*************************************************************************************************** *************************************************************************************************** Really, was rejected. 果然,被拒绝了。 On the Queen of night face showed as expected the expression, under that gentle smile, passed over gently and swiftly fast wiped sad touching and extrication. Received slowly returned to the hand, is bending the waist, will knee down, crying the fellow who did not make sense hugged in the bosom. 月神脸上露出了不出所料表情,那柔和笑容下,飞快掠过了一抹凄美和解脱。缓缓收了回了手,弯着腰,将跪倒在地,哭的不像话的家伙抱在怀里。 This is the retribution, to past own indecision, own spiritless to the retribution that flinched. 这就是报应啊,对当年自己的犹豫不决,对自己的懦弱退缩的报应。 However...... 但是…… Feels the bosom head gently, all her sentiments change finally smile. 温柔摸着怀里的脑袋,她所有的感情最终还是化作一笑。 „Didn't say? Will cry, will regret that will feel embarrassed, why doesn't listen to my words?” “不是说了吗？会哭的,会后悔的,会为难的,为什么就不听我的话呢？” „Does not listen, I do not want to listen!” As if changed Druid of that willful youngster, is weeping and wailing loudly, made an effort to shake the head, rejects the Queen of night gentle caressed lightly. “不听,我不想听！”仿佛变回了那个任性少年的德鲁伊,大声哭喊着,用力摇着头,拒绝月神的温柔轻抚。 „Why, why can't walk with me?” “为什么,为什么不能和我一起走？” „I, have died.” The Queen of night with the natural tranquil tone, saying lets the fact that the bosom the man body and mind trembles. “我啊,已经死了。”月神用理所当然的平静语气,说出让怀里的男人身心一颤的事实。 „Dead Angel, should return to the bosom of God, if continues to live on dishonorably by powerful strength in world, that and dragon Wuyao also does have what difference? In addition, Saint paradise the duty of Queen of night, because of my willful, vacancy 10,000 years.” “死去的天使,应该回归上帝的怀抱,如若凭借强大力量继续苟活于世间,那和龙巫妖又有何区别？除此之外,圣乐园的月神之职,因为我的任性,也空缺了一万年。” At this point, the Queen of night reveals the color of ashamed remorse, that always brings the gentle happy expression pupil to be broken recently finally, reveals sorrowfully, the tone also becomes entreats. 说到这里,月神露出羞愧自责之色,那最近总是带着温柔笑意的眸子终被打破,露出哀戚,语气也变得哀求。 „Therefore, asked that please do not make me be shamed again ?” “所以,拜托了,请不要再让我蒙羞,好吗？” I, dumbfounded. 我,哑口无言。 Because own spiritless escape, leaves willfully, harms the Queen of night Sir to multiply the holy Spiritual God improper to lament, because of a small agreement, harmed her to pay all, including life and was the Angel glory. 因为自己的懦弱逃避,任性离开,害得月神大人滋生出圣洁的神灵所不该有的悔恨,又因为自己一个小小的约定,害她付出了一切,包括生命和身为天使的荣耀。 At this moment, she used the tone of entreaty to say to me, making me do not make her continue to be shamed again, can I really also willful getting down again and again, the disregarded desire she keep itself side? 此时此刻,她用哀求的语气对我说,让我不要再让她继续蒙羞下去了,我真的还能一而再再而三的任性下去,不管不顾的乞求她留在自己身边吗？ Such she, will be happy, will be joyful? 这样的她,会幸福,会快乐吗？ „wū wū wū ahh ahh ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~-” “呜呜呜啊啊啊啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~-” Struggling of innermost feelings, lamented, guilty, distressed, finally finally, only changed to the helpless hissing sob. The unprecedented regret felt, floods the mind. 内心的挣扎,悔恨,愧疚,痛心,最终最终,只化作了无奈的嘶声哭泣。前所未有的后悔感觉,充斥脑海。 If...... if can, be able to remain initially to accompany the Queen of night, that should good, that should be how happy complete result, I, my idiot ahh!!!!!!!!!! 如果……如果当初能够,能够留下来陪月神,那该有多好,那该是多么幸福圆满的结局,我啊,我这个蠢货啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！ If...... 如果…… On I hold the Queen of night to put in suddenly, the small hand who strokes gently, raised the head, in crash-bang the sorry figure face with thin of crying, closely is gazing at her. 我忽然抓住月神置于头上,轻柔抚摸的小手,抬起头,用哭的稀里哗啦的狼狈面庞,紧紧注视着她。 „Queen of night Sir, if...... if I chose a moment ago caught your hand, how you will choose?” “月神大人,如果……如果刚才我选择了接住你的手,你又会如何选择？” „Will you choose?” The bright eye pupil of dialysis mind, is responding to my gaze. “你会这么选择吗？”透析心灵的明澈眼眸,回应着我的注视。 „I...... am unfair to......” after long-time losing one's voice, I lower the head finally, apologized again, damage the Queen of night, wished one could to kill such again. “我……对不起……”长久的失声过后,我最终还是低下头,再次道歉,再次伤害了月神,恨不得打死这样的自己。 „Therefore , from the beginning does not have, if, I do not need to consider the second choice, not?” The Queen of night smiles, that is the Spiritual God Sir calm elegantly simple, has completely understood, accepted with pleasure such result. “所以说,从一开始就没有如果,我也并不需要考虑第二个选择,不是吗？”月神嫣然一笑,那是属于神灵大人的从容雅淡,已经看透了,欣然接受了这样的结果。 Holds the cheeks, lifts my head, she does not dislike dirty with that pure white such as jade small hand, helping me clean is spreading to spend the tears nasal mucus of face. 捧着脸颊,将我的头抬起,她一点也不嫌脏的用那洁白如玉小手,帮我擦拭着涂花了脸的泪水鼻涕。 „Although has some regrets, but, I have not deceived you , is very satisfied, can meet with you again, can see that you were being cared about by so many people.” “虽然有着些许的遗憾,但是,我并没有骗你,真的,真的,已经很满足了,能够和你再次相遇,能够见到你被那么多人关心着。” Gentle careful seems ordinary in the wipe treasure, my cleanness of face reorganization , she stands suddenly, withdraws a half step, is wrapping own familiar warm vanishes suddenly, making me be frightened anxiously, follows to set out hastily, wants to grip her hand again. 温柔细致的仿佛在擦拭宝物一般,将我的脸整理的干干净净,忽地,她站起来,退后一小步,包裹着自己的熟悉温暖骤然消失,让我惊惶不安,连忙跟着起身,想再次握住她的手。 However, at this moment, I discovered, each other space like being elongated unceasingly, her form is leaving me to go. 但是,就在这时,我发现,彼此的空间如同被不断拉长着,她身影正在离我而去。 „Is the time, said goodbye.” At the back of the small hand, the slim and graceful Queen of night, just like that graceful noble and pure laurel, the smile blooms the full branch compared with that the pink dense cluster of flowers, but also wants beautiful 100 times, 10,000 times. “是时候,道别了。”背着小手,亭亭玉立的月神,正如那一颗优雅高洁的月桂树,笑容比那开满枝头的粉色花簇,还要美丽一百倍,一万倍。 „Wait, does not want, wait/etc, do not abandon me!” I go all out to put out a hand toward the Queen of night, go all out to run toward her, desperate weeping and wailing, actually does not help matters, from also in unceasing pull. “等等,不要,等等,不要扔下我！”我拼命朝月神伸出手,拼命朝她奔跑,拼命的哭喊,却无济于事,距离还在不断的拉开。 Equally is dim the tranquil vision just like the moonlight, calmly stares, the smile of Queen of night is gentle and satisfied, seems thousand to say ten thousand, wants the language also to rest, finally, only changes to one. 宛如月色一样朦胧恬静的目光,静静凝视过来,月神的笑容温柔而满足,似有千言万句,欲语还休,最后,只化作一句。 „This whole life can run into you...... is really good.” “这辈子能够遇到你……真的是太好了。” The words become quiet, the eye pupil of that ten million years ancient well without ripples, finally, delimited to fall drop of clear tears slowly...... 话落音,那千万年古井不波的眼眸,终于,缓缓地划落了一滴晶莹泪水…… At this moment, I realized finally, bids farewell the tone that from the Queen of night, stance decidedly, realized, the result was unable to change. 这一刻,我终于意识到了,从月神诀别的语气,决然的姿态,意识到了,结果已经无法改变。 However...... finished all like this? No, I am unwilling, I am unwilling, even if this whole life does not have the means to make up regretted, matter that but the next generation, the next next generation...... the Queen of night Sir can achieve, I can also achieve! 但是……就这样结束一切吗？不,我不甘心,我不甘心啊,纵使这辈子没有办法弥补遗憾,但是下辈子,下下辈子……月神大人能做到的事情,我也能做到！ The vision decides, I close tightly the lip, exhausts to refer to extending the tail full power, the soul world also detected the tail that this having made up mind, gradually distance of move back, extended suddenly refers, as if bridged over space distance Bind, opposite can reach. 目光一决,我咬紧嘴唇,用尽全力将尾指伸上去,灵魂世界也察觉到了这份决意,逐渐拉远的距离忽然一顿,伸出去的这根尾指,似乎跨过了空间的距离束缚,能够够得着对面了。 „We agree.” To the Queen of night, I am exhausting the strength to squeeze a bright smile. “我们来约定吧。”对着月神,我用尽力气挤出一丝灿烂笑容。 „Really, does not have the means with you.” The gentle sound conveys, immediately, the tail refers to sinks slightly, referred to cancelling with another tail in one. “真是,拿你没办法。”温柔的声音传来,随即,尾指微微一沉,和另外一根尾指勾在了一起。 Is staring at the facial features of Queen of night, I every single word or phrase, made the pledge: „The next generation, please forget me, forgets to have about all my.” 凝视着月神的面容,我一字一句,许下誓言:“下辈子,请你忘掉我,忘掉有关于我的一切。” , In a squeezed out smile were many for several points to fondly remember and yearn, becomes firmer: „Then, these was one's turn me time, I will find you, making you recall me, recalled us in the together day, how long regardless of must wait, regardless of experienced many samsara, will achieve absolutely to you looks!” 顿了顿,挤出的一丝笑容里多了几分怀念和向往,变得更加坚定:“然后,这一次轮到我了,我会找到你,让你重新记起我,记起我们在一起的日子,无论要等多久,无论经历多少次轮回,绝对会做到给你看！” Is gazing at such me, the Queen of night drops again drop of tears, the graceful calm tone, brings several excitements, gently nod. 注视着这样的我,月神再次滴落一滴泪水,优雅从容的语气,带着几丝激动,轻轻点头。 „, Agreed.” “诶,约定好了。” „Then......” I made an effort to cancel the tail to refer , the smile several points, in the mind have also naturally imagined scene that and she had a reunion again, that perhaps was several hundred years, several thousand years, even was several thousand years later scenes, but, this time will not forget absolutely again. “然后……”我用力勾了勾尾指,笑容也自然了几分,脑海中已经想象到了和她再次重逢的情景,那或许是数百年,数千年,甚至是数万年后的光景,但是,这次绝对不会再忘记了。 „Its corresponding, when I found you, making you recall all that day, you must tell me your true name.” “与之相对应的,当我找到你,让你回忆起一切的那一天,你得告诉我你的真正名字。” „I think that you should ask early.” The Queen of night said spookily, in the pupil has a smile, does not see the regret. “我以为你早该问了。”月神幽幽说道,眸中含笑,不见遗憾。 „Now is not late, because I will find you absolutely absolutely, therefore, your name, I also know absolutely absolutely, may wait on to be very long, may be very laborious, therefore, is regarded as the reserved reward.” “现在也不迟,因为我绝对绝对会找到你,所以,你的名字,我也绝对绝对会知道,或许会等上很久,或许会很辛苦,所以,就当做是保留的奖励吧。” The waiting moment, the opposite hears gently one again: „, Agreed.” 等待片刻,对面再次传来轻轻一声:“诶,约定好了。” Then, the tail refers to a loosen, seemed pulled for a long time kite by the strong winds, suddenly the broken line, I and distance move back of Queen of night, can only see the form outline of opposite party suddenly rapidly suddenly. 然后,尾指一松,仿佛被狂风拉扯已久的风筝,忽然断线,我和月神的距离骤然急速拉远,眨眼间就只能看到对方的身影轮廓。 „Agreement...... good......” to look that the tail of residual heat surviving refers, I get hold of the fist, immediately two eyes one black, bids farewell with that say/way elusive beautiful form. “约定……好了……”看着余温残存的尾指,我握紧拳头,随即两眼一黑,与那道空灵美丽的身影诀别。 ...... …… The time of again sobering, opens the eyes, seen is the familiar ceiling. 再次清醒过来的时候,睁开双眼,看到的已经是熟悉的天花板。 I am lying down, motionless, both eyes were atheistic, just like make ten points to fondly remember, very sad dream, until the ear resounded girl's voice. 我愣愣躺着,一动不动,双目无神,犹如做了一场十分怀念,十分悲伤的梦,直至耳边响起女孩的声音。 „Sir, did you wake?” “大人,你醒过来了？” Turns the head to look, for does not let the present gentle girl worry, I show the smile reluctantly. 转头一看,为了不让眼前的温柔女孩担心,我勉强露出笑容。 „Un, was our...... has come back?” “嗯,我们这是……已经回来了？” „Yes, Sir, here is the Holy See mountain, we have come back.” Hand Litaud puppy dog Valise of tray, is nodding again and again, sits down in the bedside, first puts the one side the tray, then the above hot gruel will hold, worry visits me. “是的,大人,这里是教廷山,我们已经回来了。”手里托着托盘的小狗狗维拉丝,连连点头,在床边坐下,先将托盘放到一旁,再将上面的热粥捧起,担心的看着我。 „Sir belly was certainly hungry, first ate a thing to say again.” “大人肚子一定饿了,先吃点东西再说吧。” „How long did I rest?” “我睡了多久了？” „Has three days of time.” “已经有三天时间了。” „Has crossed was so long......” disconsolate sigh, immediately boldly thrusts forward to sit up. “已经过了那么久了啊……”惆怅的叹息一声,随即一个挺身坐起。 „Sir, cannot......” “大人,不可以……” „What has unable? I should not be injured is right.” I said to Valise with a smile suddenly. “有什么不可以的吗？我应该没受伤才对吧。”我冲维拉丝笑着眨眼道。 „Although said like this right, but...... but......” this docile puppy dog thinks in an instant, but also is really this, was different from the past, this body has not been injured, but, the heart has injured thoroughly, she started to speak but hesitated, finally changed to gentle one to sigh lightly. “虽然是这样说没错,但是……但是……”这只温顺的小狗狗转眼一想,还真是这样,和以往不同,这次身体并没有受伤,但是,心已经伤透了吧,她欲言又止,最终还是化作温柔的一声轻叹。 „Sir, come, eats a gruel.” “大人,来,喝点粥吧。” „Un, but wants you to feed my me to drink.” I open mouth toward Valise directly, just like fledgling that cried for food. “嗯,但是要你喂我我才喝。”我直接朝维拉丝张开嘴,犹如嗷嗷待哺的雏鸟。 The shy girl cheek is red, has not actually rejected, the bucket has geng gruel, puts is blowing, then delivered to my mouth that near the lip shouted. 害羞的女孩脸蛋通红,却没有拒绝,勺起一羮粥,放到嘴唇边呼啊呼的吹着,然后送到我的嘴边。 „Un, is really fragrant.” Looks at Valise charmingly including the timid appearance, my appetite opens greatly, perhaps the belly was hungry, ate up one bowl of another bowls, making Valise feed for one hour. “嗯,真香。”看着维拉丝娇羞含怯的模样,我胃口大开,或许肚子是饿了,吃下一碗又一碗,让维拉丝足足喂了一个小时。 „Oh, does not know that the body suddenly is a little why cool.” Feels full full the belly, my desire discontented appearance, started to have other small ideas. “唉,不知为啥身体忽然有点凉。”摸着饱饱的肚皮,我一副欲求不满的样子,又开始打起了其他小主意。 „That...... that covers the quilt a bit faster, catching cold was not good.” Valise one hear, is flustered immediately, was worried that under completely forgot distinguishes the genuine and fake in words. “那……那快点盖上被子,着凉了可不好。”维拉丝一听,顿时慌张,担心之下完全忘记了去辨别话里的真假。 „Does not want, quilt where has my Valise to be warm.” Sees Valise to search to help me draw in the quilt, that my sinister plot works hugs her in the bosom, rubbed rubbing. “不要,被子哪有我的维拉丝暖和。”见维拉丝探过来要帮我拉上被子,我奸计得逞的一把将她抱在怀里,蹭了蹭。 „Big...... Sir...... wū wū wū ~~ ~” puppy dog one startled, then shrinks in bosom low voice shy calling out in grief, without Defiance, had not protested, gentle just like one is the personal small cotton-wadded jacket. “大……大人……呜呜呜~~~”小狗狗一惊,然后就缩在怀里小声害羞的悲鸣,没有反抗,也没有抗议,温柔的宛如一张最是贴身的小棉袄。 Closely is supporting, after moment, I open the mouth. 紧紧相拥着,片刻过后,我才开口。 „Valise......” “维拉丝……” „Un, I in this, Sir.” The bosom girl, should say softly. “嗯,我在这呢,大人。”怀里的女孩,柔柔应道。 „Made you be worried, sorry.” “让你担心了,抱歉。” „Sir...... always this, has always been used.” Gentle voice, becomes sobs suddenly, entire was surrounded Valise in bosom by me, does not know the strength of where coming works loose the both arms suddenly, instead grasped my waist stubbornly. “大人总是……总是这样呢,都已经习惯了。”温柔的声线一顿,忽然间变得哽咽,被我整个环抱在怀中的维拉丝,不知哪来的力气忽然挣脱双臂,死死反抱住了我的腰。 „But...... but...... can come back, the Sir can come back...... is really good......, so long as the Sir can come back...... to return to my side, will not complain anything,...... had satisfied very much......” “但是……但是……能回来,大人能回来……真是太好了……只要大人能回来……能回到我的身边,就不会抱怨什么,已经……已经很满足了……” Looks at such Valise, the look is absent-minded, in her form instance and heart that say/way holy shadow overlapped in one, I made an effort to shake the head, hold the small cheek of Valise, discovered that her eye socket had been soaked by the tears, bright and intelligent, like knows oneself soon must by the puppy that the master abandoned. 看着这样的维拉丝,神色恍惚,她的身影瞬间和心中那道圣洁的影子重叠在了一起,我用力摇了摇头,捧起维拉丝的小脸蛋,发现她眼眶已经被泪水浸湿,水汪汪的,像极了知道自己即将要被主人抛弃的小狗。 „Fool, I how possibly.” I helps Valise scratch the corner of the eye, while own line of sight also becomes fuzzy, the sound choked. “傻瓜,我怎么可能不回来呢。”我一边帮维拉丝擦着眼角,一边自己的视线也变得模糊,声音哽咽了许多。 „But...... but......” made an effort to attract the lovable small tip of the nose, the Valise nervous and pitiful one breath said. “但是……但是……”用力吸了吸可爱的小鼻头,维拉丝紧张兮兮而又可怜兮兮的一口气说道。 „I really am really afraid very much, have flash that suddenly will produce the Sir following Queen of night Sir to leave together, to thought that I went.” “我真的真的很害怕,有那么一瞬间,忽然产生了大人会跟着月神大人一起离开,离我而去的念头。” „, Will not have this matter.” Trembles at heart fiercely, immediately is tighter, in her eye pupil that Valise hugs, the tip of the nose, the earlobe, the cheeks, in the lip angle kisses unceasingly. “不会的,才不会发生这种事情。”心里猛地一颤,随即将维拉丝抱的更紧,在她的眼眸,鼻尖,耳垂,脸颊,唇角上不断亲吻。 „How I give up, how to give up my family's puppy dog Valise, your cook, your gentleness, your goodness, your lovable, your body, your flavor, your cook......” “我怎么舍得呢,怎么舍得我家的小狗狗维拉丝,你的厨艺,你的温柔,你的善良,你的可爱,你的身体,你的味道,你的厨艺……” „Cook, said two.” “厨艺,说了两遍。” Initiative draws out the small face supinely, is very close, listened to the so moving talk between lovers, the cheek of Valise has blushed thoroughly ripe, but when hearing last, she is staring at me spookily, the look seemed saying, what the Sir most regards as important is my cook? 主动仰起小脸,耳鬓厮磨一番,又听了如此动人的情话,维拉丝的脸蛋已经羞红熟透,只是在听到最后一句时,她幽幽的盯着我,眼神仿佛在说,难道大人最看重的是我的厨艺？ „yī ya? My family's puppy dog was jealous, eats own vinegar?” “咿呀？难道说我家的小狗狗吃醋了,吃自己的醋？” „Without this matter, I knew, the Sir certainly is intentionally, is bullying the person.” “才没有这回事,我知道了,大人一定是故意的,在欺负人。” „Unexpectedly was detected by you.” “竟然被你察觉到了。” „wū ~~ ~ also thinks that the Sir will be proper one time.” “呜~~~还以为大人会正经一次。” „Do not be angry should not be angry, as apologizing to kiss your one.” “别生气别生气,作为赔礼亲你一口。” „Then did not apologize...... un wū!” “这才不是赔礼……嗯呜！” Also after is one is intimate, pitiful lovable puppy dog Valise, by me is drawn to the bedding inside, deeply hugging, is immersed in her pitch-black beautiful hair within, smells the familiar delicate fragrance, the mood is relaxing gradually. 又是一番亲热过后,可怜可爱的小狗狗维拉丝,已经被我拉到被窝里头,深深抱着,埋首在她的乌黑秀发间,嗅着熟悉幽香,心情渐渐缓和下来。 „After that how...... do I come back?” “那之后……我是怎么回来的？” The feeling already soon in Valise that the bosom falls asleep safely, after hearing this saying, the tender body trembles lightly. 感觉已经快要在怀里安心睡着的维拉丝,听到这话后,娇躯轻颤。 „All right, without the relations, I...... are not related.” Is comforting frightened Valise, I said with the light tone diligently. “没事的,没关系的,我已经……没关系了。”安抚着受惊的维拉丝,我努力的用平淡语气说道。 Bosom puppy dog peaceful for a long time, while I think that she wants to fall asleep quietly, to avoid this topic time, the sound conveys finally. 怀里的小狗狗安静了许久,正当我以为她是不是想要悄悄睡着,以避开这个话题的时候,声音终于传来。 „After that the Queen of night Sir left the body of Sir, was together two moon/month later, we witnessed her appearance/portrait finally, really quite beautiful, is quite beautiful, such Queen of night Sir, gentle, holy, perfect, together even the Sir...... the Sir chose and her...... still natural...... can not help thought.” “那之后,月神大人离开了大人的身体,相处了两个月后,我们终于目睹了她的真容,真的好美,好美,这样的月神大人,温柔,圣洁,完美,就算大人……大人选择了和她一起……也理所当然……情不自禁的这么想了。” „Fool, opens the eye, I side you.” “笨蛋,睁大眼睛,我就在你身边。” „But...... but felt that the Queen of night Sir is very pitiful......” “但是……但是又感觉月神大人很可怜……” „Fool.” Regarding so gentle good Valise, I can only the gentle voice gently a ball in her volume. “笨蛋。”对于如此温柔善良的维拉丝,我只能柔声的在她额上轻轻一弹。 Like her, thinks of others everywhere, as well as...... favors in my spiritless useless man unexpectedly, you are the fool...... 就和她一样,处处为别人着想,以及……竟然青睐于我这种懦弱无用的男人,你们都是笨蛋啊…… ... 。。。