ROTH :: Volume #4

#11: Confession

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The atmosphere in prison cell awkwardly precipitated. Two people sit very nearly, but probably is away from very much remotely general, nobody knows that also nobody understands their individual is thinking at heart actually anything, only then in the prison cell that cloudy and cold is a little mildewy air unceasingly is even fermenting, spreading. 牢房里的气氛又尴尬的沉淀了下去。两个人坐得很近,可是又好像是距离得很遥远一般,没有人知道也没有人明白他们个人的心里到底都在想些什么,只有牢房里那阴冷甚至是有点发霉的空气在不断的发酵着,蔓延着。 Fleeting Time what could not say at heart is felt that he thought he was very bad, failed very much, why looked like very good desire, in his hands would being made at sixes and sevens? Usually hears Absalom to mention pursues girl's attainment, he as if had not thought that is a how difficult matter, but why when is one's turn own head becomes so strange? 流年的心里说不出是一种什么感觉,他觉得自己很糟糕,很失败,为什么看起来很好的愿望,在他的手里总会被弄得乱七八糟？平时听到押沙龙说起追女孩子的心得,他似乎也没有觉得是一件多么困难的事情,可是为什么在轮到自己的头上的时候就变得如此的奇怪？ Girl's heart does with the materials of different material quality? This method appropriate this person, not necessarily is appropriate that person. He had said according to Absalom obviously the method does? Is romantic, is gentle, must make her understand own thoughts, but why arrived at Gongzi You here not to work completely? 难道女孩子的心都是用不同材质的材料做的吗？这个方法合适这个人,却不见得合适那个人。他明明是照着押沙龙曾经说过的方法做的啊？要浪漫,要温柔,要让她明白自己的心思,可是为什么到了公子幽这里完全都行不通？ Really suffices the strange matter. 真是够诡异的事情。 Oh, must win a girl's favorable impression, its difficulty with facing super abnormal Dungeon cannot be mentioned in the same breath, not, even is much more difficult much. However, Fleeting Time because of being not depressed, he is always not a such person. Sitting that he pretends not to care about there, looked at the Ye Ci expression once for a while, then continues silent. 唉,要博得一个女孩子的好感,其难度跟面对一个超级变态的副本不能同日而语,不不不,甚至要难得多得多。不过,流年并没有因为而沮丧,他从来都不是这样的一个人。他只是装作不在意的坐在那里,时不时的看了看叶词的表情,然后继续沉默。 Ye Ci looked at Fleeting Time secretly, suddenly is a little afraid, what did she say a moment ago? Next one year we put best into it. This saying once for a while a little too proud Jiao? Is is too a little unreasonable? Really strange, she radically is not the fellow who can manage other person of thoughts, how so to care about the idea of Fleeting Time now? Where certainly is not too comfortably creates. 叶词偷偷的看了一眼流年,忽然有点心虚,她刚才说什么？今后一年我们都好自为之吧。这话时不时有点太傲娇？是不是有点太不近人情？真是奇怪,她根本就不是一个会管其他人心思的家伙,怎么现在会如此的在意流年的想法？一定是自己什么地方不太舒服才造成的吧。 She recalls to mind the agreements of two people suddenly, one year later, if reject Fleeting Time, he will withdraw from this game. The agreement through in other words, if when the time comes she who the system recognizes rejects, even if Fleeting Time do not want to walk, the system will also force him to leave. 她忽然又记起两个人的协议,在一年之后如果自己还是拒绝流年的话,他会退出这款游戏。协议是通过系统认定的也就是说,如果到时候她还是拒绝的话,就算流年自己不想走,系统也会强制他离开的吧。 Calculates the time, such as tired one year later can he force the time of leaving the game that and on first Fleeting Time vanishes is really similar? Ye Ci is unable to know that thoroughly vanished for what from the game in last Fleeting Time, is only, in this, such Fate can duplicate as before? 算算时间,如累一年后他真的要强制离开游戏那么和上一世流年消失的时间是不是差不多？叶词无从得知在上一世流年到底是为了什么从游戏中彻底消失了,只是,在这一世,这样的命运依旧是要重复吗？ Thinks of here, her cannot say discomfort that at heart, probably had been stopped up by anything generally, is not quite smooth the breath. Said that they are not understanding, two people but who fights at the game frequently why do not know, think that perhaps he will leave, Ye Ci really has some cannot say bitter. 一想到这里,她的心里说不上来的难受,就好像是被什么堵住了一般,连呼吸都不太顺畅。说起来他们并不算认识,只是在游戏经常打架的两个人罢了可是不知道为什么,一想到他也许会离开,叶词竟然有些许说不出酸涩。 What is Fleeting Time in oneself? Goal. On Lou first are unable to overstep the altitude and arriving. Is this? Perhaps who knows? 流年之于自己到底算什么？目标吧。娄者还是上一世自己无法逾越和到达的一个高度。仅仅是这样而已吗？也许吧谁知道呢？ The head of Ye Ci more is more silly. She helpless sigh vented anger finally, it seems like, she really does not suit to ponder that issue of this being as deep as a well, she pondered that suitably how to overcome Dungeon, overthrows Boss OSS 叶词的脑袋越想越糊涂。她终于无奈的呼出了一口气,看来,她实在不适合去思考这种高深莫测的问题,她更适合去思考怎么打下一个副本,怎么推倒一个BOSS How to make a change from a hand of Guild, as for other, is not really an expert. 或者怎么从一个公会的手里赚点小钱,至于别的,实在是不在行。 „This is my first time.” In Ye Ci still in indulging in flights of fancy, Fleeting Time suddenly opens the mouth to say. “这是我的第一次。”就在叶词还在胡思乱想的时候,流年忽然开口道。 Fleeting Time starts talking this not to have what strange first, instead in prison cell, among them as if always Fleeting Time first[ is popular] exerts pulls a topic, but finally conclusion this topic this that feels disappointed by Ye Ci very looks like a strange circle same is unable to overstep, but this time topic is really somewhat strange, but is makes the Ye Ci almost one breath not come up to feel stifled. 流年先开口说话这本来就没有什么奇怪的,反正在牢房里,他们两人之间似乎总是流年先〖兴〗奋的扯一个话题,而最后由叶词十分扫兴的结束这个话题这就像是一个怪圈一样无法逾越,只是这次的话题真的是有些奇怪,只是是让叶词差点一口气没有上来憋死。 The different meanings of these words were really too many. 这句话的歧义实在是太多了。 The first time? The what first time? Ye Ci even a little not[ said that] thinking of virtue, was he is saying that kiss? Has not thought unexpectedly is Fleeting Time initially kisses... Ye Ci a little gossip has sized up the Fleeting Time that quite attractive labiate, in the heart endured hunchback hey had forgotten with a smile completely oneself as if was also another lead in this gossip. 第一次？什么第一次？叶词甚至有点不〖道〗德的想,他是在说那个吻？啊没有想到居然是流年的初吻啊…叶词有点八卦的打量了一下流年那颇为好看的唇形,心中忍不偻嘿嘿的笑着完全忘记了自己似乎也是这一场八卦中的另一个主角。 Fleeting Time looked at a little at heart by Ye Ci is scared, his embarrassed has coughed gently, to pull back a point own image, but, on that wheat flour actually unprecedented floated off to blush. Although this in the gloomy dungeon ray blushes remarkably not. He also said: „ I always am familiar with a person, is not an expert regarding being together of two people, therefore, about many matters is the first time., Ye Ci has not spoken, but continues to size up Fleeting Time by a ten points gossip vision. 流年被叶词看得有点心里发毛,他不好意思的轻轻咳嗽了一下,以拉回一点自己的形象,可是,那张白面上却破天荒的浮起了一丝红晕。虽然在阴暗的地牢光线中这丝红晕并没有多引人注意。他又说道:“我是从来都习惯一个人的,对于两个人的相处并不在行,所以,关于很多事都是第一次。、,叶词没吭声,不过还是以一种十分八卦的目光继续打量着流年。 That vision is naked, made that Fleeting Time this called an irritability, he knows that if must say, finally will certainly be turned into another strange condition by this woman. 那种目光赤裸裸的,弄得流年这叫一个别扭,他就知道的,如果自己要这么说的话,最后一定会被这个女人变成另一种奇怪的状况。 As if to the present, does not have anything have scruples, even if awkward also awkwardly such, if, these time did not talk clearly to understand that Fleeting Time only feared from now on will not have such opportunity again. 只是,到了现在,似乎也没有什么在顾忌的了,就算尴尬也只是尴尬这么一回,若是,这一次都说不清楚明白,流年只怕今后再也没有这样的机会了。 „You are my first interested party, you are the person who my first decision must pursue, you are also my first own person, many first time.” Fleeting Time static looks at Ye Ci, although his sound is very tranquil, but, he placed the hand on knee actually to reveal his anxiety. That slender hand closely has only grasped the fist, joint also already flood white. „ I had cited a Dungeon example a moment ago, you said you to understand, actually, you are not clear. I meant that at pursuing your matter, I am the first time, because is just the first time, therefore I do not know how to do appropriately, does not know how to ask for your favor, will do even lets your annoyed matter, is, please therefore on the thorough rejection I. Because......, Fleeting Time: „ You are my this whole life the first girl of liking.,... “你是我第一次感兴趣的人,你是我第一次决定要追的人,你也是我第一次亲的人,很多第一次。”流年静静的看着叶词,虽然他的声音很平静,可是,他放在膝盖上的手却泄露了他的紧张。那只修长的手已经紧紧的握起了拳头,就连骨节也已经泛白。“我刚才举了一个副本的例子,你说你明白,其实,你不明白的。我的意思是说,在追求你的这件事上,我是第一次,正因为是第一次,所以我不知道怎么做合适,也不知道怎么讨你的欢心,更甚至会做一些让你心烦的事情,可是,请你不要因此就彻底的拒绝我。因为……、,流年顿了顿:“你是我这辈子第一个喜欢的女孩子。,… Fleeting Time said very slowly, but said very clearly, at least is makes Ye Ci hear to be very clear, is very clear. She there, again does not have anything to inquire about that feeling of gossip, is only sitting there, looks at Fleeting Time not to know that said anything. 流年说得很慢,可是却说得很清楚,至少是让叶词听得很清楚,很明白。她愣在那里,再也没有什么探寻八卦的感觉,只是愣愣的坐在那里,望着流年不知道说些什么。 Absent-minded, she has remembered on long-drawn-out Wandering Cloud of first. Starts to pursue itself from long-drawn-out Wandering Cloud, arrives to be in love again, arrives at following planning and rumors again, actually Ye Ci thought that is happy, is joyful, is perfect. Because like this perfect, like this joyful, makes her fall abundantly that miserably, from the clouds to the ground, all looks like the dreamland that wakes up suddenly is ordinary. She never has carefully has carefully examined this sentiment from beginning to end, because it resembles scabs, how regardless of cannot touch. 恍惚之间,她想起了上一世的悠悠飞云。从悠悠飞云开始追求自己,再到热恋,再到后面的算计和一个个谎言,其实叶词都觉得是美好的,是快乐的,是完美无缺的。正是因为这样的完美无缺,这样的快乐,丰让她跌得那么惨,从云端到地面,一切就像是一个突然醒来的梦境一般。她从来没有仔细的去审视过这段感情的从头到尾,因为它就好像自己心里的一道伤疤,无论如何也是不能触及的。 Time gradually was long, that scabs also vanish do not see the signs, she thought that sentiment does not need to turn head to look, because that is a recollection of shame. Therefore, to the present, Ye Ci was not clear, obtained anything to lose in that sentiment, but remembers gratefully one as if layer on layer were deceived. In addition, her anything does not remember. 渐渐的时间久了,那伤疤也消失得不见踪迹,她却觉得那种感情没有必要回头去看,因为那是自己一段羞辱的回忆。所以,一直到了现在,叶词都不明白,在那段感情中自己得到了什么又失去了,只是刻骨铭心的记得自己似乎被重重的欺骗了而已。除此之外,她什么都不记得了。 But, is listening to the Fleeting Time words now, does not know that she has remembered why on first her the sentiment that unexpectedly is disinclined to touch. Her first time with the vision of objective carefully examining regards this sentiment the time, her multiplied the different feelings at heart suddenly. 可是,现在听着流年的话,不知道为什么她竟然又想起了上一世这段她懒得触及的感情。她第一次用客观的审视的目光去看待这段感情的时候,她的心里忽然滋生出了很多不一样的感触。 That sentiment was extremely perfect. In the world the extremely perfect thing does not exist, therefore, from beginning to end, this sentiment is a long-drawn-out Wandering Cloud fraud, but she had been deceived the vision by the so-called joy, had not been impeded the hands and feet by the so-called affectionate regret, has not realized. 那感情太过完美了。世界上太过完美的东西都是不存在的,所以,从头到尾,这段感情不过是悠悠飞云的一个骗局罢了,只是她被所谓的快乐蒙住了目光,被所谓的情深不悔绊住了手脚,根本就没有察觉罢了。 Now the extension turns head to look, where is an affection, but is a person to another person flattering of desirably. Since is desirably, flattered that side natural everything one'ss liking satisfactorily, joyful incomparable. 现在转回头去看,那哪里是一段恋情,不过是一个人对另一个人刻意的讨好罢了。既然是刻意,被讨好的那一方自然事事顺心顺意,快乐无比。 This is not the true so-called sentiment. 这不是真正的所谓的感情吧。 Ye Ci like wants to understand anything suddenly, low smiled the sound, she lowered the head, looks at her helmet and armor at heart the bitterness and relaxedness of not being able saying that she was really in the fellow who in the sentiment did not straighten out, this matter she arrived not to understand in last unexpectedly that follows to be understands now, only hopes clear will not be late. 叶词忽然像是想明白了什么一样,低低的笑出了声音,她低下了头,看着自己的盔甲心里有一种说不出的酸涩和轻松,她果然是个在感情上不开窍的家伙,这件事在上一世她居然到死都没有明白,生生跟到了现在才算是明白,只希望明白的不会太晚。 East the class does not know Ye Ci is thinking anything at heart, but hears she low smiling, but, that laughter is actually not the taunt, seems bringing dismal, such smiles, makes him have a feeling of feeling sad unexpectedly. He, said slowly: „I know that I possibly had many places to make you not quite happy before, but, I do not have the experience, but thought that this, could obtain your attention his long sigh to vent anger like this”: „I know that you will certainly think me to be stupid, is very weak, actually, I also think so. But, I did not regret that the life of person, cannot cross everything sanely to understand, who has not played dumb, but, you must experience such one time, the life is complete. I rejoiced actually very much, the object who I play dumb is you, perhaps will arrive will not have any result finally, but, so long as that person were you, was good.” 流东不知道叶词的心里在想什么,只是听得她低低的笑,可是,那笑声却又不是嘲讽,仿佛带着一种久违的悲凉,这么笑出来,竟然让他有一种心酸的感觉。他顿了顿,又缓缓的说:“我知道,我以前可能有很多地方都让你不太高兴,可是,我真的没有经验,只是觉得,这样,这样或许能得到你的注意”他长长的呼出了一口气:“我知道,你一定会觉得我愚蠢,很幼稚,其实,我也是这么觉得的。可是,我并不后悔,人的一生,总不能过得事事理智明白,谁没有犯傻的时候,可是,你总得经历那么一次,人生才算是圆满。我其实很庆幸,我犯傻的对象是你,也许到了最后也不会有什么结果,但是,只要那个人是你,总归是好的。” Ye Ci gaining ground slowly, she uses a strange vision to look at Fleeting Time. Because in her present innermost feelings has also been full of a strange feeling, that is one type warm, sad, even is makes the person ponder over the airtight thing, probably was fermented by anything was the same, in her gurgle honk the braving air bubble, as if, has had any thing to gush out at heart unceasingly to be the same. 叶词缓缓的抬起头,她用一种奇怪的目光看着流年。因为她现在内心里也充满了一种奇怪的感觉,那是一种温暖的,感伤的,甚至是让人琢磨不透的东西,好像被什么发酵了一样,一直在她的心里不断咕嘟嘟的冒着气泡,似乎,有什么东西要喷薄而出一样。 Her vision makes Fleeting Time at heart very tranquil, although he knows that the final result possibly is not such that he anticipates, but, can have the opportunity to say such words now is actually very good matter. At least, he can make Gongzi You understand what one want to result at heart, although, these words may make finally their relations more awful, but, what relations does that have? 她的目光让流年心里很平静,虽然他知道最后的结局可能不是他所期待的那样,但是,现在能有机会说出这样的话其实已经是很好的事情了。至少,他能让公子幽明白自己心里想得什么,虽然,最后这些话可能会让他们的关系变得更加糟糕,可是,那又有什么关系呢？ Some matters, the life must experience one time, is complete. 有些事,人生总得经历过一次,才算是圆满。
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