„Farina, the breakfastwas good.”
“法琳娜,早餐好了。”QiaoDuan a bread and less than halfcheesegets to the bedroomentrance, lifted the handto knock the door.
乔端着一盘面包和小半块奶酪走到卧室门口,抬手敲了敲房门。Red Moonpresentworld in for the past two months, two peoplelifecansay that is quite simple. Hewill prepare the three meals a dayevery day, then goes to the administrativehallto go to work. Farinais few, most of the timetreatsin the roommotionless, occasionally under alsowill holdhimto inquire the Hermesrecent situation, only will then chatseveralin this timetwotalented people.红月现世的这两个月来,两人的生活可以说极为简单。他每天都会准备好三餐,然后再去行政厅上班。法琳娜则很少出来,大多时候都是待在屋子里一动不动,偶尔也会托他打听下赫尔梅斯的近况,只有在这种时候两人才会多聊上几句。Qiaodoes not know that Farinais actually thinkinganything, butcanaccompanyheris being the greatestluck, in additionhedoes not dare the extravagant demandsto be again morefor a while.
乔不知道法琳娜到底在想些什么,但能陪着她就已经是莫大的幸运,除此之外他一时也不敢再奢求更多。However after nowfontanel, does not haveanysound.
然而今天门后却没有任何动静。„Farina, did youget up?”
“法琳娜,你起来了吗?”QiaoYouxiehad doubtshas knockedseveral.
乔有些疑惑地又多敲了几下。„That...... Shouldhave the breakfast.”
“那个……该吃早餐了。”„Farina?”
“法琳娜?”Cannotbe respondedas before, looks likein the room the nobody left is the same.
依旧没能得到回应,就像是房间里空无一人一样。QiaoLiansechanges suddenly, hehas thought ofworstpossible--suddenly
乔脸色骤变,他陡然想到了最坏的可能——Damn, isn't the matteris obviously littletoward the gooddirectiontransformation?
该死的,事情不是明明一点点在往好的方向转变吗?Heputs down the dinner place, the sinkingshoulderhitstoward the shutter!
他放下餐盘,沉肩朝门板撞去!Withbangone, dooropensaccordingly.
随着砰的一声,房门应声而开。
The most fearfulscenehas not presentedon the--house beamnot to be hanging the rope, the bedsidedoes not have the bloodto drip, thismakesQiaorelaxslightly, so long as the opposite partyis also living, the matteris insufficient unable to recall.
最可怕的景象并未出现——房梁上没有悬挂绳索,床边也没有鲜血淌下,这让乔稍稍松了口气,只要对方还活着,事情就不至于无法挽回。Butthisrejoiced that has only continued a breath, hisheartthensuddenlyground submergencetobottom.
但这份庆幸只持续了一息不到,他的心便忽地沉到了底。Arrangement in the bed closetis clear, does not have the Farinashadow, the wooden bed, table and windowcarefullyhad been handled, looks likeveryneat.
小小卧室里的陈设一目了然,其中并没有法琳娜的影子,木床、桌子和窗户都被仔细打理过,看上去显得十分整洁。
When--is neatis similar totwo peoplefirstdaymoves in the appearance.——整洁得就如同两人第一天搬来时的样子。QiaoHuanhuanarrives at the table, thistablehas also piled up withvarioustypesoneday ago about the Church'sbooks and Greycastleweekly reports, butnow, on the tabletopwas completely empty.
乔缓缓地走到桌边,这张桌子在一天前还堆满了各种关于教会的书籍和灰堡周报,但现在,桌面上已空空如也。She...... Walked.
她……走了。Whenthisthoughtemergesin the mind, Qiaofelt a greatestsadness.
当这个念头涌入脑海里时,乔感到了一股莫大的悲伤。Obviouslythisis not the decision that Farinamakessuddenly.
显然这不是法琳娜陡然间做出的决定。
The dust of hertablecornerscratches, actuallyhas not written cleanly down a message.
她连桌角的灰尘都擦得干干净净,却没有写下一句留言。Fordoes not troubleto clean upaftermath......
是为了不麻烦自己收拾残局么……QiaoMamusatbefore the table.
乔麻木地在桌前坐了下来。Where will the opposite partygo to? Hermes? Oncehometown? In a piecedidn't havein the forest of habitationto finishownlife?
对方会去哪里?赫尔梅斯?曾经的故乡?还是在一片没有人烟的森林中结束自己的性命?Hecan certainlyseek forher...... But, such bigworld, how many did hefind the Farinaopportunitysome? Let alone the opposite partyhas not left behindanynews, clarifiedis the hopevanishesin light of this, howeven ifhecanfind?
他当然可以去寻找她……但,这么大的世界,他找到法琳娜的机会又有多少?何况对方没有留下任何消息,摆明了是希望就此消失,他即使能找到又如何?Thinks that the futurelife will again not have the form of thatfemale, QiaoBianthoughtas ifwere at heart many a cavity, the train of thoughtwas also stagnating, resembled the brainresistance to get downagainsame......
一想到今后的人生都不会再有那名女子的身影,乔便觉得心里仿佛多了一个空洞,思绪也连带着停滞下来,就好像大脑抗拒再想下去一样……Hisanythingcannotchangeeventually.
他终究什么都没能改变。„Good morning, Qiao.”
“早上好,乔。”Whydoes not notethisindicationearlier, whywill be pleased with oneselfbecause of the tranquillife?
为什么不早点注意到这一征兆,为什么会因为平静的生活而沾沾自喜?„Qiao?”
“乔?”In the final analysis, all thesehave metoneselfneed, hehas never thoughtwhatopposite partytrueneedisany--
说到底,这一切只是满足了自己的需求而已,他从未想过对方真正需要的是什么——„Qiao!”
“乔!”Until a handpullsQiao'sface, hediscovered that behinddoes not knowwere when many a person.
直到一只手将乔的脸扳过来,他才发现身后不知何时多了一个人。„You alonewere talking overanyAh?”
“你一个人在念叨什么啊?”Qiaoblinked.
乔眨了眨眼睛。IsFarina.
是法琳娜。Sheis frowning, the facial expression that tocarefully examineis taking a look athimup and down, „hasn't headhad problems?”
她正皱着眉头,以审视的神情上下打量着他,“脑袋没出问题吧?”„You...... Hasn't walked?”Qiaodoes not dareto believeholdsherarm, „said,youdid decidealsoto remain?”
“你……没走?”乔不敢置信地抓住她的手臂,“还是说,你决定又留下来了?”„Ha?” The Farinafacial expressionbecomesstranger, has not actually cast offhisgraspingto grasp, „anythingcannot walk, Iwent to an administrativehall.”
“哈?”法琳娜的神情变得更加古怪,却没有甩开他的抓握,“什么走不走的,我只是去了一趟行政厅而已啊。”Theyhave been dumbfoundedsome little time, QiaoCaiawkwardsay/way, „that...... Do yougo to the administrativehall to do?”
两人大眼瞪小眼了好一会儿,乔才尴尬道,“那……你去行政厅是为了干嘛?”„Inquiryregistrationqualifications,” the Farinatonebecomesearnest, „Isawin the weekly reportNeverwinter Cityrecruits the bulletin of trucker, wantsto try.”
“询问报名资格,”法琳娜的语气变得认真起来,“我在周报上看到了无冬城招募卡车驾驶员的告示,想要去试一试。”„Card...... What?”QiaoLengdao.
“卡……什么?”乔愣道。„Ido not knowamanything, butlookedonly the descriptionshouldbe similar to the carriage. Rides a horseordrives, Iexcelvery much, thereforethisperhapsis an opportunity.”
“我也不知道是什么,不过单看描述应该跟马车差不多。无论是骑马还是驾车,我都很擅长,因此这或许是一个机会。”Opportunity? The feeling of thatbeing neither friendly nor alooffloatsQiao'sheartonce more, hebreaksdaywastelandnot to let loose the hand, „why do yousuddenlywantto accept a job offer the trucker?”
机会?那股若即若离的感觉再次浮上乔的心头,他破天荒地没有放开手,“你为什么突然想去应招卡车驾驶员?”Farinasilent the momenthas opened the mouth saying that „after the ponder of thistime period, I wanted to understand. First, the Churchtenableoriginal intentiontrulyisto saveworldinWeinan, leadshumanto go out of the darkness, not onlythisis the Churchunilateralpropaganda, Roland Wimbledonalsoacknowledgeditis not the lies. However the upper-levelbetrayalmadeittakeroad of the mistake.”法琳娜沉默了片刻才开口道,“经过这阵子的思考,我已经想明白了。首先,教会成立的初衷确实是拯救世界于危难、带领人类走出黑暗,这不仅是教会单方面的宣传,罗兰.温布顿也承认了它不是虚言。不过上层的背叛才让它走上了一条错误之路。”„Then......”
“然后呢……”„Then the followingissueis, whetherKing of Greycastlesaidlikehim, similarlyfightsforhuman. InNeverwinter City, IsawRed Moonandabundantprosperouscitizen of symbolicdivine will, as well aswithwitch that the average personno othertwosends, these and excuse in propagandais basic. It is not ableto show that only, istriesto destroy the humanDevil.”
“那么接下来的问题就在于,灰堡之王是否真的像他自己所说的那样,同样是为了人类而战斗。在无冬城,我已经看到了象征神意的红月、富足兴旺的领民、以及和普通人别无二致的女巫,这些与宣传中的说辞基本一样。唯一无法证明的,就是试图毁灭人类的魔鬼。”„ButSirTucker Thortrulymentionedexistence of Devilin the will.”QiaoNannansaid.
“可塔克.托尔大人在遗嘱中确实提到了魔鬼的存在。”乔喃喃道。„Right, butIdo not havepersonallyhave seen, the Rolandarmywith this enemybattle that came from the hell.”Farinanods, „Ido not wantto violatebefore the samemistakeagain, onlyhasoneselfpersonallyhave seen the thing, canconfirm.”
“没错,只是我没亲眼见过,罗兰的军队正在与这支从地狱来的敌人交战。”法琳娜点点头,“我不想再犯和以前同样的错误,唯有自己亲眼见过的东西,才能确认下来。”„Do youwantto go toWolf Heart?”QiaoZhengdaeye.
“难道你想去狼心?”乔睁大了眼睛。„Yes.” The Farinaconfidentsay/way, „I of Churchfamily backgroundam unable through the verification of First Army, therefore can only trade a procedure. The truckerneedsto transport to the battlefieldforefront the commodity, but there, allwill be confirmed.”
“是。”法琳娜坦然道,“教会出身的我无法通过第一军的审核,所以只能换一种做法。卡车驾驶员需要将物资运往战场最前线,而在那里,一切都将会得到证实。”Thereforeshegoes to the administrativehallto inquirepilot'sstatusrequest......
所以她才去行政厅询问驾驶员的身份要求……Qiaoaskedcautiously, „, ifconfirmediswill be what kind, isn'twill be also what kind of?”
乔小心翼翼地问道,“如果证实了是会怎样,不是又会怎样?”„Ifallare true, Iwill compensateallsins that oneselfonceviolatedwith the remaining years of life,”Farinaanswerwithout hesitation, has thoughtobviously, „I, althoughdoes not haveto seizewitchpersonally, all that butrepresentativeChurchdid not makein the pastandmyirrelevant--takesJudgement Armyone, I am also the lackey of traitor.”Herpaused, „, iftheseare the frauds, thenIwill return toHermes, can lookhelpnewChurchmakeanything......”
“如果一切属实,我会用余生去补偿自己曾经所犯下的一切罪孽,”法琳娜回答得毫不犹豫,显然已经深思熟虑过,“我虽然没有亲手抓捕过女巫,但不代表教会过去所做的一切和我无关——作为审判军的一员,我也是背叛者的爪牙。”她顿了顿,“倘若这些都是骗局,那么我会回到赫尔梅斯,看看能不能帮助新教会做些什么……”Thisis the answer that sheimmersesstillgets.
这就是她沉浸至今所得到的答案。QiaoJianjianloosened the hand, the reason that hecould not finddissuading, does not evadewrongat the same timealsohas not given upjust before the endcommission of Tucker Thor, the path that andmusttakein the futureis basedonsteadfast, sheexpectshimis stronger. At this timebesidessupportedsilently, anyexcuseanddetained is ruiningher.
乔渐渐地松开了手,他根本找不到一丝劝阻的理由,不逃避过去错误的同时亦没放弃塔克.托尔的临终嘱托,并将未来所要走的道路建立在踏实的基础上,她比他预想得还要坚强。这种时候除了默默支持外,任何借口和挽留都是在毁掉她。But the resulthas not changedas before.
但结局依旧没有改变。Oncebecomes the pilotgoes toWolf Heart, shenaturallycannotcontinuehere, thereforetidied upall in room.
一旦成为驾驶员前往狼心,她自然不会继续住在这里,因此才收拾好了房间里的一切。Farina...... Mustleave itself.法琳娜……还是要离开自己了。„I......”Qiaotake a deep breath, for fear that the bottom of heartstabbing painsuddenlyoverflows the throat.
“我……”乔深吸了口气,生怕心底的刺痛突然溢出喉咙。„Was right, myalsomy presumptuous request,”Farinafirstsaid,„a truckneedstwopilots, Ihope that youcangowithmetogether.”
“对了,我还有一个不情之请,”法琳娜抢先说道,“一辆卡车需要两个驾驶员,我希望你能和我一块去。”„Eh?”heis startled.
“诶?”他不由地怔住。„To be honest, Ihave been separatedwithoutsidetoofor a long time, reallydo not havecan a personachievethisgoalself-confidently.”Shesomewhatembarrassedbegins, „youcanrejectmy...... After allyouhad a stablework, the treatmentis also good. Iknow that Ishould notproposethis, is only......”
“老实说,我已经和外界脱离太久,实在没自信能一人实现这个目标。”她有些不好意思地偏开头,“不过你可以拒绝我的……毕竟你已经有了一份稳定的工作,待遇也算不错。我知道我不该提这个,只是……”„Whatis only?”Qiaoaskedsubconsciously.
“只是什么?”乔下意识问道。Farinastoppeda whileto look straight aheadhim saying that „was onlyIneedsyou.”法琳娜停顿了一会儿才直视他道,“只是我需要你。”Thisiswords that Qiaoonceblurted out, washisfirsttimehears the opposite partyto say.
这是乔曾经脱口而出的话,也是他第一次听到对方这么说。Was turned into the requesterby the requester, butrequesterstillbyrequester......? At a lossandvanishedemptily, thissubstantialfeelinghas filled uphischestmutuallyinstantaneously.
被需要者变成了需要者,而需要者依然是被需要者……么?茫然与空洞消失了,这种相互充实的感受瞬间填满了他的胸膛。„Firsthas the breakfast, quickwas cool.”QiaoChangchangputs out the tone.
“先吃早餐吧,都快凉了。”乔长长吐出口气。„Hey......”
“喂……”Actuallythisissuedoes not needto askhim.
其实这个问题根本就不必问他。Went into exile inWolf Heartto shouldertogether, let alonedroveto goalong with the large unit?
一同流亡狼心都扛下来了,何况是驾车随大部队前往?„After finishing eating, weregistertogether.”Hesmileswas saying.
“吃完后,我们一起去报名。”他微笑着说道。
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