ROD :: Volume #3

#261: The maternal love is really fearful


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...... …… On the roof, the petite form is rolling up together inside the corner, the weather has gotten dark completely, the cold wind of desert will always be mixing with some sand, hits on big piece snow white flesh that in the shadow exposes, does to hurt faintly, luckily four sides also some fences, making her be insufficient completely to expose in the cold wind. 屋顶上,一道娇小的身影正蜷缩在角落里头,天色已经完全黑了下来,沙漠的冷风总是会夹杂着一些沙子,打在黑影裸露出来的大片雪白肌肤上,隐隐地做疼,幸好四面还有一些围墙,让她不至于完全暴露在冷风之中。 Really, passed bad...... “真是,糟糕透了……。” The reduction body diligently, rubs the frozen stiff arm unceasingly, jasmine is biting the lip of blanch tightly, looks up the sky, can see the gloomy dark cloud to cover the nighttime sky indistinctly. Tonight as if must rain......, no, should be the hail is right, in addition entire day has not eaten meal, with was cold and described hungrily she encounters at this moment is really appropriate. 努力的缩小身子,不断的摩擦着冻僵的手臂,茉里莎紧咬着发白的嘴唇,抬起头望了望天空,隐约能看见阴沉的乌云笼罩着夜空。今晚似乎要下雨……,不,应该是冰雹才对,加上整整一天没吃饭,用又冷又饿形容她此刻的遭遇真是再贴切不过。 Really, rotten to the core...... “真是,糟糕透顶……。” Enclasps the frozen stiff body, she recalled that irritable smile, recalled that fool surprised appearance , the chest looks like immediately is stopped up could not ventilate generally, possibly......, no, is is very certainly ugly, is bad not to be bad simply, why oneself, must design that step based on what reason, but attacks the words of that bad woman, does not need this step not to relate obviously. 抱紧冻僵的身子,她又回想起那个别扭的笑容,回想起那个笨蛋惊讶的样子,胸口立刻像被堵住了一般透不过气来,可能……,不,是一定很难看吧,简直是糟糕到不能再糟糕,自己为什么,基于什么理由要设计那个步骤,只是打击那个坏女人的话,明明不需要这个步骤也没关系的。 Loses face, lost face, from the birth to the present has never met the shame, the pampered imperial princess, feels helpless at this moment. 丢脸,太丢脸了,是从出生到现在从未遇到过的耻辱,娇贵的皇家公主,此刻茫然不知所措。 The empty stomach and coldness, making her consciousness gradually blur, this weather regarding her under present condition, although also not until death, but got sick one unable to avoid greatly absolutely. 空腹和寒冷,让她的意识逐渐模糊起来,这种天气对于现在状况下的她来说,虽然还不至死,但大病一场是绝对避免不了的。 Several times was frozen awakes, curls up in the corner does not know how long rested, jasmine was awakened by slight sound suddenly. 数次被冻醒,蜷在角落里不知睡了多久,茉里莎突然被一阵细微的响声惊醒。 Breathes out —— “嘘—— For those opening the eye to look at my jasmine, I compared hand signal that bans the sound. 对着睁大眼睛看着我的茉里莎,我比了个禁声的手势。 Lets the words that the elder sister knows, even I must be finished.” “让姐姐知道的话,连我都要完蛋了。” Low voice blinks toward jasmine, unexpectedly she actually stubborn casting aside goes excessively, I do not fling your you to the appearance that I go back, really makes one have the ignition to be big, as everyone knows she is still acting difficult for the matter, does not know how should face me. 小声的朝茉里莎眨了眨眼睛,不料她却倔强的撇过头去,一副我才不甩你你给我回去的样子,真让人有点火大,殊不知她还在为刚才的事情闹别扭,不知道该怎么面对我。 Looks at that contraction in the corner with inside, in tender body that in the cold wind trembles, my air/Qi does not know that this/should sends from where, can only shake the head to smile bitterly to walk up, takes out a blanket to bind her exposed body outside with huge crowds of people. 看那紧缩在墙角跟里头,在寒风中瑟瑟发抖的娇躯,我的气也不知该从何而发,只能摇头苦笑着走上前去,取出一张毯子将她那裸露在外的身体里三层外三层的裹了起来。 Felt that the body was warmer, jasmine rouses the cheeks to turn head, is the appearance that look dodge, is still not glad greatly, my previous generation really owing her? However...... 感觉身体暖和了一些,茉里莎鼓着脸颊回过头来,眼神躲闪,依然不大乐意的样子,难道我前世真是欠着她了?不过…… I titter, suddenly puts out also braves the steam together the barbecue. 我偷笑着,突然拿出一块还冒着热气的烤肉。 The fragrance of proliferation in air, lets the little princess's nose immediately the sensitive vibration, sees only her cannot help but to turn upwards the lovable nose, the small wing of the nose trembles, east smells, the west smells, finally the vision stays in my hand. 扩散在空气中的香味,让小公主的鼻子顿时敏感的抖动起来,只见她不由自主的翘起可爱鼻子,小鼻翼一颤一颤的,东嗅嗅,西嗅嗅,最后目光停留在我的手上。 Comes......” “来来……” I the barbecue in hand, like teasing the cat stick swing several in her at present, this thinks all day has not eaten food she will certainly show the expression of puppy, unexpected, jasmine actually forcefully transferred, is only the corners of the mouth unavoidably also somewhat sparkling filament line. 我将手中的烤肉,像耍逗猫棒一样在她眼前摇了几下,本以为整天未进食过的她一定会露出小狗的表情,出乎意料的,茉里莎却硬生生的把头转了过去,只是嘴角不免还有些亮晶晶的线丝。 Doesn't want to eat?” “不想吃吗?” Does not want.” The little princess added the corners of the mouth, the tone seemingly is very unexpectedly strong. “不要。”小公主添了添嘴角,语气竟然貌似十分强硬。 „, This.” “哦,这样啊。” I do not know how greatly should urge the person, saw the appearance that jasmine renounces very much, flexure scratched the head, turns the head then to leave, the blanket has given her in any case, tonight was cold, as for food, the average person 2-3 days did not eat meal does not have the issue, let alone was a mercenary. 我不大知道该怎么去劝人,看到茉里莎一副很决绝的样子,挠了挠头,转头便想离开,反正毯子已经给了她,今晚是冷不着了,至于食物,普通人2-3不吃饭也没问题,何况是佣兵。 Had just transferred the body, imitated together such as has the vision of grateful bitter hatred, did not have the omen thorn to my back, arrived at my type of slow person also burr to be even terrified intensely. 刚刚转过身子,一道仿如带着刻骨铭心深仇大恨的目光,毫无预兆地直直地刺向我背脊,强烈到连我这种迟钝的人也不禁毛刺悚然。 Has looked back, jasmine is still casting aside first you indifferently, that terrifying vision that I get out of the way also with vanishing without a trace. 回过头一看,茉里莎依然撇着头一副你给我走开的漠然,那恐怖的目光也随着消失得无影无踪。 Is the misconception? The revolutions turns head, the footsteps have not started to walk, the swift and fierce vision is following close on the thorn to the back...... 是错觉吗?转回头,脚步还未迈开,凌厉的目光又紧跟着刺向背脊…… Has turned head fiercely, finally made me catch that because wrote off the evidence to appear the panic vision without enough time. 猛回过头,终于让我逮着了那因为来不及抹杀证据而显得惊慌失措的目光。 Actually do you want me how?” “你究竟想要我怎么样啊?” Footsteps qiang, I return body weak exclaiming, why the surroundings are completely the lord who difficult to serve, good, you are a master, is your entire family is the master good, do not feel embarrassed me again. 脚步一跄,我转回身子无力的吼道,为什么周围尽是难伺候的主啊,好吧,你是主人,你全家都是主人好不好,别再为难我了。 It‘s nothing, my belly is actually not hungry.” “没什么,我的肚子其实一点也不饿。” The time of a blink, jasmine has replied from startled, dies to put on a serious face, casts aside goes to talking nonsense calmly excessively. 一眨眼的功夫,茉里莎已经又从惊慌之中回复过来,死板着脸,撇过头去若无其事的胡说八道。 But......” added the bright red lip, the brilliant vision visits me. “但是……”添了添嫣红的嘴唇,灼灼的目光看着我。 But, if master's order, that did not have the means that has to eat, although was compelled, actually I was not hungry, because was master's order, was I of maidservant is irresistibly, although was very pitiful, but has to be forced to obey......” “但是,如果是主人的命令的话,那就没办法了,不得不吃了,虽然是被逼的,其实我一点也不饿,但因为是主人的命令,身为侍女的我是无法抵抗的,虽然很可怜,但是不得不被迫服从……” Low is getting more and more low, finally almost buries in the blanket. 头低的越来越低,最后几乎埋在毯子里面。 „......” Who can teach me, I should show what expression to be good now. “……”谁能教教我,我现在该露出什么表情才好。 The silence was unable to tell that I am incapable at this moment, but I have to remain silent, squatting of swaggers left and right before her, drew the peak the head to hand over the barbecue, asked to take over a bit faster, do not suffer my frail small mind again. 沉默已经无法诉说我此刻的无力,但是我还是不得不保持沉默,左摇右晃的蹲在她面前,拉耸着脑袋将烤肉递了过去,拜托快点接手吧,别再折磨我这颗脆弱的小心灵了。 Good, I order you......, no, I asked you, calculates that I asked you line not, you ate a bit faster, put my horse.” “好吧,我命令你……,不,我求你了,算我求你了行不,你就快点吃了,放我一马吧。” Waits right and left, the barbecue also pinches in my hand, has not had to meet the past sign, my raising the head angry glare, the words have spoken in this, doesn't your fellow, really want to eat the drop to work? 左等右等,烤肉还捏在我手上,并未有接过去的迹象,我抬头怒目,话都已经说到这份上了,你这家伙,真不想吃滴干活? Actually sees jasmine by the wall corner, is elongating the neck to collect diligently the small mouth, the body unwilling to move slightest, this reminds me of a story, it is said formerly the lazy person who was disinclined not to make sense, some day his wife must go out, a pie that will then make hung on his neck, the result she came back, the husband has starved to death, looked, discovered that pie also , was eaten close to the part of mouth, other has not moved slightly...... 却见茉里莎靠在墙角落里,正在努力的伸长脖子将小嘴凑过来,身子不肯移动分毫,这让我想起一个故事,据说从前有一个懒得不像话的懒人,有一天他老婆要出门,便将做好的一张大饼挂在他脖子上,结果等她回来,丈夫已经饿死了,一看,才发现那张大饼还在,只有靠近嘴巴的部分被吃掉了,其余的丝毫未动…… Takes with the hand is not being good?” “用手拿着不行吗?” About the body moved moving, jasmine hinted, the hand had been bound in the blanket. 身子左右挪了挪,茉里莎示意,手已经被裹在毯子里面了。 That pulls out!!” “那就抽出来啊!!” „......!!” “啊……!!” Does not pay attention to my being incapable to roar, jasmine takes for granted, fledgling that the nature, as if cried for food, opened the round small mouth, revealed two rows of neat healths teeth, visits me. 不理会我的无力咆哮,茉里莎想当然的,十分自然的,仿佛嗷嗷待哺的雏鸟般,张开圆圆的小嘴,露出两排整齐健康的牙齿,看着我。 Good, I understood your meaning.” “好吧,我明白你的意思了。” The two sides brows are twitching fiercely, this fellow, thinks that with oneself one Kang's cheek, can reaching out for a yard after taking an inch again and again, I...... I......, I endure your time again. 两边眉头剧烈抽动着,这家伙,以为凭着自己一张好康的脸蛋,就可以一而再,再而三的得寸进尺,我……我……,我就再忍你这一次吧。 Like this thinking, me was collecting, the meat in hand, impatient jasmine had nipped, effort rips, almost even my hand must pull. 这样想着,我将手中的肉凑了上去,啊一声,早已经迫不及待的茉里莎咬了上去,用力的一撕,几乎连我的手都要扯了过去。 ...... ...... ......” mouth, although is very small, but jasmine is actually eating at the extremely quick frequency, the barbecue of arm size, was together undisguised before long. “啊……啊……啊……”嘴巴虽然很小,但是茉里莎却以极快的频率吃着,一块手臂大小的烤肉,不一会儿就露骨了。 Looks at you, the slow point eats......” “瞧你,慢点吃……” Looked eats is so happy, my anger slightly is even, and raised the little sense of achievement, forgot saying that the dinner was I and elder sister jointly completes, the barbecue was under the charge to me, does cooked meat soup is an elder sister, was not I boasted, the barbecue that an open country more than two years of time, I made does not dare to say can comparing favorably with jasmine, but the flavor actually also absolutely was the top standard. 看吃的那么开心,我不禁怒火稍平,并升起了一点点成就感,忘了说,晚餐是我和姐姐共同完成的,烤肉由我负责,做炖肉汤的则是姐姐,可不是我自夸,野外两年多的功夫,我做的烤肉不敢说能比得上茉里莎,但味道却也绝对是一流水平。 , is unpalatable —— mouth to crowd full jasmine still not to forget to give me a severe warning. ,难吃——”嘴巴塞得满满的茉里莎犹自不忘给我一记当头棒喝。 Even flattered, can't you give a face to your master I?” Your this young bastard, will not certainly be able to find the man in the future. “就算是奉承,你就不能给点面子给你的主人我吗?”你这小混蛋,将来一定找不到好男人。 Rides the time that I am speaking already jasmine who the barbecue finished eating, still does not abandon adds with the small powder tongue is gnawed the clean bone. 乘着我说话的功夫已经将烤肉吃完的茉里莎,犹自不舍的用小粉舌添着被啃得干干净净的骨头。 Hey, do not add my finger.” “喂,别添我的手指呀。” Sees that greasy small mouth to arch, I retract the hand hastily, this fellow and small spirit are growing a good tooth equally, difficult insurance not to meet with the meat saliva, bites following my finger one, is the careful point for wonderful. 见那油腻腻的小嘴拱过来,我连忙将手缩回,这家伙和小幽灵一样长着一口好牙,难保不会见肉垂涎,顺着我的手指一口咬下去,还是小心点为妙。 Good, the little fellow, took care of you to this.” “好吧,小家伙,就服侍你到这了。” Throws the bone in hand conveniently, the jasmine eyes still the parabolic trajectory of following bone moves, to vanishing in night, takes back the line of sight that always thinks about not to abandon. 随手将手中的骨头一扔,茉里莎的眼睛犹自跟着骨头的抛物线轨迹移动,一直到消失在黑夜里面,才念念不舍的将视线收回。 Are you puppy? To hold in the mouth the bone? Looks at that lovable movement, I cannot bear am moving at heart raise. 你是小狗吗?想将骨头叼回来吗?看那可爱至极的动作,我忍不住在心里挪揄。 Slow, when I plan to leave, suddenly came to understand own this time was to owe in a big way, selfless contributions? This does not think my style, father took care of you is so long, ought a little to express that putting forward a request was not excessive, I felt the chin to carve to tread around the millstone, how the issue opened the mouth, must shoulder her chin to say with a smile obscenely: „Does little girl, smile one to the master? 慢着,就在我打算离开的时候,突然觉悟自己这次是亏大了,无私奉献?这可不想我的风格,老子服侍了你那么久,总该有点表示吧,提个要求也不过分吧,我摸着下巴琢磨道,问题是怎么开口呢,难道要挑起她的下巴淫笑道:“妞,给爷笑上一个”? Little fellow, that can, smile one again?” Fermented for a long time, I hesitate am opening the mouth to say. “小家伙,那个,能不能再笑一个?”酝酿了许久,我才迟疑着开口道。 Does not want!!” “不要!!” The words have not become quiet are then rejected, my request obviously stabbed the sense of shame in jasmine heart, she uses that bright yellow pupil closely to observe closely me, as if must throw to nip one momentarily. 话未落音便被拒绝,我的请求明显刺中了茉里莎内心深处的羞耻感,她用那明亮的黄色眸子紧紧盯住我,仿佛随时都要扑上来咬一口。 Really pitifully, then obviously attractive —— I whispered low voice. “真可惜,明明那么好看——”我小声嘀咕。 Waits for.” When I just want to turn around, jasmine opens the mouth suddenly. “等一下。”在我刚想转身的时候,茉里莎突然开口。 Real? You just said that but...... may......, ok, master's order, the maidservant does not have the means to reject.” She lowers the head, is whispering with the mosquito slight voice off and on. Then as if aroused the courage, looks up me. “真的吗?你刚刚说,可……可……,算了,主人的命令,侍女是没办法拒绝的。”她低着头,用蚊子般细微的声音断续嘀咕着。然后仿佛鼓足了勇气般,抬起头望着我。 The corners of the mouth are changing slowly, one like that time, because of not making one time has become skilled, used a time of cigarette, makes the mouth form an irritable curve reluctantly, looking like the corners of the mouth is the same in the cramp, is frail wants a small movement to collapse. 嘴角缓慢的变化着,一如那时,并没有因为做过一次而变得熟练,足足用了一根烟的功夫,才勉强让嘴巴形成一道别扭的弧度,就像是嘴角在抽筋一样,脆弱得只要一个微小的动作就能崩溃。 „Very ugly, I know that is practicing a afternoon...... to maintain to the mirror obviously was less than two seconds, she then gives up immediately, numerous leaning goes not to look at me excessively. “很难看吧,我知道的,明明对着镜子练习了一个下午……”维持了不到两秒,她便立刻放弃,重重的偏过头去不肯看我。 Indeed does not seem like smiling!” Squatting down body that again I cannot help smiling, big hand slow and powerful feels that small head. “的确不像是在笑!”我忍俊不禁的重新蹲下身子,大手缓而有力的摸着那小小的脑袋。 But, is dazzling than any smile, finally often is not most important, what is beautiful is to pursue to go to process diligently, knows?” “但是啊,却比任何笑容都要耀眼,结果往往不是最重要的,美丽的是为了追求而去努力的过程,知道吗?” My words, making jasmine be on the rise, the sparkling eye visits me. 我的一番话,让茉里莎重新抬起头来,亮晶晶的眼睛看着我。 Good, supplements to reward.” “好吧,追加奖励。” I patted the palm: „’ Lends your evening bed that I most like ‚.” 我拍了拍手心:“就将我最喜欢的‘床’借给你一晚吧。” „......” “……” The little princess's eyes stare in a big way, you should not the bed also forces in inventory the appearance. 小公主的眼睛瞪大,一副“你该不会是把床也塞进物品栏里吧”的样子。 Has not paid attention to her doubts, but is the clear and resonant voice had a thought the summon incantation, the white magic brilliance road raised, in that boundless magic array center, the Little Snow form gradually raised. 并未理会她的疑惑,而是朗声的念起了召唤咒语,白色的魔法光辉道道升起,在那磅礴的魔法阵中央,小雪的身影逐渐升起。 Tonight troubles you.” In the jasmine puzzled look, I feel the Little Snow soft hair. Points at behind it that furry tail to say with a smile. “今晚就麻烦你了。”在茉里莎不解的眼神中,我摸着小雪柔软的毛发。指着它后面那条毛茸茸的尾巴笑道。 ~~ ~~ Degenerated into Little Snow of mattress, pushing that puts in great inconvenience to the jasmine back, curls up the body, entire encircles it with own tail, snow white Giant Wolf, by beautiful young girl above, simply like in picture, naturally, if the young girl can put on point nicer clothes/armor rather than the blanket. 被沦为床垫的小雪,委屈的挤在茉里莎的背面,蜷起身子,用自己的尾巴将其整个围起来,雪白的巨狼,靠在其上的美丽少女,简直就像在画中一样,当然,如果少女能穿点更像样的衣服而不是毯子的话。 Saw that the jasmine weary closing eye, I follow the roof to jump down, ten meters high and low altitude, to no issue......, is not good, the foot tingled with numbness...... 眼看茉里莎疲倦的闭上眼睛,我才顺着楼顶一跃而下,十米上下的高度,到还没什么问题……诶,不好,脚发麻了…… sorry figure crawls from the lawn, the ghosts and demons shadow has stood before me together. 狼狈的从草地上爬起来,一道鬼魅般的黑影已经站在我面前。 Elder sister, that......, knows that cannot hide the truth from you.” My embarrassed scratching the head. “姐姐,那个……,就知道瞒不过你。”我不好意思的挠挠头。 Knows well.” Elder Sister Scharr stared my one eyes. “知道就好。”沙尔娜姐姐瞪了我一眼。 Looks at your appearance, even this altitude makes that sorry figure, takes a bath quickly, otherwise cannot go to bed.” “看你的样子,连这点高度都弄得那么狼狈,快去洗个澡,不然不许上床。” Compliant, my queen your highness.” I respected a ritual straightly. “遵命,我的女王殿下。”我笔直的敬了一礼。 Actually I have wanted to ask why the elder sister will tolerate to jasmine in every possible way? As if......, does not look like elder sister's personality greatly.” “其实我一直想问,为什么姐姐会对茉里莎百般容忍?似乎……,不大像姐姐的性格呀。” Is entering previous moment of bathroom, I am considering the words and expressions, suddenly has turned head to ask, even if said that for me, does not need to achieve this degree. 在进入浴室的前一刻,我斟酌着词语,突然回过头问道,即使说是为了我,也没必要做到这种程度吧。 Not like......?” In the eye full is vacant of recollection, the elder sister said like this. “不像……是吗?”眼里满是回忆的茫然,姐姐这样说道。 Because, a little fondly remembers the small time......” “因为,有点怀念小的时候啊……” Small time?” “小的时候?” Looks form that the elder sister vanishes, my unceasing is pondering over these four characters, suddenly what the brain flashes through together miraculous glow —— looks like elder sister small time? 看着姐姐消失的身影,我不断的琢磨着这四个字,脑子突然闪过一道灵光——难道说的是像姐姐小的时候? Now jasmine and elder sister's relations and childhood elder sister and Kashya relations overlapped in the same place, I discovered that also really had this possibility, the character of that alternative, was the strength between both sides to the difference, was so similar, must say that what difference, that was the Kashya individuality may be much worse than the present elder sister, it can be imagined the childhood elder sister, certainly in compared with present jasmine must on miserable 100 times. 将现在茉里莎和姐姐的关系与小时候姐姐与卡夏的关系重叠在一起,我发现还真有这个可能,无论是那另类的性格,还是双方之间的实力对差,都是如此相似,非要说有什么不同,那就是卡夏的个性可远比现在的姐姐要糟糕得多,可想而知小时候的姐姐,肯定比现在的茉里莎还要惨上一百倍。 How however jasmine does regard the elder sister? Really also such as does the elder sister regard Kashya like that? It is said that she is also young loses one's mother...... 但是茉里莎心里到底怎么看待姐姐呢?真的也如姐姐看待卡夏那般吗?据说她也是年幼丧母…… Fearful alternative mother and daughter complex.” I small chill, made the two desire in the heart. “可怕的另类母女情结啊。”我小小的恶寒了一下,不由在心底许下两个愿望。 The first desire, naturally does not hope after jasmine, takes elder sister's old route, second, is most important, the elder sister later do not turn into second Kashya. 第一个愿望,自然是不希望茉里莎以后走上姐姐的老路,第二个,也是最重要的,姐姐以后千万别变成第二个卡夏呀。 At this time, small spirit in amulet is still sad. 此时,项链里的小幽灵情绪依旧低落。 I lost, I lost, I lost......” “我输了,我输了,我输了……”
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