这一脑门汗,黑秋秋的跟个猴子一样” „Hehe, mother most was good to me”, Yun Jing grins to say with a smile, then runs toward the room. “嘿嘿,娘对我最好了”,云景咧嘴笑道,然后朝着屋子跑去。 Arrives at the entrance time, he stops the footsteps slightly, looked on the face to reappear the smile to feed mother profile of chicken, under the heart inexplicable acid, the eye socket was moist. 来到门口的时候,他微微停下脚步,看了看脸上重新出现笑容喂鸡的母亲侧脸,心下莫名一酸,眼眶湿润。 Then, enters the room, drinks in the wooden basin Liangshui Town mung bean soup. 回头,进屋,喝木盆里凉水镇着的绿豆汤。 Very sweet, put the malt sugar, is very tasty, cool solution Shu , the drop of tears mix the mung bean soup to be drunk quietly by Yun Jing. 很甜,放了麦芽糖的,很好喝,清凉解暑,悄悄的,有一滴眼泪混合着绿豆汤被云景喝下。 This flavor, good...... 这味道,好极了…… Eats the mung bean soup time, before Yun Jing recollection, sees mother's picture, since originally , unknowingly, the mothers were thin these days, the complexion is somewhat thin and pale. 喝绿豆汤的时候,云景回忆之前看到母亲的画面,原来,这段时间以来,不知不觉,母亲都消瘦了很多,脸色有些憔悴。 The mother and child are intimate friends, he can feel, mother turns into this, because. 母子连心,他能感觉到,母亲变成这样,是因为自己。 „Mother, later”, in his heart will not say silently. “娘,以后再也不会了”,他心中默默道。 In the courtyard, turns away from the Jiang Susu eye socket of room to blush, has the tears to drop, but on the face has the smile to bloom, smiles with ease, the gloomy dissipation of space between eyebrows does not see. 院子中,背对屋子的江素素眼圈发红,有眼泪滴落,但脸上却有笑容绽放,笑得是那么的轻松,眉间的一丝阴郁消散不见。 Knows the child to be better mother, that after all is the meat that on falls all round, does not need to say a word, does not need to tell, only one, she can feel, oneself precious son, that bewildered depression did not have. 知子莫若母,那毕竟是自己身上掉下来的肉团团,不需要言语,不需要诉说,只一眼,她就能感受到,自家宝贝儿子,那莫名其妙的消沉没有了。 Good, really good...... 好啊,真好…… The day, restored finally normally. 日子,总算恢复正常了。 Wiped tears with the back of the hand secretly, Jiang Susu only thinks that the whole body loosen was quick, the sunlight of summer was not so dazzling, the present chicken duck makes her feel particularly lovably. 用手背偷偷抹了抹眼泪,江素素只觉浑身松快,夏日的阳光都不那么刺眼了,就连眼前的鸡鸭都让她觉得分外可爱。 Can kill one to cook to Little Jing eats? 要不要杀一只来炖给小景吃？ That only most majestic big cockerel, frightened to cry the small winter yesterday. 那只最雄壮的大公鸡,昨日还把小冬吓哭了呢。 Traces the belly that rouses day after day, Jiang Susu only thinks the life happily that...... 摸了摸日渐鼓起来的肚子,江素素只觉生活是那么的美好…… Ate the mung bean soup, Yun Jing arrived at the entrance, sat asked on the threshold: „Mother, father and grandfather they?” 喝了绿豆汤,云景来到门口,坐在门槛上问:“娘,爹和爷爷他们呢？” Naturally, one such as in the past. 自然而然,一如往昔。 „Your father looked that the state of the water in paddy field went, your grandfather, probably the village west your three uncles and your three aunts fights, hits old ominously, your grandfather compromised, the small winter in taking an afternoon nap”, Jiang Susu thinks to reply, on the face had returned to normal. “你爹去看水田里的水情去了,你爷爷,好像村西你三伯和你三伯娘打架,打得老凶,你爷爷去调和去了,小冬在睡午觉”,江素素想了想回答道,脸上已经恢复了平静。 The life of rural area, is these gossips. 农村的生活,就是这些家长里短。 The Yun Jing hear does not care, asked: „What do we eat in the afternoon?” 云景听完也不在意,问:“那我们下午吃什么啊？” Has saying that came first, Yun Jing to arrive at the teenager to eat the poor father's awkward age again, peasant family few perquisites, he always felt unable to eat to the full, and easy hungry. 不得不说,重来一世,云景又到了半大小子吃穷老子的尴尬年龄,农家少油水,他总觉得吃不饱,而且容易饿。 „In the afternoon has the mung bean gruel, with cucumber pickle”, Jiang Susu tidies up the dust pan to move toward the room saying that the heart said that must only be big cockerel to butcher that my son was all right, is worth celebrating? “下午吃绿豆稀饭,配酸黄瓜”,江素素收拾簸箕走向屋子道,心说要不要把那只大公鸡宰了呢,我儿子没事儿了,值得庆祝一下吧？ Yun Jing moved the buttocks to say toward the nearby: „I must drink three large bowls!” 云景往边上挪了挪屁股道:“我要喝三大碗！” „Also feared that you cannot eat”, Jiang Susu is good to say with a smile, now in the family/home has the grain, is sporty. “还怕你吃不成”,江素素好笑道,如今家里有粮,底气十足。 Footsteps, Jiang Susu hesitant over and over, cannot bear the opens the mouth, with an incomparably optional language gas channel/angrily said: „Little Jing, the tender garlic shoots they walked were so long, you said that what they are making now?” 脚步一顿,江素素犹豫再三,还是忍不住开口,用一种无比随意的语气道:“小景啊,蒜苗他们都走这么久了,你说他们现在在做什么？” „How would I know, possibly was compelled under the stand hot sun to practice martial arts, hey, is very absolutely tired, doing is not prone to crying does not dare to cry”, Yun Jing uses a mean language gas channel/angrily said. “我哪儿知道,可能在被人逼着站烈日下练武吧,嘿,绝对很累,搞不好哭都不敢哭”,云景用一种幸灾乐祸的语气道。 Said these words time, Yun Jing is relaxed, is taking pleasure in others' misfortunes of real from the heart, stepped over at heart that ridge, he really did not care about the practicing martial arts aptitude not to compare other child small matters. 说这句话的时候,云景语气轻松,是真的发自内心的幸灾乐祸,迈过心里那道坎,他真的不在意自己练武资质比不上其他小孩这件小事儿了。 Meanwhile, he also guessed correctly that indistinctly mother asked the intention of own this issue. 同时,他也隐隐约约猜到母亲问自己这个问题的用意。 Is she is testing herself was really all right, seemingly makes a veiled attack, looks like in Yun Jing is actually obvious. 她在试探自己是不是真的没事儿了,看似旁敲侧击,实则在云景看来再明显不过。 What scene Jiang Susu cannot imagine to practice martial arts is, but oneself son's reply, was makes her heart last anxiety diverge. 江素素想象不出练武是一个什么样的场景,但自家儿子的回答,却是让她心底最后一丝忧虑都散去了。 Own son, was really all right, she can feel. 自家儿子,真的没事儿了,她能感觉得到。 The heart completely goes depressed, the vigor of Jiang Susu whole person was different, although somewhat is still thin and pale, but must restore to the past is also only sooner or later matter. 心头郁结尽去,江素素整个人的精气神都不一样了,虽然依旧有些憔悴,但要恢复到以往也只是迟早的事情。 Rare idle, mood excellent Jiang Susu moves in a chair to put near Yun Jing simply, then goes to the room to bring the bamboo basket, sits her nearby to sew the small clothes. 难得清闲,心情大好的江素素干脆搬来一张椅子放云景边上,然后又去屋子里拿来竹篓,坐她边上缝制小衣。 She started for the belly the baby was born to prepare. 她开始在为肚子了的宝宝出生做准备了。 Bored, she spoke thoughtlessly to ask: „Little Jing, do you want a younger sister to want a younger brother again?” 无聊中,她随口问:“小景啊,你想要个妹妹还是再要个弟弟？” „Smelly younger brother enough, the small winter was tired of all day, fought with the fists on my nose to let me and he that night plays, if were the younger sister, should unable to make this matter to come”, Yun Jing depressed say/way. “臭弟弟一个就够啦,小冬整天烦得要死,那天晚上一拳打我鼻子上让我和他玩儿,如果是妹妹的话,应该做不出这种事情来”,云景郁闷道。 Tapped his head, Jiang Susu blamed: „You added, on that day you hit cried half in the evening the small winter, quarrelled, when your Elder Brother does not know that is letting” 拍了拍他的脑袋,江素素责怪道:“你还说,那天你把小冬打得哭了半晚上,吵得要死,你这当哥哥的也不知道让着点” „I have not hit him, frightened, who knows that his courage is so small”, Yun Jing was more depressed. “我没打他,就吓唬了一下,谁知道他胆子那么小”,云景更郁闷了。 Has not intertwined this, Jiang Susu is the tracing belly that looks forward said: „I also want a boy, like this you had three brothers, later grew up had to lend a hand, was insufficient to be bullied” 没纠结这茬,江素素却是憧憬的摸了摸肚子道:“我还想生个男孩,这样你们就有三兄弟了,以后长大了有个帮衬,也不至于被人欺负” As the rural woman, said that is regards men as superior to women also well, said that is the sincerity considers for the descendant, this is the Jiang Susu most real idea. 作为农村妇女,说是重男轻女也好,说是真心为了后代着想也罢,这是江素素最真实的想法。 At this point, she smiled saying with a smile: „With you said that these make anything, you are young, later you know the brothers were many advantage” 说到这里,她笑了笑道:“和你说这些做什么,你还小,以后你就知道兄弟多了的好处了” Yun Jing is speechless, the heart said that the brothers were many really? 云景无语,心说兄弟多了真的好吗？ If by some chance later presents aspect that the brothers disagree/not with to call a headache, ok, that is the later matter, does not think so many, said again, has itself to guide, later younger brother younger sister is also insufficient to grow that disposition, perhaps, the future matter who will be able to talk clearly. 万一以后出现兄弟不和的局面那才叫一个头疼,算了,那是以后的事情,不想那么多,再说,有自己引导,以后的弟弟妹妹也不至于成长成那种心性,或许吧,未来的事情谁说得清楚呢。 The atmosphere is peaceful immediately, Jiang Susu is busy the needlework work, while also helps the mosquito that Yun Jing drives away to fly. 气氛顿时安静下来,江素素一边忙着针线活儿,一边还帮云景驱赶飞来的蚊子。 Jiang Susu thinks that three children in village they followed Constable Wang, henceforth does not need to be the farmer, but oneself son has not elected, depressed was so long, loves dearly inexplicably, therefore she said: „Little Jing, my day was getting more and more prosperous, do you have the thing that what wants? The inexpensive words, mother takes responsibility for you buy” 江素素想到村里的那三个小孩跟王捕头他们走了,从此不用当农民,而自己儿子没选上,消沉了这么久,莫名心疼,于是她说:“小景啊,咱家日子越来越红火了,你有没有什么想要的东西？不贵的话,娘做主给你买” Spring trapped/sleepy summer Faqiu is incapable, this big hot days, Yun Jing a little gets sleepy, hears mother's words, he had a yawn along with the tastes: „Actually no thing of wish, was right, I want to study......” 春困夏乏秋无力,这大热天的,云景有点犯困,听到母亲的话,他打了个哈欠随口道:“倒是没什么想要的东西,哦对了,我想读书……” Hears this, Jiang Susu does needlework live movement, the expression is vacant. 闻此,江素素做针线活的动作一顿,表情茫然。