Xiaolin Village is only less than five li (0.5 km) from fierce Hushan, it can be said that next, stands on the mountain, can get a panoramic view one of the Xiaolin Village. 小林村距离猛虎山仅有不到五里地,可以说是紧挨着的,站在山上,能将小林村的一起尽收眼底。 Because here was too near from fierce Hushan, by, even if these years Jiang Xiaoxi in Fengyang District, had not actually come back. 因为这里距离猛虎山太近了,是以哪怕这些年来江小惜一直都在凤阳县境内,却都没有回来过。 Feared that by the fierce tiger stronghold discovery is only one of the reasons, opposite party again how fierce, she carefully, can come back to look at one, main reason, is the big enmity unreported, she does not have the face to come back ‚to see parents’. 怕被猛虎寨发现只是原因之一,对方再如何厉害,她小心一点,也是能回来看一眼的,最主要的原因,则是大仇未报,她没脸回来‘见爹娘’。 In recent years, the hatred is the support that Jiang Xiaoxi goes on living, if she comes back in the hatred unreported situation, in the village is family member's burial ground, but the wicked bandit on mountain actually gets off scot-free, that might make her collapse all of a sudden. 这些年来,仇恨一直都是江小惜活下去的支撑,她若在仇恨未报的情况下回来,村里是亲人的葬身之地,而山上的恶匪却逍遥法外,那很可能会让她一下子崩溃。 The will of the people are strong, can the adversity in the incomparably extreme environment on, but the will of the people are also frail, likely the small matter collapses...... 人心是坚强的,能在无比极端的环境下逆境而上,但人心也是脆弱的,很可能一点小事儿就崩溃…… Entered the road in village not to have, to be covered by the weed of cover, even the entire village becomes the heaven of plant. 进村的路已经没有了,早已被茂密的杂草覆盖,甚至整个村子都成为了植物的天堂。 Initially the wicked bandit in fierce tiger stronghold came to here slaughter village, the person killed off, these years passed by, the initial thatched hut constructed under the windblown and sunburnt collapses most, the construction of collapse was covered with the plant, had occasionally has not collapsed, was covered by the insane long vine. 当初猛虎寨的恶匪来这里屠村,人被杀光,这些年过去,当初的茅屋建筑在风吹日晒下垮塌大半,倒塌的建筑长满了植物,偶有没塌的,也被疯长的藤蔓覆盖。 The entire village is quiet, is very bleak, perhaps was here the person of tragic death were too initially many, noon, but also the colorful Yanggao photo, here also seemed somewhat gloomy and cold. 整个村子静悄悄的,很荒凉,或许是当初这里惨死的人太多,以至于大中午的,还艳阳高照,这里也显得有些阴冷。 Stands outside the village, Jiang Susu and Jiang Xiaoxi crazy staring this hometown after an absence of more than ten years, the tears are keeping dripping just like the pearl of broken line downward, the tears blurred their line of sight. 站在村外,江素素和江小惜痴痴的凝视着这阔别十多年的家乡,眼泪宛如断线的珍珠般不停往下淌,泪水模糊了她们的视线。 Yun Jing they can only accompany at this time silently, said the words that anything comforts only meet in the wound put salt to them. 云景他们此时只能默默的陪伴着,说什么安慰的话都只会是给她们伤口上撒盐。 Stared at the village some little time, Jiang Susu rejected supporting by the arm of Yunshan gently, wiped tears, walks toward the village in step by step. 凝视了村子好一会儿,江素素才轻轻拒绝了云山的搀扶,抹了抹眼泪,一步一步往村子中走去。 Walks when the wild thick patch of grass, Chinese chestnut tree that in seeing one soon loses plant, Jiang Susu pushes aside the thick patch of grass, arrives under the tree, stroked the rough bark to recall once to mutter: „In childhood in family/home poor, all year round cannot eat between-meal snacks several times, is hoping can pick some fruits to eat to have a sumptuous meal on the tree, but I in childhood not crawling tree, therefore in the fall of every year, can only stand under the tree eagerly, waits for chestnut to fall, remembers, because many time picks in the chestnut and village the child has the dispute, slightly pities you also therefore to help me and others has fought, do you remember?” 走在荒草丛中,在看到一棵快要枯死的板栗树时,江素素扒开草丛,来到树下,抚摸着粗糙的树皮回忆着曾经喃喃道:“小时候家里穷,一年到头都吃不到几次零嘴,就盼着能在树上摘些果子吃打牙祭,可我小时候不会爬树,所以每年秋天,都只能眼巴巴的站在树下,等着栗子自己掉下来,记得因为很多次捡栗子和村里小孩起争执,小惜你还因此帮我和别人打过架,你记得吗？” „Remembers, I remember”, the Jiang Xiaoxi nod said, has choked with sobs. “记得,我都记得”,江小惜点头道,早已泣不成声。 The memory is glorious, Jiang Susu wants to smile, may be unable to smile. 回忆是美好的,江素素想笑,可怎么也笑不出来。 Leaves home for more than ten years, all the people are no longer the same, this carrying/sustaining the Chinese chestnut trees of childhood innumerable memory soon arrived at the life the end. 离家十多年,一切都物是人非,就连这棵承载了小时候无数记忆的板栗树都快要走到生命的尽头。 Here in the moment, Jiang Susu leaves , to continue to walk toward the village in slowly. 在这里驻留片刻,江素素离开,缓缓继续往村里走。 Led the way dozens meters, she stops the footsteps, looks at the nearby bamboo grove red, the eye socket muttered: „Here, I remember that is the uncle family/home of village, his family member is very good, in a year of family/home the grain insufficiently ate, I also come to the uncle home to borrow one rise bean, they did not have to comply hesitant, although afterward returned, but this sentiment I have actually remembered, was only......, now anything does not have, initially the wicked bandit attacked, his family's first suffering a natural disaster” 前行了几十米,她停下脚步,看着边上一片竹林,眼圈通红的喃喃道:“这里,我记得是村口的大伯家,他家人很好,有一年家里粮食不够吃了,我还来大伯家借过一升豆子,他们没有犹豫就答应了,后来虽然还上,但这份情我却一直都记得,只是……,如今什么都没有了,当初恶匪来袭,他家第一个遭灾” There does not have the construction, once dirt wall thatched hut becomes one pile of heaps, the bamboo grove grows, once all will bury in underground. 那里早已经没有了建筑,曾经的土墙茅屋成为了一堆土堆,竹林生长,将曾经的一切都掩埋在了地下。 „Yes, the uncle family member is very good, his family/home has an arbute, we want to steal his family/home Red bayberry to eat every year, many times were seen, they are not only not angry, but also urged us to pay attention not to fall safely, such good person, why killing Jiang Xiaoxi also looks at where both eyes red say/way by the domestic animal of that crowd of drop deads”. “是啊,大伯家人很好,他家有一棵杨梅树,我们每年都想去偷他家杨梅吃,很多次被看到了,他们不但不生气,还叮嘱我们注意安全别摔下来,这么好的人,为什么就被那群杀千刀的畜生给杀了啊”江小惜也看着哪里双目通红道。 Hears these, Yun Jing their heart is also uncomfortable very much, the common people of this time, the life was too difficult, the nature and man-made disaster, no one knows that which same takes the lead to fall on the head. 听到这些,云景他们心头也很不是滋味,这个时代的平民百姓,生活太艰难了,天灾人祸,谁也不知道哪一样率先落在头上。 Leaves village uncle family/home that place, Jiang Susu they continues to proceed. 离开村口大伯家那片地方,江素素她们继续往前走。 Hears in a piece of thick patch of grass to have the slight bicker, Jiang Susu aims at that direction saying: „Slightly pities, you still remember that there has a well, the water that initially in the village all others ate selects there, does laundry also washes there, in the summer is good, the water is very cool, but was uncomfortable in the winter, the hand froze many frostbite, initially every winter, the family member threw the clothes of whole family to me washes, was mad me to want the clothes to throw each time, but, but I want to do laundry for them now on own initiative, actually no one washed to me the clothes again, wū wū......” 听到一片草丛中有轻微的流水声,江素素指向那个方向道:“小惜,你还记得吗,那里有一口水井,当初村里所有人家吃的水都在那里挑呢,洗衣服也在那里洗,夏天还好,水很凉快,可冬天就难受了,手都冻出了很多冻疮,当初每到冬天,家人就把一家子的衣服丢给我洗,每次都气得我想把衣服扔了,可是,可是如今我想主动给他们洗衣服,却没有人再把衣服给我洗了,呜呜……” Was saying was saying Jiang Susu cried, the child desire raises to kiss is not, all did not have, could not return again. 说着说着江素素就哭了起来,子欲养而亲不在,一切都没了啊,再也回不到过去了。 Yunshan hurries to go forward to support by the arm several Jiang Susu that wants to fall to the ground saying: „Passed, passed” 云山赶紧上前搀扶着几欲倒地的江素素道:“都过去了,都过去了” Jiang Xiaoxi wiped tears, looks that was said by the well of weed camouflage: „How can not remember that but also remembers that childhood summer, in the village one group of children take a bath in the well, we do not dare to pass to do laundry, at that time good to push in the water to be drown to death to consider as finished them completely” 江小惜抹了抹眼泪,看着被荒草遮蔽的水井说:“怎么能不记得呢,还记得小时候的夏天,村里一帮小孩呢就在水井边洗澡,我们都不敢过去洗衣服,那时好想把他们全部都推水里淹死算了” „You, the character is like the boy, initially in the village many boys feared you”, Jiang Susu of returning to normal mood hear her words to shake the head to say with a smile slightly. “你呀,性格就跟男孩子一样,当初村里很多男孩都怕你呢”,稍微平复心情的江素素听到她的话摇摇头笑道。 The recollection is painful, particularly all already in the situation of the people are no longer the same, but every so often, in the recollection also has the happy place, on the face will show the smile subconsciously, but that smile, many somewhat feels sad. 回忆是痛苦的,尤其是一切都已经物是人非的情况下,可很多时候,回忆中也有高兴的地方,脸上会下意识露出笑容,可那笑容,多少有些心酸。 Leaves the well, they continued to walk toward the village, passed by a flagstone, passed by a tree, passed by a road, passed at the same time the stone wall...... 离开水井,他们继续往村里走,路过一块石板,路过一棵树,路过一条石径,路过一面石壁…… Each Jiang Susu they can mention an initial story, these stories have to laugh heartily to have the tears, these places are they remember that the place of checking, these years has perhaps blurred had forgotten, may work as the revisit, these memories appeared little in the heart. 每一处江素素她们都能讲出一段当初的故事来,那些故事有欢笑有泪水,那些地方都是她们记忆寄存之地,这些年或许已经模糊了忘记了,可当故地重游,那些记忆又一点点浮现在了心头。 Comes clearly into view, as if yesterday. 历历在目,仿佛就在昨日。 But, more than ten years passed by, here has not been the initial appearance, has too many memories, could not look again. 可是,到底十多年过去了,这里早已经不是当初的模样,有太多太多的记忆,再也找不回来了。 After thorough village several hundred meters, Jiang Xiaoxi stops the footsteps saying: „Second sister, that side is my family, I first had a look in the past, did not accompany you” 深入村子几百米后,江小惜停下脚步道:“二姐,那边是我家,我先过去看看,就不陪你了” Speech time, the Jiang Xiaoxi whole body is shivering slightly, diligently is constraining the emotional outburst of innermost feelings. 说话的时候,江小惜浑身都在轻微颤抖,努力的压抑着内心的情感爆发。 „Un, you go, I did not disturb you and ‚family member reunite’, I also wanted ‚going home’ to go”, Jiang Susu nods to say. “嗯,你去吧,我就不打扰你和‘家人团聚’了,我也要‘回家’去了”,江素素点点头道。 Therefore Jiang Xiaoxi passes through the weed to go in the direction of family/home at the back of a big package step by step. 于是江小惜背着一个大包裹一步一步穿过荒草朝家的方向去。 Actually her family/home has been stretch of ruins, even the remnants of destroyed buildings can only be able to distinguish reluctantly, but there, throughout is her family/home. 其实她的家早已经是一片废墟,连残垣断壁都只能勉强才能分辨,可那里,始终是她的家。 Jiang Xiaoxi brings that big package, inside has two heads, respectively is Yang Fen and Wang Tianba, this matter only then Yun Jing knows. 江小惜带着的那个大包裹,里面有两颗人头,分别是杨愤和王天霸的,这个事情只有云景知道。 She has not taken to tell Jiang Susu them, is she is scared the person, she knows that was good, she then must hold a memorial service for Xiaolin Village that entire elapses with that two heads. 她没有拿出来告诉江素素她们,是她吓着人,她自己知道就好了,她接下来要用那两颗人头来祭奠整个逝去的小林村。 After Jiang Xiaoxi separates, Jiang Susu also brings Yun Jing they in own direction to walk. 和江小惜分开后,江素素也带着云景他们往自己家的方向走去。 Passed by ruins, across thick patch of grass, Jiang Susu stood in main house gate after an absence of more than ten years a piece by piece finally finally. 路过一座座废墟,穿过一片片草丛,最后江素素总算是站在了阔别十多年的家门口。 Beginning her family belongings is also only the dirt wall thatched hut, after more than ten years, accidental/surprised also has half not to collapse, but complete that half have actually been covered with the moss weed and vine. 她的家当初也只是土墙茅屋,时隔十多年,意外的还有一半没有倒塌,但完整的那一半却早已长满青苔杂草和藤蔓。 Building alone standing and waiting for a long time that partly collapses there, in silent recounted the pitiful story of years probably. 半塌的建筑孤零零的伫立在那里,像是在无声述说岁月的悲惨故事。 Jiang Susu stands in the entrance, static stares at the front, the tears has been flowing, she does not dry, facing the close family/home, her both legs as if filled the lead same unable to take a step to cut down. 江素素站在门口,静静的凝望着前方,眼泪一直一直在流,她怎么也擦不干,面对近在咫尺的家,她的双腿仿佛灌了铅一样迈不动步伐。 Liu Dazhuang and the others came back to wipe the eye secretly, is really not cruel enough to look at one. 刘大壮等人回过头去偷偷抹眼睛,实在是不忍心看着一幕。 Stationed in ‚entrance’ some little time, the Jiang Susu then knees one kneels down softly, rending shouting: „Father, mother, child was unfilial, comes back to look at you, child was unfilial, comes back to look at you......” 在‘门口’驻留了好一会儿,江素素这才双膝一软跪倒在地,撕心裂肺的喊道:“爹,娘,孩儿不孝,回来看你们了,孩儿不孝,回来看你们了……” After the gate , the godchild stick , the entrance not calls the sound especially again. 门后教子棍尤在,门口再无唤儿声。 No matter the Jiang Susu how rending summon, in the family/home no one replied again her. 不管江素素再如何撕心裂肺的呼唤,家里却是再无人应答她一句。 Yunshan Yun Jing kneels down toward the front side Jiang Susu one after another, static is accompanying her, at this moment, said anything is unnecessary. 云山云景相继在江素素身边朝着前方跪下,静静的陪着她,此时此刻,说什么都是多余的。 „Father, mother, Elder Brother, why you must cry, wū wū, I quite uncomfortable......”, Yun Xi sees the family members to kneel on the ground bursts into tears, immediately was uncomfortable to cry. “爹,娘,哥哥,你们为什么要哭呀,呜呜呜,我好难受……”,云夕见家人都跪在地上流泪,顿时难受得哭了起来。 Jiang Susu hears word, difficult raising the head said to Yun Xi: „Small evening, come, kneels down to kowtow, here is mother's family/home, gives your grandfather grandmother paternal aunt the uncle to kowtow......” 江素素闻言,艰难的抬起头来对云夕说:“小夕,来,跪下磕个头,这里是娘的家,给你外公外婆姑姑舅舅磕个头吧……” Small Yun Xi has not understood these, but sees the family members to kneel on the ground, follows to kneel down, why she does not know must like this, but the family member is sad, she also follows sadly...... 小云夕还不懂这些,但见家人都跪在地上,也跟着跪下,她不知道为什么要这样,但家人伤心,她也跟着难过…… For a long time , the mood returns to normal slightly, Jiang Susu then visited the family/home after an absence of more than ten years under supporting by the arm of Yunshan father and son truly. 许久后,心情稍微平复下来,江素素这才在云山父子俩的搀扶下真正踏足了阔别十多年的家。 Walked two steps, Yun Jing had not opened the mouth to say suddenly: „Mother, be careful!” 走了没两步,云景突然开口道:“娘,小心！” Jiang Susu hears word tearful eyes dim looks at Yun Jing saying: „What's wrong?” 江素素闻言泪眼朦胧的看着云景说:“怎么了？” Had not replied, Yun Jing puts out a hand to cover the eye of Yun Xi, hints them to look at the front thick patch of grass, broken skeleton static lying down there. 没回答,云景伸手捂住云夕的眼睛,示意他们看前方的草丛,一具残破的骸骨静静的躺在那里。 Jiang Susu sees that broken skeleton, the whole body trembles, is not the fear, but is unquenchable raids the heart sadly. 江素素看到那残破的骸骨,浑身一颤,不是害怕,而是难以抑制的悲切袭上心头。 „Elder Brother, what do you cover my eye to make?” Yun Xi turns the head to say. “哥,你捂我眼睛做什么呀？”云夕扭着脑袋道。 Yun Jing said: „Small evening do not be noisy” 云景道:“小夕别闹” Because of this time atmosphere reason, Yun Xi is not struggling. 因为此时的气氛原因,云夕倒也不在挣扎。 Before Yun Jing used thought power to scan here, altogether discovered six broken skeleton dispersions are constructing various places, these were Jiang Susu once family members. 之前云景就用念力扫描过这里,一共发现了六具残破的骸骨分散在建筑各处,那些都是江素素曾经的家人。 At this moment, Jiang Susu rebukes oneself the whole body to shiver, she wipes tears to open the mouth saying: „Do not move, I come personally, Liu...... Brother Liu, please be farther Little Jing and small evening belt/bring, Brother Shan, troubles you to help me look, had a look also to find other” 此时此刻,江素素自责得浑身颤抖,她一抹眼泪开口道:“你们都别动,我亲自来,刘……刘大哥,请你把小景和小夕带远一些,山哥,麻烦你帮我找一下,看看还能不能找到其他的” Yun Jing and Yun Xi are the child, Jiang Susu do not want to let them after all facing skeleton such picture, picks the skeleton of family member personally, this is she is the duty and responsibility of children...... 云景和云夕毕竟是小孩子,江素素不想让他们面对尸骨这样的画面,亲自去捡拾家人的尸骨,这是她为人子女的义务和责任……