The second chapter sad is own matter 第二章悲伤是自己的事 Zuo Xiaolan and Ye Nantian listened to this saying, the complexion immediately changed, is staring Ye Ci, wishes one could to rewind to erase the words that this dead girl spoke a moment ago to draw directly. 左小兰和叶南天听了这话,脸色立刻就变了,瞪着叶词,恨不得把这个死丫头刚才说的话直接倒带回去抹掉拉到。 Bai Mo is also quite astonished is looking at Ye Ci, in him, Ye Ci is a small girl, will say when also that this type quite did have the words of philosophy to come? 白陌也颇为讶异的望着叶词,在他心里,叶词就是一个小丫头,什么时候也会说这种颇有哲理的话来了？ Tan Polang naturally also heard this saying, he is taking the hand of chopsticks obviously has shaken, then gains ground, is looking at Ye Ci with a vision of grief and indignation, in that vision likely is not usually such despair, even takes the anger that must erupt. 谭破浪自然也是听见了这话的,他拿着筷子的手明显的抖了一下,然后抬起头,用一种悲愤的目光望着叶词,那目光里不像是平时那样的绝望,甚至带上了一丝就要爆发出来的愤怒。 Ye Ci is looking at this appearance, remembers itself on first time appearance that loses the parents, as if at that time was also such an appearance of more dead than alive. Her has pulled the corners of the mouth, has clamped a chopsticks dish in his bowl: „Eats eats, you must have the strength to be able crying with all one's might, sadness with all one's might, if not eat to the full, the strength of which coming?” 叶词望着他这个样子,想起自己上一世的时候失去父母的样子,似乎当时也是这么一副要死不活的样子。她的扯了扯嘴角,又夹了一筷子菜在他的碗里:“吃吧吃吧,你得有力气才能可劲的哭,可劲的悲伤,要是不吃饱,哪来的力气啊？” Tan Polang heard Ye Ci saying that was fierce to stand, his body kept shivered, seemed like is angry. However like this he has not spoken a few words, but with that pair already because of anger but the hyperemia eye is staring Ye Ci, wished one could to eat her directly was the same. 谭破浪听到叶词这么说,猛得站了起来,他的身体不停的颤抖起来,看起来是愤怒极了。不过就算这样他也没有说一句话,只是用那双已经因为愤怒而充血的眼睛瞪着叶词,恨不得直接把她吃了一样。 „Visits me to do.” Ye Ci has narrowed the eye, false smile. “看我干嘛。”叶词眯了眯眼睛,皮笑肉不笑。 The young boy cannot stand up to such stimulation, puts down the chopsticks, shoves open the chair, opened the door to clash. 小男孩到底经不住这样的刺激,撂下筷子,推开椅子,开了门就冲了出去。 „Polang Polang” Zuo Xiaolan yelled that „Bai Mo, with had a look quickly.” “破浪破浪”左小兰大叫起来,“白陌,快跟上去看看。” Bai Mo also doing to hoodwink by matter that this came, a Zuo Xiaolan such saying deliberately considered that immediately also pursued. 白陌也被这突然而来的事情给搞蒙了,左小兰这么一说才寻思过来,立刻也追了出去。 „Your this dead girl, spoke you not to know that his family inside situation of” Zuo Xiaolan put out a hand to pat Ye Ci two, she was angry evidently really: „ Has you such to become the elder sister? In the wound the salting toward others is amusing matter?. “你这个死丫头,怎么说话呢你不知道他家里面的情况”左小兰伸手就拍了叶词两下,看样子她是真的生气了:“有你这么当姐姐的吗？往人家得伤口上撒盐是好玩的事儿吗不跳字。 Ye Nantian saw Zuo Xiaolan already the wool, immediately holds on her: „Wife wife you calms down.” Also keeps signals with the eyes to Ye Ci: „Dead girl , not quick looks to look, what to do if the person lost” 叶南天见左小兰已经毛了,立刻拉住她:“老婆老婆你消消气。”又不停的给叶词使眼色:“死丫头,还不快去跟着找找看,要是人丢了怎么办” Ye Ci, at a moderate pace sets out to put on shoes, radically Zuo Xiaolan shouts and wrangles does not care, she sighed, the self-respect of this young boy. 叶词哦了一声,不紧不慢的起身穿鞋,根本就把左小兰的大呼小叫不放在心上,她叹了一口气,这小男孩的自尊啊。 Tan Polang already many day of not good delicious things. This point Ye Ci was listens to Bai Mo saying that because knew this point, Ye Ci was not worried where Tan Polang can run up to goes, said again did not have Bai Mo. 谭破浪已经很多天没有好好吃东西了。这一点叶词是听白陌说的,正是因为知道这一点,叶词一点也不担心谭破浪能跑到什么地方去,再说不是有一个白陌跟着嘛。 Her leisure going downstairs, has then pulled out the cell phone, has dialed one to Bai Mo, confirmed Bai Mo caught that boy, they in garden, unhurriedly shook is passing., She sees two people to sit on a blockhead chair from afar, Bai Mo is enlightening anything like the intimate brother to Tan Polang, but apparently does not have what function, the boy does not respond him. 她慢悠悠的下了楼,然后才掏出了手机,给白陌拨了一个,确认了白陌已经抓到了那小子,两人正在街心花园呢,就不慌不忙的晃着过去了。远远的,她就看见两个人坐在一条木头椅子上,白陌像个知心大哥哥一样对着身边的谭破浪开导着什么,不过显然没有什么作用,那小子根本就不搭理他。 Ye Ci turned around at the same time to walk toward beef noodles restaurant, has subscribed two bowls of surface, making the person one deliver, she then moved toward them. Has not approached, Bai Mo heard her footsteps, turned the head to visit her, saw her to smile was saying: „Bai Mo, you go back.” 叶词转身朝着一边的牛肉面饭馆走去,订了两碗面,让人一会送过来,她这才走向了两人。还没有靠近,白陌就听见她的脚步了,转头看她,见她微笑着说:“白陌,你回去吧。” „Um?” Bai Mo is a little strange: „How did you come?” “嗯？”白陌有点奇怪:“你怎么来了？” „Can't I come? You go back, did not go back not to have the dish.” Ye Ci stands in Bai Mo behind, the facial color is quiet. “我不能来？你回去吧,再不回去没菜了。”叶词就站在白陌的后面,面色沉静。 Bai Mo also wants to say anything, but Ye Ci actually shakes the head, he understood that meaning of Ye Ci, something are Xie Ling must be the bell people probably. Therefore he was not meddlesome, stands up, has patted the head of Tan Polang, turned around to leave. 白陌还想说点什么,不过叶词却摇摇头,他了解叶词的意思,有些事情大概是解铃还须系铃人吧。于是他也不多事,站起身,拍了拍谭破浪的头,转身离开了。 Bai Mo walks, Ye Ci has sat down, she did not speak, was looking at the sky, on this day the air/Qi was really good, was the day biting cold biting cold, that breeze blew on the face resembles the knife to shear face same hurting. 白陌一走,叶词就坐下了,她也不说话,就是望着天空,这天气还真不错,就是天干冷干冷的,那小风吹在脸上就好像刀子在割脸一样的疼。 Tan Polang looked at Ye Ci one, immediately wants to stand, actually suddenly hears Ye Ci to emit a few words: „On your small physique, runs, cannot be inescapable many must fall face down.” 谭破浪望了叶词一眼,立刻想站起来,却冷不丁的听见叶词冒出一句话来:“就你那小身板,跑吧,跑不了多远就得趴下。” The body of Tan Polang has shaken, this chapter does not know that is angry or cold, because had just blown a cool breeze in the past, bound the people of cotton-padded jacket to be cold including Ye Ci this has shaken, do not say a child of this wear frail woolen sweater. He could not bear finally, erupts: „ I and you have a grudge?. 谭破浪的身体又抖了起来,这回不知道是生气还是冷,因为刚吹了一阵凉风过去,连叶词这个裹着棉衣的人都冷得抖了一下,更不要说这只穿着一件单薄毛衣的小孩了。他终于是忍不住了,爆发出来:“我和你有仇吗不跳字。 „No.” “没有。” „ I provoked you?. “我招惹你了吗不跳字。 Ye Ci glanced his one eyes: „Temporarily did not have.” 叶词瞟了他一眼:“暂时还没有。” „What did you always take the words to puncture me to be me not to have the parents to receive your this bullying?” The kids were angry thoroughly, originally he is angry by Ye Ci is scolded, afterward was angry Ye Ci that not salty not pale tone, finally because of Ye Ci to oneself this manner, he erupted finally. “那你总拿话刺我做什么我没有父母了就要受你这种欺负？”小屁孩已经彻底生气了,原来他是生气被叶词数落,后来是生气叶词那种不咸不淡的口气,最后是因为叶词对自己这种态度,他终于爆发了。 Ye Ci has not made a sound, but is looking at Tan Polang. 叶词没吱声,只是望着谭破浪。 Own anger sends in one completely does not respond own person, probably a powerful straight punch directly hit on the First Squadron cotton, Tan Polang at heart could be imagined aggrievedly, he was yelling: „ Didn't I have the parents to be what kind of? My what has not been me not to have the parents you not to think that I do come your family? Thought that what I did come your family to snatch your? Let me tell you, does not need completely, because I do not want to come from beginning to end, is your mother is meddlesome, taking responsibility on oneself makes me come you who to think that I do want to come really? To live under subjugation?. 自己的怒气发在一个全然不搭理自己的人身上,就好像一记有力的直拳直接打在了一团棉花上,谭破浪的心里的憋屈可想而知,他大叫着:“我已经没有父母还要怎么样？我什么也没有做啊我就没有父母了你是不是不想我来你家？是不是觉得我来你家是抢了你什么？我跟你说,完全没必要,因为我从头到尾根本就不想来,是你妈自己多事,大包大揽的让我来的你以为我真的想来吗？想来寄人篱下吗不跳字。 Tan Polang that resounding sound was getting more and more hoarse, even started a little to sob, although he was a boy, but at this time the whole face was the tears. 谭破浪那高亢的声音已经越来越沙哑,甚至开始有点抽泣了,他虽然是男孩子,可是这个时候满脸都是眼泪。 Ye Ci did not speak, but was looking at him, did not have what expression. The kids are still continue scold, then cries, tosses about sweat whole head, looks like very from oppressive. Just in time at this time, the boss in noodle restaurant came, is carrying two lunch boxes, inside thinks of the steaming hot beef noodles, the red oil soup looks like has the appetite very much. 叶词还是不说话,只是望着他,没有什么表情。小屁孩还在继续骂,然后又哭,折腾得满头满脸的大汗,看起来挺自虐的。正巧这个时候,面馆的老板来了,端着两个饭盒,里面装着热气腾腾的牛肉面,红红的油汤看起来很是有胃口。 Ye Ci receives, puts out a hand to take out money to fill to the boss, then puts aside the chopsticks to carry one bowl hu-hu has eaten. Another bowl places on stool, approaches in the Tan Polang position. 叶词接过来,伸手掏出钱塞给老板,然后撇开筷子端起一碗就呼哧呼哧的吃了起来。另一碗就摆放在凳子上,靠近谭破浪的位置上。 Tan Polang had not eaten the thing on several days, has lost a temper, has cried such air/Qi , the belly feeling gradually gets up comes hungrily, looks Ye Ci that hu-hu is eating the noodles, swallowing saliva. But he now is keeping thinking about and Ye Ci standpoint, they are the class enemies, cannot submit absolutely. 谭破浪本来就好几天没有怎么吃东西,又发了一顿脾气,哭了这么一气,也渐渐的肚子感觉起饿来,看着叶词那呼哧呼哧的吃着面条,不由的咽口水。可是他现在正惦记着自己和叶词的立场,他们可是阶级敌人啊,绝对不能屈服。 He thinks, but belly really does not make every effort to succeed, in called, he who this time rolled greatly for poverty-stricken, thinks that Ye Ci will ridicule him in light of this, has not actually thought that Ye Ci did not lift, said lightly: „This beef noodles flavor is very good, me ** the craftsmanship is stronger, does not eat also calculates that was a pity.” 他就这么想,只是肚子实在不争气,就在这个时候骨碌骨碌的叫了起来,他大为的窘迫,以为叶词会就此嘲笑他,却没有想到叶词连头都不抬,淡淡的说:“这家的牛肉面味道很好,比我**手艺强多,不吃也算可惜。” Tan Polang hear of Ye Ci said that wants to carry to eat very much, but really cannot wipe the face, has snort|hum to stand there. Gust blows, he trembled the period of time. 谭破浪听叶词这么说,很想端起来吃,可是又实在抹不开面子,只好哼了一声站在那里。一阵风吹来,他又哆嗦了一阵子。 „Man works must hurriedly, wants to eat eats, finished eating itself to give money.” Ye Ci lowers the head to eat the noddles as before, does not look at Tan Polang, but said the words words and expressions is to him. “男人做事就要风风火火,想吃就吃呗,吃完自己给钱。”叶词依旧低头吃面,不看谭破浪,不过说得话字字句句都是对着他。 Tan Polang also wants to insist, but cannot withstand the protest that in the belly Wuzang Temple that keeps, must clench teeth to carry the surface, sat, like is Ye Ci hu-hu eats the noddles. 谭破浪还想坚持着,可是到底顶不住肚皮里五脏庙那不停的抗议,只得咬咬牙端起面,坐了下来,像是叶词一样呼哧呼哧的吃起面来。 Suddenly in the park only remaining two people continuously have eaten the surface sound, hu-hu, sounds very much to have the appetite. 一时间公园里只剩下了两个人此起彼伏的吃面声,呼哧呼哧,听起来就很有食欲。 „Parents were not a sad matter.” Ye Ci eats the noddles while said that she glimpses the hand of Tan Polang obviously has shaken, continued: „But, that is only your sadness, has nothing to do with others.” “父母不在了是一件悲伤的事。”叶词一边吃面一边说,她瞥见谭破浪的手明显的抖了一下,又继续说了下去:“不过,那只是你自己的悲伤,和别人无关。” Does not speak this feedback to Tan Polang, but ate the noddles earnestly. 这回轮到谭破浪不说话了,只是埋头吃面。 „Whose hasn't the person's painful event in this world, served a need to take to indulge in unbridled propaganda with others? That looks for sympathy?. Ye Ci looks up the distant place to sneer several, as if saw original: „ Actually could not find the sympathy, nobody to your painful event shall be grateful as a personal favor, you again miserable, in other person of eyes is also others' matter, they can sympathize, can sigh, even can watch the fun, but, no one toward will go at heart.” “人在这个世界上谁没有一点伤心事,用得着和别人拿出来大肆宣扬？那是找同情心吗不跳字。叶词抬头望着远处冷笑几声,似乎又看见了原来的自己:“其实根本找不到同情心,没有人会对你的伤心事感同身受,你就算再惨,在其他人眼睛里也不过是别人的事,他们可以同情,可以感叹,甚至可以看热闹,可是,谁也不会往心里去。” „I had not indulged in unbridled propaganda.” Tan Polang is burying the head, toward mouth Bariset the surface, was refuting in a low voice. “我没有大肆宣扬。”谭破浪埋着头,往嘴巴里塞着面,低声的反驳着。 „You now are not?. Ye Ci smiled: „ Sad is not, but is moderate, are many will be numb.” “你现在不就是吗不跳字。叶词笑了笑:“悲伤不是不可以,但是要适度,多了就会麻木了。” „I am not a child, this truth I know.” Tan Polang obstinate thought that Ye Ci is puncturing itself. „Has no need for your this person saying this and that.” “我又不是小孩子,这种道理我知道。”谭破浪执拗的觉得叶词就是在刺自己。“用不着你这种人来说三道四。” Ye Ci is not angry, his mood, she understood actually. 叶词也不生气,他的心情,其实她真的理解。 „Sometimes, somewhat sadly must place precipitates at heart, because that is one precious mood. Person life few great happiness are greatly sad, therefore, you must learn to restrain.” She the last surface will dig up to haul in the mouth, then starts to drink is fluttering the soup of red oil. „In the world everyone is very busy, they do not have that many time and Stamina are accompanying others happy or sad, therefore, this matter, do not trouble others.” “有时候,有些悲伤要放在心里沉淀,因为那是一种珍贵情绪。人这一生没有几次大喜大悲,所以,你要学会收敛。”她将最后一口面扒拉进嘴里,然后开始哧溜哧溜的喝着飘着红油的汤。“世界上每个人都很忙,他们没有那么多的时间和精力陪着别人高兴或者悲伤,所以,这种事情,还是不要麻烦别人了。” „Person must learn to grow up.” Ye Ci sighed, as if sees that being covered with cuts and bruises mark, actually more and more hateful: „Cultivates the behavior, sunlight point.” “人总要自己学会才能长大。”叶词叹了一口气,仿佛又看到那个满身是伤痕,却越来越可恶的自己:“做人,阳光点。” „I later was.” Tan Polang did not speak, crosses braves a few words that was very long he to be depressed to come out, being able to hear him not to conflict Ye Ci, at least during spoken languages already gentle many. “我以后就是自己一个人了。”谭破浪一直不说话,过了很久他才闷闷的冒了一句话出来,听得出他已经没有那么抵触叶词了,至少言语间已经平和了不少。 Ye Ci does not want to speak any sensational words, but to has touched finally his hair: „Does not have us.” 叶词不想说什么煽情的话,可是到了最后还是摸了摸他的头发:“不是还有我们嘛。” The beef noodles are very spicy, is hot. Made that the person is really uncomfortable, tears nasal mucus falling below one after another. Tan Polang thought that the eye spent, anything did not see clearly, he has attracted the nose, stretched out the sleeve to scratch the face, then lowered the head said in a muffled voice: „I do not have money to pay the beef noodles.” 牛肉面很辣,又烫。弄得人真不舒服,眼泪鼻涕一把一把的掉下面。谭破浪觉得眼睛都花了,什么都看不清楚,他吸了吸鼻子,伸出袖子擦了一下脸,然后低着头闷声闷气的说:“我没有钱付牛肉面。” „Calculates that I lend your, later you had have given back to me.” “算我借给你的,以后你有了还给我。” „You are very bothersome.” “你很烦。” „You not necessarily are also likable.” “你也不见得多招人喜欢。” …… …… Yes 是 By 】. 由】.