Renegade Immortal finished only passes through quickly for half a month, has said that has the postscript, may always unable to mention the feeling, eye looks at has celebrated the new year, today reorganized the mentality, first writes a chat. 仙逆结束只经快半个月,一直说有后记,可总是提不起感觉,眼看着过年了,今天整理了一下思路,先写个杂谈。 Renegade Immortal wrote has directed various months to expose to the sun the day, turned head to think, the feeling were many. 仙逆写了引各月晒天了,回头想想,感慨很多。 Still remembers that the Renegade Immortal earliest first month, remembers the collection, only then, more than ten thousand, the subscription throws the street, but Er Gen has not given up, but is drinking the beer, is red the eye, told itself, even if throws the street goods, he must finish the entire story. 还记得仙逆最早的第一个月,记得收藏只有,万多,订阅更是扑街,可耳根没有放弃,而是喝着啤酒,红着眼睛,告诉自己,就算自己是扑街货,也他要去写完整个故事。 I have been ready for any sacrifice, writes! 我豁出去了,写！ That time Er Gen, was a new person, is confused to the future, was confused to the life, always the looks at sky is in a daze, many thinking, there are many ideals, was looks at own beard are getting more and more finally, only remaining helpless. 那时候的耳根,是一个新人,对未来迷茫,对生活迷茫,总是看着天空发呆,有很多的想,有很多的理想,可是最终看着自己的胡须越来越多,只剩下了无奈。 I do not want to give up, I must insist, before this is two -and-a-half years of that in June, I told my. 我不想放弃,我要坚持,这就是两年半前的那个六月,我告诉自己的。 The Renegade Immortal subject goes against, for me, is one type struggles going against, gradually, tracks down. In this difficulty, confused, are more. 仙逆的主题是逆,对我来说,也是一种挣扎中的逆,一步一步,去追寻下去。这里面的艰辛,迷茫,很多很多。 I still remember to rail, but also remembers reprimanding, but also remembers vicious, but also remembers......, But similarly, I still remember your comforts, the words of your warm heart...... 我还记得谩骂,还记得斥责,还记得一声声恶毒,还记得很多……,但同样的,我还记得你们的安慰,你们的一句句暖心的话语…… I have several times, looks at book review area that familiar famous work steep many hegemons, the monthly ticket that looks at that violent increases, the to feel happy flowing off tears, this is real. Thank you, thank you, thanks each Renegade Immortal reader, thanks the total pledges and Renegade Immortal for more than two years, all previous vice- moderator! 我有好几次,看着书评区那一个个熟悉的名着沏多个盟主,看着那一次次暴增的月票,开心的流下泪水,真的,这是真的。谢谢你们,谢谢大家,谢谢每一个仙逆的读者,还有谢谢总盟与仙逆两年多来,历代的副版主！ It can be said that along with Renegade Immortal writes, I am also growing, an ideological growth, Wang Lin's said, resembles me to write my say/way. 可以说,随着仙逆的写下去,我自己也在成长,一种思想上的成长,王林的道,似我在写我的道。 Life and Death, karma and Samsara, really I. 生死、因果、轮回、真我。 These Domain are not in the aunts, along with article carries on, I and Wang Lin together, slowly pursue. 这些意境不是大妈中的,是随着文章的进行,我与王林一起,慢慢追求的。 The life of person is less than hundred years, only has the thought to have a good swim unceasingly, the thought that is person's symbol, I always such understood. 人的一生不到百年,唯有思想可以畅游不断,思想,是人的标志,我始终这么理解。 Two -and-a-half years of time, did not abandon very much, after finishing these days, the body also presented the uncomfortable place, seemed a string after stretching for more than two years loosened suddenly, the whole person was all of a sudden loose. 两年半的时间,很不舍,结束后的这几天,身体也出现了不舒服的地方,好似一根弦在绷了两年多后突然松开,整个人一下子松了。 Now is still coughing, the chest is depressed. 现在还在咳嗽,胸口发闷。 Person for a lifetime, will have many more than two years, but I know, is my these two years, I am very satisfied, I was very happy, because abandons your companions. 人的一辈子,会有很多个两年多,可我知道,属于我的这两年,我很满足,我很高兴,因为弃你们的陪伴。 Renegade Immortal this book, I grew, from the earliest jerkiness, to final skilled, almost every month, has clear comprehension, but I know, there is a flaw, for example I am insensitive to the digit, always front...... 仙逆这本书,我成长了很多,从最早的生涩,到最后的熟练,几乎每个月,都有明悟,可我知道,还是有缺陷的,比如我对数字不敏感,总是前后出锋…… This point many Fellow Daoist know...... 这一点很多道友都知道…… Often before me, again what writes is three, behind writes four in an instant and so on, I am also very depressed, was the memory has deceived me...... 往往我前再写的是三层,后面转眼就写四层之类的,我自己也很郁闷,是记忆欺骗了我…… Many this and that shortcomings, but these, I 11 have taken down, in the new book, will go to avoid as far as possible. 还有不少这样那样的缺点,不过这些,我都11记下了,新书中,会去尽量避免。 Even punctuation in Renegade Immortal, makes everybody read the feeling to be irritable frequently, is only this point, it is estimated that cannot change...... 甚至在仙逆中的断句,也经常让大家阅读起来感觉别扭,只是这一点,估计是改不过来了…… Also, I remember am lacking in words and expressions, for example sneers, both eyes flash, coldly snorted, the body one step steps to wait for words and expressions so forth forward, I use is very frequent, is somewhat ashamed. 还有,我记得是词语上的缺乏,比如冷笑,双眼一闪,冷哼一声,身子向前一步迈去等等诸如此类的词语,我用的很频繁,有些惭愧。 Wan character a book, making the ear ruthlessly difficult to achieve perfectly, everybody do not mind. 一本多万字的书,使得耳狠狠难做到完美,大家不要介意。 However, I have superior intravenous drip many merits, hehe. 不过,我也是有优点滴很多很多优点,呵呵。 The mold of most minimum character, I think also well, did not say each supporting role, but the most supporting role, calculates becomes, Situ dot Qing Shui, Red Butterfly, Zhou Yi, Thirteen, Big Head wait/etc.. 最起码人物的塑造,我觉得还不错,不说每一个配角,但绝大部分配角,都还算成,司徒丶清水、红蝶、周佚、十三、大头等等。 This is I very joyful place. 这是我很欣喜的地方。 The merit were too many, did not come out to praise itself, you understood 优点太多了,就不出来夸奖自己了,你们懂的 Generally speaking, the shortcoming and merit coexist, Renegade Immortal, cannot say that perfect, may actually be the limit of my present stage, in new book I will try other sides, by own growth, was increased again.( Increases this word, seemingly has also used much. 总体来说,缺点与优点并存,仙逆,远称不上完美,可却是我现阶段的极限,新书中我会尝试其他的方,让自己的成长,再次攀升。（攀升这个词,貌似也用了不少。 Renegade Immortal this book, inside has many throats, when until conclusion also has much has not filled, even in finally, me has also dug, this point I have considered, but finally chooses as before. 仙逆这本书,里面有很多的吭,直至结束时也有不少没有填上,甚至在最后,我还又挖了一些,这一点我考虑过,但最终还是选择依旧。 I always believe, always needs some regrets, if not on the character, that is in the plot, in fact in the answers of some throats, in the ponder, can find 我总认为,一本总是需要有一些遗憾,如果不是人物上的,那就是情节上的,实际上有些吭的答案中,在思考中,可以找到的 For example in Heaven Defying Bead has lacked one, in fact has given finally also the answer, that lacks, is All-Seer. 比如天逆珠子内的缺了一个,实际上最后也给了答案,那缺少的一个,是天运子。 For example so-called white pearl, then inevitable should have the black bead, in this black and white two bead latter chapters, on that checkerboard, has given an answer. 比如所谓的白珠,那么必然应该会有黑珠,这黑白两种珠子后一章里,在那棋盘上,也给了一个答案。 For example earliest Joss Flame(s) is poisonous, in Mourning Clan there, I have also given the explanation, but has not said directly. 比如最早的香火有毒,在悼亡族那里,我也给了解释,只不过没有直接说出罢了。 Many, again for example Donglin Sect, in the article, there is an answer. However, indeed some throats, I do not have the conclusion, I want these stories, to leave that to accompany Li Qianmei Wang Lin to untie on Immortal-Astral Continent. 还有很多,再比如东临宗,文章里,有答案的。不过,也的确有一些吭,我没有结论,我想把这些故事,留给那在仙罡大陆上陪伴李倩梅的王林去解开。 Also or hideaway some riddles in Immortal's cave, I also planned that leaves that to accompany Mu Bing Mei Wang Lin, seeks. 亦或者是在洞府界里的一些隐藏的谜团,我也打算留给那陪伴木冰眉的王林,去寻找。 Similarly, I also gave Fellow Daoist to leave behind two question, first, was Wang Lin. 同样的,我也给诸位道友留下了两个问题,第一个,就是王林了。 Wang Lin side Li Muwan dot Li Qianmei and Mu Bing Mei three females, exists, which may arrive at bottom is genuine he, this point I think that most Fellow Daoist surely with one voice, said that is Li Muwan. 王林在李慕婉丶李倩梅、木冰眉三女身边,都存在,可走到底哪一个才是真正的他,这一点我想绝大部分道友必定异口同声,说是李慕婉。 But carefully thinks, perhaps, this is not a correct answer. 可仔细想想,或许,这并非一个正确的答案。 Really is Li Muwan, not... 或者,真的是李慕婉,或者,不是呢… Naturally if yes, then rigid of Wang Lin this life struggle, somewhat seems to be incredible, but something, we are not Wang Lin, we do not know the truth. 当然若是不是,那么王林这一生奋斗的执着,似乎有些荒诞,可有些事情,我们不是王林,我们不知道真相。 I am the resolution am most at least unclear, in my reason believes, follows Li Muwan to depart, is Wang Lin, when I think that the Li Qianmei story, thinks Mu Bing Mei story, I am suddenly confused, is he. 最起码我是分辨不清了,我理智上认为,跟随李慕婉离去的,才是王林,可是当我想到李倩梅的故事,想到木冰眉的故事,我忽然迷茫起来,到底哪一个,才是他呢。 This confusedness, I want to take to Fellow Daoist. If you are Wang Lin, you on these three women, side which person the choice will keep? 这个迷茫,我想带给诸位道友。如果你是王林,你会在这三个女人身上,选择留在哪一个人身边？ This answered the nose, everyone was different. 这个答鼻,每个人都不同。 What I want, likes Li Qianmei Fellow Daoist, you believe, keeps side Li Qianmei him, is real Wang Lin. The similar truth, likes Mu Bing Mei Fellow Daoist, I hope that you believe that true Wang Lin, kept that to live him to raise his Immortal's cave. 我想要的是,喜欢李倩梅的道友们,你们去认为,留在李倩梅身边的他,才是真的王林。同样的道理,喜欢木冰眉的道友们,我希望你们去坚信,真正的王林,留在了那生他养他的洞府界。 I hope similarly, likes Li Muwan Fellow Daoist, can trust without hesitation, that leave, is Wang Lin. 我同样希望,喜欢李慕婉的道友,可以毫不犹豫的相信,那离开的,才是王林。 Without the answer, I do not have...... 没有答案,我没有…… Perhaps, only then Wang Lin, only then he knows, this does not have the answer of answer. 或许,只有王林,只有他自己才知道,这个没有答案的答案吧。 This is the work that in the Er Gen first candid significance terminates, is the first this Immortal hero, I always thought, the immortal hero novel does not have the result, I do not like writing Wang Lin became the universe heavens first person of joke so forth. 这是耳根第一本真正意义上完结的作品,也是第一本仙侠,我总觉得,仙侠小说是没有结局的,我不喜欢写王林成为了宇宙苍穹第一人诸如此类的笑话。 What I want to write is a vivid person, for going against in heart, the man who goes to Defying the Heavens to walk. 我想写的是一个有血有肉的人,一个为了心中的逆,去一路逆天而走的男人。 cultivate to Immortality, does not have end, therefore I wrote also had fourth step, fifth step, the sixth step, perhaps, that was a long path. 修仙,没有尽头,所以我写了还有第四步,第五步,第六步,或许,还有更多,那是一条漫长的道路。 This has represented the pursue and rigid of person, has represented ideal increasing and looking out, such as the footsteps of advance, the eternal life will not stop, has walked. 这正是代表了人的追求与执着,代表了一种理想的攀升与遥望,如前进的脚步,永生不会停止,会一直走下去。 Renegade Immortal, is only the Wang Lin lifetime part, is the earliest part, in hereafter, him will have more lives, but some lives, do not manifest in the book, but has a good swim in our imagination. 仙逆,只是王林一生的一部分,是最早的一部分,在此后,他还会有更多的人生,只不过这部分人生,不是在书里体现,而是在我们的想象中畅游。 I like pondering, hopes you in accidentally, after the bored time level touches, absent-minded fantasizes, that is very joyful. 我喜欢思考,也希望你们在偶然间,在无聊时次触动后,恍惚的去幻想一下,那很快乐。 The starry sky is very big, night raised the head the looks at nighttime sky, I know that Wang Lin is only a story, but on him going against, is actually I lacks. Therefore, I will write a such character, tells itself, reminded itself, making oneself look forward. 星空很大,夜晚抬头看着夜空,我知道王林只是一个故事,可他身上的逆,却是我所缺少的。所以,我会写一个这样的人物,来告诉自己,提醒自己,让自己憧憬。 I in net, everybody. 我在网中,大家都在。 If when result that cangue... That asked that with answered. 如结局时的那盘枷…那一问与一答。 „Understood?” “明白了么？” „Understood.” “明白了。” But, Wang Lin understood, protector understood, but I, am not clear. 可是,王林明白了,守护者明白了,可我,还是不明白。 Life like dream. 人生如梦。 This is the chat one, perhaps but also two, will have the main text postscripts of other characters, cannot guarantee, may want some feeling, I will write down. 这是杂谈一,还会有二,或许还有其他人物的正文后记,不敢保证,可只要有了感觉,我会写下。 For example Situ, for example Qing Shui, Red Butterfly, Zhou Yi, Thirteen, Zhou Ru, wait/etc. 比如司徒,比如清水,红蝶,周佚,十三,周茹,等等