*************************************************************************************************** *************************************************************************************************** The reality and memory interlock, the youngster in mind, present, are taking turn the status unceasingly, that two words that on the tree transmits, as if spans the space and time, connected me and youngster. 现实和记忆交错,脑海中的少年,现在的自己,不断交替着身份,树上传来的那两句话,仿佛跨越时空,将我和少年连接到了一起。 Who am I? 我是谁？ Am I that youngster? Said, I should be Druid Wu Fan? Also or, is two I? two not I? 我是那位少年？还是说,我应该是德鲁伊吴凡？亦或者,两个都是我？两个都非我？ Unceasingly in the issue that in the mind inflates, loses self- pacing back and forth, the whole world seems in dizzy, is unable to control itself again, was involved in a jet black bottomless trench, loses thoroughly. 不断在脑海中膨胀的问题,失去自我的彷徨,整个世界好似在天旋地转,再也无法控制住自己,被卷入一个漆黑的无底深渊,彻底迷失。 Clear ding-dong, resounds again, clear, has turned into the mind loses in the chaotic world to resound, imitates such as bell of the moralizing town/subdues soul, finally made chaotic find a life-saving rope, firmly held, from the sea of losing fled. 清脆的叮咚一声,再次响起,清晰的,在脑海中已然化成迷失混乱的世界中响起,彷如一声醒世的镇魂之铃,终于让混乱不堪的自己找到了一根救命绳索,紧紧抓住,从迷失之海中逃离出来。 As if uncontrolled, resembles from the instinct, I begin supinely, am staring at the form of treetop that say/way partly visible light, blurted out. 仿佛不受控制,又似发自本能,我仰起头,凝视着树梢那道若隐若现的光之身影,脱口而出。 „I came.” “我来了。” Flash of opening the mouth, I work loose finally from the innumerable disorderly memory pictures, soon youngster who leaps the reality from the mind, is with a crash stave, as if changes to the innumerable fragment powder, vanishes thoroughly, resembled to integrate some place, for example in mind, in soul. 开口的一瞬间,我终于从无数凌乱的记忆画面中挣脱开来,快要从脑海之中跃出现实的少年,砰然破碎,似乎化作无数碎片粉末,彻底消失,又似融入到了某个地方,譬如说心灵中,灵魂中。 Yes, I am Druid Wu Fan, the Dark Continent Savior, Hell eighth Lesser Evil, this for a lifetime, no one is at least able to change! 是的,我是德鲁伊吴凡,暗黑大陆的救世主,地狱的第八魔王,至少这一辈子,谁也无法改变！ Thinks that is sound that waterdrop bell ding, making me sober, but the sound conveys from the tree, I look the gratitude, no matter how behind launches, at least now, I should say that thanked. 想到是那一声似水滴似铃叮的声音,让我清醒过来,而声音又是从树上传来,我不禁面露感激,不管后面如何展开,至少现在,我应该道一声谢。 „Thanks the brain was almost a moment ago chaotic.” “谢了,刚才脑子差点乱了。” „Already ?” The clear beautiful voice on tree, revealed the light regret to be sad, merely was this sentiment, has made me almost brokenhearted, this was how thrilling sound, although has heard in the dream, but felt personal, knows it dream was more interesting to listen to, winding around will of the people ten times of hundred times. “已经,记不起来了吗？”树上的清美声线,流露出淡淡的遗憾忧伤,仅仅是这一丝的感情,已经让我差点为之心碎,这是多么动人心魄的声音,虽然在梦中听到过,但是切身感受,才知道它比梦中的更动听,更缭绕人心十倍百倍。 „Is sorry......”, although is confused, I actually subconscious under the head, apologied again. “抱歉……”虽然一头雾水,我却下意识的底下了头,再次做出道歉。 „But.” A sound thread of conversation revolution, disclosed a joyful meaning, was the joy of this faint trace, immediately makes me feel bloomy spring, the body and mind fell into the joyful sea. “但是。”声音话锋一转,透露出一丝欣喜之意,又是这一丝丝的欣喜,立刻就让我感到春暖花开,身心陷入了快乐的海洋。 It looks like the operation will of the people charm technique simply, makes one know the solution, this is not the charm technique, is not the opposite party desirably behavior, but is the sound inherent charm, like the brilliance of god, naturally warm, yearns, pays homage, follows. 简直就像是操纵人心的魅术,偏偏却又让人知解,这并非魅术,也并非对方刻意所为,而是声音与生俱来的魅力,如同神的光辉,自然而然会令人温暖,向往,膜拜,追随。 Also does not know that in the past that ordinary youngster, how can resist this charm. 也不知道当年那位普通少年,到底是如何才能抵挡这股魅力。 Makes an effort to shake the head, making the mood of not making every effort to succeed calm, I throw by the vision of doubts, waited for the opposite party to say the words, said. 用力摇了摇头,让不争气的心情镇定下来,我投以疑惑的目光,等待对方把话说下去,说完。 „But, even if has forgotten, is still remembering in an by another way, like this acts like a spoiled brat the general way...... I somewhat to be really embarrassed.” “但是,就算已经忘记了,也在以另外一种方式记忆着,这样撒娇一般的方式……真叫我有些难为情呐。” Opposite party that noble and pure sacred, inviolable sound, said these words to present the transition finally, became gentle lovable, the sentiment was richer, as if all of a sudden from keeping aloof, the unearthly female celestial, turned into the noble and kind neighbor big sister. 对方那高洁神圣,不可亵渎的声音,在说出这句话的时候终于出现了转折,变得更加柔和可亲,感情更加丰富,仿佛一下子就从高高在上,不食人间烟火的仙女,变成了高贵而亲切的邻家大姐姐。 „Another way?” Although the innermost feelings welcomed this huge transformation, but I was blurrier, felt that the dialogue the rhythm carries off by the opposite party completely. “另外一种方式？”虽然内心喜迎这种巨大的转变,但我却更加迷糊了,感觉对话的节奏完全是被对方带着走。 „Haven't oneself detected?” Gently nan language, on treetop partly visible, covers the female in moonlight, made a I completely unexpected action. “自己没有察觉到吗？”轻轻喃语一句,树梢上若隐若现的,笼罩在月光之中的女性,做了一个我完全意想不到的举动。 Brings to make the person sky be overshadowed, making the land spread to sprinkle the silvery brilliance the moonlight, back three pairs of pure white Angel wing rackets, just like the white empty moon/month, Chang E exile gently, falls from the treetop slowly lightly. 带着令人天空黯然失色,让大地遍洒银辉的月光,背后的三对洁白天使翅膀轻轻一拍,宛如皓空落月,嫦娥谪凡,徐徐从树梢上翩然而落。 Hey, the rhythm is not right, even if in the dream, you and youngster so winds ripe , came from the tree in the last volume, how a word does not come now without delay at earliest convenience, but can also walk according to the script, what this and does Lesser Evil stop up the new village formidable to distinguish from the beginning?! 喂喂喂,节奏不对呀,哪怕在梦中,你和少年如此熟络,也是在最后一集才从树上现身下来,怎么现在二话不说一言不合就现身了呢,还能不能按照剧本走,这和大魔王一开始就堵新手村勇者有什么区别？！ Thinks to finally the mysterious young girl who may make an appearance, in beginning first volume of such animated the appearance at present, hit I being caught off guard at the same time, makes me thoroughly infatuated live. 原本以为会一直到最后才有可能露面的神秘少女,在开头第一集就这么俏生生的出现在了眼前,打了我一个措手不及的同时,也让我彻底痴迷住了。 Just like her sound, although has seen in the dream, but in the reality, that holy beautiful is ten times of hundred times of enlargements, moreover...... and has regards the feeling of little looking familiar. 和她的声音一样,虽然在梦中见过,但是现实之中,那份圣洁美丽又是十倍百倍的放大,而且……而且有那么一点点眼熟的即视感。 Is because has seen in the dream relations? No, probably is not such. 是因为在梦中见过的关系吗？不,好像并非如此。 When is enchanted by in Zhefan the Angel beautiful to be clean, I also branch out the wishful thinking, ponders diligently, where this has face seen? 迷醉于谪凡天使的美洁之时,我也不禁分出一点小心思,冥思苦想,到底这张面孔在哪里见过呢？ When wipes the miraculous glow to flash through from the mind, finally when reminds me of this familiarity came from where, I reveal the ratio to meet for first time at present holy Angel of three wings, more shocking expression with amazement. 当一抹灵光从脑海中闪过,终于让我想起这份熟悉感来自何处时,我露出了比乍见眼前三对翅膀的圣洁天使,更加震惊骇然的表情。 Recalls me carefully when the Saint moon/month virtue wolf form condition, few pitiful how many specula experience, if, if I not blind , present Angel, is Saint moon/month virtue Wolf is a little then long resembles? 仔细回忆起我在圣月贤狼形态时,少的可怜的几次照镜经历,如果,假如说我没有眼瞎的话,那么,眼前的天使,是不是和圣月贤狼长得有点相像呢？ It is not right, perhaps should say, is Saint moon/month virtue Wolf grows has point image present six wing Angel that the careful contrast, the Saint moon/month virtue Wolf appearance, did not neutralize my ordinariness and at present Angel noble and pure is born beautifully? Saint moon/month virtue Wolf before her, just like increased other impurities( look ordinary) the crude replica. 不对,或许应该这么说,是圣月贤狼长得有那么点像眼前的六翼天使,仔细对比,圣月贤狼的样貌,不就是中和了我的平凡和眼前天使的高洁美丽而诞生？圣月贤狼在她面前,俨然就是一个添加了其他杂质(相貌平凡的自己)的粗糙仿制品。 „Why is......?” I am unreadable, why, obviously am my shapeshift, actually so resembles with present Angel, whose Saint moon/month virtue Wolf Saint moon/month virtue is Wolf? I have not clarified completely. “为……为什么？”我难以理解,为什么,明明是自己的变身,却和眼前的天使如此相像,到底圣月贤狼是谁的圣月贤狼？我已经完全搞不清了。 „Isn't clear?” Shows the smile Angel, walks gently, hugs into the bosom me. “还不明白吗？”露出笑容的天使,就这么轻轻走过来,将我抱入怀里。 „This is missing strength, even if the memory has faded from the memory, but will inscribe the thing in soul actually not to vanish, I was very happy, you me in a deeper place.” “这就是思念的力量,就算记忆已经淡忘,但是铭刻在灵魂里的东西却不会消失,我很高兴,你把我记在了更深的地方。” „No, is not right.” My struggles suddenly, brings to regret, was separated warm at present comfortable as if can melt in inside bosom. “不,不对。”我忽然一个挣扎,带着万般遗憾,脱离了眼前温暖舒服的仿佛能将人融化在里面的怀抱。 „It is not this, this is not my original appearance, I am not that youngster who you think.” “不是这样的,这不是我本来的面貌,我也不是你想的那个少年。” Recalled itself also to be at the Saint moon/month virtue Wolf shapeshift condition, to let present Angel loses heart, I cancelled shapeshift directly, revealed the main body appearance. 记起了自己还处于圣月贤狼变身状态,为了让眼前的天使死心,我直接取消变身,露出本体模样。 „Originally, is shapeshift?” Curious blinking, I have not seen the slight disappointed color from her face, what replaces it is, gushed out the tender sad sentiment, that perfect small hand, caressed my cheeks gently. “原来,是变身吗？”好奇的眨眨眼,我没有从她脸上看到丝毫的失望之色,取而代之的是,涌出了怜惜悲伤的感情,那完美无瑕的小手,轻轻抚上了我的脸颊。 „You, aged.” “你,变老了。” The lying trough, I are 40 over, in full flower good! 卧槽,我才四十出头,风华正茂好不好！ „Your you...... you made a mistake absolutely, I am not that youngster who you must look.” Again cruel opens out the small hand of opposite party gently, I firm incomparable saying, I am I, Druid Wu Fan, is not anybody. “你你你……你绝对是搞错了,我不是你要找的那个少年。”再次残忍的将对方的小手轻轻拨开,我坚决无比的说道,我就是我,德鲁伊吴凡,不是任何人。 „It is not right, you are he, he is you.” Finally, my firmness, was overruled neatly. “不对,你就是他,他就是你。”结果,我的坚决,就这么被干净利落的否决了。 „You can stand here, is the evidence.” “你能够站在这里,就是证据。” „I......” open mouth, I discovered, I could not find any reason to refute, yes, if oneself are not he, why will receive the summon to come, why will have such dream, why Saint moon/month virtue Wolf can so resemble with her, why oneself can obtain Giant Wolf allows to enter here? “我……”张张嘴,我发现,自己找不到任何理由反驳,是啊,如果自己不是他,为什么会受到呼唤而来,为什么会做那样的梦,为什么圣月贤狼会和她如此相像,为什么自己能获得巨狼的允许进入这里？ I can stand here, had explained all, I am the youngster, the youngster am I, Lena has said that I had had many samsara, it seems like it has not deceived me, but is timid spiritless, does not dare to accept these to be above the matter of imagination. 我能站在这里,已经说明了一切,我就是少年,少年就是我,埃芙丽娜说过,我曾经有过许多次轮回,看来它并没有骗我,只不过是胆小懦弱的自己,不敢去接受这些超乎想象的事情罢了。 „Please relax, I know, I understood, each life is an independent story time, does not have the sequel, I will not force you to change him, I only hope that you can also recall that agreement, lets each other not have again regrettably, don't you doubts for understanding happy, come here?” “请放心,我知道,我了解,每一次的生命都是一个独立故事,不存在续集,我不会强迫你变回他,我只希望你还能记起那个约定,让彼此再无遗憾,难道你不是为了解开心中的疑惑,才来到这里吗？” Present six wing Angel, shook her to cover in the lunar halo, incomparably beautiful small hand tail referred, said with a smile to me. 眼前的六翼天使,晃了晃她那笼罩在月晕之中,无比美丽的小手尾指,对我笑道。 „You said right, sorry, can I first ask your several questions?” “你说的没错,抱歉,我可以先问你几个问题吗？” „Naturally, although has been used to a person, but some people spoke also well, that person, was you.” Angel holds their palms together, again revealing lets the smile that I palpitate with excitement, in this heart movement, wells up from the familiarity in innermost soul, making I smile bitterly. “当然了,虽然已经习惯了一个人,但是有人说说话也不错,那个人,还是你。”天使双手合十,再次露出让我怦然心动的微笑,这份心动里,还有涌自灵魂深处的熟悉感,让我内心苦笑不已。 It seems like that does not need to suspect again, ok, accepts this fact, is not the misdemeanor, is no harm. 看来,已经不需要再怀疑了,算了,接受这个事实,也并不是什么坏事,没有什么坏处。 Such a thinks, the whole person suddenly sees the light immediately, in the mind the memory fragments of these surges, as if were separated from some imprisonment, is combining at a quicker speed unceasingly, pieces together to make me feel the strange and familiar picture. 这么一想,整个人顿时豁然开朗,脑海中那些翻腾的记忆碎片,似乎脱离了某种禁锢,以更快的速度在不断组合,拼凑成一幅幅让我感到既陌生而又熟悉的画面。 „Are you...... you are the legendary Queen of night?” “你是……你就是传说中的月神吗？” „Aiya.” She blinks. “哎呀。”她眨了眨眼。 „Beforehand you, but has not looked from beginning to end, even, does not understand the status meanings of these three wings.” “以前的你,可是由始至终都没有看出来,甚至乎,并不明白这三对翅膀的身份含义。” Six wing Angel......, are not the Queen of night Sirs, to be astonished slightly expression however, acknowledged gracefully, when speaking of own status, the tone has not kept aloof, but is stating an ordinary fact, was saying probably , you saw through me your elementary school finally as the status that shares a table. 六翼天使……不,是月神大人,以稍稍讶然的表情,落落大方的承认了,说到自己的身份时,语气并没有高高在上,而是在陈述一个普通的事实,就好像在说,啊,你终于看穿了我身为你的小学同桌的身份。 „In is not willing to disseminate the fellow who the belief in the remote small village grows up Holy See, you forgive his ignorance to offend.” My haha forced smile said that since the Queen of night Sirs are so natural, my why face awkward irritable denied own another status? This approach, looks like denying that own childhood is the same, only the meeting disciple increases two attribute values. “在连教廷都不愿意传播信仰的偏僻小村庄里长大的家伙,你就原谅他的无知冒犯吧。”我哈哈苦笑道,既然月神大人都如此大方,我又何必一脸为难别扭的去否认自己另外一个身份呢？这种做法,就像是在否认自己的童年一样,只会徒增中二属性值。 Felt that my shift in attitude, holy smile that opposite party that command deeply is enchanted by, seemed more abundant for several points. 感觉到我的态度变化,对方那令人深深迷醉的圣洁笑容,似乎更盛了数分。 „But, because of this, we can become the friend, not?” “不过,正因为如此,我们才能够成为朋友,不是吗？” „If knows at that time your status, can only be the follower probably.” “若是当时就知道你的身份,大概只能做信徒了。” Then, I and Queen of night Sirs smiled as if by prior agreement, felt that such dialogue is very kind, is very natural, probably very early long before, is such old friend. 说罢,我和月神大人都不约而同的笑了起来,感觉这样的对话很亲切,很自然,好像很早很早以前,就已经是这样的老朋友了。 „Then...... cough cough, although the main issue mastered, but also has more issues probably, where should start to ask?” Coughs lightly several, I think thinks, cannot find cotton wool end in great confusion to be. “那么……咳咳,虽然主要的问题是搞懂了,但好像还有更多的问题,该从哪里开始问起好呢？”轻咳数声,我想了又想,还是没能找到絮乱成一团的线头所在。 Queen of night Sir lovable leaned the head: „Hasn't recalled? Process that we are acquainted.” 月神大人可爱的侧了侧头:“还没有回忆起来吗？我们相识的经过。” „Sorry, the brain is a little chaotic.” I rubbed the temples, although more and more recollection pictures are flashing before, but, does not have the means to piece together the complete memory for a short time thoroughly. “抱歉,脑子还有点乱。”我揉了揉太阳穴,虽然越来越多的回忆画面在闪现,但一时半会的,却没办法将之彻底拼凑成完整的记忆。 „Needs me to help? That complete memory, told you completely, it continuously preservation well in me.” “需要我帮忙吗？将那段完整的记忆,全部告诉你,它可是一直好好的保存在我心里。” „That was really good.” I am overjoyed. “那真是太好不过了。”我大喜过望。 „I also think that you will reject.” She covers the lip lightly, laughs at secretly several. “我还以为你会拒绝呢。”她轻掩嘴唇,窃笑几声。 „Why?” “为什么？” „Because of that time you, was a stubborn stubborn person, certainly will say 【I want to take personally own memory】 In this case.” “因为那时候的你,是个固执倔强的人,一定会说【我要自己亲手把属于自己的记忆取回来】这样的话。” „cough cough, I have grown up after all.” My face is red, does not want by that time I unexpectedly so two, in that age, does not have the matter of means that forgives me. “咳咳,毕竟我已经长大了。”我一阵脸赤尴尬,没想到那个时候的我竟然如此中二,不过在那个年纪,也是没办法的事情,就原谅我自己吧。 „, Which is uh-huh more lovable?” Reveals the color of slight teasing, the Queen of night Sir hands over her lush jade. “嗯哼,到底哪一个更加可爱些呢？”露出些微调侃之色,月神大人将她的芊芊玉手递过来。 „Grips my hand, making me tell you all.” “握住我的手,让我来告诉你一切吧。” „Asked.” I of having fought many battles, somewhat am unexpectedly shy at this time, afraid to say a word, hesitant, cautious grasping this holy beautiful excessive small hand, will for fear that blaspheme present Angel...... not, is the Spiritual God. “拜托了。”身经百战的我,此时竟有些害羞,吞吞吐吐,犹豫了一下,才小心翼翼的握上这只圣洁美丽的过分的小手,生怕会亵渎眼前的天使……不,是神灵。 Without I had the thoughts to feel the temperature and feel of the fingertip and palm place transmitting, pictures on the bone-chilling cold lightning of passing over gently and swiftly vault of heaven, coming, it seems like that this Queen of night Sir is also Tiya such person of action, is not mentally prepared the time to me, just grasped, impatient passed on the memory. 没等我有心思去感受从指尖和手心处传来的温度和手感,一幅幅画面就似掠过苍穹的凛冽闪电,汹涌而来,看来这位月神大人也是蒂亚那样的行动派,根本不给我做好心理准备的时间,才刚刚握上,就迫不及待的把记忆传过来了。 These complete memory fragments, immediately in fragmentary memory mind pushing an corner/horn, lets my instantaneously immersion...... 这些完整的记忆片段,立刻就把脑海里零碎的记忆给挤到了一角,让我瞬间沉浸其中…… ...... …… Gods, gradually becomes numb. 神,也会渐渐变得麻木。 Inherits in the position of Queen of night in the war of original sin falls from the sky, how long time until now had passed? Innumerable, has not gone to the number the significance. 继承在原罪之战中陨落的月神之位,迄今为止已经过去了多久时间？数不清,也没有去数的意义。 Moonlight, since the supernatural power is , who the vision institute, runs a Queen of night duty, overlook all in the night, before becoming the Queen of night, said that Queen of night after ten thousand th vicissitudes, completely understood that the elder of seven emotions and six sensory pleasures, now, I understand the meaning of these words gradually. 月光所至,既是神力所在,目光所及,掌管月神一职的自己,在黑夜中俯瞰一切,成为月神以前,都说月神是历经万世沧桑,看透七情六欲的长者,如今,我渐渐明白了这句话的意思。 All of the world of mortals, love and hate, is sad and happy, is painful and joyful, has the schemes and tricks, the will of the people are dangerous, is a happy person, ordinary warm, the good and evil, are black and white, the world of mortals hundred condition, can be so splendid unexpectedly, is sad, is joyful, is angry, for it happily for it, helpless...... compared with Saint paradise lonely lonely, really has the difference greatly. 凡间的一切,爱与恨,悲伤与幸福,痛苦和快乐,有阴谋诡计,人心险恶,亦有知足常乐,平凡温馨,善与恶,黑与白,凡间百态,竟可以如此精彩,为之伤心,为之快乐,为之愤怒,为之欣慰为之无奈……比起圣乐园的冷清寂寥,实在大有不同。 So is full of enthusiasm, just like to go out of the front door for the first time, the child who arrives at outside world, is gazing at all strange new things curiously, day after day, year after year, day duplicate/restores one day, the year turned round another year...... 就这么兴致勃勃的,犹如第一次走出大门,来到外面世界的小孩,好奇的注视着一切陌生新鲜的事物,日复一日,年复一年,日复一又日,年复又一年…… Well? 咦？ I returned to a god reluctantly, this is......, is this unexpectedly the angle of view of Queen of night Sir? 我勉强回了一点神,这是……难道说,这竟然是月神大人的视角？ ... 。。。